#lord i want to have chishiya

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hii i don’t know if your requests are open rn if not just ignore this! but if they are i wanted to request chishiya x reader with social anxiety :)

Chishiya with S/O who has Social Anxiety Hcs!

Pairing ; chishiya x reader | a/n ; Honestly this was great asf for me to write cause i have social anxiety too. | warning ; fluff, comfort, a bit of teasing chishiya, a little trailed off, not proof read, season 2 spoilers

chishiya would understand your situation.

but I think he'd be a tad bit annoyed with you as well.

both of you met each other in a game and you were forced to team up with somebody

you were too reluctant on going up to somebody and decided to wait until everyone had a partner or you'd go to the last person who was available

or they'd go to you

like chishiya

from afar, chishiya would have already noticed you weren't the one for social gatherings

since you were kinda squinting at everybody in mild disgust, fear and anxiety

brows furrowing as you bit the bottom corner of your lips and fumbling with the insides of your pockets

yeah you were probably fucked

chishiya would come up to you smoothly, figuring out a way to not startle you

you'd prolong a small 'uh' and quietly return his introduction, not wanting to shake his hand

honestly through out the entire game, he was the one who talked

and he barely talks!

he was just explaining what the games probability would be and making out tactics

you definitely know what he's talking about about but you didn't say much other than a small hum

chishiya would then turn to you and be like 'you understand dont you?'

being torn from either replying because you think that he'd think you were stupid and not replying because.. of the same thing

"Mm."

but later on he'd find out you're actually quite clever and/or strong.

you just prefer to keep it low key

now we all know chishiya doesn't normally chat with others

but since he thinks you were competent as being his partner in that game,

expect as many waves that you'd have to awkwardly return

that's why when he found you in the beach he was honestly quite surprised

like how tf did you get in there

chishiya knows how smart/strong you really are, you just didnt like everyone around you nor you wanted them to think badly of you

when you become something of 'friends'

(coughcoughaskkuinacough)

he'd subtly praise you by giving you an awkward thumbs up when you're doing good

has to watch you mentally make a list of the food you want from the buffet so that you wouldn't look dumb when picking food

or anything like that

honestly it kinda hurts him to watch you

but wouldn't show it (now added with concern for you believing that he's judging you)

but but but

chishiya actually thinks there's perks to you social anxiety

like, well, mentally listing stuff down and fixating on details in order to make his plans work

he also admires your acting skills when you try to get away from social situations

again, really good asset, just a bit too terrified

once you start becoming comfortable being by his side, he's very patient and would listen to what you'll have to say

also has to reassure you that he understands your opinions (omg rare)

soon enough you'll almost be like a whole new person and chishiya now has to deal with this puppy

he knows all the things that ticks you off or triggers the anxiety

would comfort you by helping you escape to somewhere less crowded

oh oh oh

and if you both like each other

neither of you is going to confess

chishiya is busy being a tsundere and being in denial

hile you're sulking in anxiety AND denial

kuina literally has to come out and put both of you in a candle lit dinner it's so goofy

it's so painful for her to watch both of you pine for the other

she's practically clawing her eyes out

once you guys get together, chishiya tells you to keep it a secret

which you could definitely do.

and oh my lord when arisu and usagi come by

the anxiety is once again high

and even higher when people start killing each other

you're standing there all cool, arms crossed, watching the many cctvs

and kuina and chishiya start subtly accusing each other that they are the witch

you'd start having a breakdown internally but you're standing there like its all goody gum drops

i think im trailing off

either way, chishiya would definitely just tease you how your anxious

but he'll tell you everytime that you're gonna be okay

plus holding hands when y'all are hiding

him coaxing you for anything sometimes

he'll not say but he'll be pretty honored that you became comfortable with him

honestly he would treat you like how he treated ippei (with extra credit)

and again, he'll just subtly praise you

soon it'sprobably gonna be a habit in his system

if you know what i mea-

#aib #alice in borderland #alice in borderland x reader #aib x reader #chishiya x reader #x reader #chishiya shuntaro #chishiya shuntaro x reader #box writes #headcanons #headcannons #ib headcanons #chishiya headcanons #chishiya x reader headcanons

[surshica]

MESMERIZED !

request : chishiya x black!fem reader

genre : fluff — imagines

warnings : contains swearing and kinda ooc chishiya

A/N : this request made me squeal and kick my feet n shit omg. i tried making imagines OK BUT THID MADE ME WANT TO MAKE ANOTHER RAHAHSHSH. anyways ENJOYING HAHAH I TRIED.

— CHISHIYA x BLACK!FEM READER

BEFORE BODERLANDS —

chishiya knew abt you since you had thick long curly hair

he thought it was too much of a distraction to have your hair half up half down with the curls, they weren’t even distracting; he was just mesmerized by the curls

i mean what can you say not a lot of japanese women have dark skin and beautiful curly hair.

it took him a while to even talk to you since you had that natural rbf.

when he actually finally to talk to you, you were the most down to earth person; he just assumed that you were rude because of the rbf.

to his dismay you were in fact taller than him, he hated the fact you had to look down at him but it gave him some butterflies.

whenever you two would hang out he always noticed you were the type to dress up; not in a formal way but in a very fashionable sense.

you always had some kind of makeup on you but you would mainly carry gloss with you. chishiya watches from afar when you reapply the gloss.

he was a strawberry person and you were a coconut person.

ever time you passed by him at the hospital he would get a whiff of coconut coming from your hair even during the winter; he found it quite relaxing

you would always ramble to him about work and the shitty people at school since you were going back to school #scholar!!!

he noticed you express yourself a lot through hand emotions as well.

whenever you put your hair up in a bun or tight ponytail he would be like ‘the curls 😧’

he wants to play with the curls but never does because he doesn’t want to seem weird

OMG IMAGINE HIM BEING INVITED OVER RIGHT, and he goes into your bathroom and he sees so many different products and he asks you “what’s this”

pure shock washed over your face

you had invited him over to help you with an assignment for your clsss but instead it turned into an hour discussion about the products

LIKE YOU EVEN SHOWED HIM WHAT TO USE TO MAKE HIS HAIR SILKER, SHINIER, ETC.

boy was mesmerized pt.2

he even went out his way to use the products you told him to use AND LORD BE HOLD it made his hair softer

like for your birthday he got you a bunch of hair products and jewelry that he thought you’d love AND HE WAS RIGHT

he got you some cute bracelets and necklaces and the next time he saw you at work you showed off your bracelets he got you

little did you know HE WAS WEARING THEM UNDERNEATH HIS COAT.

he loved the way pastels and nudes looked on your skin tone.

you had a dark skin tone with pink undertones so even the slightest blush was visible

he would get dirty looks from people since you were not the same pale skinned japanese you see; but he seriously DGAF.

you always invited him over for dinner since you knew he wasn’t the best cook; he didn’t show it but he did enjoy the food

“chishi!! should i straighten my hair? i feel like curls are too much of a hassle to take care of.”

“no.” “the curls give personality. i cant say the same about straight hair”

OMFG AND THE TIME YOU HAD YOUR HAIR IN LIKE BOHEMIAN GODDESS BRAIDS HE FELT A LITTLE SPARK IN HIM

he seriously can’t decide if you look better with your natural curly hair or the braids.

THERE WAS ONE TIME HE REALLY EANTED TO TOUCH YOUR CURLS and he asked for permission.

that took you by pure shock tbh, you looked at him and laughed at him, “you don’t have to ask chishi. we are besties”

like he buffered slightly and you didn’t feel his hands mess with the curls BUT INSTEAD YOU FELT HIS FACE PLUNG INTO THE CURLY FLUFF.

“soft.” was all you heard escape from his lips.

DURING BODERLANDS —

luckily you and chishiya were right next to eachother when the fireworks went off. that didn’t mean you weren’t shitless scared none of the less

you stuck next to chishiya until you two made it to the beach.

you weren’t as scared anymore but rather confident and more witty. still uber friendly to everyone in the beach

you even met kuina and you two bonded SM.

kuina and you became shit talking buddies with chishiya with you.

while you two were at the beach, the number one rule was to wear beachwear all the time SOO WHEN HE SAW YOU IN A LILAC PURPLE BAKINI WITH A MESH SKIRT TIED TO YOUR HIP WITH A CRYSTAL WAIST CHAIN; HE FELT SOMETHING. HE FELT MORE THAN JUST BUTTERFLIES.

you were wearing the bracelets he would give you, you even noticed HE WAS WEARING THEM. you felt some butterflies teehee

even during these terrible times you still had time to maintain your curls, they weren’t happy with how they looked so you ended up cutting it to a shoulder length.

chishiya was so upset he didn’t talk yo you for some time at the beach

when you finally confronted him about it, to your surprise he was mourning the loss of the long curls.

most of them time during the beach kuina felt some of the most romantic tension EVER.

kuina would always tease him about it but would deny it saying you’re only besties.

while at the beach, you kinda stuck out like a sore thumb. everyone was pale japanese women/girls. and you were a tall dark skinned beautiful black women

you caught niragi’s attention so many times yet you always turned him down, you weren’t scared of him.

chishiya didn’t want anyone touching you so he became your own personal body guard even going to games with you.

kuina literally did everything in her power to get you two to date but yall were so delusional she gave up.

as time went on you met usagi and arisu and you absolutely loved them

but after finding out what chishiya did to them, you were upset and disappointed with him you stopped talking to him all round.

he got scared because he didn’t see you at all on the cameras for witch hunt but he found you simply in the bathroom doing your hair chilling

he didn’t know how to apologize but he just looked at you with a sad eyes. you gave him the eye roll forgiving him.

since the beach was going to shit, you put on some white shorts and a jacket leaving with him.

even in just shorts and a bikini top he had these butterflies ALL ROUND.

the two weren’t surpised when mira was the one behind all of the games, but having the jack of spades be the first one to come after the two of you? shit was messy.

you had to grab chishiya since this mf wont run for his life.

you ended up getting separated from the gang so it was just you a chishiya.

you were so over games but yet he wanted to do more and more and more.

since it was basically an apocalypse your curls started to dread and you hadn’t found the time to even do makeup

chishiya was fairly upset that your curls weren’t curling anymore, it became his life goal mission to get out of this hell hole.

when niragi shot chishiya YOU COULDNT EVEN STOP THE SASS.

you had wrapped him up in the bandages you had in your bag, he would tease you about being so tensed.

“chishi if you don’t shut up i’m going to hurt you even more”

chishiya had realized that maybe he should go for the risk in life.

“maybe when we get out of this hell hole, we can go on a date.”

“are you asking me on a date?”

“and if i said yes?”

the fireworks went off, a smile caved onto your lips “i accept your offer”

AFTER BODERLANDS —

you weren’t seriously injured but you had to find chishiya and ofc you found him in the spot you and him would always meet up at

he was more concerned about your hair running his hands through the now short hair curls

HE WAS UPSET. LIKE HE MISSED IT.

you even went on a ramble on what happened, you kept looking at him asking if he was okay

he had to get on his tippy toes to give you a peck on the lips.

THAT TOOK YOU BY SURPRISE BRO. having pink undertones, the BLUSH WAS SO BRIGHT.

“sometimes you ramble too much.”

you bent down giving him a kiss before quickly pulling away cover your flushed state.

“and i’ve been waiting for that. you took forever chishi”

“you know i never thought you’d like me that much chishi~”

“what can i say? i like your curly hair. it really made me mesmerized”

#aib chishiya #chishiya x reader #chishiya headcanons #alice in boderland x reader #chishiya fluff #chishiya imagine #chishiya shuntaro #chishiya x fem!reader #chishiya alice in borderland #IMAGINES 💌 ୧ ˚₊ #★ : REQUESTS . . ! #- surshica ♥︎

[peachsoda15]

I have to get this out, oh lord, (also spoilers warnings for the second season of Alice in borderland) (side note, I’m not proofreading this, it’s just gonna spew out of my mouth, so have fun with my possible typos and poor wording)

The second season of aib has trashed me emotionally, mentally, and somehow physically, It’s been about 6 days since I’ve watched it and oh god, do I have things to say.

For one, I knew what was going to happen in the end, I saw manga spoilers, and somehow it still left me with this aching feeling. The cinematic effect of seeing everyone in the same place before the meteor, and not knowing each other but being connected is such an emotional masterpiece that will NEVER leave my brain.

It left me with a very empty and yearning feeling especially after seeing they all forgot each other and yet somehow still ‘knew’ each other (yea that phrasing is probably poor, sue me)

I’d also like to mention it made me realize things about myself and my life which is was NOT ready for at all. I related heavily to Arisu and I was aware of that, (the thing with Arisu finding his reason in life hit me very hard) but after washing Chishiya’s part play out The realization hit me so, extremely hard, that I am A LOT like him.

I’ve been told most of life that I am not an empathetic person, and can be very selfish. (the empathy thing might just be my autism shining through a bit but yk)

I was mostly aware of this but I didn’t think much of it and mostly was under the impression that is how you have to be, to get anywhere in the world, but after seeing Chishiya actively WANT to understand and change, meant so much to me and made me realize that I definitely don’t have to be this way.

I’ve never had a character effect me in such a raw, heart touching way before, and honestly thinking about makes me feel a little ill.

That stupid little doctor man (also related to the whole Med student thing to an extent so that was fun) has made me think back on how I am/was as a person, and who I want to be and for that I am so grateful to the writers. (especially because of the changes made to Chishiya’s character/backstory, it made you want to be a bit more sympathetic towards him in the show) So, now I’m being thrown on the journey of self discovery, which I’m not necessarily happy about, but I know I needed this regardless.

NOW! Onto more pressing matters, I’m so extremely angry they kept Niragi alive, and even made him and Chishiya be somewhat civil in the end. (I get they don’t have memories, but it still irks me) Also the fact we never got to see Kuina and Chishiya interact at the hospital is criminal.

I love the Arisu/Usagi romance, it’s so sweet and not overdone to the point where it was like annoying to watch. I hate when romance in shows are either to mushy, or slowly become the main point of the show.

Bonus part that I wasn’t gonna talk about, but the name of the show mirroring the “border” between life and death from the meator is genius and I love it.

#alice in borderland niragi #alice in borderland #chishiya shuntaro #aib chishiya #aib niragi #arisu alice in borderland #usagi alice in borderland #aib hatter #aib kuina #aib spoilers #aib season 2 #aib #aib arisu

[scp230kinnie]

Characters I currently want to write for

Leave some requests for these characters guys im having hyperfixations so bad

No promises that I’ll actually get to most of them but I’ll try

Alice in Borderland

Tatta Kodai

Arisu Ryohei

Kuina Hikari

Kuzuryu Keiichi (k���️)

Niragi Suguru

Father au! Aguni Morizono

Chishiya Shuntaro

Metal Lords

Hunter Sylvester

Attack on Titan

Armin Arlert

Sweet Home

Lee Eun-Hyeok

Repo! The genetic opera

Nathan Wallace

Pavi Largo

Luigi Largo

Amber Sweet

Superbad

Evan

American Horror Story

Tate Langdon

#fluff #headcanons #scp230kinnie #tumblr #fanfic #aib #alice in borderland #requests #send requests #send recs please #kodai tatta #Tatta x reader #stranger things #attack on titan #aot #rtgo #repo! the genetic opera #metal lords #sweet home #ahs #american horror story

[chisheya]

hanahaki disease [niragi x reader x chishiya] highschool au!

Summary: love is reckoned to make us powerful; not susceptible - as much as i tried to convince myself that. as much as i tried to stay strong; tough and heroic, enough to risk it all and let my emotions surge on the exterior. strong enough to be crushed yet again, to love and be loved again - knowing my fragility. 

 i’ve known the agony and lament sufficiently enough that it demolished my sanity, left my soul burning away, gradually fading into ashes and disappearing like dust under the moonlight’s breeze. and the funny unfunny part is - i wish i had told him, perhaps one day i will. 

‘‘I have loved you since I first laid eyes on you. My love bloomed like a flower in my chest.’‘

Tag list: (if you want to be tagged, let me know because the previous post got deleted for some weird reason lol)

Word count: 2.5k

The sun's soft twinkles crawl over house rooftops, and in an early hour, despite it, it still felt like a chilly morning. Early as it is, the neighborhood was caught up with parents rushing with their children, some going to work, some even rushing late. Thankfully, the riots of youngsters were vetoed by the sound of Supermassive Black Hole by Muse playing through my earphones. I was deliberately walking down the alley on my way to school, gripping the hem of my uniform and cursing to myself that this skirt was of no use to at least keep my legs warm. 

The reckless gust reaching from my left side provoked me to jump out of my skin, revolting me from my daydream. 

‘’God's sake-’’ I turn my head only to see Chishiya standing next to me, with a smirk on his lips. The sudden view of him caused me to blush, as my brain screamed oh-look-your-crush. Although you could rarely see this guy smiling and being friendly, his agenda was incompatible. Clever, crucial, and cunning as he is, he always had a special place in my heart. Why, you ask? I'd love to know that too... Maybe because he has been my friend since forever. 

''You must be that cold, huh,'' Chishiya says sarcastically. ''Y-yeah.'' I murmur, ''anyway, again one of early practicals at the hospital today?'' ''Correct.''

''Yikes,'' I add, clicking my tongue, ''good luck.''

''Have you decided if you'll stay here in Tokyo?'' Chishiya pops a question, clearing his throat, as his face remains immersed on the boulevard in front of us. ''Huh, what do you mean?'' I add, looking up at him, wishing he'd look back at me. But he never does... 

''For university.'' ''Oh, that,'' is all I say, before taking the next few seconds to think what to proceed with, ''yeah, Tokyo - I guess, still not sure yet.''

''It better be Tokyo or I'm disowning you.'' He says in a stern voice, delivering it with a smirk as he quickly runs his hand through my hair, resulting in becoming a mess.

''Hey!'' I chuckle, about to return the favor but he succeeded to grab my wrist and stop me just on time. Shucks.

Chishiya and I have been friends since childhood, as our dads have been friends since their early school days as well. He's in his third year in med school and I'm about to graduate in less than a month and enter university in few months. Not to mention, living close enough in the same neighborhood visiting Shuntaro's family every Sunday for dinner was a ritual that my dad, Aguni, and I couldn't stop doing. My mother has had enough of Tokyo so she decided to leave for England. Yeah, pretty simple...it has only been dad and me since. Not like I regret staying with dad, and if there was the father that would win The Dad of the Year award, it would be him. Playing cards meanwhile drinking wine was a post-dinner ritual for our dads, later through time, Chishiya joining them as well. In most cases, I'd end up just observing how they play and anticipating who's going to win. From Aguni being the best to, Shuntaro's dad, a few years later as Chishiya evolved enough his cunning games he beat them in it. He became a card game master, no jokes. 

I didn't notice it has come for the time for us to go different paths, as my school was in the complete opposite direction.

''So,'' I murmur, stopping and turning to face him, ''I guess time to say goodbye.''

''Good luck, kid.'' He says, giving me a soft smile. Ah, if he only knew how something so insignificant and minor to him has such a consequence on my heart. But he never will though. As I know, what we are and what we are not. 

I just smiled as I watch him turn his back on me and leave first. He always leaves first. I stayed few more seconds as his figure slowly fades of to distance I get ready to go my way.

                                                        ⋞ 〈 ⏣ 〉 ⋟ 

 After the last class, I choose to go to a nearby library to catch up on some assignments. The library is a soft of the enormous coffee shop yet one can stay all day and feel good even if one buys nothing at all. That's the discrepancy. It is a place of welcome for everyone rather than for "customers." This is not a money-nexus venue yet a love-nexus space, and that makes it a real treasure in this city.

I was relinquished and dazzled by the book in front of me, until the moment someone’s voice yanks me out of my thoughts.

''Since classes are over, want to grab lunch?'' I feel a hand placing softly on my left shoulder as a soft boyish voice peaks behind me.

''Niragi,'' my lips stretch in a smile as I embrace my best friend in a hug, ''of course, you mind if Chishiya tags along as well?''

''Oh,'' he mouths, providing it with a vague look, as I feel him stiffen up a bit and breaking the hug before proceeding, ''Chishiya..too?'' 

''Yeah!'' 

''Sure,'' he says, providing it with a soft smile, ''definitely..'' 

''Great, I'll let him know then.'' 

                                                        ⋞ 〈 ⏣ 〉 ⋟ 

Niragi and I walked after school side by side, on the way to Shibuya where we agreed to meet up with Chishiya. As we have arrived early, we stand by a big poster advertisement. I gently lean my back onto it, facing the industrious avenues of Shibuya wandering with people. Niragi, leaning as well, right next to me. 

''So, have you decided? Is it going to be Tokyo or London?'' 

''Hm,'' I murmur as his question breaks me out of my trance, ''regarding studies?'' He nods. 

''Honestly, not sure,'' I hesitate, before proceeding, ''but I'd love to stay in Tokyo.'' This was not a lie, but London on the other hand, was just an excuse in case my health gets worse. An agreement was made with my dad that it'd be best to stay there with my mom and focus on getting better. 

''Tokyo.'' I sigh, still caught up thinking what if I have to end up having to go back to London. What do I do then? And more importantly, what do I tell them? The minor, simple thought of lying to the people I deeply care about stings. 

''And you?'' 

''Tokyo,'' he says softly while looking down, smiling - as the thought if he had something that binds him to dwell in this city, ''I already got accepted in for game engineering.'' 

I knock him softly on top of his head, standing on my tippy toes. Though he was portrayed as the delicate and sweet guy he is, he was taller than both Chishiya and me. 

''Ouch,'' he exclaims as his hand rests on top of his head, my action catching him off guard, ''why did you do that?'' 

''Why haven't you told me, little idiot?'' 

''I planned to,'' he giggles, a wide smile as I've never seen scattering across his delicate features, ''I was waiting for you to confirm you got in your desired major as well.'' 

Yeah, I have, Niragi. It's just that I might not even be able to go because of my health. The phrases, the verdict, that I desired I could have mouthed out. But I couldn't, not now. Not when we're about part ways, and the way I want to remember these recollections is by them as their happy-selves, us cycling through alleys of Tokyo, eating noodles in the park during chilly nights, by city lights as the background noise of crickets was vetoed by our laughter. The recollections, moments I'll protect in my psyche permanently. 

I just remained silent, looking at my friend as he was smiling and looking off to distance till he started waving to someone. I shift my gaze only to see Chishiya's figure approaching us, hands in his pockets as usual. 

''Hello there, peasants.'' Chishiya teases, as he finally approaches us.

''Excuse me, lord Shuntaro.'' Niragi scoffs at him, crossing his arms.

''So where will we head to?'' 

''Whoa, Morizono, not even embracing your friend in a warm hug and you're already talking about eating,'' Chishiya says falsifying pain in his voice, ''I'm hurt.''

 ''Chishiya,'' I let out, rolling my eyes at his statement, ''I know you don't do hugs.'' I proceed, nudging his forearm slightly, hoping that the warmth I felt growing in my cheeks wasn't showing. 

''Fuunji or Ichiran Shibuya?'' Niragi says, clicking his tongue. 

''Fuunji,'' I mutter, at the same time as Chishiya adds, ''Ichiran.'' Our eyes met instantly as we both realized our choices were different.

Do I have to mention that I'm probably already blushing? No, because heck - yes I am. 

Oh boy, here we go. Let him have his way, Y/N. 

As you always do. 

''You know what, let's go to Ichiran,'' I exclaim, looking in between my best friends waiting for them to agree. 

''Ichiran it is,'' Niragi exclaims. 

A little while later, our food has finally arrived. The moment it lands on the table, Niragi digs at his sweet and sour soup and pulls out all the cubes of carrot. I don't say anything, I really couldn't care less about table manners and there's always something interesting going on in his head. Chishiya calm and collected as he is, starts eating at a slow pace. After swallowing his first bite, he breaks the silence, ''we must go somewhere to celebrate your birthday, Y/N.'' 

''I'm not sure-''

Niragi peeks up at me with sticky fingers in his mouth. Meanwhile, Chishiya adds, through the mouthful, that I could just about make out the name "Kyoto."

As my mouth was full of food as well, I just nod seriously. 

"That's a great idea, Chishiya. I never thought of that." Niragi grins, still with the fingers in his mouth, then he scoops them up and lines them neatly next to his stocking.

Chishiya holds out a cup of soju, "for Y/N." Niragi's hand comes over and snatches it up, his grin as wide as his cheeks will stretch, and scatters back.

Chishiya and I just exchanged looks, laughing at his silliness.

We drank soju, we were already merry and full, we told the most terrible of jokes. That was us. Casual, informal, yet caring enough to make the time we spend together joyful. 

                                                         ⋞ 〈 ⏣ 〉 ⋟ 

After grabbing lunch with Chishiya and Niragi, I headed straight home. The thought of visiting Kyoto for my birthday with them was still bouncing on my mind. The thing is, how to bring it up to Aguni? Hm? As loving and fond as he is of both of them, the thought of sending his only daughter away with two boys on a trip probably sounded far away from a brilliant idea. Sigh, I guess it'll take a lot to convince him. 

''Dad, I'm home!'' I exclaim, meanwhile closing the doors behind me and taking off my shoes in the hallway. 

''Someone's back home early, huh?'' Aguni says chuckling, as he plants a soft kiss on my forehead. 

''Yup, something smells delightful,'' I say, meanwhile slapping my hands in excitement and taking my seat. 

''Ah, you sneaky,'' He adds, taking the seat as well across me, ''it's your favorite - pad thai chicken wok.'' 

''So,'' I began, meanwhile randomly picking food with chopsticks in my plate, ''I have a question.'' 

''Yes?'' Aguni murmurs, mouthful, gazing up at me. ''So you know that my birthday is next week...'' I say awkwardly, placing my chopsticks gently on the table. 

''Of course, how would I forget my daughter's birthday?'' He scoffs, butthurt that his daughter thinks he's that forgetful. 

''No, of course not.'' I chuckle, ''but I did want to ask you something, uh...'' 

''Go ahead, silly.'' 

Just say it. Now or never. And I do - ''I've been thinking of visiting Kyoto with Chishiya and Niragi-'' 

''Not happening.'' 

''But-'' 

''You? On a trip? With two boys?'' his voice stern as he glares up at me, causing me to swallow, ''you must be out of your mind to think I'll let you, Y/N. Boys your age are wild.'' 

''No, there's going to be more of other friends...too, from school.'' I start, slightly panicking as I was also trying to think of the ways to get him to approve, ''not just Chishiya and Niragi, although you know they're my closest friends.'' I proceed further, looking around the food on the table, as I noticed he has almost cleared out his plate, and yet there was still chicken left in mine. Splendid, a perfect way to bribe him now.

''Plus,'' I mutter, as I start taking out the chicken from my plate, putting on his, his eyes now fully focused on that chicken, ''I know you trust them enough to protect me if anything happens, right?'' I grin, awkwardly. 

''Only because they are aware who's your father and someone not to mess with.'' He adds, still not convinced enough, but still taking the small pieces of chicken with his chopsticks. 

''Uh, yeah,'' I murmur, as I watch him, eating up those last few pieces of chicken as if they are his last, ''beside your protectiveness, what do you think?''

''Y/N, you've forgot one thing.'' Aguni says with a serious tone, placing down his chopsticks. 

''What?'' I question, acting dumb. Expecting him to answer, he just remains silent and gives me an even worse glare now, ''doctor's appointment,'' I add, ''come on, it doesn't have to be next week as well. Just check with them if they can postpone it.''   

He preserves silent, still staring up at me with a serious look on his face. Sigh.

''A trip with my friends is more important. Not to mention, it's our last as we're all parting ways soon because of university.''  

''To you. But to me, your health is more important Y/N.''

''I...understand, dad,'' I sigh, looking up at him, falsifying a smile, ''but look at me, I'm feeling fine. I've never been better.''

''Same as you claimed in the past, until it happened again and I was close to losing you forever.'' He asserts, this time his voice louder than before.

''Dad...cheer up,'' I exclaim, as I reach out my hand, placing it on top of his, ''it's...just because it happened then, doesn't mean it will happen again.''

''You don't know that. Your condition is serious-''

''I'll take care of myself. Alright?'' I murmur, squeezing his hand, ''please, can I go?''   

''Alright, alright. Under one condition, take care of yourself and as soon as you get back we're going to the doctors. Promise?''

''I promise.'' I holler, lunging from my seat to hug him before storming off to my room. As soon as I shut the door behind me, I lean my back on it. 

There was an eerie sentiment I felt within, a good sort though - just not sure for what exact reason yet. It felt like it was the calling card of an adventure, paths awaiting, what will transpire. Whatever was ahead could be a great challenge, and there could be tears, but it was an exploration to take and so I smiled. The inklings would come, perhaps when I’d least expected it, so I’m ready to take this leap of faith.

#niragi #alice in borderland #imawa no kuni no alice #niragi x reader #chishiya #nijiro murakami #arisu ryohei #yamazaki kento #dori sakurada #chota #karube #ann rizuna #kuina hikari #kuina #usagi yuzuha #chishiya x reader #chishiya x niragi #tao tsuchiya #ayame misaki #saori shibuki #aya asahina #ayaka miyoshi #keita machida #kano mira #naka riisa #last boss #aguni

[ohworm-writes]

❝ I should be sleeping. But I’m thinking of you. I’m always thinking of you.  ❞

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[aceofspadegrass]

Good Old Drama and Gossip

Characters: Hatter, Niragi Suguru, Morizono Aguni (Mentioned), Chishiya Shuntaro (mentioned), Last Boss (Briefly Mentioned), and me

Genre: Crack. This time it's just blind!Niragi being fussy and me stealing Aguni in the background

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Part 3 of being a little shit to Hatter and getting away with it. But hey, at least there's the added bonus of Niragi being dramatic while being able to see nothing. A shame I didn't arm him with a cane and let him smack people.

Hatter was going to get them this time, he swears on it. It’s been more than a week since they last struck, and as far as he knew, there was not a single invasion into his Beach. He was always on alert, just in case something happened. It didn’t get in the way of his primary duty to his people, but the thought never left him to make sure everything he owned was in place.

Checking for any of the other’s stuff wasn’t anything Hatter worried about, thankfully. For some odd reason he could only interpret as ‘being too handsome and irresistible for his own good’ only his stuff was ever snatched like a cookie in the elusive cookie jar. He didn’t want to develop more stress lines making sure his men were okay in their personal possessions. Wrinkles shall only come to accentuate him, make him look good, not just tired and old.

That privilege can go to Aguni.

The man in question was at the very least rocking it, made him look fierce. Hatter could appreciate that in him, and it makes his job easier in subduing the more…. rambunctious of their group.

In fact, one of Aguni’s more problematic men, Niragi, had come back to a game with bad eye issues, even more worse than the appointed med staff could figure out. Apparently the game the oversaturated oil stain was in broke his eyes to the point where he couldn’t use them for a good while. In short, Niragi was left completely blind, and Aguni now had to deal with an increasingly whiny and temper hearty baked bean burrito. Hatter found it funny, but oh boy was it wearing out his poor fried dumpling.

It also left quite a hole in the defense for the intruders, so the issue of Aguni and Niragi was also an issue for the safety of the Beach (and Hatter’s stuff) as a whole.

No point thinking about this now. Hatter leans back on the sofa, sipping at a cold blend of juices and relaxing. His feet were killing him right about now, Hatter flexing his stiff toes and internally begging for a good pedicure to fly in through the doors and give his feet a touch of heaven and bliss.

The door in fact does fly open as the thought passes his head, Hatter sitting up and raising an eyebrow as Niragi stands there, breathing heavily. The sunglasses Hatter has so graciously offered to him in order to make him both sexier and protect his eyes from the sunlight so he didn’t permanently damage them further was slipping slightly off his face, Niragi fixing them after a few more pants.

“ You…..! You fucking coconut slut!” Niragi rasps out, and Hatter quirks his eyebrow in mild amusement, leaning forward and sipping his juice quietly as one arm rested on his knee. Niragi points a finger in Hatter’s direction, if Hatter was 45 degrees to the left and standing. “ You fucking left me tied on that bed for an hour! What fucking gives!”

Hatter says nothing, as Niragi storms in….. and immediately slams into the back of the other couch, Hatter bursting into laughter. Niragi on the other hand starts spouting obscenities and kicks the couch, and the red cocktail man notices the lack of real gun in Niragi’s possession, other than the super soaker that was substituted. Aguni probably replaced it, knowing that a blind trigger happy man was a danger to society and himself.

“ What the fuck is this bull?! What- Oh for fucks sakes this isn’t Chishiya’s room is it.” Niragi finally sputters out, grabbing the top edge of the couch and massaging the soft cushions underneath his long fingers.

“ Oh, I wish I was. Now what was this about being tied to a bed, hm?” Hatter croons, which earns him a hearty middle finger.

“ Like heck am I about to tell you. Okay, let’s try this again-“ Niragi turns around, but Hatter whistles at him, Niragi slowly spinning back around to face Hatter’s general position. “ What is it, I don’t have all day lobster man.”

“ Aww, not even a minute? Well, it’s just a question. Aren’t you supposed to be accompanied until you regain your senses? After all, you have nothing to guide your way.”

“ Fuck that, I don’t know where Last Boss went and he won’t fucking speak up if he’s just been following me like a sneaky little bitch this entire time, and Aguni was called away for something!”

“ Oh?” Hatter leans back again, Niragi throwing his arms up in the air as he starts pacing and nearly running into stuff again.

“ Yeah! So then that tiny mozzarella cheese ball came and said he’d help because I just look sad and stupid wandering around by myself, which I don’t believe because I know he’d push me into the pool the first chance he got, and then suddenly I’m tied to a bed as he puts on a podcast of nothing but some random guy talking about wool! It was hell!”

“ Oooh, I see. How bad was it?”

“ Fucking terrible! I did not need a wool lecture, thank you very little! Who the fuck wants to know the fastest record to shear a sheep was 39 seconds!? Not me, that’s for fucking sure!” Niragi rants, Hatter nodding and grinning as he switches his juice out for the good wine he kept by his foot the entire time, pouring himself a decent amount and taking a slow sip as Niragi continued to rant onwards. At some point Niragi managed to find the couch again (because he stubbed his toe into it, leading to an extra twenty seconds of Niragi cursing out Hatter’s poor couch) and sat down, Hatter pushing a wine glass into Niragi’s hand and filling it. Niragi downed it like he was a war orphan waiting for his arm to be donated to the war effort, Hatter lightly tsking him for not savouring it properly.

It wasn’t Aguni or any of the girls, but Hatter could appreciate the gossip as Niragi continued without a filter in his mouth, the rant going from Chishiya’s wool podcast to anything else Niragi had heard in his blind boredom. He was impressed how much information Niragi was willing to dole out just to get his anger settled for the rest of the day, and Hatter was happily sipping away as he absorbed it all.

Finally Niragi had calmed down, just nursing the wine glass that Hatter just filled with chocolate cereal instead, as Niragi refused to drink his wine like it was good wine. It was a shame really, Hatter liked hearing about Niragi’s auditory bubble day.

“ Well wasn’t that cathartic!” Hatter chirped as Niragi mumbled around his glass of chocolate cereal, draped over the entire couch as if he wanted to become the couch lord. Or wanting to be painted like the best model in the world, whatever he wanted.

“ Yeah yeah, whatever.” Niragi tips cereal into his mouth just as the crackle of his walkie-talkie alerts him and Hatter. Niragi doesn’t bother to remove the device from his side, too busy eating his cereal as a voice comes through.

And oh boy, what a voice it was, Hatter tuning into it immediately.

“ ….. Testing, testing! Are you hearing me? Hi hi, it’s me, your local menace~ The one with the robe, remember me? Yeah! Hi, don’t mind me, okay? I’m just gonna….. borrow Mr. Beef Stew with extra beef for a few hours! For personal, very important reasons and definitely not because I got a replica statue of a cute dog stuck in a window and now I can’t get it out. Anyways, bye!” The rest becomes static as it disconnects, Niragi snorting a little as Hatter takes one deep breath.

“ Oh, so that’s how it’s gonna be, huh? Niragi, hand it over to me.”

“ You’re not my boss.” “ Yes, but I’m Aguni’s, so hand it over.”

Niragi grumbles, unclipping the walkie-talkie and tossing it in Hatter’s general direction, Hatter humming and pressing the button on the side.

“ Hello? Are you still there, you rascal?” Hatter leans in, pouring as much honey into his voice to lure them out.

“… Yep, still here! Hi, didn’t think you’d be there too Hatter.” “ Oh, I’m here, and I would like to kindly know where you and your little friends are. As a little house visit~” There was a chuckle on the other end. “ Oh, sorry sorry, but I can’t. We can always come over and visit though, even if it’s for a brief moment!” “ Is that so…. Well, you wound me so, you know!” Hatter puts a hand on his chest. “ For you to not even offer me the same respect, ah it hits me right here that you can’t even trust me~”

“ Sorry! Anyways, gotta go, got things to do, got stuff to move with Aguni, who was nice enough to help us.”

“ At your base? Well, what’s stopping me from asking him for directions later for a surprise visit one of these days, maybe have a meet and greet with my beloved stolen items?”

“ Not anywhere near our base, we’re not that dumb my dear red bean paste~ Don’t worry, we’ll return your man in….. 3-5 business days maybe okay byeeeeeeeee-“ The line goes completely dead, and Hatter stares at the black box.

Those cursed beings, they’ve gone too far. Too far.

#aib #alice in borderland #aib fanfic #alice in borderland fanfic #hatter #takeru danma #aguni morizono #niragi suguru #last boss #takatora samura #chishiya shuntaro #hatter rues the day he met us conniving thieves #at the very least he got entertainment before being bamboozled from right under his nose #blind niragi is funny because I can make him smack into things without a chaperone #niragi slow down you're slurping too fast- #you can't go anywhere anyways without potentially running into issues #now how did chishiya manage to distract niragi long enough to tie him down? who knows

[cr4yolaas]

— ouch. // chishiya + gn ! reader

tw / cw . blood , death , guns , angst

a / n . very small thing . it kinda clicked in my head for a moment b4 i was gonna write another chishiya one shot . also chishiya + rdr have known each other b4 the borderlands , which can be interpreted as romantic or platonic

HE DIDN'T remember any of it.

scratch that, he remembered all of it. otherwise, he wouldn't have been begging himself to catch a blink of sleep just to drown away the tangled and knotted and mishapen thoughts that engraved his weary skull. it was simply blurred — by the saline tears that ( he didn't want to admit ) were collecting in his eyes or by the fatigue that riddled its way into his bones, he'd never know. he raked a cold hand through the distraught strands of dyed hair, a heavy sigh slipping from his raspberry lips and into the static air of the pitch black around him.

chishiya was one to act on impulse — of course, that is, if it'd benefit him in some way shape or form. but that, he couldn't place why he did it then. there was the one second he tried to convince himself that it wasn't his fault, but that thought was washed out by the red that burned his line of sight.

so much red.

it didn't scare nor sicken him, not really. he had grown achingly accustomed to the maroon liquid that would seep into his hands every other night. however, there was that tinge of disgusting guilt bubbling up in his throat. he wanted to puke it out already.

he gave himself a moment to calm down from the flurry of overwhelming and unfamiliar emotions that clung onto his blemished skin oh so tight. now he could imagine it vividly — but he didn't want to.

the bullets dancing about the room, the lack of light sinking into their bones, and of course, the inevitable doom placed right under his toes.

he still doesn't know why he did it, no matter how much he recalls or looks back on it.

a stiff hand tugs at a shoulder that, in that moment, feels all too familiar. he doesn't realize it until his arm finally moves and his feet race back. he can't see it at first, his hair is everywhere and he's breathing too heavily to even lift a finger to clear it away from his eyes.

but lord, when he does finally see the air in front of him he stops breathing altogether.

it dawns on him that he hadn't moved far enough. crimson taints his white jacket, but alas, he has no time to care for that now. there's no round of shots that follow after, only momentary, impure silence after the horse - masked figure collapses to the ground.

then the mockingly high - pitched voice that resonates around the building and rings in his blood - stained ears. he can't tell what stops him from smashing the phone to the ground out of raw irritation.

he ignores the cries coming out from the room beside him. instead, he pulls himself over to the figure before him, the same one he used as a fucking shield. it's now that the familiarity hits him. he can't even see an inch of their bare skin under the blanket of disgustingly wet blood that's slowly starting to stick to their limbs.

he doesn't cry, absolutely not. but his ribcage feels like exploding and he swears he feels every other bone in his body shatter.

the puke finally came. aching feet dragged along the carpet, trudging towards where chishiya hoped was the bathroom. he just barely opened the toilet cover in time before he practically emptied out his guts.

even after he finished, he couldn't find it in himself to get up again. his legs had gone numb, blistered fingertips twitching every now and then.

in that moment, he kind of missed them. he slightly wished he had listened to them, wished he had at least snuck a few glances before, however, he's rather content with not being able to remember them as much, for he knew it would be better for them to simply dissolve from his head.

and at the same time, he found himself hating you.

despising you for leaving him so foolishly vulnerable.

#alice in borderland #imawa no kuni no arisu #imawa no kuni no alice #chishiya shuntaro #shuntaro chishiya #chishiya #chishiya x reader #shuntaro chishiya x reader #aib scenarios #aib imagine #aib #anime #nijiro murakami

[sery-chan-13]

Words and Songs That Describe Your Guy's Relationship

A concept idea I am going to try out with Chishiya and Niragi first, and then write for other characters. These two are just easier for me to write about

Chishiya

Eunoia - well mind; beautiful thinking

Nyctophilia - loving the night

Misanthropy - the general hatred, dislike, distrust or contempt of the human species, human behavior or human nature.

Philophobia - fear of falling in love

Mamihlapinatapai - A look that without words is shared by two people who want to initiate something, but neither start

Agathokakological - Consisting of both good an evil

Sophomaniac -  A delusion of having superior intelligence.

- Songs

Stupid For You by Waterparks

The King by Conan Gray

Genius by Sia, Diplo Labyrinth, LSD

I Wanna be Yours by Artic Monkeys

Burning Pile by Mother Mother

Sociopath by Stayloose and Bryce Fox

Nintendo Game by Alessia Cara

Favorite Liar by The Wrecks

I Want To Be With You by Chloe Moriondo

Training Wheels by Melanie Martinez

Detention by Melanie Martinez

Play With Fire by Sam Tinnesz, Yacht Money

Hooked by Why Don't We

Soap by Melanie Martinez

Love Like You from Steven Universe

Sarcasm by Get Scared

Best Friend by Rex Orange County 

Secret Love Song by Little Mix, Jason Derulo

Niragi

Autophobia/Monophobia - Fear of being alone

Pistanthrophobia - Fear of getting hurt in a relationship

Aphenphosmphobia - fear of being touched

Proditiophobia - Fear of Being betrayed

Solivagant - rambling alone : marked by solitary wandering.

Aeonian - lasting for an immeasurably or indefinitely long period of time

Cleithrophobia - Fear of being trapped

Epicaricacy - Pleasure at the pain or misfortune of others

- Songs

Savage by Bahari

Daisy by Ashnikko

Killer by The Ready Set

Hostage by Billie Eilish

My Boy by Billie Eilish

Hayloft by Mother Mother

Oh Ana by Mother Mother

Such a Boy by Astrid S

Issues by Julia Michaels

That's My Girl by Fith Harmony

Fuck, I'm Lonely by Lauv and Anne-Marie

Sweet But Psycho by Ava Max

Criminal by Britney Spears

Slave 4 U by Britney Spears

I Don't Care by Fall Out Boy

Outlaws by Alessia Cara

Ribs by Lorde

Trust My Lonely Alessia Cara

Sex With a Ghost by Teddy Hyde

Gingerbread Man by Melanie Martinez

Training Wheels by Melanie Martinez

High School Sweethearts by Melanie Martinez

Comfort Crowd by Conan Gray

Daddy Issues by The Neighborhood(for both)

#chishiya #alice in borderland #niragi #music #testing this first #honestly was reallu fun to write about #so. much. research.

[creamwh0re]

arisu x chishiya

Warning:Mention of arisu friends death,dangerously ooc chishiya ,blood and fire described lightly Word count:1K Taglist:@yui-kuromori A/N: I have never wrote for Arisu ever. People say he’s the easiest character to write… A/N (2):BAHAHA IT WAS SUPPOSE TO BE A ONESHOT NOW ITS A SERIES LORD HELP

Arisu listened through the headset as his friend spoke, he kept running and running trying to find them Chota telling him to save his tears memories filled his mind he couldn’t love them now he needed to find another way for everyone to live. But it was to late when he found Karube he tried to speak but then the beep goes off Karube neck exploding as his body hit the ground blood everywhere the ring he promised for his girlfriend shining in the moonlight.

Arisu was overwhelmed by the sight screaming at the top of his lungs knowing that it won’t bring them back he continued yelling and crying until his voice gave out and his body felt drained of tears.

He spent his days in the road even when it rained hoping that his visa would expire already he couldn’t live with himself knowing that were dead. So much emotions and flashbacks filled his mind as he looked blankly into nothingness it was until a young lady came and helped him sheltering him and giving him food for once in game he felt a sense of happiness and comfort.

The woman name was Usagi she was a rock climber she had lost her father so she knew how it felt lose someone so important to them. The two teamed up together helping each other in games times got hard but they manage to push through it, that was until they got kidnapped into this place called the Beach the male behind it all giving his selfish speech which didn’t answer all of Arisu questions.

He compiled with staying as it had electricity and food and shelter he spent his days chilling until it was time to play a game he met the male from the Tag game that helped with his DIY taser. Him talking about how hatters system was flawed and it was corrupted and how he had a better idea on stealing the cards which Arisu agreed with.

They had a meeting right after with the all other people talking about how things should go but Arisu couldn’t keep his eyes off the pretty male, they were particularly glued to his features, his feline eyes, unzipped hoodie exposing his collarbone his white blondeish hair. He was a pretty sight he must say the most Chishiya also had a secret on the male at Arisu first glance he was cute innocent looking but also he found out he was intelligence. Another reason he needed him but he also needed him to his and only his the male was naive and innocent he needed someone to guide him in the right path or people like him would get him trouble. Serious trouble.

Arisu sat on the floor trying to forgot about his friends death but it was no use he wished they were here with him , Karube and Chota and Shibuki did nothing wrong to deserve this at all. They were all amazing people they he looked up to those final words from Chota and Karube making his heart ache. Tears started freely steaming down his face and he hugged his knees trying to keep himself together and not look weak, try being strong for Chota and Karube. But once again he couldn’t do he collapsed over on the floor bursting in full blown tears wanting to scream and yell but nothing doing such as he would attract attention to his room.

Chishiya on the other hand, trying to get Arisu off his mind the man was cute but he didn’t think he’d be glued to his mind, he was gonna use to find the safe. But he’s far to innocent for the punishment that’s to come with trespassing and his poor soul when Niragi finds him he couldn’t let his treasure get hurt. So he’d have to rearrange a few things and find another idiot to do it for him.

Making his way up the stairs to Arisu room he continued down the hall stopping in front of his door knocking gently Arisu sniffed giving a small “come in” Chishiya opened the door to show a weak broken down arisu laying on the floor with dried tears on his face. He walked over to the male and squatted down he didn’t know how to comfort but he knew that you first ask the problem before taking action. “Are you okay? What’s wrong?” Arisu sat up and continued sniffing “I lost my lifelong friends to this game” Chishiya froze he lost people he loved to this game but that happens everyday you lose someone so why is he so attached to them they were gonna leave one day.

“People come and go but sitting here crying about it isn’t gonna help nor change the fact “ just like back at the game Arisu yelling and screaming was not gonna bring back. Chishiya hooked his arms around Arisu trying comfort him in the best way he knew how which was physically Arisu hugging him back.

Arisu took a deep breath and pecked a kiss on Chishiya cheek while they were sitting on the floor hugging. Chishiya responds being blunt and unreadable like always but he spotted a slight red blush spread against his face which made Arisu smile. “Wanna go on a walk and go to the rooftop” Arisu nodded getting up and putting his shoes on him and chishiya left the walking through the empty halls of the hotel heading up the many stairs reaching the rooftop pushing the door open revealing the breeze of the cold air as well as a view of the whole beach.

Chishiya putting his arm on the ledge inhaling and exhaling the cool air while Arisu stared at the stars the light flashing on Chishiya maybe he was the sign of his Happiness. The male looked over to see Arisu staring at him giving a smirk and looking ahead Arisu getting nervous that he got caught staring quickly trying to apologize which Chishiya thought was cute. Arisu resting his head on chishiya shoulder as they looked up at the stars and the people at the beach.

[mystic-sanctuary]

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⟜ We are chronically and mentally ill, we use the spoon theory to convey our energy and motivation levels.

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#👑King Corbin - Corbin’s Tag

#💪 SubSys - The tag for Mark... And his SubSystem.

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#clown town - all the homestuck/hiveswap clowns’ stuff

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#invader zim - Dib, GIR, and Zim's tag for all their source stuff.

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Dear lord I finished AoB about two weeks ago and I don’t think I’ve recovered since then T.T I started watching it - fell in love with Chishiya at episode 2 and subsequently died at episode 3 (I honestly don’t think I’ve ever cried this hard for a show that isn’t animal related or NiF)

I agree that it’s the best live action of an anime so far. Will you ever be writing anything for AoB? Just curious ahah

-0-

Ikrr it’s so good!! I too adored Chishiya from the very start, and episode 3 was a heart-wrencher (those “hide well, sheep” lines on the screen that they kept flashing back to, I wanted to tear apart the game myself omg). And they really went down the what-are-morals rabbit hole for the Beach arc, it was a great finale.

I am… working on something right now :cries: The fandom’s so small, if I want specific fics I’ll have to write them myself, so yeah, there’ll be something sooner or later rip me.

#Alice in Borderland #shadowsofmoonracer #submission #Arisu was also an awesome protag I love a smart MC #could do with a little less heart because you know what I'm like with my morally grey characters #and lbr arisu has the potential with how feral he is about his friends

[avauntus]

Ooof... HI blog mutuals! How are you? 

Back around January 5th, I had a cloud of commitments drift over my calendar at work, and I thought: :This will be a busy week.: Two months later... well, it’s a break period soon, and I will probably sleep through half of it. 

I have been getting a few drabs of writing done, but it’s pretty fragmentary. I made progress on the mc:tna WIP! *jazz hands*

I also spent a lot of time the past month or so on the couch watching TV, because I didn’t have bandwidth for anything else. I want to do a quick impressions post, in case anyone is curious about these programs, too!

Below, thoughts on:

Alice in Borderland (Japan; Netflix)

His Dark Materials (British; HBO Max)

Raya and the Last Dragon (US; Disney+)

Vincenzo (Korea; Netflix)

WandaVision (US; Disney+)

Alice in Borderland (Netflix - 8 episodes, ends on a -minor- cliffhanger)

This one really grabbed me by the throat, but in a way that is entirely about style and setting. Characters in this drama don’t have a long shelf life, and like Battle Royale, it is extremely bloody. Also like Battle Royale, how much enjoyment you get out of it depends on your tolerance for watching people group up and then be shocked when the strangers they’ve decided to trust (inevitably) gruesomely betray them. If you enjoyed the style of Cube, Hunger Games, The Game, or Matrix Reloaded, and can stand (or like me, fast forward through) the gore, you might enjoy this.

Random impressions:

I know why Arisu is the main character, but brass tacks: if he didn’t have plot armor, he wouldn’t be. Usagi, Kuina, Karube, or Chishiya the entire way.

Almost the second I turned it off, a full-formed plot bunny of how Chishiya and Kuina met jumped in to my head, so maybe that will get written someday. Because they’re the best (regrettable murder-duo tendencies aside).

Either the borderland is a simulation, or they’re all stuck in someone’s psychotic break-- there’s too much that doesn’t add up for it to be anything else (although the “aliens!” theory is fun).

His Dark Materials (HBOMax - 2 seasons (15 eps), 3rd season in production)

I really wanted to like this more than I did... If you’ve read the books, and enjoyed them, it is a beautifully filmed version of that, but the show sells the grand drama of a War for Free Will much too short. Like, my favorite things in two seasons were Lee Scoresby (Lin Manuel Miranda, surprising the hell out of me), the City of Citagazze (what?), Mrs. Coulter (...what?!), and Lord Boreal. 

Lyra, Pan, Will, the Golden Compass itself, the angels, the Spectres, the Magisterium -- ehhhh. They were fine. But not more than that. And some of the things I outright loved in the books were terrible here. Whoever cast Lord Asriel, the witches and Jopari/John Perry did...not do their best work, imo. I’ll probably watch season 3, but it won’t be a “must watch” for me.

Raya and the Last Dragon (Disney+ - animated film, ~2 hours)

I shelled out US $30 to see this opening weekend, and I’m not sorry about that choice. Reviewers are saying the story is a bit “generic” and...I guess? I think it depends on what you were expecting. But for me, this movie hit all my buttons - actual characterization for its female leads; humor; enemies to lovers friends; big epic conclusion to its story; found family; basically an RPG sourcebook lite approach to introducing the world; magic with consistent rules and NOT overpowered; BIG ol’ plothole at the end if someone wanted to write for it...

 There has been another criticism leveled, in that Raya tries to take a “pan SE Asia” approach with its setting that really, really bothers some viewers. I tried to keep an eye out for it when I watched, and quickly realized I don’t know enough about artistic influences from that area of the world to be able to tell. So it didn’t bother me, but in that I might be part of the problem. I will say that the setting seemed to be a little too “flavor-y” in its regions if it was supposed to be one country originally. But I mean, this was also a film with a giant rolling armadillo--  wasn’t thinking about it very hard.

Vincenzo (Netflix - airing now, new eps Sat & Sun in the US)

Ahaha, where to START?  I started watching this on a whim eating dinner one night, and it’s maybe my new favorite show. Netflix labels this a “dark comedy,” and yeah, I guess? I also sent my friend a text when I started binging this midweek that went, roughly:

“Ooh, now we’re staging an Italian mini-Epcot to stop the demolition gang, and GLITTER CANONS!! Also we’re ripping off The Great Gatsby.”

...and that’s the vibe, really. 

This is the rare drama where I feel confident saying: Watch the first episode. If you like it, you’ll like the rest (so far- ep. 6 just aired). I am a BIG fan.

WandaVision (Disney+ - 9 episodes)

Ohhhh, man. This was so much better than I expected, and the second trailer (above, if YouTube lets you see it where you are) gave me high hopes. It’s probably better if you have a vague idea who Wanda and Vision are, but you know I don’t know that you would really need that?

It’s about nostalgia, love, grief, and the stories we tell ourselves-- the ones that are self-serving, and the stories we think serve us, and don’t. It actually lets Wanda lead in her own narrative, for once, but doesn’t undercut what she’s had to go through to get there. Like a Korean drama, the first few episodes are going to seem underwhelming if you’re there for “big P” plot-- but give it room. 

Wanda facing down the beekeeper at the end of episode 2 gave me chills like very little has on TV for a while. Elizabeth Olsen packs a lot into that 2 seconds:

And Kathryn Hahn as Agnes is delightful. She’s totally on the up-and-up, of course-

Secondary shout-out to DR. Darcy Lewis, low-key saving the day and snarking her way through it. So happy to see her again, too.

I’ve watched the whole series now (last episode twice; cried both times) -- and I think this is going to be one of my favorite things of 2021.

#TV #mini-reviews #alice in borderland #raya and the last dragon #his dark materials #vincenzo #wandavision #i have opinions

[dead-finch-420]

Is Ethan alive in your au? Is he gonna spare the Lords orrrr...

yes and nope! ethan moldy ass winters kills everyone except the maidens in this au.

why? for narrative purposes, also, the maidens were made before re8, i want them to be characters for future resident evil games as well, and that isn't possible if they're stuck in the castle most of the time.

all but one of the maidens are distraught by it, and they have a heated argument before they seperate ways and leave the country.

Stephanie goes back to Umbrella to report what happened, Tao reestablishes her triad in Japan, Chishiya and Josephine find and investigate the curious case of Rose Winters up until the events of the next game.

if you're curious, no, they don't break up in the Human Au, they're all very happy there

#anon asks #is it sad? yes #but its necessary #probably #i did mention i was gonna put them through hell

[sery-chan-13]

Slow Dancing In The Dark

Ok, so... this idea has been in my head for a while. So... yeah. Basically what song you two would dance to in the privacy of your rooms. Most likely in the dark.

Niragi

- Very sweet

- He likes the song, but won't say it

- He really loves the lyrics because he relates them to your guy's situation

- Not like anyone can hear the two of you over their parties.

- It's not even intricate dancing

- Just slowly swaying while his hands hold onto your waist

- Randomly spins you

- honestly, makes you forget everything that's happening

- He loves having you so close to him

- He doesn't want to turn the lights on because he doesn't want you to see his absolutely lovesick face. (Hahaha, it's soft Niragi hours here, leave me alone)

- But just says it's for fun

- You convince him to keep the curtains open at least

"You ever wonder if anyone has seen us doing this?" You whisper, laying your head on his chest. "I doubt it. And if they have, the obviously know better than to say something," he responded, one of his hands holding the back of your head. You sighed happily because in this moment there was no games. There was no fearing for your life. There was no worrying about where the other was. There was only a comfortable silence where unsaid words of love and adoration were heard. Even if they weren't verbally spoken. Words couldn't describe your relief every time he came back. Words couldn't express how he felt, or more so he didn't know how to express how he felt. But it was those unsaid words that were heard the loudest.

Chishiya

- He was very confused with the song at first

- There was a lot going on at the chorus, and it scared him a bit the first time. He'd never admit that though

- I feel like he knows how to do like... waltzes and ballroom dances

- Slowly teaches you if you don't know how to

- Will be nice sometimes and not complain that you stepped on him

- Sometimes is petty and steps on you back

- You always have to guess

- Lights off so that way no one passing by would see that you're up, and won't interrupt

- The only light coming in is the lights from outside

- I mean, he's just glad it isn't a cheesy song

- Or so he thinks

- The only time he acts soft though

- The best talks happen while you two do this

"And now you step that way... good," he instructed, praying you when you did it. You laughed, placing your hand on his shoulder. "You haven't been mean to me all day, what's up with you?" You joked, quickly kissing his cheek. He sighed, taking your arm over your head, and spinning you around. "Would you like me to be mean? Because that can be arranged," he smirked, pulling your body closer to his. You pouted playfully, shaking your head.  "It's just... you're never so... nice? Well, to me you're nice... but usually you tease. Is there something wrong?" You questioned, explaining a bit more in depth. He chuckled, shaking his head. "No... well, actually, yes. You. You decided to try and save me in the game earlier. You could've gotten hurt. Or worse, died. Don't be so stupid, you're a very clever girl," he explained, looking away. You frowned, softly placing a hand on his cheek, caressing his face. "I will do what I deem fit for myself. You deserve to live as much as I," you whispered, leaning your forehead on his. He let out a small laugh, swaying with you. The earlier thoughts of his interrupted by your calming presence.

"I'll have you know you've stepped on me at least six time though, my darling."

"Well, that's not really a me problem, is it my love?"

Arisu

-fun jumpy dancing!

-spins you around a lot

- you're both very dizzy

- you've both fallen down to many times for you to not have broken bones

- lights are on, you two already get hurt as it is

- but you convince him to just one lamp

- which works

- loves the song

- he relates it to your relationship

- loves it

- loves you.

- at the end when it's all the 'oh oh oh oh oh' he does the... cross arm spin thing? You know what I talking about right? Oh well, that, a bunch of times

- all around the room you don't stay stationary

- too much energy for that

"This is fun! Do it again do it again!" You laugh, holding onto his hand. He laughs, spinning you once more. "You're so cute," he said, holding onto you. He tucked a loose strand of hair behind your ear, holding your face. You smiled, grabbing the hand on your face and kissing his palm. "I love you," you sighed, looking into his eyes. He hoped you could tell there was only pure adoration and love for you. The way you would giggle or laugh everytime brought him to paradise. You really did make everything better. After hard games, or just a day at the Beach, you always made him forget about how the world was. How he wished you two could stay in this moment for eternity, forever in a state of bliss. Maybe it was just wishful thinking, but he couldn't help it.  In his mind, forever was any time spent with you.

Karube

-he thinks it's very aesthetic pleasing

- the song is a vibe honestly

- you two actually dance around the whole room

- song is on full blast, everyone could probably hear it

- sings the 'I will make you queen of everything you see.' Part to you, and after says it's a promise

- his hands hold onto yours, fingers interlocking,

- whispers sweet things into your ear when you're close to him

- giggly, laughing, and fun.

- The lights are off cause he doesn't give a fuck

- he can see perfectly fine. There's light coming in through the windows, he says.

"And we.. spin!" He laughed, spinning you, while holding onto your hand. You giggled, getting pulled back into him.  "Karu, careful!" You scolded, holding onto him. "What?" "I almost stubbed my toe!" Others would be trying to have a romantic moment, but you two were more about having fun in the moment, being romantic later. Through laughter and sweet words, you somehow managed to not fall. Every word that wanted to be said was falling out, even if it wasn't meant to be said out loud. It's just the effect you two had on each other. Feeling free in the moment, and making memories to last a lifetime.

Chota

- He adores the song

- It's soft, it's sweet

- Loves it

- Soft but energetic swaying

- he doesn't know where to put his hands, so won't put them anywhere he doesn't know you're comfortable with

- Likes it when you lean your head on his chest, because he feels like he's protecting you from the negative vibes

- Best boy

- You somehow convince him to keep all the lights off

- how?

- no one will ever know

- but you did, so bravo!

"Watch out for the chair baby," you warned softly, snuggling your face further into his chest. You heard him hum in acknowledgement, and smiled. You could tell he was tired, but anytime you had suggested to go to bed, he would tell you you were worth staying up for. He really was too sweet. You swayed softly to music as he held you close to him. Even after the song ends you stay that way, holding each other as if the word would end if you let go. As much as you protected him, he loved feeling like he was protecting you. He loved that you felt safe with him.

Last Boss

- Did he chose it?

- No.

- He thinks it's kind of sad in a way

- But the more he listens to the lyrics, the more he loves it

- While you two are dancing he analyzes the lyrics

- And talks to you about them

- He likes that you're actually listening and partaking in the conversation

- Slow swaying, his hands hug around your waist, and his head is in the crook of your neck

- Whisper talking as you sway in place

- lights are off

- He's attentive and makes sure you don't get hurt

- He likes being wrapped up in your arms

- And will admit it

- Fuck hiding your feelings from your partner

"I like the part where she says 'and we'll never go home again', because... what if we don't go home Samu?" You whispered, gripping onto his back. "We will... eventually," he whispered back, drawing soft circles into your back. It was quiet for a bit more before you spoke again, "...What if I don't want to go home again? What if I wanna... what if I want to stay here? With you?" You didn't hear an answer, and sighed softly. He didn't know what to say. "I think... I think I'd like that more... than going back," he said. You smiled, continuing on. It was never boring to be with him as he always seemed to know what to say. His thoughts were interesting, and you always thought you were so lucky to be able to hear them. Even as you swayed softly in the dark room, the quiet whispers of random thoughts spilled out. The music from the parties going on seemed to be drowned out by everything happening in your shared bedroom. And even the moments of silence were filled with loud actions of adoration.

#alice in borderland #niragi #chishiya #arisu #fluff #×reader #spotify #i want to do this with someone #someday i will :')

[sery-chan-13]

Ahahahahahahahahahahahaha-

Because I can, that's why-

You Two as Random Convos I've had with my Friends Pt. 3!

Except you have to guess who is talking to you- pfft-

"If I don't die in this game... take me out yourself."

"Wait what?"

"Life and death are cool, but have you heard of our Lord and savior Satan?"

"Oh my gods..."

"I will burn down a church while saying where's your holy water now motherfuckers?"

''You're the kind of crazy that works, because it's funny. And relatable"

"If I had to pick a person to fuck-"

"I'm listening."

"It would definitely be Kuina."

"I'm your boyfriend-"

"Your point is? Have you seen her?"

"Valid point."

"I want to get black out drunk, give me a hand?"

"Sure, what do want to drink? I have an idea of what you'd like, but just tell me."

"A bottle of tequila."

"You mean a shot of tequila?"

"A bottle. You heard what I said."

"Since I love you, I'll limit you to five shots."

"Smart thinking. Glad to know one of us has a braincell."

"Have you heard of conditioner? It works wonders for your hair."

"Have you heard of shutting the fuck up? It works wonders on others self esteem."

"Did I actually hurt your feelings?"

''... No. I do request attention as an apology though."

"Ok!"

"No, because I get it! If I had a tongue piercing, I'd be sticking out my tongue too!"

"Ok... but why?"

"beCAUSE IT MAKES YOU LOOK HOT AND GIVES YOU A CONFIDENCE BOOST!"

"Remind me to never invite Chishiya as my escort to my quinces..."

"Why's that?"

"He can't dance for shit, and hates people. My tias would be all over him, talking about him being so smart and shit."

"Ok, and what about me?"

"My tias would try to take you from me, have you seen how hot you are?"

#alice in borderland #chishiya #niragi #×reader #last boss #Karube #Chota #Arisu #have fun #Goodluck youre going to need it-