#no wonder im always alone

[pixiestickie]

ive made this for twitter but ill also post it here

these are NOT their canon eyes. do i care? NO not really.

#twst #twisted wonderland #jamil viper #azul ashengrotto #jamiazu #azujami #ashenviper #sorry for being a bit inactive i started new hobbies like reading and #also organizing other stuff with friends #also my health is decaying so im recovering from that #also got another hyperfixation so im hyperfixating on 2 things rn- #i was wondering if im still interested in twst. but it always comes back. the brainrot is not leabing. #like it does not want to leave me alone💀

[anxiously-sidequesting]

okay wait stop. okay wait for me, okay just- (steps around my mountains of garbage and slime)

Listen we all love Malorn Ashthorn (as we fuckin' should) but I just realized. okay, just how much undeserved mess that poor blessed soul went through

Like okay think about it for a second. He's introduced early on in the first arc as Malistaire's former top student and now impromptu Death Professor at Ravenwood, okay so we all know that. But the implications man. The implications, I didn't think about the IMPLICATIONS.

He's like this 12 year old kid, okay. Already even BEFORE his official appearance in the game, imagine being a straight A student, one of the very best (to the point where it's noted and revered amongst the other professors AND your fellow students), under THE Malistaire Drake, who, even before his villain arc, was also one of the most esteemed and powerful Death professors ever. Like I couldn't even keep a C in school that shit must be wild

AND THEN. And then, your professor literally commits several war crimes, causes irreversible damage and trauma, and becomes a national criminal against.... the universe???? Like Malistaite commits heinous terrible shit, and sinks the entire Death School along with him. And then it falls to Malorn Ashthorn, once again who's like a teenager, to PICK UP THE METAPHORICAL PIECES because he had no choice. He was literally the only candidate to fill in Malistaire's place, a legend turned monster, to teach and guide GENERATIONS of new children that are HIS AGE or even OLDER THAN Malorn is.

And then the actual changes in the school. Malorn, former student, now has to learn how to become a professor with his limited knowledge of Death Magic. Like imagine filling in for the college astrophysicist teacher when you've only graduated 6th grade. He has to change his SCHEDULE, from waking up early as a student to get up and get ready even EARLIER as a professor to prepare the classes HE comes up with. Not to mention late nights grading hundreds of papers from multiple students??? AND he either is the ONLY tutor (which means more overtime and work for him, to personally help individual students with different Death lessons), or he has to actually call upon help from other students to help him get his job done.

And then there's like the relationship aspect of it. Malorn is literally just a child, like any other student, but adopting a role as a professor, an adult, means that he also has to adopt a certain mindset. Malorn literally HAS to be patient, HAS to be guiding and nurturing, HAS to be the adult in every situation in order to be a GOOD professor. Malorn has to train hard not only in magic to be ahead of the others in order to teach them properly, but has to retrain his mindset to be ABLE to handle to teach properly. Like you can't be a regular tween teaching other tweens.

And then it's just the pressure after that. The PRESSURE GUYS, of not only living up to one of the most talented and accomplished the school has ever seen, but deal with the fact that the very same person also became a tyrant and war criminal and left Malorn, his most promised student, in his place. Like I could easily imagine the rumors, the judgement, and the fear surrounding that boy, wondering if he would ever turn out to be the same as Malistaire.

No one asked for this. This soap opera I mean, nobody asked me about Malorn Ashthorn or this long ass post but I don't care because I'm crying. Girls I'm crying my entire bed is wet with tears of despair and snot. Malorn is literally a sweetie oh my God he does not, and never will deserve this shit I'm so sorry honey. Sweetie Malorn baby I'm so fuckign sorry, i'm so so sorry,

#no im not actually crying LMAO but #malorn....... #his personality hasnt really changed from pre update to poet update #he was still very chill and welcoming towards The Wizard as always and whenever they speak #he's just a kid. thats it. just a kid #AND IM SURE HE ACTUALLY DOES RECIEVE HELP. like yeah i bet the headmaster and other professors help him out so that hes not totally alone #or like suffering in agony or anything #but all of that is STILL so much pressure on ANYONE #much less a child who has done absolutely nothing wrong #like malorn wasnt even prepared. no one but malistaire knew the shit that was happening #and all of a sudden in like a day malorn's entire lifestyle changed #i wonder how he actually feels about all this inside #hashtag get malorn ashthorn a therapist and support group please #let him go to therapy along with the wizard #wizard101 #w101 #malorn ashthorn #text posts

[good-beanswrites]

Just wanted to plant an idea if you wanted a bit of fuel: Mahiru asking Yuno to come to her cell before everything goes down.

Edit: I forgot the ask didn't say it but this is part of Kyanako's incredible Order Of Attack AU!

Didn't mean for this to become a mini Mappi study but here we are ✨ Thank you for the request! I fully intended to write them hanging out, but it's more right before they hang out lol. Went a bit on-the-nose with foreshadowing, but isn't that the fun part? It has become Emotional Over Mahiru Hour...

I kept things vague, but TW for mentioning her boyfriend's state of potential self-harm

Mahiru tried not to act superstitious, she really did. As much as she loved the idea of little luck charms, or avoided easy signs of misfortune, it was easier to keep quiet about such ridiculous things.

Maybe catching a bride’s bouquet meant no guarantees; maybe there was no real harm in stepping underneath ladders, maybe a coin tossed into a fountain had no real magic to its wish. However, the one thing she knew for sure held power was a lucky presence. Being in the right place at the right time could alter everything. And today was the right time for something. There was this waiting in the air. The prison had been holding its breath. Mahiru knew it was time to release it all.

“You must be so lonely, why don’t you let big sis Mahiru keep you company?” She beamed at Amane.

She often recalled the good fortune that she and a certain young man had crossed paths on the university terrace. She used to laugh with him about the wonderful coincidence of bumping into each other outside of the bakery, then the convenience store. 

Though she’d never spoken about it to him, she was also grateful for many occasions where she walked in on him at the precise moment to talk him out of something reckless. She always told him that they’d do everything together. He didn’t need to be alone anymore. 

“I wish to be alone. I need peace of mind to think.” Amane turned away from the cell door.

It was a good thing, too. Mahiru’s smile wasn’t as convincing as she said, “o-oh. Of course.”

She made her way around the panopticon, hearing Fuuta pace his cell in anticipation. He must have felt it too, this holding of breath. 

Or perhaps not. He turned down her offer for a bit of company, including a few more colorful words than Amane had. Mahiru just apologized for bothering him and headed back to her cell. She wasn’t sure where Mikoto was at this hour, but she didn’t feel like smiling through a third rejection.

She shook her head back and forth. She wished the motion could rattle the voices inside, she wished she could shake them all away. With her arms secured in place she could no longer cover her ears. She used to hum to keep them at bay, but lately they’d been too loud to stifle. They just kept on talking.

Their words told her the two were right. Nobody needed her company. No – nobody wanted it. Being together hadn’t helped her boyfriend. In fact, being together had been the very thing that got him killed. No wonder Amane and Fuuta wanted to avoid her. 

So then, this was for the best. She would rather deal with the brief sting of refusal than stumble in one day to find them hurt… or worse. As much as she tried to avoid the superstition of it all, the voices reminded her that her very presence could mean life or death. 

“Mappi, are you alright?” Mahiru hadn’t realized a tear had slipped down her cheek until she hurried to swipe it away in front of Yuno. 

“Hah, I’m fine! Just fine.” It was impossible to fool her, Mahiru had learned, but that never stopped her from trying. 

At least she always spoke tactfully. “Rough morning?”

Mahiru shifted her arms in her uniform, making a small sound of agreement.

“Can I do anything to help? What if I stay with you for a bit? I can do your hair, and…”

The voices were right. Amane and Fuuta knew it, too. Presences did hold power, and Mahiru’s was cursed.

But she would sound foolish admitting such a fear to Yuno. She'd heard plenty from the voices about how stupid and airheaded she was, there was no use in getting the same lecture from someone as grounded as her.

Mahiru managed a weak protest, unable to explain her real reasoning. Yuno was insistent. She didn’t give much of a choice. Could she feel the strangeness of the prison, as well? 

At last, Mahiru allowed her shoulders to sag. Yuno was lucky. And kind. Having her nearby would do her good. Amane and Fuuta would be alright. Mahiru had tried spending more time with them after verdicts were announced. Now, she made a mental note to pull back. If her love couldn’t save anyone, at least she could spare them from her curse. They would be safe. 

“Yes. Please stay. The truth is... I don't want to be alone.”

#milgram #mahiru shiina #yuno kashiki #amane and fuuta mentioned #i dont know how well this all fits in with your vision of the au but i had a ton of fun with this lmao sorry 😂 #oh hey if anyone knows any japanese superstitions like those in the beginning lmk #i was trying to research them but i kept getting lucky symbols/words - not necessarily actions like that #anyway thank you so much for this!! it was a really interesting moment to capture >:0 #drabbles that take me way too long to combine my three brain cells but im really pleased with the end result #i had a lot of Mahiru Thoughts but it took a bit of fiddling to make them fit together #the superstitiousness - the focus on one's presence - the parallels with his bf - what she's dealing with from the voices #im glad it came together semi-smoothly in the end asdfsd #i didnt mean for mahiru t break the fourth wall or anything -- #i always saw her as a master at picking up on social changes/cues so she can tell when things are most tense/kotoko is fully prepared #but she doesnt consciously know it -- she just knows that things feel Off #not only do the attacks confirm mahirus fear that shes cursed - but yunos involvement confirms her belief that shes extra lucky #i wonder if shed still end up spending all her time with yuno now that she thought she was such a protective person... #i couldnt articulate it right since the end was wrapping up so nicely - but mahiru starts to wonder if most people are fine being left alon #and *shes* the odd one out for craving company #then she feels isolated because by getting what she wants shes dooming someone else #i mean... if everyone you try to get close to starts getting hurt... wouldnt you worry about the same...? #AHAHAHAHA hope you enjoyed 🙃 #*posts this then retreats back into the void for a bit* #drabbles

[silenthillbunni]

🌧️🫧💭

#i shouldnt have fav mutuals bc i get sooo sad when they soft block me #which *always* happens like im not joking the day will come when they're just like nahhh bye #🥲🥲 nd i cant help but get sad #nd i dont even agree w that anon who said that 'no wonder everyone blocks u' bc im never mean to anyone #i think it's just bc im fundamentally unlikable and unlovable and the time will come when smth abt me #ticks them off nd nothing abt me is ever tolerated i always have to be perfect for everyone so then i just get cut off like dead weight lmao #also it shows that i get attached so easily but in reality ... ppl are not at all as attached to me 💀💀 #like i care abt them but they dont care abt me nd it makes me feel so stupid #why do i so easily care for ppl?????? why do i have to care nd like ppl when it's always gonna end the same way #me being me is bad nd wrong and nobody could ever truly know me nd still like me #i have to live my life constantly hiding parts of myself and making sure im not too authentic or too open bc then i will make ppl dislike me #it rlly is that. im never mean. i never fight. ppl just see smth abt me nd go 'oh ewwwwww' nd then leave #nd if it hasnt already happened it will at some point nd im constantly waiting for the other shoe to drop #whenever i realize i say or did smth wrong im tense waiting for the moment where they'll leave me will arrive #ok this might sound silly bc i was like 'triggered' by smth small but like #all my life thats just how it's been. im not even mean or cruel. i just exist and ppl dont like me or who i am or what i think #i can never be truly myself anywhere. that is sure to result in being all alone 4ever. but i dont like hiding parts of myself #but i have to. but its hard when im trying to hide nd be lowkey but i still manage to make ppl dislike me T-T #idek what im supposed to do bc i just exist nd im not likable. i try to be that but im still not. idk what to do #anyway.. who cares.. j'appartiens seul #but yeah it is bc it's like this for me all the time nd ig that triggered me lmao #i mean just w my sisters.. their issue is just who i am. my personality. i havent been cruel to them. or bullied them. or put them down #they just get irritated from my personality nd who i am. thats what makes them mad. nd they kinda want me to just stop being me nd idk how #to do that and therefore we arent even talking. havent talked for a year #i wanna cry like????? what am i supposed to do??????? im so extremely fucking horrible that just by exisiting nd not being mean or cruel mak #es me unworthy of everything. idk idk like. omg i feel so stupid for being triggered by that #maybe if i had irl friends and a job and a life i wouldnt care but im a fucking loser failure worthless good for nothing idiot. ofc im this

[jimmyandthegiraffes]

Tintin in America (1931-32)

Travel

Train - 3 (as driver - 1)

Car - 5 (as driver - 1)

Motorbike - 1

Accidents - 2 (resulted in injury - 1)

Health

Slept - 3

Ate - 1.5 (ate Bobby Smiles's dinner and drank some of a milkshake but gave the rest to Snowy)

Hospitalised - 1 (after a car crash)

General Peril

Fell off a cliff - 1 (uninjured)

Rocks dropped on him - 1 (uninjured)

Meat grinders - 1 (uninjured)

Lynched - 2 (no serious injury)

Head injuries - 4 (resulting in unconsciousness - 2)

Shot at - 2

Poisoned - 1

Abducted - 3

Unconscious - 3

Wildfire - 1 (uninjured)

Tied to train tracks - 1 (uninjured)

Total injuries - 8 (mostly not serious)

Physical activity

Violent to another person - 11 (usually by hitting them with blunt objects but once by headbutting)

Trees climbed - 1

Horses ridden - 4 (fell off - 1)

Emotions

Angry - 2 (when Snowy is kidnapped and after an attempted lynching)

The Law

Arrested - 1

Imprisoned - 2

Sentenced to death - 1

Rastapopoulos? - yes

QUIFF DOWN - 0!!!!!!!

#tintin #herge #tintin in america #tintin stats #this was the transitional one #in terms of knowing how to organise the stats #i think im getting there #as always lmk if theres smth specific u want to see tallied #alsooooo is the woman sat next to rastapopoulos uh. u know #marlene #????????? #i could get invested in her #god knows theres few enough female characters #man cannot live on castafiore alone etc etc #wonderful tho she is

[britneyshakespeare]

I don't know who needs to hear this but the Black Parade isn't even a tad bit overrated

#it's one of the best rock concept albums of all time let alone the 2000s #if that decade weren't so recent it'd be easier for ppl to see that #in fact since it's been getting further away in time more people do #but its acclaim is not just nostalgia for a second #if you were unfortunate enough to miss having an mcr phase as a teenager #i need you to do me a favor and go listen to that whole album. or do it again if it's been awhile #you will FEEL FEELINGS again #text post #mcr #also i will just never get over gerard way #he's just too much to be believed #if he were to have existed in a time before technology. what an injustice that'd be #not to be able to go and relive his performances of songs like wttbp and helena etc #locked in place in time forever. immortal and always compelling #gerard way is not something to describe but something to experience #makes me wonder when ppl describe famous actors and musicians from before the recording era #(well i always wonder about that) but if gerard way were sarah siddons #it would be a shame i wouldn't be able to enjoy gerard way at any moment in my life #if gerard way were fleeting... momentary... that would suck. suck so much #if these tags sound funny to you im just gonna let u know im being 100 percent fr rn

[opens-up-4-nobody]

...

#i started the semester off with such a level head but ive walked myself further and further toward i ledge i can feel crumbling #out from under my feet. i sit in small rooms where i feel the stress radiating from my chest down into my limbs. disappating into the floor #it makes me want to run and run and run but im so tired and the sidewalk is icy slick. and i feel like im at the limits of my abilities #and i know every grad student has that worry but what if its true. that i have a void behind my eyes and not enough depth of thought #anywhere it matters. how am i supposed to operate in this system when i can barely string together the words to understand what im reading #and itll never be any easier. what if im at my functional limit? what if i caught fire and burned away to ashes? what if i screamed and #kept screaming until someone told me patch up the open wound in my chest? what if i just stopped? #what if i could just let go of any need to feel like i have a purpose? what if i could just live? and feel the wonder of the things around #me. let go of all my emptiness #move at a pace that isnt breaking my neck. feel anything close to joy or if that's too much to ask then let me at least feel stable. just #for a while. just a little while. #and i know itll b fine. and i know im just being whiny bc things are hard and theyve been hard and theyll always be hard bc i refuse to make #things easy. but i just feel like im standing alone on a beach where the water's been drawn too far back #and i can see it rushing toward me faster than i can run. im just waiting for the tsunami to wash me away to nothing #unrelated

[bangcakes]

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#i think im so wacko nuts about him bc he literally came out of nowhere #like what are the chances we met in the first place.... #like ..... its one thing to meet in university right after high school ok but.... its extra weird when its both your 2nd career #and you're at community college #then find out you went to the same university at the same time but 2 years apart #then worked for a bit.. only to realize AT THE SAME TIME that maybe this career isnt for you and that maybe comp sci is It instead #then we end up taking the same electives. and we tend to sit in the same areas of the classroom #and we're both always early and end up alone before class and end up talking #or we both park in a similar place in the parking lot and end up walking together after class #and o ya getting the same grades. having the same gpa. LIKE WHERE DID HE COME FROM?????? #and then its like .... he reciprocates. like we're friends. im just. what the FUCK JDJDJJDJDJD #ya im just....... idk. idk. who is this guy JDJDJDJDJDJDM #i wonder too if he has the same like. 'what the fuck' feelings about me. bc idk its all so weird #if hes The Guy .... hes both different than i thought and yet exactly what i wanted. ya make sense of that HDNDJDNFJFNFNJFJF #god help me #personal

[lonesomedotmp3]

shawn and cory are the real freaks if we're being real here i'm not blind ok however the show has never ever shyed away from their dynamic or letting them help each other grow etc etc like there's not much to say because it's just in the text that they're like this and you can't even go anywhere with it in your head unless you're a heathen who wants to break up my friends cory and topanga... they're best friends they love each other they complete each other yada yada. jack and eric on the other hand are so insanity inducing because for all intents and purposes they SHOULD have this profound affect on each other's lives altering their paths and themselves irrevocably like they fundamentally complete and heal each other it's written into the very core of their dynamic. but they just... don't? they never get the chance to breach the walls they've built that ONLY the other can ever dismantle. by design. and well it haunts me every day.

#like it's literally in the fucking text it's a matter of who influences who!!!!!!!!! #and yet! no dice. jack always leaves he always remains aimless he always prioritises career over happiness #eric always gets stupider and more disliked he always becomes nothing but a punchline and he always always remains alone. #the core problem is season six of course but i would rather die than say i don't want rachel here. i love her #if she wasn't around season seven would be nothing.... #BUT. those stupid ass writers ruined everything fr. their trio dynamic could have been legendary #bmw #if you're wondering why im thinking about this blame auguste btw

[theclosetedskeleton]

im going to lose ir me after being selfish and idiotic and not smart enough to realize how my personality makes people leave :]]] ^_^

#another person not talking to me anymore!!! why did past me think shit was gonna change #or maybe im overreacting and i tjhink njust bc im too scared to initiate conversation and said person talks hto someone else way more and #kindof ignores me atp #that automatically makes me the good guy here. bitch it doesn't !!!!! ^_^ #i mask but in the worst way possible i literally strip myself from any qualities that would make me interesting and think #'hmmm!!! i wonder im so alone in person' ITS BECAUSE YOU LITERALLY MAKE YOURSELF UNLIKABLE. LOOK IN THE MIRROR YOURE THW ISSUE #but ive always been weird and i dont think i can even be liked irl if you dont know me well #socializing is so scary but i just need to shut up and mask better #closet rambles again on tumblr #vent

[pcktknife]

most if not all of my worst nightmares are literally always zombie apocalypse related

#it's such an awful situation and without a doubt my first instinct is always to kill myself but the problem is that my family is usually #ALSO apart of the dream and i so i cant do that shit and the dream is really just the dread of not being able to escape an easily escapable #scenario bc theres ppl you care about who also care about you and you dont wanna leave em behind to suffer alone or wonder where youve gone #also yeah the zombies but thats only like 1/3 of the fear those nighmares make me feel #im not waking up in a cold sweat but I'm unnerved i dont like it #kae.txt #those ones also always seem to be the dreams that are hardest to wake up from too #i was just thinking damn i have way too many dreams that are zombie related #i dont watch read or play zombie shit where is it coming from

[skeletons-in-ur-closet]

i AM a violent dog i DO know why i bite

#ok to rb #vent in the tags its a lot u dont have to read #nah but ive been so angry lately #im constantly fighting w my mom and brother but...like im justified every single time #its just like...ive always been the scapegoat of my family (except to my dad) but now hes dead and my mom n brother have been targeting me+ #nonstop. literally 24/7 #for example my mom has not bothered to check on me ONCE since it happened...yet shes constantly treating me like a therapist + #and she always comforts/checks in on my older brother AND she critcizes me for how im handling things or how 'long' everythings taking #all the while they dont lift a fucking FINGER to help me with anything and im doing everythings on my own #while going to school and working full time....to pay THEIR BILLS #idk it just feels like im so fucking alone and yet they just continue to rag on me when im literally doing my fucking best #im not allowed to greive bc im too busy doing their fucking work all while they criticize how i do their work...FOR THEM.... #god forbid im not as talkative as usual bc im stressed (i wonder why) and im the worst person on the planet #literally i will b sitting in silence in my room and theyll find something to make fun of me for or get mad at

[vampiremilfs]

so that “luxury/beige aesthetic in the sims is boring/ugly” girlie turned out to be racist…sorry but im not surprised 💀

#im always gonna be side-eyeing people who are LOUD about their hate for that shit and alpha in general #because 90% of the time that hate got something to do with how black people dress their sims and play. it never fails #you’re entitled to that opinion but iunno. you might need to unpack that! #another thing. as someone who used to be maxis match then maxis mix and is now fully alpha #can we shut the fuck up and leave other people alone. yall need to be fucking kinder for real im sorry #like why is this this shit normalized? yall just jump in here and say the most heinous out of pocket shit about people #who did not a damn thing wrong #and THEN we wonder why simblr got some dumb shit happening every week. yall need to learn how to mind your damn business

[arachnidiots-a]

"when you help someone, you help everyone" -- MAY PARKER

like a river runs, bleachers mutuals may interact (no reblogs!)

#im not sorry for this #like a river runs is the most peter and may ive lost you and i look for you everywhere in the people i meet kinda song #she is always with him!! always!! #he is alone but hes not alone because by god she is always with him and he thinks about her constantly and he wonders what she would think #of him now when hes swinging and studying for the ged. he wonders what she'd say about all the stuff feasts working on #all the good in the world that may parker helped keep alive is alive and it is in peter parker #tw death #tw blood #PBP. WEBHEAD / visage #PBP. MADE IN NYC / musings & aesthetics #PBP. JUST ME AND YOU / dyn. may parker

[silenthillbunni]

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#1st ​my sister was passive aggressive bc i was boiling pasta when she wanted to make her dinner #so she slammed stuff nd chopped veggies aggressively #nd i felt my heart rate spike nd my body go tense nd i always get clumsy nd drop things nd hurt myself when i get that way #but they think i deserve feeling awful bc of mistakes in the past so i cant ask them to stop #i've been walking around w lots of heavy things nd im barely keeping it together #nd i got so mad bc she wouldnt stop so i started slamming the cabinets nd then left when i was done #then my mom nd other sister got home nd i just wanted to ask my mom smth #when i open my door my other sister goes 'omfg already?' #'immediately when we get home i never get a break. it's almost disgusting' #i just got so.. i realized how pathetic nd childish i am so i just went into my room #but then apparently my sister said to mom that *i* was the only one being passive aggressive #so she comes in to talk when i was having my dinner so i said that i plz just wnna eat my dinner #she didnt know nd she's never cared but i wanted to hurt myself so badly i was struggling not to #but then she started screaming at me for being childish nd passive aggressive nd that i never do anything #she left my room. she still talks to my sisters so i know it's onlg me shes sick of #idk.. today is bad bc i cant talk to her nd i dont have ANYONE else to talk to im all alone #and now i barely even wanna go outside my room bc apparently my family thinks i wnna mess w them just for going to the bathroom lmao #i hate myself so much. im so pathetic. im 25yrs old living at home being a burden #nd im just a pathetic nd childish person. i 'need' to talk nd vent nd rant nd #like if i buy some things i have these need to like do a mini haul or if i get books from the library #i wnna show my mom what books i got #it's so childish. i do feel bad for my mom to have to deal w me nd my annoying personality #why cant i jusy be normal. no wonder why i can never keep friends or my family doesnt wnna talk to me. everything abt me fkn sucks #anyway im just feeling so bad and so alone bc my moms mad at me so now i have no one to talk to

[starstiels]

i think of destiel with mitski and i SOB. I FALL THE GROUND AND SCREAM.

#and i know i kissed you before but I DIDNT DO IT RIGHT FAN I TRY AGAIN TRY AGAIN TRY AGAIN AND AGAIN AND AGAIN AND AGAIN #WITH EVERY DROP OF RAIN SAYING I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVEEEEEEE YOU #CAUSE ALL I EVER WANTED WAS YOU ALL I EVER WANTED ALL I WANT IS ALWAYS YOU ITS ALWAYS YOU #I BROKE WHAT YOU GAVE ME BUT YOU KEPT GIVING MORE AND IM SORRY FOR TAKING BUT I KEEP WANTING MORE MORE MORE #JUST DONT LEAVE ME ALONE WONDERING WHERE YOU ARE I AM STRONGER THAN YOU GIVE ME CREDIT FOR #YOU BELIEVE ME LIKE A GOD I DESTROY YOU LIKE I AM #SO WHEN YOU LEAVE ME I SHOULD DIE I DESERVE IT DONT I #sorry anyways #the nov 5th brainworms yk #spn #supernatural #dean winchester #castiel #destiel #nov 5th