#just leave me the fuck alone

[cronavirus-ragnareich]

I've had enough with gatekeepers. I'll probably never release my Fanfic now as it will get so much hate. Hate towards me personally, my interpretation of my alterego, my preference of the sensitive, frightened Anime Crona over badass villain Manga Crona and Hurt/Comfort and Empathy being discredited as infantilization is destroying everything that made Soul Eater the saviour of my sanity that it was. If I'm going to be able to salvage anything from this I am going to have to cut off my connection to the Fandom. I've had enough of the things that once brought me joy being wrecked by other people who think they are better. You've won. You can fucking have it like you've had everything else I once treasured.

#innocent child #soul eater fanfic #crona my beloved #selfship #anime crona #hurt/comfort #empathy #infantilism #canon vs fanon #fandom gatekeepers #fandom supremacy #just leave me the fuck alone

[shmaptainwrites]

i was just going to ignore these at first, but i seem to keep getting them so i’m gonna say something about it

i don’t owe you ANYTHING

i write fics for free and i have a life outside of my hobbies

i will post the rest of the goddamn fic when i have fucking time which is something you guys don’t seem to respect since the ONLY comments i’ve gotten from you are one’s relating to your needs

you have to know how fucking selfish it is to ask/rush someone in the way you guys have it’s absolutely unbelievable

not everyone is an ao3 author who will go to hell and back to publish the next chapter of their fic. find a better way to say it or better yet just don’t fucking say anything at all

#mimi chats #writing #psa #this just absolutely pissed me off #like you wouldn’t ask an author of a published novel to hurry the fuck up #and if you did who the hell do you think you are??? #like i’m doing this for free #as a student #with more responsibilities than you know if #my life does not revolve around tumblr #and ao3 #just leave me the fuck alone

[drowningpearl]

It’s hard to sleep when my heart feels like it’s trying to claw it’s way up my throat and thoughts are swirling like a hurricane through my head.

#screaming into the void #i can’t breathe #anxitey #i’m so exhausted #just leave me the fuck alone #i hate it i hate it i hate it #sleep anxiety #school anxiety #i hate you

[sadisticyouko]

so often I feel like I put the more awful parts of my personality on a leash. like I’m always sweet, always cute, catering to the more visual aspects of my personality. but that’s not all who I fucking am. sometimes I get tired. and when the self control part of me gets too tired, I feel like all the awful fucked up parts of me are awakened.

#i am my fathers daughter #sadisticyouko rants #not writing #I try so hard to be good #I try so hard to be kind and sweet #it’s like #at what point do I realize that all the trying means I’m just not good or kind or sweet #like I shouldn’t have to try so hard to be good things I should just be them #but I try everyday #and I’m tired today and I’m just fucking over the leash #it’s fine it’s fine #I whisper to myself in my head #just leave me the fuck alone #I just wanna be good I just wanna be left alone fuck why can’t I just do it right

[becabeale143]

@DUALIPA A perfect trip to Paris 🖤merci #anthonyvaccarello @ysl🖤

#dua lipa #just leave me the fuck alone #grrr #dailymusicqueens

[sweaters-and-vertigo]

FULL OFFENSE TO NEUROTYPICALS because i hate how you guys tell me my autism/ADHD stims are rude or childish or whatever the fuck else. i’m literally just minding my own business, trying not to be under or overstimulated, but i shouldn’t twist my pens or something because it’s “rude”??

you’re the one being rude. it’s not my fault that you’re annoyed by something that doesn’t involve you. fuck off.

#full offense #neurotypical #i have autism #i have adhd #i’m neurodivergent and i don’t give a SHIT how you feel about it :) #just leave me the fuck alone #you guys are so fucking annoying #its the neurodivergency #neurodivergent #neurodivergence #neurodivergent experiences #autism stimming #adhd stimming #i’m a person with autism #ableism #stop ableism #stop being ableist #ableist society #i’m joining the war on the side of autism #i get overstimulated

[owlispls]

Honestly coming to terms with the fact that I don‘t need to react to a message from [person]. If I change my mind about this in a year from now that is totally fine.

But seeing the way they started the message and then went on a self-victimizing ramble… I don‘t think they‘ve changed over the past few years of no contact.

#just leave me alone if you refer to the last message you sent me and belittle everything I ever said to you #‘i hope you finally got your life together and are healthy‘ #i am so fucking tired of your emotional abuse and manipulation tactics #just leave me the fuck alone #this took another two days of my life being angry and not knowing how to properly deal with it

[oppsimfatagain]

I fucking HATE when we take family pictures and I try to move behind someone or hide a little and someone pulls me back in and takes the picture like IM MENTALLY ILL AND THIS IS GOING TO MAKE ME CRY AND TRIGGER ME FOR MONTHS WHY TF ARE YOU DOING THIS THEN POSTING IT

but I can't say that cause noone knows that me seeing myself looking like a whole pig in pictures is the equivalent to telling me I should kill myself.

#the waitress fucking sold me out #actually mentally ill #crying right now #why am i like this #just leave me the fuck alone #tw ana shit #tw #pro but only for me #ed not ed sheeran #tw depressing thoughts

[doctor-byronic]

I'm breaking character here a little, but I'm honestly feeling so paranoid I want to throw up. My ex came by my work yesterday when I was home sick and my coworker lied and said I don't work there anymore, but that doesn't mean he won't try again. It's not like he doesn't know where I live. I've blocked him on everything and was nervous he'd find this blog but what does it matter if he's going to try and talk to me irl anyway.

#I just really don't want to face him #just leave me the fuck alone

[berrceste]

porn bots LEAVE ME ALONE

GET A W A Y FROM ME

#ive had enough #for fucks sake #how tf you find me?? #im just a girl who goes crazy over steddie and usm #pls #just leave me the fuck alone #😭

[aquaticau]

Random #8

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#spam bots #bot #bots #bot accounts #bot followers #UGHHHHH #just leave me the fuck alone #CANT A FANDOM ASK BLOG HAVE NORMAL FOLLOWERS

[captainimprobable]

I think I’m actually done dating allos.  No offense to yall but it is so tiring and disappointing trying to date someone who a)doesnt understand a fundamental part of you, b) always wants more than you can give them, and c) will inevitably dump you anyway. What’s the point of starting a relationship if you know it’s going to end badly? (There is none. As I’ve learned the hard way.) I have so much anger and resentment towards allosexuals and I know it’s not fair bc it’s not the fault of EVERY SINGLE ALLO that allos have treated me so badly in the past, but god do I not trust anyone who isn’t ace with my heart.  No more.   But we’re only one percent of the population lmao so my chances of ending up with literally anyone has gone down to such a minute number idk if i even wanna try anymore.

#jaytp #dating tag #im tired of blaming myself for the way allos have treated me #its not my fault actually #and im tired of hating myself for being ace and not giving people parts of me it is not possible to give #im not enough for you? ok cool #fuck off and go have all the sex you want with someone else #just leave me the fuck alone

[sandra0810]

My crush texted me (after almost a year with no talking) just to ask me if I’m still at my university’s city cuz she and her friends need a place to stay the night. I was like bitch I’m a walk-in student for a year now so no I’m not in the city. uhg I wanted to block her so bad!! She acted like we were still besties and all but we don’t know shit about the other anymore! So today to let my anger out I went to buy some art supplies and painted this.

It’s not the best but it was a good stress relief to paint it. 🥲

#stress relief #painting #i hate my life #why cant i catch a break #just leave me the fuck alone

[bluesmason]

#fan behaviour x #just leave me the fuck alone

[gramarobin]

As a menopausal woman, I feel this deeply.

#just leave me the fuck alone #on my last nerve #irrotated #hormonal #menopause #chickens #hot flashes #moody #its too much

[elphantasmo]

Part of me wants to write and part of me wants to just orphan my entire AO3 account because the harassment won't fucking stop.

#chatty cassie #i know im a shit writer #just leave me the fuck alone