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kenlvry · 1 year

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HII if it's not too much trouble can i request kyle, kenny, craig, and tweek getting jealous over reader? like they see her hanging out with someone else or something and get jealous. i love ur writing btw!!!!

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an, HELLO YESSSS LOVEEEE JEALOUSY!!!! AND THANKYOUUU, 16-17

kenny mccormick

you have always had a boy hanging around you, before you even dated kenny your boy bestfriend was there. back then kenny didn't mind bc he didnt have a big fucking crush on you, and also your besf wasn't as close to you as now.

he hated how your bestfriend would hug you and hold your arm, whine and make puppy eyes to you. this all started happening ever since you and kenny became a couple. you bestfriend was becoming more and more touchy.

see you didnt know cz yk bestfriends! you didnt know that your bestfriend was glaring and smirking at kenny while hugging and touching you, you didnt know that your bestfriend would pull you away from kenny whenever you and kenny wanted to do something

kenny has had enough, while you and kenny was planning to go to the movies your bestfriend heard and chimed in "whattttt, i thought we were gonna watch that movie tgt y/nnn" he said while hugging your arm, kenny was fed up bro. he pulled your bestfriends arm aside away from you "so? fuck off we made plans first, shouldve asked her first" you never saw kenny this mad ong

your bestfriend was embarrassed and after that incident he would tell you to stop hanging out with kenny and gaslight you into thinking kenny was a bad man, eventually you stopped contacting him bc he was annoying af, he now watches you two from afar whispering curses :)

kyle broflovski

you him and a few others were at tweek bros hanging out waiting for tweeks shift to end when some other boys walked in, they sat to the table next to you and one of the boys looked over and looked shocked "holy shit y/n???" everyone looked over to you and your table looked over to them, it was your old friends!! you smiled widely and got up then hugged them.

you were smiling and talking so casually it made kyles heart hurt. they boys were tall, funny, attractive and had a fashion sense, exactly your type. it made kyle kinda mad ngl. the boys looked over to your current friend group and made a somewhat disgusted look and whispered something to you, whatever they said it wasnt something positive bc it made you stop your smile

you then said loudly "well we can hang out another time im hanging with them rn." then they scoffed "cmon y/n, you? hang out with these bitches? wheres the party girl we used to know?" one of the boys said that made the others laugh. kyle got offensive and stood up "what the fuck? let her choose who she hangs out with" they scoffed again "what this is your boyfriend? y/n you really downgraded after breaking up with me" the other said, kyle glared at them and you were about to say something but kyle did so before you "atleast i dont cheat on her" kyle quickly caught on it was your ex who once cheated on you

the boy pushed kyle lightly that made the other boys from your table stand up, clydes and craigs stare made them scared and go away "this isnt over fuck you!" one said, you actually hated that you had to bump into them, you just put up a smile while cursing them in your head. when they saw you and kyle again, kyle kissed your cheek and got close to you to show you are his.

craig tucker

while accompanying you to the mall to buy something he let go of you for a while to go to a store he saw, when he came back he saw you talking to two boys.

he came over and the closer he got the more friendly you three seemed, one of the boys then held a hand to your shoulder and got closer , mans was speedwalkin atp.

when he came over he put his arm around your shoulder pushing away the hand of your friend "hi babe, ready to go?" he said the babe slightly louder than the other words and looked over at the boys who now looks slightly annoyed, you said yes and said bye to the boys. one of them then tried to hug you and and he quickly pulled you away "bye y/ns friend" he said with a slight smile. they rolled their eyes and you had no idea what was going on walking away. he flipped them off not turning back to see their reactions.

just know that whenever they see the two ever again their going to get a middle finger as a present, he wasnt one to share whatever is his

tweek

you were on a table sitting on a chair that faced the cash register looking at tweek while waiting for his shift to end, ever so slightly smiling now and then when you two made eyecontact, it made him calm down a little.

he looked stress, today was a busy day and you were so excited to hang out with him so he can release some stress playing games or wtv, while waiting some of your friends saw you and came over sitting at your table, tweek was looking over to you expecting to see your sweet smile but instead saw you talking, he didn't mind though, atleast someone was there to accompany you.

but he was getting more stressed out by the second, with karens complaining about their order and kids spiling everything it was harder to concentrate, he would look to you wanting you to smile at him but you just kept talking to your friends!! how could you! it made his stomach twist and he was little hurt,

his mom came out meaning his shift ended! he was so excited to finally hang out with you!! he expected you to come running to him like you always do but you still wont look over to him! you had completely forgot about him and it made him sad, he thought you replaced him :(( poor boy got so anxious he just went to the locker room.

while laughing without a care in the world you suddenly remembered you were here for tweek! you quickly stood up with a gasp to your realisation, it made your friends shocked. you quickly scanned the cafe to find no blonde twitching boy with a wrongly buttoned shirt. you went to ms tweak and asked where he was and ran to the locker room,

poor boy had small tears and was drinking coffee quietly, you chuckled and hugged tweek reassuring him and saying you were sorry. he forgave you (somewhat) and you two went out of the cafe shop tgt ignoring the stare you got from your friends and hung out all day <333

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inagetawaycarxo · 2 years

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I’m Not Him | The Shield Imagine [Separate]

Anon: Ooh could we get fic-one of the shield boys-where gf pushes him to hang out with his friends, doesnt kiss him in front of his friends, tries not to ask him for much. And he gets really angry until he learns her ex accused her of being clingy so she didnt want him to dump her bc shes 'smothering', some agst then fluff. Thanks!

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Summary; Y/n isn’t used to a nontoxic relationship so when The boys pull her up on her odd behaviour of pushing him to hang out with his friends more.

WARNINGS: fluff, angst, crying, breakups, makeups, roman being a sweetheart, Seth being an idiot, errors I missed.

A/N: I know you said one of the boys but I decided to do all three.

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DEAN AMBROSE: [aka Jon Moxley]

He was cool with it at first. He thought you were one of those calm girlfriends who didn’t make a big deal if he hung around his friends a lot.

You never kissed him in front of his friends, you never asked for much.

But it got to the point where it become a habit. Whenever he was with you and he got from one of his friends or a call, you told him to hang out with them.

He started to think maybe you didn’t love him anymore and were cheating on him, which caused him to get pissed off.

Eventually, he confronted you in a fit of rage, which kind of scared you.

The two of you were snuggled on the couch, watching some cheesy cringy movie on Netflix that he wasn’t really invested in when his phone pinged with a text message. It was one of his friends asking if he wanted to hang out. You glanced over at the text message.

“You can go see them,” You spoke. He looked up at you. eyes filled with anger which kind of made you gulp. Having flashbacks to your ex. You thought he was going to say of course I can.

“No, I’m watching this movie with you,” He spoke. Looking back at the screen. But you could sense he was annoyed, and you didn’t want him to think you were clingy.

“I can tell you hate it; you can go I don’t mind,” You spoke again. Voice filled with so much vulnerability.

“That’s bullshit y/n, and you know it,” He snapped, turning his attention away from the screen to look at you. Eyes filled with annoyance. It made you jump, scooting away from him.

“I-what,” You gasped out. Heart pounding so fast.

“You always push me to hang out with my friends, especially when I spend time with you, are you cheating on me? is that why you push me to hang out with your friends so you can bring him around? Or maybe you are using me? Stringing me along?” He growled out. Making tears fall from your eyes.

“No, I’m sorry, I just…I thought you would think I was being clingy if I didn’t let you hang around them, that you would think I am smothering you,” You sobbed.

“Why would I think that?” He spoke. All his anger had died down. Being placed with sympathy.

You didn’t answer him, hanging your head down in shame. Your silence told him a lot. It obviously had something to do with your asshole ex.

“Did that asshole, call you clingy?” He asked. You nod your head.

“Hey, your not clingy for showing your love, remember that he is an asshole,” He spoke. Grabbing your chin and pulling your head up so you were looking at him.

Your eyes were blurred with tears. He wiped away your tears.

“I think I need to go around to your ex’s house and punch the shit out of him,” He spoke. Making a small smile appear on your lips, which made him happy.

“There’s that smile,” He beamed, letting go of your chin, as he wrapped his arms around you, pulling you closer to his chest as he hugged you tight.

“No more of that toxic thinking,” He spoke. You nodded your head…

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ROMAN REIGNS:

Roman finds it strange you push him to hang out with his friends. Even when they don’t text or call him to make plans.

He finds it even odd that you don’t kiss him in front of them, though he can understand given the fact that the relationship he and you had didn’t start great, you were still in a relationship and he was divorced, so some people might assume that he ruined your relationship or that you are pretty much a whore.

He definitely wasn’t going to force a kiss out of you. He didn’t want to make you uncomfortable.

His friends think you are cool for that, letting him hang out with them a lot, but Roman believes there’s something deep down that is making you push him towards his friends. Maybe trauma.

He knew your ex-boyfriend was the worst to you. He knew because he saved Roman isn’t angry per se he is just sad that you don’t want to spend a lot more time with him, even when his friends don’t ask him to hang out.

He just finds it odd. He thinks maybe something is going on with you.

Especially when you don’t ask a lot out of him. It’s like you don’t want his help. He can see you struggling when you do need help. It’s the insignificant things, like taking the dishes to the sink, struggling to hold the laundry basket full of clothes, etc.

He doesn’t believe you are cheating because he knows you better than you know yourself. He knows you are deeply in love with him, but he can tell you are scared. He does believe it has something to do with your past relationship.

He does think it has something to do with your ex, he thinks maybe you weren’t telling him the whole truth about your past relationship with your ex, the one he saved you from, he believed he was more than physically abusive to you he thinks he was emotionally abusive as well. He doesn’t want to pressure you into telling him if you weren’t ready.

So he took it slowly, canceling his plans to hang with you. which he saw put you on edge, it was only a matter of time till you caved in. He could tell by your behaviour, how on edge you were.

“You should hang out with them, I don’t mind,’ You spoke, as he helped you fold the pile of clothes.

Roman shrugged his shoulders.

“You okay?” He asked, noticing your breathing got uneven.

“Yeah, I just don’t want you to miss out hanging with your friends and regret it,” You answered rather too quickly.

“It’s never boring with you,” He spoke. Sending a wink your way, which seemed to make you cry even harder. Stupid emotions. You scolded yourself.

‘Y/n, hey, what’s wrong?” He asked. Hands cupping the side of your face.

“It’s nothing,” You gasped out. Drying your tears. But they still fell.

‘It’s not nothing if you are crying,” He spoke.

“I-just, I…” Struggling to tell him why you were crying. You didn’t want him to leave you since you were so emotionally damaged by your ex.

“Is this about your ex?” Roman asked, making you look at him in shock.

“How did you know?” You gasped out.

“It’s pretty obvious he did more than just physically abuse you,” Roman spoke. Making you cry even harder.

“You can tell me,” He spoke, as he guided you to sit on the couch. Hands off your face now. His right arm wrapped around your shoulder. He placed his left hand on your thigh. His eyes never left your eyes as you stared at him. when you spoke you looked away.

“He said I was smothering him whenever I asked him to do stuff or asked something from him, he said that I was clingy when I didn’t let him hang out with his friends, and when I kissed him in front of his friends he said I was being a clingy bitch and smothering him,” You confessed.

“He is truly a fucking idiot, he never deserved you,” Roman spoke in a soothing voice. He didn’t want to scare you with an angry voice. He was pissed off at your ex.

“Hey, look at me,” Roman spoke softly. you turned your head to look at him. It broke his heart seeing you crying over what that asshole did to you, the mind games he played on you still affected you.

”I just didn’t want you to think I was clingy and smothering you,” You sniffled out.

“I would never think that about you, I love you too much,” Roman spoke. Seeing you smile softly.

Which made him smile.

“I love you too,” You spoke. Making his eyes sparkle. The pad of his thumb wipes your fallen tears.

Eyes locked on each other.

“Don’t ever think you are being clingy or smothering me for showing your love and affection towards me because you aren’t I love you so much y/n,” Roman spoke in a soft tone, making your heart melt….

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SETH ROLLINS:

Seth really didn’t make a big deal out of it at first, like Dean/Jon he assumed you were the cool girlfriend, the laid-back one, but he started to see it as a red flag, especially when you didn’t kiss him in front of his friends, how you solely pushed him towards hanging out with his friends, how you tried not to ask much from him, even when he knew you wanted to.

It started to piss him off. So, when he rudely confronted you on this, his patience for your explanation ran thin. And it really didn’t go the right way.

“Are you cheating on me? huh, is that why you won't kiss me in front of my friends? You push me to hang out with them so you can bring him around and fuck him? huh?” He snapped out. Which only made you burst into tears.

Seth held no sympathy though. He rolled his eyes.

“Oh don’t cry,” He snapped.

“He can have you, WE ARE DONE,” Seth shouted, before turning around and storming out of the house he shared with you. Leaving you to fall on the floor, and sob harder.

Seth ignored you through the weeks, texting you to get your stuff out of the house, and he didn’t care where you went to. He was ruthless.

Your best friend was pissed off at him, you ended up staying with her. Wallowing in her guest bedroom and crying your eyes out. Heartbroken. She hasn’t seen you this messed up since that asshole ex of yours did a number on you.

She had enough. Seth was being a complete wanker, she had to give him a piece of her mind, so she decided to drive over to his place and yell at him for treating you like shit. If it got to the point she had to get violent she would, she didn’t care, no one treats her best friend like that.

When she got there she parked in the driveway. Putting her car in park and putting the handbrake up. Turned the car off. She took the keys out of the ignition and got out of her car. Slamming the door shut.

She marched over to the front door. Knocking really hard on the door. She didn’t care.

The door opened revealing an annoyed Seth. They both rolled their eyes.

“Hey asshole,” She hissed out.

“Of course, she would get her best friend to pick her shit up, too much of a coward to do it herself,” Seth snarled out. Making y/n’s best friend give him a bitch look.

“She never cheated on you, you fucking moron, if you got your head out of your ass for just one minute and let her explain instead of jumping to a conclusion, then you would know the truth, and your one to talk, you’ve cheated, you are such a hypocrite, she would never cheat, I don’t know what she sees in you but you are a complete douchebag,” She snapped. Her eyes blazed with anger.

“If she didn’t cheat on me then why was she pushing me towards my friends not kissing me, hardly asking me much?” He snapped back.

“Because her ex called her clingy and told her she was smothering him for not letting him hang out with his friends for kissing him in front of them, especially when she asked him for things, so she got it into her head that if she did that shit with you, you wouldn’t like it, you idiot,” She hissed out. God, she wanted to punch him so hard.

Seth looked shocked. Mouth a gap. She took a step back. Rolling her eyes in annoyance. God, he was such an idiot. She only came to him because it broke her heart to see you in so much pain and Seth was an idiot for not letting you explain yourself.

“Are you coming you idiot, I’m not letting my best friend cry another tear for you,” She hissed.

Seth quickly grabbed his keys from the hallway table that was near the front door. Exiting the house. He locked the door, following your best friend. She was already in the car. Looking annoyed.

Seth got in the car. Before he could put his seatbelt on your best friend sped off. Making Seth look at her like she was crazy. He put the seatbelt on.

An awkward silence filled the car. She turned the radio up. But Seth’s thoughts were on you.

She definitely wasn’t going to the speed limit. Going over the speed limit. She really was a rough driver. A couple of times Seth thought they were going to crash into another car.

After fifteen minutes of her horrible driving, they finally arrived at her house. She parked the car in the narrow driveway. Putting the handbrake on and the handbrake up. She turned the car off.

Turning her head to look at Seth.

“I will be in the backyard, if I here uncontrollably sobbing I will end your life,” She spoke, yanking the key out of the ignition, taking her seatbelt off, she opened the door and got out, slamming the door as soon as she got out. she opened the side gate, then slammed that one closed.

Seth collected his thoughts for a second, before he unbuckled the seatbelt, and opened the door. He got out. closing the door softly.

Walking to the front door. He opened the door, gently closing it. Anxiety bubbled up inside of him.

He heard soft sniffling. Making his heart drop. He did that to you, and it broke his heart. Seth followed the sound of soft crying. Standing in front of a door. He knocked softly. When he didn’t hear a reply he opened the door.

His heart ached as he saw you curled in a ball.

“Y/n,” Seth spoke softly, making you stop crying. He walked closer to the bed. Sitting down

“I know why you have been acting the way you have when we were together, I know you didn’t cheat, and I was such an idiot to think that, your best friend told me that your ex said you were clingy and smothering him when you showed PDA towards him to his friends, and that he would say you where clingy when he wanted to hang out with his friends and he claimed you didn’t let him, he was an idiot, and I am a bigger idiot for not letting you explain,” He spoke.

You turned to face him. Making Seth give a heartbroken look as he saw how red your eyes were. Cheeks puffy. Of course, she would go over to his house and give him a piece of her mind, she always cared about you.

“I want to make a mend, I want us to be together again, I’m a fool for letting you go, but I understand if you don’t want to, it is totally up to you?” He asked. Your heart hammered.

Your hand grabbed a hold of his. Making him look down at his and your intertwined fingers, he looked up at you as you looked up at him with pain-filled eyes.

“Baby steps,” You spoke, Making Seth smile. His thumb caresses the back of your hand. You knew it would take a lot of work to trust again, to trust Seth fully, to be able to be comfortable in your relationship with him, to get over your past trauma with your ex-boyfriend, but you believed Seth was worth it….

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whitemonsterenjoyer · 1 month

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Stupid stupid rant about my friend

TLDR: Friends are disappointing! I should just isolate myself and focus on ⭐ving instead!!!

honestly kind of fucking hate my friend right now. he gets pissed off over the smallest fucking shif and he never fucking says anything. he like hates communication. its gotten to a point where i dont want to play games with him and our other friends because he just gets annoyed and yells at us. i always feel like im doing something wrong! im so uncomfortable all the time! and then they get confused and upset when i dont feel like playing again. buddy, how can i fucking enjoy anything when youre making me feel uncomfortable at best the whole time????

he reminds me of my ex so much its awful. i cant stand him sometimes. if you dont respond the right way or at all hes say some shit like "i should just die" or "you guys hate me" and i just! hate it! and he refuses to communicate ANYTHING. hed rather give you the silent treatment IN THE FUCKING VOICE CHAT. you ask him a question qnd youll have to keep repeating it for like ten minutes before hell answer because he got mildly upset. he got snippy with us because we didnt have the game open the moment he joined the call. he got fucking mad at us for mentioning school while were on break. like???? im fucking sorry that we briefly mentioned something thats been a part of our daily lives for the last like 12 years? and we barely even actually talked about school. i just got upset that ill have to sit with the annoying kids in my first period, and our other friend said that her voicemail was full of colleges doing college shit. not only that, its just really fucking dumb that hes upset over talking about school during break. its literally fucking ending, you cant not think about it. and does he think that hes the only one stressed over school?? one friend doesnt even have freetime during the week a majority of the time because shes doing so much school shit. i almost committed in freshman year! and even now, i need hours after school every day to decompress because im so fucking overstimulated and overwhelmed all day! and the third other person is taking FIVE AP CLASSES. their ass is swamped with work too!!! meanwhile, he can get home and have the time and energy to draw and play video games and record and edit videos all in the same day. if snything he doesn't get to say anything about not wanting to think about school while relaxing bc hes the most relaxed!

i asked him why he didnt tell us smtg would upsst him before we did it and he just responded with "i assumed you guys were cool." ok.

i mentioned that i had stolen sone of my parents alc while i was doing online school. yknow that period of time where i was struggling with dissociation and thoughts of committing? and nobody was fucking talking to me? he said that made me a bad person.

our friend has a girlfriend and naturally they spend a lot of time together. he gets upset seeing that theyre playing the same game or knowing that theyre hanging out without us. i dobt mind, i just wished shed let us know that she had plans rather than leaving out of nowhere. but he genuinely like despises her for spending time with her significant other.

ive stopped making plans with him because he kept flaking. he was always so indecisive and he would cancel plans the night before so often. sometimes even the MORNING OF. he would want to save money even if he wouldve spent a total of 10 dollars, or hed be too tired bc he refused to stop playing games the night before. i always go to bed earlier if im doing something the next day. i dont know why im not worth the same energy. honestly im not sure he actually likes hanging out with me, im just the only one willing to do the same things as him. the only plans that worked out were things he was absolutely going to do regardless of anyone going with him.

i dont wven know how to breach the subject with him because, again, hes so much like my ex. i know that if i make him feel bad, hell either get defensive or just freak out and cry about it. i listened to my ex say id be better off if he was gone in response to me venting way too many times to want to express my feelings about people ever again.

and it really sucks bc other times hes really nice and fun to be around. i just wonder if he dies actually like me at all. i feel like he sees me as less than sometimes.

idk i stopped being mad and got sad.

but i mean hes implied it before. he wants more friends to play cod and fortnite with and go to the park at night with. he never asks me to do thise things. im willing to play fortnite. i want to play cod. i want to do literally anything at night especially go to the park. he especially wanted more guy friends to do things with.

hed be happier being friends with the kids at school who hate me

idk. this is dumb. its 3am.

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pissmoon · 1 year

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ANGEY PERSONAL LONGPOST

I am so fucking pissed at this guy. He thinks we are bffs because we went to one music fest together and we were smoking when i had nothing better to do. He bothered me and whined and begged that i cover 2 of his shifts so he can go to Berlin with family. I almost always agree to shifts exchanges with coworkers when i can but in this case there was a huuuge joint bday party 2 coworkers were throwing and i told him i want to go and he was offended (i was invited and he was not🙃)...? And it pissed me off how like... He planned an abroad trip with family but he didnt bother to take paid vacations leave he just assumed i'll always exchange shifts with him whenever he asks because i cant possibly have plans and life of my own and he felt entitled to it?? I ended up agreeing tho bc there was 1 shift he could take so i have 5 days off in a row. If its sooooo important to him that he's been bothering me for 1 fucking week. So, 1 hour after we and our manager signed our exchange shifts paper he told me he is too depressed to go to work and cover one of those two shifts of mine and he'll be taking sick leave 'but dont worry you will not get in trouble because i'll 100% be on the second one'. Yea we had a shift together and he didnt tell me that before i signed the shit even tho he already knew! I was so pissed but I believed him and i was kinda too excited about having 5 days off in a row. Next fucking day he tells me he's not going to Berlin with family on that date and if i wanna go with him for 1 or 2 days on my 5 days off. At first i thot well if u dragged me in the middle of this mess you can take me to Berlin in exchange for the hussle. But after 1 day i realized wait ill be on the first day of my period no way i am going to sit in a car/train for hours and then walk around Berlin when its all windy and cold and told him that. He came to my apt uninvited as he always does and kept being like pls pls pls pls go with me. I was like dude idk if i feel right yea maybe but ill probably wont even be able to get out of bed. He took that as a yes i guess and went to a pub with the main gossiper coworker and a MANAGER as he was on sick leave and BRAGGED about how he is going to Berlin with me. On sick leave when he was supposed to cover my shift. Like he made it look like i intentionally exchanged knowing he wont come to work so we can go together? Of course i didnt even feel like going anywhere on my period but he had to tell everyone. And bam big fucking surprise. He promised i wont get in trouble because he 100% will cover that second shift right. He fucking forgot about it and went to Ukraine of all places and called in with some 'my kid is sick' bullshit to work. And he bragged to me about all the trips he had to be on because he was too sad to go to work as i was getting in trouble at work because of him!! He knows damn well our workplace puts bans on exchanging shifts on ppl who fool around like this. I dont give a shit if he gets not so legit sick leaves but he dragged me in the middle of this mess like what for? He fucking gets 4 sick leaves a week to get out of work he can travel whenever he wants. To be petty and selfish now - I didnt go to that coworkers party, i was banned from exchanging shifts along with him. I talked to the boss and they unbanned me after 1 week, but before that happened uhh. I missed the concert by patriarchy and spit mask because i could not exchange a shift with anyone. God i hate this dude so much now how can one be this immature and selfish like what are you 11. I told him it him it was selfish and entitled behavior and i feel like he used me and didnt care ill get in trouble and he didnt reply since. He didnt even say fucking sorry

#of course someone who is THIS self obsessed with zero respect to anyone is a catholic lmfao #i always thought christians are the most selfish fucking ppl and didnt have a christian friend since like high school #well i mean not more christian than 'i believe in god but hate the church' ones

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eric-the-bmo · 9 months

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The Neighborhood Watch recap s2 ep3: Gnomes [aka, a horrible recap taken from texts i sent my friend]

[aa sorry it took so long rip]

AAA??? SO. JOHN GOT PUSHOVER-ED INTO A JOB (he works for the city now oh dear), WHERE HE MET A WOMAN NAMED CLARA WHO MIGHT HAVE A CRUSH ON HIM? AND WHILE WAITING FOR SHELBY TO PICK HIM UP HE TRIED TO APOLOGIZE TO MARKUS, right- who btw made a wish for people to forget about their bug ability things- and John tried to apologize and was all "listen i dont quite remember what happened, im so sorry, but it wont happen again! look im fixed, its ok" and markus was all "u didnt need fixing, u were my friend," which kinda short-circuited john a little bit (bc hello? what do they mean he didnt need to be fixed?).

Meanwhile, it's revealed Karen started a homeowners association and the rest of the Main Cast decides to fuck around and be spiteful, while John is busy despairing over shelby telling him she started a hello fresh sponsorship and is going to use the kitchen for a cooking stream. Markus pours sugar into the gas tanks of people who signed the HOA (and even fills two of their houses with cockroaches, including Lestat's), Louis makes plans to build a radio tower bc u can do that ig, and Song buys a shit ton of lawn decorations, including lawn gnomes which she puts in her garage (btw, the general store is totally supernatural. aisles for whatever you need just show up).

[We take a break. We joke about how no one is normal in this goddamn town, and the Sumpaths are mentioned as an example of a normal family. I start concocting/yelling about a crack theory where, ok listen- Armin is an engineer and used to work for the government, and Amira, his daughter, she doesnt have any magic potential, right, which is weird for a person, what if shes a robot—]

The next morning a neighbor has a yard sale, and Markus gets a millennium falcon lego set to give to shelby, and she and john plan to build it together later ☆

John says Fuck It and goes to apologize to song ["john, you tried to fucking kill me"// "in my right mind i wouldnt- i know i shouldnt want to hurt people"], and she doesnt forgive him. He heads to work :-(

Louis tells Markus about his radio plan, Markus accidentally slips they were the one who fucked up the niegubors cars, and they go to buy spray paint so Markus can paint their house to continue to fuck with the HOA. On the way there Mark tells Louis they think john hates him now bc of the door thing (cue me yelling in despair). Louis suggests maybe John was also freaked out by what happened in the s1 finale, and didnt know what the others would think of him. Markus considers this. They get the paint.

Meanwhile, over to Song: Fatima (amiras mom) joins in for a session, right, bc last time amira came home a bit upset (bc of the death vision thing) and amira is outside setting up the archery stuff. Fatima asks Song about Lucretius aka Lestat (she wants gossip, spill the tea girl) and they talk about the HOA and how it fucking sucks. Anyway Amira comes in and is all "yo song ur garage smells weird" nd song is all "What" and so they go over there and it smells like GAS. oh no, yknow And the fucking LAWN GNOMES ARE ALIVE, RIGHT. and theyre messing with the propane tank on the grill and one strikes a match and song gets the two other ladies out of the way, and fatima is unharmed. And they look over at Amira and she sits up and she seems a bit dazed, right, but not in any pain, but a third of her face is burned off and theres a metal exoskeleton, BC I WAS RIGHT, BABEY!!! ROBOT

#i have so many thoughts about Clara oh my god #John better not fuck this up #im worried she wont like him anymore when he goes back to being a monster man :-(#also john and markus have such victorian levels of miscommunication #the only way to get them to talk to each other would be to lock them together in a room #eric finally speaks #motw #motw oc #motw campaign #john doe vibes #the neighborhood watch recap #the neighborhood watch

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birdiesbirdies · 1 year

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📄What’s a WIP you never finished that you would like to go back and revisit?

and also

💗Is there a scene you can’t wait to write for a WIP?

TUNBLR ACTUALLY NOTIFY ME WHEN I GET ASKS CHALLENGE!!!

Sorry 4 being so late to respond… this is truly a website

ANYWHO

📄wayyy back when I had a sci-fi/fantasy story about a Human who never really had a chance to meet other humans and her alien friends… they survived a spaceship crash and they all ended up on different planets in the same solar system and had to figure out a way to get back to each other while also dealing with supernatural threats and an impending galactic apocalypse… I started it when I was a tween and first moved to the US so it was very much about alienation (lol) and not knowing where you belong and connecting with other alienated people over the internet… growing up and trying to figure out things on your own when things are just starting to get fucking Complicated

The main protagonist was the human (name of “Olive”) and all of the characters were based off of Chinese zodiac elements? And their social dynamics would mimic the interactions between the elements. High Concept with a lot of genre mixing but man… I miss them… it might be worth revamping…

💗YES!! FUCK YES SIR!! Currently working on writing a RenPy game and having Such a Blast with the character designing… it’s like a morality puzzle/murder mystery about a bunch of Strange People that were raised in a lab, and a murder that took place there Many Years in the Past… you’ve (Grey) been taken there to Find Someone to Blame… Or Else… and there’s a lot of theory crafting and Intrigue and Debating things with the cast (bit of a philosophy theme) and. there’s one scene in the Blue/Grey ending path. where after you’ve started to build your case Blue essentially goes goes hey! :) I hear you thinking over there! :)) And he pulls a Rube Goldberg uno reverse card on your meticulously crafted theory and AS HES DOING THIS. YOU REALIZE SOMETHING. HE IS RESPONDING TO POINTS. YOU HAVENT EVEN MADE YET. THINGS YOU LEARNED THAT YOU DIDNT TELL ANYONE *SHIT* ABOUT. BECAUSE. HE IS PSYCHIC. HE IS A GODDAMN TELEPATH. And he Knows Exactly What You’re Planning to Do and Exactly what you’re Going to Say before you’re even consciously aware of it yourself… each route has a kind of turning point where you become aware that oh. These people fucking hate it here and they want OUT and they don’t care very much about how they’re going to get out. You’re dealing with some Dangerous People and if you’re not careful.bad things will happen. And this compounds that bc it’ll be the first instance of actually Supernatural shit to happen in the route and it happens RIGHT when you think you’ve started to find your groove.

(See cast concept designs)

#&btw I also want a proper 999 scene where Green sits you down and says hey. have you ever heard of eudaimonia?#and then spends like 10 minutes explaining the concept in full #N E WAY THANKS FOR THW ASK HARVEST. SORRY ABOUT THE CURSE

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feeling-kinda-sad-ngl · 1 year

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the day before i left grippy sock jail we got a new kid that was stuck on the older kids side meanwhile the younger kids got back from wherever they had gone at that time

so the kid sat by me and we were just doing our own thing and then 2 of the older kids came by and started a convo right

eventually, the topic turned to why we were all there and there was talk about depression, anger issues and sh but it all felt very... idk how to describe it,, like the whole convo felt rlly respectful and safe and accepting, and especially with sh

it was all very relatable and it didnt feel encouraging either which i mean yeah its a little kid, they dont need these 16 and 17 yr olds giving them tips

SJFJ OK WAIT SO THE BEST WAY TO DESCRIBE IT IS KINDA LIKE THE ED COMMUNITY HERE HOW IT HELPS US FEEL LESS ALONE AND WE TALK ABOUT IT AND STUFF BUT A LOT OF US WOULDNT WANNA SEE EACHOTHER STRUGGLE YK?

well anyway yh the next day, when we went go down to the cafeteria i would hear these other people talking and it felt so toxic and triggering and i hated it

it was basically one person saying how they got there bc of an attempt and how they were planning to attempt again after they got out and this other person giving them tips on how to do the most damage and then another starting to ask around about how many attempts ppl had made and saying a bunch of shit, making it seem like the more times you try to kys the cooler you are and it was so maddening bc how are you going to not only give those kind of tips so someone BUT SAY IT LOUD ENOUGH TO TRIGGER OTHER PEOPLE AND TO POSSIBLY INFLUENCE ALL THESE OTHER VULNERABLE PEOPLE

and i mean yeah okay these people are ill and theyre struggling

but im ill and struggling too, there are so many people that are ill and struggling and you dont see them going out of their way to trigger people or to encourage others to hurt themselves even more

and it pisses me off how it was mainly this 12 yr old and this 17 YEAR OLD. like ok. the 12 yr old doing shit like this is frustrating but the 17 yr old? i dont understand how you can see all these younger kids (BC SHE WAS THE ONLY ONE OF THE BUNCH THAT WAS FROM THE OLDER KIDS GROUP) and feel it okay to talk about this kind of stuff in this kind of way with them idk it was just infuriating.

and dont even get me started on the staff like okay youre taking notes about this stuff but why dont you interfere. they would always be on our case about cursing and songs being inappropriate but they just stayed quiet during all this ?

#ejjdj sorry this was so long im just so mad over it #des vents

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yourbleedingh3art · 2 years

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Today at jets pizza i walked in with a nicotine migraine half-high as hell and saw somebody trans w two eyebrow piercings working and they froze in their tracks when they saw me and said Sorry I love your hair i was like I love ur eyebrow piercingss and then they kept staring which was too much for my high brain so i got kinda uncomfortable but they apologized again and i ws like it's ok (in my head:Punk recognize punk. gender bender recognize gender bender.) THEN THEY LITERALLY TOOK OFF THE NECKLACE THEY WERE WEARING. SAID THIS IS THE SKIN OF MY SNAkE????/ AND GAVE THE NECKLACE TO MEMEMEEM!!!!!! I ACtually wass lke holy shit i will treasure this actually seriosuly. like u chose the right one cuz i will fucking think thi s is so cool for so long and i was w my family and the second we left the jets they started making transphobic comments (I was like Whelp guess we arent gonna be having the Im Not cis conversation any time soon) Anyway bruh i think their name was Lex / Lux and im wearing the necklace rn it's quite cool it's like embroidery thread but woven w beads w this resin circle at the end where a pendant would be and the snakeskin is in the resin circle (One thing about me is i actually love snake skin and have been talking about it so much. and The other night i literally said I FELT LIKE I WAS MOLTING. ) Skin like a snake.

Yeah that experience was beyond cool not gonna lie i have this fantasy that they immediately recognized i was non binary and thats why they reached out so intimately so quickly Like we literally hugged (I hate hugging strangers esp strangers from jets pizza no offense but who knows what grease Is on that shirt.) But they asked are u a hugger i said fuck it sure Bc like u r cool as fuck like u r cool as fuck. What goes around comes around.I visited KK in the hospital today and gave her this selenite wand ive owned for years, meditated with countless times tripping lsd, used to wave over my friends in louisville/lexington to "cleanse" them and used before countless tarot card readings to prepare, i really cherished this selenite bc selenite is a beautiful crystal to me, but bc of her state of mind idk how much she really cared about the selenite i really really relly hope it didnt seem like i just gave her a fucking rock that shes literally gonna throw away or something bc i didnt even plan fully to give up the selenite i just wanted to bring it with me to the hospital but when i saw her there i was like i just want to show her some love and selenite is the best crydtal id want to have w me in this situation and ive cherished this specific selenite its genuinely been cherished so Here take it Soak up its love and she lowkeyyyy just Put a finger to her lips and shushed me and i was like *Nod* Ok well bye! I thought maybe i made a mistake or something but when this person at jets Also gave me a gift that they themselves had owned/used personally for awhile i was like ITS A CYCLE. WHAT GOES AROUND COMES AROUND.

This is actually the second time a random stranger ive interacted with has given me a necklace based gift the first one was a crystal wrapped in pink twine that my first piercer ever gave to me at the end of my septum piercing. Idk why im so blessed and lucky to have these things happen to me but i truly believe it's bc certain people in this world can see/sense your souls and values sometimes just by reading ur energy/having an intuition about you bc of how you present yourself and how you speak to people. And i just feel like wow that interaction was profound actually

#Blog post #this today and the fucking mfs on the golf course shooting at geese and i said STOP !? WHY ARE U DOING THT? STOP FUCKING WITH THE DUCKS?#And then literally the sun left the sky and thunder and wind started as soon as they drove off in their golf carts #Hospital visit. rooftop garden picking up trash Atv rides and mining for gemstones in la grange. dont spit when you talk. Trees and flowers #On hold for 7 minutes with oregon youthline Lying and saying my name was Joe #Waking up and checking the time it was 4:44 am #Big bertha #My cousin saying jesus saved us from a lot bc Jesus is on the dashboard #My aunt being happy i found god again #My aunt setting off the smoke shop alarms and getting an lmpd alert posted about her #were u here the whole time? *nods* Did u know we were here? *nods* And u didnt come down and say hi? *.... Nods #Sorry beth #Everybody drunk and eating pizza and sad #People prbably sleeping in my basement rn #Sending a goodnight text and saying fuck you fuck yopu fuck you fcuk you Rolling over going to bed #My dad and i fighting #Car stuff being stalled. job stuff being stalled. Will text lisa tmrw.#blog post #Sitting on the stairs of the porch watching the birds smoking a camel blue

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hello hello! i’m kinda new to requesting so i’m sorry if this bad. but umm thoughts/hcs on hades!reader dating luke?!?!? pretty pls 🥹

ask and thou shall receive ༉‧₊˚.

luke castellan dating hcs ! ⋆.ೃ࿔*:･

pairing: luke castellan x child of hades!reader warning(s): swearin, SOFTIE luke a/n: tell me why i had a whole backstory planned out but then was like 'omg wait this aint even hcs fr' + lets pretend hades had a cabin at this time pretty please :)

this aint for the best, my reputation's never been worse so, you must like me for me ♡

you guys are fr so rep coded ugh

everybody thought he was crazy for dating a child of hades

but they dont know you like he does frrrr

they dont even try to get to know u so like stfu

luke however , had no fear when he decided to finally walk up to you and start a conversation one day

he introduced himself, as did you

from that point on you became inseparable

turns out u had a lot in common ( a shit ton of trauma ) and u were not like anything people said u were like at all

he really doesnt care what anybody thinks, if theres one things he knows, is its to not judge someone based off their godly parent

he also wasnt intimidated by the fact you were a child of the big three

he saw you for you, and ignored everything else ♡

but youd better believe he defends you at any chance he gets

he doesnt fight anybody

( physically , at least )

no, no, he finds another way to fuck up their lives and make them pay

send in the stolls!

he lets his gremlin ass little brothers deal with the person while he takes u on a cute lil date away from them😙

alright so i think luke gets pretty insecure about his scar

he gets mad about how he got it, then in the midst of just being pissed off at his dad and how his quest went in general, he just breaks down and wishes it would disappear :(

( SHUT UP YALL IM A SUCKER FOR LUKE LIKE THIS UGHHHH I CANN HELP HIM I SWEARRR )

but he would literally FOLD when you kiss or touch it

he gets all flustered and embarrassed nd shit 😋

it just snaps him back into reality, and allows him to find some joy while thinking about it

he literally could be like

" i hate that dumbass dragon and i hate my dumbass dad for not helping me or giving me attention when i needed it, im so tired of being ignored, but (y/n) likes kissing and tracing my scar so its ok :)"

luke likes kissing your hands as a way to show you he isn't afraid of your powers

yall ever seen that thing where like person a cups person b's cheek nd then person b kisses their palm?? yea. luke would do that.

he's obviously the king of sneaking out

he usually sneaks out of his cabin after curfew and heads to yours

nd sometimes you take the risk and sneak into his, coming in through the window by his bed

but then you gotta get up early and sneak out

( he would walk out of cabin 13 with a SMIRK )

one time you both knocked tf OUT in the hermes cabin and didnt wake up to sneak back out

...u woke up with a disposable camera in ur face

the rest of ur day consisted of giggles when you passed and teasing from the hermes cabin

its ok tho bcs luke was right there with you ♡

eventually, people stopped being assholes to you

they started including you in things and you actually made some genuine friends !

at first, you were a little hesitant because you thought they were all in on some joke you weren't aware of

but you quickly realized they were just trying 2 be better people

soon u and luke became everybody's fav couple ♡♡

annabeth loves u like a sister fr

she was the person who would sit though lukes rambling about you

nd she really likes u, she was one of the first people who saw you not for who your godly parent was, but for you

shes ur #2 supporter ( luke being #1, duhhh )

its literally u and luke vs the world

ur always on each other's side, always there for each other when needed

you guys often have talks about your parents

their both absent, so youve got that in common!

hades really hadnt done anything for you besides claim you

and we all know how hermes ignored luke as if he were a spam call

you knew exactly how to comfort each other because you understood what the other person was going through

luke was forever grateful for you

im seriously torn on whether a child of hades would join luke

we know nico didnt

but nico didnt even really know him, soo

idk ill leave it up 2 u ♡♡

a/n pt.2: heyyy! idk if these were kinda short, but i hope u enjoyed!! im v tired so ill proofread in the morning but have a good day/night!!

peace from manhattan,

percy jackson ♡

#percy jackson #pjo #percy jackson x reader #pjo x reader #luke castellan #luke castellan x reader #luke x reader #luke castellan x you #by bells ♡⋆ ࣪.

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journalsandshit · 6 months

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08/06/2023 - letter

jack,

i feel like i got completely set up for failure this summer.

last summer, i had a very reliable, very consistent schedule. i woke up, went to sac camp, came home, took a shower, and, by 11 or 12, i was with you. we did that every single day. i can probably count on one hand the days that i didnt see you last summer. even on the days that were horrible bc of meghan, i had a not awful time bc i was with you. that was, by far, the best summer of my entire life

this school year fucking sucked for me, you know that. the second semester was extra bad, and it just kept getting worse and worse as the year kept going, but i held on because i knew that summer was coming and i wouldnt have to worry about school, or your girlfriends, or drama anymore. i knew that if i could just make it to summer that i would get to spend every day with you again and i could finally feel safe and happy

i was wrong

as soon as summer started you started ignoring me. you barely talked to me when i was away on my road trip and when i was at my orientation. i thought that when i came back from my trips youd want to see me but both times it took a couple of days for you to ask to see me. and when you did see me, it was off. you werent acting the same, it was somehow even worse than it had been during school.

you never wanted to hang out with me. we only ever saw each other for scheduled things (pride, fob), and you were weird the whole time. at fall out boy you spent a fuck ton of time texting your girlfriend and these knew friends you had made, and i had no idea how horrible that would become.

after the fall out boy concert i didnt see you for ten days. you literally just didnt text me or call me for ten fucking days and i spent all of that just fucking crying on the floor. then there was that whole thing with me being "too inconvenient" to see without my car. and when you did finally see me again it was just you showing up at my house with no warning and sleeping for like five hours.

you just keep going to shows and seeing these people who literally shouldnt matter. these people mean fucking nothing and i feel like i deserve so much better.

all summer youve been treating me like im just some time filler that doesnt matter, seeing me for a couple hours here and there and then not for days or weeks at a time. you only want to see me when you have nothing else going on but you always have other things going on and then you keep talking about all the things that you say we need to do and youre upset that we arent doing them but you never see me so its your fucking fault.

i know you want to "make memories" and shit but you literally are moving an hour and a half away and you can come home whenever you want to. youre already planning to come home for concerts and shit with these people all the time. I AM MOVING ALMOST TWO TOUDAND MILES AWAY. IT TAKES A PLANE TICKET TO GET ME TO YOU. SHOULDNT YOU KIND OF WANT TO SPEND TIME WITH ME BEFORE YOU CANT??

it feels selfish but i feel like you should be spending like.. every single fucking day with me before you cant anymore. but instead youre fucking around with all these other people and canceling our plans and ignoring me for days at a time and i dont know why youre doing this but its not fucking fair and i hate it and it hurts

i might come back and edit this later bc i just cant rn im so mad

#08/06/2023 #from old blog #letter #jack

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ocean-anchored · 1 year

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I’ve been dreading writing this post. A couple hours ago when this all unfolded and I was in the heat of my anger, I felt like I could write a whole story. As the hours went on, my mind has been overwhelmed more and more. I feel like I can’t put into words my frustration. My anger. I’m at a loss for words how to mentally even grasp how you could be such a manipulative asshole. Did you seriously not think that Meliss & I were going to talk? Like it shocks me how you could be SO SNEAKY and so insanely smart to play us against each other and lie to both of us about each other but then you’re literally the dumbest person on earth to not actually think we’re going to put our stories together and create the timeline of the real truth. Honestly I think out of everything I just want to know your intentions. I’m absolutely stunned. I literally cannot understand how or why you would do such a thing, like for what? Was this all to make me jealous?? Was this all a ploy in hopes to win be back? Like what did you literally think was going to happen? You were going to have an amazing close night with my sister and then tell me you guys were best friends so we should just pick up where we left off? Or were you also going to be so sly and play us against each other again and try to make me jealous and pretend something happened to get a rise out of me? Like I’m literally astonished. How in anyone’s right mind thinks there’s nothing wrong with persistently pushing to make plans with your EX GIRLFRIENDS SISTER who is her best friend. What did you want from this? How is it even appropriate to push her to come over and insist that she stays the night. Again, what on earth did you think was going to happen? To find out from Meliss that you not once even mentioned that you wanted me there, yet tell ME that the only reason I wasn’t invited was because we “weren’t talking” at that very moment and that you wanted to invite me and tell me that your whole plan was to invite me all along. Lies. To tell me that SHE was the one that pushed and wanted these plans and you just said “sure” and went along with it for me to find out from her that you PERSISTED to continuously ask her when she’s coming over and forced these plans yourself. Lies. To tell me that you were so busy and barley had time on your phone the weekend before in BC, while she tells me that you were texting her non-fucking-stop till 11pm every night all while then later GETTING MAD AT ME THAT YOU DIDNT RESPOND TO ME AND THAT I DIDNT REACH OUT. Lies. To tell me that IM the one who has a problem and that I shouldn’t be having an issue with you two hanging out all while you are lying your fucking face off to both of us about each other. Lies. To tell me and to get mad at me that IM not being honest EVEN THOUGH I have been the one being vulnerable and YOU’VE been the one so damn cold and emotionless, to tell me that I need to be honest with you and open and communicate and that I need to tell you if IM seeing anyone and that I should TRUST YOU to be able to tell you, all while you’re telling her you’re seeing other people and lying to me about it and being secretive. Lies. You are the most two-faced person I’ve met since my dad. Your actions and the shit you have pulled in the last three weeks, you are my dad. You are a manipulative, gaslighting, mirroring, bullshitting, sneaky fucker and I can’t believe I ever trusted you. I will never trust you again. I will never be open with you again. The way you flipped everything on me the last few weeks when you had zero intention to ever tell me you made plans (all built on lies of course) with my own sister, you’re the sneakiest piece of shit and I want to hate you so bad. Fuck you and you’re pretend caring heart. I don’t believe anything you said from day one. I want to believe you cared but with how you’ve acted, lied and have made ME out to be the crazy one, you make me sick. I have literally been full of anger for two days and it only keeps growing and growing. You don’t deserve me as a friend and you never will have me as a friend again. I’m fucking over your pathetic shit. I’m over your immature, sneaky games. I sure as shit hope these girls your seeing can see through your fucking shit or you are going to ruin more women. I’m sorry that I was the best thing that ever happened to you but now I don’t care. I felt real shitty for everything, my friendship with you was partly out of guilt of how things happened. I had every reason because you unfortunately weren’t any sort of boyfriend, I was just an added item to your life that you hid from your family and now I don’t believe anything you’ve ever said. From the start I noticed red flags but your words were so damn good. You knew exactly what to say. You knew exactly what would make me fall for you and yet your actions NEVER added up. Ever. You always had an excuse for every thing I brought up and I wanted to bad to believe you and I did but man, now that I look back at everything, I dodged a fucking bullet. Now that your true character is coming out. Holy shit man. For you to tell me that me breaking up with you was what pushed you closer to God and to search for him and to make him your priority, how you’re going to church and focusing on yourself. That’s fucking shit to say when your character comes through that you’re a fucking lying, manipulative sly person. Shame on you. I hope you don’t damage another woman, especially because you shouldn’t be dating. No matter the fact of you being single for so long, now I understand why. If this is how you treat people, your so called friends, and have the audacity to tell me that you’ve never been so open, honest and real with anyone ever in your life except me, I feel sorry for you. I truly feel so sorry for the women you’re seeking out right now because they’re just rebounds and one day they might realize that but if you continue to use people and play games, you are going to be alone as you feel that you are. I don’t get how you think playing these games and being deceitful is right, especially someone that’s longing to build their relationship with God. I’m sorry but where is God in your life. How can you sit there and tell me that these church messages are moving you and you’re really investing in building your faith while you completely lie, deceive and manipulate me and my sister, thinking you can play us against each other. It’s so sad. My anger and been overcome with sadness for you. That you’re so immature and so broken that you think playing these games is going to win over a friendship. You’re going to have a rude awakening. I really don’t want to say that this has destroyed my hope in finding a future partner. I honestly thought you were incredible. I truly thought you had the most golden heart I’ve ever met and now I don’t believe a single thing you ever said. You broke me. Not forever, but for right now you have broken me so deeply. You’re just another reason that I just can’t trust anyone. I used to be so naïve and give people my trust up front until they prove to me that they can’t be trusted and then they would loose it. Funny how that’s changed over the years and now someone’s got to prove to me that they’re worth getting any ounce of my trust. I’ve got nothing else to say to you anymore but I will pray for you. I will pray that you open your eyes one day to realize all the destruction you’ve cause and how these character traits aren’t the good ones to have in relationships. Have a nice life.

#RM #personal

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eddiemunsonsupremecy · 2 years

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Katsuki x male reader

Notes: tbh I actualy like to write katsuki having a male partner not bc I think hes gay but bc it's pretty easy to write him like that.

Warnings:

Angst

Tons of fluff

Katsuki was exhausted. He was absolutely done with the shit at work. However he would be getting two weeks worth of vacation time to spend it with you. He had told you to take two weeks off for vacation and you did.

"Oh look it's the kid who 'won' the sports festival as a first year. He was so damn crazy they had to put a muzzle on him haha!" That made katsuki's blood boil. He was so damn tired of being called a monster, it hurt. Katsuki tried shaking it off as he clocked out of work and began his trek back to his car. However on his way more and more people started to notice him and shamed him for how he behaved when he was in his first year of UA. By the time katsuki had gotten home he was visibly upset.

"Oh! Katsu your home, how-"

"I dont want to talk about it.."

"Katsuki...they said some shit again didnt they."

"I'm going to take a shower..." katsuki said while he sulked into your shared bedroom. You sighed softly and followed him.

"Kat, you dont have to talk about it but I want you to know I'm here ok?"

No response. However you could hear katsuki sniffling.

"Baby...come here please?" You asked as katsuki slowly stumbled towards you. "I know your hurting and I am so sorry that you are. I love you ok?" Katsuki nodded and hugged you tightly as he poured his heart out on your chest. You held him tightly and didnt let him go.

"... they dont understand....nobody but you understands....and mabey deku. They dont understand that I was attacked...that i couldnt save myself and had to rely on someone else for rescuing..."

"Sometimes it's good to rely on someone else. You dont always need to do things yourself. It's ok to ask for help." You told katsuki as you lead him to your shared bed. He didnt react when you had layed him on his back.

"I'm weak..."

"No your not. I've told you time and time again that your not weak."

"Do you know why I'm always so damn loud? Hm? Its because I dont want people to see how damn emotional I am...I dont want this facade to slip and..."

"Katsuki. Stop it. Those assholes dont matter ok? I dont care how emotional you are, or say you are, I will still love you." You said as katsuki's eyes watered even more. "Its ok to cry, you out of all people should know that. You dont need to be so damn strong all the time. You can be whatever your feeling with me. That's always what you say to me when I need you." Katsuki let the tears spill out as he sobbed profusely. You looked at him with sympathy and love in your eyes and he looked at you with worry and disappointment in himself. You pulled him to your chest and held him as closely as possible. "I'm sorry your feeling this way, I hate to see you cry but you've gotta let go. I understand that. Your so strong sometimes and it puts so much strain on your wellbeing. I love you so much katsuki." You said holding the blonde in your arms who eventually fell asleep.

The next morning

Katsuki woke up and released that his boyfriend wasnt with him. He sighed and decided to get up. He grabbed a pair of sweats, a long sleeved shirt, a pair of boxers, and a hoodie before he headed to take a shower.

Realizing that he had been crying the day before he growled softly and hopped into his shower.

When he finished his shower and gotten dressed he had headed downstairs to find his boyfriend cooking him breakfast.

"Y/n..."

"Oh hey goodmorning baby. Did you sleep alright?"

"Yeah..."

"I have the whole day planned for us. Breakfast then we can cuddle all day till you feel better."

"Y/n, I'm sorry..."

"For what?"

"For being a burden.."

"Katsuki. Stop. Your not being a burden." You said as you finished making breakfast and turned off the stove. You walked to katsuki and took his hands in yours. "Katsuki, you mean so much to me and I hate that you keep thinking your not worth anything. Your so damn perfect and anyone who says anything different can kiss my ass because they dont matter. Your amazing ok?" You said cupping katsukis face in your hands. "I love you katsuki never forget that ok?"

"Mhm..can we skip breakfast?"

"Nope, your eating breakfast with me." You said pushing katsuki to the dinner table to eat breakfast.

#mha bakugo katsuki #katsukibakugou #bakugo x male reader

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also he's annoying when it comes to osmp lore. like, sorry, but when the last many streams people have been talking about there being a lot of lore planned for origin smp (and you were present for one of those streams! you are co writer with wilbur!), and people then ask about it, for you to then go on to just talk about how you wish you had a server just for friends and not for lore while playing on the server you yourself said had a lot of lore planned for, that you're writing yourself. idk if you want it to be like that, maybe don't spend several streams hyping up the upcoming lore

i didnt even know about this lordddd. osmp has been planning to have lore/a storyline for awhile now bc thats how a lot of them enjoy playing, namely wilbur. imporv and rp is fun for them and its fun for viewers obviously as well and unfortunately despite him hating it, thats what his platform was built off of as well. also the fact hes co-writer FOR THE LORE and is complaining when ppl want to talk abt it abt the fact he doesnt want to do lore and would rather a server just for friends is so weird and imagining watching the stream when that happens is so uncomfortable 😭 just shitting on what YOU made ur fans interested in and what they enjoy bc ur forcing urself to do it for whatever reason gtfo 😭

#ask #like good fawking god #discourse tw #ranboo neg

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How do you hold onto hope that anything will be done with Anti or any of Sean's Egos? I fell out of love for JSE and his content about three years ago due to.. I guess just growing up? But I used to check back in from time to time because he used to promise that "Big Thing's" we're coming for his Egos. (Mind you this was before the pandemic took full effect so there wasn't that as an excuse.) I just recently checked his channel and saw he has taken a step back (Good for him and his mental health if he needs that!) from making content. Did he burn out? Is he ever going to do anything with the Ego's? I don't even know why I care at this point? I guess I just want logical answers and you are the smartest JSE fan I know? Anywho. Sorry for the rant. I'll get out of your asks. 🌶

Oookay unpacking this ask time.

Anon thanks in advance for sending this because as feisty as I felt at first, it helped me get out a lot of things I've wanted to say in this regard for a Long Long Time so, yeah. Thank you.

1. Personally I don't like the term "grew up" in reference to CCs or much of anything tbh, because you're rarely too old to enjoy the things you love. But I get what you mean regardless. Just wanted to plop out my take on that topic in general. Never think you're too old to enjoy something harmless though. :)

2. I've been shaky on hope lately, to be honest. He's not been doing a ton of videos in general lately, minus some strays and the Deltarune Chapter 2 series (I genuinely didnt expect him to play it bc he hadnt played another recently released big game I wanted to see him play but he did, and I'm super grateful bc it was killing me lowkey). Which obviously the decision not to make a ton of content at the moment is okay. He's very burnt out, he's been having severe health issues both physically and on/off mentally. The lack of content and low energy he's had lately is just disheartening if that's the right word idk. BUT!! We DO have a MASSIVE Thankmas stream coming in December to look forward to!

I miss him and some days I get kinda,, idk, bitter? About the radio silence. But unlike a lot of people that have been in and out of the JSE Community between 2018 to now, I respect his health and the fact that he's a whole ass human being and has a life and other things he is more than free to do instead whenever the fuck he wants. TLDR I think have better critical thinking skills than some people on here and Twitter lmao. And the last few years have been shit, both in the world and- at least on here -in the community (dare I mention the t*ablogs). Though lately the community is quiet and very very peaceful and enjoyable again. At least in my corner here.

The thing is, I'm not and was never here ONLY for egos. I love Sean and everything about him to bits. He made one of the worst few years I had in the 2010s infinitely more bearable and gave me an explosive amount of inspiration for creativity that I'd not really experienced before. And friends I'll never let go of.

I miss ego content. I want it to keep going. I'm extremely sad it might not continue. But as an artist, I know why he was promising big things once upon a time. When you're a creator and you have a story like this, you want to flesh it out. The motivation and muse is high. People are excited and you want to deliver. The difference with Sean is that he wanted it to be as high in quality as he could push for after all our excitement and incessant thirst for more. And his plans involved a budget and more than just himself and none of it was his main focus. It was a fun side project.

HOWEVER, big projects like this get interrupted by life, smaller projects, distractions and other things. Sean got SLAMMED by all of the above non-stop these last few years and then hit a bad burnout. I think that through it all, he hit that dreaded wall some artists with big, long term plans like the egos story hit and lost motivation. It got overhyped. Pressure got too crushing. Any plans he made to FINALLY continue the ego storyline got murdered by Covid more than once (which.. personally the term "excuse" sounds kinda shitty in reference to that imo but I digress). Making promises only to have outside variables beyond his control break them was killing him, so he just stopped promising. And people who have no respect or patience got annoying and some got straight up inexcusably vulgar, immature and hateful before dramatically fleeing the community in a tantrum like he'd personally come to their house and betrayed them. It was infuriating to watch go down.

But no matter how much it might hurt or be disappointing to see it die out, I'm here for Sean and his journey no matter where it takes him. I'm not sitting here being a stubborn beacon of anything. And I also recognize and (no matter how reluctantly) respect that we aren't OWED ego content. Never were. It was not an obligation no matter how many promises he made or how much hype he stirred up. And to be fair? We drove the hype a million miles further than he EVER did and we can't blame him for that. I hate the people who do. I'm grateful for the ego content we got and I'll cry if we ever get more. But if it's done, it's done and we just have to accept it. I, as sad as I am to, accept it. And we can always make our own.

And finally- thanks for the compliment. Idk if I'd say I'm the SMARTEST but that means a lot either way. :')

I hope this gave some answers even though it came out more of a vent/rant and PSA??

Obviously any JSE followers and mutuals please feel free to reblog this. But don't start any fights, not that I really expect there to be any?

#jacksepticeye #jse community #jse egos

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Hi! I was curious if you had anymore Kuroko fic recommendations? Thank you! 🥺💗

hey! 🥺 i do have more kuroko fanfic recs. i didnt know what type of kuroko ship you wanted, so here are a few from some kuroko ships <3:

Kagakuro Recommendations

the flower that blooms in adversity by aotetsu

When Kagami falls for Kuroko Tetsuya, a famous prostitute from the red light district, he manages to find a whole lot of trouble and a person worth it all.

this fic deserves more love and attention. kagami love for kuroko absolutely made me sob

Brothers in Woo by buttwade

in which Himuro jokingly offers to help Kagami win Kuroko over and the joke's on him

kagami is drunk & himuro cracks jokes. this fic is funny. jealous!kuroko

Beastly call by TCon

"You mean," Kuroko started. "You'd be my Heat Partner?" He didn't expect Kagami to explode into a myriad of different shades of red more impressive than his own hair. "Y — yeah tha's what I'm sayin'!" for some reasons he lapsed into english with an odd accent. KagaKuro Alpha/Beta/Omega Dynamics & Sex Pistols AU - Fusion

Lots of smut in the beginning. there’s crime, suspense, and i read this fic like 5 times.

Stamina Training by tnsxbunny

As the weakest member in the team, Kuroko stays back after basketball practice to train on his stamina. Kagami watches from afar and decides to show Kuroko what real stamina training is.

SMUT. SUCH GOOD SMUT. thank u

The advantage of being Kuroko by heartfilledteddybear

mayuzumi hits on Kuroko & Kagami gets jealous 🥵

Akakuro Recommendations

Forget me not flowers in our hair by miniaturepsycho

When Kagami is captured by a beast Kuroko doesn't think twice and bargains to take the red head's position instead but it seems that there is more to this castle than meets the eye, and what has it have to do with forget me not's?? Basically a beauty and the beast AU that I decided to do after seeing the live action (which I totally did not cry at, not at all!!) COMPLETE

Contains Aokaga. Akashi as beast & kuroko as belle. So good 🥺

All I ask by TsuruKuni

"It's none of your business." "Tell me, Aomine. How can it be none of my business when you're throwing away the only person I've ever wanted?"

THIS FIC MADE ME SOB AT 3 AM. I highly recommend listening to ‘All I ask’ by Adele. I promise you will cry. Aokuro & Akakuro.

Bridezilla by DancingMarshmallows

Weddings are stressful... try helping people plan them. With two months to get everything together, a bridezilla and her bitch of a maid of honor, and finding love at the worst time, Kuroko would be lucky if he makes it out alive.

CEO!Akashi & WEDDING PLANNER!kuroko. you will not regret reading this one.

That Ridiculously Long Dance by Harmonia_Silverberg

Aomine, Kise, and Kagami never learn, do they? But apparently their "joke" works in Akashi and Kuroko's favor this time.

literally one of my all time favorite akakuro fanfic

What Would Chihiro Do by anewtinystory

Akashi is dating Kuroko, whose two brothers are very protective of him.[Based on a Tumblr anon's prompt: Nijimura and Mayuzumi are Kuroko's brothers; while Nijimura approves of Akashi, Mayuzumi feels the opposite]

slight smut. protective bros. i love it sm.

Aokuro Recommendations

Traded Mistakes by Acetate, Chrystie, exuberant_imperfection, kate882, luckypen

For the prompt: Aomine having an accident and losing his memory so all he remembers is being best friends with Tetsu and he doesn’t understand how that could stop.

Angst, oh the angst 😫😭.

Third time’s a charm (or maybe fourth) by LajtHane

Aomine really didn't mean to crash into him at Quidditch practice.

HOGWARTS AU. if that doesn’t temp you, idk what will. My fav Aokuro fic.

Maybe a touch of your hand by skinandbones

[Written for AoKuroWeek 2015]: Aomine moves into a new apartment and befriends a ghost boy.

no bc this fic made me cry too. pls read it 🎶ifwehad5moreminutes🎶

The Boyfriend Jersey by exuberant_imperfection, kate882

Kuroko, in a half-asleep mistake, ends up wearing Aomine's jersey to school.

THIS FIC IS CUTE SUCH DORKS

Hey, Come Here Often? by imabignerd

In which Momoi holds his magazines hostage, Aomine hates everything and everyone, and Kuroko is politely bewildered.

Aomine crushes on the lifeguard!Kuroko & Momoi is a little shit about it 😌🤍

Midokuro Recommendations

It’s Always your Fault! by warsandwich

Kuroko and Midorima are secretly dating, but Takao finds out their secret. De-anon from the anon meme.

Short, sweet, & funny 😌.

Partnership by Fayah

Their partnership starts in English class, but like everything else in their lives, turns into a matter of basketball.

Midorima really cares for Kuroko 🥺

Midokuro Ficlet by pandacchii

based off of imagineyourotp blog post: "Imagine your otp confessing while they were half asleep" Pairing: Midorima/Kuroko

short story but it’s really cute ☺️

An Unexpected Alignment by cinnaelle

Midorima Shintarou does not expect such a reoccurring encounter. But the wheels of fate are turning and Akashi moves his shogi piece.

well-written i love it sm. deserves more praise

The Way You Come Undone by oshare_banchou

"Midorima Shintarou is completely silent during sex. And Kuroko, who is both fascinated and frustrated by this discovery, wonders just how much it would take to make him come undone." - Kuroko/Midorima, in that order

do i need to say more? 😫

Kikuro Recommendations

Careless Whisper by DarkWoods

When Kuroko is dared to come up with some dirty talk, no one expects him to be good at it. Certainly not Kise.

my favorite kikuro fanfic. flustered!kise & tease!kuroko

如果的事 (If) by stormterror

People fall in love in many different manners. Love feels like many different things to many people, but Kise Ryouta thinks there's nothing that quite beats the feeling of being in love with Kuroko Tetsuya. [kise/kuroko]

SO GOOD I CRIED I SMILED SO HARD. pls kikuro deserves the world

Wires, Connecting by Bakagami

It's like being blind but not, like touching air, grasping at straws, voices dissipating and reverberating.

This story is locked so you need to login into ao3 to read it. PHONE SEX & DIRTY TALK 🥵

He Promised by imabignerd

Kise promised he'd smile for Kuroko the whole way through, all the way to the end.

Zombie apocalypse AU. Death. sobbing violently.

It’s a Small World by SilentSilhouette

Kise tries to find his soulmate through social media. Soulmate AU where a picture of your soulmate is tweeted to you on your sixteenth birthday.

This one made me crackle & laugh😂😂

Murakuro Recommendations

No Such Thing as Too Much Vanilla by plumtrees

Kuroko and Murasakibara have baking days. What do you mean it isn't canon?

baking!boyfriends & fluff 😌😉

Vanilla Cream by yoimrei

Murasakibara eats Kurokos ass after something Ahomine says which sparks his jealousy.

here me out first, the ass eating in this is *chef’s kiss* 🤌🏽🤌🏽

Philia by DarkWoods

That time Murasakibara and Kuroko started kinda-sorta fake dating, and kinda-sorta never bothered to break up.

Still going & i love this writer sm. i read all their stories 😙✌🏽

Lavender Secrets by SailorHikarinoMu

Kuroko was the one to bring out his true love for basketball, which had been hidden from prying eyes since the beginning. It was one of those things he was unsure whether he should feel grateful for, but all the same, it did mean something. What this 'something' was, exactly? Murasakibara did not know. Not yet.

FLUFF AAA FLUFF

Rainy by overdose

Kuroko listened to the rain pouring, and more importantly, Murasakibara's steady breathing.

smut. couch sex. size difference. 🥴

BONUS

Hanamiya Makoto/Kuroko Tetsuya

Scotomas by Darkenedcrystal

After the game against Jabberwock, Kagami goes overseas and Kuroko finds himself without a light. A slightly angsty, rather light-hearted story about what happens to Kuroko after Kagami leaves. Features teens finding their way around life, Seirin without a light, the Generation of Miracles being a family, the teens finding love and appreciating the heartbreaks. Kuroko tries to find his own style without a light, and stumbles into the darkness that is Hanamiya Makoto instead. Extra chapter added!

love this fic so much. downside: akashi is kinda a dick

Of Unlikely Friendships, Sneaky Bets, Shogi and Sake by itsthechocopuff

Imayoshi had introduced his two favourite kouhai to each other as an experiment. He did not predict they'd get along so well, both being shadows, but they did, and they worked, oddly enough. Hanamiya brought out the worst in Kuroko, while Kuroko brought out the the best in the other; and they both caused heartattacks to unsuspecting teammates who could not believe their darling shadow was not as innocent as he seemed.

you wont regret reading this one omg

Haizaki Shougo/Kuroko Tetsuya

A Taste That Lingers by therealmoyashi

I couldn't say anything, and that was alright because he didn't want an answer. I'll never forget the way that tasted. Yeah, I thought, he ruined me.

i cried reading this for the first time. out of character kuroko

By the Tomatoes by Wayfarer_Rye

It starts with a blue-grey t-shirt that says "Nothing but Net".

Haizaki wants to try again.

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