#it's chaos in my brain

[audriandae]

Hello and welcome to me

i've realised i forgot to add a self introduction here.

Hi, Audrian, here. I use they/them pronouns.

I do things! Inconsistently!

Art (semi frequently. I often don't end up sharing it) [#audrianart]

Writing (more frequently. I barely share it) [#audrian writes]

D&D (not as frequently as I'd like. scheduling issues my beloathed)

Scream (so frequently. at least once a day. mostly irl)

Minecraft! (streaming Life Lost every Saturday from 1-4pm EST!)

Main fandoms I enjoy:

Traffic Light SMP [3rd Life, Last Life, Double Life, Limited Life, Secret Life] (so unwell about them. I've seen Grian's, Tango's, and Pearl's perspectives, so expect content mainly from that) (and also have you heard of the Life SMP Mafia games–?) [#lifesmpmafia]

D&D (mainly Crit Role C3, EXU, Candela Obscura, a bunch of the short campaigns)

Countdown to Countdown (Webcomic by Velinxi, check it out if you haven't, it's so good)

Fandoms I may scream about occasionally:

She-Ra

Avatar: The Last Airbender

Legend of Korra

The Owl House

more to be discovered when I scream about them

Disclaimer: the content I create is at the whims of a tiny monkey on a unicycle clashing cymbals together and screaming. the monkey controls my brain. I do not control the screaming unicycling cymbal crashing monkey. i'm also really bad at consistency.

#introduction #hi and welcome to me #it's chaos in my brain #come along for the ride #audriandae #audrian writes #audrianart

[tardis--dreams]

I should be finishing my the devil judge rewatch but here i am being sucked into my 7th time of beyond evil and there's nothing i can do about it

#fuck this show is captivating #pretty sure my mother finds it exhausting and is annoyed by my extreme enthusiasm #but what can you do #this fucking show owns my soul #not sure if we ever continue watching this together since I'm leaving for uni again #but i will continue watching it Right Now because i am Obsessed #i also am considering doing it with german subtitles even when I'm watching alone #because while I definitely cringe at some lines it is amazing how it kinda sharpens my attention and makes me notice things #i hadn't before #also i love comparing the English and germam translations and see how they handle the language especially the honorifics #favorite german line was 'Sie sollen mich siezen' which is translated with 'use honorifics with me' in the English version #so that was fun lmao #and then they just back and forth between formal and informal you #beautiful #anyway #gonna be annoying about this for a while now i guess #maybe I'll watch tdj and BE simultaneously #(not me also rewatching ted lasso completely atm #it's chaos in my brain #) #void screams #beyond evil

[artilite]

stay unserious chaos sonic <3 never change

#i've had this idea rattling around inside my brain for WEEKS #wasn't sure whether to use grim sonic or metal sonic #just used grim on a whim tbh #i dont think grim speaks but he had to for the bit </3 #reblogs are much appreciated <3 #sonic #sonic prime #sonic prime season 3 #sth #chaos sonic #grim sonic #sonic art #sonic the hedgehog #sonic fanart #artilite #artilite art #this was rlly fun to draw actually #if you saw this last night. #no you didn't <3 #i forgot to schedule it help

[tapakah0]

#Don't tell me anything. I'm trying to reborn my exhausted brain. #tapadoodles #Cass over here started a f***ing war #On three fronts #Listen to me #RUN. #I mean I will stay #But you better run #meteorites literally from all over #and Cass just hilariously laughing from above #Let me go free I wanna in this chaos please

[bacchuschucklefuck]

she turns, makes direct eye contact with you, smiles,

#dimension 20 #fantasy high junior year #fhjy #fhjy spoilers #kristen applebees #kipperlilly copperkettle #buddy dawn #cw: blood #cw: gore #cw: violence #hello this is the first post on this blog. welcome. I need to offload my art somewhere outside of my usual sphere #anyways yeah. yeah #I just think making direct eye contact with the person your murder victim is supposed to mirror before murdering them is kinda vibe #thinking abt kipperlily and kristen and how kipperlily was meant to be riz's foil but #genuinely kristen works so much better as foil for her instead. like how would beardsley ever not have swooped in to steal this off of #murph's plate. order vs chaos. embracing the rules vs rejecting them for having always fallen through the crack by your nature #so my busted ass brain saw this moment of kipperlily KILLING kristen's foil and I went insane like she took him out of the equation #HE is no longer kristen's foil. KIPPERLILY is now. deranged I need to draw this Immediately #kristen seeing kipperlily with true sight... smiling at her..... the interference that now narratively connects them do you see #can anyone hear me. hello

[strangerathecinema]

hypothetically, what if we invited our spanish study group to our newly bought apartment that we both share and while they’re over there’s a knock at the door and it’s the pizza delivery guy and we can’t decide who should go let him in so we roll a dice and one of the sides makes you leave to get the pizza and it lands us in the darkest timeline and our friends all get traumatized and you lose your larynx from attempting to eat a flaming troll doll but it’s okay because we’re still best friends despite it all and we wear felt goatees together?

#evil troy and evil abed my beloved #this episode seriously altered my brain chemistry #trobed #abed nadir #troy barnes #community #community tv show #remedial chaos theory #community 3x4 #jeff winger #britta perry #annie edison #shirley bennett

[mfdragon]

You can’t tell me this isn’t how that episode went.

#TFA #transformers animated #transformers #lugnut #tfa megatron #tfa shockwave #this scene KILLED me #lugnut ragdolling shockwave around while my man is doing OPEN BRAIN SURGERY #starscream seeing an opportunity for chaos and going for it #how did they lose the war I wonder? #honestly I think Blitzwing was keeping the whole team together/ the second he dropped out they went coocoo bananas

[naturalharmonicas]

Wild West by Gregory and the Hawk

#this has been itching my brain for MONTHS #gregory and the hawk #rdr2 #red dead redemption 2 #arthur morgan #john marston #digital art #comics #rdr2 fanart #i cant express my love for this song in the context of rdr2 #the mention of the sunrise #the notion of the western sunset #it's them lol #a song that ties the chaos of looking West with the uncertainty and chaos of life itself #so arthur morgan core #my art

[disruptivevoib]

Pelted by an image in my brain I needed to draw

#fanvoids #chonnys charming chaos compendium #chonny jash #cccc #idk why but my brain was like “put him in a little cloak too like a king or smth” #but thats not really in the lines lol

[lilianade-comics]

Ghost fire + spectral ice

#danny phantom #vlad plasmius #there is nothing in my brain but them #so needless to say i'm experiencing lethal amounts of chaos #also do you know how often i think about how Phantom and Plasmius's designs are inverts of each other??? #Phantom is mostly black with white accents #Plasmius is mostly white with black accents #Danny's color is green and Vlad's is red #green and red are complementary colors. do. do you understand. #i am not normal about them #or their character designs

[robynator]

obsessed with how daud canonically chooses to forgive billie when she gives him the choice between killing her and showing her mercy after she betrays him

obsessed with how just a few months later, daud does the same, placing his life in the hands of a man whose life he completely ruined, asking to be spared and, against all odds, walking away from that encounter alive

obsessed with the alternatives you're given to those options as well

how, if you choose to kill billie in low chaos she helps you guide the blade. how she looks up at you and smiles as you stab her. how you hold her hand as she dies and don't let go even after she's gone

how, in high chaos, you just don't get that choice. her death is brutal, just like all the other deaths at your hand. like she said, what's one more body? but she's not just one more body. she's your second in command, your confidant, the closest thing you have to a daughter. you don't kill her with the same detachment you do for everyone else. you don't simply pull her onto your blade, you grab her by the throat as you stab her. it's brutal and it's personal, and that makes it so much worse

how, if you end brigmore witches with high chaos, corvo will kill you because you are not true to your word. you say that you feel remorse over jessamine's murder and yet your actions speak otherwise. you are not sincere in your words and while corvo may not know that, the game does. and it's telling you that that's the only way it could end. that if daud goes down that path he will not ever better his ways, nor will he be given the chance to. the only way daud can live is if he is actually committed to change

but despite all those options, in canon, daud gives billie the chance to leave and make a new life for herself. and corvo does the same for daud. and that is a parallel i think a lot about

#the chaos system my beloved #this is a long fucking post that i expect exactly no one to read #but i needed to rant about them for a bit #it's almost 3am my brain is soup #dishonored #the knife of dunwall #brigmore witches #daud #dishonored daud #billie lurk #corvo attano #meta posting on main

[jet-teeth]

Another concept/sketch batch I have been sitting on for a while, suppose I could toss this out into the aether now haha Basically it's a whole chaos space marine warband based around mimicry and infiltration - they look like a suspiciously normal space marine chapter from the outside but OOPS! It's all mimics.

(And not just the space marines/power armor, but everything is game: crew fused with their vehicles, transforming weapon "familiars," etc. It gets silly.)

They stem from the Raven Guard but can end up anywhere, and will take on the colors/appearance necessary to pass undetected. there is a catch though: their presence has a tendency to cause things around them to start to warp and glitch and in extreme cases, essentially cause little warp micro-rifts that end up mimic-ifyng things around them - so they pretty much have to operate solo to have the best chance at keeping their disguise up.

This CAN work to their advantage though if they are attacking in full-force as a warband, and some older members might have fallen too far to Chaos to keep up a normal "shell" anymore, so the overly mutated fellows have to be put to different uses (in fact, there a degree of hierarchy of mutation stages that influences how they organize themselves as a warband & determines everyone's primary functions. And it's not really one over the other either - there are not all that many of them, so they have more luck spreading their influence clandestinely versus relying on brute force of any kind, that would have to be for emergencies. So, some of the more senior & mutated fellows might be more powerful on a physical/psychic level, but it is also like a forced retirement from their infiltration role, so it limits what they can do to further the warband's interests.)

#Just weird little guys living rent-free in my brain #False Ravens #Wh40k #Jet art #chaos space marines #also the “beakie” helmet just begs to be made into a critter #still need to name this specific Guy tho but I'll get to eventually #This is also the “base unit” for the general visual look I'm after with these #disguised helldrake and “tank amalgam that is fused with its crew” are examples on the list tho

[ahhrenata]

had to get this out of the system. Death Stranding got its grip on me (so has Norman Reedus 😅)

#my brain at 3 am #pure color chaos but i was feeling it #i am onboard the samhiggs train #might try a doodle for them #or a version like this for Higgs maybe 🤔 #death stranding #sam porter bridges #higgs monaghan #bb 28 #samhiggs #death stranding fanart #can’t wait for the second game #any weird wavy lines is cause my screen is cracked still and i give up on making them as straight/clean as possible lol #misc fanart

[jaedoesart]

Dave finally snapped-

#my art #the henry stickmin collection #thsc #dave panpa #thomas chestershire #henry stickmin #geoffrey plumb #i love the tcw gang's dynamic sm #Thomas is the brains of the operation‚ acquiring weapons for the team and recruiting people (and has the most medical knowledge) #Henry keeps the peace among the team and comes up with plans that are just crazy enough to work #Dave is the smallest and can sneak into places relatively easy (and has had formal training in both firearms and melee combat) #and Geoffrey is the instigator of chaos asdfghj

[tatretot]

*ham-hamifies your desert duo* :3c *ham-hamifies your jizzie* :3c *ham-hamifies your imp & skizz* :3c

#grian fanart #goodtimeswithscar fanart #smallishbeans fanart #ldshadowlady fanart #impulsesv fanart #skizzleman fanart #hermitcraft #hermitcraft fanart #desert duo #imp and skizz #jizzie #holy MOLY was it a mess figuring out how to post this KJFHSKDJF #we do a little struggling in this house #artists that have no idea what theyre doing at all ever <3 #THE SOLUTION WAS SO SIMPLE TOO FLDJFLKSF BRAIN REPLACED BY POCKET LINT DISEASE #anyway i LOVE THE OLD HAMTARO GAMES RAHHHH #favorite past time is putting current fixation in my favorite childhood media #see also: wind waker au #see also: me painstakingly raising sonic chao to resemble my fav cubitos #ALSO I HAVE SO MANY MORE HAM-HAM IDEAS THAT I WANNA DO theyre so easy and cute :-) #JUST U WAIT!!!!!! JUST U WAIT. ok rambling done BYE ILYYY

[tongjaitongjai]

CrypticGod!Merlin and Worshipper aka fanboy Mordred CRACK AU - Part 3

Part 1 | Part 2 | Part 3

Merlin learns that being a god in semi-mortal form is very difficult when having a strong follower like Mordred.

Mordred, like many who pray to their god as some kind of anchor, will often pray something along the lines of ‘Emrys, give me strength and courage’ or ‘Emrys, please be with me through this difficult time’ unconsciously.

Except, unlike the normies, his commitment and belief are EXTREMELY STRONG, so when he prays strong enough, HIS GOD ACTUALLY SHOWS UP:

Arthur, charging him during sparring: Come on, Mordred! You can do better than this!!

Mordred: (anxiously praying) Emrys helps me

Merlin, suddenly appears between Arthur and Mordred, with Arthur about to smash him with the sword: THE FUCK—

Obviously, he is banned from praying during sparring, but occasionally Merlin will still pop up out of nowhere when he is anxious, and the knights eventually have to get used to it:

Arthur: Today, the neighbouring kingdom’s knights will join us for the practice, and there will be some competitions. I hope all of you are ready to protect and uphold the honour of Camelot’s knights. Any defeat is unacc—-

Arthur:

Arthur: any defeat is understandable, for one must lose before learning true victory, so please don’t get too stressed, especially you, Mordred.

Mordred: How do you know I am stressed?

Gwaine, carrying Merlin, who pop up above his head the moment Arthur said ‘defeat’, on his neck : Yeah, I wonder how

As their relationship improves, the power of Mordred’s prayer gets stronger. Not only can Merlin feels his emotions and more in-depth thoughts through the prayer, it also affects Merlin’s power, in both endearing and also straight-up ridiculous ways.

Lancelot, whispers: You are very upset because of that Lord Asshole’s shitty comment toward the Druids, aren’t you.

Mordred, calm and composed: No, I am a knight of Camelot and a grown man, I will not be bothered by something so trivial. I am not upset at all.

Lancelot: You aren’t praying to Merlin now are you.

Mordred: How is that relevant?

Merlin: *BARGING INTO THE MEETING* *SHOOTING FIRE BEAMS FROM HIS EYE, DESTROYING THE PATH AS HE WALKS* *GRABBING LORD ASSHOLE BY A COLLAR THEN PROCEEDS TO GERMAN SUPLEX HIM ON THE TABLE*

Arthur, watching this happens for the third time this week:

Arthur: Mordred, we talked about this, you have to express your thoughts and feelings verbally, not by praying to Merlin

Merlin: Don’t force him Arthur! He will talk when he is ready!

Arthur: STOP SPOILING HIM YOU ARE JUST HAPPY YOU GET TO PUNCH NOBLES

Also, when he is extremely happy, he prays to Merlin as well, like ‘Thanks Emrys for all the good fortunes that happen to me today’

Elyan: Arthur complimented Mordred at training today didn’t he? Maybe saying something like ‘you are going to be one of Camelot finest knights soon’

Percival: How do you know??? you were not there today????

Elyan, watching Merlin’s skin glows, not even in an oh so beautiful ethereal way but like a radioactive sun way: It’s .. hard to miss…

The first time Mordred wins a tournament, Merlin radiates for three days straight. His voice also sounds godly with all the weirdly smooth echoes and harp melody complimenting his every word. Mordred is exhilarated. Arthur is going insane. Merlin finally officially bans Mordred from praying to him.

#cryptic god!merlin and no1worshipper!mordred au #i dont think mordred will stop praying tho #mordred wont stop praying until his emrys can fight the sun with barehands #merlin #bbc merlin #merlin crack #mordred #sir mordred #arthur pendragon #merlin bbc #merlin au #bbc mordred #incorrect merlin quotes #merlin shitpost #crack post #i just love it when things could have been good then the good escalate into chaos #i jsut had a martini and tipsy me was like yes Merlin crack au i don’t understand how my brain work ok? #my post