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'You've been staring at our wardrobe for a while, Jennifer..' the inner voice of the doctor commented.
Jennifer remained still, standing in front of the open wardrobe, as if hypnotized by it, and it's many, many contents; she was wearing the doctor's pajamas.
She felt like wearing something that reflected her self more today, however, she felt unsure, she wanted to try something different, that she didn't often wear- (and also, she, deep down, felt a little intimidated- to be free to express her genuine self. It's been rough trying to break out of this shell now that they both finally had freedom to do so)
"I'm not sure what I should wear..." her voice came out as a sheepish, soft whisper, as she replied to Richard.
'You can always put that white dress you often wear around the house, it is your favourite, isn't it?'
"But I always wear it! I feel like something else today, but what? There's so much to choose from..santo cielo" she mumbled as she moved some clothes out of the way to see what else was in their wardrobe.
'What about that, my dear?' Richard inquired, as Jennifer's gaze fell upon a warm, cream colored, layered dress.
"No way! We are not going out. Not today. I'm looking for..." she trailed off, moving apart clothes by clothes,
"Uh...oh! A-ha! Something like this!" She declared as she pulled out a pale blue tunic, complete with a matching cardigan of a darker shade of blue.
The doctor simply let out a soft 'mph', sounding as if he was lost in his own thoughts, and then everything just remained quiet within the headspace for a while. Long enough for Jennifer to change into her clothing of choice and then just, well, sit back on their bed- now procrastinating what to do next. So much to do around the large mansion they lived in, but where to start?
'What do I do now? What do we do? This is...' she asked within the headspace, hoping to get an answer from her companion as she trailed off.
Her gaze slowly fixated blankly in a random corner of the room, she felt like she needed to move, and yet, the body did not allow it. It couldn't. This was time-wasting already!
'I know, I know, this is strange for me as well. Very much so. This sensation...'
'Is it like having your hands tied for a long time, and now...you finally have them untied? Finally able to do what you want?'
'Precisely.'
In the headspace, the two were just kind of sitting awkwardly next to eachother in the mansion's attic. She looked over at her companion, the old doctor seemed to be just as unsure as she was.
Outside of the headspace, Jennifer had instinctively curled back up into bed, although she already had no recollection of doing so, she knew she did it. It felt exhausting to exist out here, sometimes. But it also felt useless for her to even be out if she was going to do nothing.
'If...this is a lot for you, then perhaps you should rest...' Richard's voice was comforting to hear again, even if his words did not seem to please her.
"But- I want to do something." She declared, in a stern whisper.
'We will, but perhaps not now, dear. We'll do things together, little by little, yes?'
"Maybe...yeah.. that- it sounds good enough."
'Very well.'
That sounded a little better, although she wished she were able to push through this feeling of a dead weight that never got off of her. It was always tiring to even try to push through, and when they both managed- they never seemed to really, genuinely, enjoy anything. Because they were too busy trying to live. Trying to keep things from breaking apart.
Being around Celeste was the hardest part for her. Jennifer never seemed to be able to work up the strenght to introduce herself to Richard's daughter, even if she sometimes could notice that she knew she was there, not her father. She had to play pretend, but sometimes she couldn't help but crack, hence why she sometimes mistakingly referred to Celeste with her own name-
Richard's daughter...the seemingly perfect life she has, that was supposed to have been her- she was supposed to have a life of her own, as she wanted it. She was supposed to have her own childhood. It wasn't meant to be Richard. It wasn't meant to be like this.
And that nun...she torments her-
"Jennifer." Richard's voice made her snap out of her drowning thoughts.
Oh. Now she was back inside here, and he had been brought out there. Why was it always so sudden?
'I'm sorry..'
The doctor quickly interrupted any other apology from being said, as there was nothing to be apologetic about.
Perhaps, they both should take the day with ease; it wasn't a good day to begin with, so... helping eachother out getting through it was their best option. Maybe it'd get better with time?
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Not to be nit-picky actually yes to be nit-picky but AFO is just as evil as the LOV 😭 he literally is a peace of shit too! However, I do agree with that anon and you like I feel for them having shitty childhoods and whatnot but at the end of the day they’re still mass murderers and having shitty childhood doesn’t excuse them or make their actions justifiable! Personally I don’t want them to die because I think death is an easy way out, but they need to be locked up and punished for their crimes!
lol istg the only ones who aren't looking forward to that shitfuck afo to die are endeavor antis bc apparently he mocked endeavor a word or two 😂
like it's fictional and i actually don't apply stern rules of justice to them, but if the author wants us average readers to sympathize with mass murderers, at least show readers that they're sympathizable. look at eren yeager, before he came to his last genocide decision, he showed a lot of struggles and internal conflicts, which's why aot fandom splitted in two. that's how "wrongdoings by right ideal" should be written, not something Hori gave us like, hey they don't feel any shit to the innocent lives they've tramped on and their ideal is bullcrap and dogshit too but their lives were so sad, their childhoods were horrible, they have a crying child in their soul and a sad smile on their face, so now pity them, forgive them, save them, give them a chance.
ugh, i have my heart open for every trope of antagonist but not this kind of writing. the villains didn't feel even a trace of remorse for their actions, how can people apologize for that?
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Be Comfortable With Being the Villain
In my country we have a saying: "I am not a golden coin to be liked by everyone". It doesn't matter how "nice", correct, and appeasing we may behave with others, there will always be those who will dislike us for no apparent reason. Learning to not only be ok with them disliking you, but going as far as to embracing it can propel you forward.
Many people will dislike you because you trigger something in them that makes them feel threatened, less-than, or jealous. That is a them problem. If those same people proceed to lie about you and attack you to try to take you down, you need to be prepared to be ok with being perceived in a negative light by them and the people who choose to believe them. At the end of the day their talking is just that, and it cannot affect you if you choose to rise above it.
Learning to embrace being hated means that you can stop trying to seem agreeable and nice to everyone and instead pursue respect. Someone doesn't have to like you to still respect you. Respect and status will allow you to rub shoulders with people who can improve your life in meaningful ways, and place you in spaces where you can flourish.
Being liked is overrated and at times useless. Instead, be a woman of influence, power, and good character. When your brand speaks for yourself, the naysayers become powerless and desperate, and others will be able to see right through their lies.
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Here's another list of polls that I would run if this current one wasn't a massive undertaking but I still wanna see them so you have my permission to do them yourself; the threequal.
Most annoying youtube sponsorship (ie raid shadow legends, hello fresh, etc)
Has anyone done that "wisest Uncle Iroh quote" tournament I mentioned in the first one of these. I still would like to see that.
Best fruit. Simple. Too the point.
Best or worst board game would both be interesting ones I think. Although Monopoly would probably sweep the worst without much contest.
This contest's rules, but with only characters on Sexypedia.
Best banned book (held down a little by Tumblr not reading much books as other media, but could still be cool)
Ok this one is definitely a gimmick; but Gerrymandered blorbo bracket. A normal bracket but the runner rigs the polls however they want by splitting up the opposition (ie in a match with Heavy Tf2 vs Sasuke the options could be (Heavy Tf2, sasuke and im left handed and like yellow, sasuke and im right handed and dislike yellow, sasuke and im- etc. And heavy would most likely win cause no 1 sasuke option would beat Heavy's)
Classic "vote who you like more" bracket, but you can't see the character's identities, only their bio from the villains wiki. This was inspired by one of my favorite characters having the following (bonus points if you can guess who this is); Hobbies: writing, casting spells, singing, rhyming, mocking the player. Goals: Lock up all the goody-goody children in his labyrinth. Crimes: kidnapping, unlawful imprisonment, child abuse, usage of dark magic, attempted murder, child endangerment.
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"Why do people dislike Zuko/Zutara stans??"
Mmmh
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Sorry but I can't stay silent anymore, these posts are insane
Aang: a kid/genocide survivor lashing out because his best friend and only living link to his people has been stolen. The avatar state (a power he is afraid of) was a response to losing another part of his home, the only person connecting him to his past and eradicated culture
Katara: saw Aang loosing control in the avatar state and CHOSE to be at his side and help him, because she KNOW what's it's like having your loved ones stolen from you, she is hurt from seeing him hurting because she's an empathetic person and she loves him. She's comforting a friend during an emotional crisis.
Zutara/Zuko's stans: Ugh violent destructive tantrums save yourself katara! Zuko <3
Mh ok.
It's funny because those people are stanning a character who called Katara a peasant and threatened to wipe her village and only were in good terms in the last few episodes. They are stanning a character who was a villain/antagonist for two seasons (and half of season 3) who tried to kill her and her friends over and over again. But that's ok, he suffered and redeemed himself in the last 3 episodes, so it doesn't matter, while everything the abuser/toxic Aang """did""" was beyond forgiveness.
That's the message of Avatar the Last Airbender :)
The way people in this fandom are so unempathetic towards a 12 year old who lost everything is so crazy to me.
These episodes are full of sad moments with a lot of hurt behind it. These are all children (child soldiers also) overwhelmed by moments of severe loss. These children are human and they have flaws.
This is why being a fan of most animated content sucks as their fanbases have the intellectual capacity of a goldfish
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