#i wanna erase every nasty thought that bugs me every day of every week

[astrangerlately]

#marina #obsessions #the family jewels #marina and the diamonds #lyrics #i wanna erase every nasty thought that bugs me every day of every week #vintage #handwriting #mine #self #i #i wrote this and i still cant read it lmao but sometimes thats just the mood #marina lyrics #negative

[goldfishfireworks]

i forgot how freaking bad i love marina like

#we've got our obsessions? i wanna erase every nasty thought that bugs me every day of every week #she is so me #she is so real #MARINA I LOVE YOU

[buriedabove]

❯ SONG CHALLENGE. Share at least 5 songs that you associate with or remind you of your muse.

BURIED ABOVE GROUND,  GILES COREY There’s a devil on my back  (  …  )  I’ve been wailing like a child  /  At the bottom of a well  /  I’ve been pacing like a man  /  In a prison cell  /  I get buried above the ground

If I were to choose a theme song for him,  that would be it.  The stagnancy causing the impression that he’s barely making any progress and the overall feeling of numbness are elements I keep accentuating in his characterisation  &  what always strikes me the most in this song is the last line about being buried above the ground.  He isn’t yet dead,  officially,  but he feels like he’s already used up his time on earth and now he’s nothing but a walking corpse,  stuck in his vicious cycles and crying out for help when nobody is listening.

OBSESSIONS,  MARINA People are staring,  time ticker-quicking,  skin is on fire  (  …  )  We’ve got obsessions  /  I wanna erase every nasty thought  /  That bugs me every day of every week  (  …  )  You never told me what it was that made you strong  /  And what it was that made you weak

Leon’s got a terrible tendency for doing things obsessively,  especially when it comes to picking apart the past.  Although he wouldn’t admit it openly,  he is concerned with how other people view him and he doesn’t hold himself in the highest regard once he’s starting to think about it more than a healthy amount.  He always feels like someone is watching his every single move  &  judging him for each twitch and quiver.  His mind usually is occupied by rumination far from positive,  and he obsessively tries to oust it,  but to no avail.  While he’s hung up on memories,  rarely does he make the bold move to open up to someone about how his experiences shaped him.

BULLET PROOF…  I WISH I WAS,  RADIOHEAD Every day,  every hour  /  Wish that I...  was bulletproof  (  …  )  You have turned me into this  /  Just wish that it  /  Was bulletproof  (  …  )  So,  pay me money and take a shot  /  Lead,  fill the hole in me

Despite standing tall against all odds and taking on the struggles thrown his way with a brave face,  it’s mostly an act.  Not indestructible nor unbreakable,  though he wishes he could be.  Only so much he can put his body through,  only so much he can put his psyche through.  But he no longer feels like a person;  he’s losing the grip on who he really is.  They made him into this,  that toy soldier taking every hit  &  shot fired.  With how disconnected he is from himself,  he doesn’t care what happens to him and how it may affect him.  He’s not his own person anymore,  they made him sign his life away.

GRAVEYARD WHISTLING,  NOTHING BUT THIEVES No one’s getting younger  /  Would you like a souvenir?  (  …  )  ‘Cause if you don't believe  /  Then you know,  then you know,  it can never do you harm  /  If you don’t believe  /  It can’t hurt you

I consider that one more fitting for older Leon,  who happens to be looking back at his life from a slightly different perspective.  Perhaps less regret and resentment is clouding his vision for once,  so he can finally take the examination of conscience in his stride.  The factor of faith also comes into the picture.  He doesn’t have a god he prays to and doubts the force majeure.  Because if he shoves it aside  &  makes himself a nonbeliever,  then it means it cannot touch him.  And if death were to come,  he shouldn’t fear it…  because it can’t hurt him.

SPECIAL CASES,  MASSIVE ATTACK The deadliest of sin is pride  /  Make you feel like you're always right  /  But there are always two sides  (  …  )  Take a look around the world  /  You see such mad things happening  /  There are few good men  /  Thank your lucky stars that he's one of them

Merely because he doesn’t necessarily respect himself,  it doesn’t mean that his ego can’t get bloated.  He hates being proved wrong  &  hubris he often indulges in.  At times,  it can be dangerous to have his common sense gone blurred and hazy due to unadulterated pride.  Still,  he remains appalled by the state of everything surrounding him and even though the havoc and desolation can sometimes strike him with utter powerlessness,  the flame urging him to keep fighting for the cause hasn’t been completely stubbed out.

TAGGED: @valour-bound ( thank you a lot! ) TAGGING: @prosopagn0sis, @lickbatteries, @heavenprotect, @untodeath ( for luis? ), @sp1ed, @lasraichean, @wintersdecay & whoever else wants to do it!

#drinks are on me. ❯ dashgames.

[perspectivestarters]

Perspective's Sentence Starters; The Family Jewels by Marina (Part I)

ARE YOU SATISIFIED?

"I was pulling out my hair the day I got the deal."

"Was I meant to feel happy that my life was just about to change?"

"One life pretending to be the cat who got the cream."

People like to tell you what you're gonna be."

"It's not my problem if you don't see what I see."

"I do not give a damn if you don't believe."

"It's my problem that I never am happy."

"Are you satisfied with an average life?"

"Do I need to lie to make my way in life?"

"Baby, nothing comes for free."

They say I'm a control freak driven by a greed to succeed."

"Nobody can stop me."

"I wanna pack up and run away."

"It's my business if I feel the need to smoke and drink and sway."

"It's my problem if I feel the need to hide."

"It's my problem if I have no friends and feel I want to die."

"Are you satisfied with an easy ride?"

"Once you cross the line, will you be satisfied?"

"Sad inside, in this life."

"Are you satisfied?"

SHAMPAIN

"Sleep is not my friend."

"Drinking champagne to forget yesterday."

"I remember the way it ended."

"Drinking champagne made of an angel's tears and pain."

"I feel celestial."

"Elderly stars slide down the morning sky."

"Slipping away to find a place to die."

"I wonder when the night will reach its end."

"Drinking champagne meant for a wedding."

"Toast to the bride, a fairytale ending."

"Drinking champagne, a bottle to myself."

"Savour the taste of fabricated wealth."

I AM NOT A ROBOT

"You've been acting awful tough lately."

"But inside, you're just a little baby."

"It's okay to say you've got a weak spot."

"You don't always have to be on top."

"Better to be hated than loved for what you're not."

"You're vulnerable."

"You are not a robot."

"You're loveable."

"You're just trouble."

"I am not a robot."

"You've been hanging with the unloved kids."

"You never really liked and you never trusted."

"You are so magnetic."

"You don't pick up the phone when it rings."

"Don't be so pathetic."

"Can you teach me how to feel real?"

GIRLS

"Not ladylike to behave like a slime."

"Easy to be sleazy when you've got a filthy mind."

"Girls are not meant to fight dirty."

"Not gonna bend over and curtsy for you."

"Is there any possibility you'll quit gossiping about me?"

"All you say is "blah, blah"."

"I fall asleep when they speak."

"Their mothers must be proud."

"Making money off your insecurity and doubt."

"I feel I've been riding in a fast car."

"Burning dirty gas won't get you that far."

"I feel I've been riding up the wrong path."

"I'm gonna make sure I get the last laugh."

MOWGLI'S ROAD

"One life with one dream on repeat."

"I'll escape if I try hard enough."

"I must take the unforsaken road."

"I'll do as I am told."

"I don't know who I wanna be."

"You say yes to everything."

"Will that guarantee you a win?"

"Do you think you will be good enough?"

"We scooped our way into your dreams."

"Knock the knives out bloody cold."

OBSESSIONS

"Give me a cigarette."

"Last night's love affair is looking vulnerable in my bed."

"Won't you quit your crying?"

"I can't sleep."

"You are an absolute creep."

"We've got obsessions."

"I want to wipe out all the sad ideas that come to me when I am holding you."

"All you ever think about are sick ideas involving me, involving you."

"They're all the same."

"Look, just choose something quick."

"People are staring."

"A day when things are pretty bad."

"Don't let it make you feel sad."

"Can't let your cold heart be free."

"I wanna erase every nasty thought that bugs me every day of every week."

"You never told me what it was that made you strong and what it was that made you weak."

HOLLYWOOD

"American queen is the American dream."

"Why would you wanna be a Hollywood wife?"

"I don't want to end up living in a dive on Vine."

"Lady, I know why your thoughts turn grey."

"You'd do anything for a dime."

"You're looking for the golden light."

"Hollywood infected your brain."

"I've been living in a movie scene."

"Oh, my god, you look just like Shakira!"

"No, no, you're Catherine Zeta!"

"Actually, my name's (Name)."

"Your mind is just like mine."

THE OUTSIDER

"Feeling like a loser."

"Feeling like a bum."

"Sitting on the outside, observing the fun."

"Don't get on my bad side, I can work a gun."

"Hop into the backseat, baby, I'll show you some fun."

"These people are weird in here."

"They're giving me the fear."

"Just because you know my name doesn't mean you know my game."

"I'm in the wrong place."

"Is there more to lose than gain if I go on my own again?"

"People are connecting, don't know what to say."

"I'm good at protecting what they wanna take."

"I'm a fucking wild card."

"All I know is I cannot pretend."

#rp sentence starters #rp sentence meme #rp sentence prompts #sentence starters #sentence meme #sentence prompts #lyric sentence starters #lyric starters #music starters #rp meme #rp memes #rp prompts #ask meme #*mystarters #*tfj

[android-girlz]

i wanna erase every nasty thought that bugs me every day of every week !

[mermaidinthecity]

Supermarket, oh, what packet of crackers to pick? They're all the same, one brand, one name, but really they're not. Look, look, just choose something quick. People are staring, time ticker-quicking, skin is on fire. Just choose something, something, something. Pressure overwhelming. Next minute, I am turning out of the door. Facing one week without food. A day, a day, when things, things are pretty bad. But don't let it make you feel sad. The crackers were probably bad luck anyway. Can't let your cold heart be free when you act like you've got an OCD. We've got obsessions. I wanna erase every nasty thought that bugs me every day of every week. We've got obsessions. You never told me what it was that made you strong and what it was that made you weak. We've got obsessions. I want to erase every nasty thought that bugs me every day of every week. We've got obsessions. You never told me what it was that made you strong and what it was that made you weak. We've got obsessions. That made you weak, made you weak. Made you weak. We've got obsessions. Made you weak, made you weak, made you. Sunday, wake up, give me a cigarette. Last night's love affair is looking vulnerable again.

Obsessions by Marina & The Diamonds

#marina #marina and the diamonds #lyrics #marinalyrics #obsessions #the family jewels album

[princessofcool]

i wanna erase every nasty thought that bugs me every day of every week

[ch-ls]

I wanna erase every nasty thought that bugs me every day of every week

[aestheticslyrics]

obsessions // marina and the diamonds

#marina and the diamonds #obsessions #aestheticslyrics #lyric aesthetics #aesthetics #lyrics #matd lyrics #the family jewels #spillingspells #i wanna erase every nasty thought that bugs me every day of every week

[timedenied-archived-blog]

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#study . . ⊹ there's always been a disconnect running from my heart to my head #aes . . ⊹ Serve or break the patterns that would be #musings . . ⊹ I wanna erase every nasty thought that bugs me every day of every week #visage . . ⊹ the patron saint of the lost causes #hc . . ⊹ Can't let your cold heart be free #self . . ⊹ better to be hated than loved for what your not #okabe . . ⊹ Someday's I'm built of metal; I can't be broken but not when I'm with you #v/i. . . ⊹ I never wanted to believe / I never asked if I could stay #v/ii. . . ⊹ is time running out? #v/ii (b). . ⊹ is time running out? #v/ii (c). . ⊹ is time running out? #v/iii . ⊹ how it dripped on all of us #v/iv. . ⊹ I'm not as dumb as that #v/v. . ⊹ I'm just somebody that you used to love #v/vi. . ⊹ as long as it won't separate you from me / I'll be fine #v/vii. . ⊹ you took my heaven away #okakuri . . ⊹ I promised myself I wouldn’t let you complete me.

[doomdaysdecays]

song lyrics // whump inspo

❝ don’t you fight back, this’ll hurt less if you just submit. ❞

❝ i can show you pain and make you say my name. ❞

❝ you’re in a place for fear. ❞

❝ you’re a deviant just like me. ❞

❝ bruises and bitemarks seem to really spell your name. ❞

❝ i wanna erase every nasty thought that bugs me every day of every week. ❞

❝ i wanna wipe out all the sad ideas that come to me when i am holding you. ❞

❝ one minute i’m a little sweetheart and next minute you are an absolute creep. ❞

❝ don’t you miss me when i’m gone ‘cause you’re the fucking reason that i’m not around. ❞

❝ they are after me. ❞

❝ they don’t even know who i am. ❞

❝ i’m just a fucking pet. ❞

❝ nothing’s good about the hell you put me through. ❞

❝ you can run but you can’t hide, i’m gonna make you mine. ❞

❝ and i replay it into my head, the sight of you dead. ❞

❝ the awful things you’ve done created a monster that i’ve become. ❞

❝ you’re flesh and blood, but what’s underneath? ❞

❝ don’t fret precious, i’m here. ❞

❝ yeah i did it, but i’ll say you made me. ❞

❝ i won’t ever feel what you’re feeling, the damage is already done. ❞

toy soldiers - marianas trench

bruises and bitemarks (×2) - good with grenades

bruises and bitemarks remix (×2) - good with grenades

obsessions (×3) - marina

broken - lund

L.A. money (×2) - alma

little lamb - jazmin bean

narcissistic cannibal - earlyrise

the wolf - siames

i hate you so much (×2) - anarbor

killer - the hoosiers

counting bodies like sheep to the rhythm of the war drums - a perfecr circle

my bad - nico collins

numb - nico collins

#whump #whump prompts #whump stuff #whump dialogue #whumpblr #whump things #whump prompt #angsty prompts #writing prompts #lyric prompts #whumpee #whumper #caretaker #doomdays posting

[hydra-collector]

marina lyrics for the roman stans

“i’ve been dancing with the devil, i love how he pretends to care” 

“gimme love, gimme dreams, gimme a good self-esteem” 

“don’t wanna talk anymore, i’m obsessed with silence”

“and love, it never happens like you think it really should, deception and perfection are wonderful traits”

“and i'm sad to the core, core, core (yeah) every day is a chore, chore, chore (wow) when you give, I want more, more, more, i wanna be adored”

“i carry along a feel of unease, i want to belong like the birds in the trees, i sit on my own, look over the town”

“i feel like i’m the worst so i always talk like i’m the best”

“i wanna erase every nasty thought, that bugs me every day of every week”

#whoops my roceit hand slipped #roman angst #roman sanders #ts roman #sanders sides #ts sides #ts roman angst #roman sanders angst #i literally just put marina on shuffle #and looked up the lyrics to every song #and within 20 minutes i had this many songs

[eclogues]

we’ve got obsessions i wanna erase every nasty thought that bugs me every day of every week...

[43sparrows]

i'm bored so here are some MARINA songs i think fit the theme of your first series: Shampain (The Family Jewels), Obsessions (The Family Jewels), Hermit the Frog (The Family Jewels), Lies (Electra Heart), Starring Role (Electra Heart), Power & Control (Electra Heart), Radioactive (Electra Heart), Froot (FROOT), I'm a Ruin (FROOT), Blue (FROOT)

it has taken me forever to finally go through and listen to all of these songs, but uh yes. i picked a favorite line/verse from each and linked it with a chapter of d e s i r e d

Shampain (The Family Jewels) ⇢ r e j e c t Drinking champagne, meant for a wedding Toast to the bride, a fairy tail ending Drinking champagne, a bottle to myself Savor the taste of fabricated wealth

Obsessions (The Family Jewels) ⇢ w a n t e d  We've got obsessions I wanna erase every nasty thought that bugs me every day of every week We've got obsessions You never told me what it was that made you strong and what it was that made you weak

Hermit the Frog (The Family Jewels) ⇢ l o n g e d When my heart just burst like a glass balloon And let it fly too high and it shattered too soon I was the wrong damn girl in the wrong damn room I broke my glass balloon I let go of my glass balloon

Lies (Electra Heart) ⇢ satisfied You're too proud to say that you've made a mistake You're a coward 'til the end

Starring Role (Electra Heart) ⇢ w a n t e d  You don't love me, big fucking deal I'll never tell you how I feel

Power & Control (Electra Heart)  ⇢ n e e d e d Power and control. Give a little, get a lot, That's just how you are with love.

Radioactive (Electra Heart)  ⇢ d e s e r v e d My heart is nuclear Love is all that I fear I'm turning radioactive

Froot (FROOT) ⇢ w a n t e d  Hanging around like a fruit on a tree Waiting to be picked, come on cut me free

I'm a Ruin (FROOT)  ⇢ satisfied I know I’m playing with your heart And I could treat you better but I’m not that smart You still mean everything to me

Blue (FROOT) ⇢ r e j e c t Gimme everything, all your heart can bring Something good and true I don't wanna feel blue anymore

#d e s i r e d #Anonymous

[itsays]

marina’s lyrics truly do speak to you on a spiritual level

“is it a human trait or is it learned behaviour?”

“sad inside in this life, unsatisfied”

“and you could buy up all of the stars, but it wouldn't change who you are. you're still living life in the dark, it's just who you are “

“i wanna stay inside all day, i want the world to go away”

“i can’t open up and cry, cause i’ve been silent all my life”

“all i ever wanted was the world”

“i feel numb most of the time”

“i’m sad to the core, everyday is a chore”

“hollywood infected your brain”

“i don’t belong to anyone”

“i do as i am told, and i dont know who i wanna be”

“i want to erase every nasty thought that bugs me every day of every week “

#i could keep going #she is always right #teen idle? cultural reset

[twinvictim]

♪ eileen!

Tourniquet- Marilyn Manson 

Prosthetic synthesis and butterfly//Sealed up with virgin stitch//If it hurts baby please tell me//Preserve the innocence//I never wanted it to end like this//But flies will lay their eggs

Ana Ng- They Might Be Giants 

They don't need me here, and I know you're there//Where the world goes by like the humid air//And it sticks like a broken record//Everything sticks like a broken record//Everything sticks until it goes away//And the truth is, we don't know anything

Obsessions- Marina And The Diamonds

I wanna erase every nasty thought that bugs me every day of every week//We've got obsessions//You never told me what it was that made you strong and what it was that made you weak

Sick Love- Red Hot Chilli Peppers

Sick love comes to wash us away//Prisons of perspective//How your vision gets corrected and Sick love is my modern cliché//Openly defective is the lover you elected and A portrait she was bound to portray

#man mail #this ended up bein moetly ab walter/eileen but its fine its fine #anyways ty i love these sm