#it was difficult to choose the best ones

[mer-een]

“Let nothing stand in your way.”

“You’ve got my back?”

“Always.”

#ffxv #final fantasy xv #ignis scientia #noctis lucis caelum #ignoct #dynamic duo #the details in this game #look at them #link strikes #i love them so much #and #there are even more between them #it was difficult to choose the best ones #my gifs #videogameedit #ff

[nerdy-talks]

Diavolo... My heart.... 🥹

#can this be tied into the yandere vibe he sometimes gives off? lol #either way i love him #this game makes it so difficult to choose just one boy #i love the brothers with all my heart #i also love diavolo and solomon #simeon and barbatos are lovely too #Luke is our son so thats a different kind of love #and thirteen! i need her as my best friend so badly #obey me #obey me nightbringer #obey me wanderers whereabouts #obey me diavolo #obey me lord diavolo

[autisticlee]

it kind of sucks when all your friends and family, everyone you know, are all pairing off and getting married and havinf families, except you. you're the only one that doesn't have a partner and probably can/will never get one. especially if one around you has time for you anymore, they never reach out, never get back to you, because they're only focused on their partners and families. you're stuck alone and drift away from everyone through no fault of your own. you have no hope of finding your own partner or no motivation to look for one for whatever reason. the lack of connections while seeing everyone around you having their own can get overwhelmingly lonely at times....

#autism #autistic #asexual #aromantic #these are probably the two factors that put me in this position #im undateable because im too autistic to form any connections with people and cant even make or keep friends around for long #so how would i ever try to date anyone???? #and also asexual which makes it harder. and aromantic (not sure what kind if its like demi and i just need to meet “the one” #and form a connection first to actually have any feelimgs for anyone or not sure if I simply cannot experience romantic attraction #either way its a lonely existence in a world where 99% of people pair off or obsessed with trying to partner up #and theres less value/time/effort put on friendships #ON TOP OF being autistic and forming any connections at ALL is an extremely difficult task that seems to always fail on me! #lee rants #lee rambles #im actually visiting a friend and her gf (who is also friend but we are less close) so i know not everyone partners and shuns friends #but they live in another country and i cant visit all the time so it doesnt help this lonely shit feeling all the time D: to have ~1 friend #would be nice to have all the close benefits and of a dating partnership without the physical stuff and pressure of “dating” #if thar makes sense. best friends but life patners. the person is obligated to help me and bw there for me at all times #someone who chooses me first instead of others. someone that doesnt make me their last choice all the time #their very comfortable to be around and we relate and get along perfectly and make up for each others weaknesses #my favorite person and im their favorite person #they usually always say yes to me and include me and im their first choice for eveything #they respect my needs and boundaries and work with me if we have a misunderstanding or disagreement. #its so hard to find people like this. someone who matches me well enough to fit all these picky things i want #someone who would like me enough to be like this. someone im comfortable with and like who fits the energy i want #even if someone liked ME enough and was these thjngs if they arent comfortable or match my energy then i dont want them #im not desperate enough to take Anyone ans im extremely picky about it #being aroace makes any kind of datimg very hard because theres ~less fish in the sea~ #but being autistic makes it EVEN HARDER becuase i cant even make and keep FRIENDS so how would i have a /partner/ ????? #sighs. i think im meant to live a lonely life and need to learn to accept it

[sashimiyas]

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#tw discourse #i’m gonna say an unpopular opinion once and then be on my way again #sometimes i see something on here that makes me upset and then i think #‘i really need to be on here less.’ but then i realize… i rarely use the app as it is #but writers love to say ‘we don’t get paid to write. we are not machines.’ all valid points #bc entitlement is frustrating. bc this is meant to be a community of natural engagement and interaction #i want to specify Natural #bc i see those same writers bash their followers for not like rbing or commenting #as if they are getting paid to follow the author! and that isn’t fair either #writers ask for grace when they are going through writers block or a difficult episode in their life #and our followers cannot ask for the same? sometimes we do not feel like reading. and let’s admit it. not every post will be a banger #and that should be fine too. no one should be guilted to interact with anyone #and i think my whole discomfort with using this site lately is how every interaction is being policed #like do we not assume good intentions anymore? can we not assume that someone is rbing without tags but will put something in later #when they do get a chance to read it? or that they are liking because they want to read it but just dont have the time yet? #anyways. i’ll probably come back to delete this #but man. anyone who follows me. i want you to know that i will do my best to never try and make you feel bad for choosing how to interact #with this blog. outside of not responding to my inbox bc that’s just been difficult for me lately. #please have a comfortable experience and go about this stupid little hellhole in peace #don’t feel coerced to interact with me unless you want to. don’t apologize to me for not having reached out to me in a while #it’s okay. please have your fun in any way you want #i say this bc before being a writer i am a reader

[yo9urt]

video games....

#mine #i love my steam deck sooooooooo much im so happy i can actually play games again like a big proper library of them #and everything #everything on steam AND emulators is available to me. do you know how many games that is! #i started a new beegee3 playthrough on the HARDEST DIFFICULTY (!) today. which is also a single-save difficulty #and im in one of the most difficult parts of the game right now (level 4) and kind of nervous lol #but at the same time im really proud of myself for learning the game to the point i feel comfortable challenging myself in it #and im happy i get to at all :D i love you video games #and sooner or later ill come back to stardew valley cause there was that big update and i have some games on my wishlist too #and its not verified yet but i might play that pomeranian making the house dirty game cause it looked cute #oh and yakuza also because my friend got two of the yakuzas for me #YAYYYYY GAMES #also kind of sad though because tomorrow i pack and sunday i go back for babys last quarter of college #and im worried about how busy its going to be with classes and job apps and then of course actually graduating #and moving out and haivng a job and stuff #when all i want is to enjoy being able to play video games again.... sig #sigh* #WHATEVER...future mes problem #oh i almost forgot...one of the best parts of the deck imo is the versatility because with games like beegee3 #you can play it in controller mode which has its pros and cons but you can also swap to computer mode #which also has its pros and cons so like. i can adjust as needed #when im just exploring or trying to loot an area etc i go controller #but when im in combat i go computer because the hotbar is REALLY helpful for decision making #its really nice to have the option to choose since no console players have that it seems #and the only pc players who can do that are the ones who have and are willing to connect controllers #and most of them dont seem to be into that #but im really glad to be able to do both #ok done yapping now

[leenaur143]

we got our choi brothers collab... at the cost of my HEART AHHHHHHH 🥹❤️‍🔥

#im gonna add all my waffle here in the tags because i am so awestruck right now like ofc that is going to happen when you choose to cover #one of the best songs to ever reach the audience from the most talented queen that is our beloved iu and AHHH for sannie and jongho's voices #to go so well with it ofc i expect greatness and beyond from jongho with soulful ballads but CHOI SAN TAKE A BOW #he absolutely hand crafted those insanely difficult high notes in a pitch which is in no way shape or form made for his voices natural tone #but he still made it work and i know that must have taken a lot of effort and sheer skill i was nearly (!!!) brought to tears when they #sang the part near the end together because wow. chills literal chills. that was so beautifully done and the set was stunning as well #for them to adjust and frame that song so well and do it justice in my opinion is nothing short of outstanding and idc if im glazing that #was incredible and im not going to stop listening to it now wow. just wow. #ateez #choi jongho #choi san #link is to the song on youtube 🥹👏

[guinevereslancelot]

please please please let me get the job that is 11 minutes away from me on quiet roads and not have to take the one with city traffic three traffic circles and a scary turn amen 🙏

#genuinely the job im interviewing for i would turn out of my driveway on a quiet rd turn onto the road my house is on the corner of #which is also pretty quiet #then go straight for ten minutes #the other one i have to choose between a scary turn or doing three rotaries 😬 #only one of the rotaries is bad but still #also!! my friend and mentor works at this other place and the ratio of kids to teachers is way better #pay would be about the same to start but im hoping they'll eventually be able to pay more #bc it seems like s pretty fancy school tbh #anywayyy #im really anxious abt the job i accepted so i hope i can switch to this other one #but even if they dont hire me i still have a job so its not the end of the world #im just such a terrible oblivious and nervous driver lol #and im lowkey worried ibcant handle the kods at the first job #some of them are very difficult and one of them has serious behavioral issues she should probably have an aide assigned to just her but ala #but the ratio of teachers to kids is 8 kids to 1 teacher which is really hard at that age #and i've never worked with such a large class before #i applaied for the baby/toddler teacher but they asked me to do prek instead which has more behavioral issues imo #but the other job w my friend is toddler #which is a fun age to work with #so hopefully i can do that #also im not totally sure but i think that I would literally be co teaching with my friend #which would be awesome bc she already thinks im the best lol and we work well together :) #and my co teacher at the other job seems kind of mean :(

[paramnesias]

*. ꩜ PARAMNESIAS’ RP PROMPTS . . .

multi’s please specify & please do not reblog. thank you <3

most of these are vague and that’s on purpose. many may not be conducive with a thread, and length will vary. trying to keep to 100-150 words, but some may go over. if you have any context you’d like to add, feel free! this is all for fun!! :D

i’ve tried to avoid this with as many prompts as possible, but a handful may also require some plotting… in that case, i will reach out to you if we haven’t plotted much.

SEND AN EMOJI FOR A RELATED RESPONSE:

SEND 🔦 FOR ALAN TO SHINE A FLASHLIGHT AT YOUR MUSE (OR SEND “REVERSE”)

SEND 📝 FOR THE SCENE TO FOCUS ON HIS MANUSCRIPT(S) OR FOR A MANUSCRIPT PAGE TO BE PRESENT

SEND 📸 FOR YOUR MUSE TO HAVE A PHOTOGRAPH WITH ALAN OR FOR YOUR MUSE TO TAKE ALAN’S PHOTOGRAPH (SPECIFY IF YOU’D LIKE)

SEND 💤 FOR ALAN TO DREAM WALK INTO YOUR MUSE’S DREAM/NIGHTMARE

SEND ❕ FOR YOUR MUSE TO WAKE ALAN FROM A DREAM/NIGHTMARE (OR SEND “REVERSE”)

SEND 👁️ FOR ALAN TO HAVE A VISION OR DREAM; REMEMBER A MEMORY; OR EXPERIENCE AN ECHO RELATED TO YOUR MUSE

SEND 🔋 FOR A SITUATION INVOLVING A GENERATOR, FUSE BOX, BATTERIES, AND/OR THE POWER GOING OUT

SEND 💡 FOR ALAN TO SEEK REFUGE WHERE YOUR MUSE IS

SEND 📺 FOR AN OLD CRT TV TO BE PROMINENT IN THE SCENE

SEND 📻 FOR A RADIO TO BE PROMINENT IN THE SCENE

SEND 📽️ FOR A PROJECTOR TO BE PROMINENT IN THE SCENE

SEND 📞 FOR A PHONE TO BE PROMINENT IN THE SCENE

SEND 🌲 AND I WILL HAVE TO USE THE WORD “TREE”

SEND ☕️ AND I WILL HAVE TO USE THE WORD “COFFEE”

SEND 🦉 AND I WILL HAVE TO USE THE WORD “OWL”

SEND 🦌 AND I WILL HAVE TO USE THE WORD “DEER”

SEND A “WORDS OF POWER” TYPE FOR A RELATED RESPONSE:

“WORDS OF AID” FOR AN ACT OF HEALING, HELP IN A CRISIS, GUIDANCE, ETC. SPECIFY ALAN OR YOUR MUSE AS THE RECIPIENT

“WORDS OF ACTION” FOR OUR MUSES TO BE CAUGHT IN A PERILOUS SITUATION

“WORDS OF FIX” FOR ALAN TO TRY TO RECTIFY A SITUATION FOR OR BETWEEN OUR MUSES

“WORDS OF GUN” FOR ALAN TO WIELD A GUN AT YOUR MUSE (OR SEND “REVERSE” OR “BOTH”)

“WORDS OF LAMP” FOR THE ANGEL LAMP OR THE CLICKER TO BE PROMINENT/USED IN THE SCENE

“WORDS OF STUFF” FOR OUR MUSES TO HAVE ACCESS TO A CHEST, CACHE, STASH, ETC.

“WORDS OF WAR” FOR ALAN TO LASH OUT AT YOUR MUSE (OR SEND “REVERSE”)

SEND A LOCATION FOR A RESPONSE SET THERE OR AROUND THERE:

- ALLEYWAY

- AMUSEMENT PARK

- APARTMENT

- BAR

- CABIN

- CAMPSITE

- CAR

- DINER

- FOREST

- GAS STATION

- HOTEL/MOTEL

- LIGHTHOUSE

- MOVIE THEATER

- POLICE STATION

- SCHOOL

- SHORELINE

- SUBWAY STATION

- TELEVISION STUDIO

BONUS:

SEND “IN NIGHT SPRINGS…” AND I WILL WRITE A SHORT EXCERPT OF A FAKE NIGHT SPRINGS SCRIPT/EPISODE ABOUT YOUR MUSE OR FEATURING YOUR MUSE. IF YOU ARE UNFAMILIAR WITH THE CANON, IT IS BASICALLY THE IN-UNIVERSE TWILIGHT ZONE.

#temp prompt tag #wasn’t planning on this being so long… #gonna delete all other memes and simply house this one for now #one of my favorite things to do is make a muse/blog-specific prompt list #send as many as you’d like :’)) #was a little difficult to come up with prompts; hence a lot of vague ones #some of these may also take a bit to do if i choose to do them… #i am gonna try my best… trying to spark somethin in my brain

[munch-mumbles]

ive been a little upset about it all night so i need to write out all the things that happened at work today and are bugging me so i can TRY to get it out of my head and actually RELAX bc i just keep pacing in circles around it instead of just accepting it and moving on

#for context i was working frying chicken today. ok so i arrive and literally all the chicken out expires within ten minutes of each other #meanwhile to remake everything takes about an hour 20 #tried my best to get everything out and replaced and make sure i have enough of everything and then take my break bc with chicken there are #few narrow windows to take your break in you have very little control over when it is #get back and while im getting ready for my next fry one of the assistant leaders comes back and passive aggressively asks 'everything ok?' #and when i say yeah shes starts saying how shes 'just checking' because apparently i didnt have enough chicken out for her liking and went #on about how we're in a chicken drive (I KNOW. I WORK CHICKEN SHE NEVER HAS.) #etc etc. i just say ok and she leaves #like 20 minutes later she comes fucking back to rag on me again about how i need to choose my break times better and i need to have more #chicken out there as back up (extremely difficult bc there is literally only so much room in the fryers. the batches i usually make already #nearly completely fill them up) blah blah and then when i try to explain how i WAS making pretty big batches people are just snatching them #up fast she keeps trying to walk out the door right away and keeps stopping and looking over her shoulder to just stare at me while i try t #finish my sentence #and she just. doesnt say anything in response when i do finish she just leaves #so clearly she didnt want a conversation she just wanted to rag on me #then later for cleanup the timing of everything just kept lining up inconveniently so i kept having to get in and out of raw cleaning gear #and slowing myself down and i end up having to stay almost 15 minutes late to finish cleaning #during cleaning i have to go grab a key to the back door to take out my trash and this one coworker i have was standing in the way of the #door. i say excuse me and she just stares at me and goes huh? #and i say i need a key and she barely moves out of the way without responding and she has a look like im bothering her #why are you acting like im being douchey. i just need a key. thats something she does a lot she acts like im inconveniencing her by asking #basic favors . ive stopped asking her to help me open the back door (sometimes needed if i also have raw garbage to take out and therefore #cant touch the key myself) for some reason she takes it upon herself to almost completely close the door after i walk out so when i come #back i have to awkwardly use my foot to reach around and pull the door open #ive asked her before not to do it and she just ignored me #GRAH GRAH. and then like i said in my last rb i realized while i was drivign home i forgot to wash a damn pan #im mostly worried about it because ive forgotten a couple times in the past too . in my defense its a pan i personally dont use but it just #gets left behind from first shift sometimes and then second shifters end up having to make sure its clean #im just irritateddd and im mad im worried about it all. its all little things piling up on each other #LOL I WROTE A LOT MORE BUT THE REST GOT CUT OUT IG I HIT A TAG LIMIT. tumblr voice ok dude quit your bitching !!

[light-imperfected]

beep!

14. A text that wasn’t sent (or, "i just hit reroll until the prompt fit the text i wanted gabe to send" but whatever)

[text]: Why are you still [text]: Do you really [text]: I will only disappoint y [text]: Are you sure [text]: Is this real?

[text]: If you do not truly desire my acquaintance I would understand it.

#local man attempts to figure out best way to bring up difficult topic; chooses approximately the worst one #sunsage #answered

[lhrry]

reblog this with your favourite song(s) from each 1d album please it’s for science

#ive been listening to so much 1d for comfort lately #up all night would be wmyb more than this and moments #take me home is tougher actually #change my mind over again or #rock me bc it’s a bop #midnight memories is a game changer it’s so difficult but right now 100% one of the best songs they ever put out #dont forget where you belong and #happily and strong and through the dark and why don’t we go there idk y’all midnight memories is full of bangers #four definitely ready to run #girl almighty where do broken hearts go #fools gold and honorable mentions to fireproof and no control #and mitam is not fair I’m not choosing #end of the day and if I could fly are probably never going to be topped #but then you also have what a feeling and walking in the wind and Am and Olivia and yeah I’m not choosing because I also count home as a #part of mitam bc I can

[master-missysversion]

I cant remember who it was now but I just remembered the time I saw someone said that the RTD era had the best trans rep (because of Cassandra) 😭

#not throwing a huge amount of shade at rtd bc the early 2000s were a difficult time to have trans rep in a show #and having the doctors first kiss in the new series be with a man was already amazing #but the idea that Cassandra is the best trans rep in doctor who is wild to me #but then the argument of who is the best rep is probably a difficult one #bc there is not much to choose from

[gothwizardmagic]

I wonder how many people regret their Harry Potter tattoos

i have no idea but its definitely in the thousands 🙃

#Anonymous #i got mine in 2009 when i was 17......... #its unfortunately very large and very prominent so its going to be expensive and difficult to cover up #i definitely want to cover it but figuring out the best way to do that is tricky #i dont wanna rush into the first design that comes to mind and wind up still unhappy so im waiting to settle on something #plus my regular artist is battling cancer & obviously cant work rn so im going to have to choose a new artist which is so daunting #but yea a very big regret and one im definitely not alone in #the one upside is that i have SPECIFICS to scare teenagers with #''oh dont get a tattoo young you might regret it'' is MEANINGLESS when youre 17 #''i got a harry potter tattoo when i was 17 and now im 30 with the symbol of a fascist group created by a terf emblazoned on my fucking arm #THAT will scare ANY teenager out of getting a tattoo REAL QUICK

[magentagalaxies]

i should go to sleep but my cat is lying at the end of my bed purring because she loves spending time near me and i want to be awake for this moment

#also bc whenever i go to bed with the cat still in my room i always end up with her waking me up at 4am to let her out #but mostly im just emotional bc awww today has been the most social she's been lately??? #like she really wasn't that social as a kitten (she never disliked people per se she just never wanted to stay in one place too long) #but then over the past few years she's gotten to a point where she likes being held sometimes and i can play with her to build that bond et #but today especially. every time i opened my bedroom door after having it closed for a while she would be sitting right outside it #like she was waiting for me #and one time i even heard her pawing at the door so i let her in and she followed me around as i reorganized my closet #getting a cat to love you is such an accomplishment. like it might be difficult at times but it's so rewarding #also side note i hope rusty and dusty had a good day today. rusty and dusty are scott's cats #i got to meet them last time i was in toronto and they're so cute. scott and i had a genuine bonding moment over how much we both love cats #also!!! i hope early had a good day too. ''early'' is the name of paul bellini's cat and i think it's the best cat name i've ever heard #the story behind it is paul was trying to get his partner to choose a name for the cat after several weeks #and his partner replied ''i can't! it's too early!'' #so they decided to just call the cat early for the next decade lmao

[johnmalevolent]

im thinking about trigun and suikoden 2 and damn... there are parallels in there

#brb replaying suikoden 2 so i can get screencaps #suikoden 2 #trigun #krispeaks #difference is suikoden 2 has 3 sibling while trigun only has 2 (alive ones) #and um if i talk about riou and jowy to vash and knives first. both of them were always together growing up #until they separate ways to pursue what they believe is the best for the world #they climbed their ways to becoming important people either willingly (jowy & knives) or not (vash & riou) #and of course the legendary rune the chosen ones etc #now nanami is the difficult part because she fits some characters at the same time #yes she's aggresive but she also has vash's reluctance to fight and his pacifism (mostly) #she's like the younger vash and they act (somewhat) more mature than their brothers but also easily swept away #by the nature of the world that required them to fight #BUT. she's also rem. she means something to both jowy and riou although she mostly stays by riou's side #ans she's the biggest influence riou has. he talks to her before making any big decisions and every single time nanami asks him to stop #because theyre kids. they should be able to live normally as children instead of leading an army #which just reminds me of shu what the heck was going on in his mind. these kids were like 16 #so before doing anything riou (and the player) must consider how nanami feels which is why we've got the alt ending of them running away #if you choose to keep fighting tho? nanami dies. something something 'if i killed this man she'll die'? #and even after that she still haunts the narrative. everyone is at loss and even jowy #jowy who was willing to become a villain fighting against siblings to create a better world (eden) for the three of them #ALSO JOWY AND KNIVES LITERALLY HAVE BLADES/KNIVES AS THEIR POWER LOL #vash & riou has healing powers which could burst an attack but they use their physical weapons mostly (ignoring the player attached runes) #also about merilly & ww. they can come together as rina ellie and bolgan #wolfwood offers fortune reading and he still has his cross #meryl is ellie. both of them have too much weapons #millie is bolgan she's just having fun :^) #idk if theyre travelling together but these trio were prob the closest to riou and nanami as cameos in a lot of main quests #also i probably should say ftr i like riou/jowy as a ship but i mostly see their relationship as brotherly #which is to say no k/v here. begone

[robocops-a-christ-allegory]

Last polls post it will actually be fair if Adrian wins the vigilante poll because I do think he is extremely well written and has the longest run so kind of the most exploration of his character, but I voted Alan because 1. I didnt think anyone else was going to 2. His specific brand of evil is interesting to me

3. Hes my wet little meow meow

#Dorian's probably actually my second favorite. I actually like alot of the vigilantes also #Difficult to choose. I know its surprising I actually like the characters I talk fucking constantly about. #All the vigilantes are also like that but since Alan's The Evil One of people who are #generally morally grey at best he exemplifies it the most #Asides From Adrian Adrian is also the most like this as seen in that second page too