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stalkiwi · 2 months

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Wym '' life used to be simple'' are you okay???

nah. life sucks bro. those moving png on my screen are all that keeps me alive. dont fall at my level. 'tis my last advice

#its very heartlighted im ok for the most part i guess #life just hasnt been good to me lately #my header is just because i thought it sounded good and relatable #and i mean. life USED to be simple #now i gotta make money and pay taxes and think about my (checks notes) future #just getting up cracks all my bones at once like if i was an elder #IM NOT EVEN 20 #why cant i play video games all day long #anyway. dont worry im just complaining about life #askiwi

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lantern-hill · 6 months

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having a body SUCKS you have to do all this shit to keep it from breaking down. i hate being old i have to sleep right and eat right and do like 20 thousand things just so i feel normal

#im not even 20

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sitzfleischh · 2 months

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Every week I watch Lou Wilson perform the most stunning, tender depiction of a teenage boy's struggle against compulsory heterosexuality, and he has no idea he's doing it.

#fantasy high #fhjy #dimension 20 #this week's ep has me losing my mind for real i was like cry-laughing at multiple moments #but also EVERYONE IS SO SAD #RIZ!!! FABIAN!!! ADAINE!!!#im not even done the ep yet i have like an hour left

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mxcrayon · 5 months

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losing my actual mind rn

i had this interaction in the dropout discord (i am the first and third person). short. simple. i only got the first year bc of a discount + a gift card i had, so i was planning on using this person's suggestion.

then, i got this.

oh my god!! how nice!! how sweet!!! how thoughtful!! i gave them my email and they sent over a subscription, i thanked them profusely. i was very grateful, very touched.

hours and hours later i was still thinking about it and i recalled how, in the email id gotten about it, it said "tao yang sent you a subscription" and id seen that and thought "oh haha like the tao yang" and then moved on

but now, thinking back, i was like.... theres no way, so i googled tao yang.

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TAO YANG BOUGHT ME A FUCKING ANNUAL DROPOUT SUBSCRIPTION

#tao yang #dropout #dropout.tv #dimension 20 #AAAAAAAAAAA #losing my literal actual mind #i think hes so funny #i was already rly grateful and touched and now im just like flustered and starstruck #this is quite literally the most celebrity interaction ive ever had in my life #and i didnt even realize while it was happening #now i want to message him again but i feel like thatd be weird #sam responded to my question once and i still think about it now months latwr #bc THAT had been the most direct celebrity intersection id had #and this was like six levels above that #crazy world we live in #anyway. i have dropout again!!!! yippee!!!!

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darlenehysteria · 11 months

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me having my one social interaction a week and spending the next week overthinking and overanalysing it and the other persons perception of me

the other person having that one social interaction amongst many during their week and moving on like a normal person

#this format makes no sense but idc #isolated breeds anxiety but i think im in too deep atp #social anxiety #anxiety #overthinking #overanalysis #mental health #mental illness #social interaction #social anxiety disorder #anxiety disorder #and yet i yearn for social interaction and acceptance #when i cannot accept myself #and refuse to let others see me #life is fucked up man #im not even 20 #which means theres time to change ig #anywayyyyyyyyy this is tumblr lmao #my post

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triona-tribblescore · 1 month

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UH- UM- MY HAND SLIPPED-

Tw// suggestive material

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wyrmwright · 16 days

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the love you can't even name

#d20 #dimension 20 #fhjy #fantasy high #fantasy high junior year #cassandra #ankarna #fhjy spoilers #im losing my mind over these two...#day and night conviction and doubt #deific yuri tragedy #losing someone and not even being able to speak their name back #the idea that it was cassandra's anger and feelings of unfairness of being in the precarious position she was in is what brought her back #that ankarna was still with her because even the gods cant scrub her name off of cassandras heart #the shards interacting with each other....#this too is yuri #butch ankarna because of course #i love women

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enitsirk · 2 months

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Fig & the Ratettes

#im afraid no context i can say would even begin to make sense #all i can say is as ally beardsley has said #ROLL FOR HOLE #dimension 20 #dimension 20 fhjy #fantasy high junior year #fantasy high #d20 #my art #fhjy #figueroth faeth #dimension 20 fanart

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sunshinem0ths · 3 months

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i know riz saying "i have a conspiracy board going at fabian's house now" was probably implying that riz set it up just then during the party but the way he says it (read: the way my mentally ill brain interpreted it) makes it sound like he's over at fabian's house so often that he's set up a backup conspiracy board there like one would leave an extra toothbrush in their best friend's bathroom for sleepovers

#theyre so goddamn cute im gonna throw up.#whatever i dont even care whatever #d20 #dimension 20 #fantasy high #fhsy spoilers #riz gukgak #fabian seacaster #fhjy #fantasy high junior year

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rainedroptalks · 1 month

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I’d like to think all the other teachers at Aguefort hate Bobby Dawn’s ass immediately.

Porter is giving him death glares in the staff room. Tiberia doesn’t even acknowledge him whenever he’s in her line of sight. Lucilla, who is usually so kind, gives him side eyes in the hall, cuz bard classes are so gay and he’s homophobic. Jace avoids talking to him at all costs despite technically being the only person Bobby can go to for questions about the job. Henry seems more timid but even he is clearly upset at at this man’s general existence. And those are the ones who aren’t even openly hostile.

Zara only does night classes but whenever she does sees him she hisses. No one’s ever seen Terpsichore angry, but they have now. He made some of the younger queer students cry and Jawbone yells at him in full view of the student body. Corsica is so so close to beating this man up. They all miss Yolanda

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nonbinarymissdude · 2 years

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frank iero i love you so much. stomachaches i love you so much. that album. lord it's been with me since middle school. and it's hit differently in different stages of my life. i remember the first time i heard a song from it in 7th grade.

#that was 7 years ago #im 19!#im actually still very ridiculously young i gotta remind myself that #i was talking to my dad and we had a really good conversation #he's so traditional he doesn't understand that getting love and support from your dad is like...THE most important thing #like pops thank you so much for giving me the things i want and supporting my interests financially it is a blessing #i want you to accept me as a person more than anything tbh #oh but yeah i mentioned how i felt like it was too late for me #but im actually very young #like way too young to be saying that #im not even 20 #im 19

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sparring-spirals · 7 months

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aabria, having just described that the parasitically-piloted actively-collapsing dead bear body the party is CURRENTLY STANDING INSIDE OF as a "deflated basketball", dismayed her party does not seem thrilled by this analogy: Ball is life!! >:(

#and shes right. ball is LIFE. even when the ball is dead and also collapsing and also. again. SO dead.#burrows end #burrows end e2 #burrows end spoilers #d20 cast #aabria iyengar #shitpost #im slowly but surely making my way thru the second half. im trying so hard.#not cr #dropout #dimension 20

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sunburstsandmoonshadows · 9 months

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Conrad being shuttled off into the Home for Wayward Interests is so terribly interesting because it implies the Elias is treating his own moral conscious as just as silly and childish as his actual childhood interests, something to be put aside in favor of doing whatever it takes to please his superiors and oh boy if that doesn’t promise that some fucked up shit is in that file I’ll eat my own brain. Elias what are you DOING.

#mentopolis #dimension twenty #dimension 20 #conrad schintz #im so interested in the outer plot of elias and his work #especially since even the ‘real world’ seems to be different #from our real world

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starstruckodysseys · 2 months

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like. logically lucy was doomed by the narrative. she was already dead before the narrative started. but out of everyone, did it have to be her??

#i haven’t even watched the ep yet and i’m emotional over her #(i’ve given up avoiding spoilers. the only reason im going to catch up is for funsies)#dimension 20 #d20 #fantasy high #fantasy high junior year #fhjy spoilers #lucy frostblade

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annaraebananawriter · 11 days

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"You didn't see the storm coming? Must not be a very good Oracle."

BRENNAN WHEN I CATCH YOU--WHEN I CATCH YOU BRENNAN--AAAAAASA

#dimention 20 #d20 #d20 spoilers #fantasy high #fantasy high junior year #d20 fantasy high #d20 fhjy #d20 fhjy spoilers #fhjy #fhjy spoilers #using Adaines own line against her #reference to how the first oracle died #something something #poetic parrallels #thers even a fucking boat too #im SCREAMING