#kinda got a little rambly there but uhhh

[glitzybunny]

Graves disease is whacky guys

#medical #IF I SHOULD TAG THIS WITH ANYTHING PLS TELLME CAUSE IM NOT SURE- #I dont have a thyroid and I havent had one for years now! #I got diagnosed as a child pfff #uhhh idk how old #maybe around 11? maybe younger? #I think younger- #around grade mmmmm 5? 4? IDK ANYMORE LOL #im mentioning this cause im finally getting my eyes checked #just in case! #I have perfect vision though so if there is anything its not a big deal tbh #side note #fun fact again! #I was and still am afraid of surgery like REALLY afraid and like- #I got my thyroid removed via radioactive meds which was really cool! Especially at the time! And nothing has gone wrong since (I THINK) #but now im like a little worried about it now its very sillt #silly* #vent #kinda vent? idk I just wanted to ramble somewhere #I still also find it funny that its mostly common for people in their 40s and im like not even close to 40 and got it as a smol kid #also also! since its super duper rare for youngins! #I FIND IT IMMEDIATELY COOL AND FUNNY THAT SOMEONE THE SAME AGE AS ME SAME CLASS HIGHSCHOOL WHAT NOT #ALSO HAS IT AND GOT IT AT THE SAME TIME AS ME- #LIKE WHAT ARE THE ODDS THATS INSANITY! #They did get their thyroid removed though 😔 (despite theirs technically being worse???) #(I DONT KNOW WHY I WAS RECCOMMENDED TO GET IT REMOVED STILL I KIND OF REGRET IT A LITTLE BIT-) #(I MISS MY STRAWBERRY FLAVOURED PILLS) #kinda funny in like a sad way that my anxiousness was worse before than it is now #I mostly got my thyroid removed cause my best friend expressed how scared she was that I had a higher risk of getting sick #or having a heart attack and that broke my soul so bada bing bada boom!

[sunberies]

uhhh uhm uhhh RAPUNZEL TROLLS AU WITH MY SILLY LITTLE BROPPY KIDS💀💀

OK OK OK so we’ve got both of my broppy kids in here cause i’m CRAZY

Rosie(Rosanna) is the firstborn and is the one that gets snatched and raised by Creek in a secluded pod out in the forest (Creek found out somehow that Poppy and Branch wanted to use Rosie or something like it cause of,,. you know,..,. and he thought that’d it be super mega funny if he used the name so he could take ANOTHER thing from them idk i made him like kinda insane in this story) she has magical hair too, like in tangled cause that’s just what this is, a tangled retelling with my silly ocs🤭 also NO MAIN ROMANCE STORYLINE IN HERE BESIDES BROPPY AND WHATEVER OTHER ONES I DECIDE ON-

anyways,

SECONDBORN is my sweet dear boy Sunny, Sun Beam, Sunshine, he’s going to be in the place of Flynn Rider in this story, so like i said, NO ROMANCE it’s two siblings finding each other, cause that seems to be a theme in the trolls world💥

maybe this is where i’ll post all the world building i’ve created for this story, cause i can’t really fit it all in the actual story ya know🥲

ANYWAYS i’m probably going to make more posts just rambling about this world later on BY GUYS LOVE YOU🩷💥

#trolls #trolls au #rapunzel au #broppy kid #creek trolls #OH MY GOD I FORGOT ABOUT SOUTH PARK CREEK💀💀 #anyways #rapunzel trolls au #i’m insane #im just a girl

[himbo-in-limbo]

Now this is probably just because I’m a huge simp for Monty, but while I do think he’s lazy with aftercare, I do think he’d snuggle you. But that’s about it. And not just because he’s lazy. He’s also just a little stupid and doesn’t know what to do 😭

Now, since I rambled about Bonnie and Monty, and you rambled about Freddy and Bonnie, I’ll ramble about Freddy and Monty. And maybe another little surprise!

Now Freddy and Monty are both himbos. So two sides of the same coin. In other words, Freddy’s so sweet and gentle and telling Monty to be gentle with you. Not like Monty listens, so maybe. Jusssst maybe, Freddy gets aggravated and starts dominating Monty. Like we’ve established, Freddy doms brats. Monty is a brat. You see me?

And maybe you also get a bit of fun with Monty!

And then there’s after. Where he gets his revenge. Yeah you and Freddy are both gonna get a bit roughed up. Just imagine Monty dominating you while Freddy watches. I can just imagine all the dirty talk Monty says. Especially if this is a situation where you’re in a poly with Fronnie (Obvi with both Freddy and Bonnie being okay with this… okay not alright with it, but they both said you could smash Monty.) and Monty stroking his own ego and degrading you while Freddy just watches, knowing Monty’s about to do the same to him after.

I said I’d give you a surprise so here it is! Glamrock Foxy. Except I’m not mentioning bottom Foxy cause I do not hc that Foxy is ever a bottom. At most he’s a sub top.

So. He’s a half time cowboy half time pirate. According to SB and RUIN anyways…

Pirate Foxy: Definitely into knifeplay with his hook, teeth, claws, maybe a sword if he’s feeling extra frisky. And also, hammock. I’ve never banged in a hammock (Actually I’ve never.. actually banged. Irl. Just in fan fic and my imagination. Yknow that’s kinda weird cause I’m represented as a cro-) but Foxy definitely would smash you in his.

Cowboy Foxy: COWBOYS HAVE BIG DIC- ahem. So cowboys use rope is what I meant to say. (Unrelated but I find it extra hot to see Freddy all tied up in wires. Like imagine he went to go fix something and accidentally got all tied up in the wires and you just find him.) So Foxy ties you up. Anyways, milks you like a cow JSNAJKDJDN BYE

-🐦‍⬛

TW SPICY TOPICS N RAUNCHY SUBJECTS 🔥KIDDIES BE GONE!!!

I think I’ve finally perfected the way I will draw Monty….(hopefully)

Anyways, yes 100% these two would only (in my opinion) hate boink each other bc theys got tension (it also happened to be sexual tension…) I feel so sorry for Freddie bc 😭 Monty would be giving him such a hard time (in more than one way 😏)

And he’d DEFINITELY hog you like expect to get topped by Monty the most bc he’s a greedy bastard. oh but the degrading remarks he’d make at Freddie…..oof they way Monty would make you beg for HIM instead of Freddie and like you said that’d eventually piss off our Honeybear…if they start wrestling in bed I’m throwing money…

Uhhh…now for Foxy….honestly I don’t feel much for him LMAO not even enough like I do for Monty 💀💀💀 cute guy tho!

Maybe that’ll change if we get more lore about him? If he even is canon in SB (like yeah we see his old cardboard cutouts) but atm to me it looks like Foxy could have been Roxanne’s old model??? So she’s trans maybe?? If so good for her!! ♥️

#crow asks 🐦‍⬛ #tw spicy #spicy writing #spicy talk #limbo writes #my art #digital art #digital illustration #original design #blog ask #blog stuff #fanart #fan service #glamrock foxy #glamrock freddy #montgomery gator #monteddy

[probably-not-a-rutabaga]

AHAHA YES SOME BANGER QUESTIONS TO FORCE ME TO THINK MORE IN DEPTH ABT MY TURTLES

leo is the most emotional stable, mostly bc half the time she's too focused on her siblings to worry abt her own emotions. (but it's okay bc she eventually learns that she can in fact process her emotions and worry about her brothers!)

she's gotta be huge for all the hugs and love she gives her brothers

i think i'm gonna give mikey a cat,, he deserves one

leopril is a thing that will eventually happen,, i'm not really planning anything for mikey or donnie tho

so first of all, raph decided to become the nightwatcher bc he wanted to get out of the lair and decided a disguise would keep the risk of people finding out he's a mutant to a minimum. following that i don't think he would be super interested in fighting crime? once meeting casey that interest would grow until eventually plot things happen which force mikey, leo, and donnie to get involved and start using the minimum training they have,, BUT THAT DIDN'T REALLY ANSWER THE QUESTION- uhh before meeting casey, probably a few months. as he and casey started doing vigilante stuff it went on for at least a couple more months. so in total, raph was probably the nightwatcher for abt 5-6 months

favorite foods!!

mikey: pizza, of course

leo: she likes baked goods!!! literally anything warm n cozy (also clear soup bc splinter made it a lot when they were younger bc it was easy and he was able to,,, also it's yummy)

donnie: grilled cheese, but it's gotta be made with mozzarella and has to be grilled just right (they just like me fr)

raph: extra spicy ramen- casey refuses to kiss him after bc it makes his mouth burn (everybody thank my bestie for giving me that idea)

okay so,, no one really likes casey at first (except for raph and mikey, mostly bc mikey thinks he's cool). THEY DON'T HATE HIM- they just don't care for them. donnie dislikes him bc their initial meeting was casey accidentally attacking donnie when sneaking around the sewers looking for raph. leo dislikes casey for that reason, because she thinks he's a bad influence, and bc casey was a jerk to april when both of them were younger. all of it's pretty valid, casey goes through some character development and gains a little more respect from everyone

splinter's death was caused by later complications due to the experiments he endured and it is essentially a turning point for all of them. for leo it's some sort of reality check, she just lost one of the most important people in her life and she will do anything to keep it from happening again. which brings me to the fact that it would definitely impact leo the most. she felt like she had to be strong for her siblings and was never truly able to process any of it.

uhhh sorry some of these got kinda rambly- but !!! thanks for the questions, i'm happy to answer more :D

@raphsleftbrain

#rutabaga answers #tmnt aberration

[snwusberry]

pairing: jiung x reader

genre: strangers to ???

warning(s): language (there's like 1 swear word i think...), alcohol mentioned but not consumed, nausea mentioned, hangover mentioned, medication (idk, i feel like that should be a warning), open ending

wc: 1057

| y/n |

after a night out with friends where there are drinks and good music, one would think the aftermath of such a night would be a really bad hangover, or waking up naked in a stranger's bed, or even both but no. not in this case because there was absolutely no alcohol had.

i wake up the next morning feeling like shit,as one does. i mean, my ears feel a bit blocked, my throat is scratchy and my eyes are all swollen. i truly regret everything i did leading up to this moment. call me crazy but a little headache and nausea doesn't seem too bad, not gonna lie...

no it does, nevermind.

i'm allergic to two things: pomegranate and raspberries. two things to ask about before ordering something from a juice bar because what? they can literally be in any, of not, every drink but here we are i guess.

i go to the living room where my roommate left a note. i love that for her.

had to rush to work. make sure you take something for your throat and rest up.

xx

- mia

i sigh and go into the medicine cabinet in search for something for my throat and, to amazing luck, i found nothing. just what i needed. now i have to go to the pharmacy. like this?? this can't be.

i just decide to go brush my teeth and wash up before changing into plaid pants and a plain black turtleneck.

once i'm sure i have the keys and my money i catch a glimpse of my reflection in the mirror in the entryway and my lord. shit my eyes are swollen too.

i quickly run back to my room to get sunglasses and bolt out before i see another problem that could possibly ruin my day even more.

once i step outside, the nice cool air hits my face and i enjoy the feeling of the wind blowing softly on my skin. the only thing is, it's cloudy and because of that, it's naturally darker out so i can barely see in these sunglasses.

oh well. sight is temporary anyway.

i step into the pharmacy in search for the medication i need and uhhh... i need to take my sunglasses off to read these tiny ass labels which is no problem but i still can't see because of how swollen my eyes are.

"contains gluten... no that's not it." i softly read to myself. "oh for fuck's sake." i say i bit louder out of frustration of not being able to see.

"oh, i'm sorry, i'll ask someone else, don't sweat it." the person apologized and i snap back to reality. i didn't even hear anyone until now.

i turn my face to the person and my eyes widen. i mean, if my eyes don't deceive me, which they could be honestly but he is possibly one of the most beautiful people ever.

i quickly put my sunglassed back on before turning to him with a quick smile.

"my apologies, my ears are kinda blocked and my attention was on these tiny labels that i'm struggling to see so i didn't hear you but it wasn't directed to you i swear-" his laugh cuts me off and i pout because i got cut off but gosh, his laugh is so cute...

let me not. "uh, what did you need?" i ask, clearing my throat.

i stand there awkwardly, feeling a bit nervous and embarrassed about my outburst and then rambling about it.

"it's alright. i kinda wanted to ask you to pass me one of those." he points at the bottle in my hand.

"oh, uh here you go." i hand him the one in my hand seeing i won't be buying it anyway.

"thanks."

"no problem." my voice gives out mid-sentence.

if i didn't want to disappear then, i most definitely do now.

"are you alright?" he asks and i furrow my eyebrows. his question confuses me.

of course i'm alright.

"yeah. i'm doing great." i notice that i'm feeling quite hot and wipe off the small droplets of sweat that caused my forehead to glisten. "allergic reactions you know."

he nods his head before pausing for a bit.

"be careful when you have something." he tells me and i tilt my head. why is he worried?

"thanks, to be honest i wasn't really paying attention last night." i start but i stop myself, i probably shouldn't be telling a stranger this because i know i'll continue rambling about it. "i should probably get going."

i scurry out before he can even say anything. gosh i didn't even get anything. it would be awkward to go back in though.

i probably i should've called someone to come with me... i mean, i still can.

i dial their number and wait for them to pick up.

"hello?" their voice sounds normal so i know i didn't wake them up.

"can i ask you for a favor?" i whisper into the phone.

"damn, and i thought you'd call me because you wanna talk, just once." i roll my eyes at their words.

"please. i think some of the drinks had pomegranate and raspberry, you know the vibes." i try to explain and they sigh.

"i can hear that. you have to be careful before just eating or drinking something."

"yes yes, please, i'll buy you coffee for a month."

"fine, what do you need?" they sigh again.

"something for my throat, i don't know what mia buys."

"couldn't you ask her to get it instead?"

"you know she's at work." respond as i try to come up with an excuse incase they questions me any further.

"okay okay, i'll get it for you. don't do anything dumb."

"hey i don't-"

"okay bye." they hang up and i scowl. that bitch.

i need to get away from here before they show up.

i quickly sprint back to my apartment.

| jiung |

"...and here's your change." the cashier smiles, handing me my change.

"thank you. enjoy the rest of your day." i tell her and her smile grows as she thanks me.

i go to walk out when i see the girl from earlier running in a short distance.

i didn't even get her name before she ran off, she dropped her money.

"uhh, EXCUSE ME!!" i yell, running after her with her money in my hand

note: lifes been... yeah, kinda been like that for months now and it just kept spiraling. writing has been proven to be difficult when you have so much on your mind and, i'm not gonna lie, that's exactly what's been going with me, i don't really wanna go in any detail with reasons as to exactly what's been going on so i'll leave it at that.

i'm gonna try to regain my composure and write more and basically get back on track (that includes finally getting the full series out so that i can start a new one.) hope you liked this one.

#jiung #choi jiung #jiung p1harmony #jiung imagines #jiung scenarios #choi jiung scenarios #choi jiung imagines #p1harmony fanfic #p1harmony scenarios #p1harmony reactions #p1harmony imagines #p1harmony #kpop imagines

[sol-shines]

@ your tags PLEASE talk abt your parker designs!!!

this is for you and @dreaming-of-stories-and-stars THANK YOU for enabling me :3 sorry this took a little bit

if you don't know what this is about i drew my takes on the parkers here !

rambles under the cut:

SO what i sorta wanted to do was make. each parker flow into the next while subtly changing in between ,,, something something losing yourself to the game, becoming unrecognizable. so let's cover it parker by parker:

prime: i personally Love the hc that the coin is parker's mom. so prime is a lil ancient roman coded guy. he's SOOOO eldest sibling coded help. like he and his mom have a very strained relationship but also he thinks that if he just does whatever she wants she'll finally be proud of him :P whoops! and yeah v explosive anger (firewalker reference!), leading to ego, leading to. You Know. anyway. oh ALSO the parkers get younger as we progress so :))) they all STARTED at 19 but have varying degrees of age. so prime is in his mid-thirties.

parker ii: AH the most elusive of the parkers. SO: in my personal lore interp, parker ii was created when prime starting to push back against the coin more and more to the point where it was becoming a problem. and prime of course is very destructive and makes a mess when he's angry. so ii came about from me going "...what if parker just. said fuck it and left. didn't give a shit about ego just didn't wanna play the game anymore and found a way out." and that's exactly what my ii did. absolutely fucking vanished and quit the game for good. somehow. which uhhh MIGHT have been what caused prime to go apeshit ("why does ii get to leave and i'm stuck here?") and end prehistory. whoops. so i wanted to make them look very vagabond-y. somehow got even edgier than prime (impressive). also they're abt 30-ish. and have crazy gender stuff going on. possibly transfem. "but how is that possible if you hc the parkers as transmasc-" shhh. i don't know <3

park3r: GOD i loved doing this one. this parker is such a bitch and i love him. the first commissioner parker, created bc "OKAY so we gotta make him more young and impressionable and less unstable AND take him out of this game bc very clearly Bad Things will happen if he stays" so they made. a chronically online teenager and made them commissioner AMDNFM. god yeah i love this design he's sooo. just a 19-year-old trying to fill an impossible role and putting on a cool face about it. tragic, yes. but they're gonna complain the whole time and make everyone else miserable too. fully believe he was just scared and out of his depth the whole trial :( oops why are parkers iii and iiii so sad. i drew him closer to mid-20s here but honestly he could easily be younger

p4rker: LOVE this guy's lore so my hc is that after the trial that killed park3r it was like "uhhhh FUCK we need a new one of those. stat." so. they just. took park3r's incin'd body (ik it's not really Canon that park3r was incin'd he just Died but. let me have this) and like. stitched it back together. so p4rker is covered in burns and stitched together like frankenstein all over, and they just threw a mask on them like "see!!! new guy!!" the result of this being they didn't have. a whole ton of time to add shit like Personality, so p4rker is the outlier in that they're very naive and even polite? they don't understand what all the fuss is about them and just wants to be. nice? shame he didn't stick around long :/ the drippy bits are a little percolation nod! in this particular drawing he's like 20 :(

pvrker is. obviously the least human. park3r was more of a prototype of a commissioner, p4rker was a temporary placeholder at best, pvrker... was well and truly made For The Game. and his appearance reflects that. kinda a combination of iii's bluntness and 4's naivety. in-universe some people think he's the most sinister or whatever bc he's so directly Controlled By ILB Shit and that's not NOT true but like. give him a break guys he's like 6 days old he's new at this :(

ANYWAY that's so long holy shit. here are my rambles i hope u like them. im So Bad at blaseball lore so someone yell at me if something i put in there isn't accurate but. yeag :)

#parker macmillan #blaseball #WOO god this took so long to write and so much of it is just vibes but. I Like Them :) #they're so fun to draw!! so similar but different!!! h!!!!! #sol speaks

[mirakurutaimu]

I know it's a little silly but you having merch makes me real giddy. Like damn I remember the early day streams and look at this imp now!! She got merch! Imp become big!! It's super fun to see. I hope the Mimi plushies come back in the future, bank account was too desolate to snag one now.

hell yeah homie 💜 thanks for all the support over the years!!!

actually, my third anniversary of streaming was THIS WEEK!!! i just forgot about it lmao!!!

some brief thoughts and words on that below the cut

(and maybe someday i'll be able to release a plushie again... maybe cooler stuff... we'll see!!!)

damn remember read mores? i can't believe this site is still around

anyways.

this week marks my third anniversary as a full-time streamer! well, I say "full-time streamer" but honestly I'm not very consistent (or good) at it lmao. don't get me wrong, I love streaming, love hanging out with the chatroom stoners and shooting the shit while playing games or whatever and I'm eternally thankful that I get to pay my bills thanks to the generosity of kindly stoners online. you guys are the best!!! (for the record, none of this is intended to come across as self-deprecating or baiting engagement or anything, I am simply speaking objectively and truthfully)

I feel like my lifestyle (and combination of rotating hyperfixations + debilitating attention problems lmfao) doesn't conduct itself well to being a ""Good"" streamer y'know? can't rightly schedule streams because I never know what kinda vibe a future day is going to have, can never decide what I'd even stream ahead of time, can't stream at a consistent time of day due to tumultuous changes in sleep schedule, can't plan or organize Big Fancy Event streams due to attention problems (tabletop stream coming Soon™️™️™️™️™️), all I ever stream is Defense of the Ancients 2 (I'm sorry my brainworms from my teenage years came back I prommy I'll stream something else. at some point. eventually. maybe. probably. definitely)

despite all that dumb shit, you guys have stuck with me! you're the best!

over the years, my community has helped me pay my bills, helped me move across the planet, helped me better come to terms with long-ruminated thoughts on my gender identity, helped me with hella inspiring art and fan works, inspired me to focus on and improve my own creative endeavors, etc. etc. etc. etc. I truly can't thank you guys enough for the joy you all bring to my life every day!!!!!!

my job title is "Streamer" but in truth, the most important part of this job to me has always been building and maintaining a stable, comfortable community where folks of marginalized identities and the like can come together in a judgement-free chill zone to hang out and inspire each other in. my Discord server is my pride and joy! I love hosting random, unannounced watch parties of the same 5 cartoons at 4:20 AM with you guys, I love hanging out and working on art with you guys, love seeing your art of your characters, etc. etc. it makes me happy that I've been able to provide a cool lil corner of the internet for folks to have a good time in.

so uhhh anyways rambling aside. you folks rule and I'm glad I get to maintain such a cool spot online. dunno where I was going with this other than that. here's to many more years of hanging out and ripping the bong my dudes 🤘👽⚗️

to quote my man chipp zanuff's theme,

BE FREE 'TIL YOU DIE

#big dumb rambly post #happy 3 years stoners

[thespiral]

OKAY I found my notebook so I didn’t have to put it in a napkin but. BUT

CHAINSAW MAN AU FRESNO BABYYYY I got it down finally after mulling it over my head for 50000 years and inspired from @sugar-grigri’s incredible write up on how a love devil would look like/function which was genius and absolutely helped with doing the connections that were missing and also taking elements from @krokaxe’s genesis Fresno design that still lives in my head rent free it’s so good

it's due a lot of retooling to make it feel Complete and not just like sketchy wip but it's perfect for now and maybe ill see to pulling it together

they’re the love. Fiend? Host? Hybrid? Something like that. They have a lot going on and I’m genuinely just going to throw up like 50000 lines about their design that is (more or less) wip since I still have to design the butterfly wing design since I didn’t have any proper ideas atm and see if I cram anymore heart motifs in there BUT. It’s here and I am sooo excited to ramble about it. Under the cut for everyone’s sake :3 also chainsaw man spoilers. smile

SO. i definitely did want to make fresno the love devil because they are ofc afraid of love and attachment and i love beating them with the irony stick so love devil/love fiend it was, msotly because they have extremely complicated feelings towards love and attachment because they both crave it and are scared of it, and with me reading on i figured going with a fiend/host situation would be fun. in the storyline in my head the love devil, a primal fear either pulls a pochita and escapes hell or lets itself be cut down to reincarnate into the world, maybe seeking this idea of like. experiencing how Humans Do and it's the idea of like, dying to be humanized but also struggling with it

which is very funny because fresno is the worst person they could have encountered for that, in my head its maybe like a contract maybe like a fiend takeover, but it's a little more arai/violence than asa/yoru, something something union/fusion/togetherness but i'm getting ahead of myself. fresno is deeply afraid and skittish of love and affection and also bugs. because ever since tma i want to torture them a little with the corruption just 4 laffs. so maybe the contract goes awry or it merges them

so a lot of the design is pulling from genesis which is kind of a personal bad end for fresno since it's a lot like. marriage. union. but kind of like a bitter idolization of like this like "wife"/virgin image that they come to hate, so the crown/chain halo. the chain halo is kind of pulling a motif from other pieces that i just kinda imagined since they are in the legion but uhhh love & control. iykyk. i figured that it was a good base to start with though i was split with going with the idea of maybe more classical devil since demons/devils are one of their Themes but then i thought nah lets beat them with the irony stick more. so they're angelic looking BUT with a broken halo completed with a chain. union. marriage. fusion. a middle ground between them

the butterfly motif really tied it all together though that FUCKS. mostly because fujimoto's fiend designs are simplistic but in a way that's kinda hard to nail down and i think tying the design to expressions is so cool and it added like entire layers of complexity to it all because like, butterflies in your stomach, but also butterflies also drink blood, love is blind and i didn't illustrate it but they're supposed to have the eye camo some butterflies have (its also why the butterfly wings are backwards) and also, heart motifs and their own personal gripes because fresno HATES being seen as weak and butterflies are very fragile.

maybe behind the wings they also have tears as a genesis element as well. hmm much to think about. i also wondered if they'd look too silly but i mean, yoru.

so maybe they can look a little silly. or maybe make the eyes ringed like the horsemen because. well. gay shit. they don't have eyes for anyone else.

the veil connecting their crown is also like vaguely "insect wing" looking but also heart looking. also i liked the idea of either some live butterflies or butterfly decorations on them so they didn't look so plain. their hair is also like, Iconic so i wanted to push that so the curls are vaguely heart looking, it's a little overshadowed by the butterfly sketch lines but there's at least a few i tried to put in.

in my head they do have the powers of like, blindness, frenzy, control (lol), but another i imagine would be the idea to give and take love, like imagine. for example. if you were a person that hadn't experienced love in a meaningful way and then you just like Feel it. all of it. love and warmth and togetherness in the blindest, purest, most unconditional way beamed directly into your head and then. it's gone. forever. unless...

the idea of fixation and people being fixated on them is also one of their Themes and like, in the vaf suspended in gaffa/mama animatic that exists only in my head the idea of like control devil (not the canon ones. in this one it's a whole other guy) being attracted to love first for power (since love and control DO go together in some scenarios) but also falling victim to their power as well is funny and i like that, and idea of losing yourself to another, where does one begin and the other end is like. well. incredibly up my alley. also just like getting the taste of something you've never experienced yourself but also twisted in its own way (in my head, there's the lyric in suspended in gaffa of "not till i'm ready for you" which is the singer addressing this like, higher power of something they want to have/see (in the song it's implied to be a glimpse of god) and they would have to work for their reward, but taking that and changing it into the speaker being the higher power addressing the singer feels like the type of shakeup that would be going thru a control's lens maybe. also using the idea of a transforming devil maybe a secondary power of transformation (haha, butterflies also represent that/reincarnation) as a loved one OR. the Potential of them as a loved one. fresno has the terrible luck of attracting people who love/value them for what they Can be or what they Could have been, and having the butterfly maybe swap designs or transform or be blank could be something like that. wanting someone to see behind the curtain, not shy away from who they Really Are Right Now. consider that another stick

there's also the aspect of union/fusion/togetherness tha i just. love. so i had to do it. something about tying together two beings, till death do us part, maybe the creation of a whole new thing since i'm insane and would like to tie the vaflings into it because of course i would

i think there would be a whole struggle of being afraid of what you represent/embody and acceptance and a lot of other things.

this turned out to be like a massive rambling thing SORRYYYYY i like talking about this a lot if you've read this far thank you and you havent thank you regardless. i'm soooo glad and excited to have a proper design to put in the grinder now

#If I @ don’t feel obligated to interact/rb or anything I’m just rambling based off my oc lmao just wanna give credit where credit is due #Also I was that anon I got. Shy. Hi. But seriously that post was awesome and helped me just Get there with this #Fresno #my art

[sensitiveheartless]

i am SO curious about "chuuya vs kotatsu" and "coffee shop au (or is it?)"; would you mind infodumping about them at all? 👀

*rubs paws together* I would absolutely LOVE to infodump about these fics!! Thank you for indulging me :D

(Side note, it's very fun that you asked about these two in particular, because they're kinda tonal opposites of each other)

Ok so the Chuuya vs Kotatsu fic can basically be described as follows:

Dazai is feeling neglected because Chuuya has been very busy with work, barely managing to come home some nights. To deal with his fiance very cruelly ignoring him (he is bereft, uncuddled, UNKISSED), Dazai buys a kotatsu and plonks it right in the middle of their apartment. He then proceeds to wax poetic about how comfortable and warm it is, and starts spending all of his time under it. Meanwhile Chuuya begins seriously considering fighting an inanimate object, all while trying to convince himself that he definitely is not jealous of a kotatsu.

Whereas the "coffee shop au (OR IS IT)" fic, uhhh...ok I'm going to attempt to summarize it without spoiling too much:

Chuuya is one of many baristas at the Port Cafe, a popular coffee shop in Yokohama. He has a lot of things in his life to be thankful for: his work, his friends, and his boyfriend Dazai (a troublesome man employed by the neighboring florist). It's a good life, and Chuuya is happy.

...Which is why it's so strange when things begin to feel a little off. Small things, at first. Like his friends Ryuu and Atsushi arguing—except why are they always so angry with each other? Or Chuuya's hair—everyone else says the cut is uneven because part of it got caught in a coffee machine and Chuuya had to chop a chunk of it off, but Chuuya sometimes can barely remember the incident (and how did that even work, anyway? Where the fuck would it have gotten stuck?). But things only spiral further from there. Chuuya starts seeing peculiar things out of the corners of his eyes, and worst of all—

There's something weird about Dazai.

(Basically it starts out as a coffee shop AU, but Something Else is happening, and the mystery starts bleeding a bit into the realm of horror.)

But yeah! I'll put the excerpts from these two under the cut, since this is already rather long :D but thanks again for encouraging me to ramble about these!

Chuuya vs Kotatsu excerpt:

Chuuya blinked, attempting in vain to process the vision before him. His exhaustion was not helping matters, nor were the swirling visions of paperwork still whirling through his mind from too many hours stuck behind a desk.

It had been a long couple of months. A rival organization was giving the Port Mafia more trouble than usual, and they were beginning to seriously interfere with Chuuya’s business. He still hadn’t managed to stomp the organization out, and the paperwork generated from their consistent infringement on Port Mafia territory kept piling up day after day. Chuuya was spending more and more time at headquarters, organizing attacks and sifting through endless strategies and files to work out the best way to corner them and chase them out for good. Many nights he didn’t even manage to stumble back to his apartment, instead falling asleep on his office couch.

However, none of that explained what he was looking at now.

“Welcome home,” Dazai said innocently, sipping a steaming mug of tea and fluttering his eyelashes at Chuuya over the rim.

“...Where the fuck did this come from?” Chuuya asked, squinting at the new addition to the living room.

It was a kotatsu. Rather plain-looking, and not very large, but Dazai had clearly made himself very comfortable underneath it in Chuuya's absence. Paperwork from the agency laid spread out in front of him, along with remnants of a meal—good, Chuuya noted absently, he’s been eating properly—and Dazai himself was practically lounging underneath the blanket of the kotatsu, cozily curled up with his tea.

“Well, someone has been leaving me all alone lately,” Dazai sniffed, setting down his mug and flopping his upper half across the tabletop like an overgrown cat. “And it’s almost winter. I had to find some way to keep warm.”

And the "coffee shop AU" excerpt:

The bell at the front of the shop jangled merrily, and Chuuya perked up at once. An involuntary grin spread across his face at the sight of the new arrival, a tall lanky man with a rose tucked behind one ear and a long coat drenched from the storm outside.

“Dazai!” Chuuya exclaimed, quickly drying his hands and dropping the towel back to the rack. He dodged out from behind the counter and threw himself forward into Dazai’s arms, heedless of the other’s rain-soaked clothing.

The taller man caught Chuuya easily and swung him around in a few stumbling circles. “Ah! Careful there,” Dazai laughed, settling Chuuya carefully back down on his feet. “Give me a bit more warning next time, I could have dropped you!”

“But you didn’t,” Chuuya retorted. He tried to go up on his tiptoes to kiss the other, as it seemed terribly rude that Dazai hadn’t even greeted him properly yet—but even stretching up as far as he could, he couldn’t quite reach. Uttering a frustrated little huff, Chuuya hooked his arms around Dazai’s neck and set about trying to tug his boyfriend down to bridge the gap himself.

Eh, what’s this? Is that a microscopic slug trying to climb me?

“Oh, fuck off, I’m not that small! Get down here already,” Chuuya grumbled reflexively, tugging harder.

There was a pause.

After a few seconds of puzzled silence, Dazai cocked his head to the side, a slight furrow in his brow. “...Chuuya?” he laughed, sounding a bit uncertain. “What do you mean? I didn’t say anything.”

Chuuya opened his mouth to argue, because of course he had, Chuuya had heard the insult! Except, after thinking back—

…Oh.

Dazai hadn’t said any such thing, had he? It had been in Chuuya’s head, like an echo of words never spoken.

“Aren’t you going to make fun of the fact I can’t reach?” Chuuya asked, squinting up at the other. Thinking was suddenly very difficult, like his mind was stuck in a thick fog, but he felt sure that Dazai should be taunting him right about then.

“Why would I?” Dazai countered with a warm smile, bending down to kiss Chuuya on the cheek. “I think it’s cute.”

Chuuya shuddered—

And just as Dazai was moving to kiss his lips as well, Chuuya flinched back.

It was an odd movement, startled and involuntary. Like someone who had just seen a spider somewhere it shouldn’t be.

Dazai’s smile faltered, and when seconds passed by and Chuuya didn’t move, remaining frozen and out of reach, the expression faded away entirely to be replaced by open concern. “Sweetheart?” Dazai asked, his hands still outstretched between them. “Hey, what's wrong?”

Wrong is exactly the right word for it! Wrong, wrong, it’s all wrong—!

—Chuuya blinked.

And the world shifted back into place, realigning itself ever so slightly.

Nothing was wrong. In fact, everything was wonderful. The afternoon sun was pouring through the shop windows, there were people talking and laughing in the street outside, and the magnolia tucked behind Dazai’s ear was bright and beautiful against his dark locks of hair.

“Nothing,” Chuuya said, smiling up at his boyfriend. “I’m just glad you had the time to stop by so early today. Is it a special occasion?”

#senhart's writing #I have too many things I want to write and draw and not enough hands #but yeah I'm really attached to all of these fics and they will definitely get finished at some point :D

[avoidingravity]

If Jackson and Holt come back for gen 3, they’d have to be changed to fit the narrative:

Sounds a little scary but I think there’s a way that it could work!

UHHH spoiler warning for the Monster High Live Action and mayyybbeee the animated series

To start, Holt would be the dominant personality. Makes sense! Komos, who I’m just gonna say is a relative of J&H, kinda gave their (already controversial) name a bad rep- it’s better to stay lowkey and not be vv vocal about being a Hyde. Since we know the boys would be some part monster (other than a Hyde), there we go. They can just be open about that side of their monster heritage, right?

Well, we learn that in the MHLA that human/monster hybrids shift when they’re anxious or experiencing a fight or flight response; it’s possible that could be Jackson’s trigger if Holt is the dominant side :)

This would also make an interesting dynamic because the boys wouldn’t have to change much, if anything, Jackson would be much more like a flipped coin lmao he is either cranky n anxious n not having a good time or he’s two seconds away from fighting god… ooorrr he’s just doing Holt’s homework because the guy was stressing out about it BWHAHAH

Since Holt isn’t easily scared/ anxious, maybe that’s the reason why he felt okay enough to go to a monster school- not just any monster school, but the one his uncool relative tried to destroy and the same one his grandfather??? Got kicked out of. The kicker is, after hearing how Clawdeen got accepted even though she’s half human, the boys want to experiment and see if they’d be accepted too even though they are related to Hyde :)

Would really test Bloodgood’s word and would be her last chance to redeem herself in terms of Hyde’s death and the resentment that Komos had.

I’m just rambling about possibilities but I think this is a pretty cool idea 🥴🥴

#monster high #holt hyde #jackson jekyll #monster high the movie spoilers #monster high the movie #monster high g3 #but hey #that’s just a theory #a vennnyyyy theorrryyyy #lmfao #also #Jackson could totally be a fuck boy if his trigger is bolts anxiety #he fears no one but god #normie in a monster school not giving two shits #someone just threatened to tear his head off #and all he does is be a sarcastic asshole #maybe it runs in the family tbH #komos was such an asshole in the live action #but don’t get me wrong #i loved him for that #I’m just saying Jackson could be a sarcastic asshole #instead of a manipulative one smh #i just realized there’s a typo in a tag #just pretend I know how to type ty

[peoplerepellent2000]

As much as i love vore i don't think it should be uploaded on public games where little kids can easily click in and play, except if it's nothing detailed like grumbling or highly textured stomach with saliva and it's just a silly game. A good example is "get eaten", that game is fun jajdjsjajashs

I remember before when there was a lot of unbanned vore games on roblox and i always felt uncomfortable because i KNEW someone made those with fetish intentions, or some didnt but it was still weird to publish it when there wasnt the age limit option. Most of them got banned (thank you mods ;-;) and the only vore games that exist now are abandoned, probably because they didnt have the same quality as the banned ones or were just forgotten, but i did find some that were rather... Detailed in full tour (it had the small and big intestines) but for some reason they arent as popular as they were when they were first created.

Another type of vore games that exist on roblox too are the ones that cost robux, a lot of robux, and it's also age restricted to 13+. The creator said that it's worth it in the description, i didnt trust it so i went to check on Youtube if there was a gameplay of the games he created aaand... It was really worth it, the thing that bothered me is that the woman model haves big boobs but idk i think thats just me, the avatar of the creator also looked kinda weird but i'm not gonna name him to protect his identity, he had that gacha full blush and a shaded stomach t shirt. I also found on the models he downloaded a "plump" body shape that was weirdly detailed, i checked the creator and it was banned lol, i found some models of women in bath suits or close to that, eating animations/scripts and all that. And i'm wondering: if he haves those models, why doesnt he age his games up to 17+? Is he naive? Does he makes these games with no sexual intentions or there is? Does he always use those models? I really don't know what to say about him, but he sure knows how to keep his vore games restricted.

Uhhh to end this rambling, if ya wanna make a vore game on roblox please keep it sfw, age it up to 13+, don't make the stomach too detailed since it will get you banned, do a group so the game is only accessible to the members and be careful of the trolls who want to report the game, maybe you'll get banned thanks to them but atleast you didnt break any of the roblox's ToS. What do yall think?

#vore talk #vore rambles #swwh #nonsexual vore

[hazmatazz]

thoughts on byler mermaid AU and which variation of it do u like the most 👀

oh YES!! absolutely <3. i've seen sooo much about will being the mermaid/aquatic creature and mike being the normal guy BUT i think the idea of mike being the mermaid would be SOOO fun too

and like yeah i get it messes with the normalcy of his character but this is an au so uhhh funzies <3

adding this after the ramble: to answer your question it's def lost at sea mike x mermaid will & my idea with the lake creature will <3

(ramble starts here, i got off track with a sudden idea)

will finding mike to be soooo beautiful not only for the parts normal au will finds but his scales...the way he flows around in the water...his wispy fins...maybe he has fun ears or so. just oh my god this boy cannot stop drawing him and thinking of him and etc

and just oh...maybe will was supposed to be a fisherboy for the town but he rllyyyy hates the work so he always tries to fake it and honestly it's wonderful. he brings his sketchpad (that he is SO careful with in the water) and his pencils and he sits and sketches the water around him or the fish or the town on the shore

but one day his boat knocks over sending him and everything in the boat into the water

under the water he sees this anxious/baffled looking mer boy and in his shock gasps which is like the worst thing to do because now he's choking

he gets dragged up to the boat (which is still flipped over) by the boy and swam back to shore on the flipped boat

well now...will is sooo curious about this boy but also his sketchbook and expensive art supplies are gone (which he wants back. at least the supplies)

so he heads back out to sea. his family is flabbergasted he wants to go back out because he's always been so reluctant and he just experienced a little big of trauma...

for a few days he goes back to the spot in hopes of finding the merboy

one day, he spots the mermaid chilling on the rocks

he floats over, surprisingly the merboy doesn't notice him coming over

as it turns out the boy was curiously flipped though the kinda-ruined (but still legible) pages of will's sketchbook

uhm the merboy is obviously mike and such and sorry for spelling mistakes (not reading over this) but u get the idea

#asks #<- TY FOR ASKING ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️ i got a tad bit carried away... #stranger things #byler #byler mermaid au #byler au #mutuals

[psshaw]

Got some interesting anons while I was hiking on vaycay. I've been thinking about how to answer these for awhile.

Content warn for detransitioner coping. Also me rambling at varying levels of tact. Obvs I'd appreciate any trans or detrans people who have something to correct or add to help this person.

Hi. So. 2 things you’re doing here that I think both cis and trans people mess up at all the time, especially when they're stressed.

One: Listening to other people more than yourself. Two: Looking for other things to blame in a way that stops you from learning from your own choices.

I think I understand some of what you experienced, but the conclusions you’re drawing feel distorted and self-serving. It feels like you jumped from one prescriptive view (girls have to be boys in order to like certain things or talk to certain people) to another prescriptive view (masculinity is something you have to earn and perform in a certain way).

Anyone who critiques what you do or how you present yourself for not fitting a certain term has more in common with a 50s martini dad than they do with a walk-the-walk humanitarian. Personally, I am not interested in defining masculinity (or femininity, which I notice you didn’t claim to also have prereqs for)— I know some soft-ass bitch men who are still men. Standards for gender are arbitrary location- and time-specific rules. They’re also weapons we use to fuck with each other. Imo calling someone un-[gender] is kinda like telling a western teen with an ED that they’re not skinny enough: it's not helping anyone's health or peace of mind. The only point is to feel superior somehow.

I don’t see a point in setting hurdles for gender expression when I can instead worry about demanding unisex reasonable and rational interpersonal behavior.

(I also just find gender extremely boring. I was not raised to care much about who's doing what as what. Gender should matter in sociology, pronouns, fucking, and... that's probably it. Focusing on whether someone is performing something correctly or whether you should buy an enamel pin that says "spacegender" on it are both addictive navel-gazing activities that could be replaced with more demonstrative self-actualizing like making art, joining a hobby/activism community, or reading something you normally wouldn't.)

I don’t think I need to tell you that taking hormones in order to make friends is a very strange thing to do, no matter how young or lonely you are. I think you should check in with yourself ASAP to figure out why you sought out voluntary medical assistance to impress other people. (People who you assumed would only talk to you if you were trans…? So, possibly bad people.) This would never have occurred to me. (I am scared of needles.) This sounds like a tendency that will kick your ass more than just this once.

The nice thing about people is that you can walk away from one and find a better fit. If you're a weird chick, I hope you take pride in being a weird chick. I hope you make yourself hard to replace or replicate. I hope you learn to love unnerving or impressing people as you flip through them looking for the ones who "get" your wavelength. I would personally rather have no friends than to try to please someone who doesn't like who I actually am. That sounds exhausting.

If someone actually told you you can't use "she" pronouns while taking T, that person's a dorky little snot. "Uhhh, the Gender Bible says this is a violation of the Gender Commandments... I'm telling Gender God"— big deal. Gender Spankings and Gender Hell only exist if you believe in them. Fuck the system.

But yeah— you tried something, it was a mistake, and now you have to navigate life with it, like an impulse tattoo or juvenile leg-lengthening surgery. You are not a “mutant”, you just slid around the human secondary sex characteristics scale. My condolences on the beard and stuff. I think the best you can do now is to find a way to embrace it and let it make you an extra quirky gal. You have a dark past now! That means experience! You can use this flub to make yourself into a cooler, smarter person that future kids can admire and learn from, not someone obnoxiously bitter who they won’t even wanna talk to.

The way you describe your experiences/projections, I assume you were born after 9/11. The millennial trans people I talk to don’t talk about gender the way you’re describing. They grew up in the “no homo” and “I’m not like other girls” era, and I think it made most of them pretty "none of my business" about how people present overall. They just wanna be able to go out and be respected and loved.

I’ve noticed that Zoomers have perfected identity-based consumerism and putting yourselves(?) in boxes. I have traced a vague progression: GNC/queer people existing forever while being maligned -> “no homo” shit -> Tumblr wave feminism -> greater LGBT acceptance leading to freer expression (but still mainly via buying clothes and makeup) -> more people realizing you can fuck with gender and see if it solves your problems -> genderfuckery becoming a half-joking recommendation (I've experienced this directly) -> half-joking rehashes of gender essentialism without realizing it -> The Present, where I’m watching the early 20-somethings I know fret every few months about what gender/sexuality/mental health labels they should use, as if there’s going to be a quiz at the gates of Heaven.

Obviously I don’t get that last half. Part of that is because I’m cishet, and I’ve checked in with myself enough to know that there’s no other label that will solve any of my problems. I know that every time I acknowledge an autism semi-diagnosis, it makes me content with my flaws instead of trying to fix them. I would much rather be on thin ice and have to be alert to how my actions affect others than to be implicitly accepted because I called myself something. Again, what in you craves that kind of effortless belonging, even at the cost of your sincerest wants? Do you crave unconditional love, or would you prefer deep understanding? What can you feed to that need instead?

I'm friends with trans people because we share the same hobbies and worldviews. My friends do not seem to care that I'm cis as long as I'm respectful. I like that I can fuck with gender stuff around them and they won't judge. If someone jokes that I'm wrong about my own identity, I do get kinda embarrassed for them, but I also choose to take it as a compliment that they see themselves in me. Nobody can control what I do. I love being a good example and reminding people of all groups not to assume!

I also don't list identity stuff in my bios, so everyone has to give me a chance and guess based on how I act. Then... they find out they like me. >:)

Anyway. I hope you feel better! I hope you make some friends who aren't freaky-obsessed with gender, "critical" or not. I wouldn't mind hearing more from you, but also: I will not debate the validity of transness with you, because I think there are way more important things people do that we need to whine about. Also it puts me in a weird position cos I don't like to yell at anons.

[nerdydowntherabbithole]

Soo uhhhh was babysitting all today and didn't get a chance 2 write sooo. Posting this and then writing to avoid concequences but

Yeah made an iterator oc a while ago and here they are. Wishing on Falling Stars aka the king of cats. Long rambling lore under cut lmao

So! Star is a pretty young iterator who has,,,kinda abandoned their former purpose out of anger and spite. Star and her two brothers, Lands Unknown and Swiftly Rising Waters were built on VERY risky and unstable ground. The three are built next to (And INTO, in the case of Star) a mountain right next to the ocean. LU and SRW needed constant upkeep and adjustment. Due to this, shortly after the ascension, they both just completely collapsed from their own rains. Star, upon this happening, PANICKED. They adore their brothers, and was terrified of loosing them. So pretty quick, she started a breeding program for a ton of things to perform maintenance on the two. Which was the start of a...VERY slippery slope into crazy cat lady. Star is, generally, a VERY kind iterator. Helpful to a fault and far too caring. However, this made for some problems after ascension, because man she got lonely QUICK. Her brothers were the closest thing they had, and even while the two are similarly caring, it was tough. So when they started genetic engineering, they got. ATTACHED. So they bred more. And more. And uhhh woops! Suddenly Star's city is literally just full of creatures. Star is in no way unhappy with this. It was in their period of loneliness, however, that she got BITTER over the ancients abandoning them and leaving them to rot. INCREDIBLY so. In a fit of rage, she promised to never work on the Great Problem again, and has thus far stuck to it. Nowadays, she's still keeping busy! Realizing the whole thing with iterators slowly breaking down, she actually started a little program to send special units out to perform maintenance on iterators who request it, or scout out problems anybody thinks they may have. These units get around pretty much everywhere by using a smaller, faster, domesticated breed of vulture. NOW MORE RANDOM FACTS. -One of the smallest cans out there! Very tiny, in comparison. As such, their creators thought it funny to give them just a MASSIVE puppet. No specific height now but it could be anywhere from 10 feet or higher -Occasional fits of anger. She'll get masks to break nowadays since she already had all the art of the ancients torn down long ago. Never lets anyone see these. -Always has an overseer with their brothers at all times. -No less than 5 scugs in their chamber at all times. Occasionally babysits pups. -Has domesticated everything from aforementioned vultures to scavs to lizards to, well, most things. All too happy to send people blueprints and stuff of their process -Completely functional city! They grow and process food, make art, go about various jobs, it's kinda like it was before but with creatures. -Doesn't need payment for maintenance requests, but always appreciates whatever anybody gives. -Absolutely IMMACULATE can compared to a lot of iterators. Their creatures have learned to do their jobs well. -Trying to work on things to help the rot but it's slow going since she will NOT let any actual rot near her can, has to work with iterators who do have it remotely. -Sadder than you might think

#rain world #iterator oc #iterator #uhhh yeah im leaving this here and not looking back because ordeal of being known #I care them anyway #shes probably gonna be like a mildly important character for the next install for umbilicals severed if I get there #anyway i just wanted an iterator who had SO many cats and just wanted to help ppl #so yeah #wheezes and dies

[ghoodles]

Spidersona suit doodles!! [+ a VERY subtle suit redesign] And an idea for a universe signature.. cause ive been wanting one (theyre so cool)

[Rambles under the cut!]

Okay, so, universe signatures!

First i thought "oh what if it was a sort of orange haze around him! That'd be kinda silly!" And i tried it with this art

[The spidersonas belong to @rifty115 and.. does mustrd even have a tumblr?? Uhhh i dont think so.. fuck, but pider belongs to MustrdBucket on twitter!]

But i decided to try and tone it down a little

I mean, yeah, they'd still probably have it but toned down WAY less

But i was experimenting with brushes on medibang [what i use for art] and found one that looked kinda like a sort of sketchy look

And i loved it

So i decided to try it out

And that was when i got the idea that maybe their world could have a sort of sketchy look, along with the small haze that sparrow would have [imagine if it gets spikey whenever their spider-sense is going off :O]

None of the people in the world can exactly notice their haze, its something only other spiders can notice

But yeah, sketchy world, possibly focused on warm tones, though cold tones are in fact possible :3

Also off topic but i loved the way i drew their teeth oh my goodness!! Ive been trying to get more comfy with my body and with that.. more accurate teeth :D

Aaaanyways if you've read this far have a good day, go be silly :3

#atsv #across the spiderverse #spidersona #Sparrow 'Cherry' Wilson #i love this goober #absolutely adore them #little guy #look at him go she's so silly

[spinningbagel]

I feel like Sheriff should have a few more downsides to being half mutant than just: “oh haha sometimes my arm sparks and gets all tingly and it hurts real bad”

Like first off, the mutants seem pretty obsessed with the morphinite (however the fuck you spell it) so it’d make sense for Sheriff to somewhat feel that same obsession no? Like- in the first two or so episodes he’s very protective over it and that’s why he’s so hesitant to let it go and let others touch it. I’d imagine that he’s not particularly in control over this feeling and so sometimes gets pretty violent (this probably only increases after the events of episode 21/22 since the others are now aware of the fact he’s part mutant)

Kinda adding onto that last part, mutants clearly by nature are violent creatures. Sheriff also being part mutant likely has that same aggression (though I’d imagine it’s only flares up from time to time.) it would make sense for him to have these ‘episodes’ where he’s not completely aware of himself + his actions and kinda just goes,,, feral. (Additionally, I thought to myself that there may also be similar ‘episodes’ where he’s not fully aware of his actions but is more docile and calm)

Another thought I’ve tossed around in my mind is the idea that the mutants are a hive mind of sorts. Not too sure how I came up with this but it kinda makes sense? The mutants getting all their orders from the supreme master and Sheriff occasionally hearing said orders. And part of him wants to follow them. That mutant side that’s growing steadily with each passing day. He shoves any and all thoughts about it down into the depths of his mind however and stays in control for another day.

Okay enough about negatives, there’s one or two positives I came with- to balance things out-

For one, he’d be physically stronger (I think the idea is briefly played with near the end of episode 22 where he holds up the metal door that’s closing). He’d have more stamina and would be able to lift things he normally wouldn’t be able to otherwise.

I’d also like to imagine that he’d have heightened sense (mostly things like hearing, smell and sight) of course it might be a little overstimulating at times but could still prove to be a valuable asset in the long run of things.

Uhhh I think that’s all I got really, this ramble only really exists because I wanted to make a comment on feral Sheriff (something I can, and will write about 😈😈)

#aaaaaaaa #shit post #mutant busters #mutant busters sheriff #yippie #rambles #Bagel’s rambles #ramble post