#ive had. at Least a week to think on it.

[obey-me-headquarters]

So, I have this particular kink that is kinda odd (shocking, I know lol), which can basically be summed up by "taking care of the sub". Especially with things that the sub is capable of doing themselves, but is either too dumb or can't do it *right*, or the dom just does it for them.

Like bathing someone, picking out their clothing, ordering for them at restaurants, etc.

It's less about the control aspect (while I do like that) and more of the act of taking care of someone. The gentle and softness aspect is something I really enjoy.

But I have a more... extreme version of this kink. It still focuses on the gentle care, but instead of taking of someone, the sub is an object. Like a precious collectible or something rare and expensive. Something that needs to be handled delicately and with care. The sub is still no more than a *thing*, but a valuable thing.

Now imagine this kink with one of the brothers. I think Mammon would very much enjoy this kind of play, especially when you show him off. Imagine having him sitting in your lap completely naked, his legs being held apart by your thighs as you talk over him. There's a few dozen demons standing around the luscious club, and a sizeable group is gathered around the couch you and your precious are sitting in.

You address the crowd of demons, bragging about your latest prize, showing all of Mammon's weak points like an appraiser would. You run your hands over his nipples, commenting about how lucky you are for finding something that is reactive as Mammon moans. Your other hand wrapped around his dick and gave it a few strokes.

One of the bolder demons asked if they could touch your treasure, but you state that it is way too delicate, and only professionals like yourself can safely touch it. All of Mammon's moans, groans, and begs for more fall on deaf ears as you and the other patrons discuss him like he's not even there.

I feel like Asmo would also really, really enjoy scenes like this. Being treated like a precious jewel? Of course, he would love that, lol. And he especially wants you to show him off. Would even rent out big venues and have you play with him on stage. But I feel like he would also like to do these scenes when it's just the two of you. There's something special about hearing how precious and beautiful he is as you play with him in your own bed.

Lucifer is also someone who would love, but also kinda hate these scenes? (If very much a "brat who hates punishments" kind of way, as in he likes it consents to it, but some part of him is torn lol) The praise is a big ego boast, but there's something humiliating about being treated like an object that both exictes him and shames him.

Lucifer would never be willing to do this scene in public or with other people around. He's already pretty PG when it comes to public affection. But if you and him are dating both Barbatos and Diavolo? Then he wouldn't mind adding them to the scene.

The scenes involving them play out a myraid of different ways. Sometimes, you're showing off Lucifer to Diavolo as he sits on his throne with Barbatos at his side. Other times it's the other way around, with you sitting on Diavolo's throne pretending to be a human ruler, and Diavolo and Barbatos acting as the demon hunters who tamed Lucifer, and now you inspect your new prize. Sometimes it's the four of you lounging in Diavolo's bed as you pass around Lucifer like he's a cool rock you found.

Anyways, I really like this kink. Who knows? I might do more with it one day. Come yell at me in my inbox if you share the kink or have thoughts about it lol.

#obey me #obey me smut #obey me dom!reader #obey me Lucifer #obey me mammon #obey me asmo #my post #i swear im still working on the part 2 to the Lucifer having a pussy fic #ive just been very very VERY tired this week so i havent had the chance to work on it #this is a quick ramble i didnt even look over so it took considerably less effort #plus i think i kinda worked myself up trying to make the fic 'perfect' since its so beloved #anyways. i had this kink for awhile but i was reminded of it bt French Fry. dont ask me why. theyre not working on anything similar. #to be knowledgeable at least. i just saw a differnet post of theirs and was suddenly reminded of these scenarios i frequently rotate #around in my brain. so like. thank them i guess if you like this???

[puppyeared]

Jitterbug

#whenever my meds kick in it feels like im gonna piss myself. not literally but its really really feels like it #and now whenever that happens my mind goes back to pancho (grandmas dog) at a xmas party years ago #bc he peed when we arrived bc he was so excited to see ppl and my cousin had to clean it up :o) #well for better or for worse i know that feeling now when im pumped on 20mg of adderall #im still getting used to this whole diagnosis thing cause ive gone untreated and undiagnosed for the longest time. so theres probably a lot #i still dont know and have to learn to get myself to be.. functional on my own? self managing???? #i even set up reminders on my phone for work periods meals and stuff. but the problem is actually getting myself to stick to that to a T #because the minute i slack off or something gets in the way it throws it all off until i can be bothered to get back on track. it sucks #at least ive built up other habits like writing notes and setting alarms ahead of time.. but i feel like i could do better #its always hard to change something if youve been doing it wrong for the longest time. especially behaviour and thinking patterns. sigh #in other news my glasses bailed on me so i have to get a new pair sometime. i just realized i never draw my sona with glasses but thats #mostly bc i forget. id love to get some browline glasses like my old pair but im picky and its hard to find one id like for the next 5 year #i also finally managed to collect all the fish in my animal crossing file!!! pulled out a char last week and boom now i have a poster :o) #THAT was a moment where i almost peed myself for real. id love to get all the bugs but i cant stay up late on the switch :o( #yapping #my art #myart #doodles #personal #diary

[attaboy-art]

watched evil dead with my bf the other night

[Image ID: A digital drawing of Ash Williams from The Evil Dead in profile in front of a dark background. He is covered in blood and looking towards the viewer from the side of his eye. There are two shining car headlights in the background. /.End ID.]

#this guy is gonna sit in my brain for the rest of my life now #also. um. hai #so. sorry about not posting art for like Months #(or at least not posting art on This blog) #i got. really fucked up by stress & burn out so i kinda just stopped for a while and committed to writing #(which i may or may not share to this blog) #ive had a few ideas for layton art but like. auuugh. i shouldn't have done those art weeks. i really shouldn't have #i think i just overworked myself plain & simple #ill probably come back to it sometime down the line but for now ... Im just gonna post whatever i guess #no promises! #anyways #I love ashley joanna williams with all of my heart #evil dead #ash williams #evil dead 1981 #art #my art #illustration

[todayisafridaynight]

Do you mind dumping all of your thoughts on ebina for us?

i dont even know where to begin on ebina he just sucks major horse cock and i cant be swayed on this but ill put it under the cut for everyones sake. this is rambly as hell too idc i refuse to spend any more time thinking about ebina more than i already do

like what is his purpose. like i KNOW his purpose but it sucks- him being a Plot Twist baby is the dumbest shit in the world and they dont even ATTEMPT to do anything meaningful with it i do not care what anyone says

why even HAVE HIM be related to ichiban if he never even interacts with ichi in a meaningful way, esp when ichi's whole theme is family-- WHEN THE GAME IS LITERALLY ABOUT ICHI MEETING HIS MOM (or it was until they decided they didnt care about akane in the plot anymore)

like we mentioned it before here but if you have to have ebina related to a yakuza from the past for his ol Bring Down The Yakuza gig then why not make him an orphan from kazama's orphanage ???? literally nothing wouldve changed except it would've made more sense with how much kiryu deals with him instead of ichi. it wouldve been a great way to round things off with kiryu's saga too, what with having to confront the consequences of kazama's actions directly and finally and officially burst that fanatic bubble of his (i dont wanna HEAR nothing about gaiden that's not enough for me im GREEDY). theres something in here too about kiryu and daigo but i cant articulate it... i just know that wouldve been better too .... something something kiryu brought daigo into this life and now that he sees kazama 'bring' ebina into this life hes projecting ... idk ..

the game def didnt seem to give a fuck that ebina was arakawa's son considering they fucking revealed it in a bland-ass in-game cutscene FROM DAIGO OF ALL PEOPLE daigo respectfully why the fuck do you know this

i dont know how many people watch my streams but i was so obnoxious about ebina's villain monologue before his fight because its just ...... it just SCREAMS Hey You Guys Remember Aoki Right. fucking Masumi Arakawa Had Two Sons: One Who Loved Him And One Who Hated Him LITERALLY SHUT UP AND DIE I HATE YOU MASATO ARAKAWA WAS RIGHT THERE AND HE DID IT BETTER THAN YOU fucking stealing his bleach japan shit too. you might be able to steal bleach japan and piss me off about it the entire time because fucking everyone and their grandmother besides zhao seems to have forgotten fucking bleach japan but you can NOT steal Number One Hater Son from masato arakawa GET AWAY FROM HER 🗣️🗣️🗣️ 'why did masumi arakawa have to get himself killed' BECAUSE HIS NUMBER ONE HATER SON HAD HIM KILLED BECAUSE HE WAS A BETTER HATER THAN YOU SHUT UP

another thing that pissed me off to no end was the sawashiro shit fuckin Oh He Kept Him Alive Because He Wanted Him To Stop Him SHUT UP SHUT UP SHUT UP SHUT UP I HATE YOU . i really wouldve preferred if they just killed sawashiro like old man why are you here- WE DIDNT EVEN GET TO SEE YOUR EYE GET GOUGED but im getting off topic. NOTHING bout what we've seen from ebina could convince me he Wanted To Be Stopped like absolutely nothing i dont want to hear this bullshit excuse. it is MERELY just reminding me of ichi being like 'i wish i couldve been there to stop you' @ aoki and its making me pissed

like im the only person who cares this intensely because im the only person who likes aoki enough like this and im trying NOT to mention him so much and just focus on ebina but its just so annoying... like its impossible NOT to see the parallels, especially when the game is practically bashing it into my brain every three seconds. like if we're talking aoki/masato-adjacent antags then i like eiji so its not the fact that HE IS aoki adjacent that pisses me off its just that he has no agency OUTSIDE of being a ghost of him. like there's nothing interesting about him in the slightest and he's barely even on screen why are you forcing me to give a fuck about this twat. if anything the one aoki thing i wish they did mirror onto him was dying at the end i do not care about this man

#iw spoilers #spoilers #snap chats #i think these are all my thoughts. or at least the very basics #point is Resident Aoki Fan Hates The Guy Reminiscent Of Aoki more at 11 #its like .... aoki was an interesting antagonist for his reasons you cant just frankenstein them onto this rando motherfucker #most deviantart oc ass backstory too literally kill yourself #OK IM DONE FR NOW. i wanna DRAW TODAY #maybe ill finally update my ichi blog cause ive had a post sketched for weeks but i keep getting distracted on sundays #im also driving back to school later so .... heres to hoping i have energy tonight vjeLVKERJ #im drawing other bullshit rn .. lol..

[kafkaguy]

character wrapped 2023 💥

tagged by @davidtennantpussytulpa ^-^ i didn't know how many to do so i copied tara and did top 10. i know the severance guys are Four Of Them but i can't separate them theyre all equally important to me

will graham (hannibal), em haywood (nope), aziraphale (good omens), mark & dylan & helly & irving (severance), hawkeye pierce (mash), martha jones (doctor who), ivan karamazov (the brothers karamazov), kim kitsuragi (disco elysium), stewy hosseini (succession), ruescott melshi (andor/rogue one)

i will tag... @fagician @britomart @libraryfag @roadwhores @majorbaby @globuspolski @hadleyfraserfaggot @tenderscience if u want to ^-^

#and now i will explain them all in detail #cos i started watching hannibal back in like. january or february and will immediately set up camp in my head and started to settle there #*I* pay rent to *HIM*. he lives there permanently. sweating and monologuing constantly #em was not only the character of 2022 but also of 2023 and of 2024 and the rest of the decade and all decades to come #she had such an impact on me keke palmer's performance will live with me forever and i love nope so fucking much #i almost didnt include her because nope was more of a last year obsession. but she lives on #aziraphale.........no comment #severance.......i love them all so much and at first i wanted just irving and then just helly and then i realise i cried over mark this week #and then i realised i couldnt possibly leave out dylan when hes probably my favourite character. so then i settled for all of them #hawkeye is my fucking wife. enough said #martha... well i knew i had to have a doctor who character. i thought maybe the doctor but then i thought their companions mean more to me #sometimes at least. i did have a fourteen icon for a while but then i was like but Donna..... and then i thought. well #these past few months at least martha jones has been eating away at my heart. i go batshit insane when i think about her #her impact. her grace. her power. so she had to go on the list.it was a toss up between her and donna for sure though #then i figured i had to include a karamazov since reading that book took up half of my year. and ivan was my favourite of the 3. so <3 #kim goes without saying. literally nothing to be said hes the character Of All Time. to me #stewy also goes without saying ive had so many Stewy Save Me moments since the beginning of season 4 all the way to the end of the year #i miss him every day. he is the moment. i wish there was more of him all the time #and the last one is a bit of a wildcard cos all my insanity abt melshi has been on my andor sideblog. #but rest assured ive been thoroughly Not Normal about him. he literally side appears in 4 episodes and has 11 total minutes onscreen #but i love him. so much. and hes occupied most of my thoughts since september. once again his impact his power his grace. his homosexuality #enough said. that's all. thanks for reading. this was a great year for autism and madness #tag game #🍪

[sea-jello]

Day 31/October 31: Halloween || Death || Costumes

never forget the skeleton had hair

#ITS ONLY LATE IF YOU ACKNOWLEDGE ITS LATE #of COOURSE halloween week had to be my busiest week #if it isn’t clear they dragged his skeleton back up and used it as halloween decor #ignore the shading and lighting and skeleton anatomy and pumpkin and path i actually have no idea how to do it #i was bullshitting my way through it all i slapped shorts on him cause i didn’t want to figure that out #i dont love it but i dont overly hate it so call that a win win #TUMBLR DELETED ALL MY TAGS WHAT THE FUCK #i dont remember any more of them #anyways end of morrotober guys it was fun thank you morrotober for hosting #even though there were like 4 or so of us consistently participating #what do i do now #ive fully committed to being back so ill do more probably #but i can only do shitposts unless otherwise given clear instructions #morrotober was good for me tbh i was forced to do more art this month than i ever did in my entire life and i think im improving #im experimenting at least thats good #i think im developing a style i like using bright as fuck contrasting lighting #and a MORRO DESIGN finally after all these months #ninjago #lego ninjago #morro ninjago #ninjago morro #morro wu #morrotober 2023 #morrotober2023 #morrotober #jellos scribbles

[ra-vio]

semester is almost over. im dying

#my oc #rune #mori #i have a project due tomorrow and its finally scared me back into drawing #even though i should be working on this project but im SO SO SO TIRED #i went on an outing like 2 weeks ago the same week that i walked everywhere cause i was desperately #trying to get my taxes done but thats a different story but the point is i was walking a lot and i went on an outing where i stood all day #and then i had to go to class the very next day thinking i was fine but i wasnt. #and that same day after i walked across the city because i absolutely had to pick a thing up. i think the same week i met up with my mom #a couple of times but i was walking the whole way there. my point is that for 2 weeks straight i have been rigorously walking everywhere #and on my feet all the time with little breaks in between and my feet fucking hurt man #i need this semester to be OVER i need to sleep for a MONTH #but i cant because i have to scrape together SOME of this project and finals are next week #this class this project is for fucking sucks. all semester ive been teetering the line between pass and fail #and its not even my fucking fault. im so burnt out so i dont want to do this project. but i might fail if i dont #i need to at least demo it but i have like. one thing done and i dunno what to tell my TA about i #how do i tell my TA and prof that everything is too much for me so i absolutely could work on this project #my laptop is broken so im afraid to use it. the server kept going down last month so i was afraid to use that #so many stupid little things keep piling up and i'd sound really weird trying to explain why i cant do my work #because my desk is on the floor and it makes me really sad so no i cant do my hw. my fave candy has red40 in it so i had to stop eating it #but now i cant do my work because i was using it to help me focus on my hw. LIFE SUCKS BRO #anyway whatever happens. i cant wait to play video games again

[waitineedaname]

apparently someone in my friend's program thinks I'm cute. this is doing insane things to my ego

#apparently they went up to my friend and were like 'i see you play board games every week with a bunch of lesbians' #and my friend was like. what. #and apparently by a bunch they just meant me specifically lmao #they were like 'that little blond one' #and they thought im cute :') #i told my friend to give them my number next time they see them but they apparently have a girlfriend akdbfkdhd #but this is amazing to hear #bc i dont think ive ever had this happen! #at least not to my knowledge #ive never had someone be like 'your friend is cute' referring to me #especially not in a queer way!!!! ah!!!!

[surreal-duck]

been in kinda a weird spot regards to my own art lately where nothing seems good enough or i feel like ive been on a downhill streak that ive barely touched my tablet since the year started except when its school related..,...., probably burnout from an entire year interning for animation and concept work i feel a bit lacking and falling behind wjhdhfjehd

#its not a race im aware but ive always been generally unconfident in myself its just been. especially bad lately! #been doodling here and there in sketchbooks at the very least ive gotten worse at traditional than i used to be wjdhhdhesjdhd #theres a lot of things ive yet to/really want to draw but if you dont see anything from me for weeks at a time then thats probably why 👍 #duck rants about something #ive considered deleting this acc several times to be honest. though after having gone through seeing a few of my favorite works and artists #/writers do the same i was pretty torn too while im sure they had a good reason #i doubt it but that small chance someone might feel the same if i went through with it did have me reconsider #well its not gonna happen anytime soon i dont think smhfjejdjd too attached to this acc #apologies if you read this far. normal 2am thoughts

[newtness532]

im so annoyed with everything today, i think i need some tasty food and a million hours of sleep and then I'll be back to normal

#the teacher at the first class today was so dibsjdhdhdhdhsgs 😫 #like she was teaching us things that are like unrelated to the class that shes teaching so idek why she was teaching it #but also its things that we have been learning since the 1st semester and we've done them in at least 10 classes and she was acting like #this was the 1st time we were hearing about it #like oh yeah we're on the 7th semester of studying nutrition but no one bothered to tell us how many calories are in a gram of fat #and she gave us homework 'to see if we know this' like #oh yes i can make a meal plan for a child with crohns or cystic fibrosis or celiac disease or everything else we've done this semester and #all the other semesters but i guess i cant tell you what micronutrients are in this one breakfast meal #like fuck off and stick to what you're supposed to be teaching #anyway i know im getting more annoyed than i should but she was just even more annoying than usual today #like she interrupted the lesson every 5 minutes to yell at someome to be quiet i wasnt even aware there were people talking until she yelled #anyway #also my new earphones aren't working well idk why ive definitely not been mistreating them that much for them to break in less than a month #like i had my old pair for at least 4 years until the broke and i dont think the wire got cut in them like the sound was coming out weird #but there was sound coming out. in the new ones you need to hold them in a very specific angle for sound to come out #and like im careful with how i put them away so what is up with them? #my theory is that they make wired earphones shitty on purpose so that you will spend a lot of money and buy wireless #also we had said from Tuesday that we would hang out with my friends today but i guess they forgot or idk and they made other plans #(to go home and sleep) and during the weekend the one friend wont be here and next week my family will be here so we probably wont hang out #again until next year and we have exams almost immediately so we wont be hanging out much then either #also my period is supposed to come soon and i hope that it will either come today or it will wait until after Christmas #ideally it will never come ever again but we cant always get what we want #anyway im gonna go eat the rest of my μεσογειακό and go take a nap #jo says stuff #personal ramblings

[mxrtified777]

omegle? literally terrifying. horrible. clutching my internet anonymity crucifix to my heart. random tumblr anons? completely fine. even the strange asks. especially the strange asks

#stfu chris #watching videos about old 2000s 4chan drama has put me in a state of mind #i would've been a very different person had my internet access been less strict back then #im kind of curious what i would've been like #but anyways. even strange anon asks that i dont answer make for good stories #i dont think ive literally ever deleted an ask sent to me #so if you've ever sent me an ask on tumblr. just know that i read it at least once every few weeks depending on how recent it was #even if i never answered it

[hella1975]

*crawling from debris bloody and breathless with tears in my eyes* hrrngh. my. my assignments. they are completed

#IM FUCKING DONE #I BARELY DID ANYTHING TODAY TBH BC WE'D BASICALLY DONE THE GROUP PROJECT #BUT STILL EVEN JUST THE KNOWLEDGE OF AN ASSIGNMENT IS ENOUGH TO DAMPEN THE MOOD #FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU #BUT IM FREE NOW #FOR A FEW WEEKS AND THEN IT'S SUMMER EXAM SEASON BUT WHO CARES #WRITING TIME BITCHES!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! #gonna do a little to-do list here: #1. taob ch42 #2. TAMS PLOT OUTLINE (fun thing about tams is while literally ALL of my other wips are outlined basically minute-by-minute #like the level of detail i put into the outline before even writing a single sentence is INSANE #tams just doesnt have an outline. ive just got bullet points of Main Scenes that are happening so i at least know plot twists #and things like that #but everything in-between is just me freestyling lmfao #BUT ive recently had some superrrr good plot ideas so i think im gonna properly do her outline now #bc tams is turning out wayyyyy better than anticipated like it intially was a fun little passion project #but now it's like 'oh shit you could Be Something'. #ANYWAY) #3. tams ch5 and respond to ch4 comments/asks #FUN :)))) #taob is the only one i TECHNICALLY need done by the end of march but it's nice having 'deadlines' for things i actually enjoy #also my flatmate's OLD flatmate (V) who i saw a lot last year bc i basically just invaded their flat every single day #like i was there ALL THE TIME their flat was the main base of operations #so even though V was just 'my friend's flatmate' he still became my friend on his own and joined our pres a lot etc etc #and his girlfriend visits from the next city over a lot and she's genuinely the loml i really like her #but obvs since they all moved out of that flat for second year i literally HAVENT SEEN V OR HIS GIRLFRIEND SINCE #BUT THEYRE COMING TO OURS FOR SOME DRINKS TONIGHT <333 we're literally just gonna catch up and play wii #and today is also my friend's bday so tomorrow our main group is going for bottomless brunch #AND i decided to be the bigger person with the other flatmate that i fell out with #so we're both fine again now and it's lifted more of a weight off me than i realised <3

[proserpine-in-phases]

I hate how every job says they're looking for a person like this because I am none of those things? Where are the jobs willing to pay top dollar for an unmotivated unprofessional cold unpersonable non starter who is disorganized and pays very little attention to detail?

#also i wish my guidance counselor in high school had sat me down and said dont go to college without a career plan #instead of what he did do which was tell me my grades are so good i absolutely should go to college #wish he had said at least make sure you get an aa in like accounting or something to fall back on #am i bitter about never finding a job that uses my degree that wouldnt also include needing grad school? #kinda #capitalism makes fools of us all #crap #its shut down week at the ethanol plant that does nothing with my english or fine art degrees #and also nothing with my 15 years of retail and customer service experience either lmao #i fucking hate shut down so much it is inevitable i start thinking of quitting even tho i am making more money than i have in my life #how fucking insane is it that jobs that require a masters degree will pay 15 an hour and yet this job that requires a ged at most starts at #like 25 and this plant actually starts low judging by what other plants are offering like damn #every job ive ever had needed no degree at all how much farther ahead would i be if id just gone straight to work? #like i fucking loved the college experience but it didnt do a fucking thing for me other than saddle me with life crushing debt

[ilonacho]

it hit me what makes me the most miserable abt my work week is how it’s just school all over again. just hanging in there until the weekend. repeat. repeat. repeat

#5 outta 7 days im at work. 2 days of freedom #2 days to do chores n run errands n relax n sleep n draw n catch up w/ friends n go places #and if u gotta reschedule itll be weeks before ur available again #like for months now ive tried to get together w/ friends but our days off dont match n shit keeps coming up #not to mention im fucking tired! im exhausted! i want to sleep in and then draw the rest of the day! #i think the worst part is that back in school.. at least it didnt matter as much? because it all led to an end aka graduation? #like i didnt mind the wait for next weekend as much cuz it was temporary #like eventually ill graduate and then ill have freedom! (i thought? for some reason??) #but now its like.. the weeks are going by so fast this year is already almost over i turn 26 in 2 weeks #and this is.. the rest of my life? like youre kidding right? this cant be it? #i get off work n then i have to take care of the cats n chores n then eat dinner n then shower n then its late and i gotta sleep #before work the next day. i dont have time nor energy to rly do anything #and ill get that feeling of like. oh well at least it brings me closer to the next ‘weekend’ #but i dont wanna live weekend to weekend #i mean im thankful to have a job n coworkers i love like i truly hate it there sometimes but i also am happy and thankful for it #but yknow.. it shouldnt have to be like this #i worded this so much better in the shower but im tired of feeling like school part 2 like what the fuck man #ive had work every single day since we came back from our trip n i just dont have time/energy for anything #i need to open commissions back up but i havent even gotten around to starting one a friend asked for #not to mention this years christmas card ive barely got the sketch done for #and again. my favourite holiday. halloween is on tuesday and while we did plan halloweeny stuff it just has not felt like halloween #i havent had any ideas/energy/time for any halloweeny art #+chores n errands etc lmao we havent even been to the grocery store yet (calling us out here) #it just. suuuuucks aaaaaass man the world is so beautiful life is a gift i dont wanna spend it like this

[g-r-a-y-p-h-i-c]

quick thing based around the idea of the orange county sun

4 image credits:

"Circular Saws" by Filter Forge is licensed under CC BY 2.0; Modifications: cropped, resized, silhouetted

2. "Round orange fruit slices on black background" by Marco Verch Professional Photographer is licensed under CC BY 2.0; Modifications: colours adjusted, cropped, filtered over

3. "Untitled" by Ada Gonzalez is licensed under CC BY 2.0; Modifications: colours adjusted, converted into a filter, cropped, resized

4. "Gold Texture” by TIGER500 is licensed under CC BY 2.0; Modifications: colours adjusted, cropped, resized

#took me about an hour to make #and then at least a week to post because Reasons #artists on tumblr #collage #mixed-media #illustration #autisticart #i have multiple other mini art projects underway. this is- no joke- the first of six so far #but ive hit a slight wall on the second (i know what i need to add i just gotta find an image that matches up with that idea) #so it might be awhile til its done and posted #and the third i literally have to start over on so. again might be a grip #which is frustrating because the FOURTH art project is already finished #but i wanna post these all in the order i started em because its like- stream of consciousness #theyre not all about the same subject or anything #but you can sort of see like some vague themes/motifs shared between one and the next #nothing huge. but i think its worth preserving #this is what i get for getting so experimental on multiple art projects in a row #if id done something more basic like straightforward character portraits i wouldnt be running into so many walls #but NOOOO #i had to get ABSTRACT AND SHIT #i had to CHALLENGE MYSELF out of a LOVE OF THE GAME #so like fuck me ig #still also working on the huge art project i started in april 2022 btw. on and off #just kind of doing other stuff too to keep my momentum up #still havent quite got the hang of balancing it all. but practice makes perfect

[yourlocalsewerdragon]

being a freshman in highschool is so crazy

#im gonna disappear AGAIN after this but i thought it would be funny to make a post for the hell of it #im way too busy to be consistently active on tumblr. ballet has consumed me #so anyways yeah im a freshman in highschool now lol #and im freshman council president too #hashtag stem #speaking of stem im like seriously SERIOUSLY considering taking biomedical science as a course in college and i wanna go to the UK #anyways ive mainly just been preparing for this HUUGE ballet competition soo a lot has been on my plate #and i havent been watching a lot of anime...but i did finish season 5 of mlb and the movie #the movie was great. season 5 was season 5 #but i watched like 3/4 of the ghibli movies during the summer and it healed me #ive been doing a lot of self reflection lately which is so crazy. and i think about like. everyone all the mutuals at least once a week. #everyone ive met on this godforsaken site genuinely shaped me as a person so much and the time i had here was so wild. #ig thats why it feels to weird to just permanently leave it all behind #i will never deactivate this acc and ill never stop coming back to this hellsite but ill never be that 12 yr old again #dragon's trash