#idk why im freaking

[galaxicnerd]

SM1L3! >:]

#homestuck #hom3stuck #galaxicsart #karkat vantas #terezi pyrope #karezi #theyre like so in love #and i DONT CARE WHAT YOU SAY!!!!!! #THEYRE SO WONDERFUL #also this blew up on twitter and frankly! im scared #idk why it freaks me out but it does #im grateful but damn!!!!!

[szsza36]

Gay but like in a homophobic way

#you know what i mean? #scout tf2 #ass pancakes #tf2 freaks #i think thats enough him related tags idk #team fortress 2 #tf2 #team fortress two #yay #this is why you don't heal scouts #yay x2 #its mostly headcanons #i dont own the lil guy #i just gave him his own personality #and un-homestucked the hammer im sorry #i love him

[lemongogo]

this vash im drawing rn sorry im too excited 2 wait ,i love him so much I LOVE HIMM

#GIGGLGINGGGGF BLUSHSINGGG LIKE LOOKINGG AWAAYY #I LVLE UU I LVOE YOIU #ISKWHJWHAHAGSHAHQHWHWCWW C #lg doodles #trigun #trigun maximum #for oncein my life i feel like . hes vash enough to share #idk how the HELLL PPL DRAW HIS HAIR ITS SOO HARD #Nyqyas . ANYWYAS!!!‼️‼️‼️‼️ #i cant wait to color him though … when i finally get arnd to it #i hve a knives in the corner rn (thts why the lineart looks so fucked over there HAJAHA) #but this fndom is scary and idk if i want them on the same page lest ppl be FREAKS!!!!!!!! #i see one k*v tag im killinh myself

[luck-of-the-drawings]

my TWO FAVORITE THINGS IN THE WORLD, VAMPIRES N COWBOYS... deacon keller is SUCH a fun character, hes charming and funny but ALSO formidable and STRONG when he feels he needsta be. i hope him and arthur can get a chance to talk more and be better friends. l ike really good friend s. . like. like really good f. hangon i gotta go i think i hauve rabies.

#jrwi fanart #jrwi show #jrwi suckening #jrwi suckening spoilers #deacon keller #arthur bennett #OOUGUGHHAAOGUguguhh i feel so cringe whenever i ship two characters. like theyre not even REAL #why cant i be more 'hyperfixated' on getting bitched or something. CHRIST. anwyay i want em to hold hands or smth. yknow. freak stuff. #SO DEACON KELLER!! HE OVERHEARD ARTHUR TALKIN ABT THIS PLACE GETTING ATTACKED.. WE SAW HIM APPROACHING #AND THEN THE WHOLE FEAST PORTION OF THE PARTY HAPPENED N HE GOT STUCK #BUT HE KNEEEWW HE OVERHEARD ARTHUR SOMEHOW!! i just think thats neat. hes dedicated to protecting his people. hes respectable!! #GOD he doesnt even have that much screen time but i LOVE HIMMM n his silly lil shadow steed named Sunshine.. like cmon.... ugh..... #hes sweet n hes funny and he CAARES about the things hes in charge of on some levels. he certainly does his best to look after his own. #god idk what else to write here other than how much hes been on my MMMIND lately. the doctors are still running diagnostiscs #i just think hes so neat... also i think its funny that hes afraid o snakes. OH YKNOW lemme just talk abt my damn art. first o all this too #SSSOOO LONG. WEEKS EVEN.IVE BEEN WORKIN ON IT SINCE EP 5 WAS ON PATREON.it was sposed to be justa buncha doodles but then it Evolved #idk man...cowboys are just so cool...especially w VAMP POWERS..fastest shot in the west for a REASON BABY...n with the red smoke #n the glowing eyes..CMOn thats so cool i hadta get my visions into reality. the eyes were inspired by the music video for RATTLESNAKE (kglw #that where the IM THE SERPENT lines come from.lyrics from tha song.ooh yeah i love kglw so much...i also have other hidden messages here #i like to hide things...ALSO ALSO. I HAD SO MUCH TROUBLE W SO MUCH O THIS. the two bits with arthur n deacon biting eachother. AGONY #POSES ARE SO HHARRDDD SAME WITH THAT doodle o arthur slammin deacons head into the ground. WEEKS to get that pose RIGHT. I BLED SO MUCH #OHH AND GUNS???COWBOYHATS?? HIS GAY LIL JACKET? W THE DANGLIES?? AGOONYYY IT TOOK SO LONG TO PERFECT IT..especialy guns. OUUUHH #i also dont draw mustaches enough... which sucks bc im weak for a good mustache... BUT i think im doing pretty well on that. #it was hard but yknow what!! i think i did good! i rly like how this all turned out!! EXCEPT FOR THA FUCKIN RIBBON BOW THING I FORGOT TODRA #IN THE TOP RIGHT... THAT I JSUT NOTICED...its fine its fine i dont care that much. this is good enough to FEAST upon so im content n happy. #anyway i gotta leave ina few hours to start TRAINING for my NEW JOB!! CHEER FOR ME!! TRUCK IS A BLACKJACK DEALER NOW!! IEAAAHHH BABYYYY!!!! #thanku for reading my weird lil scrolls i bury beneath my posts. if u leave tags i WILL absorb them. and feel joy.

[lunian]

I'm gonna burn somewhere worse than Hell and its my SHAME FOR TRYING IT

If a game has it so... He is not saying he is against Tav themself participating in it, thats what curious about it, THERES NO EVEN -1 DISSAPROVAL IN A WHOLE SCENE (like it would be with other more monogamous character)

MY MAN DONT BE SO EMBARASSED OMFGGGG *cries from shame with him*

Thats a high level activation of one freaky wizard's secret desires

EVEN IF HALSIN JOINS???

HE IS THE MOST INSANE PERSON TO ROMANCE WITH (VERY AFFECTIONATELY, LIKE ACTUALLY BC GODDAMN WHAT)

#25 difficulty pffff not for my tav with all perks to charisma #.....and Halsin's Guidance...i could even use own Gale's Guaidance THATS A THING #tw mature language #bg3 spoilers #gale x tav #gale romance #gale of waterdeep #gale dekarios #baldur's gate #baldur's gate 3 #mystuff #its so funny and... actually cool idk im- #he is such a freak.. as my tav so its amazing #they should have had a convo about it after WHY THEY DIDNT HAVE IT #GALE SHOW ME YOUR NOTES ARE THEY FOR WEAVE STUFF

[wingsandpetals]

WHATEVER. look at. um. my self ship art. boy

#idk why i chose to post this before the other much less embarrassing one i drew. i guess im not sure if im finished with that one #i forgot gils' freaking collar. #my art. #self ship art #🧽 #gils gilson #AH :( Don't throw rocks at me please

[ollierachnid]

thank you robert and colm for carrying the weight of having the funniest chemistry this season

#pretzel talks #tua spoilers #the umbrella academy #klaus hargreeves #reginald hargreeves #idk why they were so good but they were I think we should let them bite each other into pieces next season #i think the fact that reggie is also a socially inept freak is funny #'quiet im on a roll'. klaus voice: he was not

[becauseplot]

Anyway for entirely justifiable reasons (<-is a glutton for angst) I need Chayanne and Tallulah to be present when the hummingbirds come around or a note about the 'wise old crow' appears in their house, causing qPhil to have one of his derealization/reality-questioning episodes. I need it. I need it to happen SO bad. Because they’ve seen Phil get roughed up in a fight, they’ve seen him angry, they’ve seen him wary and even nervous, but they have NEVER seen him doubt like that.

People have already made posts talking about how the cage-for-a-cage/child-of-the-sky stuff has been particularly rough on qPhil, who relies heavily on his constant vigilance, keen senses, and hyper-awareness of his surroundings for reassurance. He's the kind of guy who walks into a room and has already charted at minimum two escape routes by the time he takes a seat, you know? He sees and processes and stores information on everything, at all times, and he uses this to act in the best interest of his and his loved ones' collective survival.

His kids see this side of him too, most significantly in the ways that he looks after them: always keeping an eye on the back of the group, never far from Tallulah, and constantly analyzing Chayanne's fighting style to give helpful critique to optimize his attacks. Chayanne and Tallulah know that everything he's ever done was to protect them. Also, he's always there to offer them advice when they're feeling lost, and even if he doesn't have all the answers they need, he gives enough reassurances and promises to put their minds at ease. Phil is confident in what he knows. In their eyes, he is strong. He is a fortress, safe and impenetrable.

You could say that about a lot of children's perceptions of their parents/guardians/mentors. The older, guiding forces in our lives always seemed strong and infallible to us as kids. That's why it was always unnerving to see them get sick, or get stressed, or cry. Observing weakness in those people felt so, so wrong because we never considered the fact that they were capable of it; it was just impossible.

So, the situation: Phil is suffering in a way that makes him question the very same reality that he was a master of not too long ago. Whenever it happens, he goes quiet, looks around, mutters to himself, breathes shakily, fidgets. He is visibly unnerved and uncertain.

If Chayanne and Tallulah are there, they're gonna notice---they're perceptive, just like him. I'd imagine they'd try to ask him if he's okay, and he'd reassure them that he's fine, and maybe that's enough the first time. But, as more incidents arise, and as time goes on, they start to see more of this out-of-nowhere uneasiness, fear, from him, which is worrying, especially because he won't tell them why.

NOW. Phil has been upfront about a lot of things with Chayanne and Tallulah in the past. For example, during the height of the code attacks, Phil told them everything he ever learned about the codes, every single new development, to ensure that his kids were well informed and prepared. He was frank about the threat on their lives because to sugar-coat anything would be doing them a disservice. It was important they knew all of the cold, hard facts, even if it took away even more of their precious childhood innocence. He values their happiness, but safety comes first. It has always come first.

But this is different. It's not cold hard facts. Phil doesn't know what to believe anymore. When the hummingbirds come around and his reality comes into question, he doesn't know what is real, what he can trust, what is fact. His senses have been compromised. Hell, he's still trying to convince himself that he's not going crazy when all evidence seems to suggest that he's losing his goddamn mind. He doesn't know what to tell his kids, so he tells them nothing.

So now here stands Chayanne and Tallulah. There is something that is scaring their dad, and he won't tell them what is, so on top of the knowledge that their unwavering father is, in fact, capable of true, genuine fear, he's suddenly keeping things from them. Their dad is keeping things from them because he is scared. And I can't imagine a realization more terrifying than that.

#goddamn i did not mean to write an essay i just have SO many thoughts about this #cw derealization mention #look idk if what qphil goes through when he starts questioning the presence of birds/if he's dreaming is like an *actual* dereal. episode #but man if it doesn't make him question his reality and freak him the fuck out #so im calling it 'derealization/reality-questioning' just to cover my bases #yall get what i mean though #dont mind me im just rambling #qsmp philza #qsmp chayanne #qsmp tallulah #actually super nervous to post this longpost so if it vanishes uhhhh you know why

[beelzeballing]

wow. its her. its spiderwoman.

#tma #moogsles #annabelle cane #the magnus archives #did this at work cuz i aint got shit to do #idk why ive drawn annabelle twice now #im not like. a huge annabelle fan #as in i LIKE her shes COOL #but im not obsessed w/her? im normal abt her #so idk what it is abt this funky freak that makes me wanna draw ger

[androgynouspenguinexpert]

guess who's been listening to hush videos again and taking notes for The Lore Document

#redacted asmr #redacted audio #redactedverse #art #illustration #redacted hush #im not sold on this design like its cool but it might be too whimsical #i dont want hush to be Some Guy though #(also those black marks on his face and neck? those aren't tattoos. those are closed eyes.) #(why? idk its freaky) #designing a freak is refreshing after weeks of Guys

[francy-sketches]

so true

#stole this from my twitter oomfie idk where its from #where my fellow freaks at 😈 #joffreaks grab your crossbows #the censors are sending me idk why #I'm so glad I wasnt around during this era but also I'm a bit sad bc this is funny #sighs dreamily as I imagine people sending me death threats for being a joffrey enjoyer #im assuming this is from like 2014 idk

[anonymouscheeses]

I'm gonna be shitting and screaming and starting fights if Sera becomes a villain. I can't take sibling angst, Sera loves Emily I swear guys believe meeee.

#im making a fanfic of two and a half halos and the mc is Emily and it focuses alot on her and sera's dynamic #ill probablg send it here when im done. in 100 years because i havent finished a fic in 20 centuries #hazbin hotel sera #seraphim #hazbin sera #emily hazbin hotel #hazbin emily #hazbin hotel emily #emily seraphim #hazbin hotel #PLEASE DONT MENTION HAND PLACEMENF PLEASE /S #I WAS DRAWINF THIS AT 3 AM AND I KEPT BLACKINF OUT BUT I KNEW ID LOSE MOTIVATION IF I DIDNT FINISH #I DIDNT NOTICE UNTIL I WAS DONE SO PLS JST- IDK. JST LOOK AT MY BABIES #i headcanon Sera as trans. for pride month i have the idea of putting every ship and character under their pride flags #sooo sera is gonna be covered with a trans flag and emily... also trans becauze everyone is trans becauze o said so #charlie is ALSO trans because i said so #i came up wit trans sera on my own(idk if it existed be4 but i jst thot of it and got all happy cuz she is so trans idc) but #i freaking love trans emoly and trans charlie so for a bit i felt wrong for hc so many characters as trans #rhen i woke up one day and was loke. yeah idgaf they all trans cuz theres not enoigh #like im not gonna ALAAYS depict them as trans except sera(she is 100% trans to me) i like the other hcs for fun. im so srs for sera i 💜 her #sera just wants to hug her huggable sister sometimes and thats ok! 💜💜 #art #fanart #artists on tumblr #digital art #*in stupid egg boy voice* i wish Sera would hold ME in her arms... 😔 #gave them snouts because i cannot deal with the no noses. it genuinely disturbs me. have yall SEEN velvettes side profile omfg 😨 #my babies... i just want them to be happy. why must there be sibling angst... they jst want to do whats right ☹️ #im gonna fight to protect Sera from spme of yall fr fr cuz she do not deserve to be SO hated. JST. JST GET TO KNO HER I SWEAR SHE COOL #like i get it. what she doin is wrong. but if you was in her shoes you know you would do the same dont even lieeee 😨

[xmoonlitxdreamx]

I only care about insignificant things, so. here's an ow2 junkrat edit where his left pant leg matches his right.

#other ppl: here are edits of my ow face headcanons! #me: here's my uh. pants headcanon. #idk why his ow2 left leg is so lame to me. the pants could at least be poofier going into the weird shin guard to create some contrast...... #mostly i just miss his stupid skinny leg being exposed. im a freak for calves ok sorry #his ow1 boot was cuter too. just a big ol black boot. and i like the rag tag bandages #i know they were going more inventor/mechanic angle for him in ow2 which i get but i think they couldve pulled back just a little bit #(aka his leg) #anyway. #blab

[theskymahtin]

I can't stop thinking about the Watcher thing it's just so fascinatingly bizarre . like so many components of that decision and how they handled it were so bad and so completely out of left field for how they've operated in the past I am baffled . Someone put these guys under a microscope Stat

#watcher #like ?? it all boils down to money i know but wow #like i dont think Anyone would've cared that they introduced a subscription service if they hadnt announced it in the worst most victim #complex way possible + made SUCH a stark leap from completely paid to completely behind a paywall ?? i do not know how they expected that t #go over well #i guess i am just most baffled by the way it seems to suggest that they are just so out of touch when previously #they seemed overall very humble and down to earth #i do not think theyre just like evil money hungry freaks or something #like definitely its also that they also just want to keep improving and making better stuff and that takes more money but also . #like ....... their content Has gone a little downhill despite it all . i think most people have been thinking that and just holding out hop #that it wasnt true. #idk im gonna stop talking its not important #i dont even know why im so invested in this actually . its just . so bizarre as previously stated #trainwreck etc. #i am glad they frantically took everything back dear god #funny to watch a little i must admit #mine

[m0e-ru]

P4G Anime Adachi’s car - Lexus/Altezza IS200

P4 Dojima’s car - Land Rover (idk the exact model really it's a standard japanese right hand drive with a left side tailgate tire apparently)

P4G Anime Marie's guitar - G&L Telecaster Blueburst

P4 Visualive Attendant's shoes - Bapesta Nigo era Orange-Black Halloween limited edition 👍

#p4 #persona 4 #p4v #ゲッー #tohru adachi #ryotaro dojima #marie persona #⛽️🌫 #moel gas station attendant #// 'what kind of miscellaneous trivia is this' stuff that rotate in my mind for seven hours a day #// why would you need this you ask. um . if you want a really specific way to describe how adachis car crashes or something idk #// spent another hour trying to look for dojimas exact land rover model i straight up just gave up #// me when im modeling for a ps2 game and nobody'll care anyway lol #// no i didnt find all of this on my own just ask a resident geek about cars and guitars but found the SHOES on my own #// like damn this looks like a knockoff nike /looks up knockoff jp nike brand/OH MY GOD #// i think it's silly i showed them the guitar and they straight up just glanced at the headstock and said 'g&l telecaster' oakay #// i love you guitar freaks and your headstocks i will never know what a lespaul is though sorry #// straight up. exhausting my post count i did this to stop myself from posting OH WELL

[frozenhi-chews]

I don't mind projection onto fictional characters that much, heck I do it myself. (Aspec characters my beloved.) But sometimes peojection just turns into overly sanded projections of the canonical characters themselves.

Heck not even projection, sometimes they'll just do whatever to the character to the point they're barely recognizable. Making them sanded and flat to put in the most bare bones stuff for like, memes and other forms of projection. Thinking it's cool or funny to have them be that way when it very clearly goes against canon.

Idk I'm just tired of seeing characters dulled down for whatever headcanons and ships and whatnot just because people can't handle nuance and think of them deeper than a surface level interpretation. PLEASE go back and look at the characters in canon and study them for a bit. Build headcanons off of that. Sometimes they'll do things that you won't do and that's fine. Not everything is for personal projection. (Though there's nothing wrong in being a self indulgent a little)

#yes this is about what i saw on twitter regarding starlo #no hes not a big breasted always cool high-noon cowboy himbo people tend to make him out to be #like literally i found out why i didnt like so many of those interpretations. its not just the fact so many of those are of North Star- #-and not Starlo #like okay. i can see Starlo doing some of those things as North Star and being drunk #but that's not all he is?? #people on Twitter forget he's a nerd #hes a freaking NERD. a farmer whos a NERD #COME ON #North Star is a front. its a persona. it's not who he completely is #people literally just took him. gave him a cool himbo personality. and slapped a big chest on him and called it a day #with like. none of the nuance of him being the insecure (and even self loathing) farmer he was and grew up as. and still kinda is #idk. sometimes it's nice to indulge that side of him but it becomes exhausting to see that its ALL people see him as #for petes sake im gonna make yall draw him as a nerd farmer #the cake doth speak #fandom