#ill go back and tag the other shit

[fatal-blow]

every time i talk about this stuff I'm reeling with the sheer amount of knowledge and how to convey it to the average layperson

but really if i could sum up everything I've learned about muscles, myofascial pain, and hypermobile, it's this:

start practicing how to do things with the least amount of muscles as possible.

#efficiency is key #the other thing i would say to sum it up is that yours pain is from a million causes that are all the same cause. #like listen. i used to not be able to stand without being in agony. now i just stand around sometimes. #no offense to the professionals (lie) but i know more than they do #i might just be the best physiotherapist you'll ever meet and i am not saying that because i am overconfident #im saying that because even the rheumatoid physiotherapy specialists couldn't keep up #shout out to chelsea tho she's been by far the closest #and also has gotten me hundreds of dollars of mobility aids for free uwuuwu #fatals physio corner #new tag because i guess im not shutting up about this #ill go back and tag the other shit

[toytulini]

Okay i have yet to see a post about this that isnt filled with ppl being Annoying as Fuck on it, but,

theyve found wreckage of the submersible, it imploded (thank god, thats better than a drawn out suffocation over the course of several days, implosion means it was pretty much instantaneous) and the us navy have revealed they heard a weird sound on sunday from about where communication with the sub was lost, that was probably the sound of the implosion, [implied that they didnt say anything cos they didnt want to jump to conclusions without evidence of a wreckage, if there was a chance they were still alive.] no idea what the banging sounds were.

I do hope rescue efforts are extended to the migrants off the coast of greece, and am angry and horrified at their mistreatment, and that the media clearly cares less for their fates than that of the billionaires on the sub.

also, while i have you here,

The difference between a submersible and a submarine is not that one is safer. The titan was a submersible that was unsafe, but that is not because it was a submersible.

A submarine (or sub) is a watercraft capable of independent operation underwater.

A submersible is a watercraft designed to operate underwater, usually supported by a nearby surface vessel, platform, shore team or sometimes a larger submarine.

submarines generally dont go as deep as our deepest submersibles, but some can be down there for months at a time bc it is like. a self sufficient Ship. not all submersibles can go crazy deep, but to my knowledge, the only crewed vessels that can go that deep, are submersibles. (Alvin, deepsea challenger, limiting factor, trieste, fendouzhe or "striver").

#toy txt post #titan submersible #if ppl start being annoying on this post. ill turn off reblogs and block all of you. make your own post. #reblog the other ones where people are already being annoying #yes i hate billionaires. but im glad it was a quick death. it was a horrific situation. hope those migrants are given support and help. #i hope oceangate is fined to hell and back and bankrupted and never gets to put anyone in any sort of vehicle ever again #especially not in the ocean. im a little glad that ceo is dead in his own stupid sub im just frustrated he was able to take other ppl with #him. the fact that he was able to operate that unregulated non safety standard meeting ass vehicle and charge people money to ride in it is #fucking insane and unconcioable however you spell that #and now i need to go shower real quick and try to get like. a little over 3hrs of sleep. which will suck but i did accidentally nap for #like? 2 hrs already so it doesnt suck as bad as it could. goodnight please dont be stupid on this post please please please #if you have a hot take on the situation im begging you to hot take it Some Where Else! thank you! good bye #im not gonna bother linking shit feel free to fact check just fuckin. google titan submersible. James Cameron is tossing his 2 cents in now #saw 2 separate articles on that already. thats fine i guess he has been down there in safer vehicles so i guess he can shit talk how unsafe #it is. anyway. saw someone in the comments of a post say it was a submersible bc it was too unsafe to be a submarine and i wanted to start #screaming. thats not what those fucking words mean! at all! god! #irl death #idk what else to tag #behave. bye

[morblr]

interesting that when i opened up about my struggles coexisting with womanhood, being perceived as inherently vulnerable, and living with a malfunctioning reproductive system many of my trans friends insisted that my living with a female body was akin to "living in hell" and that my key to escape was pursuing HRT once i turned 18

i lived with a sense of desperation and need to escape my own skin for years because those statements fostered such severe self hatred and dysphoria that even studying endocrine functions for my anatomy exams would send me into suicidal spirals. felt numb for years because all i associated any expression of emotion with was disgust; feeling deeply was a "womanly vestige" that testosterone would rid me of someday

interesting that getting out of my head and leaving online spaces behind to live and work with women from different walks of life, especially those who had found a path i could see myself taking was the only thing that brought me back to baseline. i can feel real pride in my capabilities and accomplishments realizing that they've come about from and build upon the legacy of countless women before me instead of trying to sever myself from them. i can actually have long, productive conversations with other women about our shared experiences as women in academia, making our way in the world. there's no miracle drug to escape our struggles here, but i think i'm happier for it

#mine #desisted #radfem #idk. thoughts. was talkinb about this with someone the other day #the more experience i gain just from living in the world the less convinced i am that #something touted as a panacea for my trauma and ills would have helped me #and for someone hesitant to try any substances or even medicate my compulsive habits #my readiness to jump on the wagon and hormonally alter my brain chemistry disturbs me in hindsight #after going through some therapy im gradually seeing/framing my emotions like a period...if im having them im in a healthy state #but anyway idk i think the gendie shit is more damaging than anything #back on that earlier tag i think anything touted as a universal panacea for ills both mental and physical is not to be trusted

[princekirijo]

Something I didn't really notice until replaying Royal but Ryuji really doesn't let the past hold him down? Like in the rank 2 scene he tells Akira that he doesn't want to focus on his past and he's more focused about the future.

I think that's kinda neat tbh he doesn't wanna let the stuff with Kamoshida or his dad drag him down, he just wants to keep going forward.

#not gonna main tag this lol #it's interesting idk i never noticed this before #look ill be honest with you all im specifically thinking about this in context for my au #i think the contrast between dont let the past hold me back ryuji #vs i will never escape my past and i cant bear the future riku is fascinating #ive been thinking a LOT about their friendship lately i wont lie #i think they could really balance each other out well #riku would just listen to ryuji talk about his struggles with his past if he needed it #and ryuji helps riku let go of a lot of his burdens regarding his and the groups past #riku is running away from the future ryuji is running towards it do you see my parallels #or is this me going “ive connected two dots. you havent connected shit. they're connected” or however that meme goes #idk i just think they would make great friends :'] #it would make sense too considering captain arcana is the chariot equivalent of its deck lol so there's bound to be parallels #captain au #<- might as well tag it lol #idk if any of this makes like sense #because im refreshing a lot of what i remember from p5 with this playthrough #but i think ryuji's drive to keep moving forward is really cool and fits well with his arcana!! #ANYWAY DO Y'ALL GET WHAT IM SAYING ABOUR RYUJI jesus i feel like im tripping over my thoughts #but riku/ryuji (platonic mostly but romantic works maybe) is important to me.... #hope my ramblings make sense to someone<3 live laugh love <3

[unironicallycringe]

sorry everyone I'm Normal Again I think

tbh I have like, weirdly complicated history with Ghiralink because "I was there Gandalf" but I can get into that context later, rn I'm tired and finally have the correct meds so maybe I can be less intense on main without putting myself in designated grass-touching time-outs after every post

#shea muses aloud #maybe one day i will share some Thoughtful Analysis And Perspective but for now it is summed up as like #'do not cite the deep magics to me witch i was there when they were written' #and you (general problem-havers) have no idea how fucking easy you have it with the modern awareness #surrounding authors tagging CWs and being safer about how they present triggering work #very much i am old man yells at cloud about this because i experienced some shit online as a teen #and decided i wanted to enter the space with an improved approach #yet people are telling me myself and similar others are the problem from ten years ago #like buddy. we were the teens reading back then. now we're adults going 'yknow maybe this stuff should be #handled more responsibly' #and it is stupid and ignorant as hell to disregard all that work #local mentally ill enby (me) yells at cloud and considers longterm internet break before total necrosis of brain tissue hits #i rambled. i must nap now goodbye.

[arcaneyouth]

rapidly approaching my 21st birthday is hard and weird but not for any normal reasons thats for sure

#not a vent post im just rambling in the tags #theres 4 main factors at play here. #firstly theres Society n all that telling me 21 is a Special Biethday!!! you'll be old enough to legally do adult things!!! #secondly theres the fact that i love being alive and celebrating it this shit rules like fuck yes i get to keep living hell yes #thirdly theres the fact that i kinda dont actually care. like its chill. ive reached the point where a birthday is a cute lil tradition #i dont gotta go wild with it and dont feel the need to treat it differently than any other day #but also the 4th thing which is 21 is yet another age my doctors told me id never get to see so like this is A Big One #so this is actually hard as hell because fundamentally i dont care that much n dont have strong emotions BUT FUCK DUDE WHAT IF BIG CELEBRAT #constantly sitting here going hehe yayy its my birthday soon cant wait to hang out with my friends and then go back to normal life #while also going I NEED BIG PLANS I NEED HUGE PLANS I NEED A CELEBRATION OFF THE WALLS OH FUCK OH GOD #it doesnt stop being funny. i dont even know what kind of big thing id do anyways #mom said i couldnt go to moterey bay aquarium too much money and that was my only idea #ive been thinking about this for weeks and have come up with 0 other plans #'we gotta do a huge party' ok then come up with one then dumbass #oh noooo guess ill have a nice time at home just like any other day oh nooooo #guess my 21st birthday will be unspecial. darn. anyways

[batbaffle]

nice, been a hot minute since he killed anyone

#gotta love murder hobo earth-2 batman #wf 2 #batman #shit i really should add a golden age tag too huh. to differentiate later. oh or even better: i can tag the decade #1940s #there. ill go back and tag the others later

[fakecats]

there's no such thing as "me," now / as hard as you look, nowhere to be found / i can't remember a single role i was suited for - lyrics from dramaturgy by eve

#i am so normal about dramaturgy and persona 5 you want to stick your fingers into my cage so bad #im making a venn diagram of them in my head #like #ive been trying to gather my thoughts about it for a while but i cant get passed just #"both kurukuru (dramaturgy protag) and joker switch between masks and are trapped on a metaphorical/literal stage #the stage for kuru being a literal stage in a play but for joker/the PT the stage is life in general #and them having to put on masks when talking to others (even though yeah like when awakening to a persona you discard that “mask” but irl #when not in the metaverse people #cant be genuine all the time hence the need for the “mask”) #and the whole mask thing is really obvious with joker since #thats literally his whole thing #like. “i'm a shapeshifter” “please dont take off my mask my place to hide/revealing dark” #anyways going back to dramaturgy the lyrics “i dont want to think about it / id much rather play the idiot” #like. joker plays the fool while talking to akechi #and maruki and shit #knowing full well who they truely are #← GUY WHO IS PRETENDING TO BE SMART BECAUSE HE READ A WIKI ARTICLE ABOUT PSYCHOLOGY ONCE #anyways all of that means literally nothing so you can callme stupid in the tags if youd like #that was just the mental illness in written form #IN CONCLUSION DRAMATURGY AND PERSONA 5 ARE THE SAME THING GOODBYE #my post 🔮 #my art 💫 #digital art #artists on tumblr #persona 5 #joker persona 5 #persona 5 fanart #persona 5 protagonist #joker p5 #ren amamiya

[mcrbabyboy]

idk if quiet bpd is actually a thing lmao i dont rly care but learning abt it made me think that maybe the doctor that diagnosed me w BPD wasnt too far off bc thats exactly how i act, i never ever go off on people. i people please to manipulate others into liking me. i refuse to be honest about my emotions because my emotions are my own burden and itd be fucked up to expect other people to have to deal with them. typical impulsively (lots of random sex, over spending, self harm etc), i leave only the most sublte indicators of my intense emotions for my fp to find and magically come to the conclusion to ask me whats wrong, just so that i can play it off like "oh, no, im perfectly fine, always." and when he doesnt ask me whats wrong i just take it as a sign that he does not care and hate myself for it. its all calculated and manipulative and i am a very evil person who wants everyone to think they are a good person

#quiet bpd #im not self diagnosing its fine lol #also its so tempting to read a bunch of posts in the quiet bpd tag and relate to all this shit but i am SO not going back #to the years of being mentally ill online surrounded by other mentally ill people #its so hard to escape a community you relate to so much #the validation is addicting but the consequence is never actually healing

[slumbz]

been messing around with these sharpies and whatnot, have a doodle of sora

#sora sdra #super danganronpa another 2 #danganronpa another #sdra2 fanart #sora #fanart #i fucked up the shading mb im still like. figuring this shit out #i also need to figure out how to make the shading less dark this other doodle i have of my oc that ill post right after is so dark like 😭😭 #idk i still like both of them but damn i coulda done better. maybe ill do an actual drawing of sora once im used to these #I ALSO DO NOT HAVE ANY SKINTONE MARKERS THIS SHIT SUCKS 🥀🥀 IK SHES LIKE. PALE. BUT STILL. I ONLY HAVE A BROWN SHARPIE #whatever man this shits just a doodle i gotta stop overthinkin this shit #anyway back to actual tags i just realized i forgot like. two #slumbz's art #art #artist on tumblr #traditional art #doodle #sketch #okay i lied that was like 5 anyway im gonna go upload that one oc doodle i was talking abt earlier now #i bet its obvious i never drew sora too 😭😭

[paradoxicalpaldeann]

i don't know if i'll be able to post on here or ao3 much at all in the coming months. vent in the tags

#like real vent #i honestly think this is the worst i've ever felt #bordering on a fucking mental breakdown #i hate myself because my thoughts are so violent right now and i already snapped and talked back when i didnt mean to im scared im going to #hurt someone i fucking hate myself so much im geniunely such a stupid retard i cant even fucking do my schoolwork #i overheard my parents talking about how they might consider deleting all my writing because apparently i spend too much time on it #when i barely ever even get to touch it recently #if they do that i dont even know what ill fucking do that will geniunely be the last straw #my mother always talked about how she moved out young and how much it hurt her but she is not fucking helping right now #i dont even know anymore #im scared #i dont want to be here anymore #i shouldn't be this upset all the time #i shouldn't post this with all the tags and i know that but fuck i don't care anymore. i love you all so much and im sorry #im sorry that this shit is on your dash im sorry i made false promises about long fics im sorry i never update im sorry my writing is never #even any fucking good im sorry #i hope you're all having a better day than i am. you all deserve it #im sorry theres literally no other place i can vent and my therapist sides with my parents regardless #i love you all platonically. gonna go crawl up in a corner and fucking die

[fishybehavior]

I'm going to cry at work

I'm so fyck8ng done rn

#im so fucking angry rn #tw rant #rant #rant in tags #i feel lioe im pulling everyones teeth to do necessary shit #i have to babysit my siblings and my older bro is helping #but he hasnt told me how many pto days he has so we can plan whos taking days off to watch the kids #ive asked him several times over thus past week #im going to make sure he does today cause i need the pto to go through #and i have a sinking feeling that im going to be doing most of the work of watching my siblings #im teying to get a new bed #and since my old bed is owned by my grandma im teying to figure out where she wants it #but because she has 3 million projects in the works shes unsure when she can get to the bed #ive told her that she can just tell me where she wants it stored and ill take care of everything and she still wants to push it back #i cant handle anyone else whistling at work #and i want to bash my brains in cause it fucking mental touture cause of misophonia #i dont think im being unreasonable in my asks of other people right now but it feels like pulling teeth

[roostertuftart]

Look I dont think youre wrong about people not listening to jewish voices but I am uncomfortable with you advocating so strongly for some groups while being shitty with others like when you liked a post by a racist justifying their use of the nword in the past and never talked about it. Jewish people need to be spoken for but how you pick and choose is suspicious and you cant expect other people to admit their biases when you cant admit your own.

??? Are you seriously trying to say that my concern for someone who was clearly in the midst of a mental breakdown makes it so that I can't support another person trying to speak about how depictions of a character are somewhat problematic???? This is. pathetic but thanks for trying to word it in the most uncharitable way possible lol.

edit: god i definitely worded these tags aggressively so I'm probably gonna make a real apology though I'm not even certain I did what anon is accusing me of??? either way my aggression is more towards them for trying to twist this situation so grossly and not towards anyone genuinely affected by whatever I apparently did (And I am not denying I did... I genuinely don't remember but like... Yeah it was definitely not great on my part if I did what they're saying even if my intentions were different, and the fact that I'm unsure is evidence enough to me that I might have)

Moreover, i have a hunch this anon has sent me bait before and I think it's nasty they're trying to twist an issue about antisemitism into whatever stupid beef they have with me. like... nasty.

Final edit: Any more asks from this anon are being deleted. I wouldn't have even published this one but I feel like that would be sort of hiding any wrongdoing i may have done at any point, but I genuinely do not believe this person means anything they're saying and are only doing this because for whatever reason they do not like me. and I. do not care lol

#if anyone wants to know context... There was a user who i will not name who had been going downhill for months #and this person had never been like... nasty or bigoted or anything in the past #but had began posting about being extremely suicidal and planning such. and a lot of other really dark hopeless shit #and suddenly started to post really bigoted but kind of deranged shit that like... clearly not of their actual beliefs but just. god idek #i've been around a ton of people who have had nervous break downs and the likes. and i was positive they were going through that #i still think it must have been. idk for sure but like. damn it was so sudden a shift #and with all of the suicidal stuff they posted i was gen really worried and I DMed them trying to support them multiple times` #because like! i'm sorry you've never dealt with anyone who isn't well but sometimes extremely mentally ill people do random fucked up #shit that may not be okay and they may need to be held accountable for but goddamn i was legitimately worried they were gonna off #themselves? idr liking their posts. i'm not gonna deny i did. I might've just to show them that i wasn't ignoring whatever shit they were #going through to make them suddenly act so erratic and irrational #if you wanna hold that against me #fine. i really don't care #looking back i probably should've kept my concern for them within dms and i can definitely recognize how my public support might come off #as support for what they said or posted and i do genuinely apologize for that... tbh if people really think it's necessary I will turn #these tags into a cleaned up apology like... i'm not saying that i handled that great #but to act like it's as simple as i supported a racist saying the n word? uhh??? no?? and you know that's not what happened #but please try to paint me as bad as possible lmao. just throw out accusations or assumptions of my intentions. #i'm apologizing rn to anyone genuinely affected by that stuff but you didn't ask this out of concern anon #ask #anon

[haeroniel-doliet]

God that mood where you both need to do stuff and want to do stuff but both needs are vague and have too many options so you just. Do nothing you want or need to do and realize all the time you had is disappearing. A good time!!!

#haeroniel talks #forget the tag oh well #but for real. had 4 days off work and a ton of real life stuff i both have to get done and have been meaning to get done for a long time #ive pretty much only played video games and called my friends. genuinely not time wasted and i love when i get to do that #and like rn i would love to play more games and spend time with my friends like if one offers you know i never say no #but its also already getting dark and i have to go back to work tomorrow and ive not done everything i promised to have done yknow? #time doesnt feel real and i dont wanna get up even if the anxiety slowly builds to hopefully productive panic #but in the mean time im like ugghh i wanna stop laying around just playing sudoku and watching lame youtube. i wanna play something #(unclear what it is i actually wanna play too many options i kinda wanna play all of them and none huehheh) #im also very sad i havent drawn in ages and any attempt just feels shit. like maybe if i read enough fanfic thatll respark the love. #id love to post something before christmas to get me excited to draw again over the break but who the hell knows if i'll manage #and yeah still have the annoying job related/driving school related/therapy applying/other life admin that really really should be done #im just being grouchy and stuck and need to vent hi tumblr love you all kiss kiss i wish i could function better #i think maybe perhaps. ill concede that driving school and therapy arent priority (important but ive wasted ages on them already) #i think i can do work related things bc theyre sort of fun. i can use my parents help to whack through the life admin and then #maybe i can let myself spend the rest of the evening guilt free either calling my friends and/or playing or if im going totally w drawin

[dragonlordofmiddleearth]

I really tried to give rings of power a fair shot but y'all wtf was this week's episode

#rings of power critical #not putting it in the main tag bc i know some ppl are still enjoying it #not entirely sure how bc imo the writing is so incredibly flat #the battle was so boring! and it took up the entire episode! #i felt nary a worry or a fear about who would live or die bc the characters are eithef flat or annoying #and suddenly a bunch of characters have like jumped forward in their arc? #but not in like an organic way. just from a to b to z with no other letters in between #like what do you mean halbrand is gonna be king now. he hated that shit 2 eps ago #theo was fully racist against elves but now galadriel is hot hes over that i guess #elendil and isildur having a father-son moment like theyve developed that relationship at all since last episode #where are the hobbits. theyre the only redeeming feature of the show bc they feel like whimsical 80s fantasy #but they got shunted out for 70 minutes of a battle that had no tension whatsoever #oh wait adar is also a redeeming feature bc i do want to know whats going on with him. like whats his deal #but back to the battle. browyn's whole wounded situation. wtf was up with that #it was so slow and laughably relaxed #like shes just chilling there on the table with an arrow fully through her chest #and arondir and theo are like 'uh i guess we better slowly try and stop the bleeding' #shes talking like normal. barely out of breath. woman you have an arrow through your lung!! #also im sure she was blasted with 2 arrows what happened to the second where did it go #ill shut up now even though im sure ill think of another thing that bothered me in like 2 seconds #feel bad for the actors though bc theyve been getting shit for the wrong reasons #its not bad bc black characters exist its bad bc the writers dont give a shit #theyre acting their little hearts out on these mediocre at best lines #okay shutting up for real now

[hauntingblue]

Franky hitting a mf with another mf

#sick and tired of the suplexes #franky kissing pov was unnecesary....... we already saw his junk the other day #franky has the illness that turns haters into dickriders... it's called a kiss.... #omg nipple light special..... franky girls we are being treated today.. #i get how barto took his pants down but how did he get them back up..... #i am sure robin helped we know she doesnt give af to do what is needed around genitalia lmao #the man saying he is going to commit harakiri kin telling him to stop and usopp gelling him to do it actually ahdkahskajs #talking tag #watching one piece #episode 693 #barto shitting crying throwing up about meeting luffy like hes never seen him before #riku isolating her daughter for misbehaving is not cool lmao #i love how cabbage's sword is zagreus' stygian blade with the king arthur aspect... one piece did it first #usopp just hitting kizaru instead of letting him seppuku himself.... #robin apprehending the bombs guy as she falls... yeah #the ufo attack again ahdkahs #barto falling ahdkahs #episode 694 #barto lookong at the horizon when luffy says thank you ahdkabdkama #barto just getting hit with the explosives lmao #cavendish x bartolomeo i am sure it's out there #robin just said i get it barto we are all a little in love with luffy #one piece doesnt work if not #franky and the baby man just break dancing lmao #episode 695 #kyros needs to cut this mans head off #no!!!! the head!!!! did we learn nothing from thor #i love the sword cuts that mean absolutely nothing #and no hug????? #episode 696