#idk why this is an art account anyways

[toaster-fire-art]

haven't drawn them in awhile so have these :D

#tgcf #tian guan ci fu #heaven official's blessing #tgcf fanart #hob #my art #toasterfireart #xie lian #hua chang #hualian #i love them #i think about them constantly #time for quick sketches #:D #i am actualy so art blocked rn #i have many things that I want to post but it somehow feels weird to post things out of the blue?? #idk why this is an art account anyways #I #m sure y'all wont care if i jump from fandom to fandom cuz that's just how my mind works bb #oh um #cw slight body horror #hc's missing an eye #because he is #the intamacy hhhhhgrrggrgrgrghvcvw

[pillowprinx]

if you’re following my main and/or art blog then you’ll already know I’m remaking blogs, I don’t know if I’ll be remaking this blog any time soon but if you’d like to know if/when that happens then you’ll have to follow my new blogs

#whimsy whispers #also remaking my discord account for the same reason as why I’m remaking blogs #as mentioned on my other blogs I’m not saying my new urls publicly so you’ll have to message me for the new urls #I don’t think the people I’m trying to prevent from finding my blogs knows of this blog cause I only gave this url to people through dms #but like I’m still paranoid about the possibility of certain people monitoring my blogs and somehow finding this one #I’m honestly a bit worried they’ll still find my new blogs despite all the effort I’m going through to make sure they don’t but idk #I’m not sure if that can be helped or not #but yeah farewell thanks for following this blog #I know I wasn’t very active here and i honestly don’t know if/when I’ll make another nsfw/suggestive art blog #it’s fun art to do just like as said on main and my art blog I’m burnt out uninspired and just don’t find much joy in art lately so #anyways yeah message my other blogs if you’re interesting in following me to my new accounts toodles

[izloveshorses]

here's a little wip share!

Since I've been out of art school for a while now I've been craving a good long term project, and what better subject than my favorite show? :) I'm pretending like Anastasia is an animated production/video game/whatever and I'm in charge of putting together a 'concept art book'/illustrated guide (for lack of a better term). Which means there would be extensive artwork of each costume, character lineups, background/set paintings, and prop studies. I'm currently still working on drawing and rendering all the assets and once they're all drawn I'll arrange them in a page layout as if they'll be printed in a big book!

But since it will be several months/year+ before it's finished I thought i could share some of my progress so far and possibly document the process as we go along. Here is an act i lineup of the principal characters, some examples of character costume sheets, and a couple screenshots of some ensemble costumes in various stages of completion. I've also rendered several props and I've started a couple background paintings, but I'll share those later.

Why embark such a tedious project, you ask? Well! because. i want to. So far it's been pretty fun. my obsessive collection/scholarly archive of reference photos of this show are finally being put to good use 🙈

Feel free to send any questions about the project my way! <3

#anastasia broadway #anastasia musical #anastasia #my art #fan art #iz draws #i need a tag for this hmm #anastasia illustrated guide #i guess akhsjldf #anyway #i'm trying to share wips more often so we have that Accountability #idk how long this will take bc i haven't made a hard deadline for myself yet but i'm currently working on it pretty steadily so idk #but stay tuned :) #also pls take a moment to admire count ipolitov he turned out really nicely #u can tell my crush on constantine is showing aslhdkjf #ur like why does that one ensemble man keep appearing Extra Handsome? 🧐 #bc... this is for me #also we're using his gleb ashlkdjf #bc. it's for me <3 #and dima is turning out well too <333 #his head is so empty #these may be adjusted several more times as the process goes on but rn i'm just trying to keep moving along instead of getting stuck on one #next post i should share my spreadsheet and reference folder aslhkdfj #bc it's almost neurotic #but i don't want to forget anyone alhskdf #but yeah pls click for better res :) #wip

[candlecanoe]

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#gordon freemind #freemind #felix freemind #eddie freeman’s mind #eddie freemans mind #cicero fryman #freeman’s mind #freemans mind #freemans mind freeman's mind why do they have to be 2 completely separate tags @_@ #anyway haii hey :3 #doodles n stuff from all over the place enjoy #i forgot i can post anything i want on this account #i always wanna post really finished stuff #i guess im used to insta where everyone is rabid animals #kat art #blasting pierce the veil drawing freemind is the best experience ever i suggest it #and also a little bit of sws but only Who are you now #cause i like the yeah yeah part💜 #also #i used to hate bulletproof love but idk its kinda freecrime #MY LOVE FOR YOUUUU WAS BULLETPROOOF BUT UR THE ONE WHO SHOT ME #ILL SING ALONGGGGGG CAUSE I DONT KNOW AND OTHER SOOOOOOOONG WOAH OH #sorry im silly #doaasuuu :3

[puppydewmelon]

Ratchet and clank double sided charm I designed and then had a heart attack when I converted it to cmyk and never ended up getting it ordered. Another time, perhaps

#ratchet and clank #r&c #love these guys so much #art #my art #digital art #ratchet #clank #idont know how to tag properly on this site idont think i ever did i just end up rambling a little #no harm in that tho right #im sure iys what people will come to my account for #anyway rn im just getting thru my backlog of art so i think I'll be able to post consistently for at least a few more days #i get more critical the older back i go but if you want a full uh discography of 80% of my art go to my instagram #self promo isuppose but also iam not ever posting my stuff from 3 years ago on here iys so garbo . like im proud of how far ive come for #sure but also its a little ugly. anyway. rstchet and clank. love those silly littke guys. theyve been in my life since i was like 9 #im 20 now for reference #idk why that matters actually #anyway i credit ratchet for the reason i grew up loving anthropomorphic animal characters and i credit clank for my absolute and total #adoration of robots

[gentlethorns]

fuck dude i have got to find a job where i can be self-employed and creative. i cannot be in fucking retail hell anymore

#she bork #tbd #like now i don't deal w customers which is cool but now that i work at like a big retail store and not a little mall outlet the pressure is #insane. and i have bosses who never say good job or thank you and who have set me up to fail by throwing a department on me that i was not #hired to run or trained for and frankly don't have time to run properly either. so every week just starts w me in our weekly meeting being a #fucking piñata like 'why didn't you get this done 🤨 you need to manage your time better 🤨 you're losing sales 🤨' and i'm like i'm trying!!!! #what more can i do!!!!!! and then the side of it i actually kind of enjoy (which is what i was originally hired to do) is very very hard on #my body bc it's a very physical job (i run the team that unloads the trucks every day and like i'm usually helping unload bc i'm not just #gonna stand there and watch while my team busts their asses lol) and now i'm finding out that it's actually not normal to wake up every day #w your joints screaming and stiff and that i might have a chronic condition (doctor is thinking some sort of chronic inflammatory arthritis #but i won't know if my imaging and blood tests showed anything until like mid-june) and i'm like. so even the part of my job that i don't #mind as much is not good bc it's like actively destroying my body. okay sick 🤠 and i don't wanna quit bc i've only been there for like #eight months and this job would be really valuable on a resume but i don't want it to look like i'm a job hopper or like i'm fickle or #unreliable. so i'm stuck here for a while i think. but the pressure is destroying me mentally and i know i need to find a position somewhere #else that is 1. not fucking goddamn retail bc retail will always be hell and 2. not management bc i don't see myself ever really getting #into upper management but lower/middle management gets shit on the most so if i go somewhere else and end up in middle management i'll be #right back to wanting to kill myself in a matter of months. basically i'm tired of expectations and pressure and stress and i'm tired of #waking up at fucking 2:30 every morning just to go in and get shit on and destroy my body all over something that in the end i do not fuckin #care about. i need to make art and be held accountable by only myself. idk i've been toying w the idea of learning how to tattoo and trying #to start establishing some artistic skill so maybe eventually i can do that? not now bc the economy sucks and that's scary lol and anyway i #have to give myself some time to actually learn the skill and perfect a style. but it makes decent money (at least before the expense of #supplies and taxes) and allows you to travel and still work and also it would be fun. and i could tattoo myself so it would cut some #expenses for me since i cannot stay away from the damn needle. idk lol i need to save some money before i buy a tattoo gun or anything but #i'm considering it bc i am going fucking crazy rn and ik this feeling will leave me eventually but i also know it will come back bc it #always does. and i'm tired of just surviving and just making it through every day and every week like i want to be happy and this is just #not doing it for me anymore #ugh fuck why couldn't i have been born w a brain that likes numbers and code and technology. i love being an artist but it makes finding a #sustainable career really difficult bc i feel so restless and miserable when i'm stuck in a passionless job but my passions are not #particularly profitable. hate it here why wasn't i born a capybara no job no responsibility just squint and squeak and sun

[aroaessidhe]

2022 reads // twitter thread        

Just Your Local Bisexual Disaster

YA contemporary about an aspiring music photographer who needs a date to her sister's quinceañera

dealing with a crush on her best friend, ex boyfriend, and the new girl in town

and trying to figure out her feelings while preserving her friendships

#Just Your Local Bisexual Disaster #aroaessidhe 2022 reads #also recommend! #i think the best friend relationship was concluded a liiiitle weirdly #like i actually love the concept of 'my friendship feelings for you are just as strong as romantic feelings and i got confused' #(bc romance isn't more important than friendship) #but the way it was a bit entangled with 'straight girl experimenting/messing with my feelings'...idk #i think it's funny how her 'big secret i have to tell her so our relationship isn't a lie' is just. hvaing a private instagram art project #where she talks about her feelings. girl it's no different from a diary except a couple other people r seeing it.... #i mean i know teenagers r like that and also i'd prefer that than some other actually bad plot point written in #i don't. get why it's a big deal though? it' a private account which i assume meant it had no followers #but they keep saying 'telling the whole internet' #writing down your feelings about people to figure out your feelings seems like a perfectly normal healthy thing to do #anyway neither of these are massive criticisms its a good book just my specific thoguhts LOL

[fuzzy-w0rms]

thinking… ralsei fursuit……….

#ive been watching fursuit making videos for the entire day #god. i wanna make one #id probably only make the head n paws n stuff bc ralsei like…. wears clothes….. #and hhh there was a person in my class whos making a toriel fursuit #OH WAIT THEY KNOW MY ACCOUNT SHIT #“toby if they know your account why dont you just talk to them in person” no we’re both shy and idk how to talk to people #person from my class. if youre seeing this. youre really cool and i love your art i just dont know how to initiate conversation </3 #ANYWAYS #utdr furries im looking at you pls teach me your ways

[ethanjhake]

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#i have a lot of art that i just haven't uploaded yet and I'm not sure why #i guess i might be holdings this blog to a higher standard #like everything i post has to be thought through and explainable #when the truth is that i hardly every have an idea of what i want to draw when i sit down #much less any kind of explanation #idk i guess i keep thinking about actually making Songs of the Fallen #and i feel like this blog needs to appear more 'professional' #and i forget that this is tumblr of all places #I'll problem make a whole separate account for professional self promotion whenever i *actually* start making comics #and keep this blog as just a chill place where i post random art and sketches #anyway I'll be posting those other pictures soon #text

[animutate]

SOCIETY IF THESE WERE ACTUALLY USED

#i like these a lot look at them now now now #i get why they decided to make it a tank guy instead bc the logo and like consistent branding etc etc but also. i like pico <3 #this is such a good design too!!! these were drawn by ivanAlmighty fun fact hashtag lore #i miss his old site graphics. the only ones left r the user rankings and i think theres some old art of him after you make your account idk #anyway. head in my hands i am in love with him. #special interest

[aahsoka]

everyday i think about deleting my entire presence online

#i have an art account on tiktok twitter and instagram because …. idk exposure #but god i hate all of those websites #jordan talks #i also havent drawn anything in forever anyways but #theres always that like possibility of gaining a following and getting a professional job or like being able to open a shop #but that would require effort and marketing . #and also talking to people i dont want to #why does my brain crave the quick stimulation that social media gives me i need a job where im not so idle mentally #but not physically idle enough to like do something like doodle

[moniehon]

The other day a mutual of mine called be by my full birth name that I don't use anymore at least on internet and, idk I really don't feel attached to it so it's not like it was unpleasant, it was just weird

#also im sure they didn't do it on purpose #we've been mutuals on my art acc for so many years at some point i probably had that name there #but yeah #im sorry idk why im getting chatty rn #ansjsjsks #anyway #giu txt #sometimes is good to get back on here bc twt can be ugh #and i probably should make different accounts for my art/my personal stuff but I really can't manage multiple accounts #m a mess

[raeygina-george]

hmmmmmmmm... i kinda wanna do some art requests.................

#raey spam #im in like a weird transitional period with my art rn #im gonna start drawing less fanart and focusing more on original stuff #bc fanart is super fun but it doesn't feel true to the art that i want to be making for the rest of my life #that's why i haven't been making much art lately. i just kind of lost inspiration and stuff #i made a 35 day art challenge a while back that i never started & i think now would probably be a good time to get into it #but ehhh idk its a lot to commit to #i think i will actually #but anyways. i also wanna try to test out a new more painterly art style #so if ur a mutual.... and u wanna shoot an ask over to my art blog.... go right ahead #(you can send the request to this account if you want but i'll be posting the piece itself on my art acc)

[lazyspeedy]

on a separate note

#going to come out as gay to my family to see if they can learn to respect basic human decency by shoving it in their face #like dude #why did my brothers decide they were going to go down the #homophobic lite route #for legal purposes #this post is idk #djjsjsjsk like dude #how do u consume art and culture when u don’t respect the ppl behind it #it’s truly bonkers and mind blowing to me #should’ve made them tumblr accounts so they would’ve turned out sjws like muah #but anyways this can’t even ever happen bc im mexican first and foremost #^^

[crows-of-buckets]

God fucking damn I hate Instagram reels. I try to look at funny videos, art speedpaints and cool cosplays but no instead it's filled with extreme right wing, anti gay, zionist bullshit. They keep pushing traditional household accounts down my throat, throw cringe pages at me when the people in that pages are either 1) gay 2) fat 3) neurodivergent or something combination of the three. I geniuenly hate that app so fucking much I keep getting Israel propaganda despite the fact that I have been posting pro Palestine shit on my story idk I just. Really do not like the app rn (or ever)

#why do i keep using it then? #its where i post my art and also because my friends are on there #ive had to have blocked at least 20 accounts today alone #so many of them were trying to make me christian forcibly like #dude there was this one where this lady went 'during the rapture i wont be posting because ill be in heaven with jesus #yeah well no shit if the apocalypse happened i ALSO wouldnt be posting to Instagram dot com but yj #yk* #god dammit i want my tag editing back its not on yhe mobile app anymore #i say anymore i dont think it ever was #it was on web version tho so like #idk why they wont bring it over #anyways #fuck instagram

[tarotmantic]

having an absolute field day rn learning that a writeblr i beta’d for got cancelled three years ago

#this is about mina violet lol #i betad the first couple chapters of devida and Goliath back on 2019 #I vaguely remember her having to abandon her beta bc of covid?? #cause she was an outbreak responder #but idk if I’m making up the covid thing I just remember her cancelling the beta after like chapter 3 #anyways i stopped keeping up with her after that but on and off over the last three years I would get curious if she ever finished d&g #cause it did sound very interesting #esp since I signed up to beta bc she was looking for Asian betas ! #and today I finally did some proper searching cause I knew her account was deactivated #tried googling Mina violent and getting nowhere until I find a CALLOUT POST!!!! #Okay not a call-out exactly it was an archived post detailing the accusations and downfall of Mina #anyways turns out she would have hated me??? cause other than undisclosed art tracing the main criticisms were of unchecked transphobia #aphobia and endangering/bullying/inappropriate behaviour towards minors #and in 2019 I was a minor AND im trans AND aroace #bro this is cray cray #I was never in her violetvineyard discord hence why I missed the drama #tarot.txt #kinda bummed she turned out to kinda suck cause d&g would have slapped