#i wish to study her

[burstfoot]

#arknights #what did she gain from doing this #i wish to study her #arturia

[mikecardenmpreg]

thinking about my coworker and her and her ex-girlfriend's matching panic at the disco tattoos and her literal actual child named after max bemis........

#i wish to study her

[guiiay]

quanxi

#the heart's for u <3 #(if ur a man no its not sorry its for me instead) #ANYWAYS thats it. quanxi. the whole post what more can i say #i wont her. like i said i couldnt draw gpm!quanxi just Once like her in a suit just does things to me i guess #tumblr folks get to see this first because i love u #yes i know what i was doing with the hand #quanxi #quanxi csm #chainsaw man #csm #art tag #fanart #first post of 2023 and its of a lesbian so true tama as it should be #chainsaw man art #OH YEAH this is very much a leyendecker study #i wish i was him rendering this was so. void noises but enjoy! im so talkative sorry

[shaxza]

#dahlia hawthorne #ace attorney #phoenix wright #dahlia x phoenix #alexa play dark red by steve lacy #my art #since i dont want to make a dedicated post let me use my notes to vent about how much i love dahlia conceptually and how much i wish AA + #writers weren't sexist #dahlia was given the shittiest set of cards when she was a kid and she was a victim of grooming by that terry loser #she is CONSTANTLY objectified and sexualised and i think her design as a skinny young looking individual makes it even more distasteful #but i think it works if the writers could have done something with that #what i love about dahlia and phoenix's relationship is the contrast - phoenix needs to see people as innocent before jumping to help them v #dahlia who has if you think about it is innocent to a degree given how fucked up her childhood was #dahlia could have been a great case study into compassion for phoenix as she has hurt him directly but in his role as a lawyer he has to se #past certain flaws so justice can be served #and it can PUSH his understanding of what is “guilty” #yes dahlia killed people but also i choose to believe her worldview was severely warped by her enviornment and she's a product of it #or if they wanted to make her a villain and stick with it i think as a rival ro phoenix she should have been a cautionary tale #of what happens when you never learn to move beyond the shitty hand youve been dealt with and live non judgementally #anyways ^_^

[tabithatwo]

do you think shauna learned that cells turn over completely in seven years thing in high school biology and latched onto it and had an existential crisis meltdown of nuclear proportions when it was coming up on seven years since she’d consumed jackie because none of the cells in her body were born out of the energy she got from jackie’s flesh anymore?

#or am I the only one who thinks like this l o l #I WISH this was shitposting #I’m so serious tho lmao like #I think shauna would think about this #I think she’d study it. like she’d say okay that’s just an untrue fun fact right #but then like once you get down to the detail and the complexity she wouldn’t know if she was MORE jackie or LESS jackie #she’s sitting in the LITERAL CLOSET that she loves to sit in for environmental storytelling purposes crying about cell turnover #jeff comes home and she’s holding a medical journal in shaking hands asking about heart cells #through sobs she asks if only 40% of your heart renews in a lifetime was any of that at the RIGHT time #jeff says what…what Right time you’re scaring me a little #shauna rolls her eyes and kicks him out of his own bedroom so she can cry under better conditions (without him) #she calls taissa for the first time in two years but she of course can’t bring herself to ask so it’s just an awkward call all around #this is both funny to me and breaking my heart like I’m so emotionally dysregulated about this I’m not sure if I’m kidding or serious!! #much like yellowjackets showtime!!! #yellowjackets #shauna shipman #jackie taylor #jackie x shauna #taissa turner #shauna x jackie

[chippycore]

dungeon lord Marcille as Edvard Munch's The Scream

#dungeon meshi #dunmeshi #delicious in dungeon #marcille donato #was inspired by some panels in chapter 85 when she was panicking and her hands were on her face #idk how but then i soon was reminded of the scream #and so here we are #i kept a lot of it true to the painting (or at least i attempted to) rather than the manga panels bc i wasnt sure how to translate that #into the style of the painting #i wish i did this was if to study it bc the positioning of everything is incredibly off compared to the og painting

[ghouljams]

“…then I will carry your weight, look here's my name, burden me.”

That sentence right there. Like oh my god!!! Makes me want to ugly cry because I’m so damn sure that Witch has been by herself for bit. Whenever you write about her she’s always by herself in her home and that’s not a bad thing but I wonder if she feels lonely.

Plus! Generations of magic all crammed into her and I just know she feels burdened by it to some degree. Burdened to preform perfectly. Burdened to be the best. Burdened with the weight of your family legacy. Then here comes John waltzing in and pretty much saying “I’ll carry it with you.”

And I jus-

AAAAAHHHHHHHH

I love him and I love Witch. Like please, y’all stop messing around and get married already❤️

Witch is such a deeply lonely character in my mind, and I try to show that when I write her. She's someone that's always taken care of others, but doesn't have anything to really show for it. She's alone in her family home despite the fact that her family is alive and well. She doesn't know how to entertain guests, only how to serve clients. She has very few friends. Very few people she can trust, that she can lean on.

Witch is a character that, through necessity/divine intervention/personal inability, has always been alone. She's the oldest child, groomed as the successor to her family's magic, never quite fitting in with the normal humans of the world. Everything in her life revolves around magic, everything has a purpose, everything has to be perfect to manage the burden on her shoulders. Witch is cheerful, she's kind and charming, but I don't know if she's ever really... enjoyed life. I don't think she's ever seen herself as more than a vessel for her magic.

Price is the first person to ask her how she's doing. It's literally the first thing out of his mouth in their first post: "How's my pretty Witch doing today?" And I think as their relationship progresses he sort of realizes how much she needs someone to care for her, not just care about her. Plenty of people may care about the Witch but look at how self sufficient she is, she doesn't need anyone to care for her! And she is, she's perfectly able to take care of herself, but that doesn't mean she needs to. That doesn't mean Price is going to let her. Let him carry the weight, let him take some of the loneliness, let him ease the burden into something manageable, just for a little while, just until you fall asleep.

Anyway Witch is a deeply personal character to me, but also one that I hope others can relate to. I think we've all sat and felt the weight of the world on our shoulders, and wished there was someone we could share it with.

#ghoul speaks #1fae1 #cod x oc #x oc #oc: witch #I could talk for days about Witch #the hermit is her patron card #as much as I wish I could say it's something a little kinder #more like the high priestess or the star #it's the hermit #tucked away to study while the world goes by #burdened with knowledge that few others understand #speaking a language of loneliness #older sister core tbh

[queenlucythevaliant]

under the wings

1. Polly would always always always remember the feeling of falling asleep beneath Fledge's feathered wings.

2. She'd been curled up close to his side with his coverts over her shoulders like a shawl. His pinions had stretched past her to break the night winds. She'd leaned into the crook of his wing, feeling softness on her cheek. When she turned over in the night, feathers brushed her from all sides, whispering against her skin.

3. If Polly could have wished for one thing, at twelve, at twenty, at sixty, it would have been the same: to live in that memory. If she might, she never would have emerged from her place beneath Fledge's tawny wings.

4. She loved her smuggler's cave because it was safe and small and hers. She loved all kinds of nooks and closets, window seats and beds with curtains and covers she could crawl under.

5. Digory never understood it. He himself liked wide open space and covering skies. "It's the same concept though, I think," Polly remarked once. "There's something lovely about the feeling of being underneath."

6. Polly was even, unfathomably, rather partial to certain bomb shelters, though she'd never have admitted it. How pleasant it was to fall asleep underground, curled up in a corner wrapped in a blanket, safe in the knowledge that she was too far down for anything to hurt her.

7. (And when she wasn't in a shelter and the bombs fell anyway, she squeezed her eyes shut and pictured tawny feathers all round her.)

8. Digory wrote her letters and she wrote back. His were full of ditches in the ground and hers of shelters, but they both liked to write about lions and the sky.

9. After the first war, it was easy for a pretty lady to talk her way into flying lessons with one of the hundred wayward pilots left over from the fighting.

10. He was a mechanic by trade, and he didn't mind unconventional women; but he told Polly she had no business in a cockpit if she didn't know her way around an engine. So, two summers after the war ended, she spent her mornings smearing oil across her ruffled blouses and learning how to make things fly.

11. (She would have married him, if ever he'd asked her- but he never did, and maybe it was for the best.)

12. As the years wore past, Polly met other little girls with ribbons in their hair. She told them stories and she taught them her magic, and when they cried she brought them into her hiding places the same way she'd once done with Digory Kirke.

13. They called her Aunt Polly - both those children that she cared for interbellum, and the ones that came after.

14. Once, Polly dreamed that it had been her instead. Aslan told her, you will be the grandmother of all the angels, and feathered wings sprang from her back. Once, Polly dreamed that it had been her instead of Fledge.

15. (She woke with the feeling of feathers still clinging to her shoulders, itching.)

16. During the second war, she worked at an aerodrome. Occasionally she flew with the training crews, but mostly she'd go out onto the tarmac after the sirens were done and stand in the shadows of airplane wings.

17. When Digory told her about the wardrobe, Polly went to his estate, pulled out all the coats, and shut herself in. She didn't have any notions of getting back to Narnia that way-- but she did it all the same.

18. Jill and Eustace made her laugh: Eustace, who hated heights, and Jill, who panicked in small spaces. Oh Lord, thought Polly, save me from the irony. She loved them anyway.

19. In the end, she died in a train crash and opened her eyes to something like fragrant, golden feathers.

20. And suddeny, Polly understood. They're weren't really Fledge's wings at all, were they?

#at long last i have returned to revising these character study pieces #i love polly so dearly. i have a million wishes for her life between MN and LB #this doesn't all connect together as well as i had hoped it would but hopefully the idea still comes across #my dear adventuress #game if you are #pontifications and creations #narnia #leah stories #edit: i lost point 15 somehow when i posted this lol but i fixed it

[pinkcrittertomb]

I rebloged a post talking about how fucked up it is that a lot of people think of Nami as the mother of the strawhats and i mentioned how the same thing happens to Robin, so i wanna talk about how they are the SILLIEST OF ALL SILLY PEOPLE that exist. Silly queen and silly princess, these two are comanding the whole community of silly folks around the world. Robin has a serious and mysterious aura and personality sure, but underneath all that? A complete clown. Her humor is just different and darker than most people, but there is a reason why Luffy and Robin undertand each other so well. I wish Robin had a comedy show because i ADORE her jokes and dark humor (she is just like me fr) and would pass hours hearing her telling it. I hc that Brook loves that kind of humor, so they pass hours just sharing jokes. I don't even need to talk about Nami because have you looked at her? But i will anyway. She may look all tough and all to outsiders, but just looking at the way she interacts with the crew you can see it's just an act, definitely a form of protecting herself that she found while growing up fearing Arlong. With her family she can be carefree, no fear of judgment or feeling impotent, she can let free all the happiness she held back all those years.

#i wish i could write more but i'm running against time rn lol #these women are just so special to me #tbh i never studied nami's character much deep #but there is only one thing you need to see just how amazing and awesome nami and her character is: don't be an asshole #one piece #op #cat burglar nami #nami #robin #nico robin

[theriverbeyond]

something re: the Gideon -> Kiriona evolution that is perhaps not the most important (esp on the scale of other things) but that i keep feeling fairly fixated on is that Gideon hated the Lyctor Aesthetic (”like Silas Oktakisseron threw up in the glitter drawer”) and she is so valid for that but now she’s dressed like “the military wing of disco”. and on a personal level i think her new look is incredibly sexy BUT i cannot help but fixate on how this is now the third outfit she has worn that is not really something she would have chosen for herself (cavalier skull paint, harrow’s body, military disco). and she only gets three outfits in the whole series anyway!! 

something something abt being butch and How We Dress being so related to Who We Are, and having that choice taken away is always some sort of thing. something something abt body autonomy and how she continues to have none despite her proclamations otherwise. she says ”nobody locks me up anywhere” but Kiriona Gaia is arguably locked up everywhere she goes, on account of her body having the fun feature of being able to be turned off by someone else. Gideon started her escape attempts at age four. four!!!!! something something abt how the one thing she has always fought for is her own freedom, and everything she has done and everything she has been through since then has only served to render her more and more under others’ control. on the Ninth she had an ankle cuff and at Canaan House she had the cavalier’s sword and as a prince the leash and collar is her own dead body, which is once again (as always) dressed by someone else. 

#kiriona gaia #gideon nav #nona the ninth #ntn spoilers #trb.txt #tlt thoughts #this post was ORIGINALLY supposed to be a joke post like damn what gives i thought gideon hated john's aesthetic #but then i started writing it and i was like wait. hold the fuck on. anyway. poor gideon :( #wish i could elaborate on the like butchess/queerness and who we are and how we dress part but. #i dropped out of a gender studies major so i am not the best person to #to analyze that specific axis #@ my past self u should have double majored instead of switching so u would have been #appropriatly equiped to analyze The Locked Tomb book series #i mean like maybe she did choose it but. based on her thoughts on the whole lyctor outfit thing in HtN i dont think she did.

[signed-sapphire]

I would love to see you draw a scene from my rewrite!

Any scene that makes you feel inspired to draw it at all, can be between Asha and Aster or between Asha and the royals or Aster with the royals, whatever you feel more inclined to

(I’m kinda bad at being specific with art requests because I wanna make sure the artist is drawing something they wanna do lmao)

Hehe I had fun with this

This is a scene from “Kingdom of Wishes” Chapter 12– Magic Pencil btw 👍

Notes under the cut

So I was reviewing the official designs for Asha and Aster and realized I was drawing Asha’s hair wrong. Oops. So I drew her “correct” hair in her past version. Amazigh girls usually get their first tattoos during puberty, that’s why I didn’t draw Asha with hers yet.

Also I know Aster didn’t conjure up a little Asha in the story, but I wanted to draw past Asha. Got any guesses from where I got little Asha’s outfit from?

The glowing eyes of Aster’s… yeah they look a bit creepy. Idk. It’s a cop-out for drawing hands bc they are the worst Disney villain ever, so this way I don’t have to draw hands

#saph doodles #did a bit of a more stylized take on aster’s hair #idk if it turned out good #tried a different lineart color for him too? since he’s in “sketch form” #dunno if i’ll be doing it in the future #also whoo a lot of word dump #probably should’ve broken it up but I didn’t want two full pages #could’ve done the whole scene where aster tells asha he knows her childhood but. i have to study. so #haha don’t expect this level of detail for all the asks i was just hyped for this one #also it had characters I know how to draw #sorry magnus you are terrible #(to draw. also your personality. but mainly terrible to draw) #wish #wish disney #wishverse #disney wish #wish concept art #wish star #asha and starboy #princess asha #asha #asha wish #wish asha #asha x star #star x asha #the kingdom of wishes fandom #the kingdom of wishes au #kingdom of wishes fic comic #the kingdom of wishes #kingdom of wishes

[shroomsnail]

what is she doing!! ~~~~ why!!!

#AHHHH i love her #very confused i gotta say #but HER SLIMY LOCKS OF MYCELIUM !! #I Want To Study You #i wish i could at least do 18s (or its? dunno whats better) sequencing but no time </3 #i wonder if its a mortierella? maybee? #fungi #mycology #microbiology #microscopy #AHHH #shsn #i definitely was not in the lab until 10 pm looking at my lil fungi nope

[reindeerswillsavethisworld]

look, i'm not saying that the show missed the perfect opportunity to make "my brother's keeper" and "doctor's disorders" a psychological suspense and a psychological horror, respectfully, but. i'm also NOT not saying that.

#look spectra just lends herself perfectly to a psychological suspense/horror/thriller genre okay #she knows how to blend into the background until you don't even know that she's here #her words and intentions are so perfectly disguised that you won't notice the wounds they inflict until you already bleeding out #she's sweet and courteous and accomodating and nice #so why would you even suspect her #just. the way she manipulates her words and environment and even people's perceptions of her/themselves is so scary #wish there was more of her tbh #i could write a 1k+ word essay about her and not run out of things to say #literally want to study her under a microscope like a bug #spectra #danny phantom

[starredforlife]

ohhhh i could’ve written that movie better I’m . Live 5 reaction

#this close to doing a rewrite #SORRY FOR KFP POSTING ON MAIN I JUST #what sucks the most is the POTENTIAL here #Zhen and the Chameleon could’ve been so cool…. #her name is like tigress mantis monkey etc. animal based #what if she named herself that way to mimic the masters after being denied the ability to study #I wish they’d shown it in a flashback like they did with the other villains AUGH. #apparently there was a LOT of trouble behind the scenes of making the movie #I am not surprised #txt #star’s thoughts #kfp

[heartyearning]

My mother studied what was at the time known as Germanic languages and has since been rebranded to language & literature studies which basically means she has a library about three times the size of mine (especially since she, unlike me, is unable to get rid of books) and of course I deeply enjoy perusing said library and found her school copy of Gawain & the green knight full of her notes. Very cool shit.

#am probably gonna do a media studies masters program which is derived from lang&lit but like #sometimes i do wish id gone into lang & lit instead of art... theres just a bit too much focus on lang unfortch #my mom studied english dutch & german though so some books i unfortunately cannot read #her first language is also french so i cant read those either unless i try very hard but fortunately i dont usually care for the french ones #ANYWAY. thought this would interest the hashtag studyblrs amongst you

[dailykugisaki]

Day 120 | id in alt

Be real. It looks like Itadori and Fushiguro have unholy thin ankles.

(I will be participating in the global strike btw! So no posts until 26 or 27th💥)

#dailykugisaki #jjk #kugisaki nobara #itadori yuji #gojo satoru #Kugisaki will comply if you jusg indulge her ass #i love drawing gojo like a freaky insect #he lives on nothing #gojo has a thing #gege definitely shows that gojo cares for Fushiguro and Itadori its that he cares for Kugisaki just as much #shes the only one that goes shopping with him and indulges his avid sweet tooth thats like top daughter shit #i just wish gege had the mind to draw gojo having a one on one teaching moment with Kugisaki like he did with the other two #idgaf i know in my brain #my heart and my left middle finger that everything i envision is canon #also to the person who wants Kugisaki to look more fucked up? i gotchu🫡 #its happening i just never show my studies of what i envision Kugisaki's form is bc i am tired #i love drawing scars and making a story for each one #just like the bite scars around her pinkie and ring finger of her left hand #a curse got too close when she was younger and she had to pry its maw open with her hammer before using her technique like a sort of gun #shit happens shes very crafty #Itadori and Kugisaki are both kinda... square to me? i cant explain it but- maybe i can theyre both EXTREMELY stout