#idk man it sucks

[thotsfortherapy]

okay I've decided I do not like clubbing -_-

#at least not in this town #this is also possibly the whitest cishet town ever #but like. every time I'm just reminded of like all the things that make it horrible to exist as AFAB in this society #we shouldn't HAVE to pull each other away from creepy guys we shouldn't HAVE to be afraid of going home alone #but we do and yes i love that we're out here making sure everyone is safe etc etc #but holy shit i can't just dance in a club and not notice the way the guys are eyeing up the non-men #like how can i enjoy myself if me and my friends are in danger #idk man it sucks #also i got on the wrong bus home and had to walk back to my bus stop lmao #cy says stuff #personal #i wish there were gay clubs here 😭😭😭😭 #though tbh the ones i went to last time still had rancid vibes! #i just want to dance and feel safe is that so much to ask smh #ANYWAYS i am home safe i have succeeded on my experiment #results: no to clubbing #no to house parties where i don't know anyone and it just smells like smoke and also a bunch of ppl are just making out for some reason #yes to hanging out with friends and mutuals! #and yes i can get myself home safe even at 2am

[fallout-hoe]

I’ve been wanting to get back into fallout 4, but every time I start up the game I immediately feel bored 😭

#most frustrating feeling #every time I finish the main story I have a difficult time continuing #it just feels like there’s not much else to do after #although I know that’s not true #idk man it sucks #fallout 4

[amateur-selfshipper]

I feel like people don’t like my Hazbin stuff that much here

#Which sucks cuz I have friends who insert into the show #Idk man it sucks

[jeanivere]

sketch feat. the tweets that inspired it

tell me you guys get it tho like why is he built

#bg3 #gale bg3 #gale of waterdeep #baldur's gate 3 #gale baldurs gate 3 #fanart #my art #im too lazy to put more tags #anyway idk why he has abs dude #hes a nerdy cat man who lives alone #hes not gonna be built like he is in game... #yeah hes hot with abs but hes even better with a bit of pudge #but thats just my two cents #dont mind how bad the sketch is #i dont have an excuse i just suck #anyway

[bixels]

I watched Starship Troopers tonight.

#personal #dumb #my art #immediately after finishing i was pumped to watch some analysis vids on it #cuz i heard a lot of the drama about the original author being a pro military fascist and the director going “fuck that” and making a satir #scrolling through youtube search results was not promising. lots of male film buffs i would Not trust even on a first glance. #“The Critical Drinker” (pfp of a bearded man drinking alcohol) lol. #and then I saw cinemawins did a video on it and was like oh nice i haven't seen his stuff in a while but he's a pretty leftist creator #scrolled through the comments #second panel face #this sucks i'm outta here. #just leagues and leagues and leagues of anime pfps and right leaning people dogpiling on him for “not understanding what fascism is” #idk it's pretty alien and weird to me watching this movie and going “wow yeah that was pretty obvious huh” like literally the from opening #to the teacher preaching militance and only giving voting rights to “those who serve their nation first and earn it” #and then seeing droves of people online going #WHAT ARE YOU TALKING ABOUT? It's not anti-fascist and even if it was it's #the director's fault for desecrating heinlein's incredible sci-fi epic vision. ermm media literacy is dead.

[pettygods]

the ac compressor in my car is busted how am i supposed to drive anywhere when it’s 105 outside. huh. how am i not going to melt. how am i supposed to go down a texas highway (where the unspoken minimum speed limit is 80mph otherwise a lifted truck will tailgate you for 30 minutes) with the windows down in my car huh??? how? how am i meant to live like this???

#kiwi.txt #and the worst part is that paying to get it fixed will cost more than my car is worth……… #i have a plan to buy a new car but i won’t be able to afford the down payment u til the end of octoberrrrr UGH #i know this is a stupid thing to complain about bc i am very lucky to be able to buy a new car at all #but august is one of the hottest months in tx and i regularly overheat in tx summers to the point where i either #have a heat stroke or almost have a heat stroke #what am i meant to do if i have a heat stroke while driving #can’t just pull over to the side of the road bc it’ll be just as hot!! cant keep driving bc i WILL pass out #idk man it sucks

[solarpunkani]

Hot 4am take but I feel like if we want to get people more interested in making their yards a more habitable space for wildlife like insects, we have to acknowledge that ‘Don’t want bugs in your house’ is still a 100% fair and valid point of view. ‘Loves nature’ and ‘doesn’t want roaches spiders and mosquitoes in the house’ aren’t opposites.

And with that in mind, when we propose to people that spraying pesticides around houses is Not A Good Idea, Actually, I feel like we need to give an alternative asides from ‘deal with it.’

#solarpunk #anti pesticides #ani rambles #this is coming from personal opinion at 4am keep that in mind but like #I’m scared of roaches. i’m fine with them outside though #my parents dont like roaches and for good reason. they spray Ortho Home Defense along the veeery edge of the concrete by the doors to #keep roaches and shit from coming in because yknow. Florida. #if I tell them ‘hey actually we shouldn’t spray pesticides inside (ie raid spray) or outside (ie home defense) #theyre gonna ask wtf to do instead to prevent roaches #and if I tell them ‘nothing suck it up buttercup’ they’re gonna laugh and then double down on the sprays #we gotta have an alternative ready and honestly maybe I’m not looking in the right places but I genuinely don’t know of any #like one online friend told me leaving brush piles around the yard decreased the amount of bugs trying to come in but like #thats one person. anecdotal. and I haven’t seen anything online confirming that as a thing (yet) #idk man I’m going to bed. #might delete later #house pest saga

[indimiart]

hugs aren’t always the solution, especially after nightmares, and Nievan knows well that sometimes they can be too much. so he waits, and if a hug is what’s asked for, then he’s more than happy to give it. And if not? That’s okay, too.

#nievan ilthurin #bg3 #tav #astarion #baldurs gate 3 #baldurs gate fanart #bg3 astarion #bg3 tav #baldurs gate astarion #baldur’s gate 3 #tav x astarion #astarion x tav #digital artist #digital art #artists on tumblr #idk man lately I’ve had all the feels #this week sucked but art made it better #I love his bedhead so much #I am very normal about them

[trickycactus]

god DAMN has my period completely tanked my emotional state. feel nothing but hopelessness and despair. very cool.

#i did get bad news back about how much i can borrow for a mortgage (hint: not enough n this market bcuz of my take home pay vs student debt) #which i could pay off my debt w the govt forgiveness but bcuz its being fought in court rn idk if it will actually happen #but i dont want to fork out the money now if i can get it done in a few months by the govt #so im interrogating myself over whether i should go back to job hunting cuz this current pay checks extremely non competitive #but baby jesus do i hate and feel purest misery at job hunting #and honestly?? feeling very bad that all the girls i work w can rely on their spouses/fiances as the breadwinners #and mayb thats part of why my own pay is so low. the others in my position r expected to not b solely supporting themselves #idk man it sucks

[genderkoolaid]

european italians when italian americans have their own pronunciations & spellings because we are a linguistically isolated diaspora & most of our families spoke regional dialects instead of standard italian when they immigrated anyways:

#also idk man. i grew up in an area with no real italam community #my family barely speaks italian/neapolitan at all #it kinda sucks that italam language is seen as a joke/as mangled Italian #when so many of us never learned it bc our families refused to teach it #for safety & security! to assimilate! that sucks!! #like yeah god forbid we enjoy having a unique culture & having some connection to our ancestors #didn't realize we needed yalls permission to speak !!! #m.

[crismakesstuff]

ponyfies your superhero show 🐎🌟

#invincible #invincible show #my little pony #my little pony crossover #mlp au #my little pony friendship is invincible #invincible au #invincible fanart #mark grayson #omniman #omni man #nolan grayson #debbie grayson #atom eve #samatha eve wilkins #crismakesstuff #i think soooo much about them #pls notice the red streak I gave nolan in his mane/tail #yes I pulled inspo from king sombra for nolan hehe #his eyes get a similar mist whe he uses dark magic #i like to think filly mark cuddled up a lot against his dad and that nolan just would cover him with his wing #mark the fluffy boy just like his dad c: #eve is on like twilight sparkle and starlight glimmer shit #had to give eve the traditional unicorn features they fit her so so much #mark became an alicorn is like his l getting his powers he was just a pegasus before #he’s struggling sm w his magic #idk what pony names I’d give them tho i suck at that

[yaspup9000]

Sometimes I just don’t care

I don’t care about professionalism sometimes.. I just wanna exist

#digital illustration #idk man #Dog #graphic design is my passion #graphic design is my burden #And yes I know I suck at spelling thank you

[ghostboyhood]

this has probably been said but i cant believe shane madej, the one who says steal from the rich, is agreeing to put this behind a paywall

#this sucks dude #ive been watching these guys for probably a decade or so now #and theyre doing this #idk man #nobody thinks this is a good idea.. nothing good could come from this #nobody cares about better quality.. #sorry this is js really disappointing to see #watcher #shane madej #ryan bergara #shane and ryan

[copias-juicebox]

His military outfit please.

#the military jacket is even worse #If i ever see someone cosplaying that outfit i am going to fuck them. #i‘d suck a dick or eat pussy idk if you are man or woman #and i mean that i am going to seduce them.. or just ask if we can have sex right on the spot #the last one is my fav because of his cake and cute lil kick #ghost band #ghost #papa emeritus #tobias forge #ghesties #myedit #ghost sweden #papa emeritus iv #copia #the band ghost #ghost bc

[coquelicoq]

if you're wondering what the big deal is about the louis-philippe sentence in les misérables, it is, in the original french, 760 words long. the subject of the sentence doesn't appear until 95% of the way through, at word #711; the main verb is word #712. the sentence contains 91 commas and 49 semicolons and is almost entirely a list of laudatory adjectival phrases describing the erstwhile king of france. this is perhaps especially notable because les mis is, shall we say, not known for being particularly gung-ho about the monarchy.

this sentence copied and pasted into Word takes up more than one page single-spaced. in the 1800-page folio classique edition, it is fully two and a half of those 1800 pages. that means that les mis is 0.14% this single sentence. more of les mis is made up of this sentence than earth's atmosphere is made up of carbon dioxide (0.04%). if the page count of les mis stayed the same but every sentence was the length of this one, les mis would consist of only 720 sentences total.

incidentally, guess who named hugo a peer of france 17 years before the publication of les mis?

#he also goes on for another six pages after this but by then he has remembered the existence of the full stop #the endnotes say that hugo 'se devait de faire [ce portrait] aussi favorable que possible à la personnalité de l'homme #qui avait favorisé sa carrière' (had to make this portrait as favorable as possible to the character of the man who had favored his career) #in fairness to hugo it's not like louis-philippe was alive to read this. so he wasn't just sucking up to get something out of it #he says at the end of the chapter that this description is 'entirely disinterested'. which like on the one hand i get #bc like i said louis-philippe was not in power and reading this. but otoh victor 'ancien pair de france' hugo u r not exactly unbiased. lol #les mis #lm 4.1.3 #i just looked up the english translation and gasp! hapgood turned it into four separate sentences!!!! #so i think y'all who are reading it via les mis letters (which uses hapgood i think?) are gonna miss out on the full experience :/ #my posts #linked to #syntax #idk if i got this across but the worst part is that the subject of the sentence - the beginning of the independent clause - #doesn't occur until the very end. so for the first 95% of the sentence you're just waiting for the bass to drop!!! #like reading it out loud you have to raise your pitch at the end of every dependent clause because you haven't gotten to the subject yet #AND THERE ARE SO MANY CLAUSES!! 49 SEMICOLONS PEOPLE!!! FORTY-NINE!!!! #victor hugo would be TERRIBLE as a hype man. he would take so long that the crowd would tear him to pieces with their fingernails #before louis-philippe could come out on stage. and then they'd be so mad at louis-philippe for inspiring him that they'd tear LP apart too #actually i think i'm using hype man wrong. i'm thinking of the guy that gets the crowd hyped up for the main guy before the main guy #makes an appearance. a hype man is the guy who makes interjections during a song. victor hugo would be bad at both of these #like just imagine the announcer at the beginning of a basketball game. and now...your starting lineup...at power forward... #and then he just says the 760-word louis-philippe sentence. #dead. murdered at the hands of the fans. microphone shoved down his trachea.

[sketchz]

do these sins belong to you, too?

#toh #the owl house #toh spoilers #luz noceda #watching and dreaming #man I suck at backgrounds #idk what color to put there... #sketchz's stuff