Sometimes being autistic kinda sucks because I am ahead of my peers in the ways they are behind, and I am behind my peers in the ways they are ahead.
Most people my age are pro-drivers with job experience, dating experience, are already in college, and have larger friend groups. I am behind on these things.
But I have always been very mature and logical for my age. While also being "socially off putting" (i put it in quotes because really it's just that lots of neurotypical ppl are judgmental and kinda boring I'm sorry. I'm only talking about the mean ones). I struggle to make friends my age because we tend to not line up when it comes to emotional maturity. But I do get along with people near their mid 20s-ish. But because unemployed for time being, I am not where the mid-20s homies are
So add all of that together and you get;
Has one irl friend 💔
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I'm sorry to the anon who messaged me about ace attorney, I think I lost your ask ;-;
To summarize it, I've had a lot more internet people interact with me lately because of the silly lawyer simulator. And while I'm very glad people are finding my art through it, I don't always have the heart to tell them that I haven't even finished the original trilogy.... so my knowledge is quite slim. I also don't typically come on tumblr to message people, so I can't really promise I would respond to dms about ace attorney; but I really appreciate you sending an ask anyway. Here's a doodle of Nick and Maya I dug up.
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Sijihua Zine has been shipped out so this can finally see the light of day! It was fun working with all the talented folks on this, thanks for having me @shlzine~
I wanted to draw the 100 year old virgin grandpa (and his (dead) beau Rong Changqing) because I've already done the main lovebirds and mr. daddy-issues. Wow, this old boy really knows how to carry a torch, pining after a dead married dude for all those long lonely years atop a snowy mountain... all alone... he needs all the love he can get man
This is so sad, Alexa play despacito
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Holy shit. Aziraphale's an unreliable narrator and was probably threatened by the Metatron.
Just hear me out.
What really struck me during my latest rewatch is how bloody awful they are at communicating. Through the whole season.
Crowley finds out that helping Gabriel will be punished by being removed from the book of life - doesn't tell Aziraphale.
When asked about the trip back from Scotland, Azi does not tell Crowley about being visited by Shax.
Crowley never tells Aziraphale that he visited heaven and found out a lot of things. Here amongst that not going along with Armageddon 2.0 is why Gabriel ended up with no memory. Which seems pretty relevant now that Aziraphale is replacing Gabriel.
And of course there is all the unsaid stuff during the final 15 but that is not important right now tbh.
So... Aziraphale is an unreliable narrator. We know that he and crowley just... doesn't tell each other important stuff.
I saw some post with a theory about Give me Coffee or give me death and how the Megatrash probably gave Aziraphale the ultimatum between going to heaven or having Crowley ereased from the book of life. And honestly it would make so much bloody sense if the Murdertron threatened Aziraphale in some way or other.
This is the exact kind of thing that we see through the season that Aziraphale and Crowley do not share with each other. And that would explain why Aziraphale changed his mind so suddenly. And the choice to show us the scenes with Azi and the Megadumb through the narration of Aziraphale.
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still thinking about how I and the cishet dad from my kid's school established that we were Of The Same (deeply skeptical) Opinions about said school by first establishing that we were on the same side of the incredibly unclassy lesbian drama that literally everyone knows about, and how this was a 100% accurate litmus test
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I love posts on tumblr complaining about people's social skills being delayed on a site that seems to have a huge percentage of neurodivergent people. like what did you think the autistic people just wanted to talk about their medias and wouldn't have *checks notes* a social neurodevelopmental disorder.
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