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DONT LOOK BACK (1967)
#dont look back 1967#bob dylan#using the original title here#the thing is I LIKE HIM#and i'm posting this for my 14 year old self. look away.#it was supposed to be and IT WAS blue at first but then i was like ehhh save that for another time not enough orange on your blog#(everything here is orange)#mine 🧫#jo-core
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#just got sad happy heart get stomp stomped on and go flutter pop bc i thought abt my childhood crush 👉👈#havent seen since like 5th grade but i just looked them up and found their linkedin lmfao and they zlive in a dream city of mine AND they#work in environmental conservation what a DREAM#and they’re gorg and like UGH the urge to……. move … jk but the urge to reach put n be like#hi its me ur twins bestie do u remeber me from like 13 years ago LMAO#and the sad part is their linkdin said we went to the same university 🤥 im depressed#at the same time. in the same graduating class#we were just two different types of stem peeps#them: 🌲 🌳🐻🏕️🦎🪵🪨🛶⛰️#me: 💉💊🏥👩⚕️🧫🧬🧪🔬🩸🩻#anyway#</3#not me over here dreaming of meeting up with them now lol#the cons of going to a large university and graduating at the same time as 10k other people rip
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The other day a friend of mine demonstrated how to use a karambit on me and I got all flustered and tongue tied, even though they were demonstrating how to kill somebody on me
The thought that it could be that easy for someone to kill me >/////<
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A willing victim getting flustered at the thought of being killed so easily. A slow, agonizing death is what you deserve. Forced to watch your life leave for hours until your last painful breath is released into the air.
#yandere#yanderecore#violent love#erotophonophilia#autoassassinophilia#pro para#paraphilia#nsft anons
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Pokemon headcanons with a plus sized! reader
I swear Pokemon do this to me every single game of bringing a game out, Arven is a good boy, I HC him to be early 20s so reader will be 20 or older! Saguaro is short, I apologies! (also gifs aren't mine)
Warnings: Mostly fluff
🥐Arven🥐:
• Listen, Arven thinks you are the greatest thing to ever happen to him, apart from Mabosstiff, & he loves you so much! (Spoiler, so does Mabosstiff!)
• Mabosstiff activity follows you sometimes, like if you & Arven go for a walk, even if you have your own dog Pokemon too, he'll follow or just join a cuddle pile with you after you've all had food & you're leaning against like an Arcanine, Mabosstiff has his head on your lap with a fuss whilst you also scratch Arcanine's head.
• Arven loves you for you, he loves to cuddle you or lay his head on your lap, you're so loving & gentle with him.
• He might not be good at battling, but by Arcues, if someone bullies you for how you are, he will battle them & defeat them for your sake. Then will shout at them, report them to Director Clavell. No one gets away from bulling his partner, regardless of body type.
• If someone does do that, whilst either in the grounds of the Academy or in the wild, you can sure bet he'll make a tasty sandwich for you both, Mabosstiff also at your side to offer support & has a few treats from you for being the best doggo along side Arcanine.
• Will spoil you, but it's usually a surprise because you do the same for him often because of your high status of Champion.
🧫Jacq🧫:
• Jacq doesn't understand whose who can bully someone for their size, no one should be made fun of for their size or body type. Do expect him to keep a keen eye out for you, he can be overprotective when he wants to be.
• He appreciates you bringing him things like food during breaks if he forgot it at home, if you make a new discovery with a Pokemon, or if you just come to spend break with him. He never hears the end of it with his students if you stop by, his students also love you!
• I feel like he'd often forget stuff or not keep an eye on his surroundings whilst out doing research when he gets the chance, so you often go with him to remind him of stuff whilst looking at surroundings.
• He will spoil you, a lot!
🥖Saguaro🥖:
• Another who is highly likely to spoil you but its more like once a week with something of high value but you usually don't understand why & it would be if you've had a bad day with someone making bad comments regarding your body or just a bad day in general.
• He'll make sure you are ready for the day, but if you are up early & make him lunch for a day at the academy? If you do him food from your native homeland if you aren't from Paldea when he gets home? He might short circuit & endlessly thank you, even if you take turns in cooking.
• Work in a bakery? Work with people? He supports you regardless!
#pokemon x reader#pokemon imagines#pokemon arven#pokemon jacq x reader#pokemon jacq#pokemon saguaro#pokemon saguaro x reader#arven#saguaro#jacq#pokemon scarlet x reader#pokemon violet x reader#pokemon scarlet and violet imagines
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(4/10) Alive Ulla - Part 5
Have a nice day you all 🧬🍁🍎🖼️🧫🍎🧭🧭🍁🍎☀️🧪🍇🧭🍁🧫🌾🍎🍁🧭☀️
Here I am, once again, trying to get this done before I get distracted again, but as you can see I am easily distracted.
Right now, I mean, two weeks ago, I used that feature "voice to text converter", so you might see some words wrongly chosen.
I'll try to correct everything before posting, but if I am in a hurry, it will get confusing as always.
Back to the post 📯👾⚗️🧪
Next thing I imagined was all these happening :
Donella on her own - Part 1
A.1 Donella finished her school regulation with great success, no graduation , also she was sick and tired of the environment she got, so she thanked the Faber family and got back to her native land Ingvarr.
Now being older and wised , she noticed the actual state of this place.
A.2 I kind of imagined this Kingdom fell into a vicious economic cycle because of the following factors:
A.2.1. Maybe Ingvarr is supposed to relate to real history of England colonizing Iran, but the great difference that the native Iranian Royal family survived the wars and won. (On a post, there was told how Ingvarr was inspired on Persian culture)
So instead of getting a colonization by europeans with overexploitation of minery and land, we got a kind of "Mercy agreement" about letting english kingdom to stay, but not as slaves or war prisoners, but as employs.
A.2.2 Yet ,they still got some wary sentiment, becoming racists, so they didn't let these people to afford too much, they would work a lot but earn little.
Ingvarr royals rised the prices of the school materials, building materials and groseries on purpose, it would look fair because they would actually bring the best of the best from far away lands, cheap things were not on sale.
Only the owners of the mines, of the lands, war veterans, teachers and birth certificated original families of Ingvarr would be able to buy these goods.
A.2.3 Then, what would the citizens/migrants habitants of Ingvarr would buy with their payment?
After each shift of work they get their meals, so no hungry at the streets (unless you got unemployed ) , as well the work uniform, the money would be for paying the entrance and exit of the big doors, outside each town, specially outside the kingdom, buy your way out and way in.
A.2.4 Mothers and kids usually had not an employ, so, forgotten by the royals, the payment would be saved for them, the workers would hide some food and sell it, get some old clothes and adapt them.
That's why they had too much hurry into making kids have a skill to join the mines, children labor became a common thing.
A.2.3 Kids who wanted to play and have some freedom would get expulsed from the mines, having to face the fury of their parents, what would happen next?
Them trying again but stopping playing around to help the family finances, or maybe get away, becoming children of the streets.
A.3 After looking around a while, Donella entered the Royals section, so fancy and full of military, mostly women, children playing on the park, scholars getting out from their building, a colorful market, lots of houses with unique architecture, until reaching the palace.
A.4 She asked for a meeting with the head of maids, she wanted to join, the guards asked her to wait , the call would be sent, they followed protocol, after some hours she got invited in for a work interview.
Donella presented herself, showed her certificate of studies and named her skills, of course, the head of the maids made racists comments, thankfully, those got drowned down after she made intelectual comebaks, impressed, they would welcome her to the maids team, along with warnings about harsh punishments in case of bad behavior.
She as the reserved and hard faced woman she is, agreed with a humble speech and a promise of hardwork.
A.5 She had a plan and she was going to follow it
5.1 Endure, no need to make friends or earn someone else's trust, just be the one doing a good job, so she won't get fired.
5.2 Hide trinkets, coins and anything valuable, hide it on the trash and save them for later, as a way to do "ant robbery" , unnoticeable and slow.
5.3 Once she gets to clean military gear, memorize designs, so she would make a imitation of them, next, improve them, then, sell it , to the royals or to other kingdoms, that depends on the future circumstances.
A.6 Her first big mistake, not getting true private storable spaces, so she would need to get a lock to shut her notebook with the designs, materialize the improves would have to wait.
A.7 Of course, the racism and commenting behind her back were stressful, so she lost concentration and talked back, getting caught on a cat figth with another maid, of course, she wouldn't win, she knew she was bound to apologize but decided she wouldn't add to the humillation and let them decide a punishment for this unsubordination
A.8 Work on the stables for a whole week, of course she made a great job on the castle staff doing the cleaning chores, but people here were loyal to their warnings, she would meet here lots ....
Oups , I run out of time, let's be faster :
Donella met lots of male Persian/Iranian guys
One of them was Cyrus
Both wanted more money and power
Cyrus was supposed to be one of the grandsons of the veterans, a live of riches not as secured as the grandsons of the owners of the mines, so , he needed to start his own business
He liked Donella plans, so he would make her his business partner in secret
He was the one presenting the improves to the weaponry house, so he got the credit and the payment.
Donella and Cyrus got their first salary, she wants to go to the market but Cyrus insist he must be the one saving the money or , it would be suspicious if a maid of the palace suddenly has a lot of coins or new products on her bedroom or pockets.
Donella feels robbed and untrustful , but each time Cyrus carry her to his place to work, he showes her how her money had been untouched, reminding her about how , once they have enough, they're going to move from this kingdom somewhere they can be richer and more free.
Her punishment finished and she came back to the indoors chores
Some other Persian guy from the stables came to the headmaster of the maids and asked for Donella, eager to buy the "adote" of her and marry her.
The maids in the castle divided into the ones congratulating her and wanting to be friends as fast as possible, so they could get invited to the wedding, and the ones who would get angry at how unfair this was and how she doesn't deserved this, so they would secretly sabotage her way, scare her with the disvantages of being the wife of a Ingvarr men, and tell the soon to be bride how a bad woman she was.
The headmaster of the maids, as protocoled, started an investigation about who were Donella parents, so this guy could pay his adote to them.
Donella of course was furious, this guy was going to ruin her way to a live of riches and freedom... Or what if not? Maybe she would take advantage of this.
Cyrus contacted her on the night, informing her about how this guy spyed them and wanted to steal her away from him, so he would be the one getting the new business afloat, that guy is no a dumb searching a pretty woman.
Donella tells Cyrus that, as far as it seems, she can get her objectives with this new guy as with Cyrus, so , what can he offer for her to choose and get more benefits?
He added he would make sure she would not only work for this business and then get locked like this other guy like to do with his employees, total freedom for going all the Seven Kingdoms if she likes, as long as both get their money
She liked it, both knew they couldn't say "no" to a men buying a wife and stay as they were, so, both played dumb while making preparations to move.
Cyrus buyed her a uniform similar to the one he usually wear, so she could leave the maid one on the bedroom, the clothes were expensive and she could get an unnecessary problem with the local police if she didn't give it back to her boss.
She payed her way out to the door guard, leaved a letter about quitting.
Now, Donella and Cyrus would-
Oups, I have to go, seee you next time , thanks for reading 🍎🌲🪷🌿🎊🥝🌀🌷🍡✨❄️🌸🍡❄️💐🧬✨🌤️🪩🌤️🧬🧪🌤️🧬🎹🍎❄️🍡🎹🧬🎹🌤️🍊🧪🧬🌤️🍊❄️🍡✨❄️✨🍡🥝🥭🍉🥭🌠🎊🌠🎊🌀🌿🍓🌳🧬🍎🧬✨🍒🍒✨🧬💐
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#varian#tangled varian#tts varian#varian the alchemist#varian tts#rta varian#rapunzels tangled adventure#varian and the seven kingdoms#hugo vat7k#vat7k#vat7k donella#donella vat7k#vat7k cyrus#cyrus vat7k#vat7k ulla#ulla vat7k
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17! 🧪 🥼 🧫
[30 incredibly specific aus.]
17. i can excuse unethical science but I draw the line at skirting lab safety. you cannot be eating rn
Emma, I'm sorry this took so long! Also, this isn't exactly eating in the lab, but it does involve food, and it's more hysterical science, not unethical, but this is where my imagination took me. It's 100% dialogue, something I've wanted to play with for a while, and I very much hope you like it. Love you. 😘
"No."
"What do you mean no?"
"I mean no. You're not coming in with all that."
"Sorry to break the news to you, Parrish, but it's my lab, too. You can't–Oh. Real mature. Block the door."
"You're not coming in, Lynch."
"I can move you."
"Didn't work so well for you last time."
"That was your fault."
"Was it?"
"Parrish."
"You're not–Did your bag just croak?"
"You're half deaf. You're hearing things that aren't there."
"Lynch. Ronan. No. You are not bringing her in here."
"She needs to be fed every two hours. I have to."
"That means you have her food, too. No, Ronan. You're not bringing a raven and a bag of macerated crickets and worms into the lab."
"Only you would call them macerated. Just say mashed like everyone else."
"I'll call them macerated when I'm the one doing the macerating."
"Such a goddamn pedant. What's that face for? Don't make that face. You are."
"You can make fun of me all you want, Lynch. You're not getting in the lab."
"Oh, come on. You need my help, Parrish."
"Yeah, I do. But not enough to let you in with a bird and mashed–God, you're so smug–bugs that will potentially jeopardize testing."
"You need me, though. I know the ICP-MS a hell of a lot better than you do."
"Because you jerry rigged it with a carrier gas of indeterminate origin so you could test your piss after you drank Goldschläger because–I think this is your exact wording–nothing gold can stay."
"My stance is that it was a successful experiment. Nothing gold did stay."
"It's a seventy thousand dollar instrument–"
"Used instrument."
"It's a seventy thousand dollar refurbished instrument that periodically doesn't work because of your successful experiment."
"Yeah, you like to periodically remind me of that. I told you I’d pay for service and IQ/OQ."
"Take her home, Lynch."
"Adam."
"Take her home, Ronan. I'm not risking sample or test contamination with mashed bugs or fecal–”
“Just say poop like everyone else.”
“You’re puerile.”
“You laughed, didn’t you?”
“Doesn’t negate that you’re puerile. Look, I know you want to get in here, but right now you’ll help more by taking her home. We want to get these assholes that dumped mining waste near her nest and gave every other living thing in the area lead poisoning. It’s not going to help if our analysis is brought into question because there was a corvid and her macerated crickets hanging out in the lab.”
“Jesus shit. Fine. But you tell her she can’t come in.”
“Ronan, I’m not–Hi. Hi, Chainsaw. It’s nice to see you, too. Ronan shouldn’t have brought you–”
“Maligning me to the bird. Nice, Parrish.”
“Go to hell. See if I appease you again.”
“You said that last time and then you put your mouth–”
“Take her home, Ronan.”
“Fine. Text–No, email me the results. Graphs and raw data.”
“I will.”
“If the nebulizer fucks around again–”
“I’ll FaceTime you.”
“Okay. Tamquam.”
“Alter idem.”
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science themed first person + third person pronouns?
here ya go !
3rd person
lab/lab/labs/labs/labself
science/science/sciences/sciences/scienceself
test/test/tests/tests/testself
bio/bio/bios/bios/bioself
DNA/DNA/DNAs/DNAs/DNAself
chem/chem/chems/chems/chemself
chemical/chemical/chemicals/chemicals/chemicalself
experiment/experiment/experiments/experiments/experimentself
toxic/toxic/toxics/toxics/toxicself
toxin/toxin/toxins/toxins/toxinself
hazard/hazard/hazards/hazards/hazardself
flask/flask/flasks/flasks/flaskself
acid/acid/acids/acids/acidself
base/base/bases/bases/baseself
🥼/🥼/🥼s/🥼s/🥼self
🧪/🧪/🧪s/🧪s/🧪self
🔬/🔬/🔬s/🔬s/🔬self
🔭/🔭/🔭s/🔭s/🔭self
🦠/🦠/🦠s/🦠s/🦠self
🧫/🧫/🧫s/🧫s/🧫self
🧬/🧬/🧬s/🧬s/🧬self
1st person (i/me/my/mine/myself):
li/la/lab/line or laine or labine/labself
sci/scie/scien/science or scine/scienself
ti/te/tes/test or tine or testine/tes(t)self
bi/bio/byo/bine/byoself
di/dn/dna/dnine or dnaine/dnaself
ci/che/chem/chemine/chemself
che/chem/chemi/chemical or chemine/chemi(cal)self
exp/exper/experi/experiment or experimine/experi(ment)self
to/tox/toxi/toxic or toxine/toxi(c)self
to/tox/toxi/toxin or toxine/toxi(n)self
ha/haz/hazar/hazard or hazine/hazar(d)self
fli/fla/flas/flask or fline or flaskine/flas(k)self
ai/ac/aci/acid or acine/aci(d)self
bi/ba/bas/base or baine or basine/bas(e)self
🥼/🥼e/🥼y/🥼ine/🥼yself
🧪/🧪e/🧪y/🧪ine/🧪self
🔬/🔬e/🔬y/🔬ine/🔬yself
🔭/🔭e/🔭y/🔭ine/🔭yself
🦠/🦠e/🦠y/🦠ine/🦠yself
🧫/🧫e/🧫y/🧫ine/🧫yself
🧬/🧬e/🧬y/🧬ine/🧬yself
@1stpp-2ndpp-list
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🧫 Hi! I am a girl of science and I am looking for a 16+ partner to do a sapphic sci-fi original plot of mine!
Plot/Wanted Character
The plot is about a young scientist named Reina Mori (my OC) who was hired by the Japanese government to study a new species. What is that species? An alien from space! This alien is no goody two shoes. She has seriously injured - and killed one - all the other scientists who have tried to study her. One thing in common about the past scientists, they were all men. Reina is the first woman to be assigned with this entity. The government believes she can get through to this alien. But can she really?
I am looking for a partner to play the alien! You can be as creative as you can be with it. The only necessity is that it must be female/fem. Everything else is entirely up to you! The sky is the limit.
Rules
Must be at least 16 (I am 17)
Be active (able to provide several responses a day)
Have Discord since that is where I find role play most convenient
Be literate (3 paragraphs minimum. I can do several at a time and would like my partner to do the same)
COMMUNICATE. I cannot stress this one enough. The amount of partners I have had where I sent a starter and have not heard anything back at all for days to weeks is just ridiculous. PLEASE, SPEAK UP. About literally anything. If you can’t reply, if you have an idea, if something needs to be fixed in the rp, if you wish to start a new plot, etc. Communication is crucial to me. If you cannot do that for whatever reason, please dni
Use refs & bios. I prefer drawn refs. Or pretty much anything that is digitally drawn in some kind of way. No real life photos/face claims please
Proper grammar, punctuation, and spelling (Do not worry about small mistakes every now and then. As long as it is not a consistent issue, it’s no problem)
Conclusion
I believe that is all. If you’re interested, either like this ad and I will come to you, send me a message here at @annjelicm, or on Discord at @angelwabluheart.
Till we meet my fellow scientists! 😁🧪
#discord roleplay#fxf roleplay#sapphic rp#discord rp#sci fi roleplay#sci fi rp#oc x oc ship#oc x oc rp#oc x oc roleplay#literate roleplay#novella rp#16+
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hey
i like you so i'll spam cringey pickup lines until you fall in love with me
feel my shirt. yk what it's made of? Girlfriend material 🫂🫂
aside from being sexy, what do you do for a living?? 👹👹
are u a thief? bcs you stole my heart 🫶🫶
my name's Microsoft. can i crash at ur place tonight? 💻🖥️
if i could rearrange the alphabet i'd put u and I together 🤌🤌
did you just come out of the oven? because you're hot as fuck🍳🍳🍳🍳🍳
are u tired? u've been running through my mind🧠🧠🧠🧠
did it hurt? when you fell from heaven 😇😇🤌🤌
they call me the Periodic Table and I say there’s chemistry between us. 🧪🧪🧪
is your name google? cuz you got everything im searching for 🤞🤞🤞
tie your shoes. i dont want you falling for anyone else. 🥿👞👟👠👞👠👢
someone call the cops, it's illegal to look that good 🤫🤫
If you were a Transformer, you’d be Optimus Fine🫂🫂🫂💪💪
there must be something wrong with my eyes, i cant take them off you 👁️👁️👁️👁️
u owe me a drink bcs when i saw u, i dropped mine 🍷🍷🍷🍷🍷🍻🍻
do you like raisins? how do you feel abt a date 😟😟😟😟
me without you is like an ocean without water 💧💧💧
Do you have a map? I keep getting lost in your eyes 👁️👁️👁️
are u a qualified lifeguard? bcs i think i drowned in your gaze ⚰️⚰️⚰️
are u a book? bcs i wanna check you out 📒📕📓📕📚📑📚📑📓📕📕📒📕📒📕📒
are you a fart? Because you blew me away 😍😍😍💨💨💨💨💨
i want you to treat me like homework, slam me on the table and do me 🤞🤞🤞🤞
are u a broom? bcs u swept me off of my feet 🧹🧹🧹🧹🧹
if u were a fruit u would be a fine-apple 🍍🍍🍍🍍🍍🍍🍍🍍🍍🍍🍍
my feet are cold because you blew my socks off 🧦🧦🧦🧦🧦🧦🧦🧦🧦
im not an organ donor but i'd be happy to give you my heart 🫀🫀🫀🫀🫀🫀🫀🫀🫀❤️🔥❤️🔥
is there a mirror in your pants? bcs i can see myself in them 🫂🫂
Do u like sales? Because if ur looking for a good one, clothing is 100% off at my place 🏬🏬🛍️🛍️🛍️🛍️
are u a camera? Bcs every time i look at u i smile 👺👺👺👺👺👺
my doctor says i'm lacking vitamin U 😞😞😞😞💔💔💔💔🤞🤞🤞
are u a sea lion? because i can sea you lion in my bed tonight. 🛏️🛏️🛌🛌🛌🛌🛌
do you have a name or can i call u mine? 🤙🤙
ur hotter than the bottom of my laptop 💻
on a scale of 1-10 you'd be a 9 bcs im the 1 you need 😮😮😮😮😮😮
Can I have your picture so I can show Santa what I want for Christmas?👁️👁️👁️👁️👁️
If u were a triangle you would be acute 🔺🔺🔺🔺
are u http? Bcs without u i'm just ://
kiss me if im wrong but dinosaurs still exist right? 🦖🦖🦕🦖🦕🦕🦕🦖🦕🦕🦕
if covid doesnt take u out, can i? 🦠🦠🦠🧫🧫
do u play baseball? Because i wanna take u home ⚾🥎⚾🥎⚾🥎⚾🥎
do u play soccer? cuz ur a keeper ⚽⚽⚽⚽
do you have a band aid? Cuz i scraped my knee falling for u 🤕🤕🤕🤕
i'm on top of things. would you like to be one of them??
are u a campfire? Bcs ur hot and i want s'more ♨️♨️
i wish i was your phone so you would be on me all day 🤳🤳🤳🤳
let's play Titanic. U'll be the iceberg and I'll go down🧊🧊🧊
Idk what's gotten into me lately, but i wish it was u 🤞🤞🤞
Are u a trampoline? Cuz i wanna bounce on you 🦘🦘🦘
are u a poster? Cuz i wanna pin u on a wall 🤕🤕🤕
As long as u have a face, i'll have a place to sit 🪑
I'm an astronaut and my next mission is to visit uranus 😮😮😮😮
Are u a baker? Bcs u have the nicest buns ive ever seen 🥐🥐🥖🥐🍞🥐🥐
I wanna use ur thighs as earmuffs 👁️👁️
if i flip a coin, what r my chances of getting head?
i'm a horse. now ride me🐎🐎🐎🐎🐎🐎
ur short without the s and r 🤏🤏🤏
even if there was no gravity i would still fall for u
no paper, no pen, but u still draw my attention ✍️✍️✍️✍️
i know we arent socks but we would be a great pair 😦😦😦😦😦
Are u a keyboard? Bcs ur my type ⌨️⌨️⌨️⌨️⌨️
I'm not 14 but can I be the 1 4 you?
idk how to kiss, can you teach me? 🦭🦭🦭🦭🦭🦭🦭🦭🦭
I have to admit, I admire your creativity. Not to mention the considerable amount of time this must have taken. I don’t think anyone has ever gone to such lengths to get my attention.
I have to ask, though, do you hang around with Niragi? I’m certain I’ve heard him use most of these on the female inhabitants of The Beach. Shockingly, when he uses them, they seem to work. Of course, the women Niragi is using them on are usually so intoxicated that they are barely conscious.
While I appreciate you confessing the fact that you are interested in me, I’m afraid I must decline. I don’t get involved in romantic partnerships/relationships at all. When I say “it’s not you, it’s me”, it has never been more true.
I hope this doesn’t cause any hurt feelings for you. While I tend to behave rather coldly to people around me, I certainly wouldn’t want to upset you as you seem like a very kind person.
I’m sure there is someone, much better than I, waiting for you out in this big world. You’ll know when you’ve met them because your pick up lines will be music to their ears.
-C.
#chishiya shuntaro#shuntaro chishiya#chishiya shuntaro rp#chishiya#alice in borderland#alice in borderland rp#aib
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🩻 When your mind has an overcast, you think you don’t know what you did to others to make them act the way they’re acting or why something happened in your life. It gets confusing because some things have an explanation and some things simply don’t. 🌪
🩻 During this overcast I make a lot of excuses for myself, people, circumstances… I don’t know which one stresses me out more, the excuses or doing something about the excuses in order not to make an excuse.🩼🦼
🩻 Me saying that I don’t know why I have friends or family to treat me the way that they do is definitely a lie. The way that close friends treat me are the ways that I have planted some seed of that form into the soil of my life. I take long hiatus from my own self and then get deep in my feelings when people decide not to fuck with me anymore because they haven’t heard from me because I didn’t open up. And to my Beautiful fragile best friends of my soul, I didn’t shut down enough, I didn’t shut up enough. I should’ve done better with creating a hiatus space for them from me. and it’s not that I didn’t know that they were burning every time they gave me their time.🪫
🩻 My soul burns because I know I burned their last bit of sanity and left them searching for sanity for themselves. This is always hurt me the most and is the worst fear of mine. But I run profusely from people like me so how can I be so scorned when people treat me the way I treated many (possibly even them).🦠🧫
🩻 How do people deal with their own shit without transfers? Without running… without reverting? But I’m guessing it all starts with isolation; the 1st stage that I am well acquainted with.
🩻 I miss my soulmate Friendship’s❤️🩹. But If people have to run from me to be free in happiness, I would repurchase their running shoes every time their old ones start to fall apart so their heart no longer falls apart 👟 🏃 .
🩹 Help me to learn how to be my own best friend and not let stress and depression run my mouth or my mind. Teach me not to talk so much in my head and don’t let those conversations control lives and lifestyles in me & around me. 📴🆘⚠️
#love#honesty#happiness#growing up#mentalhealth#mental breakdown#mental wellbeing#depression#stress#frienship#excerpt from a book i'll never write#writing#feelings#feeling needy#health#realistic#pregnancy#postpartum#growing#growth
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#she's better at this than the doctor
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Mine Mine Mine
Huh
@bbc6music-blog
@thatannieclark
Temper Controls Different Different Vehicles
Made of A Single Human Cell
And Two Peoples Tyme
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🧫 Opinion on IC/"IRL" blogs?
Get Moon's opinion on stuff -accepting
I feel pretty indifferent about them. They're a part of this community too; even if I don't really interact with them often. The few I have had threads with were pretty nice.
There is that bit of difficulty with interacting because of how vastly different IRL blogs and a blog like mine function, but I wouldn't let that stop me or the partner from having a good time.
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🧫 Opinion on IC/"IRL" blogs?
Opinionated
Uhhhh... I've never really run into one? Unless you mean it's like a blog run by the muse, then I don't know. It's a different RP style from mine, so probably wouldn't mesh well.
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Tag Dump 》 Harry
- 》 save
- 》 aesthetic
- 》 headcanon
- 》 visage
- 》 musing
- 》 likes
the primadonna life the rise and fall 》 thread
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thread 》 url 》 muse 》 001
v: - ( main )
Retroviral hyperplasia
Cold hearts brew colder songs
Power and control I'm gonna make you fall
All my life I've been controlled
Can't have peace without a war
We were born to die
All I ever wanted was the world
Can't help that I need it all
kinda difficult but its always someone else's fault
I act like I don't care cause I'm so fucking scared
Can you make it feel like home if I tell you you're mine
Didn't know his mother 👽🎭💰🧬🧫🧪☢️☣️🚩
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I’m doing good just bored out of my brain cells 😭
aww thats okay 😭 ill donate sum of mine to u 👉🧫
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