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platypusplayhere · 1 year

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Thank you @dangerliesbeforeyou for tagging me, im mentioning all kinds of media bc I love to rant, I have a lot of love in my heart and I have trouble choosing just 8: (im making this on mobile hope it's readable).

Howl's moving castle (2004)

My first experience of gender envy, gender fascination, gender emulation for Howl, at a time I didn't even know that gender was a thing because I was like idek 7 years old.

Kiss of the rabbit god (2019)

A short movie, stumbled onto it bc of Tumblr. You honour, I simply love it.

Shrek (2001)

I'm not being ironic I'm very serious about this one. My mom used to braid my hair weekly when I was little and I constantly played this one, I know it by heart and I'm not joking. I freaking love this movie. Same goes for Mulan, Beauty and the beast, Charlie and the chocolate factory, and the whole Shrek franchise up to the 3rd one. (Gotta watch Puss in boots 1 and 2 tho.)

V for vendetta (2005)

This is a shout-out to 14 years old me who might have at some point based their personality around this movie or maybe they didn't, who's to say. I'm not sorry. Kinda still like it tho.

Corpse bride (2005)

There is an independent cinema in my hometown and they did run it often over the years. Bestie I don't know how many times I went to see this movie with my mother as a child. Recently learned about the Jewish origins of this myth and im a lil upset about the stolen storyline without the context. But some will say it's a Burton movie and they're right.

Valentine's day (2011)

First movie I went to see alone with my friends, I was like 12yo. Rewatched it again like 2 years ago, yeah it ain't that great but it's the memories right.

Father and soldiers (2022)

The last movie that made me cry. I hate war movies but my friends convinced me to go because it was less than 2 hours and I've been mad at movies being more than two and a half hours lately (looking at u House of Gucci, Doctor Strange 2) yeah, I cried my eyes out. It's not a perfect movie but the message is great and very moving. I don't like the English title because the original/French title directly refers the name of a group of African soldier recruited by France in its colonies during WWI -> "Les Tirailleurs" (if I remember well, the soldiers were recruited in every colonies but they left Africa from the Senegal and so all these soldiers are referred as Senegalese regardless of their actual origins). The English title is more fitting thematically wise I'll give you that.

Fulmetal Alchemist: Brotherhood (2009)

Knew about it, was recommended by a dear mutual of mine on this very hellsite and yeah, ppl keep saying it's good because it just is.

I told sunset about you/ I promised you the moon (2020-2021)

If you read my tags u know how I rant about this show often. Watched it 2 years ago thanks to someone i follow on Tumblr (but im not really sure who it was anyway if you're a mutual thank you sm). My first foray into BL (back when I didn't even know what it was) and I couldn't be happier that I started with this. I don't have enough words to praise it. (currently writing a post about it tho, stay tuned for whenever I get around to finish it (tell me if u wanna know when it's up), big up to Bad Buddy and To My Star too)

Honoured mentions bc I started making a list and had more than 8 and couldn't not mention them:

Other movies: O'brother, Love and Leashes, God's own country, Jackie Brown, The big lebowsky (idek if I like this movie but I needed something to base my personality around when I was 15yo)

The book The Hunchback of Notre-Dame by Victor Hugo, I'm gonna keep my rant about how the English title is a misunderstanding of the book locked and not even start it.

Alice isn't dead and The Magnus archives (although they're podcasts and I haven't quite finished them, the first seasons are exquisite)

Welcome to Night Vale, I have a lot of episodes to catch up on (currently working on that) started listening like in 2016 then stopped around idek 2 years ago. Some of these episodes are masterpieces ( some I know by heart: Guidelines for disposal, Love is a shambling thing, What happened at the Smithwick House, If he had lived, and The Pilot ofc)

the ballet Swan Lake (1995, 2012) by Matthew Bourne. I don't have enough words. I'll just say it's on youtube.

.....and many more im not think abt rn

*acts surprised* this became a real long post, real quick

(That's why I take a lot of time to answer those lmao, shout out and thank you to the ppl who tag me in these and then I take a lot of time to answer)

Tagging these people and anyone who wants to do it can mention me: @sherlockig @dontbesoevil @lordmeowdemort @namelessbeing @hairbackc0llarup @comrademichael @johnlockdynamic @lovelywickedsoul @frenchsiren

#tagged #ask game #yeah this could have gone on for a lil while #i have some ive yet to answer but its coming #i have many rants locked if u wanna know about them just ask #thanks for tagging me #platypustalks

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antipolin · 1 month

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Many of your posts are in the polin tag. You could tag with a dash or no space or something ('anti-polin' or 'antipolin' or 'polinhate') if you would not like that to happen otherwise you are doing what you are accusing the nicola fan you sent a mean dm to of in your recent post.

Idek if this angry anti stuff is serious or if I'm falling for a troll here but it's all too weird and genuinely nasty for me that I thought if you actually care you should know ig. I always assumed that these kinda blogs were mostly just people who didn't like the characters who were playing it up for a laugh but this post made me rethink idk.

Also, this is probs just bait too but in case you don't know, you can filter out users you don't like or don't wanna see by adding their username to your list of blacklisted words, you don't need to get them to block you.

Tumblr is a curated experience - I know you've chosen to create an anti blog, and people choose to interact with that and that's a part of fan culture and it's mostly in good fun and your posts are mostly exaggerated and funny, but it's not what a lot of people choose to see. It's not fair of you to impose the personality of your blog into the dms of people who aren't coming to you. I'm sure you have plenty of asks to fight with and news to rant about, don't seek people out to bully into blocking you, it's not fun and in this case its straight up hypocritical.

Bitch no it's fucking not.

You losers need to learn to navigate tumblr correctly. I'm not gonna sit here and give you a SECOND lesson on how to do it.

Ya'll always want to find something to complain about when it's not my fault you don't know how to navigate this website. I told another one of your loser friends (or maybe it was you and you just don't know how to fucking READ) but I answered this to your dumbass friend already.

I'm not explaining myself again so here:

Learn to navigate this site better and fuck off out of this inbox with your idiotic complaints. I've been on this site for YEARS now and know how the tagging system works better than you. And I know how the 'search' function works b/c I'm not a fucking idiot.

#anon #asks #anti Polin #anti Polin stans

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gutsfics · 5 months

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i don’t feel like posting on my account i’m sorry she scares me

but i still think about that stupid “naughty or nice” event that cfwc had with extremely risqué prompts and when i asked them to tag it as nsfw she refused 🙃 and she kept trying to explain to me why she thought it didn’t need that tag because “other people don’t tag theirs” like okay those people are wrong also. but also also it got to the point where i straight up had to tell her to stop talking to me about it because idek why she just wouldn’t stop. but like girl. one of the prompts was literally “sex toys” IN WHAT WORLD IS THAT SAFE FOR WORK

okay sorry rant over

if it was on her personal blog id say something like "shes allowed to not tag things if people ask but continuing to bug you about it is weirdo behavior" but like. it was the cfwc blog. a blog thats supposed to be an archive.

like idk girl maybe adding tags to sort your archive is a good thing? and if someone thinks something is Not Safe for their Work then perhaps it is. Not Safe For Work. wild concept

#i mean either way she was in the wrong here

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izzy-b-hands · 2 years

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losing my fkn mind over the Everything with my family since getting back, the mixed reactions and messages of what they think is best for me, what they think i need to do, how to not disappoint them

Looking up everything like let me take a train to a concert nope nothing for that okay how about flying somewhere nope that cost gets wild hey what if i just try to plan to move and basically take a little of my stuff and my cat via train nope cost of living sucks everywhere and it shows in rental prices

and worse yet is that it probably wouldn't matter what if any of that i did to show them im a functional adult in at least the general sense, they'd move the goalposts like they did this time

it was oh idk if an autistic adult can fly on their own you might get too scared and confused but i did it and did just fine and had a good time to the point i didn't want to go home

and came back to oh well this isn't that much, now if you were dating or planning to have a kid or buy a house or learn to drive, maybe. anyone can fly alone, duh Holden/s!

it's always been like this and this last disagreement with mum on friday just made the dam burst again on all of it. it doesn't matter what else i do, im not the world famous rich writer all my English teachers promised my family i would be, so they don't care and consider it a loss on my part. they still bring that up, often.

im tired, man. Between my transition and all of this i don't feel like i want or am worthy to be around them with how much all this disappoints them. ive made progress with therapy and new skills for jobs and none of it matters to them because it isn't roping in money so none of us would have to worry anymore, as if i don't want that for us and would give my left arm to make it happen so I could provide for them

idek what the point of typing this all up was. just a rant, i guess. needless to say I'll be trigger tagging as best as possible!!

if i seem extra weird or off the next few days or week or so, my apologies in advance but all of the above is rattling me hard, plus the funeral this weekend. im gonna attempt to contain my breakdown to as few posts as possible. just got nowhere else to go with this

#text post #tw dysfunctional family #im sobering up so i feel like shit again #ordered more edibles today so i dont run out too because oof #i have therapy Tues thankfully but even so she's going thru her own stuff so last session was less therapy #more oh thank fuck you're alive how are u and ur family because they've had so much rough luck lately #i want to know my therapist is ok but sometimes it does take over the session and idk if it's rude to mention cuz it feels like it is #...maybe i should just take another edible now as i look over this post and tags lmaooo

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chaos-coming · 3 years

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Having abstract thoughts about academia as being a haven for abuse. Its a system structured in a way thats really attractive to both abusers and victims (and the many people who are both hence the cycle)

You got tenure, which is like the back the blue for professors. They cant get fired for being shitty at their jobs (except in a few rare occasions like i was lucky enough to experience an abuse of power so flagrant that the school had to do PR damage control by not only stripping their tenure but firing this prof. It just doesnt happen to tenured professors thats the whole point of tenure). Its a job that comes with power and near impunity and is atractive to abusers in the same way as police work and nursing. Its also a huge sense of security and protection for victims, who dont have the constant anxiety of losing their job and can just focus on what ever special interest theyve been using to distract from their problems for long enough that it became a career.

Then theres the weird power dynamics you find within many research labs, which are their own microcosms of abuse that mimic the nuclear family in a way that makes me really ublncomfortable and i cant quite put my finger on it still. The PI is like the parent, they cant get fired so they can exert total power over their lab like the parent exerts power over their family. They can literally do whatever they want and demand total obedience, or your name wont go on the publication. Thats the whole point. Sometimes a big lab will have co-PIs (dear g-d the one lab i worked where the co-PIs were married and the husband was the dept chair aka kinda her boss was... YIKES. Talk about taking out her insecurity on others she was a piece of work). Post docs and researchers are like the older children, they take a lot of crap and are expected to do the parents job without any of the credit, and i have seen especially selfish profs purposefully keep researchers and grad students around to churn out papers for them instead of graduating and moving on to the next step in their career. And it filters down through to undergrads who are the cannon fodder, like the scapegoated child.

If your lab says its ok to treat you a certain way because you are new, or if they say you need to respect the authority of people ranked above you in the lab, those are red flags. Authority? Tf ur not my dad get outta here this is a place of learning not your gentrified fight club fantasy session (this analogy is meant to be gender neutral the prof im thinking of in this case is a woman. Abuse is not a gendered behavior). There may be seniority within a healthy, respectful lab, but the workplace is no place for exerting one's sense of authority. Thats just bullying, which is abuse.

Many people who come from toxic homes dont have the tools to recognize these patterns and the power dynamics of a toxic lab may seem comforting and familiar, this kind of toxic behavior is normalized, and they behave the way we're used to being treated by people in positions of total power who claim to care about our personal/professional growth. And the job market is scary and academia is familiar, and if you succeed, it offers security, and these kinds of people tend to be anxious and conflict-adverse.

Theres somerhing about the impunity of having tenure that just makes it too easy to set up toxic power dynamics like each lab is its own little kingdom, little house on the prairie style.

Idk ive just been having thoughts about how so much of academia is toxic and how it mirrors so much of what we see in unhealthy family dynamics. Theres probably a point in there somewhere about the institutionalization of the family through enforcing the nuclear model and the increasing expectation that institutions take on more and more roles that used to be part of family/community development, and why so many people are drawn to these institutions to fill the void left by unfulfilling or actively damaging familial bonds, only those institutions are mimicing the exact same abusive dynamics for mostly the same reasons because the platriarchy perpetuates itself through continuous trauma so here we are ¯\_(ツ)_/¯

#too many thoughts none of them make sense #yall keep talking dark academia this and that #i realized so many professors are just abusive people whove been enabled by this system #the school doesnt care how demoralizing you are to your students they just wanna see the funding $$$#idek what to tag this as... a rant maybe?#also wtf the dad in those books is ab*sive af #my mom idolizes those books oooooh that explains so much about her marriage #just had an epiphany in the tags

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hongism · 3 years

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sometimes i’m genuinely confused why some people follow me bc they never interact with any of my content ever not my original content not my fics not my reblogs not anything lkjfoiwejfoief

#maybe im just stingy and picky but i dont follow someone unless i know im gonna interact with their content...#unless it's just ???#idek if i say what's on my mind i'll sound like an utter ass #so i'll hold my tongue ofdijgowijoiwef #just why do you follow me if not for the content i provide?#or why do you follow me but only like/reblog my reblogs?#you can follow the op if you wanna see their content only but #i just don't understand the concept of following someone then #not interacting with any of their original content #i'd rather you unfollow me at that point bc numbers dont mean shit to me like that #i've always said that my follower count does not reflect anything bc less than 2% of my followers actively interact with my content #and no im not joking #2% is actually generous #most my fic notes come from people browsing the tags #caly chats #ignore this xx #im just ranting out my ass as usual #back to my chicken

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bvtter · 3 years

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#is it crazy to take one of my fics and rework it...edit it... and try to get it published #is that nutto #idk how any of this shit works but it's my dream to be a published author #to hold a book that i wrote!!!!#it just seems so impossible idk #but like the night we met is so close to my heart and i feel like there's a story there that i want to show to the world!!! u know!!!!!!#with a lot of reworking obviously like more characterization and shit bc #i find when i write fics i don't work as much on that bc y'all already kNOW the characters #it's just about showing this version #so with a novel i would have to really work on creating those characters #but i feel like i can do it #with the night we met first and then maybe paint me in trust way later #bc that's a doozy and a more... complicated story????#idek what genre that is jsfdlksjdfsdf #IDK GUYS PLS TELL ME IF THIS IS IMPOSSIBLE #jenna talks #ranting in the tags bc i'm embarrassed jsdfkljsfd

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iamnotmereally · 3 years

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Hey there M...I'm really sorry to know that you're having a hard time . I'm sending this because I EXACTLY understand how you're feeling rn as I had gone through this. so...If you feel like you need someone to talk to (no pressures, only if you're comfortable enough to open up) you can always count on us . do feel free to open up and please don't shut yourself thinking we'll get bothered by your talking. if you feel that we're not familiar enough for you to open up, maybe if u have, you could try telling a close friend of yours who knows you well. (In my case i was going through a bad time and had trust issues so bad i couldn't open up to anyone. after a lot of thinking i felt like i could tell my best friend and that was the best decision. i always thought no one could understand me but. my best friend knew me more than i thought he knew me. i felt like i got a huge weight off my chest after telling him. And our bond got even more stronger.) But it's upto you to decide whether they are trustworthy. I wanna tell you that you should never shut yourself down because that's gonna do you more bad than good. Get well soon!

hey anon... i took so long to reply cause i didnt know what to say.. thank you for caring☺

yes i need to talk to someone and i do have a close friend (she is.. on tumblr so maybe she will see this..) i am genuinely scared of facing people if i do end up telling anyone anything... and i am scared of burdening anyone... i know i am not and yall will listen but i am just scared😂 i want to talk i really do... and sorry if this doesnt make sense..

#i thought for a long time i was afraid of them changing their view on me after they hear it?#but after a long time of silently yelling at myself i have realized i am ashamed of myself...#i cannot face myself #i hv opened up before and maybe it was to the wrong person cause i didnt feel better but the thing is they didnt start seeing me any #differently I was scared to talk to her again #i was scared to see her irl #its weird i havent seen her so everything's fine #and i dont think this answer makes sense btw sorry abt that #and there is.. the thing abt has it been too late its been 8 years i am still crying abt it #maybe i am making it all up maybe there is no reason to cause a fuss honestly i dont know right or wrong now #nice asks :)#and i kNOW yall stop asking me to say it but still SORRY to anyone who. had to read all that sorry for the sorry-#um #idek whats wrong😂🤦‍♂️#yep i ranted in the tags didnt i.#its more easier to rant in the tags yes

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lonelier-version-of-you · 2 years

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I mean to be fair really, ironically, the worst time to be someone who actually acknowledged Henrik’s bisexuality wasn’t during the Gaskell storyline or the first few months after it finished (i.e. when the Johnrik fandom was actually a thing), because then we mostly just got dismissed as crazy shippers seeing things that weren’t there, which was ridiculous (especially when it came from people who openly admitted they found the Gaskell story boring and paid no attention to it - how would you know if the things we were seeing were there or not if you weren’t paying attention?), but we were just sort of brushed off and the occasional joke at our expense was tolerable. We were ignored, more than anything. Sure I got the occasional anon-hate troll (laughing my ass off at how I had an ask last year about people “wanting to make all the Holby characters LGBT” and listing Donna and Henrik as examples - it was funny enough then, because, you know, DONNA CANONICALLY SLEPT WITH A WOMAN, but now Henrik’s got a boyfriend it’s even funnier) but it was no big deal.

The worst time to be someone who actually acknowledged Henrik’s bisexuality was, in fact, during the 6 months or so between the abuse storyline happening and Russ turning up. You couldn’t say a fucking WORD about Henrik being bi without some cishet finding a way to accuse you of “saying abuse affects sexuality”. Even if you were a fucking CSA survivor yourself (hi!), you still couldn’t discuss Henrik’s bisexuality without getting shouted at. You weren’t allowed to acknowledge the hints about Henrik’s bisexuality during the storyline or that was “problematic” somehow, despite THE LITERAL PRODUCER OF THE SHOW liking tweets saying these scenes were indeed about Henrik being bi. It was fucking exhausting.

#personal tag #tw;csa #sorry everyone i know i'm ranting #just let me get it out of my system and maybe my brain will start working properly again #idek what spurred the ranting. just thought too hard i guess lol

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rockfact · 2 years

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ok fuck it actually im ignoring the timeline for cents story and the games go in order <3

#order i mean 1 2 3 4 #i dont CARE if it doesnt make sense i doooo not care. dont #crying child is fine fnaf4 is a dream idek what nightmare cents would be like he's trying to take ccs lunch money I DUNNO T_T idnt care #phantom cents does exist he is a thing. a little creature ('little'. like he isn't taller than springtrap and has to hunch cuz he doesn't-#fit in the horror attraction)#he slowly gets taller cuz its funny me thinks. he's maybe a foot taller than the others in fnaf1. his toy is maybe a foot and a half #phantom is VERY tall and so is nightmare #cuz the phantoms are . hallucinations ? iirc. and the nightmares are a dream. so theyre very tall #good ol mikey doesnt remember exactly how tall cents was and neither does even so . HEIGHT #god ilove ranting in tags

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plutoswrath · 3 years

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Taeil: Cancer in 3rd decan/Pisces in 1st decan

Taeyong: cloudy birth time but confirmed Pisces so i’m betting on Pisces in 3rd decan. He reminds me of young Andrew Garfield. What a king honestly.

Johnny: This one I literally guessed, analyzed, and felt confident in before it was confirmed and it was Virgo, like I thought. I’d kiss my own ass if I could.

Yuta: Cap rising, Uranus, Neptune in 1st with Taurus&Scorpio 4th and 10th.

Kun: so... he’s a confirmed Leo... and that would make his first house ruler in 5th... like Johnny... and no. I don’t agree. Literally if he’s born an hour before, he’s cancer in 3rd decan with a 1st house ruler in 10th.. which makes much more sense to me, I am so sorry for this hottake but I stand by it. 1st house rulers are everything and if it seems off, then the whole thing is off.

Doyoung: Confirmed Scorp with Pisces and Virgo 4th and 10th.

Ten: Sag with Libra and Aries in 4th in 10th. He looks like my father who is a confirmed Sag rising so I’m basing it off that. People hate to go for looks but sometimes they just look it so it makes sense in my brain.

Jaehyun: Confirmed Pisces.

Winwin: TAURUSTAURUSTAURUS!!!!! Venus in Sag ruling his whole face. a prince.

Jungwoo: Confuses me. So Aquarius. Maybe. Could be Gemini. I’m still thinking Aqua. Could even be Pisces, idek.

Lucas: Leo. his first house ruler may change from either 6th or 7th but I’d bet my entire fortune on Leo. With Neptune opposition ASC on his face. Also his lion thing he’s always compared to.

Mark: Also Leo. All Leo placements just seem to know they got some Leo somehow. People nickname him lion cub. A lot of people see Scorpio so my ass just uses scorp 4th as a reason.

Xiaojun: Aries/Scorpio. Something Mars just can’t tell which.

Hendery: Fire. Maybe Aries. Maybe Leo. I don’t know about Sag but it’s gotta be fire.

Renjun: Cancer. Maybe Taurus.

Jeno: Sag or Pisces. He resembles two people who are either of those, one being someone I know and the other being Jaehyun so.. either.

Haechan: Either Leo or a Gemini with sun in first. He doesn’t resemble other Leo risings with Gemini ruling their chart so I’m guessing Gemini honestly.

Jaemin: CAPRICORN, NEPTUNE AND URANUS IN 1ST, SCORPIO 10TH AND TAURUS 4TH. I’m passionate. Yuta may be a typically cusp-ed Cap rising but I am passionate about Jaemin being this. I’ve based it off someone I know and it fits down to a big ass teen titan tower T.

Yangyang: pisces or Gemini. Their angular houses should all be similar so I am putting those two.

Shotaro: Virgo. I’m very confident in it.

Sungchan: Pisces, 2nd/3rd decan, Gemini and Sag 4th and 10th. He looks so much like TY so if others disagree, I won’t doubt them but it just seems likely.

Chenle: Cancer in 3rd decan with Jupiter in 1st. Maybe 2nd decan. The Jupiter has to be in first tho.

Jisung: Scorpio with Pisces and Virgo in the houses. Probably 3rd decan as well.

Short disclaimer from my side here: I haven’t formed an opinion on everyone’s potential rising sign, so with some I might have no opinion to begin with. Also: very long post ahead, continue reading under the cut!

Taeil: I think Cancer rising fits pretty well, I personally could see Taurus rising as well. Cancer and Taurus rising tend to ‘stretch’ the face at times or make it look a bit wider in some sort of way - and this is not meant in a negative way btw, just an observation! But yes Cancer rising could make his Venus/Mercury in the 1st as well, Moon in Leo (2nd) being the chart ruler; with a Taurus rising his Mars (potentially) in the 1st, with Venus in Cancer (1st) being the chart ruler. Taeil is not really someone with a personality that is really ‘in your face’, he’s more ‘reserved’ in that kind of way and goes with the flow, very warm though and definitely likes to joke around. I can see both!

Johnny: confirmed Virgo rising.

Taeyong: the most clichee Pisces rising I’ve witnessed so far asdfg, especially in combination with his water sun. He has not only his Saturn in the 1st as well, but also his chart ruler in Capricorn (in the 11th, funny enough), from that alone his Ascendant really makes sense.

Yuta: Personally I have a hard time seeing Capricorn Ascendant, for me Aries rising would make the most sense still, but looking at Yuta being extremely ambitious (and serious as well at times) I can see where you come from, alsoooo he is very known for his smile, which would highlight the teeth again, very fitting to Capricorn risings - the most I’ve met so far had usually very big teeth, also a very very pretty smile that has always been so strongly in contrast witrh their usual facial expression haha. I’ve written quiet a bit on my guessings on his possible rising sign, especially on Aries, with Leo, Sagittarius and Libra being my other guesses, so feel free to check that out on my blog as well if you want to! x

Kun: (oK SORRY long rant ahead, I just really think that’s a very interesting opinion!!) I can totally see why you think Cancer rising, in the years I spent studying astrology I’ve noticed that Capricorns with prominent cancer in their chart all tend to radiate the same sort of wholesome energy, and I don’t mean this in a biased way, but they have this very silent yet steady confidence and are really really warm and caring people, especially when they have a cancer moon! That being said, having 5th house in his ruler would explain his strong creativity (+ Leo rising) plus I’d give him his 6th house stellium in Capricorn, which would explain his extreme multi tasking while still being very successfull in doing so haha. I like to take Bang Chan from Stray Kids as another example here for someone with a 6th house stellium, though in another sign, the similarities are still there. With him having a 3rd decan Cancer rising he’d have a Capricorn and 7th house stellium, plus having his chart ruler in Taurus in the 11th - very focused on others and tending towards their needs, let’s just put it like that. He’s extremly responsible and very protective of his group, this plays into both stereotypes for Leo and Cancer when they are in a leader type position - or see someone as family. Appereance wise - if he’s not styled and in a photo shooting, so very much set in pose, etc - he looks very youthful/youngish, which plays a lot in a Cancer ascendant, also: I remember him saying that he’s actually very emotional which could be due to his possible Cancer rising or just his heavy Capricorn stellium and Scorpio in the 4th (regarding his Leo rising again) trying to remember everyone else he’s still human after all (which...makes me kinda sad to think about but, I was really positively surprised as he so casually just admitted that). When he’s performing all screams Leo Ascendant to me though. ANYWAYS, I wrote a whole paragraph and I will end it here or I end up writing yet another novel about someones potential rising sign.

Ten: One of the members I haven’t thought about yet when it comes to their rising. I’ve met a few Sagittarius risings in my life as well, and tbh you convinced me haha!

Doyoung: Scorpio rising makes so much sense when you think about his Virgo MC asdfghj Doyoung has zero Virgo in his chart except for his MC and yet he radiates big Virgo energy, which is all thanks to his rising and MC

Jaehyun: confirmed Pisces rising.

Winwin: Haven’t had any thoughts about him either so far! Taurus rising would make sense regarding his laid back nature though.

Jungwoo: Ohhh I get your confusion, Jungwoo is a true engima asdfghj my gut feeling always tells me Libra rising simply from his facial structure alone, but tbh I think all about him is just so.....Pisces? He has is sun and Neptune in a degree of 0 so simply based on his sun sign he radiates strong Pisces energy, but since I’m very torn on the topic of his rising sign as well I’d consider almost every rising sign as his potential ascendant

Lucas: I could see Leo rising, but I also feel Sagittarius rising. Sagittarius rising simply by his physique, but with Pluto in the 12th and his Jupiter in Pisces in the 4th as his chart ruler. Leo rising would make more sense regarding the MC (would be in Taurus then), though I’d say his Moon would rather still be in the 9th and not in the 10th. But he has an Aquarius stellium after all, so lots of things would probably be covered up by that to begin with asdfghj, but yes I can see Leo rising as well, defenitely!!

Mark: I’ve written quiet a few posts on Marks rising, I see Virgo, Leo and Aries the strongest. I’ve written so much about it (novels, paragraphs, you name it asdfgh), you can feel free to search for it in the tags if you want to!

Xiaojun: I agree with you, I get Mars energy as well! I get very strong Scorpio vibes from his appereance alone, with an Aries rising it would make his Scorpio Mars his chart ruler as well, also Capricorn his MC which would make sense to me as well. He’s always trying really hard to succeed somehow - not calling him a try hard for that btw!! this rather shows he is very self conscious and ambitious. If his rising would be Scorpio his Pluto in Sagittarius would be the chart ruler and either in the 1st or 2nd (but with the way he looks I’d bet it’s in the 1st). But then again, seeing how Xiaojun actually is all I can think about his Cancer Moon and Mercury asdfg

Hendery: Haven’t had any thoughts about him so far, fire would make sense though, I could see Sagittarius especially appereance wise.

Renjun: Haven’t had any paticular thoughts about his rising either, something rather soft like Cancer and Taurus make sense, though he always looked very ‘Aries’ to me, but maybe it’s just his Scorpio Moon doubling that Mars energy here.

Jeno: Haven’t had any paticular thoughts about him either, Pisces and Sagittarius both make sense, I think the placement that always shined through the strongest was his Sagittarius Moon for me, if he’d had a Sagittarius rising it would make even more sense why I’d get that vibe from him

Haechan: Honestly if he’d had a Gemini rising I wouldn’t be even surprised, Haechan has a very youthful and soft face, with Gemini being his rising it would make his Cancer Mercury in the 2nd the chart ruler, solely from that I could see it

Jaemin: I haven’t had any thoughts about Jaemins rising so far, if you’re so passionate about it I’ll have to see for myself and give it some thought the next days! x

Yangyang: Also head empty no thoughts on this one, Yangyang is probably young sibling rising asdfghjk sorry sorry, but seriously we don’t even have a specific birth place for him, his chart is so vague I usually don’t really bother interpreting too much into but, buT a mutuable sign as his rising from his behaviour alone would make sense!

Shotaro: No thoughts so far on his rising sign, but I’m always happy to see a new potential member for the Virgo rising agenda hehehe

Sungchan: That just really quick in: I was so happy when Shotaro and Sungchan joined NCT because FINALLY the nct zodiac circle was complete ehehhe, I seriously have no thoughts on him either so far, though he truly lives up to his Sun and Moon combination

Chenle: I get your guess with Cancer rising, especially if he’d have Jupiter in the 1st as well, but have you seen the photo of him and young Leonardo DiCaprio next to each other? Idk maybe that just convinced me very easily but since that day I just think he’s a Libra rising, not very a profound astrological insight here, I know, but both are Scorpios as well and I was just D: D: as I saw it!

Jisung: Haven’t had any particular guesses for him so far either, so I defenitely have to look into that as well!

Again, thank you so much for taking your time! That was really fun, feel free to share your insights again if you feel like it xx

#the unfinished essay in front of me looking at me like: 👁👄👁#asdfghjkl #nct astrology #astrology #nct #wayv #nct dream #nct127

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hi bestie @lady-ofmagic-andstars it's been a while. i said i would do this episode last week but i had to wait for the destiny and chicken podcast to come out so here we are. basically, all of my thoughts while watching aithusia.

ugh the opening scene. i actually love it

ok ngl i remember that this guy is the bad guy but he's like 🥵🥵🥵 jeez

ik it's not just on tiktok but that tiktok where it goes 'but momma i'm in love with a criminal'

wow nice key bud

ok him running in the forest is just like you cannot outrun your demons and i thought that was so funny

smh he's so violent but he's so pretty :,)

ok but how old is this guy?? he say it's taken 20 years of his life. why 20? is that because that's when the 'last' dragon died out?? and at what age was he socially concious enough to recognize the implication of what it means to have a dragon? his is so dumb but probably like 15? so this guy is 35ish? idk man thoughts?

ok if he just feel off the cliff instead of being able to pull himself up we would've saved ourselves a lot of trouble i'm just saying druids.

ok this is so pretty. my thoughts are like 25% me singing show tunes, 25% thinking of actual merlin things, 50% thinking about how pretty everything is

merlin is such a light sleeper. idk why that's important but he wakes up ALL the time

✨gaius is the worst ✨

ok colin's eye looked so good in this scene

aLASFLJDFA MERLIN AND HIS SOCKS

stop i literally dress like this

i love his sleep clothes. it's such a vibe

aw merlin saying 'save the dragons is so cute' omg it reminds me of the vsco girls and saving the turtles HAHA

i love how equal merlin and kilgharrah feel here

asjflsjdasjdfl like ik this is the point but i love that merlin's inherited his father gift and he's always going to remember him. not that merlin would forget his father but idek

aw kilgharrah is like 'i beg you' ok now that i think abt it maybe it's slightly manipulative but it's also really not

ok actually i don't know how many time merlin uses this scene but i guess i'm keeping track now. but look how pretty

wow the rising sun 🤪

OH HAHA THIS IS WHERE MERLIN CARTWHEELS??

literally merlin just breaks in everywhere

merlin seems so earnest about wanting to see the dragons. i want to see the dragons too please

omg HAHA the woodworm is this episode??

WHY IS MERLIN STILL SEARCHING AFTER ARTHUR TURNS AROUND WHAT?

this is a side note but i love arthur's key holder thingy it's actually pretty.

stop right now why is merlin using his magic to PANTS arthur

ok i'm pretty sure that agravaine is only in this episode this one time, and yk it's the little victories

i'm actually embarassed for arthur and merlin here. i don't like it at all

HOW DOES MERLIN DO THE HANDSTAND?? that's the one part i like

ok my question is how is he supposed to know where the last piece of the triskeleton is??

SECOND QUESTION WHY IS HE JUST STANDING IN THE VAULT WHEN HE SHOULD BE RUNNING

lasflkajsdljsad omg the betrayal. ouch my heart

these scene are just like. it's actually art

ok how did merlin stay there all night and no one saw him?? literally camelot guards need to step up

omg no not merlin zooming

sklfja;lsdkjfasdlfs amerlin and the cup

i love how long merlin and arthur look at each other before arthur reacts

lsjfa;lksdsl woodworm omg and the fact that arthur believes that merlin is this chaotic is so funny

HAHA THIS SCENE GAIUS LITERALLY YELLING AT MERLIN

i think this is the funniest thing because gaius is like 'don't people about your magic' while YELLING ABOUT MERLIN'S MAGIC

ok that's a good point gaius we don't know what borden's intentions are

alsdjfalsd stop why didn't they wait for merlin :,(. this reminds me of when you're in highschool and you're finishing lunch and as you pack up everyone is leaving you??????

ok but i love that merlin rides in front with arthur. like- of course he does

merlin being observant 😍😍

i want to go horse riding now

STOP I DON'T LIKE THIS

THIS KNIGHT/DINNER GAG IS NOT FUNNY TO ME. NOT IN THE SLIGHTLEST. THERE'S THIS FIC by @a-small-batch-of-dragons. i literally spent like 10 minutes looking for it because i had to include it here

this scene just.. i don't like it. i never have and i never will

like- who decided that putting this scene in here would be good. no thanks

the knights sleeping in a circle and merlin sleeping on the outside. idk bro that made me a little sad

but also. i want a cloak please. i think i'm just going to say i want a cloak every episode

ok i chuckled at the interaction of 'ever herd of the word sorry?' and 'no is it a word you made up?'

dude don't ask why but i love it when people walk through waterfalls

i don't know why arthur looked so stupid when he was doing it though

i love the nature of it all

yes merlin, you start walking toward the castle first

aw i love the knights working together. like, i know they work together- they're knights, but we love to see it

merlin and his sharp eyes again :,))

why are they making camp it's literally not even dark yet 😭😭

oh great another dinner gag. please stop. i dislike this immensely

wow i love that merlin can heal them. i also think it's surprising because merlin sucks at healing things but yk.. ✨plot✨

this looks like the type of building teens would either be convinced is haunted and try to stay the night there or the type of building that all teens would go to to take pics for the #gram

ok is borden dead here or..

yes i'm putting both of these picture here. who's going to stop me

just kidding it's three

ok so not dead

ok this is not meant to be creepy but colin has nice hands

borden is a creep please go away now

merlin use your ✨magic ✨ please

YES. tell him you're the last dragonlord. i stan. YES HIM AND HIS MAGIC

you better run boy

ok how he manages to get out of the castle is astounding

HAHA there was some CGI that fell and i laughed so hard because it looked so fake

LITERALLY. THE PRETTY CASTLE SCENE IS HERE AGAIN. PRETTY CASTLE SCENE COUNTER; 3

omg merlin getting excited about the egg is actually so precious

both of their faces here are SO precious.

oasfasldfjasl idk why but whenever merlin walks across with the eggs i have this feeling he's going to faceplant and drop it for the comedic effect but i'm glad that never happens

bruh 'back where it belongs' like yes that makes sense but also that doesn't make sense

dude

it's been a full moon for like 4 days now..??????

omg i actually love aithusa

tbh, i DO NOT know how to pronounce her name

why is she actually the cutest thing ever.

AW MERLIN CRYING

i love it when merlin cries, but not in a sadistic way yk? it's more the fact that he's allowed to cry

ok i have a few dragon fics that i love but the only one i can think of right now is Returning the Favor by CaffeinatedFlumadiddle it's actually perfect

there are so many more that i love but i can't think of them but also- PLEASE REC YOUR FAVE DRAGON FAMILY DOMESTIC FICS PLEASE AND THANK YOU

anyways. i'll be back tomorrow to rant more about the darkest hr pt 2 so i'll see you then! also let me know if you want me to stop tagging you @lady-ofmagic-andstars because otherwise i will literally tag you in everything :,)

#merlin #merlin bbc #colin morgan #emrys #bradley james #gwaine #lancelot #arthur pendragon #king arthur #guinevere #morgana #elyan #percival #leon #gaius #uther #angel coubly #katie mcgrath

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