#i cant hold a job

[leverage-ot3]

no but y’all don’t understand

so I’ve been getting a lot of my photos for memes off of the IMDb website and most of the photo ratios are 16:9, right? but every once in a while there will be something in another ratio

there are never any edits or anything

so WHY is there an edit of the tragic ot3 death scene in the photo gallery for the long goodbye job???

like as far as I’ve seen that’s the only edit out of any of the episodes throughout all seven seasons of the OG series and reboot

the only plausible answer: IMDb page editor secret leverage ot3 truther

#for legal reasons the IMDb editor thing at the bottom is a joke I know it’s not true #but the idea is hilarious #anyways I NEED YALL TO KNOW THIS I CANT HOLD THIS KNOWLEDGE ALONE. YOU ALL HAVE TO SUFFER WITH ME #eliot spencer #parker #alec hardison #leverage ot3 #parker x hardison x eliot #thiefsome #hitter hacker thief #leverage #the long goodbye job #leverage season 5 #imdb #mine #not putting this on queue because I need y’all to know IMMEDIATELY #screaming

[fairycosmos]

like i say it all the time but i can't stress it enough. how do other people do it

#and everyones like ohhh we're all struggling no one is rly coping and i get that but fundamentally you are #able to develop friendships and relationships and hold down jobs and take care of yourself at least at a basic level i dont know why #i cant i dont know why one single meeting takes it all out of me i dont know why i cant control my facial expressions properly or say the #right thing ever i just dont know #i dont know why i dont date i dont know why i hardly have friends i dont know why leaving the house exhausts me to the bone i dont know why #im not fun to be around

[yo-yo-yoshiko]

So… An update…

(We’re watching episode 36 next, can’t recommend Toqger enough)

#toqger #ressha sentai toqger #super sentai #Toqger spoilers #I GUESS #I MIGHT DO SOME ART LATER TO PROCESS SOME EMOTIONS BUT I’LL TRY AND KEEP IT VAGUE AND TAG IT IF ANYONE’S CONCERNED #i am fundamentally changed as a person #akira… akira my guy… i need a favor #i need you to take some hits my guy…. #like… ALL the hits #proud of the kyoryugers they read the FUCKING ASSIGNMENT #I DONT KNOW THEM BUT GOOD JOB TEAM #CHILLING #WHAT A SHOW #CANT RECOMMEND IT ENOUGH #such a range of emotions tonight my adrenaline is so high #AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA #things are so different now #hey tokusatsu fandom… gather round… need you to hold my habd for a second lol!! #thanks gang akcjs kg ks

[samarecharm]

A lack of a Hold-Up mechanic in strikers means that Zenkichi has never witnessed these kids corner and mug shadows for every little penny theyre worth. I think he would lose his mind. Hes trotting around the metaverse w teenagers that have too much experience holding shadows at gunpoint to get what they want. When did this become his life. Neko shogun throws out a snuff soul as an offering and Akira doesnt remove the gun from its face. ‘You can do better than that.’ What the hell do u mean??? Its a fucking cat! It throws another snuff soul on the ground in fear before Akira decides to finally lower the gun and let the cat run off. At least they arent killing the damn things w their backs turned.

#chattin #a game like strikers would be unable to use hold ups efficiently; its all about combos and SPEED #but thinking about him seeing them do one anyway is so funny. #‘follow my lead’ ‘um. what lead. huh. HUH-‘ #hed get over it quickly enough; these shadows are out here casting spells like ‘die in one hit’ and ‘burn in gods light’ or whatever #so he cant be very sympathetic for long. lol #on the flipside i think sophia would be ecstatic to do hold ups #its a group activity ! yay !! #and she can use the extra money to buy things from the shop :) its a win win! #i think its doubly funny bc i deviate from the gameplay rules when writing stuff #and i fully believe hold ups are done by the person who dealt the final blow #so its not just akira talking to shadows; it could be anyone #theyve all got a way with words. and whoever is matched up poorly is usually substituted by another teammate #i should maybe make a post about that actually #anyway. it would mean zenkichi and sophia occassionally interrogate shadows #and sophia is not the best but she tries #and zenkichi is REALLY good at it over the initial shock #which is funny bc his job is like. about de-escalation and dealing w the public #but from seeing him knock out two grown men in one punch; he is not good at THAT job #my man craves violence….he should be able to instill the fear of god in his targets…as a treat

[silenthillbunni]

lately i've been finding it so so hard to be positive and hopeful. and it's making me so bitter and hateful. i hate it but i dont know what to do about it

#idk it's just all too much to deal w #i have sm pains and physical discomforts. money issues. stress bc my avpd is making school very hard for me to finish #i have suicidal thoughts and really bad anxiety every single day. i've basically begged the mental health care system for help for 7 months #like i've kept contacting them and asking them but they havent done anything at all for me. i dont even get to see anyone and talk #i just dont know what to do or how to handle it #im so stressed abt the future. i have to finish school but then choose smth so i can go to school/get a degree & get a job #im holding my mom down and back and i need to find a way to kove out from her and support myself #i have no friends to meet or hangout with and destress with etc etc and im really feeling the lack of it #idk the list just goes on and on and on #nothing is working and idk how to fix it. but also i know that me and only me have to find a way bc there is no help #i struggle bc of my avpd and mental health but there is no treatment for me to get. they just dont wanna give me *any* help at all #im just so frustrated. and every day is the same. everyday is full of some physical pain anxiety stress worries suicidal thoughts etc etc #i cant break free idk how!!!! my life is so fkn boring and pathetic and miserable #i never get to relax bc all of a sudden last year i got extremely noise sensitive. and it's never quiet anywhere in this city #anyway yeah i could just keep going. and like now im feeling anxious bc my tooth is aching :(( #it -everything- never stops or lets up or relents. and it makes me wanna die even more. #so... idk im just incapable of being hopeful abt anything and that's really killing me idk

[villainartist]

please help me out of a financial crisis

hello, i try to never do this but im in serious need of money, urgently. ive had to recently move to las vegas due to california being too expensive to be sustainable. i have to pay rent in a few days. i only have 200 right now and i need to pay 600 for rent for this month!

ko-fi - for an incentive, you'll get an uncolored doodle of whatever you request for only 5 dollars!

pa.ypal / ven.mo - if you don't really need an incentive, pretty much ANY amount of money would be appreciated. thank you so much.

i'm a broke as fuck trans person with autism trying to survive on my own. i havent been able to land a stable and well paying job and although ive been looking for new jobs, as we all know they take far too long to get back to you. while i continue to job hunt and attempt to make quick money on the side. i've been forced to come on here and pray that there are some people who see this who want to help me out in raising money quicker. im not even gonna go into my five missed months of my car payments. im absolutely desperate at this point. i dont really have anybody who can take care of me in the worst case scenario so any amount of money i'd be so, so grateful for. thank you so much for considering. 

#important #financial aid #anything helps #donations #venmo #paypal #ko-fi #please reblog #even if you cant donate please share this #help #its so so hard to hold onto your money when your job sucks it barely gives you hours you barely have enough time to look for jobs + #paying for gas and groceries #if this gets zero traction for like 5 days im just gonna delete this and i guess just try figuring shit out on my own..

[quotidian-oblivion]

🎶I am filled with so much anxietyyy🎶

#quotidian convos #have a public speaking thing tomorrow #but the crowd isnt like my usual crowd #these are... actual professionals #accomplished people and leaders and people who are some of the best in their fields and jobs #and even though i'm only holding a 3-5 min activity (with a partner) #still doesnt change that this is my biggest audience yet #in terms of number as well as who they are #and also that every single person in the room are adults except me and my group #well its good to be in a group #i have a friend and we meet each other every other public speaking event #and she's so cool yall you dont even know #she's like one of THE coolest people i know #and her outfits are SMASHING #so cant wait to see her again!! #but yeah still filled with anxiety and nerves and stuff #*takes deep breath* it will be fine tho. it will be fine! #because as sprite said #public speaking is *my* bitch #(thanks sprite ^^)

[furiouskettle]

Team Snakemouth

#bug fables #team snakemouth #kabbu #leif #vi #kabbu bug fables #leif bug fables #vi bug fables #kiwidoodles #i spent all day playing bug fables for the first time #im having a lot of fun #and i adore the writing and the art and the world #but man being broke in this game SUCKS #i keep getting badges and stuff as rewards for jobs and I JUST WANT MONEY GIVE ME BERRIES PLEASE I CANT EAT THIS #also i never wanna see another hold boomerang puzzle again. i know ill have to do more of those but i dont want to #leif's minigame also sucks #so much #PLEASE I JUST WANNA CAST A SPELL IS THAT TOO MUCH TO ASK

[wheelercore]

My toxic trait is that I want George to be Ted sooooooo bad not just bc of layers of Eddie-Ted parallels I keep on finding and you know.... Hell/cheer, the mirrored creel house in TFS promo, the resemblances from the creel home to the wheeler home, etc etc... But also it would just be so funny if the play opens up and Ted is getting high with his codependant high school gf. Like how did we get here. But alas, the timeline doesn't add up.

#when ted wheeler wasnt fifteen in 1959 but 1953 this is so fucked up why i cant i have everything i want #i dont mind it being lonnie btw my brain is just poisoned and i desperately need wheeler lore #also it would explain why mike can sense the void... also 1953 was the year MKUltra started and the lab presumably opened up... #shit im going to start unironically believing this huh. im going die. #bonus points if bettys real name is ELeanor #god pale and moody george.... another miketed parallel slzvsksosbskznslwhwlabaj #ted used to get high but now hes supposedly a responsible father of 3 and needs to hold down a 6 fig job so he just uses food to cope #im going to now start unironically believing this im sorry george!lonnie believers i hope we can still be friends 🥺 #misc

[riddled-fingers]

just two dudes and their weird cat

#my art #off mortis ghost #i cant ..s top thinking abt them n.... #i just want them to own an apartment and hold down shitty jobs and smoke weed #off zacharie #the batter #just wanna draw ...men.. #cw nudity #kinda #roommates propaganda

[opens-up-4-nobody]

...

#it's an old frustration. an old pattern of thought. #i just feel that i have a brain that doesn't hold information. that lacks the discipline to gain knowledge. that is incapable of deeper #thought. and i cant teel you how maddening that is. to sit in a room and listen to other people discuss a paper you read in depth 5 times #like it's the 1st time you ever heard anything about it. how is that possible? how do i work with that? i read and nothing sticks. #nothing stays with me. how??? i was talking to a prof recently who ive heard is hard on her students with disability accommodation. and she #was saying how she doesnt see these things as a disability. how we're just different not disabled. ive heard the phrase differently abled #a lot of times. and i get what she's saying. i do. ad i get why she's hard on them. she wants to push them. but there comes a point where #you are quote unquote differently abled and you run into a wall that other people dont have. then what are you supposed to do? work harder? #but what if that doesn't help? what if that just compounds the hurt that's always been there? what if that leaches away all the wonder? what #then? at what point does a thing become too much of a barrier? i think there's a reason i dont run into many other dyslexic grad student. #everyone has adhd. it's a place where those with adhd prosper. but dyslexia not so much. at least not with the level of hanicap i have #and everyone's really nice. they want to help. but there's nothing anyone can do for me at this stage. it's up to me to compensate for my #leaky head. and i kno im not stupid. ive got a piece of paper stating my iq is above average after correcting for uneven intelligence. but #i dont feel very smart most of the time. i feel more like my uncorrected iq score that comes out at just below average even with me trying #my very best. iq is bullshit but there's something to be said for that gap. im smart if unconstrained by language and time. but were bound #by language and we're bound by time so what am i supposed to do? is there anything i can do? im stuck with this forever. theres no getting #better or making it easier. my brain is wired in a way that gives me the reading skills of a child. forever. and i just have to accept that #and im trying to swallow around that idea easier because the only other option is to choke on it. but maybe i chose the wrong career path. #one of my lab mates said she wants challenges all the time and ive chosen a path that's challenges all the time but im jsut trying to do #what everyone else can without a second thought. it's deeply demoralizing. yet here i am. trying to be easier abt it. #maybe im just nit cut out for this. doing a job im not built for. #unrelated

[yj-98]

he was like a father to me. and i loved him. and though he could never bring himself to say it, i know he loved me too. i feel like the child of an alcoholic. you know the problem isnt yours -- but it is. you want to help. but you dont know how. so you lie awake at night in fear and confusion. and nothing gets resolved. (im not sure, but i think bruce is going crazy, and im lost not knowing what to do.)

#sorry. batman year three. bruce shutting down and how much it hurts and scares dick and i just. holding him. christ alive #caring about a parent who is spiralling but who stubbornly refuses to get better and youre maybe the only person in the world who can help #but youre their child and its not your job. it cant be it shouldnt be but it feels like it is anyways #<- i definitely dont relate to this whaaat. anyways #rook.log

[roseaphile]

manic pixie dream girlfailure

to me!

#wizard101 #w101 #no one ever talks about abby and abner!!!! #i hc abby as the mom friend that cant hold a job or a savings account for her life #absolute mess of a girl #but she's fun to be around #I AM THE NUMBER 1 ABBY K DOODLE SUPPORTER AND FAN

[alilaro]

the barbie movie should be state-sanctioned mandatory viewing

#i saw it today and like......... i crie #like its such a good movie that gives a perfect breakdown of misogyny and just the overall toxic beauty standards society holds over people #and even kinda touches on how easy it can be for young boys to be black-pilled and sent down pipelines for like andrew tate-type misogyny b #and how thats untrue and ultimately makes men unhappy and ends up damaging all genders #its very like nah fuck you its not women its bc ur depressed and toxic and you cant hold women responsible for your own misery #and not her job to educate and hold your hand or reward u for not being a piece of shit #but ALSO if you are AFAB boy howdy this shit was like free therapy #like thanks greta my pores are clear my mental illness is gone and my cellulite & unproportionate body with asymmetric features looks GREAT #like fr movie to watch when you got low-self esteem bc it makes you feel human and worthy and YOU are beautiful and important #also theres a trans; plus-sized; and disabled barbie !!! #two of them are the main barbies!!!!!!!! AAHHHHH #plus many non-white barbies #bro fr blows my mind theres a trans woman on screen as like a main barbie thats fucking WILD #they mustve had to fight like fuck to get that #oh another reason to like the film: conservatives are going to VOMIT BLOOD over it #mfs are going to be pissing and shitting and crying and cumming and contracting and just MALDING over a feel-good barbie movie #and i love that for us as a society 💅🏻 #barbie #greta gerwig #barbie movie #barbie spoilers #???? i guess #also sorry for all the tags holy SHIT #i just have a lot of FEELINGS

[thelikesoffinn]

There's something really freeing about realising you don't give two flying fucks about your job.

It gives you the freedom of just being there. I go there, I exist, and when I reach my breaking point, I say bye and leave. I left three hours early today because my coworker gave me attitude, and I was like, "You know what? No."

They could fire me tomorrow, and I wouldn't care. I would not. Sure, losing the money would sting a bit, but the job? Pffft.

Which is so wild because I worked so hard for this job. I was so desperate to get it, and now that I have it, I'm starting to notice that...nope. Not worth all my time and effort. So not worth my time and effort.

I should have trusted my gut and just stuck to what I wanted to do. I should have stuck to writing; should have gone back to uni like I originally planned; should've done anything other than pouring all my time and effort into scoring this job just for the sake of money.

#like dont get me wrong #money is nice #i love money #i love having money #but money doesnt make you happy if all you're doing is doing a job you hate and then sleeping because said job left you really tired #again money totally helps with the debt #and I have a lot of that #but I've been poor all my life #poor born and raised #so I can handle not having money #i truly can even if it is annoying #but I cant handle this....this feeling of dreading the morning because the day to come will hold no meaning #haaaaaaa #life sucks #also a kid in my group has lice while the other has streptococci #which is super lovely because this shit spreads like the damn plague

[knaveofmogadore]

Imagine you're a robot girl (stay with me) and you're made by a corporation right like you're made by a company for other people but like. You're made by a company. At any moment that company could decide that your line isn't profitable enough and they could cut software updates and support as soon as tomorrow. In the blink of an eye the very things keeping you alive stop coming and you've become terminally ill overnight, your only chance of salvation being the thin hope that in the future a niche group of data hoarders or software engineers become obsessed with getting you to work again. You're an object with sentience and a brain and wants and needs and at any moment the Google news feed of the crusty computer nerd you live with could spit an alert across your eyes telling you that you have months to live.

What even happens when the time runs out? Does life continue as normal, but you're sick more and more often? Do the viruses take more and more processing power to fight off as your security protocols fall out of date? Does the world become muted and distant as your compatibility fails? Do you one day just lose your Internet connection forever, a loss so profound that you can't explain it to your human companions? It's worse than a limb, but not quite like losing your mind.

Do you lose function bit by bit, or are you able to scrape by on second hand parts? Bit by bit replacing the pieces of you that fail, all the while living a muted, disorienting existence without the ability to right yourself? Are you more or less of a person now that you've lost touch with the network? Lost your connection to the metaphysical, to you, the divine? Are you eventually bricked after falling behind one too many software patches? Do you fry after trying to take on an update you're not able to even contain, a piece of software so complex and unfathomable that it burns you to a crisp from the inside out

#messages from knave #i had an LG phone when they turned off update support i was Devastated #I never got a hold of a software key so there's no way for me to go back now and get that old phone to work #my old roommate had an iphone six. when that iphone six broke they cashed it in for another iphone six. now all iphone sixes are #essentially bricked forever because they cant support newer apple software #anyway android 14 update coming this week #had a panic attack that i might have to take my tonsils out in the future and i cant just not talk for two weeks #my job is answering the phone. that'd be like turning off my most basic function I'd be so screwed #well. ALMOST had a panic attack. my meds kicked in before it really got going. theyre not meant for anxiety but they sure do something #ok to rb #if we're still doing that