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weirdplutoprince · 3 months
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Trauma in Solo leveling
Always haunted by what could have been of Solo Leveling if the narrative acknowledged the inherent trauma vision that guides most of Jin-Woo's actions through the series instead of glorifying him for that.
Like, it is pretty clear to me from the start that a lot of his obsession with self reliance and his increasingly cynical views of the world ("The weak are destined to be betrayed") are a direct response to the double dungeon incident, and in more ways than we initially realize.
I think it's particularly obvious in the way he is paralled with Lee Joohee; while they're both shown to be traumatized from their encounter, Joohee is supposedly 'worse off' than him. She has noticeable flashbacks to that episode and withdraws from life and work in an attempt to avoid possible triggers - becoming paralysed when she fails to do so. And because, while also afraid, Jin-Woo is instead making a point to return to dungeons we are very clearly meant to think that he is moving on when she is not. ...Except that he isn't.
Because, you see, along with withdrawing, the reenactment of a traumatic event is also a very common response to trauma. And so is the risky behaviour that might come with it. And what does Jin-Woo does as soon as he's able to leave the hospital again? Immediately throw himself into dungeons, alone, with a clear disregard for personal safety and an extreme need to both prove himself and give meaning to his near death experience before.
Not only does he goes right back into the very same place his trauma took place, but he seems to subconsciously be trying to recreate said event in a way that gives him control of the situation. This time, he wasn't abandoned to die alone in a dungeon: he did it himself, willingly. He placed himself in that position. And later on, when he risks himself with shady parties he expects to betray him, he seems almost content; once again putting himself in risk by creating a scenario where he is 'abandoned' and 'betrayed' but where he can come off on top. He is desperate to both have his belief confirmed that someone perceived as a weak hunter like he is will always be betrayed, always be left behind, and to fight that supposed fate. To prove that he has 'fixed' this aspect of himself and will thus not fall victim to that consequences of that abandoment again. In fact, he is so detatched from the current scene that he deliberately ignores the fact Yoo Jinho challenges those believes by protecting Jin-Woo, whom he believes to be an E rank at that point.
And were this any other story, all his development from then on would prove the faults of this mindset. The dangers of self reliance, of cutting yourself off from any support network, from depriving himself of any sort of meaningful trust or vulnerability with others. But instead, we're meant to respect the fact he is increasingly isolated from everyone else. That he becomes cold, emotionally withdrawn and paranoid (his refusal to join any of the existing guilds always felt to me like his need for control taken to extreme, plus the fact he could not deal with how exposed he felt working with others again). And I think that's really sad.
It would have been really interesting to have a story that is willing to challenge the notion that he is better off alone, and that trust in others is ultimately unecessary. And that would acknowledged the strength necessary to allow himself to trust and be vulnerable after everything - and the importance of surrounding himself with people he loves and knows will protect him too. Sad 😔
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sir-klauz · 1 year
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Life Lessons with Uramichi Oniisan
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crimsonyoukai · 1 year
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Don’t be too loud. Okay? ∞༺♥༻✧ *:・゚✧*:・゚✧
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upp-loader · 9 months
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lowkeydivine · 2 months
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Underrated panel
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suiheisen · 3 days
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studio trigger understood the assignment. i would let her wreck me.
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avo-manga · 2 months
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today i got the french limited edition of yona of the dawn 40!
it comes with a reversible cover and a mini artbook with 160 pages. i ordered it from an online shop in france since i live in the eu and it was only 12,90€, too.
im pretty happy about it. i dont really understand french, but if i want to read it i can always get it online
i actually havent read yona in years. i started reading it years ago when it first got really big and only a few volumes were out, ive been wanting to reread for some time. one of these days ill get to it.
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avo-kat · 2 months
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(this is Ikoku Nikki)
i love going on bookwalker and randomly picking a free manga to read. i basically have fun or at least see something interest and funny.
...i realize thats just like using the library.
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jinaxxo · 5 months
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the dunmeshi party if i were to be the lord of the dungeon.. just a glimpse into my dark reality..
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weirdplutoprince · 7 months
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I love you extremely slow burning shoujos. i love you hyping up the smallest of progress and celebrating every step of the journey. "Have they kissed yet?" "When will she confess" bro shut up its the school festival arc and they're watching fireworks from the empty classroom window and she can see the light of the fires reflected in his eyes - knowing that this is a moment that only the two of them can share. do you hear yourself
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sir-klauz · 1 year
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Not them both meeting looking at a gay sculpture upon visiting an art museum but actually staring at eachother being like “ur staring lasers do u like it” “yuh I like it a lot, do u like it?” “😶‍🌫️” guys fr might as well just bang there
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crimsonyoukai · 9 months
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Apparently yaoi day was yesterday n I would say I wanna cry bc I didn't say anything as I didn't realise but then I remembered I posted that wedding femboy lingerie video w cock tease on twitter, that exactly matches the twink in the yaoi I'm readings outfit (a video I made weeks before I read this as well) yesterday n that's even better.. just sums up the day on a spiritual level 🤣🖤
Here's the one I mean if you don't have my nsfw twitter..
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lordsmaf · 1 year
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This is what I sound like talking about my current hyperfixation to people
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1alchemistart · 27 days
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some dunmeshis bc i love them
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It made me so emotional the kindness the party treated Thistle with again and again throughout the story. Laios never wanted to hurt him even though he, in a way, took Laios's sister from him. Marcille wanted to talk to Thistle about magic even as he attacked them. Laios could have killed him but he chose to reason with him even as Thostle resisted. The party didn't abandon his body when he got eaten, they tucked him into bed like he was just sleeping. Yaad went back for his body so he wasn't left in the rumble. Laios, in the middle of the celebrations, went to check on him in hopes he would get his desires back the way Mithrun discovered he could. Oh the love in the world!!! The narrative that anyone can be taken advantage when alone and the only way to help is kindness and care!!!
To eat is to live but to eat together is to be loved.
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solrin · 7 months
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this girl also gets me
from Futoku no Guild (Guild of Depravity)
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