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frecklystars · 8 days

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I know stsc isn’t one of your main f/os anymore, but I was binging TFP while putting together a cosplay and every time he popped up, I just thought “yeah this is what he does when keri isn’t around.” sorry if that’s weird T-T but your s/i feels like a part of the show to me now

Aww... thank you for saying that. That's not weird, that's sweet 😭😭 wow I'm gonna cry

I miss my starlight so bad. I'm really touched you still think I'm a part of that world. I feel like a part of my heart is still "in" the TFP universe and stuck there, even though it hurts so bad. but it was my greatest comfort I've ever had, and I have had sooo many amazing experiences and opportunities because of TF, it's going to take me a really long time to fully let go of it. but I don't know what's better for my mental health: never touching it ever again (which I've tried since July 2023, it has NOT worked, in fact it has just made me more miserable) or I can try reclaiming it slowly over time (difficult asf I am literally physically ill every time I look at it or think of it). I feel like I can't win here lol. I'll uhhh.... I'll figure something out.

Learning how to make literally hundreds of these characters Not A Trigger Anymore is gonna be super fucking hard, but it's kind messages like this one that make me miss it the most. I don't want my view of TF to stay the same, I want to make it Better, I don't know how though. But nice asks like yours always make me want to do that. i'm a mess rn... "this is what he does when Keri's not around" I always used to think that too!!! haha I always used to think "aww my s/i is off in another dimension and he's committing crimes 🥰🥰" agh... I remember the Red Energon centered episodes were my favorite because I always thought of him making me that necklace from a shard of it. I still have it packed away in a box, I still have starflower seeds I never planted. I used to watch those episodes religiously and heave this big loving SIGH because the idea of him gifting me that and me saying "aw, that's so nice, ty" and he's like "...yes I'm being... nice" and he hisses it like it's a swear word... used to make me feel so good. that's when we'd become Official™. I had it all planned out... Rock Bottom was when we'd finally become friends, Operation BB episodes is when we'd start meeting in the starflower meadow... sometime around Armada we'd have this mutual pining thing going on...

;-; tell my Starlight and my Honeybee that I miss them more than anything and I will come home someday. please. and thank you so much for sending me this ❤

AGH you know what, I can put this under a readmore so I won't accidentally trigger myself with it if I see it tomorrow and I'm in a bad headspace or something. I miss him!!! look at him. ahh. he is everything to me even though its like there's this huge invisible force field around TF that makes me feel like I cannot touch it. he is so-- god. look at him. he's so beautiful. there is nobody I'm gonna love like i've loved him.

i even remember when i made this gif, i was just. ahh. so full of butterflies. that feels so long ago. i miss him!! and!!! i am gonna get him back one day. i just don't know how. 😭 but god damn it ONE day!!!! we were engaged, damn it!!!

anyway. i'm so sorry to ramble holy shit. but thank you so much for thinking of me when rewatching TFP ;-; that means so much to me... makes me feel like I really am still meant to Be There, even if i'm so far away from it now. i was conditioned into believing my ship with him was just some foolish, stupid joke, like I've just been kidding myself for years and there's no way any of the robots wouldn't harm me or do horrible things to me, let alone love me. but this message suckerpunched me in the heart guts like a "hey wait a minute" kind of feeling. ok ok I'll shut up now. i love you anon.

also, your cosplay is gonna be absolutely amazing, i hope you have fun putting it together!!

#anonymous #asks #keepsake #how did you manage to send this when i was in the middle of drawing for my reclaiming robots tag #i was drawing HW and shaking and then i see this in my inbox and im like OGHOGH #its a sign 🥺 maybe.#and i think the TF movie coming out literally ON my birthday this year is a sign too #a good sign!!! [beating back my pessimism with a broom]#i have zero clue how to reclaim these F/Os but mark my fuckin words I WILL DO IT #because refusing to interact with TF has just made me more miserable bc it's EVERYWHERE #i cannot escape it. i literally feel like ryan gosling's papyrus skit 😭#where steven cannot escape papyrus no matter where he goes and he spends decades being HAUNTED by it #that's me with scary alien robots apparently #and if i have to be fucking haunted seeing Optimus on airheads at the gas station #then by god i need to be okay with seeing Optimus on airheads at the gas station.#and then one day maybe years from now i'll feel Excited seeing my husband Optimus on airheads at the fucking gas station

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valkyrayn · 1 year

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I am back have yOU SEEN THE PV ???

screaming without the s

ok ok ok but like I M A G I N E ???

Marius being a brat with his little grin. Teasing you as you sit on his lap while he tries to work on the dress. He can't fathom why you're squirming so much — he offers you a fake pout, "is it the pins?" He sounds concerned, and he does a good job faking it. The perfect lilt in his voice. The annoying pout on his face. You practically want to smack—or kiss—it off of him, but you don't know which anymore. It's all blurring together. His hands are touching too lightly for you to be truly satisfied; alternating just enough to take the edge off. Still, it feels so far away, so distant. You don't even remember when you started riding his thigh, and that didn't feel like you. Too needy. Too desperate. But you've been stuck like this for what feels like hours and it's chipping away at every part of your resolve—at first, it was genuine; dedication to his work that drove you slightly to distraction. You bit your lip and powered through. Close your eyes, you thought. Breathe. And it worked — for awhile. But then he wanted you to sit on his lap. It seemed innocent enough, but if you were thinking at full capacity, you would have realized the impracticality sooner. Before your thighs were planted over his knee. Before his hum rumbled through you. "Mm. A little closer?" And it had all fallen from there. So easily developed into something more and not enough all too soon. Never enough because he wouldn't just touch you. Something about the dress. Something about the pins. Something about his work. (This was not for his work.) He'd pulled you into his body, grabbed you by the waist and molded you against his chest. You feel the slide like pinpricks up your spine before it stops. Your head sits in the crook of his neck, and you can feel his voice when he speaks next. "Perfect." You wish you could see where he was looking, but you think you'd combust.

Is it so impractical. Everything about this is unlike you, but your nerve-endings are practically singing, and what harm would it be to get out of your skin a little? Just tonight? Just for him? You're hardly thinking. And frustratingly, you feel like he knows, because every shift of your hips brings a chuckle, a smirk, the slightest breath of air. It all reads as affirmation. So ... if Marius knows, and you know ...what's the harm?

Sliding that starts as a test. That picks up when he doesn't immediately stop you. Roaming hands and heavy breathing. Hearts pounding in unison. He lets you have your fun. For now. Lazy. Languid. Until you start getting vocal. Suddenly, his hands are at your hips again, making you gasp, and he's back to his usual self. Acting concerned when you struggle in his grasp. A "did I squeeze too tight, jie jie?" or "be careful, you wouldn't want to get hurt!" spoken in those normal, teasing tones that turn you on (god, why does it turn you on?!) infuriates you. Make no mistake. No matter how placid of an act he might play, Marius von Hagen will always be in control.

[also please make him a dom bottom I need that in my l i f e so so so sexy when a little bastard man does practically nothing but absolutely WRECKS thank you bless you have some food since you have given me so much]

GOOD GOD WTFUCK THIS IS SO FUCKING GOOD MY BRAIN IS MELTING. HELLO PLS I AM AN INSTANT FAN OF YOUR WRITING

THE TEASING HIS ROAMING HANDS?!?! THE WAY HE KNOWS HOW TURNED ON YOU ARE JUST FROM HIS TEASING GODDDHHDJDJD PLEASE tysm for feeding me such good food. i wanna yell and run laps around my house rn. WE NEED MORE MARIUS SMUT

and omg funny thing i was in the middle of writing a dom bottom marius. lets just he’s going to be gripping those hips so hard and make you ride him until you’re nothing but a vibrating trembling mess on top of him—getting impaled by his cock over and over again…

inhales EXHALES FUCK YOU MARIUS VON HAGEN

#brainrot #marius von hagen smut #brainrotdump #cn server spoiler #tears of themis smut #brionnne

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theshortolivia · 11 months

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Ok I finally got around to watching all of buddy daddies and I have Thoughts.

First off literally months ago I had a fan fiction idea in which rei’s father called him home, told him he knew about kazuki and Miri and had had them assassinated so rei would have no more connections (this was before I’d watched that Misaki was even in the picture) so?? I’m psychic maybe? That fic idea also included a 10ish year time skip so Literally

As a psych student I couldn’t help but read way too far into everyone’s actions. I know some people have said Rei is autistic coded and while I def do see that I also see similarities to isolated children cases (to a lesser extent of course he wasn’t isolated more deprived) which ends up with a lot symptoms we also see in ASD like the difficulty in reading social cues. in general reading way into Rei’s actions and words and relating it to his upbringing was super fun.

Super interesting that Rei, while clearly being emotional stunted and not the best with social cues, is super good at reading people, at least Kazuki and Miri

The CHARACTER GROWTH they clearly still have so much more to go but moving past unhealthy coping mechanisms? Processing grief healthily? Learning life skills? Learning to parent? Amazing

This anime shone light on so many real issues in modern day Japan (that are dealt with all over the world to different extents) that I’m just beginning to learn about now since I’ve been doing research since I want to go and maybe live there at some point. Namely same sex couples being still stigmatized by not a small amount of the population (we see the variety in acceptance with the first daycare woman and miss Anna) Also with gender labor division at home, Kazuki feeling taken advantage of and exhausted trying to balance home care and work and being frustrated Rei is not contributing equally in those aspects is something a lot of women deal w in Japan since the role of house and child care and cooking is still seen as the wife/mother’s responsibility while the man is the breadwinner a lot.

While the eventful ending was wonderful and shocking and scary and well done i was ultimately disappointed by the ending for a few reasons

Personally I don’t think an non functioning arm would make Rei’s father suddenly okay with him not taking over? Like as the head of the business I don’t think rei’s father is doing a lot of active assassin work anyway (I will write fanfictions about this don’t worry)

Disappointed that they made a point to include in the timeskip that kazuki and rei were not together instead of leaving it even just ambiguous with Miri’s comment about kazuki going out with a woman the night before or w/e. I know it was clarified to NOT be a BL anime so my expectations probably should have been lower than they were but idk the amount of tropes they so obviously put in there throughout make me feel a LITTLE queerbaited

The outfits were all ICONIC especially Miri’s I LOVED THEM

Finally, I have MORE STORY IDEAS NOW some bridging off from the canon end and some from earlier in the anime and I’m trying to get back into writing so wish me luck on that cause I’m SUPER inspired rn

#buddy daddies #buddy daddy spoilers #rei suwa #kazuki kurusu #miri unasaka

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punishing-eden · 2 years

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First of all I wanna say thanks to admin to fullfil my request last time. It's a hard time but thanks to your support I can get move on from those sad memories. I'll treasure them in my heart.

May I ask you again? Well, you can reject my request if you want.

I am actually last semester university student , and kind of had burnout during these semesters (Thesis/Project) so I want Chrome (I know, it's him again) to advice or comfort me during these situation?

I hope this channel will be recognized more by PGR fans. Thank you ☺️

COMMUNICATION REQUEST : Chrome

Accepted

Strike Hawk: Chrome to Grey Raven: @runnipost dedicated channel - ██████████████████ 100%

Open? ▼

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Commandant,

You are back!

I have been waiting for you! Please don't heasitate to come find me, I will be at your service whenever you need me.

It seems that a lot has happened when you were away. I am happy that you are doing well with your additional studies, Commandant.

But knowing you, I knew something like this is bound to happen. I said this before, but please, don't push your too hard.

I always advice to take breaks when you feel things are getting to much. It's better to just walk away for a while to take your mind off of work, then come back to it again with a fresh or calm mind.

I find this method to yield a more productive result. I tested this on Kamui. It worked perfectly for him.

((Chrome lets out a defeated sigh))

You really got me worrying. I want you to take care of yourself for once.

You are very important to me and everyone. I don't want any accidents or miscalculations on the field because you overworked yourself.

I will have to force you to take a break, even if you don't want to. The time right now is XX:XX. So, let's set this time as break time from now on.

I am going to bring some refreshments, so please clear your desk.

I recently read a cook book, and a lot of the recipes in it were popular dishes from the Golden Age. Under Kamui's pressure, I was able to make something called, 'Banana Bread'. So, I thought you could give it a try.

I will also bring in a cleaning automator. It's the latest model. Its cleaning results are much superior to the last model. Currently, Strike Hawk is using this automator to clean our common room.

A clean room, is a clear mind.

Oh, how about I bring some of my books as well. They are a good read and we can read them together. The topics and themes are worth discussing about.

Yes, I think this is enough...

Please wait for me, Commandant. I will come to you.

-Chrome

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COMMUNICATION ENDED...

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((Chrome is everywhere at the moment. I can't escape him! Lol.

I hope you are doing well. I am glad they you are doing much better now! Burnouts are no fun, and sometimes takes a while to feel OK again. As I said before, take it one step at a time, no need to rush to get out of it quickly.

The most important thing for you rn is to have some self-care. If you don't feel like waking up earlier on Sunday, let your self sleep in for a while. Wanna eat a burger than a healthy meal today? Go have a burger. Don't feel as productive, tell yourself it's okay to not feel like doing something today. There's always tomorrow. (but pls don't push your assignments to the last minute tho😅😅)

Chrome-Ma said to take breaks, so take breaks.))

-Lyeca, Punishing Eden

#pgr #punishing gray raven #punishing eden #punishing: gray raven #pgr chrome #comms request #ask request #pgr role play

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missmouse25 · 2 years

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Girl. I'm unable to contain myself right now. So please please pretty please:

Could you write something with Lando and Martin (even Max and Luisa could be in it) based on the Weeknd's Moth to a Flame song? I leave it entirely up to you. (You can definitely spice it up a bit tho 😂😂)

Thank you so much, i can't wait to see what you'll come up with 😍😍 love youu 💕

Oh bestie! I actually had quite some fun writing this one. I will say for anyone else reading this that i probably wont write for Martin again, this was a special occasion 😬 but please do still enjoy

Moth to a Flame - Martin Garrix (plus Lando Norris)

gender neutral first person pov // 2511 words // very minor feelings of being pushed aside (I cant think of a better word rn) but there is a happy ending

--- Two years ago:

“I’m sorry, I didn’t want things to go like this…”

My voice was shaky. It felt like the walls of the apartment were closing in on me slowly. There was nowhere to run to: I had to stand and face the music.

“It’s ok, my liefje.”

Martijn’s words took me by surprise. Sweet, beautiful Martjin who didn’t deserve what I was doing to him but was still trying to make me feel better.

“I understand why you need to leave. This life is a bit much. I can be a bit much sometimes.”

It had been a tough three months; not knowing where his work ended and our relationship began. Working on something new even as we lay in bed together at home in our supposed free time. Face timing while he’s in the studio just because he wanted to talk only to be interrupted by someone else.

You couldn’t separate Martjin from his work, not that I wanted to but he deserved someone who would understand. And at that moment in my life, it wasn’t me.

“Maybe if we’d met a little bit later, things could’ve been different,” he said, brushing a tear off of my cheek. “But you need to do what’s right for you, my liefje.”

“Right person, wrong time,” I said quietly.

He nodded.

“Right person, wrong time.”

~ Present day:

How I’d ended up in this crazy world of race cars was anybody’s guess. How had I ended up as a friend to Lando Norris was also a mystery to me. More-than-friends but not quite a relationship was probably a better way to sum it up, in all honesty.

“Ok, we’re making plans for summer break. Is there anything you want to do?”

Lando was abuzz. The first half of the season had been gruelling in so many ways but he was looking forward to putting it all aside. That was something I really appreciated. Sure, F1 took up a lot of Lando’s life but when the race weekend was over, it was over. He had nothing more to do with it till he absolutely needed to.

“Hmmm…” I thought out loud. “Nothing really is coming to mind. I’ll go with wherever you guys pick.”

“Cool.” He typed away on his phone, no doubt trying to get the ragtag group of boys to come to a decision (a much harder endeavour than one might think). “Oh yeah, we thought about maybe going to Ibiza cause there’s a concert there.”

“Ooo, what concert?”

“Martin Garrix,” he said casually.

My whole body froze. Lando didn’t know about our history. I hadn’t told him and I had never really planned on telling him because in truth, I had never completely stopped feeling something for Martjin.

“You do like Martin Garrix, right?”

It was an innocent enough question.

“Yeah, I guess so…”

“He seems like a super cool guy. Max, not Fewtrell other Max, is friends with him and says that he’s really nice.”

“Oh… are we going to meet him?”

Lando gave me a cheeky smile. If my heart wasn’t already pounding in my chest, it would’ve started then.

“That’s the plan, Max is going to set us up.”

He turned back to his phone and continued his quest to make it a holiday to remember, unaware of how my world had just been turned upside down.

“Hi, Martjin, I’m sorry to be sending this so late but… If you have some free time, I need to call you. It’s nothing bad just… please call me. Sorry again.”

It was a terrible voice note but I had tried countless times already and nothing had sounded right. Eventually I’d just given up.

With Lando out for the evening, the house was quiet but my mind buzzed like a power plant with thoughts so loud it seemed like there was noise everywhere.

‘Do I want to see him again? Could I stomach seeing him again? Will I forget myself and run into his arms the moment I lay eyes on him?’

For the outside world, and especially Lando, I was feigning excitement over going to the concert. Even for the whole trip. But there was this pit in the bottom of my stomach that wouldn’t go away. Not even when I was with Lando which normally could distract me from anything.

I nearly jumped out of my skin as my phone started to ring. Cautiously, I accepted the call.

“Hi, Martjin.”

“Hello, my…” He stopped himself short. “Hey…”

“I didn’t expect you to call so soon. I thought that you might be busy.”

He sighed softly, like he always used to when he knew he was in the wrong and couldn’t argue his way out of it.

“Well, technically I’m busy. But when I saw your message… I will always make time for you.”

‘No, Martjin don’t say that to me.’

“Oh, thank you. I just have a bit of a strange thing to ask you.”

That pit in my stomach felt like it was growing and taking over my body.

“Some friends of mine and I are going to be at your show in Ibiza and they plan on meeting you.” I got up and started walking around the room. “This thing is…”

“They don’t know,” he completed my sentence for me.

“No. And I’d really like to keep it that way. If it’s an issue for you then I won’t come to the concert…”

“My liefje… Sorry.” Martjin took a breather. “It won’t be a problem. Come have a good time. I’ll pretend as though I’ve never met you before. It’ll be fine.”

Realistically it would be the perfect plan but, deep down in my heart, that was not what I’d wanted him to say.

“Can I ask who your friends are? Just in case I see them beforehand.”

“Yeah… You can know.”

Time seemed to crawl forward till the holidays began but once it did it was a rush. I blinked and we were on a plane. I blinked again and we were on a beach. When I next opened my eyes, I found myself looking at my reflection, debating if this was the outfit I wanted to wear tonight. This night. The night I’d been dreading for so long now.

“Are you ready to go?”

Lando came up behind me, putting his hands on my waist. I caught his eye in the mirror as he spoke again.

“You look great. Beautiful, actually. You have nothing to worry about.”

He leant forward and sweetly kissed my cheek before moving off to get his belongings.

‘It’s now or never,’ I thought and walked to the door, ready to accept my fate.

The crowds were immense and loud, as they always were. People loved Martjin. Or rather, people loved Martin Garrix and they loved his music.

Lando led our group of friends through the back entrances, simply flashing our VIP passes as we did, breezing past the chaos and into a quiet lounge backstage. There weren’t many other people but we filled the space and took the drinks we were offered.

“This is going to be wild,” Max said, sipping his drink. “I saw some clips from his previous concert, absolutely insane.”

“Must be a bit intimidating though,” Lando said. “All those people watching you.”

“Says the man who drives an F1 car for a living,” Max countered.

Lando rolled his eyes.

“This is different. In the car, you’re aware of the crowds but it’s not what you’re focused on.”

The two kept jabbering as I moved away. The palms of my hands felt clammy and I didn’t want them to notice how jittery I was being. I knew how the process worked: he’d come in, meet and greet everyone and then go do final prep before the show. But now I was on the other side. Things were different.

A door opened to the side and someone stepped into the room, the movement making me look over. Through the gap, past the staff members, I saw Martjin and I knew he had seen me too. I froze. The door swung closed again and the fleeting moment was over.

“Martin will be joining you all shortly,” the staff member announced and the buzz around the room picked up even more.

All the feelings of regret from when I left him suddenly swelled up inside of me. None of this was right. It wasn’t fair to Lando to be lying to him; it wasn’t fair on Martjin to be making him lie. It wasn’t even fair to myself, knowing that I was the cause of all this.

“Lando, I’m not feeling well,” I whispered in his ear after moving closer. “I’m going to the bathroom; I’ll meet you backstage.”

Before he could say anything back, I quickly walked out of the room, holding back the tears.

Peering from the wings, I could see Lando and Max on the stage to the side, having a blast. The atmosphere was like a drug; it got into your system and pushed you to a high you’d never felt before.

Looking past them, I looked to the DJ stand and watched as Martjin worked the audience. He looked good. Not just handsome but he looked healthy; thriving. Even from so far away I could see the sparkle in his eye and his smile which was contagious as always. I found myself feeling alright.

Martjin looked to the boys on the stage, giving them a thumbs up which they eagerly returned. Looking further on, he found me. I thought of all the previous times I’d hidden like this just off to the side while Martjin worked, staying up late with him and sleeping in till midday.

He waved and timidly I waved back. Satisfied, he looked back over the sea of people in front of him; in front of us.

There I stayed, watching from the side lines, wondering if it was too late to go back and change my own mind, to stay with Martjin and work through our issues together. What I wouldn’t give to rewind time and tell him how much I loved him.

‘Gone exploring. Be back before lunch. Sleep as late as you like <3’

I’d sworn to myself as I wrote the note, that it would be the last lie I told him. After this morning, I’d come clean about everything and tell Lando anything he wanted to know. But first I had to talk to Martjin.

In the dark hours of the early morning, I’d called him while hiding in the bathroom of my hotel room, trusting that he hadn’t yet come down from the high and was still awake. There had only been one ring before Martjin had picked up and we’d arranged in hushed voices where and when to meet.

So, I found myself waiting in the foyer of his hotel, eyes constantly darting to the elevator in case the next time the doors opened, it’d be him.

‘He won’t come,’ I thought. ‘I wouldn’t come if I was him. Not after all I did to him.’

Those thoughts were quickly disproven as out from the silver doors stepped Martjin, looking sleepy still but happy. Probably still residue from the night before.

“Morning,” I said, standing up as he neared.

“Morning.” Martjin smiled. “Are you hungry? The breakfast here is really good.”

“I was hoping maybe we could go somewhere quieter. Away from…” I looked around the room.

He nodded and walked me through the hotel, out the back door and into the gardens. The grass was still damp and the sunshine made the dew glisten. A stone pathway led us to a secluded bench, far away from any prying eyes and eavesdroppers.

“You weren’t at the meet and greet last night,” Martjin said as brushed the worst of the water off the seat.

“I just needed a moment.”

We sat down together, looking at the greenery all around us and not at the other person. I swallowed the lump that had formed in my throat, determined to say what I had come here to say.

“I’m sorry,” I started, my voice soft. “I’m so sorry for everything. I’m sorry for making you lie last night and especially to Lando because I’m sure you two are going to be good friends and this is a terrible way to start a friendship with someone. I’m sorry for using you as my safety net while I’ve been with someone else.”

Shifting on the bench, I turned to look at Martjin. Sweet and kind Martjin.

“And most of all, I’m sorry for leaving you. For how I left and when I left. Hell, even why I left. Looking back, it was such a stupid reason, we could’ve… I could’ve worked through that. And I know it means nothing but deep down I still love you, Martjin, so whatever you want I’ll do. I’m going to tell Lando the truth today but if you never want to talk to me again, I understand. I’ll do it.”

Martjin looked at me, blue eyes shining in the morning light. Reaching over, he took my hand in his and pressed his lips to my knuckles.

“My liefje,” he said without hesitation. “I think the person you’re hurting the most right now, is yourself. You’re like a moth always flying too close to the fire and one day you’re going to singe your wings.

“I just want you to be happy. If you’re happy with Lando, then stay with him but tell him the truth. If you aren’t… Well, that’s a decision that you need to make.”

Martjin took a deep breath before continuing.

“As for me, I never stopped caring about you, my liefje. I would give anything to be with you again but we can’t be what we used to be. It’s up to you to decide what happens now.”

The hotel room was just as I had left it, the only difference being that Lando was now awake. He lay in the bed, scrolling through his phone, no doubt scoping all the pictures from the concert.

“Hey, did you enjoy your exploring?” He asked with a sleepy smile as I came inside, which made me feel so villainous for what I was about to do next.

“Lando, there’s something I have to tell you. I can’t keep hiding this anymore.”

His smile faltered but still I persisted.

I told him everything.

~ One year later:

It had been so long since I’d been in this apartment and I took a pause to gather my mind before knocking on the door. Almost a year’s worth of healing had brought me back here but it was where I needed to be in order to finish my journey.

It didn’t take long for him to answer the door, despite the fact this would be a surprise to him.

“You came back, my liefje,” Martjin said, a big grin forming on his face.

“Like a moth to flame,” I answered.

#eek i am rather nervous about this one #martin garrix fans please be nice i did my best #and obviously this is nothing against him i just needed the story to make sense im positive he's a super nice guy in person #my source says so therefore it must be true right Petra? 😉#martin garrix x reader #martin garrix fanfic #lando norris x reader #lando norris fanfic #Mouse Writes #ThatKindaVibe

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a-student-out-of-time · 1 year

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hey mod hope ur doing ok, if it helps I think the way the story is going rn is very interesting, and yeah I can understand why some other anons would be annoyed with the Kisaragi Foundation for hiding information, but they're shown to not be perfect or know everything (they're flawed like the rest of the cast), so they thought it'd be better to tell the gang more details until they were done their current mission, mb if my words don't help

//Thank you

//To be honest, my issue isn't so much with the story itself, it's that some people will simply never be satisfied with what answers I provide. Even when I try to explain things like they asked, it's still not enough. It feels like a lose/lose situation, no matter what I do

//"These characters are hiding something from us, and that's why we can't trust them" *(They tell the truth and why they did it)* "Well, since they lied to us, we still can't trust them"

//Like...what do you say to that??? Especially when they start making up what happened not based on what happened in the story, but from personal experiences with lies and applying the exact same logic here, when they're completely unrelated

//There comes a point where "objective analysis of what happens in a story" becomes "projecting personal biases on the characters and making things up out of whole cloth"

//I was actually forced to cut a lot of what I had in mind for the opening of this arc. I was gonna have all kinds of reveals, connect the dots and show people how it all fits together, and I thought that would be fun.

//Instead, I got bombarded with angry asks either saying I forgot that we covered this before, that I was just trying to do damage control for Sunako and co., that this was just trying to answer all of Review Anons complaints, etc.

//And through it all, barely anyone actually paid attention to what was being said. I can't even respond to asks like this normally, because that sets people off too and then it becomes a case of "Oh wow, why even let us ask questions then"

//Because I can't move the story forward if nobody is actually trying to help me. Getting fifty asks telling me we covered this before doesn't help me, and yes, we did cover this before, but I was providing greater context to the whole situation and how it relates to the entire situation

//But no, I had to get straight to the answer just so all this would stop and i could actually tell the story like I wanted. Everyone who actually gave a damn about what's going on, you're the real MVPs, you really are

//I didn't forget anything, I've been working on this arc in the back of my mind for months now and I've got people who helped me hash out all the details.

//All I ask is that I be allowed to actually tell the story I'm trying to tell, and that people pay attention to what's being said. Is that an unreasonable request?

#mod talks #mod rants #a student out of time

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gayspock · 2 years

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ok .... farscape momence

okay so randdommm thoughts dump time

FIRSTLY: there's some odd moments, huh, where its like. its never HORRIFIC but the "gore" for lack of a better term really pushes whatever the rating is on this show, LOL.... like the hand melting scene in last ep? & crichtons head freaking exploding in outer space in this ep? yeessshhh....

also also also. i see that this ep im on rn (dream a little dream) isnt a zhaan ep but as an aside. its sooo strange bc i love zhaan as a character but SIGHHHH. i noticed that zhaan-focussed eps, thus far, fall sooo flat and thats such a freaking shame!! i feel like they sorta dont know how to deal with her as the focus and they go too hard in the wrong direction. but anyways

and also they do make some odd decisions with her otherwise, even still. not ones im wholly against but... i feel like they sometimes dont pull them off well. and i say that bc usually its, like, with her - whereas with everyone else, i feel like they consistently nail and get right, even if the episode is weaker. its odd. maybe im just misreading her sometimes, or what. but again its a shame bc i rlly like her. and they do do GOOD stuff with her too, ofc- i love the subtleties they pull off with her sometimes- but sometimes im like man what like...

although that being said ido like that this ep did take the time to kinda. explore exactly what she went through in that interim period between s1 and s2 and i DO think, saving it for now, rather than doing it right at the beginning was the right choice. her being imprisoned and put to execution makes her state a lot more understandable. though i willsay- kinda obvious how like.... they were SCRAPING for a way to put this in here lol. its kind of weird to frame it with the nightmare thing but eh its functional and her talk with crichton is nice enough

ALSO i actually reallylove chiana and rygels dynamic and i DID enjoy seeing them in this ep, and i did enjoy bits of this ep BUT theresother aspects.... MY BRAIN is failingtonight so im struggling to put it into words. like a lot of this, like quite a few s2 eps, didnt quite work out for me...

i think courtroom episodes in scifi shows can be cool when theyre done right and cleverly, and really do explore themes of morality, but i cant really say that of this episode. i think chiana and rygel do make a good team but a lot of it is a bit weird and not in the fun goofy farscape weird but like just kinda like... pulled out your ass, weird? like the stick thing and stuff. i think they should have pushed some parts a lot more than they did, and focussed on the wrong bits elsewhere- but even then, i still dont know, bc...

i feel like this episode sort of lost its point in general bc im skimming through trivia on it and it looks like this script was kinda moved about a bit and that shows and thats a shame bc i think. like when this STARTED i assumed it would be a zhaan ep and i think that it really... should have been? like-

DONT GET ME WRONG like i said it was fun and i liked the rygel and chiana dynamic. i think: a) rygel and chiana are alone and have to work together without the team; b) rygel and chiana have to play lawyers and cant use their usual skillet... is a solid story BUT wlike i dont know like. i feel like if youre going to flashback like this and have zhaan introduce and conclude the episode it would have worked better as an exploration of her, and for it to be her narrative rather than that. and then i think that would work better if we focussed more on the injustices of the planet rather than, like, courtroom drama bc they also lost sight of those, too, ro at least they werent rlly developed fully either . i think those two themes would have been stronger to go into for this setup and rygel and chiana antics tabled for another time

anwyays its funny i said so much here bc it didnt feel like that much. i also totally blanked out on last ep too i feel like that... AGAIN. THERES SOMETHING WITH S2 WHERE ITS LIKE- i cant tell if the end of s1 just raised such a bar for me, but the mediocre reallyyyy feels mediocre . I DONT MEAN ITS LIKE BAD BAD and im for sure still excited and continuing with the show BUT YKNOW. i get it man all showshave a bit like this LOL

and again theres still good stuff in there. well i mean last ep. EH. I DONTKNOW. IT FELT LIKE IT DRAGGED FOR SO LONG AND I JUST DIDN CARE...HELP...SORRY. I DONT EVEN REMEMBER WHAT IT WAS. but maybe thats just because im crazzy fucking out of it rn

#Egg.txt #farscape liveblog

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elle!! hi! can i ask some advice? i have been in what i dont know how to describe other than a "committed situation-ship" for a little over a year now (#embarrassing). like we are exclusive and together and say "i love you" and do everything together, hang out 5-6x a week, and go on dates and kiss (ew), etc etc we just have chosen rn not to put labels on it or define it or admit we are in a relationship basically bc we are coworkers and this will probably all fall apart the second we leave our shitty job and i guess we figure this will hurt less, if we don't have to "break up"?? (i asked for us to not define it for like 10 months but now i feel stupid about it and want to define it and he doesn't but that's a different story). we kind of just planned to have a fun little fling and then unfortunately realized we really care for each other for real and that was not the plan and what to do now!! my mom thinks im delusional for believing him when he says he loves me. and i guess typing it out now it does seem delusional, to ever believe he'll want to commit in the future. ........ok sorry i am getting WAY off track, because i literally just wanted to ask what you thought about valentine's day?? and would it be bad to hope for and want him to buy me flowers? he has never bought me flowers before and i know it's maybe an outdated thing and maybe it's not his style but sometimes a girl just wants to feel romanced you know???? but i guess because he is technically not my boyfriend, i often feel out of line asking for "more" or asking for relationship stuff. like pls buy me flowers, pls call me more, pls be more affectionate rn etc etc. idk why im so stressed about valentine's day when i truly never thought i would be that girl!!! but im worried if he doesn't even think about it then we are doomed or something idk idk!!! sorry this is so long!!!!!!! ily!!!! 💛

hey!! i’m so so sorry i didn’t respond to this until now!!

so there’s a lot of layers in this- but i think if it comes down to the fact that you love each other it’s all about communication. my best friend was in a situationship like this for a while where he wouldn’t say they she was his girlfriend (i’ll send you the list of alt names we came up with it’s hilarious honestly,) and when they finally talked about it and she expressed what she truly thought between the two of them so many lines were unblurred and it all came together. they ended up moving cross country together when her fear of moving without him was what was holding them back.

i don’t think there’s ANYTHING wrong with wanting more. even if neither of you want to label it, it’s what you expect and how you would like to be treated so it’s in no way out of line to ask for more. i would tell him you want to do something for valentine’s day- maybe sprinkle in the flowers and see how he responds.

the worst that can happen is he says no. and yes, that’s awful and it would suck and it would hurt but you would also know!! it wouldn’t be haunting you or looming in the future you’d know! and then you can respond however your heart desires!!

if he loves you i don’t think there’s anything to worry about- i’d try my hardest to put the work part aside bc it’s a bside issue in the long run!!

if you feel that strongly about it it’s worth it- your feelings in this are totally valid and deserve to be felt and paid attention to!!

#elle talks #you’ll eat up the list i’m messaging it to you

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indefenseofkara · 5 months

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My (mostly silly) thoughts while playing the MWIII Campaign

spoilers under the cut, obviously

Operation 627

was this man wearing a suit in prison?

Cutscene

wonder what the 141 was about to do before learning about Makarov

RIP Dena, first named side character to die this game

Precious Cargo

if Graves was serious about helping Urzikstan he'd pronounce Farah's name right

I tried to be stealthy. it never works 😢

omg Graves is so annoying and won't stfu. he even interrupts himself

Cutscene

RIP Ivan, you were just trying to do the right thing

i don't think patches really tear and attach that easily

Gaz's headshot is really so much better than everyone else's lmao

Reactor

once again i tried to stealth and failed

"I'm going loud" yes?? of course??? i just blew up a helicopter! is there a way to stealthily blow up a helicopter????

gave Price lung cancer oops

Cutscene

ghost is so proud of his joke lol

finally Farah learns about what Shadow Company did in Las Almas (kinda i guess Price didn't mention all the innocent people killed lmao)

aw but Price trusts Farah

Payload

i kept pressing the button for exiting recon drones in MP/WZ but it's different in the campaign 💀

my left joystick keeps drifting and idk whyyyy

the bunker dining room is set up so nice. table cloths and flowers!

Cutscene

damn Farah really gets everything done, the other 141 boys didn't stop their missiles

Nikolai! Rocking out to metal! I love it!

is Kastovia in Russia? I thought it was a country

Yuri!

Deep Cover

i'm Laswell!

for like 2 minutes lmao damn that was short af

Cutscene

oh god No Russian coming up

do i have to shoot civilians this time?

Passenger

bruh wtf is this?

why was Makarov even on the plane?

could/should have been a cutscene

Cutscene

Farah is my badass motorcycle gf

"Yes, ma'am" Alex knows what's up.

Crash Site

ooooh i found a crossbow!

goddamnit Alex i just took down like 30 men and you got caught by 3?! get it together man

the game wouldn't let me dramatically zipline in to save alex, rude.

Cutscene

Farah continues to be the most capable person in the series

Aww Gaz and Nik being bros

Flashpoint

this post is supposed to be silly thoughts but what is going on with this timeline? Price and Soap and Ghost are together but not part of the 141 because that hasn't been made yet. Also they're all British SAS why are they reporting to Shepard? (that's a question for all the games but especially in this pre-141 scenario) (ok back to silly thoughts)

i shoved Makarov so much lmao (i also shot him but that made me fail the mission)

everyone is gloating so much get it together

Cutscene

Herschel lol

he clearly has a plan and they're all like "what are you talking about Makarov we totally got you"

oh look i was right

oh look it's my least favorite people

"Ghost that is not nice" ok that got me i cackled

Gaz is distractingly pretty rn

Oligarch

listen i swear i'm trying really hard to be stealthy i don't know why i'm so bad at this i'm on recruit ffs

Cutscene

good cop bad cop

"to hide my face" he has a point

i have strong doubts that Milena actually worked for that money lol

Makarov talking about a "Shadow" and i am shocked. Shocked, I tell you! (i am not shocked)

Highrise

this was a fun level

Nolan's talking shit after i shot him, but i didn't even know i got him - i downed him while blinded by a flash grenade lmao

when did Price hook into the skyhook? nearly had a heart attack when we took off

Cutscene

oh its the high fashion mission coming up

Frozen Tundra

godammit another mission where i want to shoot the guy we have to keep safe for some dumb reason

Gaz is the voice of reason again

soap keeps running away when i try to get ammo from him 😭

Cutscene

lmao gotta love these scenes where everyone is part of an intimidating conversation

Gora Dam

i didn't even try to go stealthy this time, immediately stole a truck with a sentry turret on the back

Cutscene

Graves ugh

Gaz not shaking his hand, ICONIC

Danger Close

not really a fan of these types of missions

accidentally used a missile to take out one person but that's ok because i got an achievement for it called "your tax dollars at work" 🤣

Cutscene

yeah he's not dead

huh Shepard telling the truth, shocker

lol jk still lying too

lmao where was Alex in that little scene. "Nik take Farah back to Urzikstan" and Alex? where'd he go??? weren't you in Urzikstan? You left just to talk about this with Farah but not Alex? WHAT IS GOING ON? DID YOU THINK I WOULDN'T NOTICE DETAILS LIKE THIS

Trojan Horse/Countdown

doggo!!!

actually liked the CCTV bit, it's realistic

got runover by a train because my joystick keeps drifting 💀

playthrough interrupted for cat snuggles

"chunnel" lol i forgot some people call it that

RIP Soap, that was a pretty definite death

"one KIA" you mean one task force member... all the police with you are KIA too damn way to be insensitive Price

Cutscene

Uh does Soap not have a family?

Lol Gaz is the only one who took off his hat/hood

Tbh i was expecting a tragic military funeral with bagpipes

this was too short i didn't even have time to process before it was over. didn't cry.

Bonus scene

thank fuck he's dead. now let's get Graves.

Credits

lol what is this music? (oh it's 21 Savage)

production babies!

someone is named Amish.

I know some of these people!!!! I sat through over 10 minutes of credits to cheer for my pals suffering under the evil overlords at Activison!

there wasn't a "thanks for playing" picture at the end what

#this isn't that interesting but i don't have irl people to share my silly little thoughts with #COD #call of duty #modern warfare iii #mwiii #spoilers #i don't think anyone cares about spoilers anymore but still i'll tag it #my COD posts

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iwannaban0nym0us · 1 year

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time for a ramblely post about my life because i'm actually really happy rn

so my partner holy shit they're so amazing i don't even know how to explain it but everything they do just proves how incredible they are,, like we haven't said "i love you" to each other but i feel 100x more loved by them they i ever did by my ex who must have told me they loved me at least 100 times

ok btw i have no idea where this post is gonna go it's probably just gonna be a bunch of random thoughts all lumped together

so uh the reason i've been fairly inactive lately is because it's robotics comp season! Our first comp was last weekend meaning that the week leading up to it I was super busy trying to help get all the things to work (they still didn't lol) friday and saturday were insanely long days that were fun but also so tiring

we barely got things working in time on friday to clear inspection and make it to one practice match and then on saturday we had the worst possible schedule (first match of the day, a random match, last match before lunch, then 2 10min turn arounds, and then last match of the day) the most stressful part of the day was when in the last match before lunch we overextended our arm, pulled out all of the electronics, broke the extension spool, and got 25 penalty points. we spent lunch trying to fix all of that and also change out wheels (we didn't have a chance before because of our shit schedule) and also someone thought it would be a good idea to swap intakes but then we had to unswap intakes because the new one was too big and then the two very fast turn arounds after that were hella stressful

we actually ended up wining our last match of the day tho and i'm very proud of that since i took lead on the strategy talk before the match

then sunday we had a better match schedule and won one lost one so we ended quals 39/42 and therefore didn't go to playoffs, and me being the so so smart person that I am decided that since the other goalie was out sick it would be a great idea to go to my soccer game that afternoon (after 2.5 long tiring days of robotics)

And so I did and by the end of the game i felt like i was gonna fall asleep and i don't know how i managed to make several good saves and we only lost 5-0 (2 of their goals were super lucky tho) I am really glad i went since i got to see an ex-teammate and teammate who might quit the team soon for running and i hadn't seen either of them since last season

this week i've had a bit more time and monday i was so so so tired that during my freeblock which i usually use for hw since i have no free time i just hung out w/ my partner and was like half asleep the whole time, me and my partner also skipped an assembly on burnout because we were both too tired (they had a vaulting comp at the same time as my robotics comp) also tuesday i skipped soccer because of the weather so i got a whole afternoon off

over the next 2 weeks i'm only gonna have 5 days of school because we get next wed-fri off for conferences and then i'm at robotics the following thurs-sat which i think is kinda funny

uh anyway shifting gears,,, thursday i had my gender and sexuality class w/ my ex and since the teacher was out we spent the whole time in small groups talking about quotes from our hw reading and I ended up w/ a friend and my ex and ofc my ex felt the need to read out each of the quotes which normally would be like whatever but for some reason that day i just could not deal w/ their voice or their strong opinions on stupid things

there was one point where their voice had gotten to me so much that i just kinda zoned out and then they had the audacity to ask me if I was ok and that threw me for a fucking loop because when we were dating the only time they would notice something was off was when i was tired not when something was actually going on, like the day where they caused me to have a mental breakdown i was very clearly not ok that afternoon and they didn't say a single thing despite us having class together and so for them to say something now despite me having made it clear we're not friends ??????????

also i was in this state where I was torn between why does their voice still hurt me so fucking much and why don't i hate them more they did some really shitty things to me and i'm just so confused how i can feel both of those things about them and aaaa i just want them to go away

ok this has gotten long enough and i have some things i need to do so i'll probably reblog this later to talk about yesterday :)

#me #personal #ex #girlfriend #partner #ex-grayfriend #robotics #soccer

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iwadori · 3 years

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Haikyu boys when they take a joke/prank too far (Iwaizumi,Daichi)

Word count: 1.9K

Genre:angst,fluff

AN: In the spirit of April Fools I tried to make my first work based on that I hope you enjoy!! (LOL I can’t actually believe this was the first thing I’ve ever written)

Iwaizumi:

“Okay so it’s April Fools Day who are we going to prank?” asked Makki “One of the first years?”

“Do we have to prank someone this year..” replied Iwaizumi “so childish”

“Iwa-Chan!” Oikawa said “Don’t be such a spoil sport.”

“Anyways, it can’t be a first year they’re boring to prank a first year coach will be mad at us, we need someone else.”

Just then, you enter the gym, catching their eye as you approach the group sitting on Iwaizumi’s lap “Hey babe, I can still come over to yours to study right?” you ask.

“Yeah of course, practice finishes early so I'll be there before you.” He said

“Alright, see you then bye babe, bye guys” you said, giving Iwaizumi a kiss on the cheek sauntering off and waving at Makki, Mattsun and Oikawa.

“bye Y/N!” They teasingly responded in unison making you laugh.

As they watched you leave, it seemed as if a lightbulb pinged off in all of their heads (besides Iwaizumi) realizing who would be a great person to prank.

After a lot of convincing, they finally got Iwaizumi in on the ‘harmless’ plan, all they needed to do now is wait on your arrival.

You’re finally done with school after a long and tiring day of exams upon exams and wanting nothing more than to cuddle with your boyfriend (after he teaches you Pythagoras theorem of course.) You did think he was acting weird when you met him this morning in the gym and throughout break and lunch but you just concluded that it was because he was having an ‘off’ day.

You reached his house and used a copy of his key that he gave you to enter we just enter houses up in this bitch calling out his name “Zumi-babe, I'm here...”

“Lets get this shit over with” you said tiredly

Upon entering, you notice none of the lights being on or curtains drawn ‘odd’ you think. You go upstairs going straight to his room hopefully to find your boyfriend in his bed or on his Xbox or something. To your surprise his bedroom door was somehow locked shut (even though not having a lock on his door anyways.) Suddenly, you hear creaks slowly trailing up the stairs and an eerie feeling surrounds you... now you start to feel pretty panicked jiggling the door handle to Iwaizumi’s door as it’s practically the only place you can go.

AN: I hate what I’m writing rn but onwards we right

The footsteps on the stairs start to quicken, and you almost certain that you felt something brush pass your shoulder only adding onto the panic and anxiety that you already feel. Ok, the footsteps on the stairs are basically right near you, so doing the only logical thing you can do you body slam the ‘person’ on the stairs as you motherfuckin should as tears fill your eyes and you pick up bag bolting through the front door, slamming it shut now in full tears and shakingly scared.

You look behind you and see Iwaizumi’s front door re-open and out comes the ‘iNFaMouS sEiJOh fOuR’ in tears... of laughter. It seems that the boys were in laughing fits that their prank ‘payed off’ getting a reaction out of you. You couldn’t see Iwaizumi’s reaction, but you didn’t care you were hurt, annoyed and wanting to get into your bed.

Once you get home, you decide to block your so called ‘friends’ who decided to make you scared shitless and ignored Iwaizumi’s messages asking “where were you today”.... the AUDACITY.

The next day, the boy’s seemed to realize the consequences of their actions after spending the whole day trying to get your attention only to be straight up ignored. Iwaizumi is immensely regretful after all his efforts to try talking to you were denied, he decided after his practice he was going to get you to talk to him or at least get you to listen to his apologies on what happened yesterday evening.

You left your clubroom and made your way to the school gate to go home.

“Y/N!” shouted Iwaizumi touching your shoulder making you flinch ‘wow did we really scare her that bad?”

“What do you want iwa?” You asked very agitated

“Y/N I just want to apologize for yesterday, since it was April fools day and all the boys really wanted to prank someone and I-it just happened to be-”

“It just happened to be me. Right?” you interrupted “Gosh Iwaizumi, I was really scared.. I already had a tiring day and all I wanted was my boyfriend to teach me the stupid Pythagoras Theorem and cuddle me afterwards, but no you and your friends just had to be dicks for a day” you turn around planning to walk away before he grabs you again

“Wait! Just wait y/n, im sorry and I wont ever prank you like that again” he pleaded

“.. and i’ll help you study?” he added pulling the sweetest face of all time to try and convince you

“ugh, fine stop pulling that face... and you better teach me Pythagoras Theorem” you said rolling your eyes

“yeah yeah whatever you say y/n” he said pulling you under his arm and walking in the direction of his house.

A/N: WOW I DID NOT like the way this turned out but its my first official thing that I wrote hopefully HOPEFULLY MY WORK IMPROVES (I THINK IT WILL) SO please join me on this ‘ride’ in improving my work

Daichi:

You decided this morning that you were NOT going to participate in your annual April Day Fool’s prank with Tanaka and Noya... only because of your not-so new boyfriend Daichi saying he didn’t need his teammates corrupting you any longer so you decided to not get involved. With that being said you wouldn’t even think of your boyfriend pulling a prank on you so you didn’t think you’re getting pranked today.

In the gym, the boys were doing the usual: Hinata and Kageyama running after eachother, Tanaka and Noya oogling Kiyoko, Tsukishima listening to music, Yama and Yachi going over club schedules whilst Daichi sat with Sugawara and Asahi.

“So are you pranking anyone today?” sugawara asked

“Pranking someone, isn’t that a bit too juvenile suga?” Asahi replied

“Not you silly, Daichi” said sugawara “With Y/N on his arm they always have to stay on eachothers toes right..she’s a ‘jokester’ right?”

“...right?” Daichi hadn’t thought of it that way, he did know of all your joking escapades before you even got together and how you still liked to joke around now as you date.. He didn’t want you to think that you thought he was too boring for you ?

“Ok. What type of prank should I pull on her..”

Daichi, Sugawara and Asahi (who didn’t really contribute to Suga’s scheming) made a plan for you to meet him at the gym locker with the claims that he had a ‘surprise’ for you .. oh how he was wrong.

Daichi: meet me at the gym locker I have something to show you

Y/N: Ok!! I’ll be there in 5 minutes

Daichi was nervous, and that was an understatement he didn’t want things to go left and have you thinking he couldn’t even do a simple prank. Once you got there, he saw heard you talking to Sugawara and Asahi outside the door about him wondering where he was in which Suga told you inside the locker room.

“Hey babe” you greeted “what's the occasion in why we’re in here?”

“I...uh..um I need to get something one second” Daichi spoke quickly and rushed out the room closing the door leaving you confused. Minutes passed, and you were now impatient and kinda scared since the room was dusty, dark and cold definitely not your place to be in. You tried texting Daichi but just your luck you have no service ://

As time went on you tried opening the door but it was jammed shut no hope opening at all you forgot you left your bag outside which of course had your inhaler which did not help the sudden shortness of breath you started to get because of your asthma and claustrophobia. All you wanted was to get out of this room and talk to … Daichi.

Daichi. How convenient that he manage to slip away before the door got closed hmm but he wouldn’t intentionally prank you after ALL the lectures he gave you about not doing pranks this year right?

You didn’t notice how you started to cry and whimper wanting to leave.

On the outside, Daichi heard your cries and ordered Sugawara and Asahi to find the key to immediately get you out which it seems to take a while because Daichi has now stopped hearing your tears making him gulp in fear thinking something bad has happened to you in there.

Sugawara comes to you handing Daichi the keys, his handing shaking as he tries to unlock the door when he eventually does he finds you passed out on the ground of the dusty storage room. Very cliché I know ://

You wake up in the Nurses Office a bit confused on how you got there until your eyes land upon Daichi, remembering how you locked you in the Storage room where you had an asthma attack and passed out. You turned your body away from Daichi not wanting to talk to him right now after the hypocrisy he did.

“Y/N.. Are you alright?” He asked

“Do I look alright?” You responded in a bored tone

“I am really sorry Y/N... I know what I said to you about not doing pranks this year but Sugawara roped me into this and I didn’t want you to think I was too boring for you so I thought doing this prank would make you see me in a different light” he said

“yeah i saw you in a different light alright” you sassed, you then realised what he said ‘too boring’ kind of feeling less mad and more sad that he feels this way “Dai, you’d never be to boring for me … you’re one of the most funness is that a word? guys I've ever met.”

“really?” he asked

“Of course! I’m kind of still mad at you for letting this happen but I do sort of understand why” you said giving him a hug.

You were eventually cleared to go home and as you left the clinic you saw Asahi and Sugawara standing at the door.

“Y/N WE’RE SORRY” they bowed to you waiting on your responses

You chuckled slightly at their cuteness and ruffled both of their hair “all is forgiven, just make sure there’s ‘pranks’ this year “

Which they agreed upon.

A/N: WOW I DID NOT like the way these turned out but its my first official thing that I wrote hopefully HOPEFULLY MY WORK IMPROVES (I THINK IT WILL) SO please join me on this ‘ride’ in improving my work. Feedback is VERY MUCH APPRECIATED and request too since I will literally write whatever...

I may do a part 2 … any particular characters people want?

#haikyuu x reader comfort #haikyuu x reader #haikyuu-fluff #haikyu angst #iwaizumi x reader #daichi sawamura #daichi x you #haikyu headcanons #haikyuu scenarios #iwaizumi x you #iwaizumi hajime #sugawara scenario #daichi scenario #signedwithane😌

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elysianslove · 3 years

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are requests open?? if so may we get some best friends to lover hcs for gojou-sensei 🥺😽

hi!! omg thank you for requesting this, and i really hope you enjoy!!! kiss kiss mwah <3

i think that, because of his personality, it would be easy to be drawn to him

like he just seems so

intriguing

so early on, before he became a teacher, the two of you met on a mission

the both of you were assigned to deal with this curse, and the way the two of you moved

it was incredible

this had been the first time you’d have had to work with him, but it went so well. the two of you fought like you’d been doing it for years

to the untrained eye, you’d grown up fighting alongside each other

and that’s inevitably what drew you together as partners

of course, the two of you understood each other’s boundaries, and respected that yk each of you have separate lives and occasionally, you’d wanna go on missions alone

but neither of you hesitated to contact each other if needed

or just for old time’s sake

when he began teaching at tokyo prefectural jujutsu high school, he invited you to come teach with him, telling you that he knew no one more capable

ur like aw stop 😏

but obviously ur par w the satoru gojō like 🤑

u don’t officially teach but he asks u to come along w him during missions w his students

as a best friend, he’s extremely reliable

and insanely trustworthy

but also

can be really annoying <3

in the middle of battling out w a curse he’ll straight up be throwing puns at you

like baby now is really not the time but i see what u did there

(this isn’t really following an arc or timeline btw)

at some point he invites you w him on a mission where yuuji’s there

listen yuuji’s dense but even he can see the chemistry between you two

(and the sexual tension)

thing is maybe you realized you’re growing steadily closer to gojō

and that you’re more protective of each other

touchier with each other

the source of teasing differs

but you never really gave it much thought because he’d been your partner and friend for so long that it had only felt natural to grow closer

like nothing felt out of place

but that was only bc it was mutual hehe 👁👅👁

anyways after the mission you guys won yay everybody’s happy

u n gojo are like breathless but just cracking jokes and making fun of the little slip ups that happened

yuuji kinda cocked his head to the side n was like

“are u two together?”

he really did mean it innocently bless his heart

the two of you freeze

people have assumed this before

whenever u were out together or from some of gojo’s other students when they’d be like “omg u guys would make such a cute couple” yk those students

but for some reason

this time it felt

shocking to hear

the same time you go “uh, no” gojō says “not yet”

and then you freeze again

u turn to gojō like ⁉️⁉️❓❗️‼️‼️

and he just shrugs and starts walking away

nicki minaj posses u for a moment and u go

just answer the question please don’t play w me rn

the tension is coming off of you two in waves yikes

yuuji just kinda

🏃🏻‍♀️

outta there

leaves u two together

and you reach out for gojō, stopping him for walking any further, and turning him around to face you

and then you ask

“what did you mean by not yet?”

he just kinda smiles slyly down at you (bc mf is way too tall) and goes “i think it’s self explanatory, right?”

you’re getting kind of annoyed and you just huff and go “if this is a joke, satoru, it isn’t funny.”

he gets all serious when he hears you say that and kinda frowns

“it’s not,” he confirms. and then you can visibly feel yourself kind of relax

you ask him, “do you really mean it?” and he nods

you’ve battled the worst of curses okay

you’ve been nearly beaten to death

you’ve faced situations where you honestly don’t even know to this day how you’ve survived

but nothing was scaring you more than standing before satoru gojō underneath only the moon’s light right now

but he knows you

so well by now

like the back of his hand

and he just raises a single hand to cup your cheek, returning you back to the present and grounding you to the earth beneath you and just calling for your attention

he says, “i can feel you panicking,” and offers a small smile. he tells you that it doesn’t have to mean anything until you decide

and then he says, “i’ll be waiting for you, always.”

just that sentence confirms for you your own feelings, and with a sudden burst of courage, you push yourself up and press a chaste kiss to his lips

it was super quick, barely anything, but it still erupted warmth from your head to your toe

“you don’t have to wait.”

i will never get tired of best friends to lovers pls

at first it’s slightly clumsy, the shift from best friend’s to lovers

you guys want to act the way you normally do

but you always want to kiss and hold hands and do all these couple stuff

and you’re not sure when to do what

but slowly you ease into it

you realize that being best friends with him isn’t too far off from being his lover

except now you have the privilege of kissing him and holding his hand

yeah speaking of kissing he loves to do it

so much

like too much

he says he’s making up for lost time like 🤔 ok sir whatever u say

he’s also a lot more freely affectionate after missions now

straight up will make out w you afterwards and claims he’s only celebrating

missions are a lot more nerve wracking than they used to be

bc he’s even more worried about you now

but it’s okay he knows u can handle yourself 😏

anyways he really does love you with all his heart and would do anything to keep you safe

all while annoying you to death with the endless amount of puns he seems to have 💖

#jujutsu kaisen #jujutsu kaisen x reader #jujutsu kaisen headcanon #saturo gojo x reader #gojo x reader #satoru x reader #jujutsu kaisen imagine #gojo imagine

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bowandcurtsey · 3 years

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AINE MY LOVEEEEEE HIII <33

ok ok ok so you out the idea in my head and i literally can't get it out??? fix this rn 😤😤 if you're not too overwhelmed with requests rn could you write me something around spending time with our boys as it rains? sjskhs it lives in my head rent free now 😅 have the nicest day ok? (that was an order) 💕💕

OK BBY I'm finally here with your request after so long LMAO. I hope it's no longer raining. It's hot AF where I'm at, I'm dying from the heat so I really hope there's some rain. There's just something calming about the rain for me~

Nozel | Fuegoleon | William | Yami x F! reader

Nozel Silva

You sighed at the unrelenting raindrops crashing against your shared room window, "I thought we'd be able to go out for a nice date on our off day"

"we could go out another day," your silver haired boyfriend seemed contented to stay indoors.

"we hardly get to have an off day together," you pouted at the window and you saw your man coming from behind you.

His arms snaked around your waist and gave a soft peck to your jaw before resting his chin on your shoulders, "we're still together at least."

Your shoulders relaxed under his gentle caress and you leaned back into his chest, arm reaching up to stroke his soft unbraided locks. He purred in response,

"Can we just cuddle in bed today, please?" he whispered.

"If you carry me to bed, then yes~" you turned around and wrapped your hands around his neck.

Of course he obliged and carried you bridal style to bed and both of you lay in bed, cuddling and talking about his work and your life. You both eventually fell asleep and took a nap together.

Fuegoleon Vermillion

"I guess that beach trip has to take a rain check honey, literally." he chuckled at his own little joke.

"I even got my bikini ready!" you sighed, feeling a little disappointment swelling inside your chest.

"We'll go next time alright?" You husband patted you on the head.

"what shall we do now Fue? The rain looks like it's gonna be here the whole day.." you pouted.

"Hmm,"he pondered a little as he wrapped you in his arms, trying to cheer you up a little, "how about we play this board game with Leo? I saw him playing with his friends the other day and I must say.. I was a little intrigued"

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"Oh my god Fue, you have never played monopoly ever in your life?!" you stared at your husband as Leo brought out the board game as Fue requested.

"My brother is a boring man sis y/n... Thank god he didn't marry a boring woman and married you." the little lion teased and Fue rolled his eyes.

"Alright then, let's play!!" you exclaimed.

"Play what?" Mereoleona pops her head in, hearing the commotion.

"Monopoly, wanna join?" you beamed at your sister in law.

"Sure! All your asses are going down in bankruptcy today!" The lioness took a seat beside Leo.

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Hours later, it was chaos in the Vermillion household.

"HAH! PAY UP SIS!" Leo exclaimed as Mereo stepped into his hotel property.

Mereo was on the verge of bankruptcy while Fue was stuck in jail, AGAIN.

"Are you gonna pay to get out or roll the dice, Fue?" you asked

Fue rolls the dice but he doesn't get a double and stays in jail.

Leo rolls the dice and gets doubles, "HAH! All of you are losers really!"

Fueand Mereo stares at their little brother, eyes burning with flames.

"Hey hey! It's just a game! Relax both of ya!"

It was a day filled with fun and laughter nonetheless.

William Vangeance

"What a bummer!" you sat down on the table, your chin resting in your hands. "Now we can't go to the amusement park!"

"I'm sorry that we can't go honey, I know you were looking forward to today.." he put down two cups of tea as he took a seat beside you.

You took a sip of the freshly brewed tea, warmth radiating throughout your body.

"I've got an idea," your boyfriend stood up and disappeared into one of the rooms. Awhile late, he appeared again with brushes and paints and a few pots.

"I went over to Julius' place the other day and (wife name) was a total plant mom and they had a little mini plant room. We talked for abit and I saw that her plants had little painted pots and she said that she and Julius painted some of them together so-"

"So you wanted to do pot painting together with me too." you finished his sentence for him. His eyes sparkled whenever he talked about plants.

"I-if you want to...?" there was a sudden hesitation in his eyes, he didn't know if you'd be bored by all his plant talking and him being a plant enthusiast.

"Sure! Sounds fun, so I can paint them any colour I want?" you beamed at him

"Yes of course, I'll tell you which pots belong to which plants and you can paint them however you like." he scattered everything on the table and prepared some water, "this way I'll think of you when I watch the plants too~"

You both spent the entire afternoon painting and talking about plants and other stuff, and you were glad to have stayed home today, getting to know more about your man and his favourite plants.

Yami Sukehiro

"The game's cancelled because of the rain baby," you announced to your man, "now we have nothing to do for the day~"

"Geez, I really did want to see the match today, it's an exciting one." Yami sighed as he took out a cigarette from the box.

Before he could light it up, you threw a pillow in his face. He glared at you but another oncoming pillow hit him.

You giggled, "guess you're stuck here watching me~"

"Ohh, I wouldn't mind watching you baby~" he gave you an evil smirk and you tossed a cushion at him, "Hey! You little brat.."

He proceed to to throw the pillows back at you, hitting your face as well.

"Ow! How can you make a pillow hurt like a rock?" you glared at him, grabbing the pillows to hit him. Your herculean man didn't even flinch.

You accidentally hit him in the crotch, "ow ow ow, playing dirty now are we?!"

It escalated into a full blown pillow fight between the both of you, Yami chasing you around w a pillow and you throwing all the pillows in the room back at him.

Yami eventually caught you in his steel grips and you both crashed back into bed, you were exhausted but you were giggling non stop.

"First the game I looked forward to got cancelled and then my wife throws pillows into my face and attacks my manhood, can today can any worst?" he pretended to sigh a little.

"Who's your wife!" you looked at him and rolled your eyes a little.

"You. Soon to be. Don't pretend you don't want to marry me."

"SHEESH, have you any shame, baby?!" you laughed at him.

He pulled out a little box from his pocket, "I wanted to do this during or after the game today, but damn the rain.."

You laid in his arms as he opened the little box with a simple yet beautiful ring, "so uh, whaddya say? will you marry me princess?"

In that moment, the only sounds were the soft pitter patter of the rain on your windows and both your heart beating as one.

-end-

SORRY BUT EM, I GOT CARRIED AWAY... AGAIN...

Anywayyyyyyy the William fic has a little link to this one here!

#black clover #black clover headcanons #black clover scenarios #black clover imagine #black clover x reader #william vangeance x reader #william vangeance #fuegoleon vermillion x reader #fuegoleon x reader #fuegoleon vermillion #nozel silva x reader #nozel x reader #nozel silva #yami sukehiro x reader #yami sukehiro

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