#neither has my mom

[daftmooncretin]

if captain kirk irresponsible? why huge baby cow eyes???

if captain kirk bad captain? why-

you thought i was gonna talk about his voluptuous titties fat ass sparkling personality and unflinching moral character ? no.

if you say kirk is a bad captain i will kill you. I will shoot you into space like they did to bill shatty when he wouldn’t shut tf up about going to space

except unlike bill shatty ill send you up naked and defenceless into the vast chasm of space your lungs will explode and your eyes will fall out or some shit (i saw that in a doctor who episode)

kirk drift is getting out of hand and my response to this is ending all kirk drifters and repopulating the earth with kirklophiles such as myself and my dad paul.

#also kirk is neither irresponsible or a bad captain he leads with and incredible mix of compassion logic and patience #he deeply respects star fleet and the work he does for it but has no problem challenging both their views and his own for the good of other #puts his crew first at all times #deep curiosity and hope for the future #also cunty #kirk drift #i have not slept in 36 hours #i spent 5 hours writing wwdits fanfiction on microsoft notes and eating icing out of a tub #im trying to get into the next gen but i miss kirk so much #picard is so bald and straight #and the sexism is somehow worse #idk #im so tired #and i need to clean my depression room cause my moms coming to visit #boooooo #star trek tos #star trek #spirk #jim kirk #spock

[stairset]

The thing about the "ACTUALLY this kid show isn't actually for kids" crowd is yes that mentality is pretty ridiculous but also like 99% of the time the reason those people act like that in the first place is cause they're talking about a show that's like, objectively just a really good show and is written to appeal to people of all ages and so they naturally get defensive when people dismiss it and compare it to idk Bluey or whatever. Like yes it's pretty ridiculous to take shows like Adventure Time or Gravity Falls or The Owl House and claim that they're Not Actually For Kids, but I also think anyone who's ever actually watched those shows and given them a fair chance would agree that it's equally ridiculous to act as if they belong in the same category as shows made for literal preschoolers.

#my 56 year old dad has gravity falls and phineas and ferb among his favorite shows #and my 55 year old mom has a t-shirt of king from owl house #and neither of them are like super passionate about animation like i am #i've just showed them a bunch of the animated shows i like and made them fans in the process #they have zero qualms about watching cartoons with their adult son cause they're really good cartoons and we have fun watching them #it's not complicated #shut up tristan

[dulcewrites]

Olga Orozco, from Engravings: Torn from Insomnia: “To Destroy the Enemy,” // Anne Carson, The Oresteia: Agamemnon, The Libation Bearers, The Eumenides // Rebecca Ferguson as Lady Jessica in Dune // Olivia Cooke and Tom Glynn-Carney as Queen Alicent and Prince Aegon II in House of the Dragon // Margaret Atwood, The Handmaid’s Tale // Wenzel Tornøe details // The Trojan Woman

Cassandra Devereux, Queen Consort of the Seven Kingdoms // Queen of Ash and Bone // Queen of Grief

#ahhh this maybe being my fav web weave ever?? #these tags will be annoying but let me break this down #ok but queen of swords mistress of grief lady of tears - that is so her?? #especially considering all the people who had to die for this moment #also her helping kill one queen and that spiraling to her being queen consort… yeahh #I put Jessica there bc I feel like her relationship with Paul is so interesting #I think cass and alaric would have a really interesting dynamic #he is her ‘band-aid’ turned her duty - a position neither of them have been in #I put Ali and Aegon mainly bc I have this vision of cass having to crown alaric #both Alicent and Cassandra being women wrapped in duty even if it hurts #then I like the idea of her being of the sea.. her mom an iron islands girl married to a riverland boy #cass was pulled out of the sea! #and to end I had to out a quote about Cassandra of Troy #Helaena is much more a Cassandra like figure for the obvious reasons #but I like the idea of our Cassandra being someone who can sense doom #it has riddled her life #whew ok that was a lot #web weaving #fmo aus #fmo k&q au

[imthursdaysyme]

Robin Buckley and her Mother

#stranger things #drawing #robin buckley #you know when drawing this one I was comparing it often to my Steve Harrington one and his mother #bc stobin are inseparable and that's the facts #but anyway in steves you see his mothers full face multiple times #she is there and present #confronting and yelling at steve #but in robins you don't really see her mother #you see her eyes and her back #and in the photo of her back she's only in her underwear #and I did this bc well I wanted to show her moms body in the sense that you can tell she had a child “a mom bod” if you will #I don't know I just thought it was interesting to explore the relationship between them in an audio from tt or a song where the words #are saying something obvious about their relationship but then adding little things in the composition and details that also explain how #I personally view their relationship #there's the idea that Steve and his mom are cofrontational and also there's a easy way they face each other or stare each other down #but robin never really looks at her mother or the “camera” and neither does her mother #and they also are never seen in the same frame together #cause there's a shame and a way robin I think would hide from her mother if she always tells her what she's doing wrong or how she looks #and also if the mother is saying things like that there has to be unease in herself #in her own body that mimicks robins just older #I just think mother relationships are fun okay #also I made the mothers eyes green and I always make robin wear green and what kind of thing can I pull out of my own head canons but the #idea that she avoids her mother and claims she hates her mother but still gets the most comfort in wearing the color of her mothers eyes? #I mean loving someone and finding the most comfort in them while also having the most discomfort with them is so I interesting and I think #it only really works with that mother-child relationship #anyway #art #digital art

[tittyinfinity]

#@ my mom #my kid has to get on the bus at 6:30 and shes up at 6 every day #literally all she would have had to do was tell my kid to walk to the bus at 6:30 because he doesnt have a clock in there #she could have woken me up too. neither of those things would have taken any efforsr #effort* #but ''it's not her responsibility'' #.bdo

[tandytoaster]

The lil 14 year old trans boy at my work said I was his favourite

#noop nooping #KIDS R SO FUNNY like u listen to them and then theyre like im gonna follow u around #IM UR MOM NOW. UR FATHER AND I ARE DIVORCED NEITHER OF US HAVE CUSTODY #HES SUCH A NICE KID #im giggling bc he and quinn had a connection when the kid first started but now in like 🤭 teehee my kid now #AND ITS EVEN FUNNIER bc quinn was like 'he reminds me so much of myself when i was his age. hes my son now' #BUT NOW IM THE PARENT. we're divorced. ITS FUNNY #i stole your kid and you stole my bestie. im influencing the queer youth of this conservative town im succeeding #when i first met him he came in on a day he didnt work and one of the reasons he was there was to meet me bc quinn told him about me 🥺 #his parents are supportive so im rlly glad he has that #IM WORRIED ABOUT COMING OFF AS CREEPY TALKING ABOUT THIS but its just a nice feeling being a positive figure in some1's life #at my work its like microdosing helping ppl bc its retail. and the kid is there on saturdays. this is why i went to college jrmqmxjwkdgwh #i think the kind of social work i would enjoy most is peer support. if i ever want to re-enter the field #oh yea i think i saw my old supervisor today 😑 YUCKY

[gilliontidestriderchampionoftheu]

smh my head edyn isnt the navys chosen one bcus the navy comms guy who gill overhears says 'fish girl contact' and 'chosen one' as if theyre two different people. but he does imply that the navys chosen one is also from the undersea? because he says "maybe youre all freaks" to gillion while being interrogated. so who the fuck IS it???

#my post #jrwi riptide #like its gotta be someone we havent met yet #because who do we know from the undersea. #caspian? felipe? aslana and her mom? #well itd just be aslana bcus her mom doesnt have legs #and asters version of the prophecy says the chosen one is 'one that could walk the land and breathe water' #..............hheyyy guys.. did aslana not say something about being 'special' which is why she has legs sometimes? #no that doesnt make any sense bcus she was just travelling with her mother and theres no way shes involved w the navy. #although they did see her in the north sea. no surely not bcus she was going to the undersea yknow #okay but now thats in my head and it wont leave #BECAUSE WHO THE HELL ELSE IS THERE????? #caspians not a 'nutcase' or a 'freak' so hes out #neither is aslana in all honesty but i could see someone mean thinking shes weird #felipe. well it could be felipe maybe. but hes in hell right now #BUT LIKE THATS EVERYONE!! SO WHO IS IT????? SHAKES GRIZZLY WHATS HAPPENING

[bewilderedbuck]

on losing a mother

#s.txt #s.poem #mom tag #poetry #okay to reblog #it's officially been over a year since the last time i saw my mom. #her skin was translucent paper thin and she looked so fragile in tht hospital bed but she was supposed to be getting better #and she did. for about a month. #she went back into the hospital 3 days after my birthday. #she stayed there for like 2 weeks and then died about a week after she checked herself out. #the last time she ever texted me was on my birthday. i waited two days to text back. and i never heard back from her. #the next time i saw her she was a pile of grey ashes in a plastic urn. she sits on my shelf now. i haven't gotten her a new urn yet. #i try not to feel guilty. there wasn't much i could do from a thousand miles away #but i still feel the guilt every day itching under my skin and screaming at me in my mind that i should have done better #that i should have been there for her #her phone number has since been given to someone else. i deactivated her facebook account. i cleaned out her apartment & threw away almost #all of her belongings. #i took photo albums. i took some jewelry - including the ring she wore as she was cremated. it survived the fire. the funeral home put it #in the urn with her ashes. i wear it sometimes just to feel like there's still a part of her with me. #but she's gone and i don't believe in an afterlife and neither did she #there's some comfort in knowing she is no longer in pain that she is no longer suffering #but i still sit here and i think of all the things i never got to tell her and the new things i want to tell her every single day #i never got to come out to her. not really. i never got to tell her that i understood what she went thru with my dad because i lived it too #anyways. sorry for going off in the tags. i'm okay i promise. just feeling a lot of feelings right now.

[buckttommy]

It didn't happen with Ramon so I'm just going to put it out there: I hope Chimney's dad is dying. There is something so deliciously brutal and untouched about needing to reconcile with parental abuse/abandonment when all the time you thought you had suddenly slips through your fingers. Chimney has been through a lot over the years. Buck's not the only one who never had a parent keeping vigil at his hospital bedside. In Season 1, when he was impaled, Bobby made it very clear that the 118 is Chim's family — and they are. But at the same time... Chimney has lost his partner. He's been stabbed. He died. And he has grinned and pushed through it all the while, but there is something about a father that just... takes who you are and who you want to be and just... decimates it completely. I hope we're getting a full fledged breakdown, but even if we don't, I need to see him look his father, his partner, his brother, or even himself in the eye and release himself from the grief of being a son to a man who never loved him. He deserves that much, at least

#Chimney 🖤 #My sweet beautiful Chimney #If neither Eddie or Buck existed in this show he'd be my number 1 #as it is he's my number 3 #but god do I love him. #He needs to heal. He N E E D S to heal #I'm on my knees begging because he can't keep going like he is #He swallows it all until he explodes but he deserves not to explode!!! He needs to grieve and move on #I WANT him to grieve and move on #grieve for himself. for his mom. for the time maddie was away. for the fact that he died. for kevin #for everything he has carried on his shoulders and has yet to set down #I want him to have his moment of release #so that he can step into a new version of life #chimney han #tv: 911 #jack.txt

[softshuji]

eldest daughter syndrome really do be kicking my ass tbh

#i just find it like so unfair yknow #im the only one who works in myhouse and full time #but i come home and the house isnt clean and i tidy up and sort everything out and tidy the kitchen anf living room after dinner and put #my sister to bed and yk if there was no one else to do these things id understand but #i have 5 brothers all of whom are adults and they dont lift a finger #its not as if any of them work bec they dont and neither does my dad #and im so so so exhausted yk? bec not everything is my job or responsibility #and i keep blaming other things for me getting sick but yknow what maybe i just dont rest enough #and the other day i was upset bec i'd had a tough day at work and i felt unwell and i cleaned up everything after dinner and my brother #said i didnt have a right to be upset bec i “chose” this. like as if i chose to work full time nd do all the chores for a family of 9 #and it just really upsets me bec no one sees an issue with it and im so mad at my mom at rhe same time #constant therapy sessions w her bec shes mad at my dad and wants someone to vent at and then he does the same abt her and my brothers #and im so tired yknow just sososos tired bec she'll complain abt how they dont do anything but then she wont ensure they do either #its just empty complaints whereas she thrust responsibility on me when i was 9 and yet my brothers are 18+ - all but one that is and they #cant even do their own laundry bec she just..... did everything for them all the time but now is mad that they cant do anything. #like yes i know my dad is a failure of a husband and a father i expected that i'll never be a good enough daughter for him and that the onl #thing he has to say about me is that im bringing shame on our family despite everything ive done but come on #im just tired and upset #its hard not to see yourself as a robot or machine when theres little room to be anything else. #and even on a day like today when i dont feel well it never stops and i just keep doing #im sad i want a hug from my gangster bf #oh god i am sorry pls do not perceive me for this #and yk what #thats why i cant stand when people are nice to me bec all i can think of is #i havent done anything to deserve this? i should have to give something in return #or if not #theres something this person must want because why else would they be nice to me when i havent done anything for them #i cannot fathom the concept that someone just wants me because its me #its literally just not possible why would anyone fo that for me

[girlblocker]

im taking full credits at school and working ~15 hours a week at my jobs and my cat is in the pet emergency room and my grandmother is in hospice Waiter can i please get a Break

#i thought either my grandma or my cat died bc my mom sent this text being like 'can you call me'... #turns out neither has. yet. but stay tuned for updates i guess #grandma has rapidly declining dementia #and cat has kidney disease and now something else #they should make human to cat kidney transplants possible NOW!!!!!! id give him my kidney

[ballsballsbowls]

Did xmas stuff with parents yesterday (Bro and I both worked Xmas and rescheduled) with a round of negative covid tests that morning and spent like 6 hours hanging around the house.

Got a text like 3 hours after we got home that dad took another test before bed to prep for a funeral tomorrow and he got a positive.

And a second positive when he took a second test.

Love this for me.

#stop b think of the children #Neither of our jobs has a quarantine policy anymore but we're not in close contact with people at work #he's alternate days with his coworker #and my work is still 6 feet between everyone so like it's fine whatever #mom and dad are SO upset but I'm not sorry we went

[tzufcallsmeshomps]

Just a moment of rest would be nice

#shompsketch #blaze royal #blaze #oc #original #the mental exhaustion has me wishing i could just go to sleep #but then there’s the nightmares #it doesn’t cancel out the love and support of my people… neither cancel each other out #and having these two emotions at such an extreme for a prolonged period of time takes it’s toll. #a 9 month old just turned 10 months old in an underground tunnel and i can only wish his mom gets to hug him (she’s a hostage too). #there are 3 and 4 year old hostages who’ve gone a month without a hug #and even when they’re hopefully rescued their parents won’t be there to receive them #they’ve been surrounded by their parents’ murderers this whole time #they shouldn’t need to go through this #will they ever recover #just. it’s this loop of grief and stress and urgency and worry and betrayal from those who see no problem tearing their pictures down. #with a latte in their other hand and a smug sickening smirk. #crumbling the paper. throwing it on the sidewalk. stomping on it and walking away like it’s nothing. #…can’t write more. rant over. #over and out #why am i even putting this in my art tags i don’t even know #but can’t bring myself to remove and put in a separate post

[theres-whump-in-that-nebula]

That awkward feeling when a PIMI childhood friend sends you an invite to a party in the summer; but you know you’re going to be out of the cult and shunned by then.

What do I even say? Do I lie and say I’ll be there? Do I just not respond?

#exjw #ex jw #I’m not worried about this friend so much; I’m worried about the other friend #because the other friend has awful mental health and not many close friends other than me and maybe one or two other people #This childhood friend is acting very differently than how she did when we were close which could be completely normal #But she seems “spaced out” and very formal whenever I’ve spoken to her (though that could be the allergy meds doing that) #or maybe she knows through her parents through my parents that I wrote about her playlist of “inappropriate” music in my diary #and maybe she got grilled for it #It’s important to note that neither the playlist nor the YT channel were taken down. I can still find them #So maybe she’s not as “in it” as I think she is. But then again she did introduce me to her Bible study so… idk #Maybe it’s a situation of “I’ll take the husband; mom will take the wife; and you’ll take the daughter” but idk #I never had any Bible studies. I went on studies. I got a study shoved off on me when I was eighteen because no one liked her #for being “too much” and “needy” and “not following Jehovah’s guidance and using nicotine patches so she won’t die of a heart attack” #That was a barrel of fucking laughs #(I got reprimanded by the actual sister studying with her #for reading “what happens to your body when you quit smoking” articles to her and encouraging this woman to follow her DOCTOR’S advice) #But I’ve never started a study; nor has anyone passed off a study to me to keep #ex cult

[urproblematicfav-arsonk]

amod everyone lives au in which Willy grows up with interracial gay parents and Chris ends up being his sister who he only attempted to drown like one time when she was a baby

#i think willy and chris would have a similar relationship to anthony and ashly #and by that i mean chris is just minding her business and helping out with little to no complaining and willy still calls her a cvnt #thats literally the funniest thing anthony has said #like ash was so cool and cooperative during that ep and he still almost calls her that #anyway #in this au neither glenn or ron were born due to willy hating kids that aren't his sister #and willy forcing chris to get an abortion after bill tried to baby trap her #when i was 2 i was excited af to have a baby sibling and my mom was worried about sibling envy cuz of how my older brother treated me #but i wasn't like that at all until my younger brother wasn't a baby anymore and started touching my stuff and then i suddenly hated him #dungeons and daddies #dnddads #dnddads amod #at the mountains of dadness

[hauntedwoman]

yea i'll fucking say it i don't like my sisters boyfriend bc i'm jealous of her bc she's just pretty and has good luck and can find a guy who respects her and treats her nicely and isnt ridiculously depressed and scared of commitment she's never experienced emotional pain a day in her life and i want to punch her in the face for it

#and yet i have tried every single antidepressant on the market and i wake up every morning and want to put my head #in a Blender #and ofc neither my mom or her understand my autism or my mental illness #so i'm just a fuckup who has a bad memory and a spending problem :) #also im gonna be alone forever :)