#i feel so mean

[lizaluvsthis]

Im so sorry... (I see fish...)

#lizaluv #smg4 #I POINTED IT OUT HUHUU #i feel so mean

[73647e]

tw: jump scare

there is a reason i call him my strange peepaw

the only fucking thing i saw when i was about to open this ask was “tw: jump scare” and HOOBOY what a jump scare it was

i still don’t understand the peepaw thing i’m sorry bbg maybe one day i’ll get it

#i feel so mean #like i’m bullying a random celebrity on tumblr #but then i remember he’s probably mega rich #and that he’s never gonna see this #and all that guilt goes away #ethan hawke #my posts #ask #mutuals #mutuals my beloved

[cryptcunt]

isn’t it so fun when your brain sets impossible standards for even your loved ones so when they don’t follow your invisible script your brain convinces you that they hate you and don’t care about you

it’s so fun!!! i love it so much!!!!!!!!! i love realizing that i’m a selfish bitch and a bad person!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

#im so fucking selfish but i cant stop #i feel so mean #borderline personality disorder #bpd #bpd thoughts #bpd vent #bpd favorite person #bpd mood #bpd fp #bpd problems

[dorianwolfforest]

I’m on tinder cause I’m in denial and maybe I can feel romantic attraction and ugh. People are genuinely so nice and sweet and just want to talk and I cannot view it as anything other than a burden.

Talking to complete strangers online about our shared interests? Totally fine, could do it for hours.

The second I know there’s some kind of expectation for it to go somewhere? Ghost. Run. Run. Flee.

#like this one guy is putting his whole soulussy into his introduction message and into saying things relating to me and my interests and :I #I feel so mean

[sparksssflytv]

I'm literally always ready to help people like i just don't know how to say no but this is like the first time ever i believe I'm able to stand up and not say yes (bec i didn't exactly say no either lol ) when someone told me to do something for them. and now this is where the issue is i was 'TOLD' not asked but TOLD to do someone's work. like i understand you need help but you should ask if I'm okay with it idk why i find it disrespectful and so so frustrating when someone just kind of gives you orders to do their work like UM ??

#i HATE being told what to do especially if i have to help someone #look im more than ready to go out of my way to help someone when they need help but you could ask me if im okay ofc i wouldn't say no😭 #i have been feeling like crap lately #about it #i feel so mean #for context: a classmate whi is new and needs help w studies (which is okay) has been super clingy and like straight up TELLING me to- #-do things for her instead of asking #and when i said i don't think ill be able to do it since I've been down w fever for the last 4 days and have my own classwork to catch up- #-with she was like do it so i can submit my work do it so i can submit it early #like im willing to help atleast sense my discomfort??? 😭 #also in class when i am clearly showing that i don't need anyone to sit next to me bec i can get very uncomfortable when someone's- #crossing my personal bubble and i don't like being touched unless im comfortable with that person #and im like clearly wanting to stay by myself and EVERYONE takes a hint BUT her 😭😭 #she forcefully makes me sit witj her 😭 #just UGH #and now i wanna cry bec i tried saying no for yhe first time and failed lmfao #im so pathetic

[thisbuildinghasfeelings]

I was so excited and distracted by the big secret thing that I glossed right over the part about how Carlos' life will be put in jeopardy!! YES!! Hurt Carlos is happening! It has to!

#i swear i love carlos so much #i feel so mean #but all i want is for him to almost die #i want it so bad! #911 lone star spoilers

[very-offkey-kazoo]

rewatching supernatural and it’s SO obvious they meant Sam to be the main character and even from season one it didn’t work cause jared’s acting just. isn’t good enough.

#i feel so mean #but it’s. it’s the truth #supernatural #spn #spn rewatch #seph rewatches spn

[curseshared]

flaws.

moody | short-tempered | emotionally unstable | whiny | controlling | conceited | possessive | paranoid | liar | impatient | cowardly | bitter | selfish | power-hungry | greedy | lazy | judgmental | forgetful | impulsive | spiteful | stubborn | sadistic | petty | unlucky | absent-minded | abusive | addict | aggressive | childish | callous | clingy | delusional | cocky | competitive | corrupt | cynical | cruel | depressed | deranged | egotistical | envious | insecure | insensitive | lustful | delinquent | guilt complex | reclusive | reckless | nervous | oversensitive

strengths.

honest | trustworthy | thoughtful | caring | brave | patient | selfless | ambitious | tolerant | lucky | intelligent | confident | focused | humble | generous | merciful | observant | wise | clever | charming | cheerful | optimistic | decisive | adaptive | calm | protective | proud | diligent | considerate | compassionate | good sportsmanship | friendly | empathetic | passionate | reliable | resourceful | sensible | sincere | witty | funny

skills & hobbies.

art | acting | astronomy | animals | archery | sports | bird watching | blacksmithing | boating | calligraphy | camping | candle making | casino gambling | ceramics | racing | chess | music | cooking | crochet | weaving | exercise | swordplay | fishing | hunting | gardening | ghost hunting | ice skating | magic | engineering | building | inventing | leather-working | martial arts | meditation | origami | parkour | people watching | swimming | puppetry | pyrotechnics | quilting | reading | collecting | shopping | socializing | storytelling | writing | traveling | exotic dancing | singing | whittling

#meme friday #i couldn't remember if i'd done this already on her and apparently not #i feel so mean #( headcanon )

[seraphdreams]

I agree, I'm sorry I brought up my experiences when not needed! It was wrong of me to assume it was okay bc others were doing it as well! I hope you feel better soon <3

please don’t apologize!!! you’re fine!! i just got a little overwhelmed with how many anons i was getting, you’ve done nothing wrong!!

#i feel so MEAN #YOURE FINE YOURE REALLY FINE #seraph.replies! #seraph.apricot parfait!

[softshuji]

You love me? WHAT THE HELL ARE YOU TALKING ABOUT!?

So will you still love me after I cut your bosses throat?

-Sanzu

Okay well I was kinda joking, I mean I panicked and didn't know what to say and just wanted something to throw you off. I don't really love you, how could I? You shot the person who means the most to me. You made me bet on his life.

And I doubt you're cutting izana's throat to be honest. He's stronger than you. He's the strongest person I know, you're a piece of cake to him.

#hals character anons #I FEEL SO MEAN #IM SORRU IM SO SORRY I DO LOVE YOU #THAT'S THE MEANESY THING I'VE EVRR SAID #I adore you i just... wanted to see what you'd say! #i feel like hans in frozen #i feel horrible im sorry haru 😭😭😭😭😭

[charliebugz]

When Izzy first walked out I was worried that he would be made into a joke that the crew would laugh at

but then he started singing and the dancing began and I realized that he wasn’t meant to be a joke at all. This is the most open and happy we’ve ever seen Izzy and the show treated it that way. Not mocking him but instead celebrating this moment.

When we talk about queer representation it’s usually just focused on queer relationships, but what I love about this episode is it shows other sides of being queer. That moment where Izzy saw Wee John doing his makeup and had a realization that he wanted that too? That is what being queer means to me. The crew singing along and cheering for him? That is what being apart of the queer community means to me.

What i love about this show is that it shows queer joy, not in a sanitized way, but in away that is messy, beautiful, and without any mockery or shame.

#the fact i expected him to be made fun of just reflects how queer people are usually presented in media #i was preparing myself for an awkward scene full of secondhand embarrassment for izzy #but then it didn’t happen. And it just made me immediately feel so warm and fuzzy inside. #like he can express the not socially acceptable parts of himself and not be outcast for it #and that’s just so fantastical to me #our flag means death #ofmd #ofmd spoilers #our flag means death spoilers #ofmd s2e6 #izzy hands #rambling #i speak!

[petscoboba]

I want Toby Fox three years after the last chapter to make a game where it's just the Fun Gang going on a road trip to the east coast to go fishing. They raid a gas station on the way to grabs snacks for the road (and the lobsters they catch). Happy April Fool's.

#deltarune #susie deltarune #noelle deltarune #noelle holiday #kris dreemurr #fishing momence #I have one more page I wanted to draw for this little idea #but i'll have to get to it at a later date when i've got more energy #in reality this idea started as a way for me to draw kris happy after highschool #i relate to kris' lethargy a lot-- so i wanted to see them still trying to make the most of it despite their depressive nature #(perhaps if kris can find a way out maybe i can too?) #it's hard. it's really hard when you feel like you've got really nothing to look towards to #but i hope they can find meaning anyways. i hope they smile one day and i hope it's a real one #pssstt! chronologically this post takes place after another comic i have planned in the midst. it'll take 10 years to complete but one day. #that comic. will not be a happy one #heeeheehoohoo

[foundfamilywhump]

the question, you see, is not ‘is it too ooc for this character to cry’ but rather ‘what circumstances would push this character to cry’

this is the whump wisdom, go forth and make that character cry

#gav gab #‘it’s sooooooo ooc to make that character cry’ no you see I think it is ooc #to put this character through absolute unimaginable hell physically and emotionally #and NOT let them cry about it #sometimes canon framing and media format and genre #limit the ability to let a character emotionally Feel all the insanely traumatic shit that’s happened to them #that doesn’t mean that in a different medium or genre exploring these things #it would be ooc for them to do so #send tweet. let those characters feel and emote. it’s not ooc or cringe and anyone who tells you it is is a reductive dick

[thismotherchucker]

so i saw the hamilton uk tour today and... yeesh the voices of Eliza and Angelica were nasal and pitchy...the rest of the cast were pretty solid but i winced a fair amount in their parts

#i feel so mean #but they just couldnt hack it

[the-starcatcher]

why why whyyy am i the angry kind of overstimulated

#i feel so mean #but #help

[saltpepperbeard]

going fucking bonkers going bananas going INSANE [x]

#OFMD #Our Flag Means Death #OFMD Season 2 #OFMD S2 Spoilers #Taika Waititi #Rhys Darby #Gentlebeard #Blackbonnet #Edward Teach #Stede Bonnet #Edit #I AM TREMBLING #SHAKING SO SO HARD #HOW DARE THEY DO THIS #I FEEL LIKE I'M GOING TO PASS OUT LMAO #THIS IS TOO MUCH TO PROCESS AFTER YESTERDAY #GOD!!!!!!!!!! #THAT LAST GIF TOO LIKE #GOD HDFJKDHLJKDHGLJKDHGLDKG