#im a sapphic it's a treat to myself | Explore Tumblr Posts and Blogs

sweetstuffiemilk · 15 days

Text

Doodles from a while ago..... My fave sapphics..... Ueueue

113 notes · View notes

severelykissdeprived · 23 days

Text

Anyone wanna come see what's under this robe?

#yes im obsessed with myself #wlw nsft #bi nsft #sapphic nsft #dm me plsssss i dont know what to do with myself #if ur entertaining maybe youll get a treat 😜#an extra special one if u live near meee

20 notes · View notes

rainbowinbeigeboots · 2 years

Text

i’m tired of asking politely for things, i’m in my mean lesbian era now

#im literally one fucking lesbian/sapphic media from having a shitty ass thing happen to it and snapping #asking kindly didn’t work it’s time to be fucking mean #or i go back to fully supporting fellow queer artists instead of the branching out i did #we can only trust ourselves at this point #guess i DO have to get back to writing an actual novel/novella because i’m sicj of lesbians being treated horribly #i’ll do it MYSELF if i have to goddammit #emiie rambles

8 notes · View notes

gwenthebard · 2 months

Text

This post is going to be a pure rant, but random things I've put up with as a pansexual trans woman with a preference for men:

-people assuming Im a "love all women and 3 specific men" pansexual, not listen when I say "women are like 20% my attraction", and then get frustrated when I dont find women they find hot hot

-have other trans women insinuate to my face that my attraction to men as a trans woman is me being comp het, and eventually Ill be sapphic again once im more confident in myself

-have other trans women insinuate to my face even if I prefer men I should avoid dating them, and then just unironically say radfem talking points demonizing men

-people above will only find a man "safe" and hot if he's gnc and subby, and if you find any sort of other man hot they will continue with the vaguely radfem talking points while infantilizing your attraction

-cis men who show interest in trans women will inevitably get accused of being eggs or chasers, depending on if theyre gnc or not. Gnc men are considered something to be normalized and celebrated until that point

-a trans woman who knows a lot of sapphics because she was friends with a couple makes perfect sense, and a cis woman whose friends with a lot of trans women because she knows a couple is an ally, but a cis man who knows a lot of trans women because he knew a couple [see point before]

-will get sometimes inappropriately sexualized by men for openly liking men, and get objectified for it

-dom or switchy sapphics, trans or not, will start acting toppy or dommy to you within a couple days, which can either be really nice or annoying depending on the mood. Often will get treated as a generic good, but seen as intrinsically bad from even a man youve been flirting with

-will hear people describe a generic or conventially ugly woman as a goddess, but if you say a generic or conventionally ugly man is hot you'll be told your standards are too low

-I can simp Ianthe Tridentarius or Minthara for a week straight with little push back and people understanding "she never did anything wrong" is a joke, but if I find a fictional man hot people will resort to group discussion or reading his wiki page looking for reasons to say why I shouldnt simp him

-I like toxic fictional characters. Can say "I support womens rights, but I also support womens wrongs" all day, but the moment the target of attraction is a fictional man you're infantilized by people acting like you cant be trusted to not know those things only belong in fiction

-hammering this point by now, but literally if I want to simp a fictional man I need to go out of my way to not bring up any red flags or even the most generic good guy will be seen in a bad light

18 notes · View notes

burning-sol · 1 year

Text

Currently circulating critical discussion of JRWI:

(all times are in AEDT) (i apologise in advance if there any errors in summation, quotation or image descriptions)

A FORMER POST THAT MAY BE RELEVANT ON POC IN RIPTIDE (JUNE 30TH 2022)

Captain Lizzie (Riptide)

@ / notferinweII on Twitter Feb 1st 8:07AM READ HERE

as a black lesbian this stinksss

“people will tell me, the creator of the character, that im wrong” the same guy who “never meant to imply Lizzie was POC” the same guy who compared her skin tone to kylie jenner AND rihanna (rihanna who is a black woman herself) , said she was a pale white pirate woman but also

has olive skin but also has tanned skin but also grew up pale blonde hair that darkened in the sun throughout her time on the black rose pirate ship . a very long and insightful thread about the lack of poc characters in jrwi was posted in JUNE with the singular black npc

being announced on november 13 2022 for episode EIGHTY SEVEN of riptide . on the same day , you wrote a post about wanting us the viewers feel comfortable , REPRESENTED , and respected . lizzie’s skin colour absolutely changes her character because she could be strong WOC rep .

now lesbian lizzie has been a very strong headcanon throughout the community for a very long time (i’m going to ignore pistolwhip’s influence for a second this is just about lizzie) due to the extreme lack of lesbian or even sapphic rep in jrwi as an entire podcast .

you yourself stated you want all to feel represented in your campaign . and yet whenever you’re asked about lizzie’s sexuality you brush it off and say “it doesn’t matter” maybe to You but it very much matters to lesbian jrwitwt who are often left grasping at crumbs and battling

intense lesbiphobia (not lesbophobia 😉🥂) from the community in general . a canonical lesbian would be big for lesbian fans !! we love and adore lizzie as a character and we would love to see really ANYTHING about her canonized but it’s always silence .

now back to pistolwhip . i can understand the resistance to making them canon as it could take away from the action of the story (im really trying to see the other side here i’m trying) however the way you constantly dismiss the ship

but still milking fans for fan service… what happened to "u guys dont want pistolwhip" when lizzie called jay sunshine. or when lizzie winked at jay and told her to "be safe"? the way you constantly insists that "you guys dont want this to happen" while simultaneously egging

fans on is tiring for all involved TLDR : canonize lizzie’s skin tone and stick to it . if she’s white , say it. the lack of canonization while being upset fans “take the character and say i’m wrong” is a weird thing to get angry about considering little about lizzie is canon

@willotstreet Feb 4th 3:57AM READ HERE

Quoted in full:

representation that is left up to interpretation is not representation. you are asking the viewer to imagine the representation is there, without actually committing to including it yourself. be better.

Disability

@jayferins Feb 4th 11:20AM READ HERE

An anon asks about what Grizzly had said about a disabled character in PD, also adding in their own notes about Drey's disability. To summise their notes: it's surprising Drey is the only disabled character in Riptide; his diability is primarily a punchline for jokes; Drey is treated as being unfit to fight due to his disability, which can easily be remedied in fantasy through use of mobility aids that can also be altered to make for cool magical weapons. I myself would like to note that Chip has a prosthetic finger, which makes this choice even more strange.

To summise the response: meeting a former villain who's now a wheelchair user, the characters ask what happened; Dakota (played by Grizzly) reacted extremely poorly and said to their face they, "deserved it," and that, "you had it coming, karmas a bitch," in reference to being disabled; being disabled is not a punishment or a sin, it's just something that occurs, and this mindset is a bad one to have; Grizzly defended the decision to play the character this way when he recieved criticism about it.

Neurodivergency

@jayferins Feb 4th 5:21AM READ HERE

An anon comments, to summise: the amount of jokes made about schizophrenia and the psychotic comments aren't it; the way they treated Vyncent's character with the Greats wasn't that great; the jokes are treated like nothing which is frustrating knowing the amount of harm perpetuated stigmas cause.

@colestyle Feb 4th 5:30AM READ HERE

To summise: there's good moments with the plurality in PD but others that aren't to point of op skipping them; Dakota (played by Grizzly) made jokes that were especially bad; despite the plot relevance it's still irking, and it's upsetting how it just goes away by the end of S1.

@herethereverywhere Feb 4th 5:52 AM READ HERE

To summise: op watched PD aware of Vyncent being plural and anticipating it, only to be upset by stereotypes of people with dissociative disorders being reinforced, and psychotic disorders being casually demonized; expectations weren't high but still not met; op reasonably states, "i cant say that i trust this show with these topics going forward unless the boys demonstrate an sensitivity that i have thus far not been privy to".

General Comments

@swordswaltz Feb 4th 2:28AM READ HERE

Insight that I feel should be quoted in full based on my own agreement and consensus amongst other users too:

i might have missed something but i'm just so unsurprised by jrwi's (mainly grizz's) lack of response to the lizzie thing. charlie and bizly have both made apologies for things that i think were considerate and they actually changed, but i feel like grizz and condi just kind of don't learn. grizzly's conveniently timed deleting of his questions page just adds to the feeling like, to him, it's not about actually growing and more about avoiding "being cancelled" i could be wrong (i hope i'm wrong) but past actions and words are usually indicative of future actions and words. i've had this small, growing frustration with jrwi the past maybe four months which sucks because i love this show. i do. i just want them to Improve. i feel like there's a lot of talk of improving and not a lot of progress.

I have already gotten worn out so sorry I haven't included more, but if you have any other comments or relevant posts feel free to add on.

#📚 my posts #jrwi crit #jrwi #jrwishow #jrwi riptide #jrwi prime defenders

126 notes · View notes

why-am-i-here-someone-save-me · 2 years

Text

Caged (Part 7)

AN: Whaaaaaat? Next part of Caged after like a short eternity!?!?!? It’s more likely than you think.

You reached around blindly, awake enough to know that you needed to find something, but too drowsy to remember exactly what it was.

Fingers brushed against something smooth, instinctively grabbing it tightly, a feeling of comfort washing through your body. You hold the thing close to you, protectively, as if you were convinced that someone would steal it away.

You wouldn’t have been that far off if you’d thought that.

Your breathing slowly began to slow down once more, until the calm that had washed over you finally lulled your to sleep.

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

The only thing that you held hours later was an empty sheet. Something was missing. You weren’t sure how you knew, or even what the thing looked like, but you knew it was missing. You sit up and move to stand, but your legs cry out in protest. Taking a deep breath, you brace yourself before trying to stand once again.

You succeed!

For all of five seconds at least.

The muscles in your legs go limp, and the floor starts rapidly approaching. You try to fall back on the bed, but gravity had already decided to pull you a different direction, and you were in no place to resist. You mentally brace yourself for your impending face to carpet meeting, but it doesn’t unfold as you’d thought.

Instead you manage to just barely miss the soft carpet, your notorious luck making itself known as your head hits the polished wooden flooring. Stars swim around your view and you think you hear some sort of soft slow pattering in the distance, but your head is in a lot of pain. You don’t remember falls hurting this bad. Not that you had a habit of falling or anything.

The sounds of the room seem as though muffled by thick wool, the swirling colors in your visions fading to darkness yet again.

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

Alatus knew that it was likely unwise to investigate something he’d heard from Morax’s personal sanctum, but he also knew that his order had been to guard the newly appointed Archon’s temple; not merely a part of it. So when he heard a noise from one of the inner rooms, he briefly hesitated before going to investigate.

He isn’t sure what he should’ve expected, but the sight of a mortal, an injured one at that, was not among the number of things he’d anticipated. What exactly was he supposed to do? You clearly weren’t an intruder, that much was painfully obvious, but then who were you? Was he supposed to help? Treat your wound? Just leave? He was just about to move to aid the mortal when he heard the front doors of the temple open. Alatus vanishes, reappearing in front of the returning deity.

“Milord, there is an injured mortal within your inner sanctum. What would you have me do with them?”

Had Alatus not had his head lowered in respect, mayhaps he might’ve spotted the flicker of fear that passed through Morax’s eyes. But be it as it may, the Yaksha saw nothing, although he did flinch ever so slightly at the sheer harshness in his master’s voice. “You are to do nothing with them. I will handle the matter myself.”

“Milord surely there is no need to concern yourself with such trivial matters, I can see to th-”

“I did not stutter Alatus.”

The Yaksha flinches, his instincts screaming danger. He is no fool. Best to drop the matter. He’s not one to tempt fate. “Y-Yes milord.”

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

Even the Vermilion Bird knows not to touch what a dragon deems his own.

Taglist: @nicebonescomrade @bamboowritess @genshrineimpact @zhongrin @dunno-why-im-here-either @unknownperson-is-not-known @sectionmoment @imaginewriting @numwoon44 @eccedentesiast-sapphic @nookiesposts @rizakari @emperatris-rinaka @samarill This Taglist is open! Feel free to request to be added to it!

#luci writes #caged #caged series #genshin impact #genshin x reader #yandere genshin x reader #yandere morax x reader #yandere zhongli #yandere morax #genshin morax #alatus #xiao #morax x reader

152 notes · View notes

tropicalscream · 7 months

Text

I wish i looked like a girl

or at least not so gross looking that trans woman & cis sapphics wouldn't continue to treat me like a im a cishet man

hell chasers themselves have been nicer to me about my transition then my own community

how fucked up is that?

is it any wonder i hate everything about myself, i want ro die and cut and practically never see myself as a woman

when my own "communities" viciously reject me bc of how i look

#t4t is a fuckin myth to me #sapphic love is a myth to me #i was bettee of staying in the closet

9 notes · View notes

catgirlcommunism · 2 years

Text

Op blocked me so i cant rb the original post again, but its important and needs to be said again.

Yes, queer has been used as a slur against people, but treating it solely as a slur is TERF rhetoric. Queer is powerful in its vagueness. Sure i could call myself a sapphic polyamorous polysexual demigirl(?) If i really wanted to, to microlabel myself into oblivion, but if a stranger asks i can just say im queer and leave it at that.

Refusing an umbrella allows bigots to try to drive wedges between different types of queer people, and using queer prevents that. A united front for queer liberation terrifies bigots, and thats a good thing!

#queer is not a slur #this goes without saying but dont harrass op #pride discourse

116 notes · View notes

mdhwrites · 1 year

Note

what are your thoughts on luz insisting on calling philip 'belos'? as a trans person it felt like a weird decision cause he specifically asked to be called philip. what makes it worse is he is depicted as an evil monster/irredeemable for being so "two-faced" which is not great when he says something that most definitely does not sound cis

i'm inclined to believe this wasn't intentional malice on the part of the show writers cause honestly they probably forgot he said that or just didn't put too much thought into the dialogue when they were writing it. regardless it still came off as slightly irritating to me. i like ur takes so im curious what u think

So first I just want to throw out that despite the fact that I'm pushing myself more and more to be inclusive, transgender identity and characters is one of those things I'm not comfortable doing myself. I still argue with myself about a joke with Daina in Rich Witch that has spoiler explanations/justifications. It's not because I'm anti-trans either. Trans rights are human rights. Period. But like… There's a reason Juro Rigged Pets, literally started the day I chose to stop watching TOH or close to that, is a converted fic because I want to use the community as a soundboard for not fucking up with my first enby character because Luz is non-binary in that one.

And if you're going "Wait, why are you okay with writing sapphics then?" Well, my personal reasoning is that I see love as love and that that emotion is fairly universal, even if the expression is going to change due to gender. There is still an emotional in for me to write them, I've been exposed to a LOT more sapphic emotions and talking than I have anything about trans identity and in general I just like writing and hanging out with girls more. Not even from a "Hurr hurr, I'm a straight white dude" perspective but more from a "I like that these people seem to be capable of being more mature, emotional and honest than a lot of the guys my age seem to be." I literally spent lunch most of the time in High School with only girls around me. I just don't know if I have a comfortable, emotional in when it comes to gender identity. While identity is universal, questioning one's gender and how people treat you about it is not. It's just not the same from my perception as a feeling like love. Is that maybe small minded me? Maybe. I don't know. Sometimes I feel like the best I can do in a situation is admit my own ignorance and hope I learn to do better in the future. My ears are always open though to try and learn and understand better.

I say all of this because… Well I don't think I have a lot to say about your ask. I mostly agree. It's not meant to have any active malice to it even if it's a dick move by Luz. If we're charitable, it's meant to be reinforcing the point Luz makes in that scene about Belos wanting to be called a human name when he has clearly thrown away his humanity for his goals.

Which… I don't like in general. Yes, he is monstrous and has magic but it's really the only time they make the case and Belos still identifies as human more than he identifies as magical. If they were willing to interrogate it more, it'd be a cool recognition of the use of religion and the like to say you have noble goals while being the literal worst person ever but it's much more about Belos being a literal monster than his inner monstrosity in that moment. Like so much with Belos, it's an interesting idea obviously on the writer's mind but not done anything with because they won't dedicate the effort to it.

If we take it less charitably and look at Luz's character as a whole… Why should Luz care about other people's identities? Her claims of caring about other weirdos and the like never come out to anything. I've talked about before how Yesterday's Lie plus the pilot kind of implies that Luz actively chose never to make friends with nerds because they weren't special enough. That Willow and Gus only meet her requirements because they have magic.

Luz doesn't see Belos as meeting those requirements so why would she care about basic rights such as being given the name you desire? I think this is too mean of a take. I don't know if I personally agree with it but it is the unintentional effect that one can take from it just like how you feel awkward about the dead name being used at all when a preference is shown.

It's like if someone calls me Mikey. I don't like it. Someone pointed out to me that it's like a dog's name when I was a kid and ever since I've HATED being called that. Mike is fine but don't call me Mikey. If someone does, I know they don't give a shit about me and so I shouldn't give a shit about them and we better split our separate ways. Same goes for the assholes who have befriended my brother and called me shit like Chris 2 or Chris' Brother. Alright asshole, I see how little I matter so I'm just going to go now.

Hell, I gained a little bit of an identity issue with my brother when we were both in JROTC because a lot of people go by last names in that program. You have a twin, you end up getting called the same thing. Equated to each other. Etc. like that. Fun times.

But like Luz disrespecting Belos, I didn't take it as disrespectful until people started thinking I could be my brother's wrangler or that I should be matching my brother's athletic accomplishments. And that's what I feel about with Luz denying Belos the courtesy. It's kept at just the functional level of "You're the villain and this is the name you used to rise to power so I will not let you forget that," then seeming to be active malice about a person's identity and how they wish to be called.

Could it have been cut to be more comfortable to those who care deeply about dead names, identity, etc. like that? Yes. Could I imagine people with those same issues also overlooking it because at worst it's a microaggression as presented and the show is at least mostly respectful to people's identities? Also yes. So I don't really know which way to lean on it.

I wish I did. I wish I felt more comfortable with the subject. Frankly I'm paranoid about my personal stories here to give context to my perspective on these matters still being tasteless. I try not to let stuff like this stop me from giving my thoughts but…

Well, I want to be respectful. Maybe even more respectful than Luz is to others, depending on how you want to turn the globe of her character. Edit: I do want to mention that I actually have a fanfic where Luz is non-binary. I'm actually proud of how much that story will theoretically touch on identity and change frankly. At the time I also thought I had a Discord who would help me make sure to do it right/convinced me to give it a shot and didn't realize that enby people are considered on the trans spectrum. It's called Joro Rigged Pets. Like Crises Girlfriends, I plan to convert it someday after I finish it first as fanfiction. I'd love all of yours thoughts and feelings on how I'm doing it because like I said: I do try to be respectful. ========

I have a public Discord for any and all who want to join!

I also have an Amazon page for all of my original works in various forms of character focused romances from cute, teenage romance to erotica series of my past. I have an Ao3 for my fanfiction projects as well if that catches your fancy instead, If you want to hang out with me, I stream from time to time and love to chat with chat.

And finally a Twitter you can follow too!

#The Owl House Criticism #TOH Critical #Luz Noceda #Belos

14 notes · View notes

oodlesofoddnoodles · 9 months

Text

i have just learned that i can never watch any gay media, like ever because there arent any sapphic ones anyways and it makes me so jealous because why can’t i be treated like that. i want a relationship where it feels like im not the only thing trying to hold it together, i want to be with a girl who is nice and doesnt make me feel bad about myself and does nice things for me simply because she can, and the fact that just those 3 things are so hard to get says a lot. i obsess over having a relationship thats healthy and it makes me so sad because i feel like i don’t deserve something like that, i got representation but now i’m even more aware of the fact that everything kinda sucks lol.

tldr; im upset cuz i’ll never be a happy gay

#heartstopper #red white and royal blue #young royals #lgbtqa #lesbian #sapphic #gay #love #im so sad omg

18 notes · View notes

notreallyagoddess · 4 months

Text

Sometimes I wonder what it means to be a lesbian or generally any mono sexuality. Like I have in times before used both pan and poly in different moments, and nowadays I use sapphic or lesbian in general.

But it feels hypocrital of me, cuz given my understanding that gender is quite the Chaotic things, what does it mean to be attracted to woman and nb people? Even more when Im a aroace, Im not romantically nor sexually attracted to people (normally) and it is much more that I define my sexuality on who I can be intimate (emotionally and physically as in cuddle etc, since... Autism makes it hard to deal with people Im not specially close being in physical) but Im not sure.

Like, is it perhaps a internalized homophobia from when I was cis? Is it a fear of men (but I wouldnt make total sense, Im friends and care for guys and in general those I dont feel confortable will not even be in my bubble, but even then I feel confortable less confortable and when it happens of someone coming out as trans I generally am much more confortable. Well at least I know it is about the gender and not sex cuz it would be really shitty), idk.

It kinda infuriates me cuz when I was starting to understand my gender I came to the conclusion that "gender is fake and I choose what makes me more confortable" but what does it mean to others? Like it feels dumb, how the fuck would it work to be attracted to genderfluid people (in this lógic presented previously), if it is such a hard wired concept of "women and nb", isnt it simplist? Treating nb people as a third gender? Like I myself am not simply a "woman" (even if to help cis people i say simply that i am a trans woman), I am nonbinary that just like those terms.

Ugh yeh, that is my rant bye.

#temmie archive #rant #queer #bad writting cuz english is not my first language and my keyboards keeps trying to autocorrect to portuguese words #and Im too lazy to change it to US-EN #wlw #lesbian #sapphic #nonbinary #autism #aroace

6 notes · View notes

angelcloves · 11 months

Text

thank u for the tag in this lil writing game @enchantedchocolatebars

1. What motivates you to write?

if i dont write ill just flat out go crazy it needs to get out of my brain

2. A line/short snippet of your writing that you are most proud of; if not, share a line from someone else's work that you love (just make sure to give credit

ive written so much and cant be bothered to pick a favorite line so heres an excerpt from burning bridges

“Camilla Myles, may I see you in the throne room?” The air was cold, but it dropped a few degrees chillier as the Emperor receded into his lofty throne room once more and soft chatter broke out amongst the scouts. They each spoke of Camilla, but none to Camilla. She stood paralyzed in the line for what felt like hours. She’d been a scout for two years without even a single warning on her record. She couldn’t imagine what she’d done to warrant being called straight to the throne room, but she didn’t want to keep the Emperor waiting. It never ended well for the Golden Guard when he made Belos wait.

3. Which OC makes you smile when you think/talk about them and what are they like?

all of them but lately ive had annie on the brainacle. shes cold and quiet but god she loves her friends more than anything even if shes just got the one and they end up with a major wedge driven between them for most of the story

4. Which process of writing do you enjoy the most?

planning! its the part i get to go absolutely bonkers during. im a huge fan of broad strokes so shaping things before i start real development hell is a super fun activity

5. Which part of writing do you think you're best at? (Stroke your own ego, it's okay)

ive always seen myself as a dialogue person from my time writing for stage but i think my foreshadowing has been getting better lately

6. What is something in the writeblr community that is most enjoyable?

im going to treat writeblr here as my mutual circle but god i love that we bounce ideas off of each other so often

7. A writing tool/device that helps you with writing (i.e. text-to-speech, a program, etc...)

comic sans

8. A piece of world-building that you like in your own story (it could be the magic system, a particular place, a law, etc...)

all of the hopper stuff honestly. it was funny how well it translated to the collector even before we knew what they were really made of

9. What piece of advice would you give to encourage others to write if they are having a rough patch?

try a different approach. sometimes it helps to make a major departure from your norm. pick up poetry or work under a set of constraints youve never given yourself before. it helps to come into something fresh yknow

10. Tag some people whose work you love/ have been your biggest supporters

the GANG

@blackyote

@emsprovisions

@sapphic--kiwi

@secretly-of-course

and also everyone else who i forgot because i know thats not all of you please dont take it personally im just scatterbrained this is for all of you

10 notes · View notes

love-bokumono-fics · 10 months

Text

Fresh Crops! July 17 - July 23, 2023

This week's newest fics and chapter updates for Harvest Moon and Story of Seasons on AO3!

I Don't Cook, I Don't Clean, But Let Me Tell You How I Got This Ring - by CamTheYaoiFan; Complete, 1/1, 3k

Rating: Explicit; Archive Warning: No Archive Warnings Apply; Category: M/M Fandoms: A Wonderful Life Relationship: Pete | Jack/Rock; Characters: Pete | Jack, Rock Additional Tags: **NOTE: Some tags have been removed to make the post Safe for Tumblr. Please see all tags on AO3** Trans Male Character, Vaginal Sex, Table Sex Summary: After a long day of farm work, Jack can't expect to come home to a clean house or a hot meal, but at least he gets a treat from Rock.

The Wall Between Us - by Skullygal610; WIP, 14/22, 15k

Rating: Teen And Up Audiences; Archive Warning: No Archive Warnings Apply; Category: F/M Fandom: Trio of Towns Relationships: Female Farmer/Wayne, Female Farmer/Ex-boyfriend; Characters: Wayne, Female Farmer Additional Tags: Adopted, farmer - Freeform, Hurt, Love, Unrequited Love, relationships, Denial of Feelings, Fanfiction, Parents, friends - Freeform, Guilt Summary: It all started with a rejection. Scarlett can't seem to get over the loss of her best friend since she rejected his confession of love. Already dealing with her own self-worth and feelings while keeping up with daily life, things soon become difficult when a familiar face from the past comes back to haunt her. Wayne struggles to let go of the only girl he loved. However, things never go the way he plans. His parents are across the world without him. Friends are constantly concerned about his well-being. He wants to change, yet she keeps pulling him back. Can they ever hope to rekindle their long-lost friendship, or will it become something more?

Stone Butch, High Femme - by Whybe123; WIP, 5/13, 11k

Rating: Teen And Up Audiences; Archive Warning: No Archive Warnings Apply; Category: F/F Fandoms: A Wonderful Life Relationship: Muffy | Muumuu/Nami; Characters: Muffy, Nami, Lumina Additional Tags: Drabbles, One-Shots, Sapphic, I'll revive the harvest moon fandom myself if i have to, and im going to make it gay if i do it, Lesbians, wlw, Mutual Pining, Mild Angst, hurt comfort, Small Towns, Dating, Fluff, ALL THE FLUFF Summary: In light of Harvest Moon: A Wonderful Life getting a remaster, I was faced with an obvious task; I gotta make this gayer. Enjoy the following disjointed collection of Muffy/Molly and Nami clumsily falling in love in that sleepy little valley we all came to love.

I'm Not Embarrassed to Love You - by TheHiddenStashOfFiction; WIP, 1/?, 2.1k

Rating: Mature; Archive Warning: No Archive Warnings Apply; Category: F/F Fandoms: A Wonderful Life Relationship: Celia | Seperia/Pony | Aya | Jill; Characters: Celia | Seperia, Pony | Aya | Jill, Takakura, Vesta, Marlin | Mash Additional Tags: Diapers, Romance Summary: After an embarrassing incident that reveals that Cecilia wears diapers, Maya reveals that Cecilia isn't the only one, and tries to prove to her that this won't be a roadblock towards their blooming relationship.

Butler Service - by Thefallen1986; Complete, 1/1, <1k

Rating: Explicit; Archive Warning: No Archive Warnings Apply; Category: F/M Fandoms: A Wonderful Life Relationship: Sebastian/Lumina; Characters: Sebastian, Lumina Additional Tags: **NOTE: Some tags have been removed to make the post Safe for Tumblr. Please see all tags on AO3** Older Man/Younger Woman, Butlers Summary: Lumina has Sebastian give her some service.

I Love You, I Truly Mean It - by rainbowcoral; WIP, 1/?, 2.1k

Rating: General Audiences; Archive Warning: No Archive Warnings Apply; Category: F/F Fandoms: Trio of Towns Relationships: Female Farmer/Lisette; Characters: Female Farmer, Lisette Additional Tags: Love Confessions, LGBTQ Female Character, Declarations Of Love, First Love, Romance, Sweet, Healthy Relationships, Love Summary: Holly doesn't love Lisette as a friend. She loves her, but she loves her romantically. Lisette loves fairy tales, and she wants to be loved as if she were a princess. To Lisette's surprise, Holly loves to listen to her talk about fairy tales.

The Language of Flowers - by spoopybat; WIP, 73/?, 176k

Rating: Explicit; Archive Warning: No Archive Warnings Apply; Category: F/M Fandoms: The Tale of Two Towns Relationships: Cam | Kamil/Lillian the Farmer | Sato, Chelsea/Vaughn | Waltz Additional Tags: **NOTE: Some tags have been removed to make the post Safe for Tumblr. Please see all tags on AO3** Tags Contain Spoilers, POV Alternating, Background Relationships, Starting Over, Other Additional Tags to Be Added, Other Ships Not Mentioned in Tags, Friendship, Friends to Lovers, Friendship/Love, Minor Character Death, Background Character Death, Minor Violence, Minor Injuries, Physical Abuse, Emotional Hurt/Comfort, Hurt/Comfort, Socially Awkward Characters, Cliche, Mutual Pining, Awkwardness, Awkward Flirting, Emotional Baggage, References to Depression, Dysfunctional Family, Melodrama, Family Drama, First Love, First Relationship, Sharing a Bed, Loss of Virginity, First Time, Vaginal Sex, Morning After, Morning Cuddles, Morning Sex, Christmas, Domestic Fluff, Kitchen Sex, Unplanned Pregnancy, Pregnancy, Morning Sickness, Emotional Hurt, Emotional Constipation, Arguing, Medical Conditions, Medical inaccuracies but I'm gonna do my best, Panic Attacks, Engagement, Couch Sex, Wedding Planning, Wedding Fluff, Weddings, Honeymoon, Body Worship, Making Love, Tooth-Rotting Fluff, Mental Anguish, Spa Treatments, Fights, Making Up, Mental Health Issues, Depression, Language of Flowers, Emotional reunion, Reunion Sex, Pregnant Sex, Therapy Summary: Lillian, a young woman from the Sunshine Islands, left her home and moved to Bluebell. In hopes that moving to this rural farm town to escape her troubled past and find the happy life she had always wanted.

#fresh crop monday #harvest moon #story of seasons #a wonderful life #trio of towns #tale of two towns

2 notes · View notes

ykashley · 1 year

Text

mutuals posting about bisexuals who use the term bi lesbian and i want to clarify my stance. its not like, a massive concern or anything that i would antagonize individuals who use the label for; any of my problems are incredibly minute and i wish i get proven wrong

its not like, a big deal at all, but on a personal level, as a lesbian i find the term insulting, not only to myself and other lesbians, but to bi sapphics as well. idk when everyone forgot one of the most basic facts about bisexuality, in that attraction isnt always an even split between men and women. it was fucking hammered into my head by every bisexual ive talked to that this is the case. doesnt matter if youre attracted to one man or a billion, by definition you are bisexual. i dont understand why this is suddenly up for debate

its like bi lesbians are afraid to simply call themselves bisexual for some reason? like its a dirty word or something.

and idk. by saying youre a bi lesbian it implies, on some level, that all lesbians should be, and that the ones who dislike it are stuck up bitches that need to find the right man so theyd realize how right the term is

like. why not just say bi sapphic? it expresses the same bisexuality with a preference for women, with the key distinction being that sapphic doesnt inherently mean not being attracted to men, whereas lesbian does.

i really want to clarify im not like, mad or anything, i genuinely just dont understand the logic behind it and until otherwise i can only see it as a symptom of the way people treat lesbians on this site, which is to say with ample ignorance and/or malice

3 notes · View notes

lorelbunny · 20 days

Text

Day 1:

- 90kg 162cm

- DIAGNOSED anaroxia/bulimia

- i do not like my height i want to be shorter

Day 3:

Seeing this changed my brain chemistry. This is what i looked like before i recovered and now that I've relapsed this is all that i want. Im obsessed with looking petite again and they way i used to be treated when i was petite. I feel like i was loveable instead of fuckable but now im just fuckable.

Day 4: lose skin because of how much i gained in recovery

Day 5: kinda explaine in day 3

Day 6: no i just tend to purge

Day 7: no i dont live with them anymore but they helped cause my ed so probably not

Day 8: walk around 20k steps

Day 9: yes always family tho

Day 10: eating obviously duh

Day 11: n/a

Day 12:

Day 13: unhealthy obviously this is a disorder not a silly liet diet

Day 14: 40kg probably by jan

Day 15: No.

Day 16: when i first became disordered at 12

Day 17: yes ana/mia

Day 18: fucking chocolate 💫

Day 19: two weeks ago, omad KFC

Day 20: omad 600-800kcals or 3 day diet coke fast + 1k rest of week

Day 21: L because i decided to recover 🔫

Day 22: 41kg, forced and then voluntary recovery

Day 23: no mostly family influence

Day 24: i hate them. I am proana/mia for myself only but i wouldn't wish this on anyone, especially being at a higher weight or relapsing multiple times etc bc its all you think about. The fact that wheter i attempt depends on a NUMBER is sick 😭 even after you recover it never goes away.

Day 25: Yes i dont remember the first time i just remembered last time i almost choked and i haven't purged in like 3 weeks

Day 26: looking like what i used to look like. Exposed collarbones, being fucking tiny, my thigh gap most of all.

Day 27: fasting, diet coke, gum and only omading towards the end of the day otherwise i will binge

Day 28: yes i want my fucking thigh gap back so bad 😭

Day 29: petite, blush.

Day 30: 87.5kg 162 cm

Still dx

I love pink

I wish i could be a bunny

Im genderfluid & use she/her

Im sapphic

I am LITERALLY a princess

I am the embodiment of autism (fr)

I love the sea

There's a bug in my room rn please send help ☠️

Not fat or anything phobic if you are please leave me alone

Idk 😭

#starv1ng #junkorexia #ed relapse #tw ed but not sheeran #bulim14 #bulimima #proan4 #pro miiia #pro recovery

1 note · View note

rot-room · 7 months

Text

10-21

Evey night or most nights anyway i like to take a medicine that makes me go to sleep (it used to be seroquel but i cant take that w my current ssri) now i take benadryl or gravol or neocitran as a treat. So i can have a good sleep. And i dream so much but i dream alot even if i dont have a sleep drug. But anyway sometimes i think it is so bad for me that i take medicine every day, but i dont drink alcohol or smoke cigarettes or vape or eat meat or do coke and i drink lots of water and eat veggies and raw salmon, so i feel like im balanced.

I miss seroquel but benadryl/gravol also does the trick. I like gravol because it 1. Stops me from staying up all night with anxiety 2. Stops me from being nauseous. And those are two of my biggest issues at night.

I write down all my dreams every night because they are so intense and vivid and symbolic, most commonly i dream of being responsible for small baby animals and they die and come back to life repeatedly. As of late ive had a few dreams about my highschool lover being at a party and being affectionate with me, and i have sapphic sex dreams pretty often, sometimes where im giving head to a girl and shes telling me how horrible i am.

I also often have dreams where i accidentally eat beef or pork and i have to make myself throw up to get it out of my body. Been having nightmares more often too, but not the kind where i wake up screaming (that happened every night when i was a kid) but rather i wake up disappointed that real life isnt as intricate and cosmically mysterious as my dreams. I go to another dimension when i go to sleep and it is frustrating when i wake up back in this boring, morbid, bleak dimension. But such is life. At least i can love and touch here.

But right now im abstinent and not in love (he takes it from me as he pleases to seemingly test my patience and devotion.)

It is shitty knowing you are in love with someone who is toxic but you cant force yourself to stop but you also know they arent the one you should be with forever. So you just have to let it run its course, anticipatory grief and love and loss in all of its intensity.

I am going to take another benadryl. I need to buy my dad some more because last christmas i bought him some to make up for all the ones i stole, and then im pretty sure he hasnt taken any and ive taken all of them. So basically i need to buy cold medicine and benadryl in bulk because my dad gets upset and calls me a dopehead because every time he actually needs medicine it is gone because i take it to feel drowsy and not nauseous and not scared and stay asleep. Whatever keeps the demons at bay.

I will be grateful and patient. I will love the people i am not supposed to because it is what i am supposed to do. Goodnight.

0 notes