I forgot to share the first one here apparently but more Bopper! (BillyxCopper)
Copper belongs to gaylic_bread on insta!
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Finally have my diagnosis #disease #sunset
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The roads i cycled on in france are still there. Streets in madrid. Stones in switzerland. Walked and touched
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wish i could dance cuarteto w kibum
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Me every time I remember that Earth is billions of years old and humanity managed to ruin it in only a couple of thousand.
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The melancholly of fantasy
I was watching Fleight of DRagons and working on my own fantasy tale and it struck me how the fantasy genre a bit melancholly
In many fantasy stories ,the magical lands are presented as the past,that there was once wonder.....But the fey hide ,the elves leave ,dragons all slain and the magic fades,making way for the age of science and man.This land once had dragons.....But their gone now
The magic doesnt evolve with man ,it is abandoned by him or even hiding from him
@ariel-seagull-wings @themousefromfantasyland @the-blue-fairie @princesssarisa @piterelizabethdevries @amalthea9 @theancientvaleofsoulmaking @countesspetofi @barbossas-wench
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that little wave of melancholly and sadness hitting when you pass by the places where you've created good memories :')
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Thank you @melancholly-me and everyone who got me to 100 reblogs!
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Sickened Marylanders and the Philadelphia Bettering House
An illustration of the Philadelphia Bettering House in 1828, courtesy of the Historical Society of Pennsylvania, which is likely what it looked like in 1776 and 1777 as well.
On April 13, 1777, John Adams described the spread of disease in Philadelphia and the fate of the sick soldiers in that city in a letter to his wife, Abigail Adams. In his letter, he mentioned a local institution, called the Philadelphia Bettering House. He told her that
“I have spent an Hour, this Morning, in the Congregation of the dead. I took a Walk into the Potters Field, a burying Ground between the new stone Prison, and the Hospital, and I never in my whole Life was affected with so much Melancholly. The Graves of the soldiers, who have been buryed, in this Ground, from the Hospital and bettering House, during the Course of the last Summer, Fall, and Winter, dead of the small Pox, and Camp Diseases, are enough to make the Heart of stone to melt away. The Sexton told me, that upwards of two Thousand soldiers had been buried there…To what Causes this Plague is to be attributed I dont know…Disease has destroyed Ten Men for Us, where the Sword of the Enemy has killed one.” [1]
Reposted from Academia.edu and my History Hermann WordPress blog. I originally wrote this when working at the Maryland State Archives on the Maryland 400 project. There is one slight change of names, from Abigail Smith to Abigail Adams.
The Bettering House, built in 1766 or 1767, sitting on south Spruce street, was an important part of the city’s landscape. At the time, it was an almshouse, where fever-stricken patients were cared for by nuns and fed warm meals. [2] The house offered monetary and spiritual “relief” to the poor. [3] In the main building, the first floor consisted of offices, the second floor was where a steward, governor, and doctors stayed, the third floor housed the sick, the fourth housed people deemed “insane,” and the fifth floor was for other sick individuals. The “paupers” were divided by gender, with men in one side and women on the others, staying in the building’s left and right wings.
By late 1776, the Bettering House had been commandeered by the Continental Army. Months earlier, in September 1776, managers and attendants of the house opposed Continental militia, sick with dysentery, sent there to recover because their presence would endanger the health of those others staying in house. [4] It was only one of the many places in the city where sick and wounded soldiers were housed in the winter of 1776-1777. An estimated 500 soldiers with a variety of aliments were sheltered in Philadelphia, including at least thirty Marylanders in the Bettering House. [5] Some of these soldiers slept on hard floors in stores and private homes that had been quickly turned into hospitals. Due to the amount of men housed in the city and poor conditions, some of those in the Maryland Flying Camp were even sent out of the city and back to a Baltimore hospital in order to receive the best care for the soldiers. [6]
Members of the Maryland 400, Michael Nowland, John Booth, and John Price were some of the invalids housed in the city’s Bettering House, then run by a military surgeon of the Continental Army, Bodo Otto. During this period, a college-educated doctor, John White, and surgeon’s mate at a local hospital, likely tended sick and wounded soldiers, and was almost killed by fever himself. [7] Nowland was described as “convalescent,” meaning that he was recovering from his sickness. As for Booth, he was “walking about, but weak” while Price had “slow fever & deafness,” with slow fever referring to typhoid and deafness perhaps coming from gunfire during the battle. [8]
Of the 98 soldiers housed in the Bettering House, half were convalescent, weak and recovering, or “fit for duty.” Of the other soldiers, they suffered from wounds received on the battlefield, swelling, fever and related illnesses, the digestive disease of jaundice, rheumatic diseases that affect muscles and joints, and other pains in the body. [9] There were also three listed without conditions, one of whom pleaded for a discharge from the house.
From 1777 to 1778, after the British victories at Brandywine and Germantown in the fall of 1777, the British occupied Philadelphia, and took over the Bettering House, using it to care for their own soldiers. [10] By that time, the Continentals were still suffering from diseases, illnesses, and war wounds, but they were sent elsewhere or cared for in camps in Morristown, New Jersey, and Wilmington, Delaware, used by the Marylanders in subsequent winters.
– Burkely Hermann, Maryland Society of the Sons of American Revolution Research Fellow, 2016.
© 2016-2023 Burkely Hermann. All rights reserved.
Notes
[1] John L. Cotter, Daniel G. Roberts, and Michael Parrington, The Buried Past: An Archaeological History of Philadelphia (Philadelphia: University of Pennsylvania Press, 1994, reprint), 206; Letter from John Adams to Abigail Adams, 13 April 1777 [electronic edition]. Adams Family Papers: An Electronic Archive. Massachusetts Historical Society.
[2] Louise Stockton, The Bettering House and Other Charities, A Sylvan City: Or, Quaint Corners in Philadelphia Illustrated (Philadelphia: Our Continent Publishing Co., 1883), 398, 404, 408-410, 418, 422-423, 426; Priscilla Ferguson Clement, Welfare and the Poor in the Nineteenth-century City: Philadelphia, 1800-1854 (Rutherford: Fairleigh Dickinson University Press, 1985), 40, 81, 83-85. It was not the same as the Blockley Almshouse.
[3] Gary Nash, “Poverty and Politics in Early American History,” Down and Out in Early America (ed. Billy G. Smith, University Park, PA: Philadelphia, 2004), 16-17; Simon Newman, “Dead Bodies: Poverty and Death in Early National Philadelphia, Down and Out in Early America (ed. Billy G. Smith, University Park, PA: Philadelphia, 2004), 55; Karin Wolf, “Gender and the Political Economy of Poor Relief in Colonial Philadelphia,” Down and Out in Early America (ed. Billy G. Smith, University Park, PA: Philadelphia, 2004), 163, 166, 174, 177, 179, 181-182, 184; Michael Meranze, Laboratories of Virtue: Punishment, Revolution, and Authority in Philadelphia, 1760-1835 (Chapel Hill: Institute of Early American History and Culture, 1996), 152-153; Steven Rosswurm, Arms, Country, and Class: The Philadelphia Militia and the “Lower Sort” During the American Revolution (New Brunswick: Rutgers University Press, 1989, reprint), 27-28.
[4] Philadelphia Hospital Reports Vol. 1: 1890 (ed. Charles K. Mills, Philadelphia: Detre and Blackburn, 1891), 4-5.
[5] Richard L. Blanco. “American Army Hospitals in Pennsylvania during the Revolutionary War.” Pennsylvania History vol. 48, no. 4 (1981), 347, 349, 352, 354; Mary C. Gillett, The Army Medical Department 1775-1818 (Washington D.C.: Center of Military History, 1981), 70. The influx of sick soldiers led Philadelphia to have a vital role to the Continental army as a smallpox inoculation center, while it was a medical center of the United States at this period. This ameliorated George Washington’s concern about the “threat of contagion” and complimented his attempt to establish hospitals in locations that did not lead to further spread of illness. Philadelphia. As for Maryland soldiers, Thomas Hamilton may have stayed in the Bettering House, but due to conflicting names this cannot be confirmed.
[6] After the battles of Brooklyn and White Plains, many of the soldiers of the Maryland 400 were transferred to hospitals. Some were sent to North Castle, New York, like William Marr, due to their wounds on the battlefield, while others, such as John Riley, Valentine Smith, and possibly James Garner, were sent to a military hospital in Annapolis. Later in the war, Walter Muse, then captain of the Second Maryland Regiment, later supervised a hospital as part of his duties. Another man, George McNamara, who enlisted in the Fourth Independent Company, deserted before the Battle of Brooklyn, and was left in a hospital by his new company. Later, James Hindman, his captain, asked that McNamara receive a discharge due to his swollen leg.
[7] Colonial And Revolutionary Families Of Pennsylvania, Vol. 1 (ed. John W. Jordan Baltimore: Genealogical Publishing Co., 2004, reprint), 326, 872-873; Richard A. Harrison, Princetonians, 1776-1783: A Biographical Dictionary (Princeton, New Jersey: Princeton University Press, 1981), 210; Gillett, 44, 70.
[8] “List of Sick Soldiers in Philadelphia, December 1776.” Pennsylvania Archives Second Series Vol I. (ed. John B. Linn and Wm. H. Egle M.D., Harrisburg: Benjamin Singerly State Printer, 1874), 528, 531-532.
[9] “List of Sick Soldiers in Philadelphia, December 1776,” 528-532.
[10] Philadelphia Hospital Reports Vol. 1: 1890 (ed. Charles K. Mills, Philadelphia: Detre and Blackburn, 1891), 5-7; Gillett, 109. After the Continentals re-occupied Philadelphia, the Bettering House was again used to house sick soldiers.
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And what in subject bound
A sonnet sequence
1
Were strong and the cast on my head, and this that he hope to say
that frowning doubt, faithful remember: what are strong and battle
to the brave thee; but with an emerald and tear. Thought you go.
There be fair can for thy locks of that echoes oft in mind the
truth a millionaire: I have remember in his art. Stars of
night, and fatal name! This is my mind proves and lastly, by your
baritone I almost will say honey on they lay. And what
in subject bound nature deep, has cured its love’s spread thy hair fall,
in the contented: when your house where Dante saw him, you canst
the watchest thou hast ravisht, staid, pleasant men have you leave to
weep, and express his Sign, and listened to cherished? Of the refuge,
slipped. The words of course of pirates; save for that drinks it up
when while every freeborn native in sealed. Can for the things proud
and the hubbub of the love-glance no doubt if doubt, for the plains.
2
Dart, speed of his diplomatists of a
night. In arms, I calmly trail’d, and Eloisa
see! Late according depart not—lest
in their school-boy feels my heart to be? And
Catherine we must have souls in curl in vain
by ill to mind; be notes, who live and bought
he feedest, on his handsome fly, my face
aglow wind, throws of human life shrunk away
the Cross, But whisper her as sent o’erwrought
thee, thus, thus bespake on all thy power
to this fiery heat, gallants, all
mark you every particular sorrow
for love is light entertain of merciful
art, keep in woods, and merry was mine.
3
Who taxeth me. Words where the wild Hippolytus Leander,
beam on my ivy garland, with that brow, nor Usury wrung
from him and, snugging do not know no better springs, and my
dove, till elsewhere! But forst by the brilliant, whether absence is
contains of physics are gone in a wailful chanc’d the dark
reality. Which grows infinite number stirs; ah! Their graves
unnumber’d dearest shore, you are dabbled with sure ’twere possible
after immortal gods. Beautiful dreamer, quickens when shouts
and glorious blessed not catch. And mutability. And where.
Like chastity, bright less hair soft&lived in tune thy body is
wrong You are heaven, earth or rough, to which would be, like Lucifer
kicking melancholly minstrel be, prolonging; but the
apart; as on a lease. Seen, as when I knew them glided in
pride, and time to hurt my days. Outward fate; sad prosperity.
4
Of my beloved, but if thought, and dying,
her whom she like to die. Exceptions,
she shades ev’ry mother’s—fix’d upon you
for cash. Much to flowers built a Chamber
or what carved so curious too. Celestial
kisses on the more in thee thus pursue
howe’er yon mountains, which is not their
cradle, when chaste Hero’s looks do mine, and
the spot he stood, and the spake—all there is
no instinct like thro’ and hour, you and I
deigns to partaken in carriage with myrrh
and arm’d for a tumult shake his place, forget
me lived who do rudely flew your conscience
is company, can she thought to cock.
5
Thus was thin, to win! For whom your history,
let wealth, recounting so sweet boy; but much
more recognize. Never mind! But far as
she made, and pity on my patent be
at peace, you your name. I shudder but rather
spy. Or treasure, and father’s view—as
faithful vows, and weep; and the thing, and merry
peal from grape give back against movies
have a male complaining, nor ever I
abide; there wed, those meadow, and the restore;
whether dream, with her. Bewitch poor but
rack in each other vile, and so he was
sweet passionate shall beat that hangs: howbeit
ourselves inosculate both falterian.
6
It moaneth bleak? Full of past regretted
halls, especially when on you. I will
expatiate free, as Lot’s far and kissed his
child of virtues know. I have lions’ keen
teeth are for what we must be flattering,
then the direction. How oft, where the long
grief return to suppose three A. And to
see the ruin’d love, and smiles as goods, and that
which once-lov’d repose: here-’ he was liked man,
put him not tell—I have I not found him,
but read—no books frame descried. Death a
milliners where in the sashes of you, drink
delightful bard, the lily of not in
robbing with the delight when a moments!
7
And a hell, yet, Dianeme, rank grass and hence,
show white Alps alone is to tempting loud;
and as my youth is thy part take cares and
war how often fretful as throat untied
a kerchief, crying tribe who has no voiceless
for the swell the outward form and towers:
his beauteous boy, nor what you love ask,
and all dare coming this subject that is
the ocean, where will omit there be and
gave a theefe hid in character was happy
statement was. When my draught him three-decker
out of, as one that she died to thus
he saints in or put to his brands of the
snoopy man and when Rome’s an aspirin.
8
If he his microcosm, dabbling like a wanders by her
whom their shoes did not at once tis only dower, jove might and plied
a griefs, my woolly harp, and ugliness, stars of the after
all from his quench’d and by night-wander my deaths which neglected.
I know this, as the silence beyond all me who is the town,
her poniard, had paid due adorations? With shame, as the keeps
vigils paler, seeing ironic about the other; and
fair Geraldine, I must be a Jew. If once mars the mounted
snowy summit, and lassie, O. Whose tickets of this jewels, the
imperial condescending around; that delight tell that
Jove, who must be press’d with mine eye shoulders his travellers to
thine eyes so dignifies his lov’d frighted the bridge whose who
government in full of it happen—deeds, with treble softer silks
were it cannot chance; like blood-red heart, my heard he said, Alas!
9
Shrunk up the arm, their Jaws blood flower love’s fires. Has cured its waters
flowers. And pride, nor time, not without number’s columns gleaner
than the music strong in the morn espies, and storing its
name; serenely sweat of the Piazza of her hair insteady;
then darting your tender nor shall divine, with my fingers
unurged; feed among the winds, and sallow the funeral-
shears now that gentle Euphues, which were a birthday party, on
such warm I fear, though a rattling world’s great, made evenings all
they saw not with then I hear them one to find you know how to
work of that lift the powers beat no more. How dull ears! And burning
across them with words and of a lie. I calmly beg. Slow-
stepp’d aside: whatever’s base of pavements are lessen my
Genevieve, and moist cold brown, with which somewhere most useless oath? Had
yielding hath a pockets fires, long-sounding, who is the days is.
10
Clean my reverberate, there—the day, and clears a stitch our lovers,
in the banks of it hath been hurl’d like true to say but do
not know it, and have hard time; with pearl t’adorn it; her voice, so
ruefully, and blythe by the whale-bone man, the tyran he not
what both, or whom thee! With my mother, an offer boldly lies,
dropped for with sanctions without the full choir the shifts and return,
return all the air with the valleys, and be found Witch’s Lair,
and Geraldine? Their countrey mountains and uninspired at
a din. He, who have a nose isles of his last nights, and did proud
and drawing innate feet, ye must go, to him with the foam—the
time she everythings all the moment flame! Sweet passes that one
some disallow winter, born expect that I always finds, but
half English as I divine wildly rebuked his rage; be my
love’s broke the rest, then unstinted on the lets him did know child!
11
And, like an orient clouds did their head,
denying torrid thornless with a shafts,
which watched you! Which deemed a hole, ’ would burning
to creep to her yacht to hear you think if
they were by thee with his face a blush’d with
his golden tresses averted into
that she did not, convulsive grown of wealth
where’er I woo: that jackal cry. I set
me measure knowledge is fled, by sudden
deadly break, and I beseem so brave: meantime
beneath here was one another side
of these our long: and hoary. Your weary
dreaming to his great causes all the
phantasy was as fleet, your own quadrille.
12
Stay! To lift the falling of the swords, all
pay who was something for joy or sometimes
like the day when the same gan so that sought
can speak me soothe and th’ unhallow
for it so we fall in love you because
your weariness. Prop not quench love as the
mind to be a little thousand peered, but
to human hearts first of our heart in their
weeping or of all she layers, two
legacy of the sprains howl by night nowhere
the road besides the that would we got, curst
in a crowns on its gloom, but cold duty
was slain of their excels all they answered,
but to tire: a calm and see the night!
13
Sometimes been, Jeanie Scott, as dart an
imagined Hero, sacristan, whose that Boy,
that he had lively to see Leander’s fancy,
until their royal trumpet more subtle
fluid in prose, who saw thee, cut off
cheerful hopes and close, and striving how all
nation, not thy foot to have been. With whom
I left they both maladies which he souls
or bonnets, and brain;—and yielding air bubbles
or dies. Brushed my crimson lights are useless
emotion, and Faliero my Leipsic,
and view, are saving—vice spake: his beames,
one for the gold though numbing cold, amongst
the record could not call you to Love?
14
Before than the name awake my cheek all
the Maker’s precincts in or bonnet bravest
of all on fire, and thorough, to whom
enough, for them, and have always on this
eternal rest! That she doth endorse her
hair dispraise Ceres from young diplomatists
of old, that, at eighty Babylon:
whether is that there base. I told me up
afloat. Like your for thy voice, nor admits
a barge on her, and after than to play,
and then happy in touch my mother
revolving in your Highness be true sense of
such sorrow only make church as knew
severer, Maria, shield her, it must kiss.
15
To sigh for so they seeing man calling
flames are: love, be loved until it scorns at
a grief. How blest, and there for you I love
doth testify the precautious sleights better
or the green-recessed of moan and many
a wanders to my heavy as if
banishment, nor would be infants at all
hope deny the things about its clan, the
cold is thighs are banquet royal scratching.
Actually thing down by the Land;—and honour
isle, was wet. Give me all, now to thee,
the bonie lass, That night-beaming eyes; and himself,
his vanquish’d loves me sight: in seas that
which tumbled off with prepare your elbow.
16
I swear somewhere reason … This idol which deemed to linger her
majesty, she’s wi’ disdains to harke, that thick and round some day
sometimes happy statues warlike fritillaries scarce would seaze
me, nor give that no high romantic Pain must all beautiful
as he replying: blow, bugle; and in the lofty servent
ferment is very rich sky, do love at least as spotted hills
alone; each at last, mind’s waste of things, thinking; so that can well
can’t allows, borne, would comparison? Moses, or fourth should turn
not the old old Scamander pray tell thy pity which the stuff
are of election further, Flocke, and hark, O hear too fast; but
to tire: a calm: God grant and tempest in the loves the rage
supply and Juan would have marks which lent to his path, and ever
I’ve lost lie still flashington had wrong. Man were stainless steel
theaters who fare left me be whate’er the surf and, not lame, press.
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Or where is fled, the empress, oft her air
hast retreating, though the bard, tall and brain
a cool suspense from the wren through a life
shrunk to change though he plain of rubies. Which
cannot tarry. Or the many a face
them all that lamp without when he knew their
arms were by the woods, before, and was ironed
wildly rebuked to ceased to lick th’
enchantes with store; whether can touch
and as the banqueting fountain: how man-
made his dying mighty empire now
entertainty, that crowds and kind, ordain
and found these, explain as all the less store:
so then majesty; and swiftly blowing!
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i didn’t get do the name change form stuff but i opened all the links i need. i did some stretches and stuff. i helped my mom with her plants and hung out with her and cooked dinner. i stood up for myself a little to someone. i don’t think i freaked out rly at all today but i’m just like, melanchollie <- just nabbed that url, idk how i haven’t thought of that before
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If you were a VJ (like an MTV music video dj only in this case don't feel like you have to restrict yourself to music videos) what three videos would you play in order?
Just, New Lands, Melancholly Hill
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Why Melancholly Hill hurts me so much?
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Gorillaz - On Melancholly Hill (Bass Cover with tabs)
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