#bc i couldnt hack it

[hella1975]

happy eurovison!! do your stretches!!!

babe it's been days since i did my stretches at this point im too scared

#in my defence idk WHAT was going on with my sunday shift bc i only waitressed 7 hours and that's a pretty normal shift for me #like im aware compared to a normal person it would be very difficult to just out of nowhere expect them to be on their feet #walking back and forth the entire length of a restaurant regularly carrying heavy things all the while keeping up ABOVE AND BEYOND socially #for SEVEN ENTIRE HOURS with ZERO BREAK like masking that entire time on top of the 7 hour physical workout #like it's insane if u think about it for more than 2 seconds and im really trying to bc every time i falter i beat the shit out of myself #and like? NO? my job is actually very physically demanding and emotionally draining compared to most people's day-to-day activity #it's gonna have impacts sometimes! #so yeah long story short i finished my shift sunday and when i tell you my legs LOCKED UP in bed that night #like mainly my thighs but it was all in my hips and knees and it was so bad that i lay there until 2am before getting painkillers #bc i couldnt hack it #which is SAYING SOMETHING for me bc im normally both quite good with pain and also a hardass for taking painkillers #ive had that happen once before (again after waitressing lol) & never worried about it but my mum recently got diagnosed with arthritis #and ever since ive been like. Looking at my own joints any time they even HINT at playing up #like i am RENOWNED for inhereting all of my mum's medical shit from mental to physical like i KNOW i'll get it it's just a matter of when #and yeah that was sunday it's now tuesday and my thighs STILL feel bruised #and im like. embarassed about it bc it's not like i did anything spectacular? and idk why it's happening? #yeah idk hiiii rori did u like me ranting about my physical health in ur stretch reminder ask sorry do u still think im hot <3 #ask

[milkweedman]

my pieces got accepted to the local museum ! i was quite sure they'd been rejected because i was supposed to hear back over 2 weeks ago, but i guess there were just time issues. am very happy about this !

#found out this morning that my work account was hacked and my last paycheck was diverted to somebody else's bank account #which ate up my entire morning figuring out and has been incredibly stressful. it sounds like whether they can recover the money or not #i will still get my paycheck but the person i spoke to couldnt tell me when bc it has to be looked at by specialists #its also rent paying time so that was the worst possible timing for this to happen and sucks so bad. #so finding out my pieces were accepted and at least im getting a paycheck from that is very relieving #i also realized last night that the colors on the blanket are scaring me #in that i dont know if they actually work or not after all... i just made a little pin loom square with them to see it with the weft #its drying rn ill take a picture soon for comments if i can get the colors right #anyway. yeah so some good news is very appreciated right now for sure

[xamaxenta]

Not me getting really excited every time i see a blond male character with a front/slightly off centered hair part with longish wavy hair like SABO!?!???

And then i check the tags and i get disappointed but its almost always a weebified version of some victorian man and thats pretty funny

#once again i am here waiting for Sabo to be cast as the most revoltingly british man ever bc it would be really genuinely funny #also i just want the accent on Sabo try as he might he couldnt get rid of the posh snob undertone 👍🏽👍🏽👍🏽 #just whenever hes mad the nobility audacity comes out full throttle #Koala and Hack: bRUH?

[nat-stimmy]

learned that water slides are Not for me today

#went down a slide and it was SO fucking scary and i worried the lifeguard on duty SO MUCH bc i got uhh #so much water up my nose i couldnt breathe 😭 #was coughing and hacking and now my nose stings #oh well. it was a learning experience #not stim #funnie goes to the water park

[ghoulsbeard]

i only make good writing decisions that move my draft slowly forward when im like running on fumes and delirious with lack of sleep surely there must be another way to reach this point

#but in good news i remembered or realized what im gonna do with a piece of the me2 stuff which is nice i dont think ill jinx myself by sayin #so bc its nebulous and not any one part im probably okay #there was this big gap and i couldnt hack what was missing and i did so maybe things will continue to move. wishing everyone the same luck

[infinityactual]

i dont really have any questions but youre my welding memes bestie

Aaa ty! Sorry it took so long, life's been a lil bir crazy recently.

#finn frend tag #asks #welding #MAN i miss it tho #couldnt hack it for a job bc i cant handle getting so fuckin hot #but if I ever have a shop #man im gonna weld So Many Things #I have a plan to make a dragon skeleton thats been in my head since college

[marblerose-rue]

SHOULD i draw dove + ivy rq just so i can have something concrete of their designs on my pc

EDIT im just gonna do it it'll be super simple tho

#meandering #not art #it has been such a slow day today and i could work on oc things bc i havent done anything for mrb in a while but tbh. i dont really want to #AKHBDFGKHJDBFG that sounds bad w the keysmash not being attached to it #HOW IS EVERYONES WEEKEND!!! #I AM. ALSO SO SAD for whatever reason i convinced myself the only way to get a shiny stone for my togetic on hgss was thru trade #and i spent an hour trying to set up my sisters dsi and my dsi to the wifi bc they were still set to be on our old wifi info #and i for whatever reason couldnt get it to work. turns out its just another 30ish minutes or something doing the pokeathlon thing #which i hate bc i spent a long time getting the fire stone and leaf stone for montoya and venus respectively. now i gotta go back for #whimsy </3 god bless lucille and wanda not needing stones to evolve but i also have to get the last pkmn for my team figured out #ive never completed heartgold. never. i got it for my 12th birthday and im just now trying to actively complete it #i never finished pearl either . IM GONNA BE REAL i dont like how much i have to grind to keep up hashtag sorry (not sorry) #gen 5 is my fave gen i got my cousins white and white 2 games when he got bored of them #on one of them (cant remember which one) i have 300ish hours? i think? on it i have a few hacked pkmn bc i had an action replay AHBKJDFHGBD

[stem-sister-scuffle]

STEM SISTER SCUFFLE: ROUND 3 MASHUP 4

Jade Harley (Homestuck) vs Entrapta Princess of Dryl (Netflix She-Ra and the Princesses of Power)

Jade Harley is a Nuclear Physicist, Roboticist, Ectobiologist, and Cosmic Manipulator (warping space and planets)!

Entrapta Princess of Dryl is a Roboticist, Programmer and First Ones' Tech Historian/Archaeologist!

Why you should vote for each contestant:

Jade Harley:

"She's soo fun and silly and her symbol is literally an atom. she regularly irradiates steak to feed her weird dog"

"She and her nuclear powered dog creating a new universe. she's cool"

"Built a modded bass guitar that's only playable when she's in her robot form and has extra arms. Became a doggirl. She also plays the flute :)"

"i think you have enough ramblings about her already but i couldnt NOT submit her, she is so dear to me <3"

"bbg has THREE scientific specialties!! she genetically modifies plants and makes them grow beautifully high just because she can and loves science. in her alpha timeline she’s a tech mogul and creates technology that challenges the evil empress that brought earth to ruin. AND she’s a furry"

"Doggy"

"She plays a silly flute refrain. She's a furry. Literally, she's a doggirl. She's also a god and created the universe. JADE BEST GIRLIE!!!!"

Entrapta Princess of Dryl:

"She builds robots!!! She's curious and inquisitive!! She loves her robots!! She has the coolest hair and also I want to be her bestie. She's an absolute love"

"autism :)"

"Builds robots and computers for fun and companionship. Can take apart and understand almost any tech she is presented with. Autism lever set to max and I love her. Mandatory boob window in all her outfits and I've never related harder to a character."

"autistic icon, amazing inventor and app round excellent character"

"she has prehensile hair it’s literally the best thing i’ve ever seen in my life, it’s never once acknowledged by any of the characters as abnormal or explained in any way i’m literally obsessed with it. also autism queen"

"PIGTAILS!!!! autism"

"Entrapta is very bubbly and positive. She never lets anything like losing her friends or going to the bad side or getting put on a death-sentence island stop her from scientific pursuits! She actually drives a lot of the conflict in the story, as she explains the technological backstory of the world, and helps both sides be better at fighting. She loves data, doing experiments, and the scientific method. She's also in love with space. She is an autistic queen <3"

"phenomenal canon autism representation without being weird & shitty. also she’s so strange & wonderful & relatable in so so many ways. my computer is named Darla bc that’s what she named the AI for the spaceship in s5"

"She is THE science queen because she loves science so much and her love of it is INFECTIOUS. I don’t know anything about science but Entrapta makes it seem like the coolest thing in the universe. I love her"

"She ourple. I luv her"

"She's so passionate about her work. Takes through notes! Figured out how to hack her home planet!!! She's autistic as hell and I like her overalls."

"You won’t get autism like this anywhere else bestie"

"amoral mad scientist who flips between the good guys and bad guys, loves building so many inventions, ends up converting the head bad guy (for most of the series) to good through the power of love"

"She has outfitted her entire castle to be a maze, and installed electronic locks on some. Her staff seems to be mostly robots she has built herself. In good part reverse engineering or adapting ancient tech found on the planet. She's incredible at what she does and personally fixes, invents and builds a wide range of stuff from space ships to portals to a prosthetic exoskeleton to trackers to war machines. She can do it all. Autism win! Girlie has been criticised for being treated childlike or being unable to understand those around her to a ridiculous degree, but I'm honestly just glad she's not a Sheldon Cooper. Her favorite bots have personalities and therefore implied AI (but not the shitty kind), which means she's pretty fucking good at software too. She likes tiny foods."

"So very autistic about technology. Initially believes robots are way better than people, eventually makes human friends but also very much still has robot friends (I love Emily so much). Gets so excited about finding new First One's tech. Also her happy spinning around in a space suit in that one season 5 episode heals my heart every time I watch it"

"She's the planet's leading expert on ancient tech (sci-fi/fantasy universe) and develops most of the tech in the show and is very autistic about it. i love her"

"She is fun and funky. Chaotic neutral. Definitely some autism coding going on, which is very charming. She has a pet robot? It is cute"

"Bc she is ENTRAPTA!! No srsly she is such a well-written character. At times kinda morally grey but always lovable and great and she is truly amazing at what she does!! I'm pretty sure she's already been submitted but I wanted to make sure :)"

#stem sister scuffle #round 3 #homestuck #homestuck jade #hs jade #jade harley #netflix she ra #she ra #she ra and the princesses of power #spop #spop entrapta #entrapta

[princeanxious]

Yo so uh. Beware of a possible discord scam thats going around that is called 'verify and shame' bc it looks sketchy ad hell and now im yella worried abt the safety of my acct bc it was sent to me through an acct of an old friend???

It starts w/ something about 'hey this person who had your same acc tname and profile said this they did this awful stuff and so I'm blocking you until you can going to this server and verify that it wasn't you' so i couldnt even message this friend anymore to tell them that their acct couldve been hacked

(I blame the fact that i just woke up and was rly out of it for why I actually checked out the link, bc it was an actual server but the setters were set up with only one channel called 'verify' and no one was allowed to type in it even though there were like 2000 members to the channel already.)

So uh. Yeah. Beware.

#discord scam #discord #discord psa #ask to tag

[dilucsfav]

CEO itto hcs and scenarios!!

HI LOVESSNSS<333 im super sorry for not really being active :( ive been super busy with schoolwork and midterms are soon sobbing n shitting fr LNMFOAPDKJSKJL- i have something a lil different to write about today!! what if... itto headcanons. BUT,,, theres a twist. CEO itto. SCREAMING AT JUST THE THOUGHT OF IT TBH.

this isnt a request or anything but i thought about it all day so why not write about it? i need to tame my sexual fantasies over this big boobed man somehow so hopefully you guys wont complain,,, PLEASE DONT PUNCH ME I PROMISE I'LL DO THE REST OF THE REQUESTS. have a great day !! dont forget to drink a big glass of water and play some good music and have a snack <33.

warning(s): not really fluff,, mainly just how i think he'd be as a ceo!!,,,, also nsfw. yw.

homeboy would be the funniest boss, and guy, you'd ever have. he'd be so clueless with stuff going on in the company n shit, dont even know how hes a ceo. bro probably hacked life or something

literally has a secret handshake with each of his workers (goes for his friends, partner, etc too!!)

^^ high key the handshakes could be super long and he'd remember EVERY DAMN ONE. and which person he made the handshake with

i couldnt see him drinking coffee in the morning... he probably starts his day off with a medium rare steak for breakfast and a red bull. maybe two red bulls if he stayed up too late on a gaming match.

even if you didnt work at the company, he probably enjoys for you to come in the office with him sometimes and watch him work. a lot of the times when you do, its quiet because he has a lot of things to do. but sometimes, he'll rant to you about his work throughout the day and let you do little tasks for him!

^^^ just imagine you sitting next to him at his desk. his back pressed against the chair and his eyes glued to his paperwork/project, his eyebrows tinted together.

with a huge role in the company comes lots of stress. as long as you hold him tighter when you two sleep together, rub his hair and allow him to rest peacefully, he's happy :)

he'd try sticking to his daily routine. but hes just so so disorganized its difficult :((.

^^^ omg but on good days he'd wake up early, eat a big breakfast, workout, shower, go to work, come home, eat dinner with you, do more work (or do onikabuto fights with you), and then go to sleep with you!! very busy man :(((

would walk around the place with a button or two too undone. come on now im right.

would be such a sweetheart though if you were super stressed about work and weren't having a good day!! he would calmly talk to you and allow you to take day(s) off to calm down and detress. your health matters to him!

nsfw:

hes very stressed ykwim and he'd like a way to relieve that... so instead of doing onikabuto fights, he does you

office sex?? yeah that wouldnt really happen that often BECAUSE ITTO IS SO FUCKING VOCAL. but when it does?? put your big boy panties on bc this man would keep you on his desk (or lap) and it would be so sososooso so so so so so SOOO....

yeah.

hes fast. dont try to argue with me and say he doesnt go fast

BIG DICK ENERGY. absolutely massive

^^ fifteen meter women defeater tbh

oh but he'd talk so so dirty to you it's making me act up rn

he whines. and grunts.

you already know that daddy has big boy bucks. he'd fuck you so sweetly in his big ass rich man home.

fucking on his pool table? yeah. on the balcony? already did before. in the kitchen, living room floor, the bathroom shower floor and counter, the backseat of his fancy car, in the backyard (and many more places)? done.

when he comes home late he tries to sneak into bed, as to not wake you, but you're awake already sometimes because you've been waiting for him for oh so long

^^ how could he resist your request when he wants you too??

^^ to add more onto that, imagine him sliding off his belt while staring at you omg-

-and then tying you up with your ass in the air as youre just begging for him

"you want it, too? oh, (Y/N), please let me fuck you."

seeing stars tbh

kinda a whiny dom,, but in a submissive way? like extremely dom but? sometimes in a submissive way? PLEASEEE

kinda nsfw hc, not really, but he's a great kisser.

STOP HE LOVES THIGHS. SKINNY THIGHS, THICK THIGHS, AVERAGE THIGHS, ANY THIGHS HE JUST LOVES.

and ass. he loves asses.

(maybe thats why his favorite position is doggystyle)

lots of sex with him is intimate, some of it is eager, sometimes its super quick, it really just depends!

if you love itto and you also love demon slayer, you love rengoku. sorry i dont make the rules here.

#itto headcanons #itto x reader #itto smut #arataki itto #genshin itto #genshin smut #genshin x reader #genshin impact smut #genshin fluff #genshin fanfic #geo daddy

[sillygayoscfan]

random humanstuck headcanons cuz i was bored 🤷🏻

when grades/ages arent specifically mentioned assume the beta kids/trolls are in 6th and the alpha kids/trolls are in 8th

the strilondes have a crazy ass family tree

idk who the parents are but whatever ermm the siblings are: dirk, roxy, hal, dave, rose, jasp/japser (jasprose), peta (davepeta, techincally unrelated, got unofficially adopted into the group), dove (davesprite, i KNOW HES A CROW but like i think dove fits 4 now its a work in progress), karkat (obligatory sibling partner role), kanaya (obligatory sibling partner role), jade (obligatory sibling partner role), caliope (obligatory sibling partner role), nepeta (related to peta and comes over enough they count them), john/j/june (best friend family pass), jane (best friend family pass), jake (obligatory sibling partner role), it goes on

they just started out w/ like the 7 of them and just started adopting people in

jade, peta, nepeta, jasp, terezi, and dove wear furry and therian stuff to school and are NOT ashamed

karkat starts speaking in spanish when hes really mad and dave understands NOTHING but finds it funny

roxy and jane do all that silly teen girl stuff

sleepovers w/ facemasks, gossiping, make up, pillow fights, thats them

oh btw everyones autistic. not even just humanstuck like in canon theyre all autistic

peta couldnt decide on a name while changing it and decided itd be funny if they took the ne off their sibling’s name

vriska is like if heather chandler was less slutty and even more bitchy. shes that kinda popular girl

sollux hacks the school computers 2 bypass shit

every1 likes him bc he taught them how 2 let the computers access cool math games

jane and john are those kids that bring the craziest shit to bake sales and class parties

in like highschool tavros got a septum piercing to look cool but it kept getting infected 🙁

terezi has the whole school mapped out in her head she can get around just fine

gamzee deals weed 4 like a quarter behind the highschool

feferi and eridan are theatre kids

aradia had 2 get sent 2 the office bc she kept bringing animal bones and stuff to show and tell

eridan cried for like 4 hours straight when he didnt get elected 4 stupid council. i meant student but typed stupid and thats funny so im keeping it

dave plays fortnite

aradia does dance

Yeah my think pan is all out 4 now so byeeee :]

#Homestuck #hs #humanstuck #humanstuck hcs #Hcs #homestuck headcanon #homestuck hcs #humanstuck au #urghgbn #gotta tag every1.. i nono wanna #karkat vantas #dave strider #davepetasprite #jasprosesprite #rose lalonde #jade harley #john egbert #j egbert #june egbert #aradia megido #feferi peixes #eridan ampora #kanaya maryam #jane crocker #jake english #caliope #hal strider #davesprite #nepeta leijon #terezi pyrope

[harventheblorbo]

Hi,I really like your work.So can I get a fanfic about optimus prime with a human reader,where the reader is struggling with the fact that optimus chose jack over them to guard the key to vector sigma.(optimus is the guardian of the reader and the reader blames mostly themselves for being too weak and regretting every past traumatic experience they shared with optimus.They dont blame jack or optimus.)The reader tries to hide it bcs they dont want to embarrass themselves(as they see it) any further in front of optimus,but the thoughts that everyone dislikes them creep up again and so they become distant and try to make themselves very quiet/serious(they think of everyone as an enemy who finds them annoying again).

Also optimus reaction to that,what would he do?But in general angst with comfort(maybe an explanation as to why optimus didnt chose them).

Sorry if its too long or something doesnt fit the rules of the blog(couldnt find them😂)

One shot of TFP Optimus with a reader that can't understand why Optimus choose jack to guard the key of vector Sigma and not them!

Containing; Optimus Prime

___ is gender neutral and human

Warning; Angst, and swearing.

One shot Summary; ___ can't wrap their head around that Optimus picked Jack to protect the key to vecter sigma but some special bot notices.

When Optimus gave Jack the Key, my heart shattered. Why? Why was I so upset that Optimus gave Jack the key? Was it because maybe I thought that Optimus thought as me as too weak? I couldn't blame him if he did.

I didn't wanna ask Optimus because I was just too embarrassed. What if he got too nervous to tell me and told a lie? I mean I don't think he would but still it kinda hurts. I mean there has to be a reasonable explanation. I put my pencil down and closed my notebook. My therapist had been recommending that I should do journaling so I can have my head clear.

I mean it worked a little bit. But to be honest I think it just made me seem more awkward. The Video game buzzed and I heard Jack and Raf exclaim how the other cheated. It was a 2006 game that Ratchet bought so I doubt that Raf would know how to hack it anyway. Miko tapped me on the shoulder.

"Hey ___, do you by chance have the answer for number 3 on our homework?" Miko asked as she sat down next to me with her homework. "Yeah, it's 8" I replied. To be honest, I haven't been feeling the best recently and felt tired.

"Thank you!" She yipped and ran off after writing the answer down. I did anything to help them as I thought I was responsible to do it since Jack had to do it all the time. But to be honest, I think my whole life is going to shit

But I don't wanna really bring it up to someone. What if I burden them? And who would be the right person to talk to it about it? Ratchet is always so grumpy and would brush me off. Arcee would just ask me to go away or something like that. Bulk head is too nice and I think I would overwhelm him. Ultra Magnus wouldn't be the best to go to for anything. So for now, I just keep quiet. Like I always have.

As the days pass, I realize how distant they have been with me. But then again Ive been distant with them and I think it's for the better. No one has really been talking to me. And whenever they do, its awkward and uncomfortable and small.

I don't really care anymore. I don't care about anything anymore. I can't tell if I'm pissed off or just pissed at my self for being a fuckin fool. I guess I was too late to realize when Optimus was more or less observing me throughout the week until I saw him walk up to the risen area for the humans.

"___? Is it alright if I have a word with you?" I heard Optimus's voice and looked up at him. His optics whirred a little bit and saw how focused he was. "Sure... What's up?" I replied. There was no one around so It was a perfect timing. "I'm sure I can speak on behalf of everyone and say that we are worried for you ___" There was brief science. I nodded to let him continue talking. "You've been distant to everyone. Even the children and it's worrying us. Tell me what's wrong. Please" Optimus leaned a little bit forward as I walked up to where he was.

"Well to be honest, I've been upset about the fact that you chose to give Jack the key..." I explained with a upset tone. Im honestly embarrassed to even be saying these words. I can feel my hands sweat as I fidget with my fingers.

Optimus blinked and pondered on what he was going to say. "I see now." He remarked. "Your wondering why I gave Jack the key and not you, I'm I correct?" Optimus asked. I couldn't do anything but nod my head. "___, the only reason I chose Jack to protect it was because Arcee asked me to." He explained. "Oh..." I quietly stated.

I kinda chuckled. "Well thanks for clearing it up" I thanked him as I looked at him fully while I scratched the back of my head a little. He simply nodded with a slight smile.

#tfp #tfp x reader #tfp fanfic #transformers #tfp optimus prime x reader #tfp optimus prime #tfp optimus #optimus prime

[fictionfixations]

The Livestream (Scarabia)

(TWST sPoilers for SCHEMER OF THE SCALDING SANDS. or something like that. SCARABIA.)

okay so i just realized

so the part where jamil ends up outting himself as the one basically mind controlling kalim and making him seem awful and stuff.

that was livestreamed. and while there were only like 5k viewers. whose to say that that footage couldnt get in the hands of like. say. the asim family? and wuh woh

i mean. on the other hand. it could've been like a private-ish sort of stream where it would be controlled who could and couldnt see it (but think of it as maybe like. a livestream with a password attached? and they gave the password to the other scarabia peeps [cause they saw the stream too i think])

but whose to say it couldnt have been leaked

or like hacked or something to get the footage anyway???

i mean. would there be 5k people in the scarabia dorm? i dont actually know how many people there are. but even if thats the case, whose to say someone wouldn't blab?? whose to say there might not, idfk, be like an asim plant to keep an eye on kalim and jamil

or like. if news of the overblot are very hush hush, just that something happened,

then whose to say they couldnt be bribed for the truth? which was 'jamil was outed as a traitor, and then everything goes blank from there' which, dun dun dun, snake charmer.

if they do hear of the overblot though

whose to say they couldn't argue that jamil is too dangerous to be around kalim? (oh my god i spelled it as kamil. ....)

like even if they dont know about his betrayal

he still overblotted

during winter break where very few people still remained at the school (i think all the teachers left. which would i think include like medical people.)

whose to say it couldnt happen again, and with no one to stop him? yeah sure he'd die, but jamil is never very far away from kalim at all times..

yknow?

okay well i havent started the next book yet so i dont know about consequences in canon if there are any. but to me, it doesnt look like there really are any?

for one, overblot leads to risk of death, but i never get that sense of danger exactly? nor do we really see anything where people find out about the overblots because nothing can stay a secret (although logically thats probably happening..)

or like. getting into the part where im not sure if its canon or fanfiction, but like, overblots being rare-ish to happen (which seems odd), and not really any cases where the people overblotting survived.

but. i cant really believe that nothing would happen

(post ending rushed bc i gtg)

#twst jamil #jamil viper #twst kalim #kalim al asim #twst #thoughts #twst spoilers #twisted wonderland #twst wonderland

[leggyre]

You got any adivce for someone who's considering dropping drawing completely since they don't like what they're making at all?

honestly i've been in the same struggle recently bc it just hasn't been a good year for me. i haven't been drawing a lot bc most of the time i'm either sick or i just.. can't. I've been picking myself up as of late and it's a really difficult grind, but honestly the fact i've been able to actually start this grind is already good for now. I guess that counts as advice; be patient with yourself. Self-esteem doesn't come easy and the little steps are worth so much more than you think.

ok so uh,

-if you just started, don't think about it too much. we all start with the weird scribbles. if you stop now you might never get back to it -if you've been trying to doodle often and always end up hating the result, just take a break. art block is seasoning for burnout and you might just be tired. a lot of times i've felt bad about my art i kinda "gave up" for a while and when i came back to it it was like "wtf this easy what was my issue (it was burnout)". so take a break, play some videogames or hang out with your friends for a week. idk write essays about the media you like? it feels like you're being unproductive but resting IS part of productive because just pushing yourself will just result in nothing being done at the end of the day. -look at your favorite work! im not quite out of my latest artblock yet because its a tough one(it's been teaming up with depression caused by health problems it suuuuucks :/), but when i went long enough without being able to draw I kinda started feeling like I can't do shit and can't call myself an illustrator at all specially bc what i do isnt that big of a deal compared to others(<- comparison also big mistake remember youre the only one who can make YOUR art), going through my folders and seeing the stuff I like the most gave me a LOT of motivation to keep going, even if I was still unable to start drawing right away. not giving up is so important. -so yeah love your art. focus on drawing things you like because it's a gift from you to you, and you should treat it as such. i know it's really hard to be positive about it all the time but it can be really good to go through all your artwork at the end of a day and look at the things you like about it, even if it isn't much. -on that note, find something you really like drawing!!! back in high school i had massive periods of depression that kept me from drawing but i occasionally found sort of a 'life hack' for myself which were things i was always able to work with even during the worst times. one of them was just.. bees. i just doodled random characters as these bees and made og designs too and it was fun. the other one was using colored pencils instead of a regular one bc i just like colors and it made me happy :] it didnt matter that they always had the same overall shape or if i couldnt erase when i messed up, i was just feeling good being able to draw something that i liked. -experiment more!! expand your palettes and download some new brushes. i even change from my newest to my old busted tablet that still sorta works occasionally because using a tool that feels different is.. refreshing somehow? idk -when you need to get yourself back up, do the little steps at your own pace. do a little doodle every day. it's okay if it's always the same thing. the same character. the exact same idea. it's okay if it sucks or if it's unfinished because you struggled. Just give it little pushes. What matters is to try. and it's okay if you can't do it every day. maybe every other day if you need a slower pace. -and remember. engagement doesn't measure your skill. art is subjective anyways!!!!! i spent YEARS doodling and posting only my ocs and getting little to no notes. i think one of my favorite artworks from the time i had ~100 followers had like 0 notes for the longest time. to be honest i don't even know if it has any likes at all nowadays i'd have to look it up bc it's a bit buried

#ask the leg

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the amount of pokemon hacks and fan games i have....and theres a lot i havent even tried....some of them i havent touched in a LONG time but theyre just sitting on my pc

LoL Pokemon - i dont think i ever got far in this one....

mega moemon - i have a LOT of moemon saves....i think this is the one ive been playing "recently" megas and what not

several other moemon i literally do not remember the differences, including emerald

viet crystal - ok probably doesnt count but i have it, one of the first like...lets play like things ive watched (and what probably influenced me to name a lot of things after food)

manly pink - played this YEARS ago and struggled so much, its like fire red but gen 5 or something

pokemon sweet - again i dont think i got too far in this one, its cute tho....i think this one is the one that locks you into gyms once you get in but i forget

touhoumon - i have puppet play, idk which version is the best one or anything....i couldnt figure this one out like evos???? another one i havent touched in years

unbound - i just downloaded this one last night :)

also randomizers i do those a lot, usually bw2 since i didnt know the randomizer could do 3ds games

moe plat - i honestly dont remember the last time i played this or if i had issues with it....

phoenix rising - i forgor this one

em rogue - now this is addicting and also im very bad at it :)

infinite fusion - another one ive been playing recently, the funny fusions :)

pokewilds - i am shaking waiting for the multiplayer update

reborn - this was like one of the first fan games i played that wasnt just kind of altered normal game, tho every time i update it i never figured out how to keep my save so ive restarted it several times :( havent played it in forever

i might just reorganize my games so all the pokemon games are together bc theyre kinda split across several folders

theres probably some im forgetting bc i dont have them anymore on my computer but i can remember at least two like the ash one i think thats called ash grey or something i might be wrong, i dont think i got too into it and uhhh snakewood...YEA that one i played very little of it and apparently it gets weirder

#i FORGOT THE XD MOD I HAVE

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good morning i couldnt decide between showering and just going to sleep bc i have work at 10 today and i was so frustrated w myself for my indecision i just started hacking off my hair bc i meant to cut it forever ago and its been pisisng me off bc i keep putting it in a ponytail bc its the easiest thing to do to get it out of the way but. hair loss. and now i have a semi decent bob.

#.txt #i look like the lemoncarbs JCGJCSMSKS A LIL MILFY..... #i still have 2 shower. lol.