#like fuckit right

[onedragonaday]

1/28/24 Light dragon from Loz Tears of the Kingdom

#daily dragons #traditional #legend of zelda #loz totk #1/28/24 #28 #AUGH SORRY THIS ONES LATE #actually no be glad i got it out i nearly forgot to do it #ANYWAY this thing took so. so long #i got started on it like 2 weeks ago or something #wait no its right next to some other dragons when did i post those #THE ELEVENTH #so like 2 and a half weeks #i dont usually take so long on a piece i have adhd i usually get tired of it #IVE JUST REALIZED. I NEVER FINISHED INKING RHE DRAGON #fuckit im posting it anyway

[anxiously-sidequesting]

Does anyone else in this fandom have those Autism™ Moments where you have like 80 different wizard posts you want to make and are bouncing around in your head like that windows screen loader thing at the Exact Same Time and each post requires like a nuclear bomb amount of energy and creativity that you don't have because,

#i litwrally have a headache from the things i want to say but cannot because im too lazy #another teen morganthe au post. a post expanding on the ceren bartleby child post. a post about something new i found out about malorn #and then a post EXPANDING on the malorn post. a post about nolan stormgate. a post about boris tallstaff. a post about malistaire #a poll about if dyvim has any rizz canonically or not #these are like all shitty ideas i have and i have no brain juice. the words are there but I Am Not #its great being mentally ill in wizard101 because theres so much lore and shit you can work with its so fun #but then i get tired from thinking too hard im like patrick star. yknow #yknow what fuckit im making that dyvim poll right the fuck now. stop me #wizard101 #w101 #wiz101 #text posts

[catboybrain]

unfortunately very brainrotting about zosan on this beautiful day

#actually fortunately yk what yeah fuckit #btw i'm really unhappy with like .. the attitude toward ships in the OP circles ive seen -_- guys can we b normal please #although ilove zs like . literally every other ship is also cool and i can see the appeal even though its not my personal fav ? #also very Very surprised people r acting like. they all wouldnt have some of the ships mixed in together .... theyre all close friends they #all love each other :((( <3 #can we um maybe not be annoyed about this stuff since we're all just having a good time making silly guys fall in love ty ty #anyway imposting more stuff soon im just like Moving Right Now LOL #d.txt

[theriverbeyond]

I’m rereading gtn and happened to come across this right after seeing your post - so far I haven’t seen anything specifying if Gideon is right or left handed per se, BUT as they’re unlocking G&P’s rooms, it does specifically say: “Gideon slipper her rapier from her belt and her knuckle-knives onto her left hand, and she walked into the darkness.”

thank you!! all other contextual clues in the book point to offhands being the nondominant hand with the dominant hand weilding the rapier, so gideon slipping the knuckleknives on her left would make her right handed

#tbh i might just say fuckit and do the cosplay left handed cuz it would make picture posing easier? but im unsure idk #im gonna see how far I can get in building them before I have to make the choice #abt which hand theyre on #lady-harrowhark #ask #like i dont think it matters here like it would w say ianthe where they r very very specific abt it being the right arm #gideon cosplay progress tag

[pienodisventura]

...........oh no it happened again

#// just remembered a post that said ''fuckit everyone's fave ship dynamic is ''chr u project onto'' and ''chr who is ur type'' #// like fuck theyre right. its happening again #// it just keeps hapening #dust ⋮ ✁── 𝐨𝐨𝐜. ⌜ℎ𝑜𝑟𝑟𝑖𝑏𝑙𝑒 𝑠𝑎𝑛𝑖𝑡𝑦⌟

[dirt-str1der]

Sagawa is unfuckable in my head but in my heart he and nishitani had something embarrassing going on

#Listen to my problems #actually i transsexualise characters in yakuza based on one simple rule: if majima wants to hit then its a 65% that the guy is trans (if he #DESPERATELY wants to hit then its a 100% chance the guy is trans) the percentage rule doesnt apply to girls because majima doesnt believe #in unattractive girls (and shes right) #i will never date an ugly girl. why ? because ugly girls dont exist #let me get to the heart of my post anyway . i was randomly assigning cooler genders to yaluza characters when i actually looked at my list #and was like ... this ... this is !!!! majimas fuckit list !!! and theres already two dead guys on it. too ass #ill make it clearer actually sagawa being majimas handler does act a bit possessive and intimate towards him but he holds zero desire in his #heart for the poor boy even if he had to handfeed him for a while and it was super sad but majima on the other hand absolutely cannot #control where his dick compass swings and starts lusting after the guy more than twice his age plus he just got ‘rescued’ by sagawa <- its #just a simple passing of the leash from shimano to sagawa though and majima Knows this logically that hes completely forgotten how to act li #ke a human being and this is really dumb and he really shouldnt but hes extremely susceptible to his wild imagination and nightmares combo w #here hes trapped in a maze of his own libidio and trauma and against his will sagawa gets his sex engine roaring even though he hates the gu #y and thinks he sucks and it Really doesnt help that sagawa knows and lets majima know hes politely pretending hes not getting hard #stop reading btw im going to start talking about my creature of the night au wh actully no im not actually yes i am #but since majima goes wolfmode every full moon and he though his memories are foggy he can still Remember. and sagawa fucking loves animals #and a wolf is no different he really has a soft spot for wolfjima and spoils him a bit and majima gets trained against his will and itswired #deep enough to bleed over into his subconscious even when hes human and can remember that he hates sagawa but its hard to actually... hurt #him especially since in this au majima fucking bit him and sagawa let it slide. like he nearly got his arm torn off and had to wear a cast #for months and he never once blamed majima for it (soft spot strikes again) despite everything and despite how awful he is majima kind of #realises that sagawa (in his own way) is acting with majimas ‘best interests’ in mind <- extremely subjective statement #the thing is that he really respects him for that and trusts him not to pull the trigger on him when he doesnt ‘deserve’ it

[ievaxol]

i'm like.... cautiously excited about taking comms. i had this moment of, if i never try it out i'll always regret it. if i keep waiting and waiting to be as good as i _want_ to be i never will do it, because i can't ever guarantee that i'll feel that way but being able to grow as a writer and do what i love like this, and the trust someone would have to let me write for them... i'm pretty hyped. even if it flops i can honestly say i tried!! the logistics are what's giving me pause right now (how to price myself, how to set up a form, how to ensure nsfw comms go to 18+ only, what kind of work setup do i need to manage my raging adhd) but my fingers itch i wanna see what i can do, if i can make it work

#rambles #optimism? in my munk? more likely than you think #still baffled by the responses on the poll - i would honestly consider myself a pretty alright writer but not at any level where people #think about my works or my style and yet so many voted yes #;-; #might have been a pity vote but fuckit i'll take it the world will spin on nonetheless #in a hundred years i'll be buried so if i'm cringe right now who cares

[marmotsomsierost]

This cough is such fucking BULLSHIT, i am goddamn tired of it BEYOND TIRED in fact.

I have coughed so hard that i have fully - FULLY - dislodged my menstrual cup.

Four times.

FOUR.

#like at this point i am regretting not having the PA take a look at me #but it wasn't this bad at work and i just wanted to go home #and then i had a coughing fit in the car so bad i nearly peed myself #and that“s....basically not stopped over the last two and a half hours #the husband is starting to make the side-eye of '....is this another 'no no i'm fine just could you find the nearest urgent care to BART' #i have taken mucinex. zyrtek. i just took some pepcid on the off chance that it is something like a gerd cough #even though i have no other heartburn symptoms and nothing changes how flat or upright i am #but we're at fuckit i'll try everything #tried opa's lemon honey hot water and whiskey then hopped in the bath and then shower #(don't do that. potential High for Bad Reactions. i am a dumbass driven batshit by coughing.) #finished shower still dying went downstairs made licorice mint tea and breathed the steam until drinkable #added a fuckton of honey and drank that #now i'm nursing a menthol ricola cough drop #and i have to spit it into my hand right before a coughing fit because on saturday i inhaled and swallowed one whole #and i viscerally remember that so strongly i am NOT doing that shit again #i have mostly not coughed while writing this #so either the meds are finally working or the coughdrop or tumblr shaming my cough is working #i do not give a flying upsidedown fuck which it is #as long as it STOPS

[maladaptivedaydreamsx]

Ieyasu's voiced message (red chat up top)

#idk if this was a bday msg or not but i think this is the last post #whb & magic didn't seem to have anything #oh right there's still tears of themis aaaaa but i vid recorded all that and it took like 6 mins .. I'll take screencaps later fuckit #it's like 8am and i still haven't slept and im going out to dinner w fam to celebrate jajahhdd #gnight gmornin whatever it is- best wishes and much love to all <3 #my post 📫 #aerin.jpg #l'hôtel.ikesen #ikesen.ieyasu #no i still haven't finished his sequel route sue me #i was waiting to see if i could afford premium end or not;;; lol #might have tk fick up some tapjoys smh

[seas-storyarchive]

Fuckit my brain wandered again, here's what it found

Alastor and Rosie are platonic soulmates, given Al's sexuality and the two being a vibe, that got married (more like wear the rings and call it marriage) for taxes and also because Rosie was tired of her shop patrons asking her whenever she'll get married again

Alastor did regret not having any children, as his mother would have loved them so much

Alastor's mother is in heaven (may or may not be sick of heaven and it's hypocrisy) - might come to hell and flirt with lucifer like it's her job, eventually falling for him, which al fucking hates

Alastor isn't one for apples - never tasted "right" to him, that's all, it's a texture and taste not an allergy

Rosie and him alternate who cooks the meals whenever he stays the night in cannibal town

Possible au: maybe, after his stab would, he goes to Rosie's to recover. The holy weapons aura from the wound, hole in his abdomen and the deep love he and rosie share - boom. Child. She is a deer-girl of about.. 8?? hard to tell, with blonde hair (Rosie had blonde hair when she was alive), yellow eyes with red pupils, and a variety of dresses/other clothes. Said child, who they name alice, is odd. A first all around.

#rosie x alastor #its platonic #the only ship i have for this man is with this particular friend of his #hazbin hotel au #?? #hazbin hotel #alastor #alastor altruist #hazbin hotel rosie #rosie

[variousqueerthings]

Im very curious what movie you disliked so much but you seem unwilling to say it on your frankenhooker post (and ignore this if you're uninterested in saying at all)

nah, i was just trying to not be a mood killer in the liveblog. but it was poor things. everything about that movie felt like the film equivalent of nails on a chalk-board, at once noisy and incoherent and stupidly on the nose but without anything deeper to say and expensive when your average b-movie managed the same thing using tape and a budget of rolled up fivers and favours from your mum's boyfriend who's alright at a bit of computer effects

and i get pretentious and a tad obsessive when i see claims of "you just don't get it, it's about this you see? she's taking control of her own story!" and im like. no no i get it. i just think it was shallow at best, offensive on multiple points, and also a wannabe camp attempt at shock value (do people watch genuinely shocking camp films anymore?) many things. so many things, several of which ive not seen anyone mention, but then i was trying not to over-obsess about a film that i disliked so intensely, so i didnt go too deep in my search (the lack of intersectionality in feminist masterpiece "if you're rich, you can follow your dreams and self-actualise and even slum it with the personality-less whores for a bit, and also take a brief moment to feel bad about poor people even if they may "rape and rob and kill you" (seriously what was that bit about?)" the ableism in emma stone's performance, the male gaze inherent in so many of the sex scenes, and perhaps subjectively but the dullness of the sex scenes, the het-focus with a single rushed "women stick together" bit of queer sex, although the other woman had no plotline of her own in this film and just randomly reappeared at the end for some cheap unearned catharsis, the way the storyline is structured like three different movies squashed together, and also the flatness of every dude in the story that still seemed to try to say that some of them were actually quite nice, because idk. they weren't foaming at the mouth villains or whatever, this one's a Nice Guy. and this one's a Eunuch. moving on. if emma stone isn't a born sexy yesterday, then she's doing an ableist caricature of a performance of "weird quirky girl who functions Differently." the joke is, it's both)

like. ive seen better explorations of frankenstein. ive seen better explorations of sex workers. ive seen better explorations of women gaining agency. ive seen better explorations of disabled women. ive seen better explorations of patriarchy, intersectional feminism, socialism (seriously, the way this movie approached politics seemed to be "if we insert a witty line here about being the means of our own production, that's the same as political analysis, right?")

many of those things ive seen specifically done better in 1990 b-movie horror frankenhooker, and as for the rest, i don't have to search all that hard either. put on a john waters film and you've got more going forya for a start.

just. was it good or did Whimsically Naive (but very sexy) emma stone with slightly thicker eyebrows just say blunt things and walk funny?

you didn't ask for any of this rant. you have no idea how many times ive written drafts for this movie and then discarded them. fuckit, i will be self-indulgent once (1 time)

#asks #exorcising this film from my veins #hi frien #major-majoranon

[justanotherhh]

fuckit hypersexual asexual Angel Dust let's go

Hypersexual asexual Angel Dust discovering that he's never connected the desire to have sex with specific sexual attraction to an individual person

Hypersexual asexual Angel Dust who's always known he had a preference for men, but hasn't realised that this preference is related to wanting romance and a relationship, and is disconnected from any sexual attraction he (doesn't) feel

Hypersexual asexual Angel Dust who realises he hasn't slept with a man he's been sexually attracted to... ever, and having to re-evaluate how he relates to his own body and to sex, and to other peoples' bodies

Hypersexual asexual Angel Dust who sees a connection between himself and Alastor that is -- wanting sex with no one and wanting sex with everyone can carry similar connotations of specific (lack of) attraction

Hypersexual asexual Angel Dust who forms a strange kind of bond with Alastor, because of how Alastor is able to set up boundaries and because he has his own fraught relationships with men

Hypersexual asexual Angel Dust who still has sex, because sex in and of itself was never the problem for him, but it's harder to manage the dissociation he's come to associate with sex

Hypersexual asexual Angel Dust where potentially a part of his asexuality is specifically related to trauma

Hypersexual asexual Angel Dust who figured casual sex is fine, and getting paid for casual sex is fine, because he's good at this, and hey, if it's done right then it also feels good

Hypersexual asexual Angel Dust who's become more and more disconnected from what he does want, and from it having to feel good, because of the way the sex has crossed from being something he could control into what it's become with Valentino

Hypersexual asexual Angel Dust who likes sex for the physicality of it, but (re)-learning what sort of intimacy he also wants once he reconnects with his own body (and potentially that intimacy needs to be apart from sex, maybe just for awhile, maybe forever)

Hypersexual asexual Angel Dust who likes to be good for others and likes to be praised and likes to feel like he's done well, and that being manipulated by Valentino into consistently crossing more boundaries, and how to potentially explore that through kink that isn't necessarily sex-as-end-goal

Hypersexual asexual Angel Dust who's surprisingly naive about relationships and has had his desire to be wanted by someone easily twisted, and so needs to learn (maybe for the first time) what he wants out of a real relationship

Hypersexual asexual Angel Dust who's gotten used to thinking that being considered desirable is the same (or close enough) to being loved the way he actually wants

Hypersexual asexual Angel Dust who wants affection and who wants sex and is used to taking what he can get within those two spaces

Hypersexual asexual Angel Dust still being sexually promiscuous after getting into a decent relationship, because he enjoys sex, but it's not the thing that draws him to his romantic partner (although they possibly also have sex, but also maybe not)

Hypersexual asexual Angel Dust who may never untangle all the parts of his relationship to sex that are related to want, to attraction, to trauma, to simply performing the role expected of him, but who finds comfort in the idea that there is a solid boundary created by the word asexual that he can feel safe behind

Hypersexual asexual Angel Dust and Alastor friendship, where Alastor uses his tentacles to tear apart some guy that's bothering Angel, Angel shoots some guy that's bothering Alastor and it really brings them closer -- ace4ace solidarity

(Angel vs Vox, Alastor vs Valentino twist)

#angel dust #hazbin hotel #hazbin hotel meta #alastor #aroace alastor #ace angel #my meta

[cetaceanhandiwork]

I don’t care about the checkmarks and I’m probably not gonna buy one unless I can think of some really funny way to use it. and to be clear, this post isn’t really about that.

but it was the inspiration for this post, because I saw some interesting secondhand discourse on the topic, which reminded me of this old XKCD episode

but I think there’s a better point to be made in this neighborhood than the sorta gratuitous “take that” approach Munroe used there

which is that if you let yourself get to the point where you see any expenditure of money “for fun” as wicked because there’s children starving in detroit, you have fallen for one of the central lies that money tries to indoctrinate us with: that you can math out everything in terms of +EV and opportunity cost, even things like good and evil.

and the reason you can’t math it out is that:

nobody on planet fucking earth knows enough to actually math out the consequences of an action. nobody has that level of perspective or context.

even if they did, how do you price those consequences against each other? there’s no way to compare one person’s pain to another’s; you’ll getting meaningless results, worse than useless. there’s a reason that we say “there’s no winners in misery poker”.

even if you could compare, how do you add or subtract? how do you do basic arithmetic when we know the hedonic treadmill exists, or that beyond a certain minimum successful care produces over-unity of happiness?

but we think we can anyway. we think we can b/c we live in a world where everything costs money and everyone needs money, where we’ve been trained to think that you can just convert X into a dollar-denominated opportunity cost and compare that way.

but that ain’t how good and evil work, and it ain’t how our hearts work. and it’s a deadly risk, because as soon as you start trying to do that math, you can get your arm twisted into believing that enough money can make something wrong into something right (b/c you can donate it to make something better happen than the bad thing you did). which, to be clear, is nonsense, and it’s the kind of thinking that ate Ana Mardoll (f’rex) alive.

or you start wondering if your existence is somehow a net negative to the world b/c you happen to take prescription meds paid for by medicaid. which, to be clear, is also nonsense and eats people alive every day.

and all this shit erodes your moral sense, your... fuckit, I’m just gonna say your conscience. b/c you keep telling it “no this good thing is bad actually because of the math” or vice versa until you get so much practice at it that nothing feels good anymore, or nothing feels bad anymore. and now you’re entirely off in deep space without even anything to base your busted math on.

I don’t claim to have all the answers. my own mutant ass take on virtue ethics is probably not an effective coda to this post b/c it’s not actually the point. and I’m definitely not saying that you shouldn’t spend your money on good causes. it’s good to care, and it’s good to act on that care! you’ll probably even enjoy it! but that’s not the point either. the point is more that “you should quit your topic X because my topic Y is more important” or “you should give up on real human being Z because my topic Y is more important” are snake oil, because you can’t even do math to those things in the first place without getting yourself irrecoverably, tragically confused.

#political posts #and in the interests of full disclosure this is also - however covertly - #eco talks religion

[lookninjas]

I put a whole bunch of new stuff up on redbubble!  I put it under the adult content filter because I have no idea how strict they are on that stuff, but it’s there if you want to look at it.

#FUCKIT: the zine #EFFIT: the store #look babes i gotta keep the zine $3 somehow #also sometimes i feel like other people might want to wear this shit #i would wear this shit if i weren't stony broke right now

[peggy-uwu]

ok liveblogging watching the new episode because I'm insane

omf omg omg

this doesn't feel real

HES SO CUTE

omg what is this opening

OMG???

it has the old season vibes right at the beginning

the imagery??!?????

SEBASTIAN THE MAN THAT YOU ARE

I'm vibing with this op so much it's so fucking metal

giant fire monster??? please don't go off plot omg I'm worried now

ok the moon skull was cool

BISCUIT MY SHOUJO BABY GIRLIE I LOVE YOU

of course he's almost late

"first impressions are crucial, I must focus" *immediately fucks it up*

Redmond the beautiful woman that you are

REMOND RHE BEAUTIDUL WOMAN THAT YOU ARE

violet the beautiful woman that you are

REDMONSDDDD

waaaaaaah McMillan I love you

McMillan you're so cute 😭😭😭

"BOY UP" 💀💀💀

my poor son

GOSDDDDDDSDDDDDDDDD FUXK SEBASTIAN YOURE SO HOOOOOTTTT

let's take ibuprofen together ass pose

ciel is so sick of him already I love it

HES SO SICK OF HIM

omg stfu ur not funny

oooooh the windows are prettyyyy

Redmond the beauti-

violet my beautiful princess

fuck you zombie bitch die sooner

fucking power rangers ass lineup

LMAO GET FUCKED IDIOT

robot ass movements get away from my son

VIPLET MY PRWRTY PRINCESS

ohhhhhh I missed the title cards 🥹🥹

"drudges" remember what they took from you

ciels "target acquired" ass look when McMillan mentions the tea party ajbsksbdidj

McMillan the puppy that you are

what the fuck is wrong with these students omg

also why are the all either blonde or brunet and sitting next to eachother in pairs of 2

"are we little girls in cliques?" I mean if the dress fits 💀💀💀

stay away from the emo kids 📝📝📝

cheerio GOD

THE POSE AKNSNDKD

oooooooooh the eye is so pretty

OOOOOOOOOOOH SEBASTIAN IS SO PRETTY

I love love love that they feminized him it does wonders for my little lesbian heart

his eyes are so pretty ooooouggh

🦋🦋🦋 <- in my tummy

godddd he's so pretty in the dress

WHAT IS ERONG WITH THESE STIFENTS

DOTN GO NEAR THE GOTH KIDS 📝📝📝📝📝

CHESLOOOOOOCKKKKKKKKKK

cheslock I am in deep romantic love with you

my poor boy he's been jumped like 3 times and it's his second day

make that 4

Sebastian's smug ass fuckin smile I love that he always finds ways to get in ciels way by doing EXACTLY what he's told

ciel I'm gonna kill you what the fuck is that pose

"senpai" I'm dead 💀💀💀

"kawaii boya" 😭😭😭😭😭

but fuck the queen fr like why don't you just fucking walk down there yourself and ask

fuck ur cousin lady

wait don't she's a royal she might actually 💀💀

godddd Sebastian's do prettyyyy

ciel is also really pretty my baby princess I love you

Sebastian's eyelashes go hardf

.THEHAIR SRTIP FALLING

ooooh ending time

ohhhhh the windows for the p4 are so pretty!!!!!

oh the style is different it's so lovely

FALLING FROM THE FUCKING SKY??????

romance is real

ohhhh pretty sky

SWBASTIAN FLYING WITH HIM ROMANCE IS REAL??????

oh god oh god oh god I was going to post this to main but it has to go sideblog now

actually fuckit

it goes main anyways

falling through the sky in the sunset together be so fucking fr with me

ohhhhhh the ed is so pretty gofdd

#god this was amazing im so hype #kinda worried about the fire monster in the op? pleeeease dont tell me theyre gonna go off manga with it 😭 #kuroshitsuji #black butler #black butler anime #ciel phantomhive #sebastian michaelis

[popcornfromhell]

Fuckit imma post here aswell

I'm non binary but I wanna be feminine. Nothing wrong with that but I dont want to be sexualised for it.

Like I'm fine if someone is into fem peaple but dont fetishise me cause I still look like a dude while wearing a skirt. It's fine if peaple are into it but dont treat me like I'm purposely built for the bedroom. Bc I've got feelings aswell.

Anyhow I wanna vibe with a bunch of LGBTQ peaple and do nerd shit is this normal? Like yall have given me a sense of community and helped me with what's wrong and what's right. Hell furries aswell bc yall made me realise that I dont have to be "normal" I can have things that comfort me. That kinda made it easier to accept the fact that I'm non binary nevermind pansexual. Yall made me ever so confident to get over the hurdle of lurking and getting over a sheltered lifestyle. Bc my schools did nothing to help with sex ed. Gender identity and nerodivergance. I'm not rlly nerodivergent but apparently I'm boderline (not my words)

So yea, thx kinda had to get this out of my system bc yall made me feel myself for the first time in a long time.

#LGBTQ #a #lgbtqa+ #nonbinary #enby #i had to thank yall #pansexual #furry #yall are also dope #masc peaple aswell tho #but fem peaple who helped me realise i can be fem bc im allowed to #transgender #thx to ALL transgender peaple #heck ALL lgbtqa+ peaple in this regard