hi it's trending again and i'm pretty sure it's because of the polls ly bro <3
WAIT WHAT are you serious? if so that's so funny and cool
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can’t believe i got a 2nd “I would know him even in death” and it’s from a Lego show and said by a fucking monkey
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To kick off the new year here is a low-effort meme that appeals to me and me only
They would actually have a lot to talk about methinks
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Recently i saw a thing saying basically if you have a crying baby and all the babys needs have been met to the best of your ability but they are still crying, it's okay to step away for a minute to recover yourself. And actually its GOOD to do that because if you get frustrated at the baby not stopping crying and you are very tired and mad you might actually lash out at the baby.
And I can't stop thinking about it because I feel like it's unlocked a new way of understanding how to manage my pain/fatigue. If I've done everything I reasonably can manage in that moment to deal with it and I'm still hurting and/or fatigued, it's okay to be like 'well I'm just going to do something nice I can manage anyway' and not get frustrated and distressed by it... I can step away from obsessing about how to fix things for a bit and just be... and I can already feel the decrease in self-hatred and frustration that often leads to me lashing out at myself.
It feels incredibly unfamiliar and radical to NOT always be beating myself up about my disability but I'm liking it. It's just another thing that's been getting better lately I guess :) I hope this keeps going ^-^
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You know....... I never said I couldn't WRITE about the sticks..........
IF U GOT ANY WRITING REQUESTS LEMME HEAR EM, I'LL DO A COUPLE!!!
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the harsher parts of mental illness are always treated so so badly in media and it's genuinely very special to see someone handling them gently - especially because you've said it's very personal for you and that makes it so much easier to like? live in i suppose? because like you said the guilt can be overwhelming and the crushing weight of knowing KNOWING that you're one bad day away from wrecking an important relationship just out of pure FEAR can be so debilitating to live with especially bc people do fundamentally view that as just. a bitch response. knee jerk malice. but it's not half the time it's sheer fear (which doesn't excuse it but it does explain more) so it's nice to see that being treated like the actual complex response it is <3
yes omfg i need to stop getting surprised when taob winds up being incredibly cathartic for me bc i put a bit of myself in it and (shocker!) there are people like that who actually get it. like there are multiple people that to this day ACTIVELY dislike me because i not only said something bad to them but because i ON PURPOSE took the thing i knew would hurt them most and said it in the harshest way i possibly could. like that was a conscious effort on my part i went out of my way to think about what would hurt them and i just went for their jugular. but i wasn't doing it for the sake of meanness any more than i was doing it because they deserved it. like i said before there are two instances when i do this and that's as a defence mechanism or to self-destruct. i dont really do the former anymore - and that took YEARS to grow out of bc that was my Main Response to literally ANY conversation i didnt want to have. people are significantly less likely to ask you personal questions if you immediately try and make them cry when they do lol. this is where 90% of my 'i was a bitch in secondary school' posting comes from - but ironically the less i gave into the former the more it translated into the latter, so i lost either way and so did the people around me. i really dont think im that bad anymore bc i found ways around it and now i cant think off the top of my head anything even CLOSE to what i used to do that's happened recently, but i have YEARS OLD guilt from long dead friendships that i will - and deserve to - live with forever bc regardless of the reasoning behind it i still said terrible things. and like. it never gets talked about bc from an outside pov im very obviously being a complete cunt and who would want to sympathise with that
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