#im just here do draw stupid things

[cobaltfluff]

I genuinely thought it was his stage name ???? who names their child the equivalent of herlock sholmes??????

bonus because my joker is, unfortunately, an idiot:

#p5r #shuake #art tag #GENUINELY?? #i was like ok this is gonna be a fakeout so we dont figure out shido is his father #but that's just - that's just his name ?? for real ?????? #lmao like i GET the point of his name as a reference #im just.. surprised it was his real name ???? #anyway my akiren should not be allowed any sort of responsibility #he is an idiot to the highest degree #and loses braincells around the guys #how did he become the leader of the phantom thieves?? #who let him do that????? #also idk what people tend to use for tags #im just here do draw stupid things

[luck-of-the-drawings]

smth smth about 'the thing that the character did that you thought was rly rly funny in the moment is actually linked to a terrible trauma that lies within said character.' or wahtever.

#jrwi show #jrwi fanart #jrwi riptide #gillion tidestrider #made this within a short span of wahtever bc i gotta go up to the mountains for my stupid gay job tonight n im trying #nnot to frrRREAAAK THE FUCK OUUTTTTTTi dont wanna work but. get that bread we fuckin shall i guess #ONWARDS TO THE FISH TORMENT!! sometimes flowers feel pain when you trim them before their blossoming. atleast i imagine so #i used to draw gillion with loooong hair tied into a big ol braid. and then it was confirmed that he had short hair when he was little. #AT FIRST I WAS SAD. but then i realized the duality of. when they were little. gill had short hair. edyn had long hair. #AND NOW THEYRE OLDER. and gillion has long hair. and edyn has short hair #both mirroring eachother. looking up to eachother. subconsciously or not. they most certainly care. and most certainly miss eachother. #GILLION ALWAYS LOVED HOW LONG HAIR LOOKs. atleast i imagine so. he hasnt cut it since he left the undersea. sure he wanted to go back home #but even at the very start. he knew he was free in some way now. free to grow out his hair. an adventure would await him before he returns. #he knew it would be a while. so he cant let this go. he cant let this sought-after hair-length get cut away from him again #not yet. not yet. i like to think he loved music too. I SAW SOMETHING INTERESTING A BIT AGO #i see alot of ppl commenting on my baby gill comics like;'i wouldFIGHT this teacher i wanna KILL EM i want them DESTROYED #all very good and nice sentiments! i LOVE the energy here! and it would be nice. to have that catharsis #but the story of young tidestrider is not a story of catharsis. it is a story of agony and being so so small and so special and also so dum #and sucking so bad. and just being a kid and doing the things that a little kid does and so many tired tired people reacting badly to it #youre supposed to be the hero that will save us. our world hangs in the balance and you are the one who tips the scales. #YOU are supposed to SAVE US!! you NEED to SAVE US! CAN YOU PLEASE STOP SQUIRMING IN YOUR STUPID CHAIR!! #you'd think that young tidestrider ought to prevail. and be tucked someplace all safe and sound. #elders gone missing and rotting in a jail. their cultists nowhere around. but theres no happy endings. not here not now. #this tale is all sorrows n woes. you may dream that justice n peace win the day. but thats not how this story goes #BIG ideas for this lil baby gillion series. if anything i make ever gets disproven im killing myself in a well as to poison a water supply

[bathroomtomb]

teeny tiny animation i made in a day for paul's birthday : )

#tumblr exclsuive and im not tagging it so you only see it if youre here...thanks for sticking with me folks #its no truck stop tiger but it will do for now. i had a lot of fun. #i can only make things like this when powered by nothing but very strong emotion and inadvisable stupidity. And deadlines #i was planning to do a big painting ...i worked on it for a few days this week. #i was very frustrated with it and this morning i decided i just wanted to do something else. #i may not draw as much pscop these days (i dont draw as much in general to be honest) but its still my favorite thing on earth. #and im always very glad to get the chance to express some strong emotion about it through art when i can. #so todays strong emotion is : Aggggghhhhhhhhhhh i love these characters so much im gonna gnaw my arms off #song is purgatory modulation engine by ada rook : ) #enjoy and i hope youre all doing well!!! #happy paulidays. Lol. #mine #care #paul

[fobnsfwdoodles]

YEAH ME I DO I DO I JEED THICKER PREH PATRICK I NEED HOM SO BAD. need to ride him but he’s too far gone to act toppy so he just has his head thrown back and hands so tight on my hips it hurts a little (i’m also on the thicker side, two fat bitches in love)

#wait is folie preh? help im stupid actually #someone told me this particular version of pateick is folie era #which makes sense bc i saw a video of this time and fell in love and he was singing mu pavlov song #um ANYWAYS #this is ny first time drawing folie patrick and mmm theres improvements to be made #but please know im so so so deeply in love with him ive put off drawing him for so long bc he is ridiculously hot #and i was afraid i wouldnt do him justice #but i need to practice if i want to get better so #ah i forgot his glasses #two fat bitches in love youre so damn right for that #love fat bitches here #also idk all anons are afab in my head today #im just gonna start making the anons trans #trans ya gendah #okay lets tag this thing #folie #folie patrick #Patrick #Preh #preh Patrick #request #art #anon #i need to get his neck chin profile situation correct because it makes me feral

[end-orfino]

ahhhhhh i remember why i dont read comics & books and watch movies as much as I should. Because they make me lose it

#i get suddenly hit with a tsunami of inspiration and an urgency to Make Something #but the urgency isn't about the process of making it's about I Have Stories To Present Too. I have to See Them Realized. #and that hit of urgency is obviously far too short lived to make anything. esp since it comes in a set with a feeling of 'wow this- #-thing was so great' that transforms into intensified perfectionism of No No What Im Doing Here Isnt Good. What Is This. Disgrace- #-to my idea AND to what inspired it AND to my self proclaimed status as an amateur storyteller #which turns into artblock. so like low chances that ill even get a singular good drawing made during this #and the multiple comic or script or whatever ideas that appear in my head during this are out of the question entirely #oh and all of this appears next to the normal feelings caused by a good story like attachment to the characters and having to process it- #-for a while and if its very good then even sometimes rarely i get the need to make fanart #so all of this combined just leads to me not being able to do anything for a while and feeling awful about it. #fun./sar #i wish i was a normal artist people here are so resilient and do stuff even though they dont want to or they DO want to #because idk they enjoy being pissed bcs of a thing not turning out right and they dont mind how tedious it can get- #-and they enjoy sacrificing hours&days&months of their lives without a guarantee that anyone will appreciate it accordingly and itll pay of #its probably the resilience though #im weak like a dried twig both mentally and physically #this sounds like i never enjoyed drawing&writing ever. and to clarify thats far from true. i frequently enjoy it #just never frequently enough and consistently enough to actually make something more 'worthwhile' or linear #it's like a wind that comes & goes that i have no control over. #i try to keep telling myself that in the past i struggled to make anything 'bigger'....& know i even made animatic shitposts #this sounds so stupid god. an animatic shitpost being an achievement. #its not an art skill achievement its a fighting tooth and nail with my own self to actually finish it because its a struggle almost every- #-time achievement #what im saying is im trying to tell myself that i already improved. im doing more than i could have done in the past. #even if the process is so slow and i dont know when ill advance again #if ill advance again. i just gotta believe i guess? thank u parappa

[drpeppertummy]

feel bad bc my writing isnt as good as it could be like 80% of the time bc i dont put the time & effort into it that i should but i know if i strive for perfection ill just never post anything & id rather post a bunch of mediocre little things than not post at all. i do wanna try & actually plan out a decent story again one of these days but part of the thing that makes it hard is coming up with scenarios i like that i havent already written 20 times😭😭😭😭😭

#text #theres really only a handful of things ive written on here that i Really Like #a lot of it is just whatever. weak plot weak characterization weak kink element etc #& its annoying bc i Know i can do better but also like. sometimes i just wanna write some stupid dinky little thing & be done with it #esp in the case of prompt requests where i have a bunch & im trying not to let them weigh me down #those ones are meant to be quick. for me anyways #but its like. u know when u do a 50% effort drawing & then give it 90% effort coloring & it just comes out looking awkward & shabby #thats how i feel like im doing a lot of my writing anymore

[vse-kar-vem]

how to write vent post title that does not come off as self-pitying and or accusatory (because it's NOT !)

#sorry tumblr is like a diary to me idk what i'll do w this blog after i (sigh) inevitably move on #either way #im convinced everyone hates me again :3 but realistically no one cares about me even enough to hate me im just stupid and self centred 💔 #if anything me TYPING these posts is actuvely turning people against me #again with the assumptions that people care enough to read these 😭 fhskfbhsjfkg #i hate that i care so much what people online think of me cuz irl it's like. whatever #but here there are so many cool people who i admire and would love to be friends with im always hyperparanoid of everything i do #and still i manage to overstep and come off as annoying #like obvs you're allowed to hate me even if you're someone i look up to like that's your perogative #but i hate worrying about IF anyone hates me #oughgh this is easier irl because usually people send off pretty clear signals if they dont like you #but online (esp with how prickly this fandom is) i don't know whether im being insecure and reading into things or whether people just don't #like me (which again is fine i would just rather know if anyone gets it) #i figure art is the one way i can get people to like me 💔 which sounds kinda pathetic because irl i KNOW im liked and capable! #fandom has just become such a big part of my personality that i cant detach my self worth from it #and i do love art and drawing and such i hate that even if i know people my stuff EYE dont and it doesnt mean anything or act as a signifier #of my friendships #wow .... i really am my own therapist ..... i should shut up #the industrial revolution and its consequences (jofandom) #i think these posts are half self exploration half ... almost self harm? because sometimes im so derogatory about myself on purpose in a #'you're worthless' way. but at the same time it's cathartic and i always feel better having probed at my feelings and gotten them in order #not to do a complete 180 but it's MY post and JO LONDON IN *12* DAYS!!!!!!!! AHH i'm sooo excited if it doesnt live up to my expectations i #may cry a little. and there will be another vent post from me ! #sometimes i wonder if anyone actually reads these 😭 #vee rambles

[ganondoodle]

i really dont know how to write an utterly harmless opinion, ultimately irrelevant complaint or comment on an observation without someone getting pissy at me for it

#ganondoodles talks #how many times does one need to try and clarify that i dont mean it accusatory #yes yes i know tumblr and twitter are barely comparable #i have been here for twice as long as on twitter #im not being bitchy about getting less notes on my art here than twitter #im used to it #i meant to highlight that one EXTREME difference in attention that on post got and how weird ifeel about it #twitter is much more explosive like that #and no im not used to that on twitter either #like i SAID in that post #on twitter my art rarely if ever gets over 1k notes combined unkess i got lucky and a giant account rtd it #which in 99% of cases wont happen bc i draw mostly oc or very niche fanart #it just feels WEIRD #especially when the clown baby man himself is tearing twitter apart over and over #posts not getting super popular can be a good thing too #the amount of mind boggling stupid comments i got on twitter on my edit alone is enough for me to know that #im surprised the gan art has been nearly 100% positive in feeback #my point is that its WEIRD to watch the same art explode on one and do normal on the other site #i love tumblr!! #i dont care about numbers that much!! #im not gonna leave this site for twitter #ESPECIALLY BC NONE OF MY POSTS DO THAT WELL THERE EITHER #what kind of fool would i have to be to care that much about numbers id leave the only other site im on #for one that isnt much different just has more explosive potential yet still is way past its best before date #and each time you wake up you wonder how much more moldy it can grow before being thrown out #bc one post got popular once

[burymeinwillow]

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#IM NOT DONE!!! #When my mom got sick and died- during that period I only watched Bonanza. It was my escapeism. It made me happy watching it- #it made me laugh during a time my life was falling apart around me. I was loosing the person most important to me - #I dont remember much from that time but I do remember how much I watched that silly western and how happy it made me #and that's what it means to me!!! that's why Bonanza is so dear to me!!! and it breaks my heart that I was scared to be more self-indulgent #with it. I was led to believe that I shouldn't like it. That I was strange for liking such an old show. My closest friend made feel weird- #about it. So Bonanza being my fav show was like... my little secret. I felt if I told people I liked it they wouldn't wanna be my friend. #Then Juni became my friend and she just changed all of that. She swooped in and just 'Hey you should be more self-indulgent!'- #and I remember thinking 'Is that okay?' She encouraged me about everything. About drawing... about Bonanza... she made it possible for me t #do things i thought were impossible. Like traveling to the US alone and go to a Bonanza Event?? She changed my life. #Made me realize it's okay to be self-indulgent. Made me realize liking niche and obscure things is NOT wierd. #as you can tell im very passionate about this #Juni came into my life during a very dark time and she changed my life and she changed me #and now im sitting here giggling and drawing this silly stupid cowboy from this silly old western #AND NOW IM REAL ANNOYING ABOUT BONANZA HEHEHE

[milimeters-morales]

im finally getting ads completely in spanish now including the close/exit/proceed/shop now buttons that are on them ^_^ gonna start a journal soon for it as well!

#not spiderstuff #small rambling and updates feel free to skip or read that #im still really scared to speak it in front of my friends and family bc they'll just make fun of me for trying to learn and being so quiet #BUT. ill get there or ill die #i have a lot of plans so i havent actually been posting much here or reblogging much but i come on here every now and then #and i deleted the app like ages ago to discipline myself anyway. not that u guys asked BUT i just wanted to share! #but yeah. doing work constantly and trying to have fun drawing again (working btw! yay) and writing in free time and exercise with my dog + #for his health and my skin and just overall being healthier ! and less online #in preparation for a shit ton of things about to be thrown my way and idk if ill ever really BE prepared but. yknow thats life #and im going back to counseling and seeing if i can get back on meds to help with issues. i don't think ill be able to tell them everything #bc thats so dangerous rn? i don't trust anybofy like that #but i gotta. fuck this stupid baka human experience <- reference. #i cant beliebve adulthood is so close. like what the hell #i can't use my llittle guy excuse for attacking politicians anymore omg nooo

[krenia]

I'm very normal about this lizard I totally didn't make him a ref because colorpicking from official art is hell

#last time i drew Ethan was in april im extra overdue #arknights #ethan arknights #arknights fanart #this stupid idiot has been a parasite on my brain for the past 2 years its insane #i have a pinterest board for him #its all out of character i never draw him in character i just go “hehe little guy” and he appears on my canvas in funky clothes #this is a warning for any normal ak fans to block me if they do not wish to see Ethan in a skirt down the line #because it will happen #many times #anyways fun fact nothing on this picture is game accurate #i sometimes slap his art on the canvas mid process so i can go “yeah something sure happened” #the most canon accurate things here are his eyes #THOUGH EVEN THAT IS DUBIOUS BECAUSE FUCK CONSISTENCY??? #WHY are his eyes purple in terra historicus #why just why #hes also paler in that but #i used the purple on his hoodie because ??? sure why not #bet you didnt expect this rant when opening the tags huh #its 2am and im talking about my comfort character sorry #again it will happen when i draw him it always does #my art

[rainbow-burst]

I being so fucking normal about this fit on him rn I'm beingsofuckingnormal I'm beingsofuckin nor-

#you have no idea how fucking long I've been drooling crying begging and just screaming for them to do a Lost boy kill count #like I just watched the podcast maybe like a week ago and I'm just like rocking back and forth on my bed like they're going to post a video #<--real soon #and oh my God I watched the video of the kill count in there's so many things I wish they talked about on there but I'm grateful to get it #they did talk about the sequels and.....ekkkk... I mean it's only based off of high demand so let's hope to God no one talks about it #or send any emails for them I mean if they talk about the remake that's fine I haven't really seen that one I know Sebastian stan is in it #oh my God I feel like I'm about to be so fucking annoying about the movie again I think I'm going to just start posting random shit about it #also lately I've been more happy to be posting and drawing again than usual #so I might be back on doodling and drawing random shit or actually I've been having more confidence in myself to start posting doodles #why do I bring that up because oh I don't know...wink wonk 🤫🤫🤫🤫🤫🤫🤗🤗 😉😉😉😉😜😜😜 #my laptop kind of sucks now so I'm going to buy a new one probably this month or next month so I'll be drawing and posting doodles #I'm also thinking about posting some of my recent sketches I have in my notebook but don't expect any Picasso or Vince Van Gogh for me #I know I'm good but like I'm not that good lol im jking kinda sorta maybe not relaly okay yeaj am BUT!!! #I feel like I'm back on my drawing shit again and if I don't finish your drawing I'll just still post it because why the fuck not I'm young #let's fuck around and have some fun why not huh #man I can't believe I'm actually really rambling here but yeah I'm happy to say that I'm going to be back on my stupid shit ❤️ #kill count

[jattendschaton]

From the epilogue of whose woods these are (I think I know.) by Reiaji

#miraculous ladybug #ladrien #adrien agreste #marinette dupain-cheng #adrinette #adrienette #the adrinette is below the cut because im cringe #my art #also yes lmao I know she looks like a fucking praying mantis!!! you may be asking why i am so bad at anatomy #and the answer is #i am just stupid and bad at most things!!! #yes i knew it was off while i was drawing it but also!!! 'fixing' it made it worse so!! #if you are looking for a better artist they are not here i am very sorry this is truly the best i can do #also truly everything good about this piece is good because the source material (wwta) is just brilliant and beautiful #literally could not say anything about that story that hasnt already been said but just know #i think about it constantly #and thus concludes the trio of friendship art i mentioned in the last ones tags

[libelelle]

Like i would really love to draw but im so frustrated and my brain feels WEIRD. i want to think about my guys but i cant stop thinking about literally anything else. I feel anxious. I kept breaking down over nothing and im being lowkey a shit friend. Idk what to doooooooo

#I DONT WANT!! TO DO THIS!!!! #LET ME DRAW!! I DONT WANT TO GET THIS WAY OVER STUPID THINGS I. JUST!!!! #lord i am so bad at talking to people guys im so sorry to vent i literally never want to do this on here but. augh. #idk whats wrong with meeeeee idk how to do thissdds #AUGH AUGH AUGHNAUGH #talk tag #vent #fucking hate that tag

[ashmcgivern]

The Fastest thing in the Feywild

Lyrshel Elmwhisper - A centaur formerly forced to participate in gladiatorial combat in the Giant’s Commune, Lyrshel was on a mission to return to her herd in the Feywild. She’s a bit of a lone-wolf who likes to get things done herself, and while her risky choices often came at a high price, they also yielded a high reward. While she was eventually reunited with the Elmwhisper tribe in the Feywild, she departed to start her own information gathering network, securing her position as an archfey, and the fastest thing to ever come out of it.

The Agaran Warband Master Post

#dungeons and dragons #character design #illustration #digital art #asharts #agaras #shush all of you i will not hear about the inconsistencies with the antlers and horse #and that she shouldnt have antlers cuz shes a lady #WE DO WHAT WE WANT IN THIS HOUSE LYRSHELS ANTLERS ARE BEAUTIFUL #and seasonal #this was stupid hard for me to draw im not great at horse anatomy so it took some doing to get it acceptable #also lyrshel is an ENIGMA SHE JUST IS OUT HERE DOING THINGS WITHOUT US KNOWING #she almost drowned one time just doing shit by herself like #lyrshel please #she also really has a thing for gunpowder #just many booms #queue

[toastsnaffler]

i keep getting irrationally miffed at ppl 😐😐

#'impressed by how much u can talk abt this considering youve not played either game' #fuck off. as if im not just trying to show interest bc u + another friend are both into them + constantly talk abt them in our gc!! #i mean since u guys talk abt them all the time + theyre huge on tumblr like. it would be hard for me to not know anything abt them at all #literally what else can i talk to u guys abt anyway. i dont think there are any interests i personally have that they both gaf abt #if anything they actively dislike most of the things im hyperfixated on. or at least she does so like i cant bring that up can i. #all i did was share a post i saw on tumblr that i thought was funny. its not like i had some negative/controversial opinion #i just saw it and thought hey that makes me think of my friends bc they like those things maybe theyll find it funny too!! #dog sitting outside the door with rly big sad eyes offering them a stick i found in a puddle #i like listening to them talk and i will eventually play some of the games theyre into myself cuz they make them sound rly cool #and even if theyre not my kind of thing i like sharing interests with other ppl and sometimes thats enough for me to be able to enjoy it #i literally own some of them already but im just not in the mental space to start smth new right now. which i have SAID!!!! #why do u even care girl. as if u dont already have a ton of friends playing it that ur talking to abt it???? i wont have anything to add #and thats not gonna stop u from being able to talk to me abt it anyway????? like 2/3 of our conversations atm are abt bg3 #man. i know its not that deep but it makes me kinda sad for some reason. im just trying. i guess next time ill just let u guys talk- #to each other or at me and not comment or say anything so u can pretend im not here or whatever it is u want #ughh. she probably didnt even mean it like that and ill feel stupid for getting annoyed and delete this later but whatever. #might work out early today and then i can like draw or play a game or smth the rest of the day. alright lets go #.vent #listening to my silly little jfunk/jazz/soul playlist and i already feel over it. healing