#i'm shutting up now

[gaal-dornick]

AGAIN still thinking about the one time lee looked genuinely hurt by something between the three of them and it was the time billy mentioned gun toting neanderthals from the army, and it was just dead silence to the point keiko stepped in to intervene after billy just walked away like. insane.

#cannot believe that's the one thing that made him pause and look hurt #personal #sorry i really need to rewatch the whole series #monarch legacy of monsters #i'm shutting up now

[londonknights]

if i say what i'm thinking rn...

#toronto maple leafs #max domi #pic by bruce bennett #he is so... #ghhhhh #[redacted] [redacted] [redacted] #i'm shutting up now

[heymrspatel]

i need emotional damage compensation for what s6 of elite just did to me.

#yea i'm late to the party because i paused on the hot mess after s3 but then the hot mess called me back and now here i am. boiling in it. #compensation for my distress!!!!!!! good lord #😤😤😤 #i need to personally speak to the people who decided to leave my boy alone in a hospital... whoooooo.... i'm outside your window. #and like what? i need to get to know a slew of new people in s7 again?? stop playing with me. #i'm shutting up now #elite #personal #i guess? whatever COMPENSATION!!!

[glassandmetalwings]

In other news, I went ahead and bought my own con pass, bc I don’t see my mom remembering in the near future and at this point don’t care. I also just don’t see the ear piercing happening.

My birthday was a $100 bill (for the con), a gift card, and a book.

#I known I shouldn't complain bc that's a lot of money #but clearly a lot more time and thought went into my parent's birthdays #and again-first full year of school (in TEN YEARS) #AND I GOT AN A #and surgery #wings hates life #I'm shutting up now

[beardedbarba]

i may or may not also have a crush on this man right here, but not ‘cause of this movie

or, at least, not only ‘cause of this movie

#........ #i'm shutting up now

[therelentless]

ooc;; i still can’t believe i read an article that described nandor’s coffin as “cozy” and i’m glad we all agree on this.

#{ house meeting! } ;; ooc #i'm shutting up now

[imwritesometimes]

FULL JURY PANEL HAS BEEN SELECTED!!

ok but what about the dude who set himself on fire in front of the courthouse like I get the trial is historic in nature, cheetolini being an ex president and all, but someone definitely set themselves on fire in front of the courthouse today.............

#idk just seems odd to me that's not like... the dominating headline rn? like idk it's just shocking #click on a news site like oh yeah it's important to be informed abt current events! ok jury selection. hmm. ok. #more legal arguments and maneuvers. hmm ok. standard court case stuff yes. #some guy set himself on fire wait what back up what? #erin explains it all #I am not working today and my body hurts I'm extremely online and on tumblr today I'm so sorry #I'm shutting up now

[threeheartts]

me lately once again

#my personality lately is being a good omens fan who waited 4 years for season 2 and now is about to lose their mind in just a few days #don't count on me to anything #i'm too busy #good omens #neil gaiman #kas shut up

[nasturtiumsforbreakfast]

blood test results for starting T came back today (after a bunch of times the GP not having appointments, and then me missing the call when he did)

Anyway my free androgen index is a fair bit higher than it "should" be, enough that the doc asked if I'd already started T, cs that's dealt with by a London clinic

Which is fine, obviously, that's what going on testosterone is sposed to do, right, so I guess I just have a slight head-start or smth

But this is going here instead of my main blog cs it's um. It's kinda brought me some thoughts of uh.

Well I've always had the thought of. I.

I don't know if I'd count as intersex?

I've never had any medical trouble (beyond horrid joint pain that sometimes seems to come and go with my hormone levels, but then my parents were both diagnosed with arthritis as teenagers (mum with rheumatoid at 13, dad with osteo at 16), so isn't that some level of normal to experience), or really anything outside what may be considered yr normal uhhhh female y'know puberty experience, but I do. Well I think I do. Have a larger than average clit?

I remember being a very small child, maybe 5 or so, and changing for swimming lessons, y'know, and thinking,, mine doesn't look like that. Mine doesn't look at all like that.

I suppose I'm just. Less neat, maybe. From what I can tell, it looks like y'know like a normal on-T bottom growth type uh whatever you call it, tho I haven't looked at enough photos to tell what sorta exactly so-many-months stage it looks like.

So I really do just have a small head start (ha, head), in that sense, naturally high T levels, I suppose

But I've spent my entire life thinking like. I'm not supposed to look like that. It's not right normal whatever. If someone fucked me, they'd be able to feel it, feel that I wasn't normal, even if it's only averagely large instead of just large (I haven't much of an idea of what is very large or not, beyond that people celebrating their T changes look like I do already)

I suppose that some of my ID'ing as ace at first was misplaced shame, y'know - I look wrong, nobody would want a girl that looks like this, therefore I shouldn't want anything myself

Which is pure nonsense, I'm aware, but it's a very hard (oh it does that, too, some, tho it doesn't show half as well as a cis man's might) idea to shake, and I've still kept hold of the shame, tho now it's mostly shifted to be about "nobody would want me as a man person because I look like too much of a girl despite this"

And that if anyone did want me, it would be despite this, always, never accepting it or liking it - I don't know I've truly accepted it yet myself, I am uncomfortable about it,,, being known by someone else, or something, y'know, tho most of my masturbation has always focused on it over y'know penetration - but rather that if they,, carried on with me, it would be ignoring it, or following some great horrid uncomfortable shock, y'know, cs it's not. I suppose. It's not necessarily something you'd go into something expecting to find.

Well. There's that said.

I know logically it's nothing to be ashamed of, really. I know that my birth certificate has "female" on it, so I can't be that um. Far away from cis-average. I'm using the wrong words I don't know the right ones I'm sorry But it's an idea that burrowed it's way very very far into my brain, and I've so far been unable to shift it.

Tho seeing people pleased at their progression into their genitals looking like mine, does go some way to helping, I will say that.

#oh what do I tag this #intersex #I don't know if I count. and honestly I'd rather the least amount of medical examinations possible and have no intention of finding out. #i don't intend on bottom surgery I'm not a fan of doctors and I've no need to go any further than I already am. Y'know. Uh. #oh bugger I don't bloody know #I'm shutting up now #testosterone

[squishysnake]

got inspired to make a TF2 Mercenary Professionalism Tier List the other week, and decided to properly chart it

#now i know what you're thinking #“darkly. you haven't posted about TF2 in like a decade. what audience is this supposed to be targeting.” #and I'm glad you have that question #shut up darkly #tf2 #oh no it's popular

[wearecrowley]

good omens crack 2 of ∞

#good omens #gomens #aziraphale #goodomensedit #my gifs #good omens crack #good news I started a new job today yay #bad news I'm now too tired to do a set for ihaw23 #so you get this dumb set I made a week ago instead #love you all #and yes I keep using larger and larger text sizes #I'm not gaslighting you I'm experimenting #and yes this set completely contradicts the first one I made #it's still funny #I'm going to shut up now and get some rest

[eeldritchblast]

I truly wonder if white fans are even capable of understanding how hard it is just being in a fandom space when you're not white. How alienated you feel every other day. How often you're told "it's not that big a deal" or "it's just a fantasy game get over it" or "it doesn't matter" or "go save the rainforest instead of crying over a game" or etc. etc. etc. to the point where you yourself start to question if there's something wrong with you... that it's your fault for being hurt all the time. Because it's never just about one racist mod, or one piece of whitewashed art, or one offensive post... it's all of it. Together. All the time. It's so fucking exhausting and it's why POC quit fandom spaces a lot.

#had a hard time deciding if i should post this on my main or here #ended up with this one cause i'm specifically thinking about bg3 fandom at this time #but it's certainly not unique to bg3 #anyway i'll shut up now

[tiafrye]

🔮 Lavender Haze 💜

#bg3 #gale of waterdeep #gale dekarios #bg3 gale #also #kinda bloodweave #if you know where to look #wink-wink #sometimes i draw stuff #i love him badly #and i wanna smooch da face #closest to perfection i was ever able to draw #okay i'm shutting up now

[starrynightsxo]

reblog this post with the song that was last stuck in your head, I'll start:

505 by Arctic Monkeys

(tagging some people with no pressure so this doesn't flop miserably @viivdle @thejudeduarte @agirlwiththoughtsandnegativity @motherfeyre-archeron @sweetvillainjude @kazbrekkersfedoraaintgotshitonme @his-littlefox @graaaaaayy @jesyverse)

#mutuals #followers #ask #reblog #blog #tumblr #tumblr girly #song #music #song stuck in my head #this song will get stuck inside of your head #(lol lego movie) #yeah okay I'm shutting up now #🙄🙄 #music taste #aesthetics

[fukiana]

BALDUR'S GATE 3 (2023) dev. Larian Studios

#gamingedit #bg3edit #bg3 #baldur's gate 3 #bg3 spoilers #dame aylin #isobel thorm #gif* #m: bg3 #when aylin said ''tav shut the fuck up and get the fuck out. i'm going to go fuck my wife now.''

[sergle]

When ppl will create a "curvy" girl character and get pretty much the whole body's proportions right, obviously they're putting emphasis on bust/hips but it seems like it's being executed well--- except that they completely, fully, and deliberately, skip the stomach entirely. Just nothin there. Not even a whisper. I'm like. Just sack up, make it make sense and be honest with yourself by making it official and say it's canon that they got a tummy tuck. You cowardly ass, yellow bellied, wet brained, upside-down dog mouthed dirty bitch.

#it'll look so uncanny bc it'll be like oh this more or less looks like it could be a body type I've seen on a real pers--- oh wait #you TOTALLY flattened the stomach for like no goddamn reason and you still want points for making her curvy. pass. #if ppl clown on this post I will not hesitate to turn off rbs and call a bomb threat to your house #sergle.txt #do you know what I mean though. like actually #you want EVERY aspect of a body type that does in fact. exist. very commonly actually. in the proportions you want #you want it all but you are so allergic to ANY substance on the stomach. so what now. #anything but the stomach. literally impossible to draw apparently #I'll be like ah maybe it's obscured with the clothing or pose but I see other art and I'm like oh no nvm it's on purpy. #''why does it have to be a plausible body type'' why put in any effort at all. why draw. why depict women ever. why wake up in the morning #nut up or shut up.