#okay to rb if you want though

[onesidedradiostatic]

Real talk

Im sooooo tired of Vox always being portrayed as the victim and Alastor the only one 100% responsible for their friendship falling apart

Did we all suddenly forgot that Vox is a terrible person too? He brainwashes his audience, he supports Val, he is willing to offer his lowest employees for Val to kill, he's also prob abusive to his employees as well, he stalks pretty much everyone, he has like 5 cameras inside Angel's dressing room, also it's like implied he's jealous of Angel because he gets Val's attention, him being jealous of Angel for being a victim of abuse is pretty messed up if you ask me. Oh he also told Sir Pentious to fucking kill himself and he also gets hard of seeing people in pain and get hurt! (Sure it was Alastor but still messed up)

" he looks so sad at the end of stayed gone when Alastor threatens him I feel so bad for him:(("

Really ? Well maybe if he had just kept his little hate boner for Al to himself instead of feeling to need to start publicly slandering him it wouldn't had happened. Just saying. Also I don't see how people feel bad for him. If anything he looks so extremely pathetic it's laughable I want to kick him

Okay this is kinda out of the point I want to make it's just many people who make him the victim seem to forget he's a terrible person so I just wanted to friendly remind everyone that he's as awful as Al ^^

Anyway

I think, we should acknowledge, that it's a complicated, and probably tragic, situation. What if, maybe, they're both as equal at fault for shit going down hills for their friendship. Vox because he doesn't respect others wishes and cannot take no for an answer, he prob tried forcing Al to move on with recent technology, which Al hates. ((His request to Al to join the Vees also prob meant catching up with the nowdays stuff and new technology, like the rest of them)) and Al because he was prob unnecessary cruel and brutal with his rejection.

I don't think Al was just using Vox like I've seen many people say. He allowed Vox to take a picture of them together. For Al to do that I think it confirms their friendship was genuine. "Ah but it's Alastor so that means it was fake cuz he's an evil manipulative bastard who only cares for him-" You're wrong, but also right lol. He's an evil manipulative bastard, but , he's also capable of genuine friendships with others (( did y'all forget Rosie lol? )). What I think happened is that, time passed , things changed. Vox became obsessed with new technology and tried to force Al to follow in, Al didn't like that, but instead of communicating with eachother and solving their problems by talking it out and respect eachother's wishes, they had an unnecessary argument and fight. They're both to blame for this, they're no victims in the situation and it's okay you can still sympathise with eithers side

Also people who make Al the villain for like not returning Vox's confession and feelings in most One sided Radiostatic videos/fics I've seen-- yikes.. I really hate that I have to literally say to PLEASE don't villiantise the aroace character for being aroace and rejecting confessions. It's extremely ace/arophonic (and yes I get to have a say to this, I'm a replused aroace videos/fics like this genuinely make me feel negative emotions) even if he was extremely cruel with his rejection -- villiantise the fact that he's an asshole- not his rejection.

yes I agree!! this is essentially a consolidation of points I've made before ksdlfglg

like yes, alastor's an absolute shithead but I think there are some people who forget that vox is also... not a good person. I don't think there's anything wrong with there being sympathetic aspects to vox but I feel like there's such a huge amount of fanwork where he's the only one portrayed sympathetically without showing his own bad points in their relationship, and I absolutely hate it when alastor is fully blamed for how vox is now and vox is seen as

yeah

vox got pissy at a rejection, that's not being able to take no for an answer, that's incel behaviour LMAO

feel like there's something to be said about people feeling the need to sympathise with the one with unrequited feelings compared to the one who has to deal with someone expecting romance from them when they don't feel the same. does it have to do with society's expectations about romance that unrequited feelings are more sympathisable?

but yeah I am glad that at least the "complicated" part of the description of their relationship implies to me it won't be as simple as "vox was the poor victim and alastor was just using him", I think it is much more interesting if there's no clear victim and both were at fault in a way

#ask #osrs.txt #I'm gonna avoid heavy tagging because I don't wanna attract discourse #onewaybroadcast #okay to rb if you want though

[tea-of-destiny]

Listen. The ability to very accurately color pick a pride flag from a character's official sprite has no bearing on the correctness of the headcanon.

But also. Oriented aroace Clive real.

#teaposts #idk if i want this in the tags or not #like this isn't supposed to be a quality edit lmao i'm just messing around with palettes and color pickers online #okay to rb if you want though

[lastdivantruther]

i drew this then i forgor

#i wish i was him #you know who #bsd #soukoku #bungou stray dogs #nakahara chuuya #dazai osamu #okay enough tagging because i will get super embrassed if this post finds more than it's target audience #you can rb this if you want though because i will also get super embrassed if i'm alone with this #guys pls #also like #dazai is about to get kicked in the balls #he knows this

[softceleste]

Christopher Briney and Suki Waterhouse in Dalíland (2022)

Please do not save, repost, or edit these gifs for any reason, use the reblog button instead. Also please do not interact if you’re a celeb rp blog or if you write taboo content on your blog, thank you!

#chris briney #Christopher Briney #suki waterhouse #Dalíland #filmedit #cbrineyedit #swaterhouseedit #userdevon #gifs:mine #smoking cw #smoking tw #daliland #opp: jason fields #serissa branwell #...the fact i have a chris set queued for now too is not lost on me but this one was not planned #i mean 0/3 were planned but this one was extra not planned but i want to post it before i crash because it's way past katie sleep hours #it's okay knowing me i won't post new sets for like 3+ months so it'll all even out right??? ngl mostly made this one to rb to my oc #musings side blog it was too jason x seri vibes to not and i'd wait to post but i wanna slide this link to someone before i crash #and i'm so tired i'm shocked i'm not literally collapsing so... bedtime for me <3 if i ever post 3 chris sets this close to each other #again remove idm AND photoshop from me please and thank you <3 night night time though ily guys <3

[fredgar]

redraw of an older fredgar piece 😊

#my art #fredgar #edgar valden #freddy riley #idv #you all WILL love this. OKAY? PROMISE. NOW. #i mmight turn on reblogs for this one because i like it a little bit #but thats only if someone wants to rb it #OH i can respond to REPLIES with THIS BLOG now too!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! #so exciting #it took me ~5-6hrs to make? #so thats pretty awesome i think im getting Faster #i really need to work on my actual things now though #decided to make the sketch runaway and record keeper again because i realized the poses between them were similar #and i wanted to see if i improved (kind of? i definitely shade more complicated but comparing this to my other pieces its not as much impro #ement as id like) #anyways i hope you guys like it #hopefully i can get back into drawing again soon #this is the first fanart piece ive made all of 2024 #:( #wanted to make one earlier but im just. ugh

[jackals-ships]

y'know sometimes you wake up in the middle of the woods having been Isekaid again and or straight up kidnapped. but now you're a glow in the dark lizard, and that's life. or something,

#jackals barks #okay 2 rb #theyre trying to explain this to sabellian and hes just 'mhm. mhm ofc' 'you dont believe me' '...... no.' 'i. fair though ngl' #anyways i wanted 2 give them lil bits of denathrius's colors in their design HJF they're also based on the uhh infinite dragons iirc? #i started this wip like. a year ago i think. or close???

[torchickentacos]

HEARTBREAKING: Person within your oppressed group acts as if they speak for every single other person in the group

#i'm inviting trouble with this one tbh but this is ok to rb. in a rare bitchy mood rn and idc. go for it <3 i'll mute the post if i have to #physically disabled people and our opinions are NOT a monolith i promise skjdksjd #nothing ever is #one person cannot speak for all of us. though this is less one thing and more a general pattern i see sometimes #usually i ignore online opinions I don't see eye to eye with but i had to have my petty moment for this pattern ngl #anyways. i explicitly disagree with other physically disabled people who act like other disabilities are of lower priority or for attention #or who act as if otherwise disabled people are constantly derailing disabled discussion by adding onto it #either explicitly outline a discussion as for fellow physically disabled people only from the get-go #or you can't get mad when wider ranges of disabled people weigh in! #like i GET IT it sucks to feel derailed or spoken over but it's on you to set those parameters if you want to #idk sometimes it's giving 'let the REAL disabled people talk' and i kind of fucking hate it tbh #okay that's my divisive opinion for the month o7 see yall later

[supercantaloupe]

truly detest how pcos tags/forums/etc are absolutely crawling with terfs

#(okay to rb but stay in your lane) #maybe i just want to look and see if anyone else has experienced what i went through today without seeing someone going like #'you'll never be a REAL woman because you DON'T HAVE OVARIES #and will NEVER understand the TRUE WOMANLY EXPERIENCE of having A VERY DISRUPTIVE AND COMPLEX ENDOCRINE AND METABOLIC DISORDER' #like i think there are more important (read: actual) targets to direct our frustration at here than #[checks notes] getting mad at a trans woman for saying she relates to some of the problems caused/faced by having pcos #like. idk. the fucking medical system and lack of research/treatment options #(also. christ. reducing every person w pcos into the 'woman' category automatically bc 'ovary'. #even though it's literally an intersex condition. yikes.) #also i don't know about y'all but i don't wish this on anyone? regardless of gender?? #i actually don't want trans women to have to experience this in order to be considered a True Woman #because i don't want ANYBODY to have to experience this. it sucks! it's not fucking fun! #i just wanted to try and see if other people have gone through the same thing i have. not expand my blocklist by half a mile tonight. #i wanna talk about me #even though i didn't exactly find what i was looking for (😔) and i had to play fucking whack-a-terf while searching #if there's any bright side to be found it's the number of posts/people affirming pcos as an intersex condition/identity #i saw someone say 'if you don't want the [intersex] umbrella for yourself you don't have to take it #but it's nice to have in the closet for a rainy day' #and. man. yeah.

[irritablepoe]

#hello me made meme #don't read too much into it though hahahahaha i need help💀 #it's just my upcoming period telling me everyone hates me but jic you do actually hate me you have to legally tell me #also i can post the meme template for this idk if anyone would want to use it but yeah jic😌 #bsd memes #also okay to rb ofc

[weeb-polls-with-pip]

Did the heroacasorter for fun since I saw people on twitter passing it around lol. I'm not really surprised by my results, though there's more ties than I thought there'd be. If I redid it, I'd put Izuku above Bakugou, and Toga above Nejire. Ochako before Shinsou is fine though.

#somehow slidin' go ended up at the very bottom of the ranking which is endlessly funny to me #not poll related #okay i lied inasa making it into the top 20 is a bit surprising to me. it's because he scores well on the himbocity scale #bnha #boku no hero academia #nagant's placement... that was my sapphic hindbrain taking control i admit #y'know i think ochako should have been above neji-chan and eri too. not sure what happened there. i love all of them though #feel free to ask what number ranking any other character got if you want #also rb with your results too if u do it! it's always fun to see other ppl's favs :)

[raazberry]

i think it's beautiful how different everyone is and how we can all work together in our own little ways to help each other out but the fact that it's so easy to feel ashamed of your own difference makes me so sad

#like you can feel alienated SO easily even though everyone is technically an alien to each other #in the sense that we're all different and unknown to the other #becahse it is kinda impossible to know someone fully like completely #only you yourself would know #and sometimes even you might not #idk if this makes sense i just feel really. sad i guess #because even after everything we rarely ever celebrate different and only try our hardest to like #force people to always be a certain way experience the same things #even though that's literally not how life works #this is not to say that i'm against community! pls don't take it that way #shared experiences and even just in general friends and community are great #(lmao this sounds like i'm talking about the TV shows) #but like y'know? #in life in general i wish feeling different was a good thing #i don't want to feel ashamed of being different becahse i An different #and that's okay #and everyone else is different too and that's great #this has just been bothering me a lot lately #zzz #ok to rb #it's not a rant just me thinking thoughts

[possessed-pack]

As a fictive of a temporary fusion of two characters, my identity is a little bit more complicated than most others in my system. This post will be me explaining my identity as a possessed Hunter fictive in a little more depth than I've done in the past.

Warnings: Spoilers for The Owl House up until and including season 3 episode 1, very brief mentions of abuse, very brief mentions of death.

In my memories, everything was canon compliant for the most part, up until a certain point. For needed context for those unfamiliar with the source, Belos is the main villain of the series and he had made Hunter as essentially a clone of his dead brother. Hunter was raised on the Boiling Isles--an alternate dimension to the human realm--by Belos as his "nephew". Hunter was mistreated and lied to about his origins, but he managed to get out and made friends with Luz and the rest of her group.

Eventually, the main group ended up stuck in the human realm, along with Belos, who then possessed Hunter and tried to hurt his friends. In my memories, we died in the fight immediately following the possession, and we ended up here in our system, still fused together--except it's not just Belos in control anymore, it's a weird amalgamation of both of us.

We're not a subsystem, because we're not separate at all, though in the beginning it was much closer to something along those lines. We'd only have one stream of thought at a time, but it'd be both of us thinking at the same time, though it didn't blend seamlessly together into a new person. Considering both of our different views on... Pretty much anything, I'd be arguing with my own thoughts in my brain a lot of the time and trying to figure out what I actually wanted. Responding to what people asked me took time, and it was overall unpleasant.

It was hard, especially because I couldn't separate into my two parts. I didn't know how and it just made things worse because it felt like my brain was constantly tearing itself apart, but nothing I could ever do would actually separate us. It hurt a lot, knowing that I was my own abuser and my own victim at the same time. And knowing that some people were going to be scared of me regardless of me still being part Hunter, because I was also the villain of the series and I did do terrible things also hurt a lot. I felt my existence itself was a contradiction and I was fighting with myself every waking moment to properly function.

Recently though, I've discovered that as time went on, I've become more separate from Hunter and Belos. I'm not either of them anymore, I'm Mal. I'm a new person, my own person separate from them, regardless of the fact that they made me who I am. I don't argue with myself, I have a new name, I didn't do all the horrible things that Belos did even though he's a part of me, I'm less stressed overall and I have separate interests to the both of them, even if some of those interests do overlap. Over time, things became much easier for me. It felt more like we were three people rather than two people stuck together, and it felt so much better to actually function that way.

We've been able to separate since. It happened during a particularly stressful period of time, but we separated, and my components changed their names to be Horizon (Hunter) and Bait (Belos). They were unstable being separate at first, finding it hard to exist as their own people after so long. In the beginning they were both scared of each other as well. Horizon was worried that Bait would want nothing to do with him anymore and that I would stop existing forever and my partners would be upset with him, and Bait was worried the same way. They did speak though, and they'd even consider each other friends now, despite their history.

Now we fuse and unfuse whenever we'd like, and all parts of who I am are stable. When they combine to make me, I still don't argue in my own thoughts, and when they separate, they're able to be their own people. I still feel as if people who know my source and are from it see my icon on Discord and avoid me, and as much as that does hurt, I know that I'm not my source and none of us--not even Bait--have done anything bad here.

Overall, we've really improved as a whole, despite our struggles. Our identity is still very complicated, but it at least isn't causing us any harm anymore.

#alterhuman #fictive #plural #actuallyplural #plural system #plurality #toh fictive #op #i told you i would write the post #thank you to anyone who reads #and questions are welcome--our ask box is open #also yes this is okay to rb #do whatever you want with it #thats why its here #hopefully someone gains something from this though idk what youd gain lol #this was mainly just me writing for the sake of writing #mal (tox/he/they)

[dandyshucks]

if I try to mess with the eyes on the first one anymore I'm going to lose my mind DBDNDML so here have some self insert art,,,, also the houndoom was largely copied from someone else's art (dvixie/SkyVixie on deviantart, the art seems to have been taken down from their gallery though, I just found the art on pinterest and then had to track down the artist fjfkdl idk why ppl repost art with no credit 😭), I was trying to just get a feel for drawing them so I figured (HEAVILY) referencing someone else's piece would be alright for this sort of personal art thing!!

#aaaand I'll turn off rbs too djdksl i dont want to take any credit for that houndoom #i changed a couple minor things but dbfkdl it rly is just me looking at that other person's art and trying to draw it myself #it was good for getting a feel for how to draw them though!!! this was before the other art featuring houndoom i did a while ago #so i think it helped a lot to be able to draw houndoom again on my own this time fjfkdjdl #gave me a feel for placement and anatomy and whatnot #i know copying is largely considered to be Bad in the art community but if u do it the right way i think it can be beneficial to ur art #u just have to be careful and not claim credit for it fjdkl like... idk be smart and respectful #i think this is the first time I've ever done smth like this actually SNDKSL #the closest i get to copying is using free-to-use pose bases occasionally and even then i sometimes clarify in the tags that im using one #every day i fear someone will walk up and show all the drawings I've used free-to-use pose bases for #and be like AHA. I'VE FOUND YOU OUT. YOU'RE A FAKE ARTIST!!!! #and its like... no... i just like using free-to-use pose bases sometimes DBDJDKL #takes out the work of figuring out posing sometimes when im tired of coming up w my own fjfkdl #ANYWAYS. RAMBLE OVER SORRY SNDJFKDL #moral of the story: if u copy art just do it in a respectful and clear way and don't take credit for it when its not yours sbdjdksl #okay im going to skedaddle off this post before i stick my foot in my mouth if i havent already djdkdls WAUGH i am afraid of posting this #but i want to share self insert stuff somewhere sjfjdkl and i like the human posing i did on the second one so... SIGH. #dandy.cmd #doodlebug.png #junebug 🪲

[came0dust]

trying to figure out how i want to draw him

#my art #... my tagging system is a mess and its only been like 5 posts. ANYWAYS #son goku #okay you know what thats it thats all im doing i gotta like standardize it ill do it later #im planning to do some studying as well as force myself to rest a bit bc i have been Drawing but kind of neglecting some fundamentals #ive been making a point to stretch periodically but if im getting shoulder cramps and turning into a pretzel posture-wise i think thats #a pretty decent sign that i need to step back #might round up some older art but one thing ive been wanting to do is make some image descriptions for some posts that didnt have them #as well as read up on best practice for them in the first place as im basically playing by ear #in any case expect some self rbs and maybe some older art depending on how i feel about them #(unlikely though as just with this from like 2 days ago ive already soured on it a little plus i want to do something else from here)

[umbrify]

Mmm rock

Or, I felt like drawing The Entity. Just for funsies. Here’s a silly little lined paper doodle that I colored

#umbrify rambles #umbrify draws #I’m not gonna main tag this cause it’s just a scribble #okay to rb though if you happen to want to

[carcinized]

also for those of you who dont know, i write a fic called C-17!!! its a ctubbo centric space fic featuring other cast members as well where he is a quantum physicist who pisses off the wrong people and Plot Ensues. also its a political drama of sorts with scientific jokes and things. also they fly around in space a lot and the worldbuilding is my pride and joy <3 i update very very slowly but chapter 4 is going to be released this sunday hopefully!! if all goes according to plan it will be a trilogy :] anyways feel free to check it out!

#its my pride and joy forrealsies #feat clingyduo and beeduo (though theirs is a little more analysis-y than fluffy ig?) and also. a special cabinetduo bit I MEAN WHAT #im so excited for chapter 4 you guys ccabinet mean the world to me. theyre not. im not saying theyre in it but also im totally saying that #anyways its my pride and joy you should check it out and if you want to make me the happiest little guy ever you should comment #or send me an ask here i will actually love you forever. i think about my little guys all the time #OKAY SORRY JUST WANTED TO SELF PROMO BC I HAVE NEW PEOPLE #AND HAVENT UPDATED THE FIC SINCE JUNE ;-; #OKAY YEHA BYE NOW I HAVE TO FINISH EDITING #tobin talks #cinfermta #this is fine to rb btw if you want to show it to other people. i will be very happy