#on discord if anyone needs me.

[goldshadows]

damn i almost wanna write again.

#so anyway. #the beastie boys died for my right to party. / munchie‚ general. #on discord if anyone needs me.

[bixels]

While I do think anon was rude, I do think it's pretty shitty to set up all this stuff you were going to add the au and then just drop it. It's disappointing. Definitely unfollowing.

Bye.

#ask me #anon #once AGAIN. #I am not dropping anything #the au is not getting cancelled. more than likely i'm gonna take a break from it until i find motivation again #But I've been drawing the AU for half a fucking year #In that time I've only drawn 5 things that aren't mlp related #I'm getting tired and my last few posts didn't do as well as I'd hoped #And I'm not about to burn myself out on mlp au art even if I really do love making it #I'm still gonna make comics. I have a bunch of ideas. #Tulli and I still wanna do the limited run merch shop #Discord is still coming. Sunset is still coming. Sombra is still coming. I have so many ideas #But I need to do something else for my own sake. Did you know I was supposed to get the background 6 designs done by now #But I didn't because I'm TIRED #I've been keeping myself on a schedule to keep content pumping despite travel and school and family and I'm tired #what i'm getting isn't matching what i'm giving and that's nobody's fault. i'm not frustrated at anyone. a slump was bound to happen #drawing the au was fun until it become my Thing. Because when your Thing––your identity––starts to faulter #it can really make you freak out #And that's not healthy for the project or for myself. I need to find the fun again and I'm sure I will #I'm really appreciative of everyone's support in my inbox and replies it really does mean a lot especially given that about 2/3 of my #followers followed for mlp. But if you're gonna react to me saying “i'm gonna cool down on mlp art and draw my own stuff” with “i'm #disappointed in you." then Leave! I think it's good you're unfollowing #you are not obligated to stick by my side! But don't act like I'm doing you a disservice by turning my attention elsewhere #I didn't promise anyone anything and I definitely didn't say I'm breaking any promises.

[chocolate-cringymuffin]

Ah, nothing like a good morning with your royal wife and your “no lighting at home” lovely husband 🥰

If you want to put something funny in their cups there’s this blank version:

#thanks to the discord server once again🔥🔥🔥 #Azula is just grumpy because she woke up and she is not allowed to throw lighting at anyone #but she is gonna be fine #she just needs a good cup of morning coffee and a hug from his husband #apologies if they look weird but I haven’t draw as often as I used to #at least not for personal stuff until this month #because I finally finished a big project and now I have vacations yay! #O am not sure why but I think Azulaang has an special spell on me #when I feel stressed or I have art Block I suddenly draw Azulaang and it looks great #or at least decent #anyways appreciate the power of Azulaang🔥💖🔥💨 #korranok art #azulaang

[satari-raine]

I'm still not used to fully talking on here but I just have to talk for a minute about Sleep Token and Wembley.

They did fantastic. After touring so much this year, doing back-to-back shows, dealing with a band member having to take a leave of absence for most of their final tour, incorporating new changes to their routine and style, and with Vessel having hurt his voice during such a huge show, they did fantastic.

I watched along with Discord. Mostly lurked. And everything I saw from the effects on stage, the fun antics, the performances, the playing - guitars, bass, drums, the dancers, the choir - they did fantastic. And Vessel. I said it in chat that he doesn't need to hurt himself or his voice to earn the love of those who listen to his music, but he kept going. He sang, and pushed through when he had every right in the world to put a stop to the show and focus on his health. He kept on going while also giving to the crowd the chance to carry him through, and seeing everyone - from those on stage with him to the crowd to people in chat and what I saw on here - still loving him, loving them?

They did fucking fantastic, and I dare anyone tell me otherwise. As a community, we should be celebrating them despite any differences of opinion - being kinder and supportive of one another is literally everything they've shown with III's situation and in general. It's what so many of us showed back to them with the hand salutes for III and the marked ? on our hands during specific songs. Their new outfits have fan-made decals to them, for fuck's sake. They are absolutely, without a doubt, genuine about making everyone feel loved.

Look, I'm just a stranger on the internet at the end of the day but this band has come to mean so much to me since I found them, to the point where they've honestly kept me going some days - them and the wonderful people I've met through them - and I just need them to know that they did fantastic, their music still brings people together despite hiccups along the way, and regardless of any of those hiccups, they are so loved. Loved beyond belief.

The night didn't just belong to all of us at Wembley, but to them, too.

#Satari rambles #Sleep Token #I'm sorry if this is too much but I just had to get something out #I usually don't swear much either but just #Yeah #Had to ramble #Especially after seeing him do BloodSport despite his voice and health and then seeing the entire crew and band rush to him to celebrate #The way he fell to his knees and bowed so low his forehead touched the stage #I cannot tell anyone how much his strength and emotional depths and just him #What they all have started meaning to me #If anyone needs me I'm going to be throwing love at the Discord mods and vibing with the lovely people here while I try not to keep crying #And people are more than welcome to reblog this too if it resonates #And it goes without saying that they all deserve as much rest and downtime as they want #The band and the crew and the dancers and choir #Everyone #Love you all

[phantomskeep]

okay don't get me wrong, I love the entire "batfam adopts danny" au. It's amazing and getting to see danny interact with the bats? Chefs kiss.

BUT I propose to you all; lesbian moms poison ivy and harley quinn find danny all beaten up in an ally near the dead mall and low key adopt him. Or high key adopt him? Idk but poison ivy is my favorite anti-hero and harley going apeshit on some GIW goons is something akin to a daily fantasy for me. Give that boy some protective queer moms he needs them in his life.

#danny phantom #dp x dc #dc x dp #dc universe #poison ivy #harley quinn #lesbian moms?? #say less #i have also heard rumors of a danny phantom fan discord #anyone wanna give me the link to that? #plz #i need more dp fandom friends #dp #dp discord #let poison ivy be dannys mom #PLEASE

[i-am-just-a-skeleton]

asaddhgfkAHJgdshGjhg i wanna meet other genderfluid people and talk about genders an shit

if y'all'r out there

hmu

hey edit for anyone who sees this as just the original post: we've made a discord server, it's not exactly organised yet but it exists and there's a link to it in the reblogs

#genderfluid #btw if anyone wants to be a moderator for the server please dm me here or on discord i will probably need help with this

[hella1975]

hiiii haha. hello. exceptionally awkward introduction bc idrk how to start something like this so let's just jump right in. im taking a break from this account for a bit. i know i said i wanted taob out before halloween and currently im fine sticking with that deadline, but if i decide i need longer away then i will take longer away. every time ive reassured people that id never abandon a fic and updates will always come eventually i never once considered that my writing and ability to feel safe and comfortable on this site would be actively taken from me, so im not even going to apologise. i dont want this either and more importantly i dont fucking deserve it. i dont know what it is in the past year, if ive hit a certain amount of followers or 'popularity' that's made it so the natural ratio of positive to negative interactions must in turn go up, but there's been a serious uptick in weird asks for me. the annoying part is that a very small amount of them are actually objectively mean and hateful, the rest are just weird and invasive from people who seemingly dont realise that's what they're being. ive reached a point where i dont care if the intentions are good. it's not my job as a 20 year old tumblr user of all things to defend the morality of someone who couldnt even bother to come off anon. unfortunately, after blocking only one or two anons, the weird asks have decreased substantially, which says all you need to know about the fascinating and exhilarating lives led by these people, but ive also gone on to turn anon asks off entirely. this is something i actively fought against doing and had to be pushed into by my mutuals (who have been the coolest people on planet earth during this entire thing). turning off anon was a big deal to me even if it sounds silly. i felt betrayed and like id been backed into a corner because it was so vehmently something i DIDNT WANT that to feel like i had to do it anyway for my own mental health??? that sucks. so even though ive 'fixed' the problem, im still kind of reeling and uncomfortable every time i come on tumblr. i hope it's just something i need time to ease because i'll truly be devastated if this becomes 'ruined' for me. tumblr exists as the only place in the world where i am honestly every facet of myself without shame or hesitation; losing that would be insanely harmful to me. and to the people who cant appeal to the actual human behind the post, let me put that in words you can understand: we wouldn't get any more writing 😦😦😦 riots and fires and sirens, i know. so yeah. to anyone who has sent me an anon ask and you're now wondering if you were part of the problem, im firmly of the belief that you'll know if you are. when i say 'weird asks' i dont mean 'you sent me a para about your personal life just to vent or ask for advice' or 'you sent me a really deep emotional compliment about the impact me and/or my writing has had on you' - i love asks like that, so much that i put off taking a break and turning off anon solely for the joy they bring me. im sorry that it might feel like you're being punished too bc of the actions of what in reality is a HANDFUL of weird people, but this is what i feel like i have to do to feel safe and not go insane every time i log in. love you guys, hopefully ill see you soon x

#seriously another shout out to my mutuals #id particularly like to say thank you to boom who's always right there for me no matter what's happening or how insane im being #and also everyone in our little discord that wound up having to make a whole new channel for venting #bc i was there so often like 'today's weird ask isssss.... telling me about my cupsize!! rip them to shreds!!!' #hannah and theo especially being there and pushing me to finally turn off anon. war is truly over #and of course rori bc the shamelessness u show when hating on my anon asks has been genuinely really cathartic #sometimes u really do just need a rottweiler mutual to tell random people online to kill themselves 😭 #okay weird oscar acceptance speechcore gratitude over. i do just rlly love my mutuals #like i went three years not telling anyone about the worse side of internet popularity for fear of looking spoiled and ungrateful #so for the first time to open up about it and be met with outrage on my behalf and people saying in fact it's MORE fucked up #than i initially realised bc ive grown desensitised to it is. yeah cathartic i guess #they are singlehandedly reassuring me of the good this cursed app still holds #so everyone thank them and send them flowers NOW #okay im done i think. see you guys soon. i truly do want to come back asap bc like i said i NEVER EVEN WANTED TO FUCKING LEAVE #SOME ASSHOLES JUST HAD TO PUT GRENADES ON WHAT I ASSUMED WERE VERY UNIVERSAL AND OBVIOUS BOUNDARIES #if you're reading this like 'ohhh fuck i defo sent something invasive lately. i thought it was a joke/we were friends' #then 1) we arent friends if you're on anon. it immediately creates a power imbalance where you know me and any necessary context #but i have no idea who you are or how much you know about me. that's already a fucked dynamic #and 2) I HOPE YOU FEEL BAD. LIKE GENUINELY I HOPE YOU FEEL AWFUL AND HAVE A GOOD LONG LOOK AT YOURSELF #okay i think that's all. ta-ra lads??? how tf do u end something like this #ive queued this to reblog a couple more times throughout the day

[merakiui]

i always love it in twst events when the characters are trying foods local to that region because the way they describe the food is so enjoyable to see. :D they talk about the entire flavor profile and composition and get so invested in the taste, texture, smell, etc of the food that it's as if they're judges in a cooking contest breaking down the food to its most yummiest layers.

they can't just say the food is good; they have to really, truly describe it so it's as if you are having the same experience alongside them. and i think it's very nice to read about. (ᴗ͈ˬᴗ͈)ꕤ.ﾟ

#meraki mumbles #anyone else: wow this is good food #the twst cast: i need this recipe tattooed in my brain and i need this food inside me and i need to always taste and smell this forever #i like the energy of enjoying yummy foods to such a degree that it warrants an entire detailed description #it makes me hungry just reading it... orz #AAAAA OKAY ENOUGH MUMBLING ;;;;; BACK TO DISCORD MOD ZUZU WIP

[moeblob]

Unrelated to the art: I added a song on YT to a playlist I have for OSTs and I've listened to it like two times in full and as i was waiting on it to load to listen to while I colored I saw it had...... 5 views. Total. FIVE VIEWS. And this is the third time I've had it open. WELP. Thank you to the one person who recently uploaded a game from the Wii's OST.

Related to the art: I still love Sharena.

#fe heroes #sharena #she deserves art always but esp when i just need a ray of sunshine #im getting really mad about petty things when i post art here and share on discord #so i just..... hope i can go a week in the future drawing people i like without getting tags that bother me #like i know its nothing serious and no one is actively trying to be mean but i have a peeve and people keep activating it #and the last time i even mentioned it i got a call out post basically so im trying to keep it to myself #and not make a big deal about it bc it really isnt a big deal #but its incredibly demotivating and getting to the point ive thought that blocking people would be nice #and literally no one has done the thing to be mean ! so i feel bad blocking anyone so i havent blocked anyone #anyway have sharena while i slink off tumblr to agonize

[the-tired-commander]

Gonna post these seperately to the poll just in case anyone would like a nice leaf holding a gun

#gw2 #this is dumb but it made me laugh #thats why i made them #i do have tiny versions of them that i made into discord emotes if anyone wants those #i feel like i need the caithe one as well #i know it exists

[nibblyssacrifice]

i need some 911 fanfic writers to brainstorm some of my ideas with. is there something like a discord server or groupchat i could join? just to bounce some ideas around with, offer each other feedback and support

i love brainstorming and sharing ideas with my besties but i need some more fandom specific people im noticing

#911 #911 show #911 fanfic #911 discord #911 fandom #is there anything? #i hope so #or if anyone wants to like brainstorm with me #feel free to drop in my messages or inbox #this is specifically for two buddie fics #buddie #buck #eddie #evan buckley #eddie diaz #one is a tangled au #the other one is a volleybal au #but i also want to dip my toes into henren in the future #and idk i just need some more people #is this desperate? perhaps

[nightmaremybeloved]

do u think the wider mcyt sphere ever gets tired of being so negative towards dteam and friends. i dont even mean their fanbases atp because i have good friends in those fan spaces that are NOT going to waste their time getting angry about dream existing. so like whats up with these cc's that seem to think they'll burst into flames unless they show how much they REALLY dont support dteam at every avaliable avenue. its so cringe.

#its been so long since ive had #to think about #how upset mcc #makes me ??? #but its ridiculous to find out #how theyre treating sapnap jusy #because he's talented AND friends w dream #like if it was anyone else getting #their 6th win or whatever #u know they'd at least be wishing them #good luck or saying “hey good game” #over discord at the end #but NOTHING ???? god mcc needs to die #theres hasnt been sportmanship #in ages and its been hurting #smaller ccs even longer than that

[68spidey]

Well ig it's time to start writing for 2k17! 😳 hmm

#y'all are some supportive lil buggers #thank you for keeping me going #need to make a discord or smn for the moots #if that'd interest anyone anyway

[commsroom]

if u wanna be horny for doug eiffel u have to make peace with, even find eroticism in, the fact that there is no way he is as good at sex as he thinks he is. he wants to be a dom so bad its unreal but he just doesn't have the stamina to do much. u can thank me later

this is so funny. don't worry, i have more than made my peace with this. i think it's sexy. eiffel thinks he's being smooth for things that are deeply corny + embarrassing, but anyone who would be charmed by someone like eiffel will be into that, so. it's a feedback loop. i don't think i'd say he wants to be a dom; he just wants to emulate whatever pop culture movie men he thinks are cool, and could maybe get a little too into roleplaying if you let him. overall he's just an average guy with very average taste. also he's got smoker's lungs and the worst diet ever and literally never exercises. and i want him.

#reminds me of when aicha told me she can't even make fun of eiffel because i'm just going to be like. i know. it's so hot #people love to tell me things like 'he would last thirty seconds and pass out on top of you' as if that is going to deter me #and anyone who talks to me on discord can tell you i'm actually very restrained about him here. considering. #anyway whatever. i think he likes cowgirl. need his lazy ass #asks

[spinjitsuburst]

so i accidentally clicked the trending tag on tumblr and this image made me laugh really hard

so

it's a Sign we're getting jay stuff soon i feel it in my bones guys

#this is also stanley from the stanley parable. to me. #also the reason it's probably trending is the CEO being a transphobic piece of shit so just. in case it needed to be said trans rights and #fuck the CEOs behavior #anyways #I ALSO HAVE. A DISCORD IF ANYONE WANTS TO JOIN it started as the place for my secret santa but it's still around lmao #you have to be 16 to enter because i don't wanna be in charge of a bunch of kiddos but yea :D #spinjitsu screams #ninjago #jay #jay walker #dragons rising

[theokusgallery]

Ma no pandora 🌟

i am. completely incoherent

#im already gushing and keysmashing at you on discord so im just going to. let people look at it. #admire it. print it. frame it. put it on their wall. worship it every morning. #just me? just me okay #this is maybe the best coolest thing anyone's ever done #i am going insane. #tosteur-gluteal #ask #fanart #arsenic #le charisme putain je. #ok non faut que j'arrête de regarder le dessin parce que je. je perds mes mots à une vitesse impressonnante #(swoons and falls over and faints) #omori #you should post this on your blog. its good art and you need to like #people need to fucking see this from your blog it's so. it's so good just. oh my god just look at it #im making incoherent gay noises right now.