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lollytea · 3 years

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Fearless (part 2/3)

( PART ONE okokok some parts of this are pretty good. some not so good. but the important part is im tryin my goddamn best out here.)

[OCTOBER 22ND, 7:02PM] The sun had melted away beneath the distant hills and Louie had somewhat calmed himself down.

At least, he was no longer hyperventilating. The feathery tufts on his cheeks were not as fluffy as before, now clumped together from his waterworks earlier.

He lit the last of his lights, drawing the match away and allowed the head of the flame to seize its last moments. It danced with delight, flickering as it devoured the thin strand of poplar wood.

Louie watched it too long, finding solace in the glow of gentle orange. Just as it was teasing to taste his fingertips, he snuffed it out, not nearly as interested in the arising string of pale smoke. Seven illuminated oil lamps circled his room, washing him in warm, yellow light. But still, It would breed an array of shadows, outlining everything with subtle pools of gloom. Shadows made Louie uneasy. They gave him the strangest feeling that he was being watched. Reminded him of people and powers that were best not to think about. But a shadowy room was preferable to pitch black. He was scared of the dark. Come to think of it, he was scared of a lot of things. Louie had a complicated relationship with fear. He was, by no means, the skittish kid from five years ago. He simply couldn't live with that mindset for long when thrust into the life of McDuck royalty and all the madness and danger attached. So, he adapted. His busiest days tended to fall in the order of breakfast, adventure, magic, certain doom, barely escaping with your life and then sleep. Rinse and repeat. Living like that didn't phase him much anymore. How could it when he was surrounded by the most courageous family put on this earth? And when you continue to survive when that was your Day-to-Day, it had a tendency to boost your confidence. He had gotten braver for sure. Much braver. And yet, he couldn't help but feel like he was lying to himself sometimes. Being afraid of the world around him had never quite faded, he just gotten much better at handling it. Recent years made things all the more messy. His brothers weren't as brave as they used to be these days. Not after what they went through. As a spot of hope, Huey was starting to rebuild a stronger, improved version of his old self. But Dewey still needed time. It made Louie wonder if his intrepid brothers could be broken like this, should he even bother trying to toughen up? He had never been like them. Not naturally, at least. He didn't stand a chance when his time came. He figured that with all he's experienced, he should've at least developed past his more irrational fears. But he didn't. Deep down, silly stuff still unsettled him. Spiders, violence, surprises. The dark. Ty knew he was afraid of the dark. Ty knew most of the stuff he was afraid of. And despite teasing Louie for pretty much everything else, never his fears. He claimed his brother was the same so he didn't find it all that weird. Louie called bullshit on that one. From what little he knew about Ben, it was impossible to picture that guy being scared of the dark. Ty was most likely trying to ease his insecurity. It didn't work. He felt uncomfortable sometimes, being somebody scared of so much, being close with somebody like Ty. Fearless. It sorta made him wonder if he was inferior. As if standing alongside Ty just wasn't right. The balance didn't seem equal. Wow. Louie was never gonna be good enough, was he? Wait, no, stop it. Fucking stop it. He had no right to be feeling all sorry for himself for the probability that he wasn't good enough for Ty. On the grounds that he wasn't brave enough? No. Of course Louie wasn't good enough for Ty. That was an irrefutable fact. But what mattered right now was that his carelessness had almost gotten Ty killed today and he couldn't, in good conscience, be focusing on anything else. He almost got Ty killed. He almost got Ty killed. He almost got Ty killed. That was a little more important than "Boohoo, cute bear boy is never gonna kiss me. I'm sad." To make matters worse, Louie had gone and chosen the perfect time to figure out he was in love with Ty. Sure, It had left him happily dopey at the time. But now, after everything that happened, it was like his imaginary little love letter left a paper cut on his heart and splashed it with lemon juice. Ty was going to resign as his retainer. The more Louie said this to himself, the easier it would be to accept it when he received the news. It was truly possible Ty was currently out of his life for good. As much as Louie was trying to talk himself into hunting the boy down right this minute and begging for forgiveness, there was a part of him speculating that Ty would prefer not to see his stupid royal face ever again. It hurt. It really did hurt. But if that's what Ty wanted, Louie would silently abide by the request. He hated to admit it but the spineless side of him didn't want to face Ty either. The last look at him had been his still body laying on an iron bedstead in the castle infirmary. Beakley had assured the stricken Louie that Ty was not dead but refused to divulge the details as she ushered him out and exiled him to his room for the rest of the night. He needed to see Ty conscious. He needed to see him alive. It would be one weight off his chest just to know his retainer had bounced back. But also.....he didn't want to know the damage he'd done. He want to know how badly Ty had been wounded nor how close he had brushed by death. It had been Louie's fault. And he knew that. But the thought of confronting it head-on was a difficult reality to swallow. Even though he should. He should. Completely unrelated but another dumb, embarrassing thing that made him jump out of his skin? Sudden noises. Still completely unrelated but there was a knock at his door.

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[OCTOBER 22ND, 11:24AM]

The sky was clear, the autumn air wasn't chilly but pleasantly crisp and there was a lively gathering in the forest. It was held in a wide clearing, bursting with happy people, milling around and chatting. Surrounding them was an almost perfect circle of tangled old oaks, their branches wreathed with strings of homemade lanterns and flower garlands.

Ty and Louie were quick to turn on tunnel vision towards the table with a large arrangement of party food. They came away with armfuls of bread, cheese, fruits and two tankards of apple cider. They found a spot for themselves, hiding away behind a stack of bailed hay just on the outskirts of the festivities. They set up their little feast, which they wasted no time in devouring.

There were minstrels playing a vibrant tune. But even with all their flutes, fiddles and practice, they fell short in comparison to the natural music of Ty Cloudkicker's laughter. Louie was talking fast. He was gravitating into Ty's space as he did so, lured in by the bubbling sound. He was eager, grinning deliriously as he spouted out more and more of his story to keep the laugh from fading.

As if it was a lifeline. Like the back of his mind was utterly terrified it would stop. Yet he was entranced with a flood with endorphins, so enamored with the resonance that he couldn't help but be elated as he rattled on to keep himself alive. "Okay, so nobody specifically told Uncle Donald that keeping snacks in your crown was not considered "Kingly" behavior. But see, he just saw it as an extra pocket. He didn't get what the big deal was."

When Ty laughed hard enough, he started snorting. He attempted to control himself. Louie wished he wouldn't. "So imagine being one of those advisor buzzard dorks, right? And you're having this big, important royal audience with the new king. And then right in the middle of discussing warships or something, he reaches into his crown, (not breaking eye contact.) and starts munching on a fish sandwich. They looked at him like he just spat on their mothers' graves." The octave skyrocketed and Ty disintegrated into high pitched cackles, tightly clutching his side as if he would split in half. It swept away the narrative in Louie's head, fizzling the thought process as he continued to gaze at Ty as if he were channeling golden light. However, his brain did not send the memo to this mouth that it was time to stop talking. Which led to Louie stuttering out "And the--....He--...uh, he--,um...." a brainless smile slapped on his face all the while. He couldn't stop smiling. He was crashing and burning and he couldn't stop smiling. He was certain he would be humiliated over this blunder later but right now, it was pretty funny. Thankfully, his subconscious had mercy on him, cutting him off with a nervous, breathless giggle. Ty was oblivious to whatever kind of gay breakdown Louie was having as he was trying to regain composure from his own hysterics. He was beginning to calm down, occasional wheezy yet delighted noises still sputtering out of him. His shoulders relaxed and he leaned back with a shaky exhale, still stuck with that huge sunny smile. They fell into a silence in the aftermath, content to sit and just listen to the music. Ty picked up his cider and took a gulp. Louie mirrored him. Then Ty's entire frame bucked with a surprise hiccup and Louie nearly choked. He was pretty sure he saw his whole life flash before his eyes as he collapsed into a coughing fit, Ty thumping him firmly on the back. "I'll live, I'll live!" Louie gasped, regaining himself. "Stop hitting me, I bruise like a peach." "Sorry." He drew his hand away. Then he hiccuped again and Louie lost it. "It's not funny!" Ty insisted, a desperate crack to his voice. It was pretty hilarious, actually. Not just the ridiculous little noises, but the way his shoulders jumped and how he would blink in split second afterwards, startled and bewildered like a baby animal. Ty gave him a shove, Louie still snickering and flailing his hands to halfheartedly fend him off. "Hey, hey, what gives you the right to attack me? I nearly choked and died 'cause of you." "Sounds like a "you" problem." "Where'd those hiccups even come from? Your papa bear never teach you not to drink your cider so fast?" Ty's bottom lip jutted out, irritated. He shook his head "Nah, it's--" Hic. Louie snorted. "Shut up!" He snapped. Yeah, his face was definitely a darker shade of pink than usual. "Sometimes I get hiccups if I laugh too much." "Huh. that's a thing that can happen?" "Yeah. A thing I gotta live with." Hic. "Lemme guess, this hasn't happened in a while?" "Huh?" Ty turned to him, perplexed. "Nah, it happens all the time. And when I tell ya it's the most annoying thing--" "You can't be serious." Louie smiled with a disbelieving shake of the head. "You, like, barely laugh anymore." "What's that supposed to mean?" "What?" He shrugged. "You don't." Ty rolled his eyes and directed his vision elsewhere. "I usually do whenever I go back to the glen." "Are Ben and Lottie really that funny?" "They are the least funny people I know. Also they suck and they're cheaters and I hate them." Hic. Let's see. So, he was clearly pouting. Acting all petty about his siblings. The Glen. Laughing to the point of hiccups. "Lots of tickle fights, huh?" Louie deduced, a smirk playing across his beak. Ty considered him for a moment, as if he was thinking about decking him right then and there but ultimately decided it wasn't worth the effort. (Louie was offended.) He then looked off into the distance, an indescribably haunted look in his eye. "Soooo....I'm gonna guess you usually lose the tickle fi--?" "I do not!" Ty abruptly yelled, shooting him an indignant look. "Let's get this straight, if it's one-on-one, I win. I always win. You better not forget that, your highness." He jabbed Louie's chest with his forefinger. "I'm the best fighter out of the three of us. In fact, I probably got the potential to be the best fighter in the whole kingdom!" "Real modest." "It's just if they team up, then it's unfair! That's why they're--" Hic. Louie watched, delightfully entertained as Ty hissed "God. Damn. Hiccups." "And how often do they team up?" He didn't answer right away. Then reluctantly grumbled "Most of the time." "So what I'm hearing is--...." Louie casually leaned against Ty's side, propping his elbow on the latter's shoulder. "You do lose most of the time?" "Shut up." "No." "Okay, so here's the thing. Let's say you're a big, strong brave knight. You're super cool and heroic and everybody respects you." Hic. "Then you go back home and then suddenly you're just someone else's baby brother and they see you just standing there, minding your business and they're just like "Well! Guess I gotta obliterate him!" And they do not hold back." "Ohhhhh, I get that, I totally get that." Said Louie. "Well, not the brave knight part. But y'know. Me and my brothers had to share a room. It was tiny. There was always a foot in your face or whatever. And sometimes when were bored, they started getting rowdy and throwing hands and it's not like I asked but I got dragged in too. When I was just trying to sleep, man! I wasn't asking for a spontaneous duel at 2am." Ty snorted. "Oh yeah, and sometimes Dewey calls me a little bitch." "He's right." Louie knocked his body against Ty's, making a sound of faux outrage. Ty only found that funnier. Huffing, Louie pawed around for the cluster of grapes at his side. He twisted one free and twirled it around his fingers for a moment. "Watch this. I can feel it. I'm gonna do it this time." "Are you now?" Said Ty in such a distinctly pleasant tone that Louie could not possibly interpret it any other way than "I do not believe that but I'm humoring you but I also want you to understand that my sweet voice is oh, so bitterly sarcastic. Fuck you." "I see you're doubting me." "Me? Doubt my liege? I could never." "Yeah, yeah, yeah, you're a real court jester. Now shut up and observe." Louie wiped all expression from his face and inhaled deeply to obtain peak tranquility. He relaxed his whole frame. If he could pull this off, this would be his day for sure. Ty was watching. This moment would define his life. Thinking a hasty prayer to every known God, force and entity that had ever favored the unlikely ones, he tossed the grape in the air, threw his head back and opened his beak. The grape finished rising and gravity took control. It fell. Down, down, down, down. Louie now understood the concept of meditation. He was so in the zone, he could've sworn the grape was descending in slow motion. Yes, yes, it was aligning directly below his beak. He was gonna catch it! Down, down, down, down. Then Ty snatched it right out of the air and swallowed it whole. Louie sat, slack jawed, attempting to process what had just happened. He slowly turned to Ty, completely blank. Huh. That moment really did define his life. "You bastard!" He squawked. "Me bastard!" Ty exclaimed, looking insufferably proud of himself. "How could you?! I know our allyship has been complicated but this is high treason!" "Sorry, sorry, I just--" He sat back a little, shaking with silent laughter. He then formed a square with his hands and hovered it before Louie, squinting one eye. "I just needed to see the face you would make and god, it was worth it. You think you could hold that face for a few hours to get a portrait made? I'd get it framed and hang it in my room." He was teasing him. Louie knew he was teasing him. And yet he still blushed bright red from the fragment of fondness blurred in the implication. "W-well, well I would--I'd--" He floundered, racking his brain for a retort. "You think there's any musical instruments that could replicate your dorky little hiccups? I'd hire minstrels just to have them play it for me! Y'know, for when I need a laugh." Ty's smug grin dropped and his eyes flicked about uncertainly. "I--..." He dragged the word out, face flushing at a rapid rate as he folded his knees up to curl in on himself. He crossed his arms. "I think they're gone now anyway." He mumbled. Hic. God, that never got old. "If you laugh one more time, I'm putting you in a tree and leaving you there." Louie laughed again, out of spite. "Nobody's fault but your own. Imagine you've just fought an epic battle and you think there's no more enemies to take on. But as soon as you say that out loud, boom! Second ambush! You would think a warrior like you would get that." "Your highness?" "Yeah?" "Shut your huge mouth." "No." "Okay. Dunno why I thought that would work. Never does." "Y'know I would offer to spook your hiccups away. But we both know that wouldn't work." "Yeah, probably not." Said Ty with a shake of his head. He perked up a bit. "Lottie gave it a shot once. Nothing." "Well, it's just like you said that one time." Louie shrugged, then faltered when the back of his mind took notice of the dimly glowing orange irises he was met with. His voice softened involuntarily. "You're fearless." He didn't know what he said wrong. Ty's face fell. He looked so utterly devastated that Louie, completely lost to why he was even upset, felt his own heart shatter to pieces. He wanted to start sobbing just from seeing him. "Oh..." Ty whispered. He clutched one of his hands with the other and began fidgeting with his fingers. "Well, see. Uh, the thing about that is--...." Concerned, Louie scooched in closer, peering at the face that had once again turned away from him. He hesitantly touched Ty's upper arm. "Hey. Ty. Are you--?" "HEY, LOOK AT THAT!" Ty blurted out, his voice nervously rising in pitch. He attempted to subtly clear his throat. Louie followed the direction of Ty's pointer finger which was gesturing out to the thick expanse of forestry. There was nothing there. But then he caught a flash of movement and noticed two figures tucked away in the shadows of the trees. A young man and woman, probably only a few years older than them. "The couple?" Louie asked, puzzled. "The what now?" Then Ty did a double take, then snapped to attention as if he had just noticed them. "Oh! Oh, yeah, them, sure. I mean, yeah, that's what I meant. Them. Uhhh....look at them!" "Uh. Okay? Why?" "Theeeyyyy're....cute? Gross? They're something. They're definitely something." Louie hummed, taking the two into consideration. The girl was letting out a peal of laughter and the guy was blabbing away animatedly, looking thrilled with himself that she was finding him funny. He was trying so hard.... Louie didn't know if he wanted to gag or coo out an "aww!" "Grossly cute." He decided. Ty snapped his fingers. "That's it!" "You know, I don't get why they're over there. There's tons of people around here. Why would you wanna show up to a party if you're just gonna hide away and hang out with one person the whole time?" "For real though." For the next few minutes, Ty and Louie observed the couple, keeping up a running commentary on the guy's obvious nerves and the girl's less than subtle advances. Ty and Louie learned a lot about themselves in those few minutes. Namely that they were both terrible at lip reading. "He said Pants." Ty was certain. "No, he said Nance." Louie countered. "Her name is probably Nancy." The girl clapped her hands together, nodding eagerly. "Then what's that for, huh? Clearly he just offered to tailor her a personalized pair of pants." "You are so dumb, that's not what's happening here at all." The guy took a dramatic step back and twirled his wrist an unnecessary amount of times before offering her his hand with a half-bow. She took it, giggling. The two them scampered off, out of the shadows and into the heart of the party, where other couples were twirling around as the minstrels played. He curled an arm around her waist, smiling as though this was his greatest honor and they spun into the motion, flowing so naturally amidst the other dancers as if they were simply another cogwheel in the world's most elegant clock. "Dance." Said Ty and Louie in unison. "Pretty sure we were close." "Pretty sure we're idiots." "Yeah, I know but just let me pretend." Ty suddenly snickered, his eyes glinting. "What was that thing he did with his hand anyway? And why did she eat it up?" "It's called flair, Tiberius." "Kinda dumb." "You're just mad that flair is not something you possess." "Bullshit, watch this!" Ty sat up straight and bent his arm into a perfect ninety-degree angle. "Prepare to be amazed." And then his entire forearm began to spin and spin and spin and spin and spin like a windmill in a hurricane. "Flair, flair, flair, flair," He was chanting and Louie had already collapsed in a giggle fit. It wasn't even remotely funny. It was dumb, it was so dumb. But Louie could admit to himself that dumb schticks get like ninety percent more humorous to him if there's a really cute boy performing them. He was easy like that. Ty was extremely committed to the joke as he kept spinning and spinning for over ten seconds. He kept shooting Louie glances and his grin got wider and wider every time he looked away. "FLAIR!" He let his arm go, throwing out an open palm and nearly knocked it against the side of Louie's head. "Hey!" He dodged. "Watch where you swing that thing, you could've whacked me!" "But I didn't!" Said Ty gleefully. He lowered his hand but did not withdraw. It remained unwavering and offered out to Louie. He took it. He didn't think, he just took it. It was only when they made contact that Louie woke up and his heart promptly spiked. But besides a light blush, he managed to keep his face neutral. "So, I guess it's not just that girl who's impressed by this stuff." Ty was nonchalant. His smile then twitched, as if aching to stretch wider but he was reigning it in. "You are too." They were still touching, which, by all accounts, should continue to fluster Louie. But as seconds ticked by, a sense of calm was settling over him. The very thing originally causing panic was now bringing him comfort. It was the weirdest thing, "I was laughing at you, not with you." He said evenly, catching Ty's contagious smile. "Ehh," He shrugged. "I'll take it." Louie would count this as a new domain for sure. Uncharted waters. As if he and Ty had stumbled in accidentally but now they were here, their curiosity was urging them to explore. Not to a dangerous extent, of course. But maybe just edge along the sidelines and see what they could discover. "Your hands are so tiny, it's crazy." Ty commented, tilting his head. Turning it over, he slid his thumb thoughtfully across Louie's palm. "How do you even hold anything?" Louie wasn't even eyeing their hands but was regarding Ty's pensive face. "It's kinda the worst. Whenever we find treasure and I get my cut, the fancy rings and bracelets are huge. I always gotta go to a jeweler and get them resized if I wanna wear them."' Ty was fiddling with Louie's fingers now, fixing him with a decisive nod. "I'll get you a ring for Christmas." "Woah, woah. For real?" "Yeah. I'll put it in one of those fancy boxes. But then you'll open it and see it's made out of grass and try to have me beheaded." As they were speaking, their hands continued to play around. Ty had flattened his own, aligning his palm against Louie's. Louie spread his fingers and Ty laced his through. "Uncle Donald says I'm not allowed to say "Off with his head" anymore or I'm grounded 'til I'm thirty-five. It "makes the people want to revolt."" Louie air-quoted with his free hand. "But I would fire you for sure." Ty snorted. "You would not and you know it." There would never be any proof that they held hands that day. Not a single eye witnesses, including themselves, as both boys had turned a blind eye to their own actions. They were afraid to look down, as that would be an acknowledgement. Louie had no mental image of the moment, fuschia fur intertwined with snow feathers, only a rush of heat and a hazy ponder if the dampness was his sweat or Ty's. And if the feel of Ty's touch was just an illusion of the mind, there was one poignant hint of the reality and that was how gentle their voices had gotten. "Oh, so, you're really gonna test me like that, Tiberius? Pushing me around, stealing grapes, calling me a little bitch. Is this any way to treat your liege? You don't think I'm at the end of my rope with you?" "Nahhhh...." Ty drew the word out, grinning. He twisted his muzzle into an exaggerated pout and batted his eyes. "You would never because I'm awesome and cool and smart and you love me." It was Ty's utter nerve that left Louie too astonished to even blush. Instead, he simply tilted his head, an eyebrow cocked. "Do I?" He challenged. To his credit, Ty did not relent either. However, the impishness gradually died from his eyes until he was left solemn. "Maybe?" He spoke softly, as though too much force would crack the delicate little word. He bore into Louie's eyes, like he was searching for an answer. Pleading for an answer. Louie felt his own hand squeeze Ty's. He inhaled. He knew he was going to say something, he was just leaving it up his own scattered subconscious to determine what. He would open his beak and whatever words wound up tumbling out would seal his fate. He didn't have a second to panic, to fret, as he was already speaking and he was petrified by how fast this was all going. "I--" Something shattered and a woman screamed in pain. Indistinct shouting and Ty cursed under his breath. Louie scrambled around to see the commotion and the last few things he registered were the gleam of sunlight catching unsheathed weapons, the girl he called Nancy with crimson pooling from her forehead, Ty demanding "Get down!" and knocking him stomach-down into the ground.

“Stay there and don’t move.” Then Ty had rushed off and everything went to shit.

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[OCTOBER 22ND, 7:13PM] Louie was well acquainted with that knock. Firstly, one firm rap against wood, proceeded by two more rapid-fire. He associated it with a twinge of annoyance, high sun beams streaking in his window and somebody near, dear and insufferable to his heart, pestering him from the other side to rise and shine already or his breakfast would go stale. This usually occurred around 9:30AM. If given a say in the matter, Louie would sleep til noon. But he didn't have a say in the matter because every morning, without fail, there was a retainer banging down his door. Something was off this time. Once he knocked, Ty had fallen uncharacteristically silent. No continuation of drumming out an obnoxious little tune and and no insisting he open up. Louie was hesitant to do much of anything. It seemed his door was the only thing protecting him from facing repercussions right now. If he fell deep enough into denial, he could pretend Ty wasn't there. So long as he kept his door shut, he could pretend everything was alright. Ty didn't almost die. It was a tempting thought. It resounded in such an appealing voice inside his head that Louie seized his latch before he could give in. The brass shocked a chill to the pads of his fingers as he held on tight. He had to open up. He had to. His hand fidgeted, stalling the moment. He thumped his forehead against the door, heaving a steadying sigh. "You don't wanna see me, do you, your highness?" He heard Ty say in hushed tones, his voice startlingly close to where Louie had situated himself. "Ehh, if we're being honest....not really." "Oh...." "Do you wanna see me?" "I mean....I kinda don't? The idea of seeing you right now is making me nauseous." The statement skewered Louie's heart. He shook it off. "Why'd you knock?" "'Cause it doesn't matter what I want, I gotta see you right now. It's important." An prolonged pause hung in the air, buzzing with a mutual uncertainty. Louie tapped his fingers to the wood and after a second or two, Ty did the same. Their respective rhythms aligned. "But..." Ty continued, his voice faltering. "If you don't wanna see me, I can go--" "Convince me." Louie was blurting out before he thought twice about it. "Huh?" "I need to open this door but, like surprise surprise, I'm scared. You've done it before. I get scared and you talk me into stuff. Do your big strong hero magic and get me to suck it up. Please, I need it." "Oh, uh, I--" He could hear how flustered Ty had gotten suddenly being put on the spot. "Well, I--...I guess you don't have a choice 'cause if you don't open up, I'm strong enough to barricade the door down. So, I figure we should just do this the easy way." Despite the circumstances and the scruple wrung tense in his stomach, Louie felt the corner of his beak twitch at the tentative touch to Ty's tone. He felt his stiff shoulders relax. "Is that a threat, Tiberius?" "Uh, no." Ty admitted, sounding sheepish. "That was just a joke. See, it was the first thing that came into my head and then suddenly I was saying it. Sorry, I dunno for sure if now is "joke time" and I figured it'd be kinda weird to ask so--" He didn't get to finish rambling. His hair whipped to the side with the rush of air that came with the swift swing of the door. Louie fixed him with a hard look, processing the sight of his retainer standing there, alive and bright eyed. Ty's hand was still hovering awkwardly in the air, where he assumed it had been resting against the door. He blinked back at him, puzzled and a little alarmed, as if caught under a spotlight. He didn't look angry. But Louie knew better than to lull himself into thinking he was in the clear. Whatever resentment Ty was feeling would spill out in time. Louie braced himself. "Hey, Ty." He said stiffly. "Come on in."

#ty cloudkicker #fairytale au

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nad-zeta · 4 years

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Match up (｡◕‿◕｡)

mg Hi 😅

I read through some of your matchups and I love them! So I like to ask one myself now. It’s my first time actually asking for a matchup so I hope im doing it right.

So I’m a 5'3 female and I’m cruvy (proud of my curves) long dark blonde hair and blue-grey eyes. The mbti test said I’m a INTJ but I doubt it😂. I’m pretty shy and quite around strangers but once I opened up after some time I’m really funny, sarcastic and I like to play pranks on my family and my friends. I have a strong personality and I say what I think and state my opinion but at the samw time I cry pretty easily (you could say I’m a crybaby 😅). I’m always there for my friends when they need help or advice. In social situations I get really really nervous and my voice gets shaky. I hate injustice and will always stand up for the people I care about. I would say I’m kind, nice and polite in front of strangers but very quiet. I can get stressed easily and I am not a pleasant person when stressed. I get angry and pissed of real quick. I curse a lot… Like everyday but it gets worse when I’m stressed or annoyed 😅. But anyways I love music, I especially love to sing (I kinda sing every day 😂). I like to read, right now I a book about solved and unsolved crimes, besides that I lile to watch Netflix. I prefer a quiet relaxing night watching Netflix or reading a book over go to parties. I love to learn new languages at the moment I learn dutch in school. I really love history, true crime, horror, languages and psychology. After school I want to either study History or criminology. I absolutely hate group projects but if I have to work in a group, I always take the lead and can get quite bossy. I had a rough childhood I don’t trust men easily because of some things that happend and I’m scared of getting hurt once I fall in love. Oh and I’m pretty clumsy, I don’t get hurt everyday but at least three times a week or so😂

Ooff I didn’t wanted this to be so long😂

Okey, I think that’s it ☺️ I apologize for my english it’s not my first language 😅. Take your time ☺️ you don’t need to hurry

Thank you so much. I really look forward to the matchup☺️😂 And I wish you a nice day (or night)

Hi hi, love! Hope you are doing well, thanks so much for the request! I hope you enjoy it! Hehe sorry for taking so long! I had so much fun writing this up for ya!

So I Match you with…………… Mitsuhide

The first time Mitsuhide saw you, he was captivated by your long blond hair and blue-grey eyes. Like all this boy wanted to do way play with your hair…. And that was exactly what he did. After war council, when you were named as the new Oda princess, he walked up to you and took a stand of your long hair between his fingers and started twirling it. It was so sold and silky. Of course as per the standard procedure for the sneki boi he started teasing you while playing with your hair, which made your face break out into the most beautiful blush. TBH Mitsuhide didn’t mind that you were shy, in fact, he loved it, as every day he would run into you and tease you mercilessly just to see your facial expressions… He would always smile his sneki boi smile at you when you would try your best to make conversation with him, he couldn’t help but tease you a little for the way your voice shook out of nervousness.

It took you a while to warm up and get talking to the people around you luckily for you, Mitsuhide took you under his wing. He would always be there to back you up whenever Hideyoshi would suspect you, or scold you. One day as Hideyoshi was micromanaging you yet again, Mitsuhide popped out of nowhere to come to your aid. He knew you weren’t a spy and that the reason you never really spoke much, was because you were shy. Hideyoshi was convinced the nervous shake in your voice whenever you interacted with him was because you were scared of him finding out your true identity. It wasn’t until you started tearing up midway through yet another accusation session, that the mama bear realised that you weren’t a spy, but a sweet kind shy girl who was just too nervous about being put into a new situation and having to interact with new people.

At the sight of your tears, Mitsuhide gave Hideyoshi an icy glare and led you away to your room. “Its alright little mouse, there is no reason to be shy or afraid of us, much less of the mother hen,” He then used his sleeve to gently wipe away your tears while giving you a small pat on the head

It was also then when he announced that he was your new teacher. Nobunaga had put him in charge of you to make sure you would get well adapted to the castle life and the runnings of things, as you see Nobunaga had also noticed that you were a bit shy and wanted to make things a little easier for you. Especially after he had witnessed you breaking out into tears at Hideyoshi’s scolding session. Honesty what was this Mitsuhide going to do with you, you were honestly just too cute.

Mitsuhide taught you everything from a few fighting moves, to subjects such as Politics and economics. As the two of you spent more and more time together, this sneki boi just couldn’t help but fall madly in love with you. You were truly a curious creature, he even loved how clumsy you were. Your clumsiness even had mama bear worried for you, as you were the type to trip on flat ground or accidentally bump yourself against the sharp corners of tables. It was also due to your accident-prone clumsiness that the Kitsune would insist on holding your hand whenever the two of you would go out to the market together, especially after a certain incident.

It was a warm sunny day, and you and Mitsu decided to take a break from your economics lesson and go into town for some tea. You were happily chatting with Mitsuhide when all of a sudden you tripped over a small rock. You tumbled forward and fell straight towards the road. As you looked up, you saw a horse, headed straight towards you, and your life flashed in front of your eyes. You squeezed them shut and braced for impact. Yet the fall never came, and you were never trampled by the oncoming horse. You curiously opened one eye to see two extremely worried golden orbs staring back at you. Mitushide had caught your waist and snaked his arms around you, and your body was now flush against you as he cradled you protectively in his arms, “Just what am I to do with you, my clumsy little mouse.” He smirked down at you, and you broke out into the biggest blush, the two of you were so close, and your heart was beating out of your chest. Mitsuhide released you from the warm embrace and wrapped his large hand around your smaller one while smiling at you, “This way, I can protect you from your own clumsiness little one; honestly, I can’t believe the mother hen through a sweet, clumsy little mouse like you could ever be a deadly assassin.”

As time passed, you found yourself opening up more and more the Kitsune, and soon you revealed your true personality to him. It happened one day as he was teasing you over a cup of tea. What he didn’t expect was for you to make a playfully sarcastic comeback, this boi was shook. Finally, it was your turn to smile triumphantly at the small blush now forming on Mitsu’s cheeks. “What is it Mitsu, you like to play with fire but can’t take the heat.” Mitsuhide recovered quickly, and soon the two of you were playfully flinging sarcastic comments at each other, he really enjoyed this side of you. What he loved, even more, was that it was a side that you showed him and him only. The more he discovered about your personality, the more he fell head over heels for you. Like how you enjoyed pulling pranks on people.

The two of you often teamed up during banquets to prank your new warlord friends, it wasn’t uncommon for the two of you to be caught in fits of laughter at a prank well executed. The oda forces were always shook to see Mitsuhide genuinely laughing and smiling whenever he was around you, but honestly, he couldn’t help it, you were absolutely hilarious. Your jokes had him clenching his stomach in uncontrollable laughter, who would suspect that such a shy little creature would be so full of delightful surprises.

Honestly at this point, you were also head over heels for sneki boi, after what had happened in your past, you were scared and hurt and it took you a long time to trust Mitsuhide, but you knew he was the one. This Kitsune managed to sneak past the wall you had built around your heart and made himself right at home. At this point, Mitsuhide thought he had seen every side of his beloved mouse, but boy was he wrong.

As the two of you were walking hand in hand to your favourite tea house, a shopkeeper had waved Mitsu over to talk business. You gave Mitsuhide a reassuring smile and said that you would sit over on the bench across the street and wait for him. He was a little reluctant, but after you gave him a reassuring smile, he decided to solve the problem as quick as humanly possible, so that he could get back to giving you his undivided attention. You sat down on the bench and looked up at the sky when you heard some lesser warlords talk about Mitsuhide. You strained your ears to hear what they were saying. They were busy speaking very poorly of the man you loved and were busy spreading false rumours. You honestly hated injustice, especially when it was aimed towards those who you held dear.

You stood up and walked over to them, you gave them a piece of your mind, when things started to escalate. Mitsuhide heard the commotion, and when he turned his head to look for you, he found you pissed off and swearing at the group of men. His eyes widened, he had never expected such language to come out of his dearest mouse’s mouth. Although soon his shock morphed into a curious smile, that was just like you, to surprise him with something new out of nowhere. He walked a bit closer intending to pull you out of the situation, when you had confessed your love for him during the heated debate with the men. HE was shocked, you loved him?

After regaining his composure from the sudden confession he sneakily made his way up to you and wrapped his arms around your waist. When the men had spotted the kitsune they ran for the hills, it was one thing talking badly about him behind his back but to his face… They knew Mitsuhide was a dangerous man, and they definitely didn’t want to make an enemy of him. You were so confused at the men just running off when you felt Mitsuhide wrap his arms around you, “Could you repeat that last statement you had made little mouse, I’m afraid I was too far away to hear it correctly, as I think my ears have been playing tricks on me.” You were now blushing profusely, you slowly turned around in his arms, not daring to look him in the eye when you muttered a small “I love you.” You didn’t even have time to react when this boy had your lips captured in a heated kiss. As he pulled away, he whispered those words you had longed to hear from him for a long time “I love you to my precious clumsy beautiful little mouse.”

The two of you made the cutest couple, and Mitsuhide would spend every moment of his free time with you. He loved learning new things about you, like how you would sing every day. He loved your voice, and how that soft, soothing melody would fill his room and instantly wash away the exhaustion of his day. Often he would just stand and listen to you softly sing as you worked and he would let those soft words piece through him and melt away his tiredness before moving on to his next meeting. Other times he would trap you in his arms and gently stroke your hair while insisting you sing a song for him.

When he found out you were a fan of criminology and used to watch and read books about crimes and unsolved cases he was over the moon. His speciality was basically solving puzzles and stopping bad guys that wanted to hurt his friends. You loved It when he would tell you stories of his latest mission uncovering the assassin’s motives and stopping them, you even managed to give some input as to where potential evidence could be hidden. Mitsuhide loved the way your eyes lit up when he would tell you about past missions he worked on, that was particularly tricky. Finally, he had found a woman that loved him for him, who had an interest in his life and that never judged him but accepted him with open arms.

Both of your are creatures of comfort and quiet, so it is not uncommon for the two of you to be nestled up in each other’s arms each doing your own things. You would rest your head on his chest and read while he would have his chin propped up to rest on your shoulder, while his arm was snaked around your waist as he would write his reports. Ever so often, he would give you a sneaky little kiss in between his writing.

Often you could be found with your head resting in the crook of sneki boi’s neck as he spends hours and hours just pulling his fingers through your hair. You would tell him all about your day, or the latest book you had read and he would listen intently absorbing every word. It wasn’t uncommon for these quiet moments to turn into a tickling match with him playfully tickle kissing you after you had made some hilariously sarcastic comment flung towards him

Other potential matches…………….. Masamune

I hope you enjoyed this love!

#akechi mitsuhide #ikesen mitsuhide #mitsuhide akechi #ikemen sengoku mitsuhide #matchups #match ups #ikesen matchup #matches #mitsuhide matchup #submission

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plutoismydaddy · 4 years

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A devils smile

Taehyung x reader (Enemies to lovers)

He was the one that was supposed to get pranked, so why did you feel like the clown? (Idk im tired)

(I made the picture, please don’t steal it)

CH 1 CH 2

A yawn escaped your lips for what seemed like the hundredth time that day as you walked into your uncle’s office, for some reason you weren’t been able to sleep a wink last night. Your uncle turned towards you “You look dead” you let out a chuckle before grunting and limping towards the desk pretending to be a zombie. Laughing you sat down “No seriously what happened, why do you look so exhausted?” he asked from across the room. “I just couldn’t fall asleep, I don’t know why” you say, resting your head against the hard wood. It was quiet for a moment before your uncle spoke again “Hmm, maybe your head was filled with something?”, Images seemed to fill your head, that dark hair that fell just above his hooded eyes, the same eyes that seemed to stare right through your soul. “It happens t-”, “My head was perfectly clear” you cut him off head still firmly planted against the table in an attempt to conceal the redness that you were sure was covering your face. You lifted your head slightly and peer at your uncle, but he thankfully only looked slightly surprised before the familiar sound of your uncle’s laugh ran out “Alright then if you say so, but I think you should go home and get some rest.”. You sighed as you stood up, he was probably right “Yeah, thank you. I’ll see you tomorrow.”.

The cold air was soothing against the fire that was taking over your cheeks, you shook your head, the lack of sleep was getting to you. Your tummy grumbled asking for food, and you agreed, at the moment calories didn’t exist, you thought as you walked through the doors of the convenience store. Greeting the cashier politely you walked over to the snack section, you didn’t come far, your feet coming to a halt just as you rounded the corner. There in the middle of the aisle stood Taehyung. One hand in his pocket as he read the label of a bag, his face was peaceful, seemingly lacking any emotion as his eyes moved back and forth along the text. Slowly his eyes stopped, and his head turned to look at you, his eyebrows twitch upwards as two sharp eyes landed on you. You felt something stir in your stomach, making you almost nauseous. His left cheek moved upward as a smirk stretched across his lips you weren’t sure if your heart stopped or speed up. He raised his hand clutching a bag of honey butter chips, your favourit. All warmth that had previously filled your stomach disappeared as you picked up a bag of crab chips from the shelf beside you and threw it square in his face. God, you hated that smirk.

The blasting sound of your gun was interpreted by your phone ringing, pausing your game you picked it up “Hello?”, “Hi” you pressed the phone between your shoulder and your ear as you opened a chocolate bar “Oh, hi Sun-hi, how are you?”. “Shouldn’t I be asking that?” wrinkling your eyebrows, you answered, “What do you mean?” “You’ve been MI 9 all week that’s what I mean” you could almost hear the eye-roll over the phone. “Also isn’t it your turn to get your “revenge”? You don’t usually take this long”, leaning back onto your chair you took a bite of your candy, “Mmm, I’m still thinking-”, “Even Taehyung is concerned” she added. You almost choked as her words proceed in your head. “What?”, a small chuckle was heard before Sun-hi answered, “Yeah, he’s been asking about you more than usual”....More than usual? Had he asked about you before? What was he asking?. You clicked your tongue, it was probably just so he could make fun of you. “Did something happen between you two recently?” Sun-hi purred into the phone “What are you implying?” you muttered back. “I don’t know maybe you finally realized you love-” you cut her off, pressing the end button and throwing your phone onto the table. “That woman needs a psychological evaluation” you mumbled as you unpaused your game.

Your neighbor was absolutely going to complain about tomorrow. Still, you didn’t care as you continued to pace back and forth around your living room. It had to be a mistake, a glitch in the universe, its impossible, you did not just dream about Taehyung. Kim Taehyung. The guy you had hated for the past year and the guy that would go out of his way just to anger you. You rubbed your hands against your eyes, but the image of him only appeared in the darkness of your eyelids. You swan dived onto your bed, burrowing your head into the pillow. The way he had wrapped his arms around you and resting his forehead against yours as his eyes peered into your soul. The way his nose bumped yours slightly every time he took a breath, God you felt like you were going to drown the longer you stood there in his warm embrace. Your feet kicked against the bed as you screamed into your pillow.

The sky’s grey and black clouds mixed together over your head, threatening to pour their content onto the city despite the weather forecast had promised a sunny day. Picking up your pace you had hoped to reach the party suppliy store before the downpour began, but as you stopped at the cross light, you felt a small raindrop land in the middle of your scalp forcing a shiver down your spine. You were almost entirely drenched by the time the light had turned green, ypu pulled your jacket closer as you ran across the street to a bus stop for shelter. Brushing your hands across your arms with a huff you tried to shake off the remaining water off your jacket. “Is the little kitten scared of the rain?” a deep voice purred from your right. You froze at the sound, it was thick and almost gruff, sending an electric feeling through your chest.

You turned around coming face to face with Taehyung. He was standing proudly hands stuffed in his coat pockets, his hair pushed back revealing his eyes which were slightly squinted from the playful smirk stretched across his lips. You squint your eyes at him “It’s the first time we speak to each other, and that’s the smartest thing you could come up with?”, he turned to face you properly, and you resisted the urge to take a step back. “What did you want me to say” you blinked at him before turning away staring into the air. “I’d prefer you not speaking at all”. Taehyung chuckled before speaking “Aww I thought we were friends, especially after the rat trap incident”. You couldn’t stop the mocking laugh that escaped your lips as images of Taehyung’s rat trap covered hand popped up in your head, it was one of your best pranks. “I have to say you really go out of your way with the pranks sometimes”. Wiping away fake tears you turned to him with a sarcastic smile “Of course, only the best for my baby”, your body stiffened in realisation, you didn’t mean to say that. Taehyung seemed shocked for a second before he regained his cocky attitude “Hmm’ what was that?” he said as he took a step toward you and bending down. His face only couple centi-meters above yours, you felt your heart do a backflip as a sense of deja vu washed over you. Images of your dream filled your head making it harder to breath. “I-er um. What?” you didn’t know what you were answering, your lips were just moving on their own. His smirk seemingly growing as he leaned further down only mere mili-metres from your face, you felt dizzy from the lack of air. His charcoal pupils peered into yours before falling down onto your lips, a low hiss was heard as he sucked in air between his teeth. His eyes jumped to your right for a second before they returned to your face, an electric shock ran through your head as his slender and cold fingers rubbed against your earlobe. Jacket balled tightly in your hands you stared back at Taehyung like a prey caught in the jaws of a predator. He leaned forward, and you were scared he could hear your heart which was threatening to jump out of your chest. Eyes still staring into yours he tilted his head a little as he got closer, his warm breath warming your trembling lips. Your legs wobbled as his lips bumped yours with every word “My bus is here kitten”. The sound of the approaching vehicle filled your ears but didn’t fill the emptiness that was your disappointment. Leaning back Taehyung’s hand, traced your jaw before tapping your chin slightly with his thumb. Standing straight Taehyung gave you a small smirk and walked onboard the bus before you could reach out for him.

Your legs finally gave away, and you slid down the glass wall as you stared into the air where his face had been before. God, you hated that smirk.

#bts #taehyung x reader #v x reader #taehyung #V #x reader #bts enemies to lovers #enemies to lovers #army #kpop

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kumoriyami-xiuzhen · 4 years

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Hakuoki Yuugiroku 2 - Hajime Sakura Epilogue

First post of the month.... so I’ll start by asking you to please support me if you can either on ko-fi, donations through paypal or on patreon for early access to my stuff and blog translations or just to support me. check out my lookout list if you own any hakuoki cds since im missing the audio for those on that list... removed more items thanks to downloading all sorts of stuff from assorted sources lol. Also check out my Stuff I have list if you’re interested in looking for Hakuoki content to translate.

*sigh* fuck it lol. i desire Saito stuff so i ended up translating this....ssl is going to drive me insane lol..... *insert pitiful laughter here.*

anyway, in Yuugiroku 2 there are 2 『桜下恋語り』 stories per char.. and this is the 『恋染めし日』 one for Hajime since it’s post-zuisouroku (i’ll refer to the other one by the character’s surname if I ever get to it though I kinda doubt it since I only have text translations for Harada’s epilogue for that... and well, i’m not interested in pulling text off videos. never again unless its for an otomate party drama... or saito stuff from when ginsei no shou is released lol). I’m now going to call these ‘sakura epilogues’ due to how these are all post main-game... and cuz i’ve already associated ‘scenario’ with the kyoka-roku rain stuff. Also, unless someone else translates whatever this is actually called (i don’t feel like googling mtling it), I’m going to do whatever (tho i will ask you why you aren’t translating hakuoki content if you aren’t already should you do so! :P) lol.

i should probably mention that there are actually few more lines after where i have “the end” if you view this story via the filling up the sakura meter method which basically amounts to to the whichever char’s epilogue you are unlocking asking if you want to continue, and then commenting a bit more if you select ‘no.’ Since I don’t have anything to translate for that though... this translation is just what you see if you view the scene via the unlocked cg menu.

do not repost elsewhere. all images used in this are my screenshots from the game. also, Chizuru does not have a surname provided during this portion of the game.

This will not be edited further since I made a video for this though I did add in that last line I missed.

Enjoy <3!

Hakuoki Yuugiroku 2 - Hajime Sakura Epilogue

Translation by KumoriYami

——On a warm and sunny day in spring.

Tonami, which had been completely covered in snow during the winter, was finally welcoming spring with its vibrant [says: scarlet] blooming sakura.

Hajime-san and I were chatting as we stood under the shade of a tree, and after resting for a while, we looked towards the gorgeous blooming pink blossoms [says clouds/sunrise/sunset].

Chizuru:.......Tonami's sakura, they've finally started blooming.

Saito Hajime: Nn. Compared to Kyoto and Edo, the sakura here can be considered late.

Saito Hajime: Furthermore, although the sakura are now blooming, snow can still be seen in the surrounding mountains, which would be completely unthinkable in either Kyoto or Edo.

Chizuru: That's because we're very far north of Edo.......

As far as the eye could see, it seemed as if everywhere was welcoming the arrival of spring, [and] the sight of blooming sakura filled our sight.

At first glance, although the snow seemed to have melted away......

But in fact, there were many places where the sun hadn't been able to reach.

Chizuru: It appears, that it will take a while for all the snow to melt.

Saito Hajime:......Yes, though it is possible that it might snow again.

Saito Hajime: Chizuru, Even...... even if there's still snow, shall we go watch the sakura?

Saito Hajime: I have really been looking forward to enjoying the snow sakura today with you.

The corners of Hajime-san's lips were slightly lifted, and he was faintly smiling.

Hearing Hajime-san's words, I just couldn't help but remember something and as the words caught in my throat, I wondered if I should tell him.

Chizuru: That....... That, Hajime-san, I actually already saw the snow sakura........

Saito Hajime: What.......?

Chizuru: Actually....... last night, I woke up by chance and went outside, and ended up seeing some snowflakes falling.

Chizuru: I originally thought they were only sakura petals, but they were colder to the touch than I thought.

Chizuru: Hajime-san?

Seeing Hajime-san suddenly become silent, I carefully asked him.

As Hajime-san revealed an expression that resembled that of an abandoned puppy, he spoke in a quiet voice to himself.

Saito Hajime: Why didn't you tell me? I also wanted to enjoy the snow sakura together with you......

Chizuru: B-but it was midnight then......!

Chizuru: Because I saw Hajime-san sleeping so soundly, I didn't have the heart to wake you then......

I shook my head in a hurry, explaining why I hadn't woken him.

Hajime-san however didn't seem satisfied with my explanation, and still remained silent without saying a word.

Saito Hajime: […………]

Chizuru: Then....... Hajime-san, are you still upset?

Saito Hajime:.......I'm not upset. Only, if you don't wake me up, it's not possible for us to watch them together.......

Chizuru: I, I'm very sorry......

The tone of his voice made my heart ache, and I could not help but look away.

As Hajime-san raised his head and looked up towards the clear blue sky, a sigh escaped his lips.

Saito Hajime:......I, perhaps I am more wilful than I thought.

Saito Hajime: The first snowfall, the first sakura, and the first of the snow sakura…… I want to see everything together with you.

Hearing Hajime-san whisper to himself, I felt a sharp pain in my chest.

Although what happened was an accident, knowing that I had seen the snow sakura by myself, however made me feel ashamed.

Chizuru: Truly...... I'm very sorry.

Saito Hajime: No, I'm not upset, you don't need to apologize.

Saito Hajime: It's just...... sometimes, I feel a bit uneasy. My love and your love, are both sides equal?

Saito Hajime: Or is it, that I am only wishfully thinking about my feelings towards you—— [rephrase later?]

Chizuru:......It's not like that.

Seeing the flash of emotions in Hajime-san's eyes, I shook my head.

Chizuru: It would be better to say, that I loved Hajime-san more——

If Hajime-san felt uneasy, then it was my responsibility to dispel such emotions.

I quietly approached him, in order to silently convey these feelings of mine.

Saito Hajime: ……Chi-Chizuru……

The petals of the sakura that blossomed early rose from their branches in the wind, drifting gently, and fell slowly after brushing my cheek. [reword later]

I snuggled and nestled up to Hajime-san while embracing him, and as I held him tightly, I spoke.

Chizuru: I think, my love for Hajime-san, it will not be outdone by your love.

Saito Hajime: What……?

Chizuru: My love for Hajime-san, surely, it must be the deepest in the world.

Chizuru:......In this aspect, I will absolutely not be outdone by(/lose to) Hajime-san.

Saito Hajime:......What nonsense are you saying, I will not be outdone by you.

Suddenly, Hajime-san's words regained their former tenderness.

In order to convey these strong emotion, I pulled him into a tight embrace.

With the ridiculous idea that whoever let go first would lose, we hugged each other for a long time.

——Eventually, the two of us separated from each other at the same time.

The moment we parted, we found ourselves blushing because of what happened just now.

Chizuru: So-sorry, Hajime-san. I can't believe I did that sort of thing......

Saito Hajime: Although you've said that...... I am the same as you.

Saito Hajime: An, anyway, [since] there's nothing to do now, shall we return home?

After that, I followed Hajime-san who was sakura-red in the face as we began walking home.

——END——

*happy sigh*

due to my bias, this is probably one of my favourite translations... i kinda like how uncertain Saito is portrayed in in these post main game stories as they’ve shown how his concern is still Chizuru’s happiness.... though this makes me think that there isn’t really a lot of time between the main game’s ending and the endings of of zuisouroku and reimeiroku since Saito is aware of how their life is more difficult in Tonami which is also mentioned in the my tl of saito’s hana no shou after story.

Also, I recently found Chinese translations of more of these yuugiroku 2 post-zuisouroku sakura epilogues for chikage and souji.... bringing my total (counting this one) to 5/6. will get to those after ssl... whenever the hell that is. this was only done to indulge myself and i don’t intend to do more unplanned translations lol.

#hakuoki #hakuouki #hakuoki yuugiroku 2 #Hakuoki Game Translation #Saito Hajime #Yukimura Chizuru

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forestofsorrows · 5 years

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21 Questions Ask

@claireotsutsuki tysm for tagging me <333

answer 21 questions and tag 21 people!

(i will not be able to tag 21 people but i’ll do as many as i can)

(also im so sorry about the music ones idek what happened but it got out of hand)

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Nicknames: Will, Sunny

Sign: aquarius sun, gemini moon, taurus rising

Height: 5′3″ and three quarters of an inch so like basically 5′4

Hogwarts House: ravenclaw/hufflepuff

The last thing I googled: translate (cause i was trying to remember a turkish word lol)

Favorite musicians: Bohnes, Hey Violet, Fall Out Boy, Bea Miller, bülow, Emily Burns, FRND, Barns Courtney, Car Astor, Allie X, Celtic Woman, Sabrina Carpenter, Joe Hisaishi, John Powell, Stray Kids (so many, i can't do favorites pfft. i also have v eclectic music taste lmao)

Song stuck in my head: A Million On My Soul by Alexiane and Radha Kaise Na Jale from the Lagaan OST

Following: 121

Followers: ¯\_(ツ)_/¯

Do you get asks: not really but i do welcome them!!

Amount of sleep: between 7 and 11 hours, depends on if its a weekend or not

Lucky number: two

What you’re wearing: my favorite sweatpants and a blanket

Dream job: voice actor or botanist/biologist

Dream trip: (okay strap in this is long cause im extra) Turkey: a day or two in istanbul, visit the blue mosque and the grand bazaar; mess about in the caves and stay overnight at Cappadocia; then take a blue cruise to olympos and swim in the mediterranean and stay in the bungalows and eat pomegranates off the trees. (preferably with my best friend or future s.o.) these are all things i’ve done before but it was a rly long time ago and i HAVE to do it again at some point in this lifetime

Instrument: koto and i wanna learn bass guitar

Languages: english and a teensy tiny bit of japanese but slowly getting better

Favorite songs: Hands by Barns Courtney; Dulaman by Celtic Woman; Raging on a Sunday and Don’t Sing the Blues by Bohnes; Where Did the Party Go and Just One Yesterday by FOB; Wrong by MAX; Forbidden Friendship by John Powell; The Only by Sasha Sloan; Softcore by The Neighbourhood; Cliff’s Edge by Hayley Kiyoko

Random fact: I don’t have a favorite color! i love so many for so many different reasons

Aesthetic: cups of warm tea with milk, sheer curtains puffing with the breeze through an open window, small coffeeshops with big comfy chairs and a view of the water, tousled hair, bike rides to go get ice cream on warm sunny days, whisper of the heart, open smiles and heartfelt laughter, worn and dog-eared and spine-cracked and well-loved books

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I'm bad at tagging people uh: @theyronshan @aurriearts @ador-ita @cross-country-suggestions @iwriteshipsnotsailthem @steppystar

#about me #ask games #tag games

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mowinspo · 6 years

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the characters as obscure concept playlists:

noah: “angsty songs for when ur lying on the floor dissociating at 4am”

parvati: “you’re wearing oversized denim and popping bubblegum, curls free and falling, and everything needs more glitter. there’s power in driving a pink convertible through suburbia and blasting the music for everyone to hear”

theodore: “laying in the grass at midnight in the middle of a thunderstorm”

daphne: “floating in a warm bath full of rose petals”

sue: “sitting alone in a cafe on a rainy gray day watching raindrops running down the window”

mandy: ��gliding across panelled wood flooring in red stilettos glancing slyly behind you as sirens whistle by with a brief case of stolen notes in your possession”

sally-anne: “drinking sprite from a baby bottle, dressed in linen shorts on a yellow flowery field”

sophie: "11:47 pm, sitting in the plane in a deep pensive state of the world below remaining in bright twinkling lights that look like a million stars and so with the world above together, of the unknown and obscure.”

blaise: “the world may be ending but it’s not ur job to save it. burn down a building, break some windows, punch someone u don’t like in the face - have some fun while u still can cause ur smart enough to make it outta this alive but once the dust settles nothing will ever be the same”

anthony: “end of the world in the middle of the desert in your pajamas”

pansy: “the snow queen comes back to rule her kingdom and she’s fiercer than before”

fay: “midnight...hanging out the window of a car...going the wrong direction down the highway...while waving a burning jacket”

megan: “making out with your crush on the floor of a dorm room with only string lights on and ur just feelin”

padma: “Losing Track of Time Walking Through a Bookstore”

ernie: “anachronistic songs for the emotionally repressed 19th century detective”

tracey: “sitting alone in a kitchen laden with snack bowls while a wild house party occurs in the surrounding rooms, the music is muffled by the walls and you don’t remember ever learning the lyrics to these songs but you somehow know them, this is the only place in the whole house where you can run away to be alone.”

susan: “it’s a gentle day in spring and a warm sunny breeze blusters in through the curtains.”

lavender: “it was 2 in the morning and you were sitting under your covers with a flashlight, reading the seventeen magazine you stole from your sisters bedroom, circling in red pen all the girls that you wished you were, not knowing that you were more beautiful than all of them”

lisa: “for when your body is a temple covered in obscene graffiti, condom wrappers, and neon crosses”

morag: “you haven’t gotten sleep in the past week and you feel as if your body is trajecting into a different astral plane.”

terry: “a scenic highway drive on a foggy sunday morning through the forest thinking about life.”

millicent: “you’re the woman you’ve fought to be. no one can tell you what to do or how to act. incarnate, you’ve become a goddess.”

michael: “I have a stick and poke on the side of my leg. Its an upside down cross. My mom tells me its tacky and it shows the world that im not to be taken seriously. I like it, I’ve always done things myself.”

wayne: “late 2000s/early 2010s upbeat songs for artsy hipsters with thick-rimmed glasses and scarves”

seamus: “gearing up to take your opponents down on the battlefield. the odds of survival are very unlikely but you’re going to fight anyway.”

hannah: “you’re sitting in a field of flowers with your favorite people in the whole world and maybe if you stay here and never leave everything is going to be okay so just stay here and take a deep breath and be with the people you love. it’s okay. you’re going to be okay.”

stephen: “ur sitting in the car, the wind from ur open window blowing ur hair, when u realize this is it. this is life. ur not scared, u feel okay. life is okay. life is good.”

#i havent listened to any of these ok #i'm slfkjlsdkd i hate me #mowtalk #general #*

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allucka · 6 years

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all even numbers for the wlw ask

JDBFJKSGSFHGJ ITS GONNA BE UNDER THE READ MORE

neon sign wlw or vintage poster wlw

BOTH...........

silk wlw or velvet wlw

answered!!

rent a movie wlw or check out a book wlw

RENT A MOVIE !!

dawn wlw or dusk wlw

answered !

see a play wlw or attend a concert wlw

UHHH IDK !!

lipstick wlw or lip balm wlw

they call me a lipstick lesbian for a reason

hike through a forest wlw or stroll along the beach wlw

stroll along the beach.....................

glitter wlw or matte wlw

BOTH LE KEK

bask in the sun wlw or relax in the moonlight wlw

MOONLIGTH !!! i burn to easily

sweet candy wlw or sour candy wlw

depends on my mood

go to a cafe wlw or eat at a diner wlw

UHH IM NOT SURE

bath bomb wlw or bubble bath wlw

answered!

take a picnic wlw or go to a museum wlw

museum!!

iced coffee wlw or hot coffee wlw

iced kek.........

see an art exhibit wlw or visit an aquarium wlw

UHMMMM AQUARIUM

summer wlw or spring wlw

hmmm spring i thinik

ice cream cone wlw or snow cone wlw

SNOW CONE

write her a love letter wlw or give her flowers wlw

ffflowwers im bad at wrods

dine out wlw or eat in wlw

eat out if you know wha ti mean

tell her your feelings wlw or show her your feelings wlw

answered!

cuddle on a rainy day wlw or go out on a sunny day wlw

answered!

oversized sweater wlw or warm flannel wlw

answered !

bold wlw or soft wlw

answered!

make the first move wlw or wait on it wlw

answered

poetry wlw or novel wlw

answered

sleep under the stars wlw or snuggle in a cabin wlw

answered

sharp sophisticated wlw or casual comfy wlw

answered !

smoothie wlw or milkshake wlw

answered !

candle wlw or incense wlw

answere !

spontaneous wlw or by-the-book wlw

IDK !!

stargaze wlw or pick flowers wlw

pick flowered kek.................

binge watch tv wlw or read for days wlw

answered!

dreamer wlw or doer wlw

DREAMER..........

express your opinions wlw or listen to theirs wlw

both

explore space wlw or explore the ocean wlw

THE OCEAN !!

mint wlw or cinnamon wlw

MINT....

fall asleep to music wlw or fall asleep to the sound of rain wlw

the sound of rain !!!

cake wlw or pie wlw

CAKE !!

fall in love fast wlw or fall in love slow wlw

FAST OR NOTHIN BABEY

chocolate wlw or vanilla wlw

vanilla kek

leave her a sappy voicemail wlw or send her a heartfelt text wlw

heartfelt text lel/........................

iced water wlw or no ice wlw

ICED !!

big party wlw or small gathering wlw

dmall gathering

fall wlw or winter wlw

fall...................

hard at work wlw or hardly working wlw

harldly working....... im a bottom

pancake wlw or waffle wlw

neither

honest at all costs wlw or protect others feelings wlw

uhhhh depends !!!

classical art wlw or modern art wlw

BBOTH !!

hug her to death wlw or kiss her til she can’t breathe wlw

kissign nice.....

dance in the rain wlw or play in the snow wlw

ddance in the rain !!!!!!!

#love you.................#faggotpeachs

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dykedykegooses · 6 years

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multiples of 5 for the wlw ask thing~

hannah u really are something else (also sorry this is from like twelve years ago whoops)

neon sign wlw or vintage poster wlw

silk wlw or velvet wlw

rent a movie wlw or check out a book wlw

dawn wlw or dusk wlw

see a play wlw or attend a concert wlwalready answered but im still a play nerd

lipstick wlw or lip balm wlw

hike through a forest wlw or stroll along the beach wlw

glitter wlw or matte wlw

bask in the sun wlw or relax in the moonlight wlw

sweet candy wlw or sour candy wlwsweet candy, sour candy hurts my mouth because its l i t e r a l l y a c i d

go to a cafe wlw or eat at a diner wlw

bath bomb wlw or bubble bath wlw

take a picnic wlw or go to a museum wlw

iced coffee wlw or hot coffee wlw

see an art exhibit wlw or visit an aquarium wlw art exhibit tbh. aquariums are adorable but you can have much deeper conversations about art and you can exchange different interpretations also i basically live in an aquarium so

summer wlw or spring wlw

ice cream cone wlw or snow cone wlw

write her a love letter wlw or give her flowers wlw

dine out wlw or eat in wlw

tell her your feelings wlw or show her your feelings wlwi actually think i took the love language test and my primary love language is acts of service, which is to say that i like people to help me out w/o me asking them to, but the one i speak is gift giving rather than words of affirmation ANYWAY all that to say, show your feelings but only because i like getting people gifts and im not very ? idk eloquent i guess

cuddle on a rainy day wlw or go out on a sunny day wlw

oversized sweater wlw or warm flannel wlw

bold wlw or soft wlw

make the first move wlw or wait on it wlw

poetry wlw or novel wlw poetry. i was a GIANT slut for gay poetry a few years ago tbqh

sleep under the stars wlw or snuggle in a cabin wlw

sharp sophisticated wlw or casual comfy wlw

smoothie wlw or milkshake wlw

candle wlw or incense wlw

spontaneous wlw or by-the-book wlwidk what this means but im such a goody-two-shoes that i WILL cry if i do something that is against the rules buuuuuut on the other hand i love spontaneous road trips and outings etc. so someone else answer this for me bc idk what its asking and also i am on Drugs

stargaze wlw or pick flowers wlw

binge watch tv wlw or read for days wlw

dreamer wlw or doer wlw

express your opinions wlw or listen to theirs wlw

explore space wlw or explore the ocean wlwNEITHER PLEASE AND THANK YOU (but explore the ocean i am terrified of space more than i am terrified of the ocean)

mint wlw or cinnamon wlw

fall asleep to music wlw or fall asleep to the sound of rain wlw

cake wlw or pie wlw

fall in love fast wlw or fall in love slow wlw

chocolate wlw or vanilla wlwchocolate tbh

leave her a sappy voicemail wlw or send her a heartfelt text wlw

iced water wlw or no ice wlw

big party wlw or small gathering wlw

fall wlw or winter wlw

hard at work wlw or hardly working wlwyes

pancake wlw or waffle wlw

honest at all costs wlw or protect others feelings wlw

classical art wlw or modern art wlw

hug her to death wlw or kiss her til she can’t breathe wlw

dance in the rain wlw or play in the snow wlwPLAY IN THE SNOW IM SUCH A SLUT FOR SNOW I WANT TO LIVE WHERE IT SNOWS PLEASEEEEEE

#grabsthesun #thanks hannah i still love you #lesbian ask game #answered

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marlaluster · 5 years

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Emptying the cliptray on the new phone. ....

1. #hoaxreality #incrowdpropagandapost #winnersandlosers #evilrule #dangeroushere #homelessness #enslaved #stagedrelationship #transpocalypse #horriblehere #freeadamlevine #illuminati #illuminatihoaxhere 2. 388,487 likes adamlevine Can’t say we didn’t truly go for it. 2traci_edwards Fav party of the year was attending this party �� #halloweencostume epic!! marlaluster #hoaxreality #incrowdpropagandapost #winnersandlosers #evilrule #dangeroushere #homelessness #enslaved #stagedrelationship #transpocalypse #horriblehere #freeadamlevine #illuminati #illuminatihoaxhere NOVEMBER 1, 2018 3. https://www.instagram.com/p/BpqT_f_jtJc/?hl=en 4. https://www.instagram.com/nerdyboho/?hl=en 5. nerdyboho's profile picture nerdyboho Martha Castillo Telepathic weirdo 6. https://www.instagram.com/p/BvUXzdxnbGz/?hl=en 7. https://www.instagram.com/p/BvfGq5uACe8/?hl=en 8. https://images.app.goo.gl/yQfY12CMrBVHVxXt5 9. https://images.app.goo.gl/WA83X8DvfyUu3XRL8 10. https://images.app.goo.gl/zAhUX79NHT34ZBsQ6 11. https://images.app.goo.gl/zkPRBUJxKkyW5Q6a9 12. https://www.google.com/search?q=tarantula&client=ms-android-mpcs-us-revc&prmd=ivsn&source=lnms&tbm=isch&sa=X&ved=0ahUKEwiXg5DTj6viAhXquFkKHfY9CAkQ_AUIFCgB&biw=412&bih=695&dpr=2.63#imgrc=i8ZN2HbdPoaPRM%3A 13. https://www.aqua.org/blog/2017/November/Species-Spotlight-Tarantula 14. https://images.app.goo.gl/vHJcKfzy4jwLskJ3A 15. This was a very sunny day outside. Some shade from my own shadow i tried to get for the photo as i remember. It was just last month i took this im pretty sure was when. Was late to get the trees for the time passing of spring. But this bush was something blooming. Always something blooming? Not quite. It has to be spring mostly. Oh but wait it has to be warm for a kind of tree where i lived once that kept getting new blooming flowers until it was to be like I guess into fall season some. Then after a point the branches got cut n looked weird. It seemed not so fitting. But someone else is supposed to know what to do with the tree other than myself. Very unfortunate. 16. So this was a bit of time i guess into spring n pretty blooming time was supposed to be passed by for this wittle twee. Hey twee. But they look really bright and like i guess fluffy, some blooms can look that on some things. But it looks pretty much like something pretty worthwhile and significant and special and exciting so i tried to get a pic but waited too long for this twee so alas. I saw another blossom that looked eye catching n i never got it before it was gone. It was on a lush green leaved bush n it was a puffy n chunky looking white bloom. A puffy look of a flower and it was like only one or two on the lush green leaved bush. Something hiding out is trying to destroy my thought of the things n memory some as i try to write about the flowers here and on another post. 17. Oh some zebras. Horses right. But having some different variation like spiked hair. Wow. I know what thats about. They kind of told me. They are something to say there are aliens here. Oh so i told now. But anyway my blog has more pictures of my face. I am not putting many pictures here of myself but i can be seen as for how i look or am supposedly to look in some videos on youtube or on my blog which should be too hard to find. Ill link to it some time i guess. I guess i can do it now ..... Marlaluster.tumblr.com. Theres lots of pics there not all taken in recent days or so maybe last a couple weeks ago because something torments me about my face. The something is an alien kind of thing that could be called the devil. The thing tries to pretend it is god. It is very horrible and disgusting, the thing. 18. An usual pic. Its not really from where its said here. Really things have to simply surface here somehow and then here its quite unfortunate n so something has to say it did it. Its quite very disgusting. Some point it would be uncovered for what it was here, the point when its past "post-apocalyptic" times which are occurring right now. Before my birthday which is just about a week n a half, almost two weeks from now this is supposed to finally be over with completely. This will be so much better as im very badly attacked here by the devil because human beings or living things cannot live here because it is supposed to be that death is superior, ie something that is not really possible to be true and okay is supposed to be the only thing to exist here. But that will end after the world ends finally. 19. https://www.instagram.com/roj__kurdi__/ 20. ری خه ما 🥀 Wₑ ₐᵣₑ ₐₗₗ ₗᵢₖₑ ₜₕₑ ᵦᵣᵢGₕₜ ₘₒₒₙ, Wₑ ₛₜᵢₗₗ ₕₐᵥₑ ₒᵤᵣ Dₐᵣₖₑᵣ ₛᵢDₑ⏳ ♠ . (•‿•) . 💫 . ام هه می وه کی هه یفئ نه ،هه ر که سه ک ژمه ره خه کی تاری یی هه ی🌚 Highlights Highlights Highlights 3 posts 156 followers 599 following

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YA CHEEKY LITTLE CUNT love you tho because its always fun to do these asks even though everyone who reads will probs forget all these details in like the span of a week.

1. You woke up naked next to the last person you texted, what would you say?

wanna go again?

2. What’s going on between you and the last person you kissed?

nothing anymore

3. If your boyfriend or girlfriend was into drugs, would you care?

depends on what drugs, the severity of the side effects, the cost of said drugs, and how addicted they are to it. like if its weed sure go ahead long as it isn’t around me not a big fan of the smell. crystal meth however i would probably be turned off or just attempt to get them off it. over the counter drugs though is fine too.

4. Is your last name longer than six letters? yep

5. Was your last kiss drunk or sober? sober

6. Have you ever wanted to have someone but you messed it up? AHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA yes. horribly messed up. still think about it tbh

7. What does your last received text say? “ well i think you can just wax with whatever length but it wont be able to cling to your hair well”

8. How many times have you kissed the last person you kissed? lost count too busy being happy at the time

9. Where was your last kiss at? a bus stop

10. When is the last time you saw your sister? yesterday

11. What do you drink in the morning? nothing. i dont wake up in the morning

12. Where did you sleep last night? my couch because its fucking comfier than my bed

13. Do you think relationships are hard? most def. wouldn’t have it any other way though.

14. If you could go back and change something in the past 5 months, would you? yeah

15. You’re locked in a room with the last person you kissed, any problems?

yeah, the fact we haven’t talked in months, and because i’m pretty sure she wants nothing to do with me lol

16. Would you rather it be sunny or rainy? rainy, free shower

17. Do you know anyone with the same middle name as you? dont got a middle name so i guess yes?

18. Are you wearing jeans,sweatpants,or pajama pants? boxing shorts

19. Do you think you will be in a relationship 3 years from now? ahahaha no.

20. Does anyone like you? trust me, if i knew i would do something about it

21. Have you ever kissed someone with a name that starts with an S? its rude to say but i don’t remember but from what i do remember its a no

22. Is the last person you kissed gay? not gay specifically at least from what i’ve been told by said person

23. Is there a person you CANNOT stand? 3 people specifically. not gonna name them

24. Have you ever considered getting a tattoo? multiple times, talked to tattoo artists, people who had multiple tattoos, people who are first timers so yeah i want one maybe 5

25. In the past week have you cried? yeah anime hurts the feels bro

26. What breed was the last dog you saw?does pictures on tumblr count? if yes, a shiba inu, if no, golden retriever

27. Do you dry off in the shower or out of the shower? out of the shower, i feel like im gonna slip and fall if i stay in there too long

28. Have you ever kissed a football player? yeah he doesn’t use lip balm often so it was kinda rough

29. Do you think you’re old? yeah

30. Do you like text messaging? most def. i like texting more than talking since i can think about my words and play it off as just “ yeah i was busy” also i find myself a better conversationalist on texts than in person

31. What type of day are you having? a shitty one but i showered so im feeling refreshed at least

32. Have you ever thought about getting your nose pierced? nope, i have thought about getting spider bites on my lower lip but i dont think i can pull it off

33. Do you prefer warm or cold weather? cold weather, i hate bugs and indoor volleyball is nice

34. Is there a person of the opposite sex who means a lot to you?yeah

35. Would you prefer a relationship or a fling? a relationship. flings hurt afterwards and to me theres no feelings behind it so youre left feeling empty

36. Are you a simple or complicated person? i wanna say simple but everyone knows everyones complicated. if someones simple that just means theyre not letting off everything at the get go

37. What song are you listening to? lie to me george nozuka

38. When you say you’re sorry do you mean it? of course i do. does it mean i wont make the same mistake? nope. it just means i’ll take steps to preventing it from happening again. if it happens again then ill keep trying. all you can do when you fuck up is to just keep trying to prevent it from happening again. 39. Is there a girl that knows everything or almost everything about you? i’d like to think so40. What made you start liking the person you like now?vibrant personality that draws you in. playful demeanor. likes geeky things like i do. has deep thoughts that make me want to ponder existence with them. likes physical intimacy. and the first thought when i saw her was that i wanted to protect her, care for her, and guide her in life if ever she needs help. 41. When did you last receive a text message? 8:43 am monday42. What is wrong with you right now? im not independent? i rely on friends and other stuff to grant me happiness when really the only source of happiness i can rely on if to draw it from myself. friends help but they can’t be the only source. i have trouble moving on from past issues, constantly weighed down by past decisions and mistakes when i should have passed it a long time ago.43. How well do you know the last female you texted? not very well however she knows me very well since i vent to her lol44. Does anyone disgust you? yeah the same 3 people i mentioned that i cannot stand.45. Would you date someone right now if they asked? most likely yeah46. Are you in a good mood right now? nope. neutral if anything47. Who was the last person you talked to in person?me mother before she left for a bus shuttle to fort mac48. What color shirt are you wearing? nude. no plans today, or guests so that means no pants, no shirt and occasionally if im feeling happy enough, no underwear either49. Has someone recently told you something you didn’t want to hear? not recently. i have a feeling that i’ve given off the vibe to all my friends that they have to tip toe around me about a lot of topics else they’ll make me sad. i’d rather a splash of cold water in the face than some shitty lie50. Anyone you’re giving up on? myself mostly.51. Do you hate the person you fell hardest for? i never hate the people i used to date. i hate the decisions i made that lead to breaking up. i tend to think things are never someone else’s fault but more of mine. even if by some weird chance it wasn’t i would twist it so it was my fault. its just easier for everyone that way if people have a scapegoat.

52. Have you ever thought about giving up on someone but couldn’t? yeah.53. Do you like rain? i love it. sometimes on rare occasions i can almost feel the shitty person inside me just kinda slide off my skin and drip off the tips of my fingers and i feel … complete? is the best way i can put it54. Do you care if your boyfriend/girlfriend drinks? nope. party all you like, im just not too keen on drinking very often or partying very often. although when i do party ill party hard.55. Have you ever liked somebody and never told them? who hasnt?56. Do you like to cuddle? love it. spooning, arm on shoulder, hugging from behind, them sitting on your lap, them holding you from behind. my skin feels electric when the person i love has their skin against mine.57. Are you shy? i’d like to say im not58. Do you get along with girls? i’d like to say i do59. Have you dated the person you texted last? not going to lie hahah i considered it at some point60. What do you carry with you at all times? phone, wallet , keys.61. If you were paid 1 million dollars to spend the night in a supposed haunted house, would you? yeah most likely. the economy sucks bro.62. Do you think you can last in a relationship for five months? yeah assuming i dont fuck up lol63. Think back to October, were you in a relationship?nope. sadly.64. The person you like kisses you on the forehead, do you find this cute? DAMN STRAIGHT. shit would be like a good luck charm65. Did anything “cute” happen in the last week? my niece tried to say duck and instead said fuck

66. How old are the last three people you kissed? probably going to get some questionable looks from this but 16, 24, 21

67. Would you rather pay to get your nails done or do them yourself? pay for a pro, i am NOT an artistic person. 68. Which do you like better- Zebra print or leopard print? zebra. black and white. leopard print makes me think a white 40 something year old with plastic surgery, hair thats half a meter tall and nails that are longer than most men’s penises talking with a southern belle accent that tries to hit on pool boys69. Do you have any stickers on your car? none70. Would you rather listen to Luke Bryan or Lil Wayne? i hate country and im not a fan of lil wayne anymore so i guess lil wayne if i absolutely have to.71. Blackberry, Anroid, or iPhone? android 72. When’s the last time you had pizza from Pizza Hut? couple days ago?73. Do you like diet soda? hate it. feels fake to me74. What color are the walls in your room? boring beige75. Are you 16 or older? yes.76. Do you watch Pretty Little Liars? heard of it, seen gifs, dont plan on watching it77. Do you have a job? as of now yeah. 78. What are your initials? SM79. Did you ever have braces? nope. i had retainers but i kept breaking them so my parents were like okay thats enough, its too expensive to replace them lol80. Are you from the south? im about as north as you can get without living in igloos

81. What does your last status on facebook say? “day barely started and 4 things putting me in a shitty mood. looks liek today is gonna be loooooooooong”82. Do you still talk to the first person you ever kissed? i wish.83. Are you closer to your mom or your dad? mother. although im not on good terms with either of them. my mother just has more patience to deal with me84. Have you ever done cheerleading or gymnastics? i did pom squad which was a pretty shitty version of cheerleading i guess. 85. What’s the last movie you saw in theaters? beauty and the beast i thoroughly enjoyed it =] 86. Do you smoke? weed or cigarettes? either one ive stopped both. not worth it, plus i dislike smelling gross.87. Would you rather wear heels or flip flops? i’ve worn heels before but not for a prolonged period of time but they felt nice so i’d say hells. flip flops keep making annoying sounds and it makes me grind my teeth thinking about it88. Is your phone touch screen? yes89. Do you normally wear your hair straight or curly? straight. i’d love it to be a bit curly. i even permed my hair last year apparently it looked good says some friends of mine.90. Have you ever snuck out of your house? i snuck out last night lol. the family gave up on stopping me.91. Would you rather swim in a river, lake, or pool? pool. rivers and lakes have the possibility of germs, leeches or other shit. its a hassle to have to take extra precautions92. Have you ever made out in a car? yep.93. …Had sex in a car? almost.94. Are you single or in a relationship? single. 95. What were you doing last night at midnight? playing overwatch with my friend reo.96. When’s the last time you saw fireworks? AW COME THE FUCK ON. the last relationship questions weren’t enough to jab a knife in my chest but this too? fuck. whatever. it was at capital ex or k- days whatever the fuck you wanna call it. i had fun. the fireworks wasn’t the only thing that sparked. fuck. instant bad mood.97. Do you like the camera on your phone? yeah its really good. i can take pictures of my friends and even see the condition of their pores and shit its pretty nice. 98. Have you ever had a friend with benefits? nope. i’d like to try it though99. Have you ever passed out from drinking? not yet.100. Are you friends with people on facebook that you actually hate? yeah. i should really just delete my facebook. 101. Have you ever had a pregnancy scare? nope. 102. Name your favorite Kesha song: Die young103. Do you have any tan lines right now? nope.104. Would you ever wear cowboy boots with shorts? sure why not. i’d probs wear assless chaps too if i had a nice ass

#ask me more shiiit yallllll #this was fun #but im still salty about that one question about fireworks #ask se7enpounds

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mikkoofficial · 5 years

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Get To Know Me (A Quiz)

I took a bunch of questions that I found on an online “quiz”, popped them in a randomizer, and I’m going to answer a bunch of them at random just because I find these fun. We’re in Sacramento for the night anyway so we’re just kind of meandering around. This is what tour life is like. Ha.

RANDOM QUESTIONS _________________ 001) Height: 168 cm on a good day. 002) Nickname(s): Mik (pronounced meek) is very rare anymore but used to be a nickname. My husband calls me a princess because I’m a needy bitch. 003) Have you ever dated someone twice? No. If we broke up, we broke up, and there’s no going back. Cue the Taylor Swift. 004) Last Phone Call: My boyfriend’s mom. 005) Kissed someone & regretted it? Nah. Kissing isn’t regrettable in my opinion. 006) Piercings? Five. 007) Last time you cried? So recently. So so recently. A couple of days ago. I don’t do being scared really well and I sometimes just burst into tears. That was the case in that scenario. 008) What did you do for your last birthday? Before my birthday I went to Nova Scotia with my husband. On my birthday he threw a garden party for me in our backyard with our closest friends/family and it was purely magical. It was like a fairy party and it was magnificent. 009) Last beverage? Drinking iced green tea right now. 010) Zodiac sign? Virgo/Libra cusp. 011) Three favorite colors: Green. Black. Red, probably. 012) Birthday? 19 September HAVE YOU EVER _________________ 001) Kissed a stranger? A stranger? No. I always know their name first. ;) Haha. Jokes. I don’t really go around kissing strangers. Friends, I kiss all the time, but not strangers. 002) Gotten a speeding ticket? No, actually! 003) Sex on the first date? Depends on the vibe. I don’t really deal in social norms of what’s “good” or “bad”. If the vibe is good, whatever, do you. I have had sex on the first date though but it was with someone I knew before the “date” happened. 004) Been arrested? Surprisingly, no! 005) Turned someone down? Yes. 006) Fallen for a friend? Yes! All three times I’ve been in a relationship with someone they were friends first. 007) Broken someone’s heart? Probably. But it was never intentional. 008) Moved out of town? Yes. I’m originally from Vantaa, Finland and live in New York City, so... :) 009) Seen someone you knew but purposely avoided them? HA! Often! I’m so petty when I’m at home or busy. 010) Wore makeup? Yes. I have practical stock in BKC. 💕

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY ____________________ 001) Was your last relationship a mistake? I learned a lot from it so I’m not sure I classify it a full “mistake”. It definitely was not the fit for me, though, so in some ways, staying in it as long as I did was a mistake. I don’t regret the relationship overall, though. 002) Ever been engaged? Twice. 003) Have you ever worn someone else’s clothing? I often wear other people’s clothing. I wear my husband’s clothing all the time. My best friend Rami’s clothing has made its way into my closet. I also steal my boyfriend’s shirts. His pants would never fit me. Ever. Fucking tall, skinny bitch. 004) Do you smoke? Smoking cigarettes is fucking revolting. No. 005) Ever been to a professional sports game? Many, many Tampa Bay Lightning games with my big sister Kaedance. :) I’ve been to New England Patriots games and Helsingin Jokerit games as well, obviously. 006) Have you ever been depressed? I spent a year October 2016 and October 2017 in a state of complete crippling depression so yes. Yes, I have. 007) Are you insecure? I have insecurities, but I don’t think, at my core, I am an insecure person anymore. 008) Do you believe everything happens for a reason? 100 percent. I have a tattoo on my body that says “meant to be”, so I am very much a believer in that stuff. 09) Ever broken a bone? No, I haven’t! 010) Ever made out in a bathroom? Ha! Yes. Numerous times. I’ve made out in many places like that. Broom closets, bathrooms, green rooms, whatever. 011) Favorite weather? Early fall in New York City is my absolute fav-fav weather but I love warm, sunny summer days, too. 012) Ever kiss in the rain? Yes. I’m a sap and love that stuff. 013) Do you have a friend of the opposite sex you can be yourself with fully? Yeah of course! I’m very fortunate 014) Ever been in love with someone you couldn’t be with? No, I’ve only loved three people in my life in the aspect of being IN love with them. I’ve been romantically involved with all three of them in my life so yeah. 015) Who did you last say “I love you” to? Tavii. He’s working on school stuff so I told him I loved him before he went to do that. 016) Your best friend of the opposite sex likes you, what do you do? That’d be really awkward because she’d be trying to fuck me while dating my boyfriend’s best friend. Yikes. Messy. 017) Did you ever learn another language? I mean, I speak Finnish, Swedish and English and I’m learning Spanish now so... yes. :) 018) What makes you happy? Life. Love. Feeling like I have purpose in this world. The beach. My dogs. My family. My friends. My career(s). I’m over all a very happy person. 019) Do you eat in the car while driving or while someone else is driving? All the time. When I’m driving, I’ll eat things that are easily obtainable like crisps or fruit, but if I’m in the passenger’s seat, all bets are off. I give no shits. 020) Have you ever been on a diet? I’m technically on a specialty diet now by being vegan. But on a diet to lose weight, not so much. 021) Who is the last person of the opposite sex you spoke with? On the phone, my boyfriend’s mom. In person, our tour manager/band mom. 022) Ever met a celebrity? Hahaha. I guess you could say that. 023) Do you like the outside? Love it. I really prefer the outdoors compared to indoors more often than not. 024) Do you have an attitude? Some might say so. But if by having an attitude you mean standing up for what I believe in, not letting people push me around, not letting people dull my shine, and not caving to societal norms... then yes, I absolutely, one hundred percent have a fucking attitude problem. 025) Last person you had a deep conversation with? My boyfriend. We talk about some pretty in depth stuff when we’re laying in bed or hanging out. I have deep conversations with Tavii all the time, too. I love that I have these amazing people in my life that I can talk about literally anything with, get deep with, and have it be reciprocated fully. It’s a blessing and a half.

#personal #tour

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shinozaki-ayumi · 6 years

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Please answer all the things from the ask thing I can't decide what I want to know most :'''(

omg thats ok!! this’ll be a long one then lol

1. You woke up naked next to the last person you texted, what would you say?

its my boyfriend, so i’d probably be just like… “oh hey, that’s cool”

2. What’s going on between you and the last person you kissed?

he’s my boyfriend lol

3. If your boyfriend or girlfriend was into drugs, would you care?

yeah mostly because i don’t want to associate myself with it and i’d also just be really concerned about their health too? like weed isn’t bad but anything else is a no

4. Is your last name longer than six letters?

nope. exactly 6

5. Was your last kiss drunk or sober?

sober bc i don’t drink lol

6. Have you ever wanted to have someone but you messed it up?

the only person i’ve ever had a crush on is my current and only boyfriend so no

7. What does your last received text say?

“pack up your stuff”

8. How many times have you kissed the last person you kissed?

too many times over the past three years to even begin to count

9. Where was your last kiss at?

about 20 mins ago at my boyfriend’s front door

10. When is the last time you saw your sister?

i don’t have a sister, but i have a brother and i saw him 2 minutes ago

11. What do you drink in the morning?

tea or milk

12. Where did you sleep last night?

in my own bed

13. Do you think relationships are hard?

not really because if you are really meant to be with someone you both will put in the effort to make sure you are respectful of each other. i do think it’s probably difficult to find a partner though, especially in high school bc those almost never last.

14. If you could go back and change something in the past 5 months, would you?

not really honestly lol. this year has been pretty decent.

15. You’re locked in a room with the last person you kissed, any problems?

nope. it would prooobably be pretty awesome actually

16. Would you rather it be sunny or rainy?

rainy! i love rain so much. it’s so relaxing to listen to and watch.

17. Do you know anyone with the same middle name as you?

no. my middle name is Jean, so i don’t know many people with that as a middle name. i don’t think it’s very popular.

18. Are you wearing jeans,sweatpants,or pajama pants?

pajama pants :D

19. Do you think you will be in a relationship 3 years from now?

hell yes. my boyfriend and i have been together for three years already and are more stable and loving than we ever have.

20. Does anyone like you?

not at the moment i don’t think, but i have known about several guys who have liked me. aside from the current bf, they were all… gross….

21. Have you ever kissed someone with a name that starts with an S?

my boyfriend’s name is Stefan lol

22. Is the last person you kissed gay?

nope, he’s straight as can be

23. Is there a person you CANNOT stand?

SO MANY. SO SO MANY.

24. Have you ever considered getting a tattoo?

absolutely! i want something simple (like a triforce or something) on my wrist or ankle.

25. In the past week have you cried?

this morning lmao

26. What breed was the last dog you saw?

mutt/mix/hunting dog thing. idk what she is. her name is hazel and she is my boyfriend’s dog.

27. Do you dry off in the shower or out of the shower?

mix of both? lol

28. Have you ever kissed a football player?

no none of the football players at my school are even remotely attractive to me

29. Do you think you’re old?

…im 16, so no

30. Do you like text messaging?

it’s ok. but honestly, in comparison to the past few years, i just prefer talking in person or on skype

31. What type of day are you having?

GARBAGE but its ok because its getting better as it goes :)

32. Have you ever thought about getting your nose pierced?

no… the only piercings i want are more ear piercings.

33. Do you prefer warm or cold weather?

cold. like, mid fall weather.

34. Is there a person of the opposite sex who means a lot to you?

i would literally die to save my boyfriend from suffering

35. Would you prefer a relationship or a fling?

relationship; flings/one-time things are not appealing to me. i like friendship and emotional bonding.

36. Are you a simple or complicated person?

complicated, but i don’t think anyone is really “simple.”

37. What song are you listening to?

none, my computer just decided to turn volume up to 100% for some reason without me pressing the buttons and now my ears are ringing. nice.

38. When you say you’re sorry do you mean it?

depends who i’m talking to and whether or not they deserve it39. Is there a girl that knows everything or almost everything about you?

a girl? ya, but only one. i only have a few female friends. most of my friends are boys lol40. What made you start liking the person you like now?

i had a dream that they were sleeping in my room and the next day at school i almost threw up when i saw them. good times.41. When did you last receive a text message?

about an hour ago42. What is wrong with you right now?

TOO. MUCH. HOMEWORK. 43. How well do you know the last female you texted?

she’s my mom, so pretty well i think lol44. Does anyone disgust you?

a variety of people. pro-life people especially disgust me. also any religious zealots and closed-minded people in general. 45. Would you date someone right now if they asked?

no, way too dedicated to my actual boyfriend.46. Are you in a good mood right now?

i’ve been better but my current mood is far better than my mood yesterday/this morning!!47. Who was the last person you talked to in person?

my mom48. What color shirt are you wearing?

black49. Has someone recently told you something you didn’t want to hear?

yeah… it’s pretty personal though. not gonna talk about it.50. Anyone you’re giving up on?

not currently but in the past year or two, many people51. Do you hate the person you fell hardest for?

not in the slightest

52. Have you ever thought about giving up on someone but couldn’t?

not sure if this means in a relationship or not but platonically yes. that friendship ended in far shittier ways though, so sometimes i sort of regret it. don’t think it could’ve ended any other way though.53. Do you like rain?

I LOVE RAIN 54. Do you care if your boyfriend/girlfriend drinks?

yeah because if they are a huge party animal who wants to drink all the time and loves being drunk all the time i am NOT compatible with them. casually drinking once in a while would probably be fine though.55. Have you ever liked somebody and never told them?

the only person i’ve ever liked is fully aware that i like him lol56. Do you like to cuddle?

YES. SO MUCH. I LIVE ON CUDDLES.57. Are you shy?

yeah but i’m growing out of it a bit!!!58. Do you get along with girls?

not really59. Have you dated the person you texted last?

currently dating60. What do you carry with you at all times?

phone, pencils, sketchbook61. If you were paid 1 million dollars to spend the night in a supposed haunted house, would you?

I’D DO IT FOR FREE 62. Do you think you can last in a relationship for five months?

it’s been three years in my current one, so yes lol63. Think back to October, were you in a relationship?

you all know the answer to this64. The person you like kisses you on the forehead, do you find this cute?

yes i love when he does this. its gentle and reassuring65. Did anything “cute” happen in the last week?

idk. not cute, but i had some nice moments with my bf. mostly just laying on my bed and talking about “deep” stuff while playing fire emblem

66. How old are the last three people you kissed?

theres only been one and he’s 17

67. Would you rather pay to get your nails done or do them yourself?

do them myself but i haven’t done my nails in years 68. Which do you like better- Zebra print or leopard print?

can i say neither69. Do you have any stickers on your car?

i dont have a car but my family does not70. Would you rather listen to Luke Bryan or Lil Wayne?

….can i say neither? 71. Blackberry, Anroid, or iPhone?

iPhone 72. When’s the last time you had pizza from Pizza Hut?

ages ago because my town’s only Pizza Hut closed years ago 73. Do you like diet soda?

no those cancer-inducing chemicals can stay 5000000 miles away from my body74. What color are the walls in your room?

dark yellow-y tan 75. Are you 16 or older?

i’m 1676. Do you watch Pretty Little Liars?

no, tried, not a fan 77. Do you have a job?

no and i am dreading it. i’d like to take commissions instead lol

78. What are your initials?

EJC 79. Did you ever have braces?

yes and they are long gone. i am grateful80. Are you from the south?

nope, upstate New York! best state

81. What does your last status on facebook say?

i don’t use facebook82. Do you still talk to the first person you ever kissed?

lol 83. Are you closer to your mom or your dad?

my mom84. Have you ever done cheerleading or gymnastics?

neither 85. What’s the last movie you saw in theaters?

i genuinely do not remember. i think Rogue One 86. Do you smoke?

HELL no 87. Would you rather wear heels or flip flops?

flip flops88. Is your phone touch screen?

yes89. Do you normally wear your hair straight or curly?

straight90. Have you ever snuck out of your house?

no91. Would you rather swim in a river, lake, or pool?

pool 92. Have you ever made out in a car?

yes93. …Had sex in a car?

no lol 94. Are you single or in a relationship?

in a relationship 95. What were you doing last night at midnight?

sleeping

96. When’s the last time you saw fireworks?

fourth of july on Saratoga Lake 97. Do you like the camera on your phone?

its much better than my last one, but still not the best. i have a 5s 98. Have you ever had a friend with benefits?

nope 99. Have you ever passed out from drinking?

never drank 100. Are you friends with people on facebook that you actually hate?

not on facebook, but on instagram yes 101. Have you ever had a pregnancy scare?

yes even though it was 99.9% irrational. i’m tokophobic lol. thank god for the pill 102. Name your favorite Kesha song:

i cant even name one 103. Do you have any tan lines right now?

HAHAHAHAHAHA i’m of british and german descent (aka about as white as they can come) so my skin burns, never tans 104. Would you ever wear cowboy boots with shorts?

absolutely not

#oof that took a while lol #sorry if im boring but thanks for the ask!#emma talks #Anonymous

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