#most of all fuck peeta i fucking hate him so much
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Love me a good scathing review of Mockingjay.
#suzanne botched it#the comments are good for the most part too#it's not easy to find people who dislike peeta and like gale#to be clear i didn't want katniss to end up with gale#i just like him better and he deserved better from his author#i mean fuck katniss idc about katniss#most of all fuck peeta i fucking hate him so much#but i love how everyone is mad over finnick dying#i wish i could write an answer to thg one day#not in a fanfic way and not like the way that would plagiarise it#but well... sigh#mypost
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𓆩[in our next life || I]𓆪
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𓆩♡𓆪 CHARACTER - Finnick Odair x Fem! District 4 Victor! Reader
𓆩♡𓆪 TYPE - fluff, smut, slight angst
𓆩♡𓆪 WORD COUNT - 3.2K
𓆩♡𓆪 SUMMARY - Peeta and Katniss weren’t the first to fall in love after the games. That title went to you and Finnick, your mentor after you were Reaped at the age of fifteen two years after Finnick. After being dragged back into the Games with the Quarter Quell, you both are determined to stop it, no matter what- especially if one of you would gladly sacrifice themselves for the other.
𓆩♡𓆪 STORY WARNINGS - cursing and foul language || mentions of forced prostitution || Finnick loves you so much || mentions of self-blaming for being sold || smoking, smoking opium || mentions of death || slight angst in worrying about the games || smut warnings include: public sex, sex outside, spit, cum eating, oral (♂), face fucking, riding, size kink, stomach bulge, dirty talk, teasing, multiple orgasms, multiple rounds, scratching, talks of having children, probably some breeding kink thrown in there honestly
(All of the warnings I can think of, lemme know if you think i should add anything else! warnings for full fic in masterlist)
When the Third Quarter Quell was announced, you were making dinner for yourself and Finnick. The dish full of expensive fish fell to the floor, breaking on impact as you stared at the hologram TV, holding back a sob as your chest began to swell.
How could this happen? You were supposed to be guaranteed a safe life, a happy life after winning, not that it was actually possible considering the monstrosities you had to do in your own games.
It was common knowledge that you could fight, especially with Finnick as your mentor since the Reaping and practically best friend since birth, but you refused to show any skill during and before your games. Like Johanna in the later games, you weren’t deemed a threat until you killed eight people by trapping them in a net and throwing them down a waterfall, surpassing Betee’s amazing feat of six kills at once. Even then, though, you couldn’t protect the person you wanted the most- a young boy, younger than your age of fifteen, Reaped from District 3.
Your kills of the games didn’t settle in until you left, finally processing the fact that you ended the lives of others who were trying to do the same as you, survive. You had let a superiority complex settle in during your tour, tricking yourself into thinking that if they wanted to live, then they would’ve tried harder.
It didn’t last long, though, after you saw Finnick again- his fake persona immediately falling when he got you alone, kissing you immediately, whispering soft praises and ‘I thought I’d never see you again’s. The real torture began when your tour ended and Snow finally pulled you into a horrible underground of the rich and plentiful, selling you to the highest bidder until Finnick stepped in and forced Snow to put him with you.
As much as you felt that it was your fault Finnick was being dragged into this life again, he assured you that it wasn’t the case, even though it was- in your mind at least. While Finnick took secrets as payment, you took two things as payment- money in forms of lavish gifts or cash, and death in the form of poisoning them. It wasn’t like Snow could do much when you threatened his family just like he did yours.
You learned later on why Finnick accepted this second form of torture, and you hated yourself even more when you figured out it was because of you, because they threatened you. They threatened to kill you, and just like that, you learned another thing about Finnick- he truly loved you, no matter how much you thought differently at first.
After that, you both had finally gotten out of the cruel grip of the Capitol and Snow, finding a makeshift home in the Victors Village of District 4. You and Finnick made your relationship public, to the dismay of Snow, but it was quickly fixed whenever everyone found joy in your relationship. You both even had a television show for a while, almost making your life seem normal until you ended it, dreaming of a life with no cameras and the fake personas you both made.
You knew what some people thought about you and Finnick - the Crown Prince and Princess - the most popular couple that ever happened in the history of Panem, a lustful couple that could never keep their hands off of each other after a series of lovers that weren’t quite voluntary.
You were broken out of your thoughts when you heard Caesar’s voice, his horrible laugh you only wanted to forget. He spoke to the other host, smiling. “I wonder if we will be able to see our Prince and Princess again! Oh, I miss seeing them. I miss their reality show as well!”
Claudius laughs. “Well, if we do see them, hopefully it’s in the games! Finnick and Y/N have always been my favorites, they’re amazing.”
Caesar laughs too. “Oh, yes! They are some of my favorites, and who knows, love in the arena again?”
You don’t hear the door open, Finnick quickly running into the kitchen of your shared home. He looks down at the broken bowl full of food, but ignores it as he quickly cups your face. “Y/N? Darling, look at me.”
Quickly, you do as he says, smiling. “I’m sorry, Finnick. I’ll pick it up now. The floor is clean, I swear on it.”
He groaned. He hated it when your persona just flared up, especially in moments like these when you acted as though you both were on a TV show again. “Y/N, don’t do that!”
Your eyes widen, gasping as he slowly rubs your cheeks with your thumbs. “We’re going to be okay, I promise.”
You shook your head. “No we’re not. No we’re not, we’re going to go back in and we’re going to die.”
He shook his head in response, stroking your face. “I’m not going to let that happen.”
You inhale shakily as he slowly kneeled down, picking up the fish that didn’t land on the floor and setting it on another plate. “Why don’t you go set the table?”
You nod, slowly kneeling down to attempt to pick up the broken shards. “Yeah, yeah I will-”
He kneeled in front of you, pushing your hands away. “Go set the table. I’ll pick this up.”
You nod as he kisses your hands softly, helping you stand before you go to the dining room. Outside was havoc, and when someone knocked on the door, Finnick beat you to it.
Mags stood there, hands shaking before Finnick slowly grabbed her wrists, helping her inside. “Come eat with us, Mags. Y/N made her famous fish.”
She inhaled, but nodded as she slowly walked to the table. You kiss her head softly, placing a plate in front of her as Finnick sets the food down, an array of sides to go along with the fish such as potatoes, roasted vegetables, and rice. You sit down next to Mags, Finnick on the opposite side of you for the four person table, sighing heavily as everyone begins to serve themselves,
You don’t, though, Finnick saying how good your fish always was and how excited he was to have it for dinner. Mags smiles as she slowly eats, almost like a bird, but Finnick stuffed his face. He paused when you didn't serve yourself, but smiled when he reached forward to hold your hand. “Are you tired, my love?”
You nodded, smiling at Mags as you stood. You pressed a kiss to her head, inhaling shakily before moving to Finnick, kissing his lips.
“I’m going to take a shower. I love you.”
He smiled sadly, nodding. “I love you too.”
You slowly go up the stairs, Finnick picking up the plates before washing them and leading Mags outside. As you took a shower, Finnick rubbed his jaw as he held a pipe. Normally, he never smoked - especially opium - but he needed it more than ever now.
Mags waved her hand, holding it out to him before he slowly handed it to her, watching as she inhaled deeply. “I think they’re going to rig the Reaping,” he whispers, looking back to stare at the restroom light to make sure you were still in there. “For it to draw me and Y/N.”
Mags exhales the smoke before looking at him, smiling. She makes a gesture, pretending to search in a bowl before gesturing to herself.
It took him a minute, but he shook his head. “No. No, you can’t do that. I won’t let you-”
She pushed him away, putting her middle finger up towards him before handing back the pipe. She stands, pressing a kiss to his head before waving and going back towards her house. He sighed, taking another deep inhale from the pipe before he felt soft hands on his back.
He turns around, smiling when he sees you, your hands running down his spine before going back to his shoulders.
“Are you going to come inside?”
He sighs, shaking his head as he sets down the pipe. “Why don’t you stay out here a little longer with me?”
You accept, slowly laying between his legs before kissing his thighs. “Fin? Fin, I want-”
“You don’t have to, darling,” he whispers, stroking your head as you lay on your stomach, kneeling before pressing your chest against the soft fabric of the chair. “Darling, wait-”
You hush him as you slowly pull down his pants, bunching them up at his thighs to watch his cock immediately harden and slap against his stomach. “You want me to wait when you’re already so hard?”
He laughs. “Well, darling, it’s hard not to when your pretty ass is pressed against my- fuck, got dammit-”
He inhaled sharply as you took him into your mouth, not even half of his length fitting inside of your mouth as you let your jaw go slack. You hold his upper thigh, bobbing your head as he tilts his head back. You hold back gags as you attempt to relax your throat, pushing your head as deep as you could before pulling away, gasping for air as your spit dribbled down his shaft.
You giggle as you use your hand to pump his length, pulling him back into your mouth as his hand slowly cups the back of your head. He groaned out loud, a gasp falling from your lips as he started to shallowly thrust, grunting. “Fuck, darling, you’re always so good. So, so fucking good.”
You hummed around him, watching as his eyes rolled back, another hand going to cup and squeeze his balls. His hips buck, a gag falling from your lips as your own rut against the chair, desperate for friction.
His moans get louder as you press your face against his pelvis, tiny pubes pressing against your nose from his well groomed body, groaning out as he pulls back your hair. You could feel your saliva running down your chin, gagging with each thrust as he cursed. “Let them hear us, darling. Let all of them hear us fucking.”
It wasn’t the first time you both had sex outside, but this was the first you both weren’t holding back. You could hear the wet noises echoing in the trees, the slow trickling of the river near by you and Finnick swam in before, where you both had made love too. It was rare you and Finnick didn’t fuck somewhere, especially in Victors Village.
You gagged loudly, thankful for the fact that Mags’ house was far away from your own. If there was one thing that you never wanted in your lifetime, it was for Mags to hear her adopted children having sex.
Your thoughts were distracted as Finnick pulled you closer, hips thrusting faster, harder. His cock was pounding, thrusting into you quickly, grunts echoing as he groaned. “Fucking hell, darling, you’re doing so good. Fuck, fuck! You’re perfect, c’mon, focus on me. Focus on me.”
You nodded around his cock, gagging as you pulled away just for him to bring you straight back down. He laughs, staring down at your wide, hazy eyes as he stroked your cheek. You looked so innocent sucking him off, choking and gagging so prettily around his cock.
It had taken you both time to actually have sex and enjoy it, and actually finish because of pleasure instead of faking. Now, almost every touch from each other turned the other on, and you both wouldn’t have it any other way. He sucks in a breath as he forces you deep into his cock, your choking turning him on even more as you squeezed his ball sac. He groans out your name, hips bucking quickly before he cums, balls basically clenching as he cums down your throat.
Your eyes rolled back as you hollowed out your cheeks, sucking as hard as you could to take all of his cum as deep as you could. You swallow all of it, as much as you could before he pulls out, the rest of his cum filling your mouth. With a giggle, you open your mouth wide as he stares down at you, leaning towards your face to kiss your lips. His saliva mixed with his cum and your own, your cunt aching as he pulled you back into his lap, his cock already hard and prodding at your sex.
“Fuck, darling,” he whispers, watching as you swallow and lick at your lips and down your chin. “Holy shit.”
“You taste so good,” you whisper, gasping as he slowly pulls at your dress, bunching it up at your waist. He pulled your panties to the side, a gasp falling from your mouth as his head slowly prods against your cunt, slowly pushing inside of you. You throw your head back, groaning loudly. “Fuck, Finnick!”
He groans into your chest, his hands moving from his cock to your back, rubbing at your spine before pulling at the ties of your nightgown. The breast area of your nightgown quickly falls as he unties your dress, leaning down to press his lips against your nipples, popping and sucking against them. You pull him closer, groaning as he sucked on one, his hands cupping at your tits as your hips buck into his.
“Fin, Fin, Fin, Finnick!” You moaned out, gasping as his hips thrust upward, into you, deep and deeper, his cock hitting every sensitive spot inside of you as you groaned.
“Fuck darling, just like that. Come on, get off on my cock. Wanna watch your face as you cum over and over, again and again.” He laughs as he drags his teeth over your nipple, watching your face scrunch up in a mix of pleasure and pain. “Come on, cum. Your pretty little cunt clenches when you're close.”
His tongue flicked at your nipple, his other hand pushing down under your dress, his nimble fingers rubbing at your clit. “Come on. Cum. Cum, now. You want to feel good, right? Cum. Want to watch you fall apart.”
You scream out, whining as he leans up, licking and sucking at your neck before snapping his hips up. His tip felt as though it was pushing into your stomach, his fat cock stretching you out so good as his tip makes a noticeable bulge on your tummy. You could see it from under your dress, his other hand moving from your breast to your stomach, pushing and rubbing at the bulge as the other does the same to your clit.
You screamed out, eyes watering with pleasure filled tears and you whined loudly. “Fuck, fuck! Yes, yes Finnick!”
He laughs, kissing your neck. “You still haven’t cum yet, darling. I can’t cum until you do, I fucking love you too much. Come on, come on! Do I need to do more, darling? Give you more pleasure?”
You shake your head, mouth lulling open. “No, no, it’s too much! Too much, Fin, fuck!”
“It’s too much and you still haven’t cum?” He laughs, his fingers squeezing your swollen, sensitive clit as you screamed out. Your walls clamp down on him, his hips thrusting up into you until his balls pressed against your ass. You choked, eyes rolling back as you came, a mind blurring orgasm immediately processing itself through your body- nails digging into his shoulders, dragging down his back before his cum spurts into you.
It was quick, cum filling your deepest parts, almost inflating you as he rubs against the bulge. You were being filled, cum pushing into your deepest parts as he pulled you lower.
“Yes, darling,” he praises, kissing at your neck as he pants. Your weak form collapses onto him as he strokes your back. “You did so good.”
“Again, Finnick,” you whisper, rubbing your face against his shoulder. “I want to be filled by you again.”
He nods, how could he resist you? How could he refuse something you wanted?
“Yes, darling,” he repeats. “Whatever you want.”
He took you inside, fucking you over and over again anywhere you wanted. You both weren’t even fucking anymore, not whenever you both got to your bed, now making love as he panted above you. You were so full, so full of him, of Finnick, the man you wanted to marry and to grow old with.
You weren’t able to, though, not after this Quarter Quell. You sobbed against his chest as he cradled your body, pulling you as close as possible as he kissed your head. His tanned skin was rough, covered in scars, his hands rubbing at your back to calm you down as his soft voice whispers into your ear. He whispers praises, assurances that he would never let anything happen to you. His golden hair made a halo over his face as you looked up, sea green eyes staring down at yours glazed over in unshed tears.
“Finnick, I’m scared. I’m so scared.”
Again, he shook his head. “Don’t be scared. You don’t need to be scared, I won’t let anything happen to you.”
“I want to be with you, Finnick. I want to be with you until the end of time, until I’m dead.”
“Don’t say that. Don’t say that, Y/N.”
You shook your head, cupping his cheeks. “Why? It’s the truth. I want you, I’m going to be with you until my heart stops. Promise me you’ll do the same, please.”
His eyes water, tears finally running down his cheeks as he nods. “I promise, darling. There’s nowhere else I’d rather be.”
You smiled, stroking his cheeks to rid them of tears. “I wish I could’ve had your babies, Finnick,” you choked back a sob, eyes watering as he gasps. “I wish we could’ve had children.”
“Stop, please stop, Y/N,” he sobs this time, leaning forward to kiss your tear covered lips. “Stop saying those things.”
“In our next life, Finnick,” you smiled, stroking his cheeks before kissing his lips. “In our next life, I swear to you, we will be happy. We will be safe. We will,” you inhaled shakily. “We will live a long, happy life together. We’ll have children, we’ll have a family. Nothing horrible will happen to us, no traumas, nothing. I swear to you.”
He sobs, pulling you closer. “I’m sorry. I’m sorry I can’t do that for you in this life.”
And you kissed him. You kissed him so hard, throwing your weight over him, pulling his mouth as much as you could into yours. Your tongues dance, rubbing and swirling around each other’s before your hips rut against his. “You’ve done so much for me now. In this life. You’ve made me the happiest woman in this life, I swear.”
He smiles at you. “I love you, Y/N. I love you so much.”
You giggle sadly, nodding. “I love you too, Finnick. I love you, now and forever.”
The next day would be the Reaping, and soon, the Third Quarter Quell. You were going to make sure Finnick got out alive, even if it was at the cost of your own life.
You didn’t know he was thinking the same thing.
next part will be uploaded this Wednesday (and linked in masterlist and the link for next part) (05.10.23)
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forgive me | peeta mellark
— "so why did you shut me down?"
↳ peeta mellark x reader x friends x enemies x lovers
↳ warnings : fight in the beggining, mention of abusive relationship, emotions, comfort, swearing, fluff at end
↳ summary : peeta needed you the most after you shut down everyone after your abusive relationship. you shortly became enemies after you hurt him. but, your feelings for him never went away, and neither did his.
↳ a/n : this kinda got me emotional ngl
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"babe? sorry that i'm late i just went to the market with-"
your words were cut off with a punch to the face.
your body flung to the doorway of the kitchen, back slamming into the wall. you screeched in pain. you pushed up, leaning against the wall. you covered your elbow where you impacted it most.
"were you with fucking peeta again?!" your boyfriend yelled. "cause every-single-god-damn-time yn!!"
"your always with that boy!!" he threw his hands up, "YOU LOVE ME! NOT THAT LITTLE SHIT."
you have had it with your boyfriend jake. he was an abusive piece of shit. any person who ever calls peeta something bad just makes your blood boil. and you dont know why.
you weakly got up, "DONT YOU EVER CALL PEETA THAT YOU ASSHOLE." you shoved his chest.
"AND I DONT LOVE YOU."
jake's face got even angrier, and he started to clench is fist.
"AND GOD." you let out a loud sigh. "IM SO SICK!! SO SICK OF YOU TREATING ME LIKE THIS- LIKE- LIKE SHIT!!"
"OH I TREAT YOU LIKE SHIT?! IM JUST PROTECTING YOU!"
"FROM WHO?! SWEET INNOCENT PEETA?!"
"I SWEAR Y/N IF YOU MENTION HIS FUCKING NAME IM GONNA-" his words were cut off by you kicking his chest, knocking the wind out if him.
"now get out of my fucking house." you spat.
he got up, and opened the door slowly. before he left, he turned to you, still breathing heavily. "were done."
you didnt even care. after all this shit, you deserved to break up with him. you pushed him out and slammed the door. after you turned, and sat against the door.
you just sobbed and sobbed and sobbed for what seemed like forever. the tears were happy and sad at the same time. all that pain you went through. but now that pain is gone.
you took the whole night removing him out of your memory, and trying to cope for a better life.
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he walked by your house everyday.
every.
day.
sometimes you were at your window, sometimes you weren't. you would just stare out into the woods, wether it was covered in snow or displayed in the sunlight.
he would knock on your door everyday. just the sight of you would make it happy. did he do something to hurt your feelings?
at so many tries, he eventually felt hurt and alone. you were the only person who he enjoyed spending time with, and now you were silent. you were the only person who he cared about.
he hated you. he hated you so much for leaving him when he most needed it. he eventually stopped walking by your house. in fact, he avoided it, and tried to take other paths to the market.
he didn't really know if it was because of him, but it was too late.
he hated you. but that didnt mean that he still didnt love you.
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you knew he was there. the tension was pretty clear. you could see him in the corner of your eye as you looked at the woods.
why did you shut everyone off? especially your best friend, peeta.
you knew why. you were scared that you were going to become like jake, for some reason, and you wanted to isolate yourself so you dont hurt anyone.
you knew that if you told peeta, he would understand. but you were just to scared to see him face to face.
why? you didnt know.
you knew that peeta wasnt jake, but you wanted to distance yourself. maybe jake went into town and told everyone rumors about you. maybe peeta visited everyday to tell you how sick you were.
you still cared for peeta, so very much. but you dont want to harm his pure heart.
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peeta was standing at your door.
he almost knocked. "peeta what the hell are you doing?" he whispered to himself.
he turned his back to your door.
"you hate her. you hate her. why are you here?" he repeated.
he knew why he was here. he loved you. and he also wanted to tell you how he needs you so very much to cope with life, and how you hurted him without even trying.
he turned back and knocked, almost like he himself didnt do it. he just waited there for a solid minute. he turned away, but the door was opened behind him.
he turned back. the tension was tense. you held eye contact together, both of you about to cry. the instant relief that was displayed on your face was so obvious.
the concered face that you saw on peeta everyday out your window was gone. instead, his gaze was soft, and he was smiling.
your smell and presence itself made him so happy. so very happy that you didn't give up on yourself. he really thought he would lose you.
you ran up to him and gave him the tightest hug ever. you wrapped your arms around his neck as he wrapped his arms around your waist.
he layed his head on your shoulder. "i thought i lost you.." he whispered.
you broke a tear.
"oh peeta i would never lose you." you pulled away to face him, "never."
his smile slowly disapeered as he looked at you.
"so why did you shut me down?" his voice quivered, "y/n you- you left me when i most needed you."
your eyes were bloodshot. "i know, and im so sorry."
"but why?" he asked.
you sighed. you looked out to the houses, then back to him. "i was scared that i would be like jake."
"like jake? but i thought you loved him?"
you shook your head. "i never told anyone but he was abusive."
his eyes softened, and his face turned into guilt. his eyes started to water. "oh y/n-" he said between cries.
"why didnt you t-tell me? i wouldve protected you."
with no response, you just hugged him again, this time even tighter. "im so sorry.." you quivered.
"i love you y/n. dont ever leave me like that again." he said.
"i promise peeta. and i love you two."
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right in front of me- JJ Maybank
trigger warning- abuse! domestic violence, poor father figures, fluff, bruises
requested: no
a/n- i have a few requests i am currently working on, i think i’m gonna start writing for peeta mellark aswell so keep sending requests!! also i’m aware this is awful, please leave me any feedback tho ❤️
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jj the guy of your dreams, the literal love of your life. you could not believe he was here with you right now. you could not believe he loves you. and you most definitely can’t believe he was currently tying your shoe laces. JJ maybank tying his girls shoe laces. you and JJ had been together for almost 6 months and you hadn’t once gone any further then you giving him head. it’s not that you didn’t trust him, it was that you didn’t want his opinion of you to change.
after he’d tied your laces you held hands walking back to yours, you lived with your dad, you didn’t get on, your dad was a dick head. you hated him, he was pretty much the same as your boyfriends dad, but JJ didn’t need to know that. that was one of your biggest secrets, your makeup skills had developed enough to hide most bruises and you’d never been intimate with JJ and you barely ever wore dresses or bikinis you had always just said if you get sunburnt you get heat stroke really badly and no one ever batted an eyelid.
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you and JJ had arrived at yours, your father wasn’t home, he was at the bar as normal, that was were he spent most of his time, at the bar, or at work. which was good, you could actually have your boyfriend at yours. JJ had never met your dad, you had endless excuses, he’s always at work, he’s gone shopping, he’s out on a date.
JJ never really thought much of it.
you sat smiling on JJ’s lap as he rambled about what happened when he went surfing with john b last night. you were straddling his lap and he had his hands on your thighs gently rubbing up and down. you were wearing leggings and one of JJ’s tops which was big on you. he thought you looked gorgeous, he pulled you slightly closer to him then leaned into to kiss you, you loved kissing JJ, he was such a good kisser you leaned into the kiss with passion until he slid his hands under your top to rest on your sides you instantly stiffened up, he pulled away from you and sighed. he rubbed up your sides gently your breath hitched when his hand touched your left ribs and you tried to hide the wince.
“don’t take this the wrong way, but am i doing something wrong?…”he asked not trying to upset you, he noticed your discomfort when he touched you but he’d always put it down to you being nervous and well a virgin.
“no, not at all j” you responded his hand still resting on your rips, he sighed and went to pull you in closer but you winced, and he noticed this time. he stopped himself realising you were in pain and gently put his hand slid his hand up to your ribs again to make sure he wasn’t imagining you were hurt and there it was you winced again.
“what the fuck- are you hurt?” he went to lift your shirt up but you instantly stopped him.
“J, i’m okay. i’m fine-“ he cut you off worry lacing his features.
“ no y/n i swear to god if someone hurt you- just show me. please baby” he pleaded, and you sighed taking the big shirt off you had just a sports bra on underneath. JJ sat there in shock, anger quickly replacing the look on his face as you revealed the bruising that completely covered your left side, along with a bruise in the shape of a hand on your other hip. a few circled shaped scars covering your body.
“who the fuck did this to you?! has someone been hurting you! is this why- this is why we haven’t done anything isnt it? y/n i swear to god. who did this?” anger lacing his voice, you couldn’t do anything but just sit on him as his fingers slowly traced the bruising.
“ look babe it’s really not a big deal” he cut you off as you reached for your top to hide yourself. his brain was going a million miles an hour, he was piecing things together. he’d never met your dad and none of the pogues had either, you always wore oversized clothes, nothing else, even with him.
“ it’s your dad isnt it?” he sighed, your eyes brimming with tears he brought you into a hug as you cried against him.
“why didn’t you tell anyone? why didn’t you tell me of all people. i’m your boyfriend, i understand this better then anyone. baby… you don’t have to go through this alone and you never have to hide from me. he won’t hurt you again okay? not while i’m here.” JJ tried his best not to let his anger take over as he comforted you. after years of being friends and after going through it himself he never noticed the signs, you had random days off school, you never wore anything that showed your body, you always had bruises and you always made excuses for them. the slight winces and hisses of pain you made when you made certain movements. he never noticed them. he let this go on, he could’ve helped you sooner if he had noticed. someone was hurting you all this time and he never pieced it together. the guilt and anger he felt was overwhelming. he could’ve kept you safe but he didn’t. he was blind to what has happening and it was right in front of him for years.
“i just didn’t want you to worry… or think differently about me. i just worry about you all the time and you have your own stuff to deal with you should have to deal with my shit too” you cried into his shoulder.
“oh babe… you’re not a burden, i want to help you. you’re the only thing that keeps me going. i love you okay? i love you with all of my heart. you mean the world to me. i don’t think you realise how much i care about you. he’s never gonna hurt you again we will figure it out okay?” JJ held you tightly against him, he needed you to know he was here for you, he needed you to know he would protect you.
#jj maybank fluff#jj maybank x reader#jj (outer banks) x reader#jj maybank#jj maybank imagine#jj maybank imagines#jj maybank x y/n#obx jj x reader#outer banks imagine#obx netflix#obx cast
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Being the children of a victor and a governors son is very weird - because tbh the fact of being a victors child makes you as close to royalty as District 2 ever gets. But it also means you are never going to be a normal district kid ever because you grow up in the victors village! And then on your dads side you regularly visit the capital and go to functions! The three Bartlet daughters dealt with this in different ways:
Ellie did not deal with it well - having parents who hated the system and did not seem to understand her at all. Who she felt had hoped for another kind of child - she responded by conforming Hard. Also trying to get into Residential which…I don’t know if she did manage that. But she was desperate - it was a way to get everything out, a way to drown out the noise/voices in her brain. I think what happens is that one of her Victor!Aunts starts regularly taking her for sparring instead (although fuck the angst of Ellie becoming the Volunteer out of spite and that’s the thing that clears things up).
Elizabeth is the example of an oldest daughter bar non - if Ellie rebelled then Liz conforms in a different way - she’s the perfect first daughter! Marries a man from the capital (who is terrible! I like to think she stabs him)
Zoey in my head is the late in life surprise baby - like her sisters are very much in their twenties when she’s born and that does change things. She’s definitely the most well adjusted and also the one who…so Liz was born when her parents were really young and Ellie just did not mesh when she got past the age of nine (it wasn’t even necessarily anyone’s fault!) but Zoey was inherently Easy (tm) which I think is a different kind of pressure.
Listen Zoey and Charlie as the Mockingjay and Peeta gives me FEELINGS
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I really REALLY like your locorro Hunger Games au I can’t stop thinking about it 247 I’m so obsessed i dreamed about it my head in the clouds every seconds!! So i have to personally write to you here cuz it just BLOWS my mind like????✨💞✨ my god you made me want to watch hunger games again.
Btw i was thinking of another idea, what if spider and lo’ak are from different districts? Like complete strangers with connected history(their dads)?? I don’t know, maybe Spider could be from d12 and Peeta-coded. while Lo’ak from either d1,2 who, like your idea, was trained especially for the games by his fam?? Or vice versa?? And they met in the games and the history between their dads almost repeated? I imagine Quaritch a peacekeeper who may accidentally killed Neteyam(for angsty, his team did out of his order) And Jake(former victor) almost got his remaining kids killed by attacking Q? With this beef Spider and Lo’ak met in the game, i think Lo’ak would try to avenge his bro and the boy is wild(with his blicky esp lol) but Spider who is Peeta-coded doesn’t have a single bad bone. Imagine the irony when Lo’ak injured himself and the ONLY one who actually help him is his enemy. Or so he thought.
In the end Spider and Lo’ak become Katniss and Peeta and survived both??? I’m a happy ending kinda guy so I can’t handle one of them die when they started to get along well. Anyways! What’s your take? This just some thoughts I wanna share<3
AHHH I'm so so glad you liked it so much!! I get caught with certain au's playing in my head 24/7 all the time, to have inspired that is so exciting.
OH UR VOTING FOR CAREER LO'AK or Spider, I'm intrigued. I personally vibe much more with the Sully's being from district twelve. District twelve is pretty racially coded, and Katniss herself is supposed to be indigenous. The vibe of her having been trained naturally for the games with skills she learned and honed from being part of her culture just for survival fits so well with Avatar that I really can't part from it. That's why I love that idea of Jake and Neytiri planning and training the kids; I can't see them not doing that.
So I would lean career Spider. One of the most interesting parts of The Hunger Games is the careers, and the fact that even as the villains in the first movie and book, you quickly grow to see them as the victims they are. Katniss hates the careers up until she sees Cato's reaction to Clove's death, and she realizes that Cato and Clove were kids with feelings who were forced into this just like her. That Cato and Clove might have been hoping to somehow live together just like her and Peeta. The career districts are just setting their kids up for the best chance to live, and pitting the districts against each other is the best way for those in power to stay in power. SO, I think career Spider would be a fun idea (as much as I prefer when the kids all grow up together).
Spider's been pushed to be the best possible career he could his entire life. Quaritch, out of an abundance of fear for his kid but also knowing what is gained if his kid wins, makes like a 24/7 hell for Spider. Training does not stop when he leaves the facilities, no, Quaritch keeps it up at home. Never a second of peace. I think Spider is a naturally empathetic person, but watching the Games keeps him that way. He sees the kids he trained with die year after year, and instead of hardening him it makes him sad. He does not enjoy hurting people, and takes more naturally to the physical strength and endurance parts of his training. He's not really sure what else he'd even be of use for, he doesn't have any friends and his dad sucks, and his life is really pretty shit, so he figures he'll volunteer and make sure at least one other person doesn't have to go die that year.
Totally Lo'ak wouldn't trust him as far as he could throw him, which is not that far at all because Spider'd be tall as fuck and all muscle if he's been trained 24/7 by QUARTICH his entire life. So, Spider's fucking around the arena just vibing. He probably had to kill a person or two at the cornucopia and he was Not happy about it, but he kept that shit pretty visible because his dad says sponsors in one and two would hate a pussy and now he can actively spite his dead because he'll never see him again so who cares. He just kind of mentally breaks and experiences every single emotion he's never had before like, all the time. He's free for the first time in his life so he's just kind of enjoying himself even if it's in a death area, he doesn't know how to turn it off.
Unfortunately, letting himself be free and feel emotions comes with emotional growth and learning that is really really misplaced. He runs into Lo'ak by a stream and just freezes as he comes to the realization he's gay and attracted to that kid across the stream. He is processing this, mouth open staring at Lo'ak, when Lo'ak tries to shoot him in the face with an arrow. He only misses because he gets knifed in the back by another career who thinks Spider is all team career but comes to realize Spider would rather explore suddenly being gay then let someone who'd stab someone from behind live.
Cue the Peeta and Katniss injury healing in the cave bonding shit. Lo'ak is VERY mouthy and rude for someone who's life now depends on Spider, but that's fine. Once he decides Spider didn't save him for any shady reasons, Lo'ak becomes a pretty good bestie. He has extensive plant and forest knowledge that Spider soaks up like a sponge. Lo'ak tells him about his family, his life, and gets SPider to talk about himself and what he likes (nothing, he doesn't know, he has two things on the list; tree climbing and men). Eventually, one night while they stargaze in a tree Lo'ak showed Spider how to climb, unsocialized freak Spider tells Lo'ak he'll go kill the others in the area and then come back and let Lo'ak kill him so he can be the victor and get back to his family. He says this all matter of factly like he's telling him something they both already knew. Lo'ak fREAKS OUT and they have a big fight that results in them splitting up for the night.
Spider is distracted by losing his first friend, his first gay boyfriend (jokes lol), and doesn't notice anyone sneaking up on him until much too late. Lo'ak saves him from gettin' fULLY bludgeoned at the last second, he just got a nasty smack on the head. Lo'ak informs him it's really rude to die for people, and that Lo'ak wants him around and would like him to live. He argues if Spider has nothing going for him, neither does Lo'ak. He's the fuck up child. So Lo'ak talks him into their death pact that results in their double victory.
It's a beautiful idea and I love it. I hope this did it for you again, anon, lol.
Oh, and I'm 1000% sure if he lived Neteyam referred to Lo'ak's life being saved by his INSANE RIZZ all the time. And Neytiri and Jake were oBSESSED with Spider, who wanted to literally die for their son on national propoganda TV. They are his biggest fans, they love him more than Lo'ak sometimes it seems.
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omg can i hear your thoughts about annie/armin as peeta/katniss i’ve been saying this for such a long time
omg yes!!! thank you for asking like nobody ever really sends me asks so this is so fun to me!!! also i’m sorry for getting on this train late but i’ve seen the light finally!
(also putting the preview thing bc i went on a long ass tangent, i told y’all if you get me started on this i won’t stfu 😭)
but my mutuals and i have been talking about it and we were saying how katniss is definitely not the kind of person who ever wanted to be a hero. she certainly isn’t a selfish person (her volunteering for prim shows this), but she never intended to be the forefront of a revolution. also katniss is very socially inept and pretty unaware, she thinks everyone hates her or she doesn’t like people but she constantly goes out of her way for people bc she cares! i think these are really similar (in my head at least) to how annie is. annie only became a warrior to help her dad (well he also kinda forced her but anyways), and her intention was always just to get back home to him, so that kinda reminds me of katniss. also annie is perceived as mean and aloof, but she’s just not the most social person and isn’t the best as socializing (i think this is most shown in aot jr high), and kind of misinterprets social situations, very similar to katniss! i think annie is a very caring and kind person but her situations have led her to be closed off and causing her goals to be the forefront of her mind, but towards the end of the series she realizes that people do care for her and starts to be more trusting/open (i.e. armin/mikasa/even reiner a bit) and we see a more lighthearted side of her (the okapi scene LOL)!! i think katniss and annie aren’t exactly the same but i see so many similarities between them, even with the whole aruani interaction too, it reminds me a lot of some of the more vulnerable everlark scenes. also annie is very aggressive and so is katniss, and that whole scene where katniss throws peeta into the wall after the whole “if it weren’t for the baby” shenanigans, that’s annie as hell LOL she wouldn’t want to be perceived as weak or vulnerable, it’s just not her
as for armin, armin is literally the equivalent to peeta to me. armin is actually my favorite character after eremika, so i adore the fact that he’s so similar to my favorite book character. i think armin is one of the most kind characters in the story, and his genuine care and devotion to mikasa and eren make me love him so much, but armin is also definitely a very manipulative person. he knew how to manipulate situations to his advantage in order to achieve whatever it is he wanted, and that’s definitely in line with peeta. peeta put on a performance as much as katniss did, but because he knew how to work the room and use his charms to his advantage. i 100% without any thread of doubt in me know armin is capable of pulling off the baby stint, because he would think of the same scenario, using the capitol’s pity to their advantage. being able to be manipulative stems from your ability to read people and your intelligence, and we can tell that armin is good at both of those (how he got eren to confess his true feelings for mikasa just by fucking around with him lol)!! also cute blond boy, blue eyes that’s so armin!!!! but beyond all the manipulation and working for the cameras, peeta did have a genuine care and he loved katniss his whole life, and armin had always been interested in annie as well and she was a bit naive to it too.
honestly i was never the biggest aruani fan (i like them but they’re not a fav basically) but seeing their everlark parallels made me have a new appreciation for the ship!! i could honestly say more but i just woke up and i can’t think of as many canon references to as i’d like!!! but sorry for going on a whole tangent i just love the hunger games a lot 😭
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hey spoilers for the hunger games books if you've never read them (but also i criticize Gale Hawthorn heavily and am pretty mean about it so pls don't click if you like his character thanks)
I've recently started rereading The Hunger Games because there's this one creator on tiktok who's been covering them and doing analysis on the books.
Anyways as I read through the first book, I started to remember why I hate Gale Hawthorn so much. When I was a teen I knew I didn't "like" Gale but I couldn't quite pin down why I hated him so much until reread these books at 21 years old.
Gale Hawthorn has got to be the whiniest man-child in a dystopian novel for children I've ever had the misfortune of reading about. He doesn't understand Katniss and constantly pushes her boundaries. He's completely emotionally unavailable to her when she's vulnerable and suffering from extreme PTSD, he shows no sympathy towards her or the friends she's made in the Capitol and constantly treats her friendship with Peeta like infedility. The man acts like Katniss was "his" when he never made any move on her, or let her know he even felt that way about her, and when she returns from a second fucking Hunger Game, he makes most of HER problems ABOUT HIM.
He's not considerate of her feelings, he makes her feel like shit for having empathy for people from a different place then her, he SUCKS AND I HATE HIM.
And I genuinely can't understand why there was such a campaign for Katniss to end up with him when these books were super popular. Maybe it was just because the advertising for the movie made it seem like a "love triangle" but rereading the books it's clear there never WAS a love triangle. Katniss just gets into a relationship with him in Mockingjay because she needs someone to depend on emotionally who can comfort her, and she feels being romantically involved with Gale can give that to her (Spoiler alert: it fucking doesn't, in fact it makes everything a million times worse), in truth, she was never in love with him. She "loved" him sure, but not in THAT way.
All throughout Mockingjay I just wanna give Katniss a hug and tell her to take a nap, yet Gale's over here making her feel like a shit person for not "kissing him" right. (There's literally a scene where she tries making out with him, and he pushes her away and tells her he doesn't want to anymore because it's like "kissing a drunk person" I've never wanted to physically fight a fictional man more in my life I swear to god-)
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honestly fine with gale as far as how he responds and feels about counter violence to the capitol like i get why katniss is like i hate how he treats innocent human beings like they’ve personally responsible for his suffering and doesn’t know about taking a life up close like she’s right but also he’s thinking big picture during a war and doesn’t help most of his thoughts about the capitol or said war are proven right - like when he’s like is it safe to have everyone gathered here at the hospital and katniss is thinking yeah this can’t be healthy or encourage healing and he’s thinking no they’re gonna be targeted bc they can’t run and are useless for capitol use and bam what happens. he’s right in his own way half the time but what annoys the fuck me about him is him being like so pushy about his feelings even when he KNOWS katniss is completely oblivious to that kind of stuff and keeps blindsiding her with it and getting mad at her for not knowing what to do with that info even with the fact that she found out at like. the worst time of her life when she was stuck in a situation she would have a very hard time getting out of safely with everyone she loves and holds it against her she cares about peeta at all and the whole you only care about me in pain and all i could think is i’ll never compete with how much pain peeta is in so i lost it’s like so you understand how katniss operates is mostly out of concern and worry romantically wise bc she hasn’t had a chance to care about this shit outside of like oh who i am hurting/killing with my choices and then are STILL like im gonna kiss her then stop bc she’s obviously not into it at the moment for the right reasons and it’s like kissing drunk i get he’s like a teenager and is a dumb shit but also leave that girl alone for the love of GOD
#personal#like sorry! i’m gonna like peeta more where they have scenes#where katniss actively seeks him out after nightmares and refuses to let his hand go#where they spend their last free day just hanging out and cuddling and she’s like okay. to letting this moment go on forever#when she thinks about kissing him she’s like yeah it felt nice and had a suprising heat and i miss it now that i can actually think about#and in general seems like every moment isn’t spent feeling super guilty or worrying about his feelings#like that’s a large bit of it but more circumstancal than like. something that would happen with peeta#but with gale katniss is like i just want my friend back i feel bad i hurt his feelings like this#how can i make him feel better i wish it was like before and she’s constantly throwing out olive branches#and gale is upset with nearly choice she makes so yeah i get why she’s like okay yeah ill kiss him see if that helps#and in her mind it’s like peeta equals the capitol getting what they want and that path#holds so much danger and just. acceptance of the awful life ahead of her#so even if she does talk about his long eyelashes at length i could see why she’s like confused about feelings for him#and gale seems like okay picking him is picking a different life even she’s not actively picking him for him#does this make sense i don’t know but i get peeved during gale katniss scenes like give that girl a BREAK.#she’s been through two hunger games is obviously fucked up dealing with a lot of background drama and obviously cares about the people#around her stop being so fuckin mean#like they have nice scenes but it’s not their romantic scenes for sure#she feels safe with gale wants him around and they have nice banter but he keeps fucking it up with this i love you crap#even when he realized he likes her like damn.
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Recap all da hungry gmaes
Okay, okay, this is going to be long as hell beware I am recapping four books here one of which is 500 pages long :) Bullet points bc paragraphs are annoying and slight inaccuracy is inevitable <3
The Hunger Games (Book One)
It's the morning of the reaping for the 74th Hunger Games and Katniss just observes her house for a while
Her sister Prim is with their mother so Katniss is like, she's been so nervous but there's no way she gets picked, her name is only in there once and mine is in there about about thirty times so...
Katniss leaves to go hunting and meets up with Gale (🤮) her bestie
They have breakfast in the woods and Gale is like lets take our families and run away together and Katniss is like nah lets not
Then they go back to town to sell their meat and they picked some strawberries too
They sell strawberries to the mayor and his daughter Madge is there and she's kind of friends with Katniss but Gale hates her cuz he's stupid
Madge's got this Mockingjay pin on her dress that is really pointed out because it's important later
Katniss goes home and her mother and sister are getting ready. Her dad is dead now btw so they're poor
Katniss's mom is pretty mentally ill, when her husband died she just shut down for months and left her ten year old daughter to take care of everything so Katniss doesn't like her too much
On to the reaping! (this is still chapter one)
Effie is there from the capitol so she's super eccentric and the district people think she's ridiculous which she is
Effie picks the girl's name first and what do you know, it's Prim
Katniss is like absolutely fucking not and volunteers which is a big deal because she's the first one to ever do that in District 12
Then Effie picks the boy's name and it's Peeta Mellark
Katniss is immediately like anyone but him please because he saved her life
So back when her dad first died a few years ago, the whole family was starving to death, Peeta threw them some burnt bread even though he would get in trouble and now she feels like she owes him something
She says goodbye to her family and Madge gives her the Mockingjay pin as a token
Then they're off to the capitol
On the train, they meet Haymitch who is always drunk and Katniss and Peeta make him stop drinking so he can mentor them properly
They get to the capitol and ride in a chariot while their stylist Cinna sets them on fire :D
Then they train and the career tributes (from districts 1 and 2) are laughing at Peeta and Katniss and just overall being bitches
Katniss sees Rue, a 12 year old girl being sneaky and hiding from everybody up high. She immediately wants to ally with her
Then they do their evaluations, so Katniss goes into a room and shoots an arrow at the gamemakers
Katniss thinks she's gonna be punished, but the gamemakers apparently liked it because she got the highest ranking out of anyone
Interview time!
Peeta wants to be trained separately, and keep in mind she's been mistrusting of him this whole time, so she now thinks he's plotting against her
At her interview, she's really nervous, but the crowd likes her dress and they think she's at least a little charming
Then Peeta goes up and does one of the most iconic things ever
He's being really charming on stage and laying it on quite thick with the host
The host asks if he has a girlfriend and Peeta's like no but I've had a crush on this one girl forever.
Host says something like win and she'll be in love with you instantly then Peeta says I can't because she came here with me
Katniss flips out and thinks it's a ploy to help them win the games (I can't remember if she attacks him in the book or if that's just the movie)
That night, Katniss and Peeta have a deep conversation on the roof and Peeta says that he doesn't want them to change him
Time for the games! Finally!
Cinna is really nice to Katniss and gives her Mockingjay pin to put on her jacket
In the arena, Katniss looks around her as the countdown starts for them to leave their podiums
Haymitch said don't go to the weapons pile but Katniss can't follow orders for shit and goes to fight it out in the weapons pile
She tries to get the bow, but only gets a backpack filled with good stuff before running away
She sets up camp in a tree for a while and slowly dehydrates
Then the arena around her sets on fire and leads her to water so she sets up camp in another tree where the careers find her
Not so good news, Peeta is with them :(
They have the bow, but can't shoot or climb for shit, so they can't kill her. Peeta suggests they wait until she has to come down
Rue appears in a nearby tree and points to a murderous wasp nest above Katniss and she saws it off to land on the careers and Peeta
Katniss is stung and hallucinates, but Peeta tells her to run away before the careers get to her
She passes out, and when she wakes up, Rue is taking care of her. They become allies from there out
She becomes really close with Rue and they spend a lot of time together. I can't remember any specific scenes, but Katniss does say that if can't win she wants Rue to instead
They come up with a plan to destroy the careers supplies pile which is quite literally a pile of stuff in an open field. They took the landmines that were around the podiums and rigged them around the pile
So Rue and Katniss set fires to distract the careers and leave the supply pile unguarded. Katniss then blows it up
She goes to find Rue, but the girl is wrapped up in a net. Another tribute comes by and throws a spear at her and Katniss kills him
As Rue dies, Katniss sings to her, and holds a small funeral for her by decorating her body with flowers
After, there's an announcement from the gamemakers that says there can be two winners this year as long as they're from the same district!
Katniss just shouts Peeta's name and goes to look for him
She tracks his blood to the river and calls his name. He responds and she's like where are you as she steps on a rock. He responds, don't step on me (this is my favorite part)
Peeta is badly injured, and is half dead as is. They make camp in a cave and she tries to nurse him back to health.
She kisses him so Haymitch will send them medicine and make the crowd sympathize with them
There's an announcement saying the remaining tributes can get a backpack with the stuff they need in it at the weapons pile
Katniss goes to get it and gets attacked by one of the remaining career tributes. A different tribute saves her life for what she did for Rue
Katniss brings Peeta the medicine and he heals
Last few nights of the games they wander out of the cave hunting Cato, the last tribute, and are attacked by mutts
Cato dies and they win yay!
EXCEPT the announcer reverses it on them and says there can only be one winner
So Katniss and Peeta prepare for suicide so they'll have no winner
The announcer stops them and says there can be two winners just this once
They get ready for their post games interview, and Peeta has lost a leg apparently
Haymitch warns Katniss that things are about to go to shit
On the way home, Peeta is like what do we do now, and Katniss says she wants to forget everything and Peeta gets upset because he realizes Katniss didn't actually have feelings and he did
And that's all I have the energy for sorry this took so long to get out I am just now clearing out my drafts :)
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I can't with milkvans saying that it's groundbreaking for the couple to have a powerful female character and a sensitive/background male character... Have they read any media lately? I know that books at least for a while have been focusing on that sort of dynamic where the girl is a badass lead and the boy supports her (I think it got more popular bc of hunger games and other people tried to keep it going)
But anyway I saw this trend go for a while and it came to a point that people hated on any other kind of female character... A lead saying she is a romantic and doesn't want to participate in battles? People hated her. A lead saying she doesn't care about love and wants to be alone to grow personally? People booed
But yeah anyway it just annoys me so fucking much whenever they say that milkvan is so special and quirky bc it's a rarely seen couple dynamic bc it's literally not
Also the way Mike gives her more trouble and worries like... What a lovely supportive boyfriend
I don't think reversing that trope is innovative... two partners should be at the same level to be an healthy couple... I know in the past the women were the supporting characters but it doesn't feel progressive to put Mike in that role to me! I think we need El to be truly independent and Mike to be more complex....
Also I think that Katniss and Peeta are not that trope, Peeta is already a strong character and he always has been, he has a force of character that Katniss doesn't have.... but most people don't understand him, he his a bit like Will, he is inherently a good person but for Peeta his integrity is all that he cares about and Katniss slowly begins to love him because she is a person that needs hope in her life to go on... expecially after Prim.... she needs Peeta because he is still capable of looking at the bright side of life... Katniss chooses him because she chooses life
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How long have you been reading fanfiction? How long have you been writing it? What made you take the plunge and start writing for HotD? (Horny answers are absolutely acceptable lol)
Hey, nonnie!
I've been reading fanfiction since I was maybe 11? When I was a kid, I had a weird fixation on Draco Malfoy from Harry Potter (I know, I know, there's no accounting for taste there), and I was obsessed with Dramione. Absolute basic bitch of me, lol. Back when the Harry Potter Fanfiction site was a thing, I used to read age-appropriate Dramione fics there all the damn time. Until my parents got annoyed with me for spending so much time fanfiction-ing on the family computer, so they 'banned' me from reading it. Joke's on them - they gave me a Nintendo 3DS and I could access the internet on that baby, so you bet your ass I continued to read fanfiction on those piss-poor screens. Over the years, I've read a metric FUCKTON of fanfiction. Here's some of the fandoms I've read for:
Harry Potter, Twilight, Star Wars (just - you can assume ALL of it), Buffy the Vampire Slayer, Narnia (Caspian was a reeeeal hottie), Star Trek (original AND reboot), Vampire Diaries, Batman (Christian Bale, obvi), Marvel Cinematic Universe, Glee (I knoooow), Fantastic Beasts, Mortal Instruments, DCEU, Shadow and Bone, Dracula, The Tudors, Outlander, American Horror Story, Hunger Games, Little Women, Pride and Prejudice, Jane Eyre, Famous Five, Battlestar Galactica, Once Upon a Time, Lord of the Rings/The Hobbit, Game of Thrones (duh), House of the Dragon (double-duh), Vampire Academy, Divergent series, and the Witcher. Probably forgetting half of the fandoms I've read for, but this is.... well, it's not a bad start. Recently (as in, post-teens), I've tended to vacillate between Star Wars, Marvel and ASOIAF.
My first ever attempt at writing fanfiction would have to be Caspian x adult!Lucy fanfiction for Narnia. I vibed with Lucy more, and keep in mind I was like 13. I wrote it in a notebook, and from what I can recall it was fucking abhorrent. I've blocked most of that out. I attempted to write a Peeta x OC fanfiction (Hunger Games), but again - shite. Blocked it out. I then wrote a short series of Harry x Hermione one-shots (three in total) that don't COMPLETELY suck in around 2014-2015; uploaded them on FanFiction.Net back in the day and re-uploaded to AO3 earlier this year for the sake of recording writing that marks the first time I was genuinely proud of something I produced. I don't really plan on going back to HP, though, cuz J.K's a raging piece of shit nowadays and HP was a lot more appealing when I didn't realise the extent to which it plays up really hateful and racist rhetoric. Grotty! I've been reading smut since like 13, lol; absolutely shocking, if my parents had found out they would've sent me to some sort of institution. Not religious, my parents, but DEFINITELY conservative.
House of the Dragon has been my first real, decent attempt at writing fanfiction. I do really enjoy how dark and gritty it is, even with it's inherent problems when comparing to the real world. The fantasy, the politics, the rampant sex and violence - excellent. I'm a longtime Dany fan, so when I heard the Targs were making a comeback I had to sit down and watch. When I tell you I felt things in my pants at the sight of Matt Smith's Daemon sitting on that Iron Throne.... hoo, boy. Didn't get any better from there. I broke after seeing Peepaw Daemon in Episode 6 - his shoulder-length hair and his stern Daddy vibe made me want to lay myself over his lap and let him spank me until I cried, honestly. He hits all my main kinks (I pray to anything and everything that this is restricted to literary kinks, because WHOA) - powerful, amoral/violent, intensely obsessive/passionate, older, seksy voice. So I had to exorcise my demons by writing a smutty one-shot as his baby niecey getting railed on the wedding night. THEEEEN I had all these ideas about what would happen right after; theeen what happened before. And now, we here, lol.
Woof, this was a long answer. I hope I responded to all your questions! Thank you so much for the ask, nonnie!
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I have a writing assignment due tomorrow and instead of doing it I'm watching someone react to catching fire
man I fucking love this movie and I know we've talked about it before but PEETAS JUST SO FUCIING GOOD
like.
gale: I'm a jealous bitch cause you kissed peeta in the games where you would have died why don't u like me pls love me
peeta: hey I've been unfair to you and I'm sorry, I know what you did during the games was to keep us alive, it's not fair to be angry at you, let's be friends
like. Peeta the king of apologies
I've officially spent an hour watching someone watch a movie I've already watched instead of doing my work. also, 1989 Taylor's version comes out tonight and I am VERY excited about it at the expense of said assignment.
also. Loki episode 4 comes out tonight. Slay. I fucking love Loki and I love Tom Hiddleston (ik this is a Chris evans/his characters blog but u know what it's Loki I can't NOT mention him)
YES YES YES
I love the hunger games sm 🥺🥺 I reread it all the time and it makes me cry every single time bc it’s so good and yet so unfair and what happens to Peeta is so unfair and just the whole thing is so……. Harrowingly realistic depiction of war and ptsd and propaganda and just… I wish I could kiss Suzanne Collins’ mind!!!
The way she wrote the best male character ever (Peeta, like the perfect example of a man written by a woman for women) and also the most evil male character ever (Snow, especially in ABOSAS, like the way she almost makes you root for him yet quietly hints at his selfish, possessive and shallow tendencies throughout is so INSANELY good, oh my god I cannot wait for this movie to come out!!! I loved the book so much especially the final third which takes place in district 12🥺 and those final ten pages are INSANE they left me feeling sick and empty and heartbroken omg)
ANYWAYS BACK TO PEETA! Ugh listen I totally get you bc Peeta in CF is so hot and perfect and cute and just!!!! Gale could NEVER compare!! Peeta actually took a step back and stopped being angry with her, apologised, gave her space and protected her 🥺🥺 also i love procrastinating and watching people react to stuff on YouTube like all the girlies do this!!! There’s this guy I watch on YouTube who does movie commentaries (basically reactions) and his name is Dylan and I wish he reacted to THG movies but he doesn’t react to things if you give him the suggestion to react to it djdjdjsj
ANYWAYS yes bestie I agree with everything you said, Gale is a pussy ass bitch and the thing is most people hate him bc he dropped the bomb that killed prim but honestly the parts that made me hate him were how controlling and weirdo he was and how he was always pressuring katniss to be with him and kissing her when there was a literal war going on like PLEASE let her live!!!
Anyways bestie I don’t really watch Loki the show but I like the character from the movies!!!! And I used to read fics about him lol
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In your opinion, please rate thg movie series with 1-5 scale.
(1 = I hate it, 3=neutral, 5 = I love it.)
1.The Hunger Games :
Things that you like :
Things that you don't like :
2.Cathing Fire :
Things that you like :
Things that you don't like :
3.Mockingjay
Movie 1 :
Movie 2 :
Things that you like :
Things that you don't like :
Thank you 😊
@curiousnonny
this is gonna be an insanely long post so i'll put everything under the cut. also just know that the ratio of dislikes vs likes is not a reflection of how i actually feel about each movie, i just tend to pick apart and analyze what doesn't work more than what does.
the hunger games - 3/5
things i like:
casting choices for peeta, cinna, effie, clove, caesar, and president snow. like i think most of the casting was fine but these were perfect.
capitol fashion and interior design
getting to see the gamemakers' end of things
caesar's expanded role as part of the games commentary
things i don't like:
the whitewashing
removing madge, because it removes the mockingjay pin backstory in catching fire. i get that it and she aren't Strictly Necessary but it adds so much to the story, as well as to haymitch's character
that part of the movie where they have that horrible screeching to simulate katniss's hearing loss. it's a legitimate creative choice, but it's so unpleasant as part of the viewing experience.
cutting the dialogue between thresh and clove, and cutting cato being there for clove as she's dying
thresh getting killed by the mutts, and their designs being nothing like the book. why are they bulldogs. the wolves would have hit so much harder
erasing peeta's disability status as an amputee
catching fire - 4.5/5
things i like:
most of the changes made from book to film in this one were ones i agreed with, at least when i saw it the first time. they didn't distract or detract too badly from the narrative they were telling.
jena malone as johanna!!!! and jeffrey wright as beetee
things i don't like:
madge undersee i miss you every day. you didn't teach katniss to play piano and bring gale medicine during a blizzard in vain xo
the fact that they evidently cast annie without being certain that she'd be the same actress they use in the subsequent movies. with all respect to the actress they chose, i don't think she was the right choice for this role
sam claflin was good as finnick but every time i see him i just remember his role in the ableist movie "me before you" and it makes me upset. i hate having to associate one of my favorite characters with that!!!!!
i wish they'd been able to work in haymitch's backstory 💔
i would've liked to see more of katniss's interactions with the other tributes during training, especially the careers. granted, they weren't all that nuanced on the book anyway, but they at least had discernible personalities
the drastic tonal change to johanna's interview was kind of a weird choice. like it's iconic but i don't understand why they made that decision.
mockingjay part 1 - 4/5
things i like:
the action sequences in general
getting to see ordinary people in the districts participating in the revolution
plutarch changing necklace of rope to necklace of hope. like yeah he would fucking do that
the tribute center rescue sequence
things i don't like:
needs more moments where katniss is unstable and clearly mentally unwell. same with finnick
i would've liked to see more of the relationship between katniss and prim in this one. like we get a little (katniss bringing back buttercup) but i don't remember there being anywhere near as much as the book had
making coin sympathetic instead of showing her as the walking red flag of dictatorship that she is, just so they can have her assassination be a surprise in the next movie
lack of nuanced portrayal of the issues inside district 13. most movie-only viewers that i've spoken to, they thought the problem with 13 is that they're "communists" instead of. everything else they actually have going wrong.
i wish we'd gotten a little more of finnick's propo during the rescue
mockingjay part 2 - 2/5
things i like:
tigris 🐯
adaptation of the epilogue
things i don't like:
cutting johanna's role significantly and cutting the military training sequence so katniss can stow away on a jet to the capitol
i'm serious, the first time i tried to watch this movie i had to get up and walk away because katniss hitching a ride to the capitol made me so damn mad. it takes all the collective action from the previous movie and squanders it in favor of an unrealistic, individualist fantasy!!!! this is not my beautiful house this is not my katniss everdeen!!!
the capitol looks like every other generic gray warzone. where are my candy-colored buildings reduced to rubble.
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Also, any headcanons for any other Raymond crossovers?
Going with your original crossover list for Raymond! 🥺
Amiee Rose Baird
Could be ship vibes after his games but I don’t know if they’d do that because of Lucia? But definitely at least besties?
Grew up knowing each other because of his friendship/relationship with Lucia.
Maybe she’s the one who told him most of Lucy Gray’s story?
Amor
No thoughts head empty besties/older sister/mom-figure vibes because of Cinna starting with Raymond’s game’s? 🥺
Concordia Snow (they have a whole life together but your getting headcanon’s 🥺)
Still not entirely ruling out they could be poly with Finnick 👀
Sometime after Hope and Maude are born, they possibly do a vow renewal type thing but this time they get to plan it how they want?
Elissa Morningstar:
Honestly can’t find that much about info about her?
Could be poly trio with Finnick?
Ginny Cresta:
Ginny is the victor of the 72/71 Hunger Games depending on if it’s the bigger crossover with Hollis and Camden and being the year before him, Raymond was the 73/72?
One of the situations where while Finnick teaches him how to be with male clients, she teaches him how to be with female clients?
Poly trio or besties again?
Raymond’s stress levels are already at an all time high with Katniss & Peeta going back into the arena but he’s even more freaked out by the thought of losing her and Finnick. 🥺
Idk what Ginny is up to in the first have of Mockingjsy but if not captured, will personally fight Coin to get her to get Raymond out of the Capitol?
Lacey Tanner
Poly Trio or besties?
Raymond almost loses his shit when he finds out Snow has been selling her to clients since she was sixteen
Raymond is terrified he’s losing almost everyone he cares about to the arena during the quill again. 🥺
Softest reunion in 13 once he’s awake and has been detoxed from the drugs in his system 🥺
Lux Marcella
Poly Trio or besties?
(Finnick suggests pitching a threesome night with Raymond to show him how a meeting with married clients could go after they’ve taught him how to work with men and women individually.)
“I don’t care you’re a career, why the fuck did you volunteer for the quill?” - Raymond, after the reaping. 🥺
Lysa Undersee
They knew each other through school, his hunting with Katniss and Gale and them bringing strawberries for the Mayor?
She vist’s him a lot once she moves into 12’s Victor’s Village after his games?
Lysa goes farel if she hears Coin doesn’t want to rescue Raymond & the captured Victor’s after quill?
Marisol Odair
Either ship vibes, besties or #1 supporter of Finnick and Raymond/the possible poly trio with Annie?
But either way decides to like him after he’s kind and sweet when he met Annie & Mags for the first time?
Yet again someone who teaches him how female clients are going to be different then being with Lucia?
Raymond’s just always terrified about losing his victor friends to the arena during the quill. 🥺
Marella Flanagan
Listen part of why Finnick likes him is he knows Mags took one look at Raymond after meeting and was like “he’s is my son now” and I feel like Marella would agree to like him after that?
Besties or ship vibes/also supporter of Raymond/Finnick/possible trio with Annie?
Raymond’s own little victor family needs to stop being in the Quill he’s panicking.🥺
Loses her shit when she finds out Raymond got captured after Katniss blew up the arena?
Waverly Coin
Bonds with Finnick in 13, promises she’ll do everything she can to make sure Raymond gets out of the capitol, even before Katniss makes her Mockingjay deal?
Poly trio vibes forming once Raymond is in 13 and recovering?
Vouches for Raymond to be apart of their squadron thing?
Willow Abernathy
Besties even before his and Lucia’s games?
The hang out a lot at each other’s houses in the Village, partly because she doesn’t want him to be alone and end up turning to liquor like Hamitch? (He hates the taste so she doesn’t have to worry about that)
Helps him figure out what his “Talent” is after his games?
Raymond becomes so stressed Willow could get reaped at some point.
Tells him he’s an idiot for wanting to volunteer for Haymitch (and that they both know Peeta would beat him to it because of Katniss.)
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things about the hunger games movie i appreciate more as i age, as the film ages, and having read the ballad of songbirds and snakes:
in 2012 hollywood was in a bleak era for action movies where most movies that came out of it looked the same. we were in grey/teal/orange no-white-balance shakycam jump-cut hell for a long time — thg was not an exception to this. and i side-eyed it for not doing much of anything different. HOWEVER, coming back to it i think this is a rare example of the style actually working with the source material and the stylistic choices being justified rather than pushed onto a script because it was the look of the era. do i think it's perfect? no bc god there are so many scenes in this movie that look genuinely terrible thanks to Ultra-Cyan Color Grading™️! do i think i was harsh on it being too grey and shakycammy. yes.
james newton howard has a very light touch on the scoring and i think the man's very talented. i'm unsure how much of the movie being largely unscored is his choice and how much is gary ross's choice but kudos to both of them. and the sound department (for giving us the classic EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE) for letting digetic sound really shine through and make the movie that much more impactful
josh hutcherson looks like a BABY.
everyone except jennifer lawrence is perfectly cast. not a stinker among them except jennifer lawrence.
that being said the scene where katniss watches peeta confess his crush to caesar flickerman backstage and having a pall of rage form on her face was acted very well and it made me laugh lol
snow originally didn't appear for much time at all in THG, but got little additions in the movie adaptation, so seeing the little rose garden scenes between him and Seneca Crane had me like OUGH THAT'S MY UNHINGED LITTLE GUY. MY UNWELL BOY. and it does beg the question: how much did donald sutherland's performance here and in the other films end up informing what Snow's character would be for TBOSAS?
there is a lot a lot a lot from the trilogy that feels genuinely richer now that i've read TBOSAS. and the worry i had about it being an unnecessary addition; i am so glad it ended up unfounded.
the barnes & noble exclusive edition of TBOSAS has a q&a with suzanne collins at the end of it where she elaborates more on the epigraphs she includes at the beginning of the novel and i HIGHLY recommend people find the edition and read that q&a because not only does it very clearly state her intentions and inspirations for the novel and for Snow's character work but it also gives more context in the form of the classical philosophical literature collins used to write all four of the novels. and it makes going back to any of them that much more interesting because it gives me more to chew on.
watching the matter-of-factness that everyone reacts to all the facets of the hunger games and Capitol control has a lot more impact on and reality to me now after having seen the inception of a lot of those facets in tbosas
"have you ever been to the districts? ten, eleven, twelve?" "no" "i have." Oh I Bet You Have You Motherfucker
the final shot of THG being of Snow.
i live for a good dose of recontextualization in my media so being able to rewatch everything with basically completely fresh eyes has me salivating
taylor swift jumpscare in the credits but i kind of get it now. at least i get putting 2012 tswift onto the soundtrack.
things i HATE about the THG movie as i age:
CENTURY GOTHIC? YOU USED A FUCKING WINDOWS DEFAULT FONT FOR YOUR CREDITS AND OPENING TEXT? CENTURY GOTHIC?
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