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dy3rs3v3 · 1 year
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Metallica performing on the Howard Stern Show, 12.04.23
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meegadeeth · 4 months
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☆ 𝐁𝐄𝐈𝐍𝐆 𝟖𝟎’𝐒!𝐉𝐀𝐌𝐄𝐒 𝐇𝐄𝐓𝐅𝐄𝐈𝐋𝐃𝐒 𝐆𝐈𝐑𝐋 𝐁𝐄𝐒𝐓 𝐅𝐑𝐈𝐄𝐍𝐃 𝐇𝐄𝐀𝐃𝐂𝐀𝐍𝐍𝐎𝐍𝐒 (+𝐁𝐋𝐔𝐑𝐁𝐒) - 𝐅𝐄𝐌!𝐑𝐄𝐀𝐃𝐄𝐑 ☆
people included/mentioned; james hetfield, lars ulrich, kirk hammett, dave mustaine, cliff burton
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☆ first off, bro is aggressive asf when play fighting & does not feel bad at all. he will literally throw you across the room & tell you to stop being sensitive.
you and james had honestly been messing around at first, gently shoving each other. then, it escalated and you guys were having a full on match. you shoved him a little harder, causing his back to hit the wall. suddenly, you were picked up and thrown onto the couch—which is better than the floor, but damn it still hurts. “james alan! that hurt!” you yelled. “oh, come on, y/n. that wasn’t anything.” he rolled his eyes. “you threw me across the fucking room!” you argued. “yeah? you landed on the couch, you’re fine.”
☆ you call him james alan or alan when you’re annoyed/angry with him & he hates it—but soon grew to accept it.
“james, clean up your shit.” you had said. his clothes were everywhere along with some picks and his hat. “calm down, i’ll get it.” james rolled his eyes. “i’m not taking the fucking attitude today, james alan. pick it up now.” james huffed at the mention of his middle name, grabbing his stuff and putting it where it goes.
☆ you’re literally the “where’s james?” or “where’s y/n?” duo when one of you aren’t with each other.
james showed up at rehearsal, kirk and lars ushering up to him. “wait, where’s y/n?” kirk asked. “how am i supposed to know?” james mumbled, being overly hungover. “well, i’m gonna assume you’ll see her later. give her hair straightener back.” kirk handed it over. “why would you need a hair straightener?” james slightly squinted his eyes under the lights as he looked up. “don’t worry about it.” “HE FINALLY LET Y/N STRAIGHTEN HIS HAIR!” lars yelled, causing james to slightly wince—the slight pounding in his head getting heavier. “oh, sorry—look at this.” lars handed over the polaroid photo of kirk with straight hair.
☆ ngl i feel like you’d defend him a lot since james was more nervous & stuff like that. i feel like that would happen a lot in the 80s with lars & dave—when an argument gets too far. all james can do is laugh because the person you just told off is kinda shocked.
james and dave were arguing about something that you didn’t even care about, really. it was something dumb. but, the two were aimlessly going back and forth. suddenly, dave said something that crossed the line a little. before james could utter a word, you had slapped dave; sure, it wasn’t brutal, but it wasn’t light either. “did you just slap me?” dave asked, looking at you in disbelief. “yes, i did,” you started, looking up at dave—no matter the height, it didn’t bother you when it came to james—“now, why do you think it would be okay to say something like that?” dave started, but you didn’t let him answer. “that doesn’t matter actually. you shouldn’t have said it at all. watch your mouth.” dave stayed silent for a few seconds before grumbling, “alright…” and james couldn’t help but laugh, along with lars.
☆ along with keeping other people in check, you also gotta keep james in check—cause everybody makes mistakes.
let’s be honest. james can and is a dick. you love him, but he’s a dick. you had been at a party and james had got defensive over something, he hadn’t told you the whole story, so now you had him dragged him to a corner, sitting in a chair. “james. alan. hetfield. what is your problem?” you said as you made him sit down. “he was being a dick…” james mumbled, looking at his lap, embarrassed at the fact that you had just sat him down like a mother in front of everyone. “so? you have to ignore people like that, james. you have to be mature.” you raised your brows, trying to get the message across. “but-“ you cut him off, “no. i’m not hearing it. either you proceed with a mature attitude, or we leave now. you choose.” “fine…”
☆ people assume you are sister & brother to the point where you both go with it. you don’t even have to look similar, it’s the way you both are assholes to each other lmao.
you and the guys were out, ordering food. james was the one who got handed the food and then distributed it to whoever ordered it. “alright, and this is your sisters.” the old women sat down the food in front of james and he pushed it across the table towards you with a careless manner. when the waitress walked away, lars snickered, “did she say ‘your sister’?” james nodded, “yeah, i think so.” “but you don’t even look alike.” kirk stated, confused. “oh, i know. he’s ugly as hell—i don’t know why people think that we come from the same person.” you said, shooting a playful glare at james.
☆ nobody is allowed to be mean to you except him.
it had been in the morning and cliff was cooking breakfast, lars and kirk were going through old shit that kirk found. you were helping cliff every now and again, while james was just stuck in the middle of everyone, sitting on the counter. it had been the morning, so no one was really ready for anything. it’s wasn’t a problem until james spoke up, “y/n, you look like shit, not gonna lie.” lars laughed, looking up from the box kirk had. “yeah? what about you?” you retorted. “i mean, he’s not wrong.” lars butted in, his attention no longer on kirk and the box at all. “hey, fuck off and mind your business.” james voice was a little higher, defensive even. “it’s not that serious, but whatever.” lars rolled his eyes.
☆ bro is somehow always in your house. you can change your lock & shit but you always find him asleep on your couch in the morning.
you came out of your room to find james, asleep on your couch. you sighed, annoyed. you had told this fucker to stop breaking into your house when he need’s to crash. you smacked him in the forehead. “mm..ow! what..?” james stretched and covered his face from any more of your hits. “how the hell did you get in here?” you asked, sitting on the couch by his feet. “the window. where else would i get in?” he shrugged, sitting up. “the door, maybe?!” you suggested. “i can’t! you took the fucking key!”
☆ if one of you goes out & gets food you always get something for the other.
you had got to metallica’s apartment after work. james and lars had been practicing while kirk and cliff were all spread out on the couch, probably blazed. james stopped playing as you walked in, fishing something from his pocket. he handed you a half eaten mcdonald’s sandwich. you took it with disgust etched all over your face. “hey, it’s the thought that counts, dickhead. eat it.” james rolled his eyes when he looked up and saw your face. you eventually ate the nasty sandwich, that was once pocketed, so james would stop bitching.
☆ you help (not really) each other with hangovers.
you were rudely woken up by james. he had thrown your door open, flicked on the lights and set food down on your bedside table, “morning, sunshine!” he yelled sarcastically. “stop..go away..” you covered your face with the pillow, attempting to block out the light.
☆ you guys will literally rip each other apart with insults but in such a casual situation.
“move over, dickhead.” you said, shoving james out of the way. “okay, calm down, you asshole.” “blonde bitch.” “whore.” “man-whore.” “sensitive anne.” “cunt.” “you’re the closest to a cunt!” “whatever, that’s why you complain all the time!” “okay, you’re ugly as hell.” “you look like a wet rat coming out of the sewer!” “fuck you!” “fuck you!” as you guys yelled at each other, kirk and lars exchanged glances before looking at cliff, eliciting a shrug from him.
☆ you’re his wingman because he’s awkward.
you and the guys had gone to a party, which meant you and james were stuck side by side. you attempted to have conversations with him, but he seemed distracted. “what are you looking at?” you asked as you attempted to find what he was staring at. he shrugged, but you eventually figured out it was this pretty girl at the bar. “you have a crush?” you teased. “oh, shut up. don’t say ‘crush’, we’re not in the 7th grade.” he huffed softly. “fine. you should go talk to her though.” “me? dude, be serious.” “i am—you’re literally james hetfield. go talk to her.” you urged him on. “no no no no no!” he clung onto your arm, staying in his spot. “well, how will she know you think she’s cute?” “can you go talk to her?” “james, you’re 22.” “y/n, please?” “fine, fine.” you huffed, replacing your expression with a smile and walking over to her.
☆ he expects you to remember important dates.
james walked out of his room, “hey, is it sound check today, y/n?” he ran his fingers through his messy hair. you shrugged. “how do you not know?” he asked, sounding annoyed already. “why would i know? it’s not my band.” you pointed out. “i told you to remember!”
☆ the way he styles his hair & shit is ultimately up to you lmao. no matter what other advice anyone tries to give him, it only matters what you say.
“what about this?” james asked you, he was wearing a pair of jeans and a t-shirt with his leather jacket. “oh my god, i told you it looks good!” lars yelled from the other room. james ignored him, still looking at you for your opinion. “um..it’s good, but change the shirt. pick a lighter shirt.” you said, offering your advice. “no! you’re not changing the shirt—let’s go!” lars complained. “how can i trust you? y/n said to change it.” james argued back.
☆ mandatory movie nights. don’t you dare try to cancel.
“what do you wanna watch tonight?” james asked, plopping down on a kitchen seat as you made breakfast. “um…actually something came up tonight.” you said, trying to gently break it to him. “who died?” he asked. “nobody. what do you mean?” you turned to look at him with a confused look. “well, if no one’s dying or dead, i hope you don’t think you’re getting out of movie night then.” james shrugged. “dude, i’m serious. i’m having a girls night.” you explained to him. “oh, please! do it tomorrow! i wanna watch children of the corn!” he complained, basically telling more than asking. “james..” you attempted to reason with him. “y/n…come on….pretend we’re two girls or something watching a movie during girls night.” you bursted into laughter. james threw his arms up, “what?! i’m trying to help you get past this oh-so-terrible night you’ll have with me since you, apparently, can’t watch movies with me anymore!”
☆ you’re stuck helping him with guitar riffs.
“can you help me?” he asked, playing a couple of notes to a riff he was working on. “sure.” you walked over and played some string while the guitar was still in his lap, attempting to help. “yeah, but that doesn’t sound right.” he groaned, annoyed. “okay, i’m sorry. you asked me to help, so i tried.” you backed up, giving him space. “no, no, i still need help. get back here.” so, you attempted to help him again. short story later, he complained the whole time you tried to help him and ultimately finished it by himself.
☆ if you don’t play the guitar—or know much about riffs in general—this one connects to helping him with riff even if you don’t know what that shit means.
“how does this sound?” he asked, playing a guitar riff. “james, i told you already.” you sighed. “what’s your problem today? just help me!” “i don’t know what this shit means, you idiot!” you yelled. you both glared at each other for a second before james pointed to the door. “no help? no hang out. go.” he pointed his finger to the door. “good! can’t stand you anyway!” you rolled your eyes, leaving the room.
☆ he’s not a very feeling type of person so when he get’s really drunk & you take him home—he’ll tell you how appreciative he is of you & how you’re a really good best friend.
“alright, come on..” you whispered, one of james arms wrapped around your shoulders for support. “y/n..?” james slightly trailed off as you walked him to his room in the dimly lit apartment. “yeah?” james swallowed before mumbling, “i know…i tell you i hate you a lot, but i don’t..” you had to refrain from laughing, leading him to his bed, “it’s alright, i know, okay?” you attempted to console him in his drunken state. “no..’m serious. you..do a lot for me..” you let out a small laugh, covering him up with a blanket. “and you’re my best friend…love you so much..” although, you found the situation funny, it was also sweet. “i know, i love you so much too. get to sleep.” he muttered something incoherently as you shut the lights off and gently shut his door.
☆ he tells you to quit being sensitive or to stop acting like a girl all the time.
as you walked out of your bathroom in the morning, james was wide awake. you assumed he had just got back from a party—but whatever it was, you jumped. “jesus! quit doing that shit!” you breathed, after it had caught in your throat. “what shit?” his expression was confused but also slightly amused. “scaring me!” you sat on the couch. “oh, quit being a girl, y/n.” james rolled his eyes. “being a girl?” “yeah.” he simply answered. “right…isn’t that why your hair is longer than mine?” you mumbled. “what?” “nothing.”
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- 𝐝𝐞𝐚𝐧 💿🎸🎥👽🎱🎧🥁🎫
a/n: thanks to @dyersseve for requesting! i’m sorry if this kinda sucked. :(
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distorted59 · 8 months
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A Week In San Francisco pt.2
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summary: after sharing a heated kiss the night before, James and y/n are a little on edge when they visit the beach.
pairing: Kill 'Em All!James x fem!reader
warnings: nsfw/smut, fingering, handjob, unprotected sex, p in v, james likes to beg a little, cute lil' aftercare in the end
word count: 3344
A/N: sorry it took a while! honestly took me longer than expected lol. hope you enjoy it, babes! xo
part 1
The fact that she even got a few hours of sleep is a fucking miracle itself. The butterflies in her stomach almost made it impossible to fall asleep. 
But, here she is. Sitting at the kitchen table with a cup of coffee and a cigarette in her hand. She’s wearing a beach-sundress and a simple bikini underneath. And honestly, she’s really excited to go to the beach. 
Kirk shuffles into the kitchen, wearing his glasses and his hair is messy. His favorite ‘Dracula’ t-shirt is completely wrinkled and slightly raised, showing his belly. 
“Morning,” y/n grins. “I see you slept very well?”
"Mhm." Kirk kisses the top of her head and yawns. 
He goes over to the counter and pours himself a cup of coffee, he is a bit wobbly but he can still keep his balance. He goes to sit down next to y/n and smiles at her.
“How did you sleep? Did everything go okay last night?” 
She almost chokes on her coffee, but luckily she doesn’t. A slight blush creeps on her face. Y/n quickly puts out her cigarette in the ashtray in front of her and tries to hide her blush with a smile. 
“Yeah, I slept fine!” She assures him. 
"Great." Kirk moves his hand through his hair. “You know, James told me he spoke to you last night.”
“He did?” She looks into his eyes. “What did he say?” 
“That he told you we’re going to the beach today!” Kirk grins excitedly. “I see you’re all ready to go!” 
Y/n breathes out slowly through her nose. It would be kinda dumb to immediately tell a guy you kissed his sister, right? But, hey. Anything can happen with these guys. 
“Yeah, you know I love going to the beach!” 
They sit in a comfortable silence for a bit, sipping their coffee and enjoying the morning sun that is shining through the kitchen window. 
Until that is interrupted by a fucking war cry.
“Cliff! I swear to god, man! I claimed the bathroom first!” 
“You’re too slow, Hetfield!”     
Lars walks into the kitchen rolling his eyes, “Morning, guys.” He opens the refrigerator and grabs a carton of orange juice. “How did your first night in the Metallica Mansion treat you, y/n?” 
“It treated me wonderfully, thank you.” 
“Great!” He smiles. “That’s really good to hear.”
Later on, Cliff walks in with a big grin on his face. He sits down next to Kirk and looks at y/n and her cigs. “Good morning, can I?” 
“Morning! ‘Course you can.” She slides the pack towards him and he lights one. Cliff thanks her and shoots her a wink, y/n nods back and grins. 
“Dude, are you flirting with my baby sister?” Kirk leans back in his chair and raises his brows.
“Me? Oh, I wouldn’t dare.” Cliff grins, “Can’t say I’m speaking for everyone, though…” 
“Morning everybody!” James walks in, unusually cheerful for this time of the day. “Is there still some coffee left?” 
“Yeah,” Kirk says. “Over on the counter”
“Thanks, dude!” He grabs a mug and pours himself some, leaning against the counter and eying y/n curiously. 
It’s almost like she can feel it, because she turns around and smiles at James. She holds up her mug. “James?” Her voice is sickly sweet, oh yeah, today is going to be that type of day. “Could you pour me another one?”
His eyes almost popped out of his skull, he hadn’t even really noticed what she was wearing. The way she’s looking and talking to him is making James weak at the knees. 
“Y-yeah, of course!" He takes the mug from her hands and shakily pours the coffee in, trying not to spill. 
The other guys are talking about what they're planning on doing at the beach today. Kirk and Lars are arguing over something and Cliff doesn’t know what conversation he wants to keep up with. 
“Here you go.” He decides to sit next to her this time and puts on his best charms. 
“Thank you!” She grins. 
“So,” James starts. “Did you sleep okay, sweetheart?” 
Her heart skips a beat at the nickname and she looks at him without breaking eye contact.
“I slept great. How about you, sweetheart?” she grins playfully. 
“Me too, me too.” He looks into her eyes, not saying anything else. 
The argument between Kirk and Lars has quieted down and one of them lets out a cough.
“So, is everyone ready to go?” Lars speaks up. 
“Yes, more than ready.” Kirk eyes James and y/n suspiciously. “Let's get moving.” 
Everyone gets ready and grabs their stuff; towels, sunscreen, and beer. You know, the essentials. 
It’s a short walk to the beach, but the morning heat isn’t really working with them. James keeps trying to walk next to y/n, but Kirk doesn’t allow it. everytime James tries to pick up his pace, Kirk closes the gap between him and his sister. 
“What are you doing, dude?” y/n raises her brows at Kirk. 
“Just walking next to you, is that a problem?” He nudges her shoulder.
“No, but…” She starts.
“Good, we’re almost there.” Kirk cuts her off and smiles. 
They arrive at the beach and find a good spot, putting their towels down and enjoying the warm sun on their already tanned skin. 
Y/n takes off her dress and sits down on her towel, all of the boys take a quick glance at her and sit down as well. Kirk glares at the three, but doesn’t say anything. 
“Aw, man!” Kirk groans in annoyance. “We forgot the radio!” 
“What? No way, I definitely grabbed it before we left!” Cliff frowns and looks around. 
“Well, It’s not here.” Lars sighs. “We’ll go grab it.” He grabs Kirk’s arm and drags him along. 
Kirk protests and looks over at y/n, who is grinning at her brother and gives him a small wave. 
“Why do I have to come along?” He whines, but walks with Lars anyway. 
Y/n lays down and shuts her eyes. Feeling some movement beside her, she holds her hand in front of her face so that the sun won't bother her eyes, and looks up.
“Can I lay next to you?” James asks. 
“Of course!” She tries to hide her excitement. 
“Thanks, sweetheart.” He grins and lays down. 
Cliff starts laughing and lights another cigarette. He sits up and cracks open a beer. “You’re welcome, guys.” 
Both James and y/n turn to look at Cliff with confusion, this only makes him laugh more. 
“What?” He grins. “You got a little more freedom with Kirk gone, right?” 
“Dude, what the hell are you talking about?” James raises his brows.
“The radio, I hid it under my bed.” 
Y/n starts laughing too, she nudges James and hands him a bottle of sunscreen. “Could you get my back?”
“Yeah!” James' eyes widen and so does his smile. "Definitely!" 
She turns around and loosens her top, making sure he gets every inch of her back. James puts some lotion in his hands and starts putting it on her back, squeezing every curve. 
“I still don’t get the radio thing.” He whispers. 
“Babe, he’s buying us some time.”
“Babe?” James grins. “Time for… oh, oh.”
His hands go a little lower, they slide over her waist and his fingers go down to  her waist. He goes back to her shoulders and he gets closer to her ear. 
“Could you put your arms up for me, babe?”  He whispers. 
She complies as she simply can’t answer him. She wanted to reply with a snarky comeback, but she couldn't. His voice sending shivers down her spine, she can feel his breath against her hair. 
“There we go.” James gives the back of her neck a slight squeeze and his hands slide down her sides. He slowly caresses the side of her breasts and then quickly goes to her back, tying her bikini back up. “You’re all set, gorgeous.”
“Thanks.” She breathes out. Holy fucking shit, his hands feel good. 
He lays down on his stomach and scoots a little closer to her, his fingers playing with the back of her top. 
“Or do you want me to keep going?” He whispers. “I could if you let me.”
“Where are you getting all this confidence from?” She looks into his eyes, trying to read him. 
James smiles and his hand wanders lower, sliding to the side of her bikini bottom. 
“I finally figured out what I want.” 
“And that is?”
“You, y/n. I need you.” He looks at her lips. “The way your lips felt on mine is driving me crazy.” 
“Hm, you are a good kisser.” y/n smiles and turns to lay on her side. 
“So are you, baby.” He slides his hand over her waist and he stops at her hips.
For a moment, they just stare at each other, he leans closer to her face. James’ weaves his fingers between the fabric of her bottoms, his gaze wandering as he admires her curves. 
“Careful there, big guy.” She whispers, teasing him with a smirk. “We don’t want to give all these people a show here, do we?”
She glances at some beachgoers who are watching them fool around. She feels his eyes on her and turns to face him, raising an eyebrow flirtatiously.
“Hm, I don’t care.” James grins, leaning closer to her. “Please, I want you.”
“Don’t you think you need some too?” y/n grabs the sunscreen and holds it up, a mischievous smile on her face. “I wouldn't want you to get sunburned, baby” 
“Oh, you’re mean.” he groans. 
“So, you don’t want it?” She raises her brows.  
“I want… something.” James looks at her through his bangs. “Please?” 
She chuckles and lays down on her stomach again. The sun warming her skin and the waves crashing on the beach almost lull her to sleep. James huffs beside her and lays on his back. His hand creeps over her arm, tracing small circles over her soft skin. 
After a while of enjoying the sun and each other's company, Lars and Kirk finally show up with the radio.
“There you are, what the hell took you so long?” Cliff speaks up.
“Why’d you hide it under your bed, dude?” Kirk huffs, wiping his sweaty forehead with the back of his hand. 
“Dude, what?” Cliff tries to hide his smile. “I have no idea what you’re talking about, brother.”
The three bicker about the radio and y/n smiles, slowly closing her eyes again. The soft static of the radio and the crashing waves are really calming. She sighs softly and dozes off. 
Y/n wakes up a little while later, not knowing how much time has passed. Her back feels a little sore and she immediately winces, she still got burned. She looks over at James, who also fell asleep and gasps. 
“James!” She shakes him slightly. 
"Mhm?" He opens his eyes. “Yeah?” 
His entire chest and stomach are red, along with his face. This idiot didn’t apply any sunscreen at all. 
“Dude! You got burned!” Lars yells. “Like, bad!” 
“What?” James moves towards Lars and winces. “Ow, fuck! that burns.” 
“Yeah, no shit.” y/n sighs. “You are so fucking stubborn.” 
“It’s gonna hurt even more in the morning.” Kirk grimaces and looks at his sister. “You’re back looks fucked up too, sis.”
Y/n nods her head at Kirk. She stands up and puts on her dress, grabbing her stuff. 
“You have to get out of the sun, James.” She says. “I have some Aloe vera lotion in my bag at the house, you can use it.” 
James' eyes widen as he looks up at her, is this actually happening? 
“Are you going with him?” Kirk raises his brows.
“Yes, I am.” 
James doesn’t even speak, he is too busy grabbing his stuff. He’s almost like a madman, trying to find his shirt. 
“Okay,” Kirk kisses the side of her head. “Be careful.” He gives her a knowing look and squeezes her shoulder. 
“Ow!” She winces. “Kirk, that hurts!” 
“Sorry!” He chuckles. 
She walks away and nudges her head, motioning James to follow her. He doesn’t waste any time and runs after her. Lars throws him the keys to the house.
“Have fun, fuckers!” Lars yells after them.
“Dude!” Kirk groans and throws his shirt at Lars. “Please don’t!” 
James and y/n walk home together, the walk back almost seems slower than it was before. Their hands dangerously close to each other, every time their fingers brush they share a look. He shoots her a quick and excited smile and she returns it. 
James tries to unlock the front door but his hands are too shaky, eventually he gets the key in and opens it. 
“It’s in my room, come on.” She grabs his hand and pulls him down the hallway.
They both walk into her room and she pushes him to the mattress. “Sit.” 
James obliges and takes his shirt off, slightly uncomfortable with the feeling of the fabric against his sensitive skin. 
Y/n finds the lotion from her bag and walks closer to him, crawling onto the mattress and pushing him on his back. “Can I sit?” she motions to his lap.
James nods his head so hard it almost falls off. “Fuck yes, you can.” 
She smirks and straddles him, both of them letting out a quiet gasp. She can feel him hardening in his shorts and he can feel her heat. 
“Mmh” She hums softly and starts to put the lotion on his chest. 
“Ah!” He gasps. “That’s cold, y/n!” 
She giggles and continues to take care of his sunburn. Her hands slide over his chest, softly squeezing her fingers into his shoulders. James looks up at her with nothing but love in his eyes, he squeezes her hips making her moan softly. 
“Do that again.” James whispers. 
She grins and leans down to kiss his chest, making her way up to his neck. He lets out a growl and leans up, smashing his lips onto hers. She kisses him back passionately and smiles into the kiss. James’ grip on her hips tighten as he flips her around, laying her on her back. 
“James!” She gasps. “My back, remember?” 
“Don’t worry, baby.” He whispers. “I’ll take care of you.” 
He rubs the inside of her thighs and he goes a little higher, feeling how drenched her cunt already is. 
“You’re already so wet for me, baby.” He smiles and starts kissing her neck. “Gonna make you feel so good.”
“James, please…” She looks up at him, begging for him to stop teasing. 
“What? I have to prepare my girl, don’t I?” He smirks. 
She pushes him back and takes off her dress, along with her bikini top. James takes off his shorts, his cock springing free, begging for some attention. 
“Hmm, so pretty, baby.” He mutters, his eyes not leaving her breasts. “Fuck, you look perfect.”
James leaves another trail of kisses down her neck and breasts, his fingers playing with the hem of her bottoms. His other hand touching and squeezing her breast, while leaning up to kiss her lips hungrily. 
“Can I take these off, baby?” James whispers against her lips. 
“Yes, Fuck. Yes, you can.” y/n’s breath hitches in her throat. She looks up at James, her eyes glossy and her lips parted. 
He slides them off, desperate to feel her cunt around his cock. James slides his hand down her belly and starts to run circles on her clit. She gasps and reaches for his cock, starting with slow and agonizing strokes. 
“Fuck, you really like to play mean.” James stifles a moan and rubs his fingers over her folds. 
“Don’t hold your moans in, baby.” She pouts. “Wanna hear you too.” 
Y/n starts stroking him a bit faster, she feels her hand getting covered in his pre-cum. 
“Ah! ngh- Fuck!” James lets out the moan that has been stuck in his throat. “mhm! y/n… gonna… gonna prep you for me, okay?” 
She nods and kisses him again, moaning into the kiss as he slowly slides a finger into her drenching cunt. He starts finger-fucking her at a steady pace, the room is filled with sloppy wet noises and their moans. 
He adds another finger and goes faster, curling up his index and middle finger to hit the right spot. 
“Fuck, James!” She moans. “Your fingers… they… feel so good!” 
“Yeah? You like how I work my hands on you, baby?” He groans and goes faster. y/n’s hand starts tightening around his cock. 
“If you keep squeezin’ me like that, I’m not gonna last long.” James chuckles and leans down to kiss her again.
“Baby, ‘m close, please!” She moans and lets go of his cock.
“Cum on my fingers, baby.” He curls his fingers deeper into her and feels her cunt squeeze around them. All he can think about is how her pussy is gonna feel around his cock.
“Fuck!” y/n cums all over his fingers, her eyes rolling to the back of her head. 
James pulls his fingers out and sticks one of them into his mouth, tasting her juices. He lets out a delighted moan and sticks his other finger in her mouth. She sucks it clean without a single thought, looking up at him through her lashes. 
“Wanna be inside you…” He mumbles. “Please?” His face gets a little more flushed. 
“It’s cute that you ask so nicely.” She smiles up at him and guides his cock to her drenched pussy. “You gonna fuck me good, baby?”
“Mhm.” He slides his cock over her folds. “Gonna fuck you so good, baby.” 
He slowly pushes it inside of her and starts bucking his hips into her. Y/n cries out in pleasure, he’s hitting all the right spots. James leans down to kiss her again and thrusts a little faster. 
“Fuck!” James whines. “Been wanting to feel this pussy for so long!” He almost starts crying with how good it feels, how good she’s making him feel.
“James…” She moans “Keep going like that, please!” 
“I will, baby. I will.”
She doesn’t feel the sunburn on her back anymore, she only feels the incredible amount of pleasure James is giving her. She wraps her legs around his waist which makes James pound into her even harder. 
“Gettin’ close, baby.” James whispers against her neck. “I’m gonna need to pull out.” 
She just nods, she doesn’t care what he does to her. She just wants to cum around his cock. 
His thrusts are getting sloppier, meaning he’s gonna cum soon. He lets out some more strained moans and whimpers. 
“Gonna… gonna cum.” He pants.
“Me too, baby.” y/n whimpers.
He makes her cum, her stomach exploding with pleasure. She’s almost seeing stars with how hard she’s squeezing her eyes shut. James lets out a grunt and quickly pulls out, finishing all over her stomach. He keeps fucking his fist to ride out his high. 
“Shit…” James breathes heavily. 
“Yeah…” Her chest moves up and down, trying to calm down from the pure ecstacy sensation.
“I’m sorry for the mess.” James has a stupid grin on his face, but that can’t hide the tremendous blush which reappears on his face. “Let me clean you up.”
He grabs one of the beach towels that were scattered on the floor and starts wiping her stomach. He throws the towel on the ground and lays down on her chest. 
“You were amazing, baby.” y/n smiles and kisses him tiredly. 
“So, were you, babe.” James smiles into the kiss. 
They lay in each other's arms for a while, enjoying the comfortable silence between them. He has pulled her into his arms and they are softly caressing each other. 
“Can I sleep here with you tonight?” He whispers.
“What do you think, baby?” She giggles. “You just screwed me silly, of course you can.” 
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The Photographer and the Guitarist
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Requested by: Anon
Genre: 18+ smut, fluff with smut minors dni
Word Count: 1,515
Warnings: oral(f receiving), p in v sex, unprotected sex
The Photographer and the Guitarist pt 2
When I landed the gig of Metallica’s concert photographer I was over the moon. Not only would I get to see them perform, I got to travel with them too. 
I was pleasantly surprised with how welcoming they were. Having been in the industry long enough, I lowered my expectations so as to not be let down when someone who’s music I admire ends up being a total asshole. 
“How did you even get into concert photography?” Kirk asked, we were at a restaurant with the whole crew. I was surprised when he sat next to me. I’d had a few conversations in passing with him as I got to know all of the members of Metallica better. 
“I grew up going to concerts, music has always been a central part of who I am. As I got older I fell in love with photography and have been immensely lucky to have been able to combine the two.” I responded. 
“That is so cool. I don’t think it’s luck though, I’ve seen your photographs in the magazines. You’re talented and you’ve worked extremely hard to get to where you’re at.” Kirk said and munched on his food. 
“That is very kind of you to say, thank you.” I smiled. Kirk smiled back at me. 
It was really easy talking to Kirk. We got to know each other pretty well. 
That was just the beginning though. I found myself talking to Kirk pretty much all the time. In between soundchecks, on the road, whenever he had a spare moment. 
They had a show tonight, I was wandering backstage before it started. That’s when my eyes landed on Kirk, who had his shirt off. I didn’t mean to ogle, but I couldn’t help it. Distracted, my foot caught a wire and I nearly ate shit, the only thing stopping was an hand that came out of nowhere grabbing my elbow. Kirk looked up, and I looked back to see Cliff. 
“Thank you.” I said, feeling embarrassed. 
“Are you okay?” Kirk asked, I looked back over to him, my cheeks heating up. 
“Yeah, I’m good.” I replied. Cliff released my elbow as Kirk went back to getting dressed. 
“I think you already know, you need to be careful backstage. Even when there is a guitarist to fawn over.” Cliff said quietly. My eyes widened.
“Not a word to anyone.” I hissed. Cliff chuckled as he walked away. 
The rest of the night went without incident. Which I was grateful for.
We were halfway finished with the tour now, I was exhausted but at the same time wished this tour would never end. 
We got to the hotel to rest for the night. I was minding my own business as the tour manager dealt with the room situation. 
“Does it look like they’re plotting something?” A voice whispered to me, making me jump. I turned to see Kirk. “Sorry.” He chuckled. 
“Who looks like they’re what now?” I asked, feeling a little flustered at the closeness. Kirk didn’t say anything, he just pointed in a direction. I looked to see James, Lars and Cliff in a mini circle around the tour manager. They looked up to see Kirk and I staring at them, then turned, continuing their hushed huddle. 
“You’re a part of the band, why don’t you go find out.” I suggested. 
“Nah, they’ll say something soon enough.” Kirk said and rested his chin on my shoulder. 
This wasn’t the first time, but for some reason the butterflies in my tummy were flapping away. 
“Okay, room assignments.” The tour manager announced to the crew. He started listing off two people and giving them a room key. I listened intently, I would probably be with one of the roadies like normal.
“Kirk, and Y/N.” He said. 
My eyes were the size of the moon. I was frozen in place. Kirk went and grabbed our key. 
“Are you okay sharing a room with me?” He asked. 
“Yeah, but like that must be a mistake, you always share with one of the guys, the rest of the crew share amongst each other. Are you okay sharing a room with me?” I couldn’t stop the word vomit. Kirk chuckled. 
“I am completely fine sharing a room. It’ll be fun.” He gave a small wink, “Come on let's go.” He said and grabbed his luggage. I grabbed mine and followed him.
I accepted the fact I would be sharing a room with Kirk. I could live with that, we’d be on separate beds so it would be fine. When we entered the room my eyes widened seeing only one queen sized bed. You’ve gotta be kidding me. My heart was hammering quite hard. 
“You can take the bed, I'll sleep on the couch.” I offered, setting my stuff by the couch. 
“Why?” Kirk asked, setting his things down as well. 
“Because you’re a rockstar and I’m the photographer.” I answered with a shrug. 
“What kind of logic is that?” Kirk asked with a laugh. 
“You need a good restful sleep. Your body needs a nice comfy bed. I don’t.” I replied. 
“I don’t know, I've seen you in some precarious positions in your line of work.” He said, folding his arms. 
“Anything for the perfect shot.” I grinned. 
“We can share the bed, I promise I won't bite.” He said, “unless you want me to then I definitely can.” He added with a wink. My cheeks flared. 
“Okay, we can share.” I replied and began rummaging through my things. 
Kirk laid on the bed while I found my things to take a shower. There was tension in the room. The same one that had been growing throughout this tour. 
“Do you need to use the restroom? I’m gonna shower.” I asked Kirk. He looked up from his comic. 
“Nah. Might join you though.” He added with a wink. 
“You’re welcome to.” The words fell from my lips before I could process what I had said. Kirk’s eyebrows shot up in surprise. 
“Erm or not, up to you.” I practically squealed as I entered the bathroom and shut it. My heart hammered in my chest. Shaking it off I stripped and got into the shower turning it on steaming hot. I stood under the stream reflecting on what I had said. I probably crossed a line. I should see if I can switch rooms with someone so Kirk doesn’t feel uncomfortable. 
My thoughts were interrupted as the bathroom door opened and shut softly. I could hear the rustle of clothes as Kirk stripped. He parted the shower curtain stepping in behind me. 
“If you want me to leave, say so.” Kirk whispered huskily. 
“I want you to say.” I whispered, releasing the breath I didn’t realize I was holding. Kirk’s hands came to rest on my shoulder and began trailing down my body. He leaned forward and placed a soft kiss on my shoulder, then bit down. I moaned as his hands found their way to the front of my body bringing me flush against him. He squeezed a breast in one as he found my clit with the other. He pulled away and turned me around, he kissed me hard. I kissed him back, wrapping my arms around him. He leaned me against the wall then pulled away. He trailed sloppy kisses down my body until he knelt before me. 
“Spread your legs, baby.” He said tapping my legs. I spread them. He kissed my pussy before he started eating me like it was his last meal. I gasped and fisted his hair. 
“Oh god. Kirk.” I moaned, “Feels s’good.” He hummed against me before sliding two fingers inside of me. I came with a cry, it felt so damn good. He turned the shower off and helped me out. He took a towel and dried me off a little before drying himself off. He led me to the bed and laid me down. He pinned me to the bed as he kissed me deeply. I let my hands wander until I found his cock giving it a firm squeeze.
“Oh fuck.” Kirk groaned against my lips. He spread my legs and entered me. “What a perfect pussy, squeezing me so tight.” He groaned as he pushed in until bottomed out. He slowly pulled his hips back and began fucking me hard. I screamed as I clung to him. My nails are digging into his back. He bit down on my shoulder, then licked the imprints his teeth had left. He used one of his hands to rub my clit.
“Are you gonna come for me again?” He asked as he continued to rut into me mercilessly. 
“Yes, oh, fuck, Kirk. Yes!” I screamed, coming soon after. 
“Good girl.” He praised me. He pulled out and came on my stomach. He laid next to me as we caught our breaths. 
“Let’s shower, this time we’ll actually wash up.” Kirk said with a goofy smile. 
“Sounds good to me.” I smiled back. 
I’m grateful the other’s conspired to get Kirk and I together.
Thank you for reading! Feel free to request or chat :)
-Isa
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HELLO P MY LOVE! it’s 7AM and i’m going feral but, can you write a smut about early met lars and kirk having a crush on reader and coming to her to teach them how to please a woman since they don’t have much experience? thank you dear!! <3
oh my god this is so…!!!!!!!! my little guys :(
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ok so kirk and lars would be so shy and embarrassed to come up to you :( both of them are complete virgins (lars literally was confirmed to be one at the beginning of met) and they both have the biggest crush on you that they don’t know how to handle
one day it just spills out that they’re both so unbelievably inexperienced and kirk is blabbing about how he’s so anxious that he won’t be able to make his partner feel good :(
so ofc lars does THE dumbest shit ever and is like “can you help us?” and then turns bright red and is about to bolt out the door of your home, knocking over all your beers in the process before you grab him and ask
“why are you leaving? want me to help you or what?”
kirk and lars are speechless like. oh this is a dream come true!
and so you wind up laid out on the couch with both of them on their knees in front of you. you’ve got your legs spread. stripped to panties and that pretty lace bra you made sure peek a little over your shirt tonight just for them to ogle you.
“wanna make me feel good?” you ask, and their heads nod so hard you worry for their necks. you lift up your legs to shimmy your panties off and then you’re completely exposed to them. they’re both hard in their pants, aching and twitching, but this is about you. teaching them to make YOU feel good! and they’re determined to do so.
you’re prettier than anyone they’ve ever seen all laid out like this. you guide lars to go first, he was the one who asked for help of course.
you take him by the hair and gently drag him towards your cunt, “wanna feel it? go on..” and lars lifts a couple fingers up to guide his hand through your slit.
“yeah.. good boy. how about you try using your tongue? lick a nice stripe up my pussy for me. always feels so good.”
lars is quick to act, flattening his tongue on you and spreading your folds. you beckon kirk to move to watch closer, then grab him too and demand that he mimic lars’ movements. they go back and forth like that. licking and then moving to suck at you when you guide kirk to where your clit is.
they’re both so pussy drunk. faces covered and lips slick and smooth with your juices and their spit. they moan and whine into you, both pairs of eyes looking up at you so sweetly. waiting for you to tell them they’re doing a good job, making you feel good like you taught them to. you’re so close, murmuring “fffuck m’ gonna cum.. kirk c’mere and suck on my clit again.”
when you look down at kirk you lock eyes with his big pretty brown ones, and then you’re cumming on his tongue, unable to resist bucking into his mouth, him letting out a surprised little noise.
when you come down, you look over to lars. he’s still impossibly hard, possibly even harder than he already was. but now his fly is down and he’s got a hand around himself, not properly jerking, just rubbing.
“see what kirk did, lars? you’re gonna do that same thing, and then i’ll give you both a chance to make me cum with your cocks. sound good?”
lars and kirk have never been happier.
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Follow My Lead ⭒ Cliff Burton
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You wince as the front door is loudly slammed to a close behind you, eyes wide as you glance over at James and Lars sprawled out on a rickety couch only a few feet away, almost already fully inebriated and looking high out of their minds. They loudly greet you with slowly raising arms and maniac waving hands, and you send them a panicked grin before gesturing at them to lower their voices. The guitar case in your arms and pressed against your upper half weighs you down as you try to shuffle as carefully as you can through the ever-growing crowd, purposefully keeping your head down to hide your face from your boyfriend, his melodic laughter audible and near enough to make you attempt to move at an even faster pace.
You let out a sigh of relief once you get halfway through the packed living and dining room and see the familiar hallway in your line of sight, only to jolt in fright as a hand encircles itself around your arm from behind and gently turns you around.
"Thought it was you! Walking around like Samara from The Ring," Kirk greets and teases, his grin turning into a wide smile as he registers what you're trying to hide. "Holy shit, is that what I think it is?" You smile despite your worry of being seen, your best friend's energy contagious and enough to help you partially calm down. You nod and let out a laugh as he shakes his head in disbelief, immediately following behind you as you continue your way to Cliff's bedroom.
Kirk discards his half empty beer bottle on the nearest flat surface and uses his newly freed hand to grasp onto and lift the upper half of the case, nodding off the grateful look you send his way. "Think he'll lose his shit once he sees it?" You ask, hiding your nervousness behind a halfhearted, mirthful upturn of lips. Kirk lets out a scoff and helps you place the present on the carpeted floor safely in front of your boyfriend's door, stepping aside as you lean forward to test the handle. You temporarily close your eyes in relief as it slides open, the musky and heady scent of his strains and cologne greeting you and welcoming you in warmly as you take a step inside.
"Think if he doesn't cry or pass out on the spot, I'll take it as a gift instead," you let out a bout of laughter as you flick the nearest light switch upward and glance down the hallway once more, before bending down to carefully maneuver the guitar case into a standing position. "He brings this specific guitar up every time we go shopping for new equipment, he's going to spaz. No doubt. Where'd you even find this? It's damn near a one of a kind."
You smile to yourself and lightly graze a fingertip over the newly engraved name in the case, sending your best friend a cheeky look once he crouches down beside you to get a better look. "Called in during a radio questionnaire, won, and got a good percentage off from the state store for the personal engraving," you admit, steadying yourself as Kirk curses out loud and tries to call you out for bullshit. "I'm being serious! Maybe you should listen to the radio more often."
"And be stuck listening to bullshit repeats, and commercials about hemorrhoid cream? I'm good," you bite back a laugh at his absurdity and jab your elbow against his, letting out a huff as he shoves you back with just as much force and nearly sends you off kilter. "Let's get this inside before his birthday party is over, and he's too smacked off his tits to realize how much of a big deal this is."
You nod along to his words and take a deep breath, smiling to yourself as you two pick up and place the present on Cliff's unruly and unmade bed. Kirk sends you a half tipsy thumbs up and tosses an arm over your shoulders once you two make it back outside and into the hallway.
"Don't worry about it, he'll love it. And if he doesn't, you can give it to me. I accept second-hand things."
"Kirk!" "I'm kidding! Mostly."
All of the nervousness and anticipatory anxiety thrumming through you, vanishes as soon as Cliff's laughter and joyous cadence is back in earshot. Kirk squeezes your arm and wishes you good luck, before sliding over to a rowdy and drunken group and tunneling down the contents handed to him in a solo cup. Arms encircle themselves around you as you watch him finish it in one go, the familiar scent of natural musk and smoke invading your senses and engulfing itself around you like a flame, as you cheer him on.
Brown, curly hair tickles the side of your neck as Cliff places a delicate kiss to your shoulder blade and guides you around to fully face him. Green and blown wide eyes beam down at you with a smile to match, and you can't help but wrap your arms around him and bring him even closer. Denim blue bell bottom jeans brush against your bare ankles as you rest your chin upon his chest and look up at him with love-filled eyes.
"There's my girl," he announces, the loud tone in his voice now gone and replaced with something much softer, private. Callous laden fingers and knuckles glide their way across and down your hips and back, and you have to force your eyes to stay open as your boyfriend speaks up again. "Where'd you go? You got all of this prepared for me, and you almost missed out on us cutting the cake."
You hum dismissively, temporarily removing yourself to look down and hold back a delighted and luminescent smile and laugh. "Brought something from outside in for you, is all. No big deal." Cliff purses his lips and nods resolutely, before shaking his head and lifting you off of your feet and the floor beneath you.
"Sounds like bullshit to me. You've always been such a terrible liar," he laughs brightly as you scramble to grab ahold of his jacket and let out a sound of shock. "You aren't as subliminal as I think you wish to be and think you are, baby," a loud smack of an amused kiss is pressed to your pouting lips once you're raised high enough to be near the same height as him, your own pair immediately latching onto his and bringing him into a legitimate kiss before he can pull away. Cliff exhales blissfully after you two disconnect, his once large eyes now hooded and his arms securely pressing the entirety of you to his front. "Want to tell me what you were carrying in, or should I start guessing?" Your heart flutters at the content and at peace tone in his voice.
You border your arms around his neck and let out a faux sigh of defeat. "Follow me to the bedroom and I'll show you." A red hue makes its way to your cheeks as you take in your own words, sending Cliff a playful look of warning as his expression perks up with newfound interest. Your boyfriend reaches down to lightly pat you on your ass, before muttering out, "You will never have to repeat that sentence to me twice, ever."
"That's not what I meant, and you know it." You retort back, unserious, your feet making contact with his shins as he walks you two through the crowd, before you raise your legs to encase them around his waist. Large and calloused palms rest on the precipice of the back of your upper thighs, and you squeal as a pinch is placed right underneath your backside. Cliff presses his smile against the top of your head and pulls you in even closer.
"Right."
"Close your eyes!" You insist once you two make it back to his bedroom door, reaching up to try and place a hand in his line of sight much more of a struggle for you at your natural height. Cliff grins widely down at you and interlaces his fingers with yours instead, backing you up against the door and brushing your hair away from your eyes with his free hand.
"I don't see what the big deal is, you've already thrown me a party. But whatever it is, I'll love it, because it's coming from you." You rest the back of your head on the wooden door behind you as a kiss is placed on your forehead, to try and placate you.
"It's the guitar we saw and found on our first date," you start, watching with satisfaction as he pauses his ministrations and realization dawns on him. Baby hairs fall back into their previous placement and tickle at your temples, as your boyfriend takes a step back to look at you in shock. "The white one, electric. The one you said felt perfect in your hands? The one that was auctioned off and sold a week later, the one you said you'll always save up and try to find, because it meant something to you. Meant something to the both of us."
"The one I said I'd play a song for you on if I could ever afford it," Cliff whispers, his eyes glassy as he looks down at you in amazement, his hands unfreezing at his sides to come up and cup your chin. You grin in his grip and hold onto his wrists as he shakes his head. "There's no way you found it, at least the exact same one. Babe, that was years ago, and the buyer said he lived out of state."
You place a hand on his chest to gently maneuver him backwards a few steps, before twisting your arm behind your back to push his bedroom door open. Stepping aside, you nod your head to the left and gently tug him forward. "Take a look for yourself." Cliff's eyes widen as a familiar and long, slightly battered guitar case comes into view, it's russet brown and black finish starkly standing out against and on top of his lightly colored linen. His footsteps are heavy and nearly dragged as he makes his way over to the bed, his eyes enlarged with wonder and awe.
Cliff turns to look at you in disbelief, before leaning forward to peer at the engraving now permanently etched in the case. 'Clifford Lee Burton, for you and for us' Tears sting his eyes as he rereads it fervently, none of this night feeling real to him. "How the hell were you able to pull this off?"
You shrug and walk over to him, resting your head on his shoulder as he carefully opens up the case. You both gape as if it was the first time seeing it, the strings looking brand new and refurbished and its white paint and coating looking as it if had never once been touched. "I won a questionnaire on the radio, and here we are."
"The hemorrhoid one?" Cliff asks you, laughter bubbling up in his tone and pouring out as you look at him exasperatedly. "Yes, babe. The hemorrhoid one." You can't help but laugh with him as well, your body feeling light and you feeling at home and at ease with your partner.
You glance up as he readjusts the electric guitar back into its casing and turns to look at you, his expression unreadable. "So, you called into a radio station and took time out of your day, because the guitar they were speaking about sounded familiar and like the one we saw on our first date, over two years ago?" at your nod of confirmation, he continues, his tone turning incredulous. "And you went out of you way to go and get it, got its case engraved, and then surprised me with a birthday party?"
You look at him in confusion, before nodding again. "Yeah, I did. What's the big deal? We always surprise each other on our birthday's." Cliff shakes his head and looks away momentarily, before crossing over to the other side of his room and grabbing ahold of a guitar strap. You watch as he carefully picks up the new piece of equipment and attaches the strap to the back of it, your confusion turning into endearment as he tunes the guitar like it's second nature.
"I don't know how good acoustic is going to sound on an electric guitar, but we can figure it out," Cliff voices out distractedly, somehow still being able to reach out and guide you towards his bed to sit comfortably as he gets everything set up and together. "Our song might sound like shit, but the sentiment is still there."
Your eyes begin to tear up once the first string is strung, moving over to make space as your boyfriend sits down next to you and gently raises your hand to place it on top of his. "Just follow my lead." He instructs, not knowing his words would kickstart you back to an even older memory, before your very own first date.
"I need you to hold onto my hand and kick forward." Cliff says to you in a gentle tone, looking over his shoulder to send a glare to the rest of your guys' mutual friends as someone lets out a laugh.
You stare up at him with wide eyes, a stray tear making its way down your cheek as your legs unsteadily shake underneath you and on top of the skateboard. "I don't think I can do this, maybe this was a bad idea."
Your best friend shakes his head at you adamantly, before reaching forward to place his hands on top of yours and squeezes them reassuringly, his steady grip enough to stabilize you and give you enough courage to keep pushing forward and to try again. "Just follow my lead," he promises. "I won't let you fall."
You nod and squeeze your eyes shut, your heart incessantly pounding erratically in your chest as you feel the wheels begin to move forward again. Warm and larger palms keep you steady and safe the entire time, and once you open your eyes again, your friends are no longer laughing, and you officially made it to the end of the landing.
"You did it!" Your best friend exclaims, putting his foot in between yours so it would be safe enough for you to step off and jump onto the even and unmoving concrete. You shake your head and keep one of his hands on top of yours as you two make your way back over. "No, we did it." Cliff smiles down at you as you hold your head up triumphantly and hold onto his hand even prouder. "Yeah," he murmurs to himself. "We did."
You close your eyes as each string vibrates and bends back into place beneath your guys' fingertips, the song still as beautiful on an electric as it would be on an acoustic. Your boyfriend's steady and warm breath heats up the side of your neck as he strums with you, and a delicate smile lifts your lips as his chin goes to rest on your relaxed shoulder. Once the song is done, you turn your head to the side and give him a passionate kiss, holding in a petal of laughter as Cliff lets out a soft sound of surprise against your upturned lips.
"What was that for?" He asks, resting the guitar on his middle and lap and encapsulating you in his arms. You move over until your side is clad with his, and simply say, "Because I love you." "I love you too."
Cliff smiles, his waterline set anew as he looks down at you and places his hands on top of yours. You rest your head on the middle of his bicep and reach down to pinch at his thigh, a cheeky grin on your face as he lets out a resounding yelp.
"For the pinch by my ass earlier," you chortle out before he can even open his mouth. "Next year, I'm getting you the hemorrhoid cream." Cliff bellows out a hysterical laugh and leans back on the bed, letting out a sarcastic oof as your upper half lands on his lap from his spontaneous movement.
"Want to go cut the cake?" He asks you, a grin nearly splitting his face in half at your next words. You move from his lap to stand up from the bed and offer him a hand, once the guitar is placed safely back onto the bed and the strap is removed.
"Just follow my lead."
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I Wanna Be Yours 💋 Kirk Hammett x Fem!Reader
“Secrets I have held in my heart - Are harder to hide than I thought - 𝑀𝒶𝓎𝒷𝑒 𝐼 𝒿𝓊𝓈𝓉 𝓌𝒶𝓃𝓉 𝓉𝑜 𝒷𝑒 𝓎𝑜𝓊𝓇𝓈.”
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warnings: angst, fluff, smut, unprotected p in v sex, Kirk kinda talks crazy??
Standing by the stage was starting to become comforting. You always stood next to a couple of boxes by the side of the stage, watching Kirk play. Every so often he would throw you a glance and smile at you before looking back at the crowd and continuing to play.
Then after every show you would congratulate Kirk and his bandmates before they walked off to their dressing rooms to change and then meet you outside by the bus to go to the nearest bar/club.
But tonight was different.
You and Kirk had drunk a little more than usual on the bus while everyone else chatted outside. And along with a couple of drinks came a couple of touches, very intimate touches.
Kirk had his hand on your upper thigh and you had yours on his chest while you both stared at the ceiling of the bus and talked. You hadn’t admitted to anyone (but you were sure Lars, James, and Jason were catching on) that you liked Kirk, you had for years. So these touches that were coming from him were enough to cause your brain to become all fuzzy.
You both snapped out of your drunken daze by the sound of the bus door opening, and Kirk quickly removed his hand from your leg and sat up quickly. You did the same for your arm on his chest and you both tried your best to make it look like you were both sitting and talking civilly. James came up the steps of the bus and looked at you and Kirk and gave you both a smirk. “We’re on in an hour Kirk, they want us in the dressing room to get prepped, now.” James said and pointed to Kirk.
“Alright man I’m coming,” Kirk said and stumbled as he got up. Kirk made his way off the bus, you following slowly behind him but just as you were about to get out James stopped and looked at you, “Ya know, if you want some alone time with Kirk tonight - me and the boys can always go to the other dressing room…” James said and smirked.
“I doubt that's ever gonna happen between me and Kirk but thanks for trying James,” you replied, trying to hide the failed hope in your voice. “If you say so…” James said and moved his arm so you could get off the bus. As you stepped off, you held a wave of sadness come over you as you realized that Kirk probably didn’t think much of the interaction you both had shared minutes before.
So there you stood your normal spot on the side of the stage - admiring Kirk as he played a few feet away from you. You kept your eyes on his face, waiting for that moment when he would turn and look at you and you would get butterflies in your stomach. But that moment never came, he stared at the crowd, his bandmates, and that one girl in the front row who wouldn’t stop screaming.
You hated to admit it but you hated the feeling you had in the bottom of your stomach. You wanted to jump around and flail - so that maybe just maybe Kirk would glance at you, even if it was just from the corner of his eye, but just enough so that you knew that he knew that you were there.
When James announced that they were heading off the stage, you saw him walk over to Kirk and put his hand on his shoulder, and say something in his ear and Kirk responded with a thumbs up. The whole band made their way to where you stood on the side of the stage. “You guys were awesome!” you said and smiled at them “Thanks Y/N.” Jason said and smiled before wiping his forehead with a towel.
“Hey man I’m gonna go ahead and head to the dressing room, see you guys there.” Kirk said and started to walk to the dressing room. “Alright, we’ll be there in a second.” Lars said, “Hey Y/N, we have some extra shirts in the dressing room if you wanna come look at them.” Lars said and raised his eyebrows at you. “Yeah sure I’ll look!” you said and smiled, Lars looked at James and then back at you. “Okay, we’ll be in dressing room one! Meet there in like five minutes?” Lars asked and you nodded.
Lars smiled and then he and the other guys began walking to the dressing room. To pass the time you grabbed a drink and took a big swig (not because you totally didn’t want to face Kirk or anything) and then set the drink back on the table. You fixed your hair and your skirt and began walking down the hallway to dressing room one.
You knocked on the door and when you heard someone call back “Mhm” you opened the door, only to see just Kirk standing there. “Oh, I thought you were the guys.” Kirk said and you gave him a confused look “I thought you were too…are they not in here?” you asked “No, I thought they were still talking to you.” Kirk said coldly and continued to flip through the magazine he was reading.
You couldn’t handle it. “Did I do something?” You asked and Kirk whipped his head up “No?” he replied “Why do you think you did something?” Kirk asked and followed it up with an awkward laugh “You’ve been avoiding me, I mean - on the bus earlier you were all fine with me and lately, you’ve just been really…cold.” You said. Kirk closed his magazine and set it on his lap “I was drunk on the bus…and those other times I just - I don’t know.” he replied. Your heart began to beat a little faster.
“Kirk - I -“ you tried to start but couldn’t find the words to say what you wanted to. “Y/N.” Kirk said and got up “Close the door.” Kirk said, and after a second of standing there looking at him, you walked in and closed the door behind you. Kirk walked up to you. “Tell me what you want to say…” Kirk said and looked at you, you looked up at him and your brain went foggy - like it had on the bus that afternoon.
“Kirk I just want you to like me.” You finally blurted out. “I do like you!” Kirk responded “No Kirk, I want you to like, like me.” you said quietly. You looked down at your feet “I wanna be yours Kirk.” you said. After a moment of silence, Kirk brought his finger under your chin and pushed up lightly so you were looking at him again. “Y/N, I want nothing more than that too but-“ Kirk began “Then why are you so confusing!” you cried out. “Y/N I’m not trying to be confusing! I like you too I just…is this really what you want to do all the time?” Kirk asked and tilted his head.
“Do what?” you asked “Just hang out backstage and on the bus? I want to do more with you than have you watch me from the side of the stage.” Kirk said and took his hands into yours “Kirk I’m fine with doing that I have been for years! I-“ you started but Kirk cut you off “No Y/N! I don’t want that for you! I want to be with you - but maybe when this whole tour is over we can you know…be together.” Kirk said.
“Kirk…please I want you now! I don’t care if I have to stand on the side of the stage, as long as I’m with you every night I won’t care!” You say and step closer to him. “Touring is not a good time for that, I mean as shitty as it is - you see how James and them are… I don’t want that to be the type of life you live right now it isn’t fair.” Kirk said.
“Kirk…I’m not worried about that. I mean, I just want you Kirk…I need you.” you whine. Kirk places his hands on the side of your arms “Y/N…I want you too but-“ Kirk begins “Then have me, the room is empty.” you quickly say, Kirk looks around.
“Do you really want this?” Kirk asks “Yes Kirk, I want to be yours.” You say and look up at him. Kirk places his hand on the side of your face. “Then I feel like we shouldn’t wait.” Kirk says bringing his face down to yours and placing a soft kiss on your lips.
Beer, that’s the only taste you can make out as he slides his tongue into your mouth. You moan slightly as Kirk brings his hand to the back of your neck and pulls you closer to deepen the kiss. His other hand comes up to your side and begins to lift your shirt and you feel goosebumps begin to rise against your arms.
“Take your shirt off.” Kirk whispers into your ear before beginning to kiss down your neck. You do as he says and Kirk brings his hand up to cup your boob over your bra, and you bring your hand up to the side of his neck. Kirk brings both of his hands down and slides them down your back till he reaches your ass and squeezes, pulling you against his chest. “Kirk..” you whine “I need you to be quiet, I don’t want anyone interrupting us,” Kirk whispers into your ear, and you nod as he returns to your lips.
Kirk's hand slides from your back to in between your legs, and he rubs his finger against your heat. You can feel him smile against your lips, “If I knew you would’ve been this wet for me I would’ve done this a long time ago.” Kirk says, smiling even wider. You look up at him and bite your lip, Kirk stares at your lips for a moment. “Take your skirt off, and whatever you have on under it too,” Kirk says, you waste no time hooking your thumbs on your skirt and pulling it down to your ankles, along with your shorts and underwear, and kicking them all to the side. Kirk brings his hand to the clasp of your bra and unclasps it, letting it fall in front of you.
You bring your hands to the bottom of Kirk’s shirt and start to pull it off, Kirk takes over and fully removes his shirt and throws it off to the side. Kirk looks up at the clock on the wall, “We have ten minutes - let’s not waste it.” Kirk says and grabs your hand, bringing you over to the table along the side of the wall. Kirk lifts you up and places you on the table, placing his hands on the tops of your knees and moving your legs apart.
You bring your hands down to unbutton Kirk’s jeans. Kirk watches as you fumble with his belt, when you finally get the zipper down Kirk pulls his pants down to his ankles and you finally take a chance to notice the tent in his pants, you bring your hand down to rub him through his boxers and Kirk tilts his head back. “I can’t wait any longer Kirk..” you whine and Kirk looks at you and smirks.
He reaches into his boxers and pulls his cock out and pumps it a few times. The tip is a dark pinkish color and leaks pre-cum from the tip. Kirk rubs his tip through your folds a few times, spreading his pre-cum through them before finally lining himself up with your hole and slowly pushing himself in. You gasp at the feeling and you look up at Kirk.
“You okay?” he asks with some worry in his voice, “I’m fine, please Kirk.” you say “It's okay babe, I got you, okay?” Kirk says and places a quick kiss on your lips. Kirk begins to push himself in and out of you slowly, but he can notice the look of wanting more on your face.
Without notice Kirk quickened his pace, causing you to moan out loudly and grab onto his shoulders for support. Kirk grabbed one of your legs and threw it over his shoulder so that he could push himself deeper into you. “Fuck..” Kirk huffed out “Why haven’t I fucked you sooner…” Kirk groaned.
“Kirk, I’m gonna cum!” you yelled “Cum, cum for me.” Kirk said and looked at you. You looked into his eyes for a moment before you felt the coil in your stomach snap - you leaned your head back and moaned loudly as your release came around Kirk. Kirk's mouth opened a little as he pulled out and shortly after released his hot load onto your stomach.
You both breathed heavily. After a moment Kirk grabbed a towel from the table and began to clean your stomach, he looked down and smiled at you, and let out a small laugh.
“What?” you asked him, laughing slightly along with him. “I’m sorry for not treating you how I should’ve.” Kirk said, “Kirk, It’s okay…you didn’t know.” You say “Well I know now…” Kirk says as he finishes cleaning the last bit off of you. “So would you maybe…want to see where this goes?” Kirk asks, you sit up on the table.
“I would love that Kirk,” you reply, a giant smile plastered across your face.
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khaibdl · 4 months
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Hiiii!!!
Can you write a ajfa era james hetfield x reader smut that ends up with fluff ?
It can be whatever you want
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•𝐓𝐇𝐄𝐍 𝐇𝐀𝐕𝐄 𝐌𝐄•
Genre: Smut & Fluff
Warnings: Smut (language, spitting, squirting, unprotected sex).
Word count: 1,031
I’ve been watching my boyfriend and my best friends on stage for the past 2 hours or so.
And I can’t help but think that James looks absolutely beautiful.
Being on stage in his natural habitat and i love seeing him enjoying it so much.
We’ve been dating since 1986 right after Cliff’s passing.
I had never met Cliff but from the stories I’ve heard, he was a beautiful human being. Im glad i could help James and the guys with their losses in my way. And im happy that Jason was there to take Cliff’s place. Even though he doesn’t get treated the way he deserves. He’s an absolute sweetheart.
The show comes to its end as the guys say their last goodbyes to the screaming crowd.
God, im so proud of them. They have grown so much over the last 3 years since I’ve known them.
As the guys come offstage, i make eye contact with James. He has this huge smile on his face that i love so much. When all of a sudden, a hyper Dane gets in my sight.
“The show was fucking amazing! One of the best ones we ever did!” Lars said super hyper as he gets handed his robe. “What do you think?”
“I absolutely loved it! You guys were on fire!” I say to all the guys.
James comes over to me and pecks me on the lips.
“Im glad you enjoyed it baby.” He wraps his arm around my shoulder.
I give Kirk and Jason a hug and tell them they were amazing before James pull me away from the guys, into his dressing room.
He shut the door and immediately turned to me.
“I missed you baby.” James says as he put his arms around my waist and his face buried in my neck. He places soft kisses there.
“I’ve been on the side of the stage the whole time.” I laughed as my breathing starts to slow down from the feeling of his moustache on the sensitive spot on my neck.
“I need you right now.” He withdraws from my neck and looks down at my with his beautiful blue eyes as he smirks.
“Then have me.” I smile up at him.
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James got me bend over a small table, balls deep as he keeps thrusting inside of me.
Our moans and groans are loud echoing in his dressing room.
The moment is told him to have me, he immediately grabbed me and started taking our clothes off.
He clearly had no intention of having slow and sweet sex. He keeps on thrusting inside my pussy as i feel a hand spanking my ass, as the other holds my neck down on the table so I can’t move my face. I can only moan of how good he’s fucking me again.
“Baby, you take me so good, im so fucking deep right now.” I can’t see him but i can imagine his eyes closed and his mouth half open. He was complete drunk on my pussy right now.
He’s using me as his own doll and i fucking love it.
He stops as he turn me around. Im now facing him and see him even sweatier than during the show.
He puts my legs over his shoulders as he enters me again. He leans down to lock his lips with mine.
“Jamie, you’re so fucking deep.” I scream as he goes the fastest he’s ever gone.
He grabs my chin and opens my mouth. He spits in my mouth as i feel his saliva sliding down my throat. He closes my mouth with the palm of his hand.
“Swallow it baby, you can do it.” He smirks at me as he keeps going at a incredibly fast pace, never slowing down.
Im so turned on right now as i swallow his spit. His hand leaves my mouth and takes place on the table right next to my face. His other hand squeezing my hip.
I grab his forearm next to my head and scratch his beautiful sweaty tan skin as i keep on moaning.
My voice hurts from screaming and moaning so much. Im sure the other guys have heard us by now.
“Kiss me Jamie.” I say as i look up at him with begging eyes.
He leans down, never slowing his thrusts, and meets my tongue in my mouth. We fight for dominance but obviously he wins.
I felt James’s cock twitch inside of me as i feel my orgasm nearing. I part our lips hand wrap my arms around his back, marking him with my long red nails.
“Jamie, im coming! Oh, god!” I feel James moving and suddenly feel his fingers on my clit.
“Me too baby, fucking come for me.” His fingers and hips keep going. Because im so sensitive now, i feel myself squirting on him. I scream so loudly, im sure not just the guys but the whole town has heard me now.
“Yeah, that’s it. That’s it baby.” He says as he fills me up with his cum. His thrusts now slowly stopping as we both have to calm ourselves down.
We were both an absolute mess. My wetness covering my legs and his chest. His sweat covering me and i feel his cum dripping out of my pussy.
Im surprised we didn’t break the table though.
James pulls out as he lifts me up and sets us down on the couch a few feet further. We were so both exhausted but its always worth it.
James notices me drifting off a bit so he pulls my legs on his lap and stars massaging them.
His hands feeling soft on my sore limbs.
“You ok baby?” He says sweetly as our breaths are finally getting back to normal.
“Yes im ok. I didn’t think you would’ve had that much energy left after such a show.” I laugh, smiling at him so in love.
“Ill always have the energy for you baby, you know that…. I love you so much.” He leans over to me to meet my lips again and gives me a soft kiss.
“I love you to Jamie.”
Thank you so much for this request. I hope you liked it!
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in-hav3n · 6 months
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i have this idea of you reacting to james' mullet haircut for the first time, like you don't like it at first sight but after a few days you start to get into it <3 he was so hot in that era btw
𝐍𝐄𝐖 𝐒𝐓𝐘𝐋𝐄 
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As you parked in front of the studio around 2pm, you were still wondering what was this important thing James needed to show you. You knew they were preparing a few new songs but you were sure he showed you all the riffs ideas they got. The only clue you had was a note he wrote this morning and left on the table.
"Meet me in the studio this afternoon, have something to show you".
Your first reaction was to smile at the note. You were used to these random quick messages, addressed to you for many reasons, like "Can you please buy bacon ? I'm hungry for it" or "Giant barbecue with the guys on Saturday night?". But this one was particularly mysterious…
More and more intrigued, you came into the studio's little kitchen a few minutes later, greetings the band and the studio's management, hoping that at least one of them could help you to discover what it was.
"Do you know why James asked us to all come here today?", Kirk handed you a coffee mug. You shook your head at his question, thanking him for the drink.
"Absolutely no idea and honestly, I thought you could help me..."
"Sorry honey", Lars added as he was playing with his drumsticks, pretending he was playing on invisible drums. "Jaymz is the best when it's about keeping secrets or hiding informations".
"Oh yes, he is...", you answered with a smirk, taking a sip of the hot drink, wondering when your boyfriend would show up to put an end to this mystery.
And just at the thought of him, his truck was heard outside, roaring into the parking area until he stopped the engine.
"There he is!", Jason said as he peeped through he window. "and...oh oh...", you saw the bassist opening his eyes like if he had noticed something. "NO he didn't!".
You frowned even more at his words, wondering what was happening. But soon enough you got your answer...James finally came into the room, joining you all and you discovered the big change he had done with his hair.
Everyone reacted to it of course, some laughed, others couldn't believe their eyes. And you, well. You just stared, eyes and mouth opened, realizing slowly that your boyfriend had cut those beautiful long hair of his you loved to do a mullet instead.
When he had finished greeting everyone, he came over you, wearing a proud grin on his face.
"So...", he started, hands on his hips, "do you like it baby?". He posed then to show his haircut in different angles.
"I...hum...", you mumbled, searching for the right words. You didn't want to disappoint him but honestly, you didn't like it...
"You?", he added, encouraging you to speak and it was worst. You couldn't lie to him. So you sighed and pouted, feeling sorry already for the words you were about to say...
"I'm sorry James, I don't like it...". You saw his smile fading away and you felt bad for it so you quickly added, "but if you like it then it's great!", hoping this would comfort him.
"I do like it"!, he defended himself, crossing his arms. "And I thought you'd have too ! But seems like no one does!", he complained, even pouted slightly and you felt bad.
"I know James but...you have to understand it's really...unusual and very 80s", you told him, still feeling bad.
"Well I like it and I'll keep it!", he declared and you didn't talk about his haircut anymore...
...until a few few days later.
Lying down on a deck chair, enjoying the beautiful spring sun, you were focusing on some papers you need to read for your job. James was out too, a few meters away, cutting some wood pieces with his axe for the next winter.
Lost in your thoughts for a second, proceeding to understand something you just read, you looked up from your paper and your gaze landed on him. He was wearing a black short, his working boots and had taking off his flannel shirt he had tied up around his waist. Some what drops were rolling from his forehead to his cheeks, some of his long hair were stuck on his back due to the sweat.
And this is how you realized that this haircut was absolutely sexy on him. It awaken you something primal, something you've never felt or thought before. He truly looked like a strong wood man and this was exciting.
James stopped his task for a moment, grabbed the bottle of water he let near the tree trunk and drank a big gulp, some water even ran along his bare chest. And soon he noticed your glance in his peripheral vision, smirking as he put the bottle down, wiping his lips with his palm.
"Enjoying the view baby?", his question put you out of your trance. You blinked a few times before you realized he had caught you. You blushed and smirked at him too, biting your lips.
"Forget what I said a few days ago..."
"About?", he wondered, walking over you with his axe on his shoulder. You looked more at him with sparkling eyes, biting your lips.
"Your haircut is absolute sexy". James frowned at first but then cracked a laughter at her revelation.
"Sexy uhm?...what made you change your mind sweetheart? A few days ago, you told me it was horrible".
"I don't care anymore. I changed my mind. Come here you sexy man!", you giggled as you grabbed him by his shirt's sleeve, ready to embrace those primal needs you were feeling...
A/N : I love those asks about James hairstyles! The mullet is definitely one of his most iconic one. I personally like it but I know some don't lol. Thanks for asking this sweet anon, hope you'll like it :)
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groupiewhoreee · 1 year
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Omg a threesome smut with slash and kirk would be sooo cool
hi! WAITT.. maybe ur right.. it actually would be cool. okay, i can definitely write that! thx for u req!
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Too Fast For Love
Kirk Hammet x Y/N x Slash Hudson
Warnings: Smut, rough stuff. (minors dni! 18+ people only. thank you! although i can't legitimately force you, its highly recommended you leave! thanks.)
Summary/Plot:In request by an lovely anon.
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your breath hitched. sweet tears streamed down fourth your red, flushed cheeks. your walls internally felt bruised. slash stretched you out, your body felt used and abused. your eye's rolled backwards in pleasure and pain. your eyes fluttered open and closed. your mascara was ruined. black streaks of makeup fell with your tears. you bounced on his dick, moans escaped you. you bit your bottom lip instinctively. gushy blood dripped from the flesh of your plump lip. "..i - i cant!" you cried.
"you can, dumb whore." slash growled. one of his hands tugged at your hair; his other hand, with his middle and ring finger slipped into your mouth, shutting you up. muffled noises pursued through your also bruised lips. he kept pounding into you, moving in and out of ur dripping heat. white cum leaked from you. slashed pushed you off him lightly. kirk grabbed you, forcing you onto your knees. your knees were purple mixed with red from your knees scratching on the tile floors.
his pants dropped, so did his boxers. his hard, dick sprung up. "suck." he commanded you, a smirk peered across his lips. you nodded. you kissed the tip. kirks hands were intangled into your hair. he tugged, forcing you onto his dick further. you gagged, muffled cries escaped ur mouth. you deep throated him, kirk helping you out only a little bit. he groaned in pleasure, low hitched grunts escaped him. "fuck," he murmured under his breath.
kirk's cum shot down your throat. the taste stung ur taste buds. he pushed you off. "swallow, slut." - "swallow like the good fuck whore you are." he said to you. you hesitated before swallowing. slash was jerking off to the sight. he came onto his hand. "lick this up," slash commanded you. you crawled over like a puppy, licking his hand. you tears were dried, you looked like a mess. slash spat in ur face, your face scrunching up to avoid it getting in ur eyes.
you heard a knock at the door. "hey! its lars, i need to talk to you both for a second." lars called. "coming!" kirk called. you all got into ur clothes. you sat on the couch. the door open. "whoa, this place smells like beer." lars said. "damn, what happened to ur hair?" lars asked you. "i couldn't find my brush so, i wasn't able to brush my hair." you explained. "ohh." lars would say. "anyway, slash and kirk we need to get out there, theres a photoshoot going on." he explained. "ah, alright." slash said. kirk nodded, and while lars was turned around, kirk winked at you.
he mouthed some words. "we'll be back." kirk mouthed to you. you gulped, nodding.
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ladykailitha · 1 year
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If I Rescue You, Will You Rescue Me, Too? Part 12
Woohoo!! I managed to get it done today. Again no promises on tomorrow, but it’s coming along great. I think I have another couple chapters to go, but I’m not sure exactly how many yet. 
RIP Eddie’s poor little mind.
Part 1 Part 2 Part 3  Part 4 Part 5  Part 6  Part 7  Part 8 Part 9 Part 10 Part 11
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Eddie leaned into the mic and said, “This is for Chrissy and the victims of Hawkins.”
He sat down on the stool and Kirk gave him a thumbs up and then ran to stand next to Steve.
“Just how good is your friend here?” Kirk yelled for Steve to hear.
Steve just grinned.
Then Eddie started the opening chords. It started slow and then gradually ramped it up.
Steve started to bob his head. This was even more incredible than Eddie’s performance in the Upside Down because he had the bass and rhythm guitar to back him when he started. Then the drums hit and Eddie was in his element.
Steve hadn’t seen how hard he went to town on his guitar that day. But Dustin had. He had told Steve that it was the most metal thing he had ever seen. Watching Eddie now, wounded and hurting, putting all his fear and anger into that song, he could believe it.
Kirk looked over at Steve and raised an eyebrow. Steve smirked. It was only going to get better.
Eddie hit the solo and Kirk’s jaw dropped. Steve could see Eddie raise from the stool to standing. He was shredding away and the crowd was eating it up.
Steve let out a piercing whistle and Eddie smiled.
When the song finally came to an end, the roar of the crowd was deafening.
“Ladies and Gentlemen, Eddie Munson!” James screamed into the microphone.
The crowd lost their god damn minds.
Kirk came back out and got the crowd cheering again. “I’m worried for my job,” he said getting a laugh from the audience.
“You can keep it for now,” Eddie said with a grin. “I’ve got my own band.”
The crowd oohed and stomped their feet.
James looked over at him. “So what your saying is not get to comfortable or your band will come for us?”
Eddie laughed excitedly. “That’s the plan, man.”
“Let’s hear it again for Eddie Munson!” Kirk roared into his microphone.
The crowd cheered. Eddie reluctantly handed back the guitar and went back to stand next to Steve.
“I’m not sure if I want to kill you or kiss you right now!” Eddie growled into Steve’s ear.
Steve laughed. “It’s not over with yet!”
Eddie gave him the side eye but turned his direction back to the concert. The rest of the concert was a smashing hit and Eddie loved every second of it.  
Afterwards they had pictures taken with the band and Ozzy Osbourne who was well on his way to be sloshed as fuck. But he managed to stay upright for the photos.
Eddie could feel the adrenaline pulsing through his veins and was on top of the world. He was sure that he was the highest he could possibly go.
Until someone came up to Eddie and handed him the guitar he had used on stage. Signed by all the members of Metallica and Ozzy Osbourne.
“Holy shit!” Eddie said looking down at the instrument in his hands. “Thanks, guys. Thank you so much.”
Lars patted him on the back. “When we were told that you lost yours in the earthquake, we knew that we had to do something for you to replace it. We know it’ll never be your sweetheart.”
“But we hope it’ll carry you to wherever you decide to go,” James agreed.
Kirk put a hand on his shoulder. “When Corroded Coffin gets famous, hit us up for a tour, yeah?”
Eddie nodded, too afraid to speak or he’d start crying.
“They absolutely will,” Steve said confidently.
They stayed for a couple of drinks with the band before they set off again for the hotel.
By the time they got back, Eddie was swaying on his feet, still clutching that guitar to his chest. Steve had been given a soft case to keep it protected on the way home, but he didn’t think Eddie would let go of it long enough to use it.
Once they got up to the hotel, Steve gently maneuvered Eddie over to the couch and sat him down.
Eddie looked up at Steve, tears threatening to fall. “Stevie...”
“Hi, there, beautiful,” Steve said, kneeling in front of him.
“This was too much,” he insisted.
Steve shook his head. “Nuh-uh, do you remember what I told you?”
“That it was the perfect amount of awesome for me?” Eddie whispered.
“That’s right, sunshine,” Steve murmured. “You didn’t deserve to be pulled into the Upside Down because you wanted to you wanted to go to a concert and selling drugs was your only option. You didn’t deserve to be dragged into hell because you saw a girl who needed help and did you best.” He rubbed Eddie’s thighs reassuringly. “This was something we could do for you because the nightmares are going to come if they haven’t already. Because you’ll jump at strange noises, because the sound of something snapping will bring it all back. But you didn’t deserve that, sunshine. Any of it.”
Eddie set the guitar down for the first time and brought Steve’s face up to meet his. They kissed softly. “Thank you, sweetheart,” he breathed.
“You’re welcome, Eds.” Steve stood back up and held out his hand to Eddie. “Come on, let’s go get that bath, babe.”
*
They both laid in the tub, Eddie with his back, pressed against Steve’s chest.
“Hmm...” Eddie purred as the jets massaged away the tension that had built up from the excitement. “I’ve decided when I get rich and famous, I’m going to have one of these in every bathroom I own.”
Steve’s chuckle rumbled against Eddie’s back. “Yeah, this is nice. The company is better though.”
Eddie splashed him gently. “Softy.”
Steve kissed the top of Eddie’s head. “Only for you, sunshine.” He looked down. “You want me to wash your hair?”
Eddie just hummed again, which Steve took as a yes. He had put the soap and things nearby because he worried Eddie might fall asleep in the bath. It was the most intimate Steve had ever been with anyone. It was a rush. He thought sex was height of intimacy but this? This topped sex.
He washed Eddie’s hair and then ran conditioner through it. He massaged Eddie’s scalp, and Eddie let his head droop lazily against Steve’s shoulder.
“Feels good, sunshine?” Steve asked into Eddie ear.
Eddie hummed happily. “So good.”
After Steve had worked in the conditioner, he grabbed the pitcher that he filled with warm water and gently poured it over it Eddie’s head, rinsing out the suds.
Steve scrunched his hair in his fingers to make sure that all the conditioner was out.
“You ready to get out or did you want to stay a little longer?”
Eddie rolled a little into Steve’s arms. “Just a little longer. This is so good.”
“Okay, babe,” Steve murmured.
*
They woke up the next morning snuggling together in the king size bed. Steve woke first. He looked down at the boy in his arms and smiled. This weekend had turned out even better than he even dreamed. At best they would be heading back to Hawkins full of potential of something new. At worst, Eddie turned him down and they would have an awkward ride back. But having waking up the second day in a row in each other’s arms? Steve’s imagination wasn’t that good.
Eddie stirred. “I can hear you thinking from here, babe. Go back to sleep.”
Steve huffed out a laugh. “Whatever you say, love.”
They snuggled closer and drifted back to sleep.
Eddie woke up first the second time. He had been so sure that last night had been a dream, but he was lying in Steve’s arms and from here he could see the guitar on the sofa reminding him that no, it hadn’t been a dream. This was his life now.
Once they were fully awake they decided to skip breakfast and just stop for lunch on the way back. They packed up all their stuff, plus all the loot they had gotten last night. In addition to the guitar Metallica had gotten Eddie, they also gave Eddie and Steve goody bags filled with band merch. T-shirts, posters, tour pins. It was quite the haul. They packed the car, the new stuff going on the backseat.
Eddie wanted the guitar up front with him but he couldn’t get it to fit safely, so he was forced to put it on the backseat with the rest of it. He looked back at in longing before he face forward, allowing Steve to drive away.
*
They merely bought some fast food and ate in the car. But it was Steve and not Eddie that insisted they stay near the guitar.
“I think it’ll be okay for twenty minutes, sweetheart,” Eddie said when they stopped.
Steve shook his head. “Things have been going so well this weekend it would be just my luck that something happens the second I look away. Nope. Can’t do it.”
Eddie chuckled and pulled him close. “If it’ll put your mind at ease, babe, then we’ll eat in the car.”
Steve’s shoulders sagged with relief. This had been a first test of sorts, if Eddie could handle Steve’s little anxieties. And he had passed. At least this time.
Steve banished that thought. He wasn’t going to sabotage this relationship before it even got off the ground.
Eddie pulled his arms around his waist and held him tightly. “Just breathe, Stevie. You’re okay.”
Steve let out a shuddering breath. “Sometimes it becomes too much.”
“I’d be more concerned if it didn’t, sweetheart,” Eddie murmured into Steve’s hair. “You have been fighting an unseen, unsung battle for years. And even though Vecna’s dead and his hold on the Upside Down is destroyed, there is still a chance that something else might happen. That could be tomorrow. Next week, next month. But maybe not for decades and you’d have no way of knowing. It’s okay to freak out about little things. Because you can control those, yeah?
Steve nodded.
“So why don’t I go grab us something to eat,” he continued. “And I’ll be right back. Then you can keep an eye on our stuff, while I’m gone?”
Steve let out another shuddering breath, this one seemed to dislodge whatever fear he had bottled up inside him. “Yeah. I can do that.”
Eddie was in and out in no time at all and they sat happily munching on their greasy burgers and slurping their sodas. Slowly Eddie got Steve laughing and relaxing.
Once they were done with their food they through away the garbage and made the last leg of their journey to Hawkins.
They needed to go to the hospital and see Dr Hathaway, but they stopped by Eddie and Wayne’s new house first.
They dropped off all of Eddie’s things and put Steve’s loot in the trunk. And once he had successfully done that, Steve breathed a sigh of relief.
Eddie gave his shoulder a squeeze in support. And then piled back into the car for the drive to the hospital. Steve had called them from the house and let them know they were on their way.
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kirk-says-wah · 29 days
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𝐌𝐚𝐫𝐜𝐡 𝐅𝐢𝐜 𝐑𝐞𝐜𝐬
(These aren’t necessarily new fics, just ones that I’ve enjoyed this month)
I’ve decided to do a fic rec list for every month because I just really like celebrating people’s works okay
Hook In Mouth by @ju1ian
- this is such a cute, funny fic with some hot mermaid sex sprinkled in
Those Shoes by backseatrhythm
- some steamy sex with prose to make my heart melt
Quarter After One by @ride-the-hammett
- this long chaptered fic is so worth the read. It’s so lovely to see Kirk and Lars’s character development over time
Jump In The Fire by @thenaughtynun
- this author is honestly the best at writing smut. I just love the way they write James and Lars. I’m patiently waiting for the next chapter
Loverman by @ju1ian
- this fic is just so good. There’s so much to talk about. Demon James is just so cute I want to bundle him up and kiss his head
First Time by @thecr0wthatjamz
- poly!Met!!!! I love when people write poly!Met and this author did not disappoint!
Up In The Mountains by @queen-nothing98
- cute little fic with a bit of angst thrown in there. Kirk is just so cute in this
Waiting For You by cowgvrly
- I always love every fic this author puts out, and this one is just so cute. There’s a lot to unpack and is full of mystery
Born To Endless Nights by backseatrhythm
- this was a summer camp au I didn’t know I needed! There’s so much going on I can’t wait for the next chapter
Illusions by ConcreteDaffodil
- this was a sad one but the emotions are just so spot on and the writing style is fantastic
Babysitter by Mwgadeth
- Kirk and James are so mysterious in this, and Lars has to watch out so he doesn’t get caught in the middle. It’s such an interesting fic I can’t wait for more
Right Hand On My Heart by @davecumstaine
- honestly one of the best chaptered fics I’ve ever read. Theres a good mix of thriller, angst and smut I love it to pieces
Sissy - @thenaughtynun
- I actually dreamt about this fic I think about it so much hahah. Lots of steamy sex between two sexy boys. Perfection *chefs kiss*
Dust To Dust by @aimbuddylist
- still screaming crying throwing up over the end of this fic it’s just such a masterpiece i love every single minute of it and I’ll definitely be re-reading
First It Giveth by sexuallyvague
- power struggle ugh i love it i need more subby James in my life. This whole fic is just executed so amazingly
they're always alone (even with someone they love) by whippingboy
- the perfect cowboy au that just pulls on your heartstrings in all the right ways. I’m never gonna recover from the ending. *cries*
Have It Your Way - @davecumstaine
- an old fic but such a good one. I’m always re-reading this it’s just full of smutty goodness and I love Kirk/Jason fics
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I need Danish Gremlin Lars headcanons so bad right now plsssss
Hi!!! first of all, I'm sorry it took a little while, hope you enjoy!! <3 and again, thanks for asking!
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Loves it when you play with his hands! we all know this man has incredible hands, esp with all that tape around his fingers, lord have mercy.
Would absolutely love to teach you to play the drums
He WOULD tease you with his drumsticks, i fucking know it, this man is a kinky mf.
Like, he would slide one over the inside of your thigh and the other one over your neck and breasts. 
THE TAPE AROUND HIS FINGERS STAYS ON!!! (need i say more)
He’d whisper sweet things to you in Danish, whenever he’s proud of you or when he tells you he loves you. 
ALSO, during sex???? and he’d go all crazy cus it all just feels so, so good???
I feel like he’s quite dominant, maybe in his early years (‘81-‘84) he’d be a little bendable (not literally, but who knows?). But, in the 90’s he’d be FERAL.
Like I said earlier, I feel like he’s a kinky mf. Exhibitionism, he likes to get freaky in public. He loves getting praised, he wants to hear how good he is at something. Pleasing you, playing drums, cooking, mowing the fucking lawn. He doesn’t mind, please fulfill his ego.
Small dick, but the energy is BIG.
Has stamina for DAYZZZZ!!!
He would fuck you on his drumset, i can just imagine him eating you out and hitting the kickdrum while doing so. (IM SORRY I HAD TO)
I feel like early 80’s Lars is a real sweetheart, maybe still a little shy but definitely runs his mouth. 90’s Lars has no fucking filter, he’s cocky, arrogant, gets whatever he wants and takes whatever he wants. 
Loves to just be around you, showing you he’s here. You’d watch him and the boys rehearse and he would squeeze your hand or your thigh, flashing you small smiles and giving you kisses here and there. 
“You still with us, darling?” He squeezes your thigh, smiling with those adorable dimples of his. 
"Hm?" You dozed off a little, but his fingers sliding to the inside of your thigh keep you very awake. 
“Are you enjoying watching us, babe?” Lars grins.
“Oh, yeah.” You nod. “You’re doing great, baby.” 
“You think so?” He smirks proudly, his fingers tracing circles over your soft skin. “You like watching me play?” 
“Mhm.” You hum and smile down at his hand. Already knowing what you two will be doing later. 
He would take you to Denmark, showing you his hometown and places he went to as a kid. His childhood home (which is now a fertility clinic I believe, lol) and his school, where he played tennis as a boy. 
He loves art so he would take you on little museum trips and years later to these auctions where he would sell the pieces from his home for millions of dollars, (SKOM docu).
Loves bragging to people about you. “My girl is great, she’s the prettiest woman i know.” and "Well, my girl loves playing the drums with me." <3
You know those bandanas he wore in the 80’s? Yeah, tying your wrists up with them or putting it in your mouth to prevent you from moaning too loud <3.
He is a little fruity tho. (so threesome with Kirk maybe? yes/no?)
Load/Reload era, this man wore some heavy eyeliner. I can see him asking you for a little help.
He’s in the bathroom, trying to figure out what the fuck to do here.
“Babe, could you help me out here?” He holds up the pencil and gives you puppy dog eyes. 
“With what, baby?” you walk into the bathroom and look at him, slight confusion written over your face. “Is that my eyeliner?” 
“It’s for the new album!” He protests. “We got a new look, ya know?”
“What, cutting your hair wasn’t enough?” You tease him and sit on the sink counter. 
You take the eyeliner from his hands and pull him closer by his shirt, you wrap your legs around his waist and make him look at you by holding his chin. 
“Okay, close your eyes.” 
He obliges and you softly apply the liner just above his lash line. He squints a little and breathes out through his nose. 
“Don’t move, baby.” You scold him. 
“Sorry, It feels a little weird.” a wide smile spreads on his face. 
“Look up for me.” 
He does what he tells you, looking at you before he looks up entirely. You apply some under his waterline, smudging the edges gently with your fingers. 
“All done, babe.” You kiss his lips softly. 
He smiles into the kiss and murmurs a “thank you” against your lips. He checks himself out in the mirror behind you and grins. 
“Wow, I look sexy!” 
“Larzy Poo” - James Hetfield, 2023
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metallicaislife · 5 months
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Requested by: Anon
Genre: 18+ Smut minors dni
Word Count: 784
Warnings: Public sex, bathroom sex, p in v sex, edging
I could feel the music pulsing through my veins. My boyfriend Kirk and I were at a party. It was his idea to come, but now that we are here, he has been quiet and sulking on a couch. Because I was here, I wasn’t going to turn down the opportunity for a good time. 
I was dancing with Lars, who also happens to be one of my best friends. We were laughing and having a good time. Everything is completely platonic between us.
I was laughing, and enjoying myself when a firm hand gripped my wrist. I turned to see Kirk, who uncharacteristically looked pissed. 
“What’s wrong?” I asked him, feeling a bit worried. 
“We’re leaving.” Was all he said before he turned dragging me away from the dance floor. I turned, giving Lars a confused look. He just shrugged and waved.  
“Hey, you can stop dragging me, I can walk myself.” I said. Kirk ignored me and opened the passenger door. I slipped in and he slammed it. “What is your problem?” I asked as he slid into the driver's seat. He glanced over at me with a glare. 
“We go to a party together, and you spend the whole time dancing with another guy.” He said, his tone was low and cold. 
“Yeah, because the second we got there you sat down. It wasn’t just some guy though, it was Lars. He’s harmless.” I argued. 
“So you didn’t even try to ask me to dance or see what was going on with me?” Kirk asked, his voice starting to raise. 
“I’m not a goddamn mind reader, you were the one who wanted to go to the party, bud, I don’t know what you want me to say.” I said getting frustrated. 
“Bud?” He questioned. I folded my arms looking out the window. “Get out, we’re going back in.” He snapped. 
“What?” I asked, feeling confused. 
“Out.” He reached over to open my door. Confused, I got out and closed the door. He came around grabbing my wrist again. 
“”Where are we going?” I asked, following behind him as best I could. He didn’t answer. We got back to the party, he pushed past a bunch of people and entered the bathroom. 
Kirk locked the door, then turned to me, there was a fire in his eyes. 
“Face the mirror.” He commanded. I did as he said and faced the mirror. He maintained eye contact through the mirror as he came up behind me. He flipped my skirt up and pulled my panties down. My eyes widened. 
“What are you-“ I started. 
“Am I your bud? When I make you come so hard you’re seeing stars? Hmm?” He asked. 
“No.” I said softly. 
“What was that?” He asked cupping his ear with one hand as the other snaked around and started rubbing my clit. 
“N-no.” I stuttered but it was louder. Kirk continued rubbing my clit as he spread my legs. He started rubbing me faster bringing on a quick orgasm. Just as I was about to come, he stopped. I whined rubbing my back against him. 
“You come when I let you.” He whispered in my ear. I nodded. Kirk dropped his pants and he entered me from behind me, stretching me out. He pulled his hips back and snapped them back hard, I let out a small scream. His pace was hard and fast. 
“Oh fuck. Kirk.” I moaned out and closed my eyes. 
“Open your eyes. Look in the mirror. Who makes you feel this good?” He said. I opened my eyes and met his eyes in the reflection. 
“You do. Only you.” I moaned. He reached around and started rubbing my clit again. I could feel the orgasm bubbling beneath the surface. 
“Please.” I said. 
“Please what?” He asked continuing to rut into me. 
“Please let me come.” I begged. He added more pressure on my clit. I screamed as I came. His hips didn’t stop. I leaned against the sink and he came filling me up. He leaned his forehead against my shoulder. 
“Sorry, I wasn’t in a good mood tonight. Please never call me bud again.” He whispered. 
“I won’t. I’m sorry you were having a bad night and I just left you to sit around.” I said reaching back to rub his side. 
He pulled out and pulled his pants up. He pulled my panties up and helped me get presentable. He turned around and kissed me softly. 
“Wanna go home and fuck some more?” I offered with puppy eyes. Kirk nodded with a chuckle. 
“Sounds like a plan, babe.” He kissed my forehead and wrapped an arm around me as we exited the party.
Thank you for reading! Feel free to request or chat :)
-Isa
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allmoshnobrain · 2 months
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𝐡𝐞𝐚𝐫𝐭𝐛𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐤𝐞𝐫
✧・゚: *✧・゚:* *:・゚✧*:・゚✧
part 35 of 35 | masterpost
word count: 2599 | ao3 link | fic's playlist
✦ on this chapter: james hetfield x female!oc, dave mustaine x female!oc, oc is cliff's cousin, +18, language, slice of life, romance, a happy ending of sorts
✧ I'm alright here in your arms, darlin' ✧
The weekend zipped by, and before I knew it, Monday had arrived again. Going back to Long Beach and parting ways with Cliff and the boys could've made me a bit sad, but the silver lining was that they were gearing up to pay me a visit soon; everyone was planning to catch my play the next weekend, and to top it off, of course they’d invited me to visit them in Denmark during the new album recordings. 
I'd likely be tied up for a bit, getting my ducks in a row for the start of my art studies, but I'd given my word to James I'd come hang out with them for at least a week. As soon as those words slipped out, he showered me with fiery kisses, his hands all over my body, gently urging me with his touch to change my mind and stick around just a little bit longer than planned.
I snuffed out my cigarette on the balcony rail the moment I spotted my dad's Mercedes rolling down the street. James let out a low whistle, clearly impressed by the sight, his hand wrapped around my waist.
"So, on top of the badass bike, you roll in this sweet ride too?" he inquired, and I chuckled.
"Dad's wheels, James. He doesn’t even let me near it ever since I totaled the last one."
Dad pulled up to the curb, and there was Mom, chilling shotgun, arm out the window with a cigarette in hand. He honked, and I hunched down to grab my backpack with a sigh. Quick goodbyes to Cliff, Lars, and Kirk followed before I turned to James.
"See you next week," I grinned, and James strolled over, snagging my waist before planting a long kiss on my mouth, making me blush like crazy. "James! My parents are watching!"
"So what?" he laughed, then dropped another soft kiss on my lips, saying, "Catch you next week, Nore. I'll miss you."
I let out a big sigh, my face on fire as I made my way to the car, yanking open the back door and dodging Dad's curious look in the rearview mirror.
"Oh God," Mom groaned dramatically, taking a slow drag of her cig, eyes locked on James, who was flashing a smile, chilling against the balcony railing. "It's always the long-haired ones, isn't it?"
I ignored her, cheeks still burning, and stared out the window as Dad revved up the car, leaving my friends behind.
"We've got one last thing to handle in San Francisco before we head home, Ellie," Dad chimed in all cheerful. "Hope you don’t mind coming with us."
I blinked, intrigued, and gave a nod. We cruised around the city for a bit until we hit a cute street with a bunch of wooden townhouses. Dad pulled up in front of one, and we hopped out. He fished out a key, popped the door open, and we stepped into an empty space.
I furrowed my brow, kinda puzzled, but tagged along as Mom and Dad showed me the place, enthusiastically talking about how good the neighborhood was. The house was indeed beautiful, with a big backyard, a tiny pool out back with a BBQ spot, three bedrooms and two baths upstairs, and downstairs, two living rooms, a bath and a big kitchen, along with a garage and a basement.
"So?" my dad asked after we wrapped up the tour. "Decent house, right?"
"A bit basic, but I guess it'll work," my mom threw in.
"Work for what?" I chimed in, now seriously puzzled. She huffed, and Dad shot me a grin.
"For you, obviously! You're coming back to San Francisco soon, right?" He reached out, handing me the keys. "It's yours."
"Dad… What do you mean, it's mine?" I blurted out, surprise heavy in my voice. "You're not telling me you guys..."
"We bought the house, of course," my mom replied, and I widened my eyes. "I think it'll be a good starting point for you, don't you think? Much better than that little apartment you had in LA."
"But this... Mom! " I blurted out, panicking at my parents' extravagance. "It's too big! What am I supposed to do with all this space?"
"Oh, we thought you could share it with Cliff and your friends," Dad chimed in, like it was the most obvious thing. "There's enough room for everyone, don't you think?"
I blinked, perplexed, staring at the keys Dad had handed me. Things are changing at warp speed for us, Nore. Cliff's words seemed to echo in my mind, and I realized they were true. Life had flipped upside down in the past year, big time. What was waiting for me in the future? Where was I headed? I had no clue.
But for the first time in forever, I wasn't scared to find out.
"Oh, right!" Dad smiled. "We had the basement soundproofed. It'll be great for the band’s rehearsals, don't you think?"
I just stared at him for a second, then out of nowhere, walked up and hugged him. Dad chuckled, looking a bit surprised but didn't miss a beat returning the hug. When I pulled away, Mom was watching us with a rare little smile on her lips.
"You've grown a lot, Ellie," my dad smiled.
"We're proud of you," my mom added, softly.
If this was a dream, I sure didn't want anyone waking me up.
Backstage at the theater, the usual chaos would get my nerves going, especially for a play I hadn't drilled as much as I probably should've. But weirdly, not this time. When the big day rolled in, a serene calm took over. Maybe it was the joint some of the crew had passed around before we kicked off play prep, or maybe I was just pumped as hell about reuniting with James, Cliff, Lars, Kirk, and Leanne real soon.
"Nore, you look beautiful!" Charlotte beamed, grabbing my hands, and I couldn't help but notice that the same was true for her as well; she had on the play's costume – a gorgeous green dress making her eyes pop, curly brown hair all braided and falling down her right shoulder, shiny makeup adorning her face.
I hadn't checked myself out in the mirror yet, but I knew I'd be rocking something similar – a bomb short shiny blue dress, my hair done up in a fancy bun with a few strands casually framing my face.
"I'm seriously over the moon that everything fell into place. Thanks a bunch, really," she said with genuine warmth. I couldn't help but grin, seeing how pumped Charlie was, understanding this meant the world to her.
"Hey, you'd do the same for me, right?" I tossed back, and she flashed a smile. "Feeling the nerves?"
"Oh, you've got no clue!" she burst out. "I'm gonna need another one of those joints the second we step off that stage."
"I'm down. Just hit me up, and we'll blaze together," I teased, throwing a wink her way. She cracked up, loud and free.
The play kicked off real quick, the lights in the theater dimming, the chaos backstage and the audience hushing up as the first beats of the musical soundtrack kicked in. I hung behind the curtain, catching Charlotte's opening monologue, biding my time for the cue to hit the stage.
Once I stepped out there, all my worries, pains, and nerves just melted away like pure magic.
I had always loved visual arts, but theater always had its own sweet spot in my heart too. The crazy rehearsals that used to be part of my life in High School had done more than just boost my confidence; they’d helped me make friends and fill the void Cliff left when he moved to another city. Rehearsing for a play was fun, but nothing beat that kickass feeling coursing through me when I owned the stage, knowing all the hard work had paid off.
When my bit wrapped up, I risked a peek at the crowd on my way out. A faint grin hit my lips when I spotted Cliff, Leanne, Lars, Kirk, James, and even Mom and Dad in the second row. I locked eyes with Cliff for a moment, and he smiled, the pride shining in his eyes warming my heart with happiness.
I popped up a few more times during the play, but the real star of the show was Charlotte. She hit us all in the feels with her performance, bringing most of the crowd to tears by the end of her story. When the crew gathered on stage for the applause, I noticed that even my mom seemed moved, a gorgeous smile on her face that made her look years younger.
I always figured I took after my dad more, but right then, seeing my mom genuinely happy and touched, it hit me like a ton of bricks that, shockingly, we looked way more alike than I’d ever let myself admit.
The scene after the play was a total whirlwind; we were all throwing hellos, hugs, and compliments around, and Charlotte was practically buzzing with joy at every little pat on the back for her killer performance. Later on, we ditched the fancy gear and chipped in with the stage crew, sorting out whatever needed sorting. It took me almost an hour to finally wiggle my way out from backstage, and there they all were: my friends and my parents, patiently waiting for me. I let out a soft chuckle when Cliff snagged me into a hug. 
"You killed it," he whispered, grinning. "So damn proud of you, Nore."
Once all the hugs and grins were done, it was party time. Charlotte was set to hang with the cast, but Leanne, the guys, and I had our own shindig by the pool lined up. Dad was on chauffeur duty, driving Mom, Leanne and me home. Cliff would roll in after, bringing James, Lars, and Kirk along for the ride.
"Well, shall we go then? I asked Alice to get the heated pool ready for you, and the coolers are already stocked with drinks," my dad tossed out, looking as excited as I was.
"Heated pool ," James teased, whispering in my ear, his arm pulling me in close. "What's next? You gonna tell me you're secretly royalty?"
"Are you intimidated, by any chance?" I quipped, arching an eyebrow. He grinned, planting a light kiss on my cheek.
"By you? Never," he shot back, and I gave him a playful shove. That just made him laugh.
Leanne and I got home first. Quick pit stop in the bathroom to slap on our swimsuits, and then, we were both pool-ready. When we hit the pool deck, Cliff, James, Lars, and Kirk had just arrived. I couldn't help but grin at the sight – Kirk and Lars had gone all in, cannonballing into the pool with their clothes on, splashing everyone in sight. They were all laughs, not a care in the world. James, shirtless, was whipping up a couple of drinks and talking with Cliff, who was already puffing away on a cigarette. Leanne and I strolled up, and she wrapped her arms around Cliff, planting a kiss on his cheek.
"I'm itching to dive into that pool," Leanne chirped, all hyped, and Cliff flashed a smile. "Ready to make a splash?"
Off they went, leaving me to lean on the table, checking out James finishing up the drinks.
"I tried whipping up a Cosmopolitan," he spilled, handing one over with a grin. "Not sure it's a masterpiece, though. I'm clueless about these fancy drinks, but I wanted to impress my girl. Figured you deserved it."
My girl. I blushed at his words, my heart doing somersaults, a goofy grin spreading across my face. I took the drink, had a sip, and crinkled my nose – tasted like a bit too much vodka, truth be told.
"It's basically a Vodkapolitan," I quipped, and he cracked up. "But hey, you know you don't need fancy drinks to impress me, right?"
"So, what do I need, then?" he asked, sliding in closer with a grin, hand resting on the small of my back. I shot him a smile.
"Not much. You're already rocking it, Hetfield."
He burst into a big laugh, wrapping his arms around my waist and planting a sweet kiss on my shoulder.
"How's your heart doing?" he asked. "Still missing Dave?"
I could read between the lines of his question. Do you still love him? Do you still want to be with him? Can I surrender to what I’m feeling? Can I hope you feel the same?
"Yeah," I sighed. No point in hiding that. No point in pretending. If there was one thing I’d figured out in the past year, it was that sweeping feelings under the rug and dodging the tough talks just lead to trouble. "I don't know if I'll ever stop missing him, James. And I need to find him. You understand that?"
"Absolutely," he said, grabbing my hand, our fingers weaving together.
"But I love you too," I said, and he flashed a soft smile. "And honestly, I'm done wrestling with that."
"Well, I love you right back," he grinned, his arms wrapped around my waist. I rested my hands on his chest, our foreheads touching. "Just gotta remember what Cliff told me and I’ll be okay."
"What?" I chuckled. "What's the Cliff wisdom?"
"That if I ever hurt you, he'd land a swift kick to my balls," he spilled, and I cracked up, throwing my head back. I sighed happily as he leaned in, planting a gentle kiss on my neck. "But, for the record, I have zero plans of hurting you. You know that, yeah?"
"Appreciate the thoughtfulness," I shot back with a smile, and he burst into laughter.
Later, when we were all a bit tipsy and wiped out, we ended up talking and laughing together over some brews. I smiled fondly, soaking in the sight; Lars and Kirk passing a smoke between them, still chilling in the pool with their arms draped over the edge. Cliff posted up in a chair, Leanne casually braiding a lock of his hair, perched on his lap while he slung an arm around her waist, nursing a half-empty beer. And James, right next to me, his hand resting on my waist, dropping lazy kisses on my neck when he thought no one would see.
It was perfect.
Finally, after all those months, I felt whole.
I wasn't the same girl who’d hopped on a bus to San Francisco that winter of '83. Life had tossed me around, and I’d come out the other side a different breed. I knew I would always love Dave, that I wouldn't rest until I found him, until I explained everything, until I knew he knew the truth, the depth of my love for him. I knew I would never stop missing him.
But there was also James. And James loved me. Where would that road lead? Man, it was a whole new territory, nothing like what I felt for Dave. Yet, I wasn’t afraid, 'cause I had James in my corner. My friends were there, Cliff too. Hell, even my parents were trying to be nice to me this time, and I appreciated it more than I could say.
Change was blowing in the wind. Everything felt fresh, but guess what? This time, I wasn't sad, scared, or angry.
Everything was perfect.
And I was happy.
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✦ a/n: James and Nore had their happy ending, but what will happen when Dave comes back into Nore's life? You guys will know all about this in the epilogue, I promise!
I just gotta say, it means the world to me that I managed to finish this whole story, and I'm beyond grateful for all the love and support from everyone who's been following along. I'm so, so thankful from the bottom of my heart for all the nice comments and interactions and I really hope you've enjoyed following Nore's journey as much as I loved writing it ❤
About the epilogue, I had to split it into more than one part, because I didn't want to rush anything or leave anything unanswered. It turned out way bigger than I imagined it would 😭 And I'm not done writing it yet, but it's all planned so I know it's gonna be either.... 5 or 6 parts.... I'm really sorry for being such a verbose writer, it's more of a small sequel at this point lol
I will take a short break from posting this Monday and will start posting the epilogue next Friday, hopefully keeping the same posting schedule unless I get too busy to write or post on time.
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