#or throw myself into a hole

[shober-arts-blog]

ops my hand slipped

#shib doodles #blaze and the monster machines #batmm #sorry not sorry for this #*throws myself into a hole*

[sergle]

I didn't get itchiness, but I DO get a much less expected post-op discomfort: anytime I get a chill / I'm cold in general, it REALLY REGISTERS a sensation in the incisions around my NIPS

#those stitches are all like HOUHG #the incisions SPECIFICALLY. I can feel the CIRCLE OF NERVES #once again it's like I'm strapped to a TENS unit. incredible #sergle.txt #that's today's NIPPLE UPDATE thanks for coming everybody I'll be gathering you all again once there's more to say #AND IT'S GETTING COLD OUTSIDE. throws myself into a hole

[caitlin-cries]

in any life i think i would have found you // dnf

Dream: The realisation that, once again, I met someone that's not going to be my friend, but something more. They were never meant to be my friend in the first place. I can't avoid it. If I'm going to fall in love, I'm going to fall in love. So this song is a cry to please be gentle, please don't make me even more paranoid.

#dreamnotfound #dreamwastaken #dream #georgenotfound #sobing crying throwing up i love them #soulmates #compliations #they're so invisible string and timeless coded #like who let them be so perfect for each other I'll throw up and bury myself in a hole

[re-decorate]

five years of trench ||-//

#half a DECADE of dema #txt #twenty one pilots #please excuse me while i go throw myself into a hole #i don’t think I’d be the person i am today without trench and trench era and tumblr clique during trench era and the bandito tour and #something something we’re twenty one pilots and so are you

[seth-shitposts]

"By the light of Lothal's moons."

Kallus states it as a promise, matching Zeb's desperation to reach into the light of the truth.

#just a little bit that i can't use in the scene I'm writing because it would cause a major plot hole #but i cannot bring myself to forget and throw into the void entirely. #so accept this small piece #i may use it for something else in the future #or it may just only sprout here #I'm not sure #I just know that it needed to be shared #alexsandr kallus #star wars rebels #swr #kalluzeb #garazeb orrelios #zeb orrelios #star wars

[somer-writes]

I’m begging you, please go take one of those typing speed tests and get back to us. To get down 2k in 15 minutes you’d have to be able to type around 133 wpm. And then you do that while also having a coherent story? I can get down about 2k in an hour if the words are really flowing, and my typing speed is already 90-100 wpm when I’m pushing myself, but I have to stop and think about where my story is going, interactions, etc. Fo you even like stop and think, or does the Muse seize you and you just go?

theyre so stressful D: i got 61 on a 1 min test i found online. I only clocked that 2k during a NaNo sprint where a prize was at stake so i consider it an outlier XD

my mother was a very strict typist. i still dont type "properly" bc small hands/ambidextrous means i keep my hands positioned differently on the keyboard. have you heard of that alternate keyboard format thats supposed to increase wpm?? instead of qwerty its like durty or something??

i do not think just write XD my brain makes moving pictures and then i put those pictures on paper (or try to). i dont go back and edit until im cleaning up after i already have the ideas down. that includes moving stuff around or thinking things out to the next step.

best advice i heard which i live by is think of the next step, not the next gap and i write that way too. i just word vomit and sometimes it turns out okay.

personally i do think my quality suffers as compared to other lovely writers such as yourself but comparison is the thief of joy so i try not to do that.

#my method is i have none #i throw spaghetti at the wall and if it sticks shes good #i write myself into holes often #and i cannot write a coherent plot for the life of me #like i can barely hit 50k for a cohesive piece bc i run out of places for the story to go without being indulgent at that point #baby somer was bad with purple prose #current somer is just getting out of a minimalist phase

[martyrbat]

in the newest edition of skinny bitch audacity (fatphobia):

comparing weight gain to... being a meth addict. and that you can look at someone and be qualified to say theyre degrading their health if they arent a small enough size for you to be attracted to them/be 'acceptable'

[IF YOU SHAME ADDICTS ON THIS POST YOURE GETTING BLOCKED. IF YOU SHAME FAT PEOPLE ON THIS POST YOURE GETTING BLOCKED. I WILL NOT WARN YOU TWICE.]

#literally as someone who put a small hole in my nose from snorting pills i stole and destroyed an oven making meth #i think my eating disorder is and always will be the biggest health issue i have subjected myself too #people treated me better when i was skinnier and diluting drain killer and throwing up on myself after attempting suicide #then being fat and more gentle to my body despite my surroundings #im disabled and not the healthiest vs walking 30 miles a day before but... i was fucking destroying my organs and had no personality #that isnt healthy!!!! #this is the same mindset that encourages eating disorders! that encourages and excuses doctors dismissing fat people's problems and blaming #it on weight when that isnt a factor! the same mindset that kills thousands!! get a life get a personality and stay out of peoples business! #thats not even going into how fatphobia as a whole has racist origins and how it still upholds to this day! #educate yourself and liberate yourself instead of still upholding this bullshit that harms millions #i hate skinny bitches you owe me 500 dollars and the decency to shut the fuck up for forever #ransom note #cw fatphobia #also adding that note at the end like. this site loves being hostile to fat people AND addicts and im not entertaining your audacity either

[sophieswundergarten]

@nobodysdaydreams @oflightningandstars

Here are the beginning dregs of my Wolf 359 MBS AU:

Constance is the incredibly odd and unique AI that runs the space station (She's got some secrets!), while Reynie is the Communications Officer whose job it is to ensure that messages and recordings are being made and stored or sent back to Earth as needed. Kate is the Commander of the ship, and she loves her job so much. She gets a harpoon gun. She has full run of the air vents. It's awesome. Sticky is a scientist, but he's only really had book experience, so the samples and experiments that he's responsible for are maybe something that their bosses should have not given him charge of with no explanation.

(Also, Mr. Benedict is not part of command. You should be very concerned that these people are cool sending children into space)

#I am going to probably expand upon this later #Along with the Doctor Who AU #And the Wizard of Oz one #And also I have to finagle the Secret Garden AU post in my drafts #I think I need to work on that Constance/SQ Switched AU as well #Hmmm #I may have dug myself into a most unwise hole here #Also I could do it with the adults #But this was my first idea #So I'm throwing it out there #Deal with this mess later

[noodleblade]

brain blast explosion happening in

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#today has been hectic and stressful and AHHHH #i just want to throw myself into a dark hole #my brain hurts #rambles

[honkygay]

im so sorry but i read a detective murder mystery book and it has. no fuckung fandom behind it and ive decided even tho probably no one will like it im going to make my own shit for it. so enjoy robert hunter and carlos garcia kissing.

also fuck the canon descriptions im making my own.

#robert hunter #honkygaydraws #robert hunter books #robert hunter series #chris carter #chris carter books #chris carter series #carlos garcia #carlos garcia robert hunter #im going to draw lucien next #i know im digging myself a hole by turning to a fandom that has next to NO fanart so just. just bare with me pls #treat them like OC’s if u must #i am after all throwing canon descriptions out the window #for example lucien is blond in my head. #blondie lucien folter #robert hunters autistic ass #carlos garcias ADHD ass #pushes them together like barbie dolls #mwah mwah mwah #theyre GAY.

[ineffablemossy]

Not me casually grappling with my mortality as I realise I might never see Halley's Comet with my own eyes

#yes i am am writing a fic featuring this comet #halley's comet #its very special to Crowley #so i am going down a black hole about it and making myself melancholy #totally normal behaviour #I was only 2 last time it came around the Sun #at least I got to see Hale-Bopp in '97 #it won't be visible to the naked eye again until *checks notes* 2061 #brb crying #screaming crying throwing up #astronomy #comets are cool #crowley

[onlyhuis]

his eyes are sooo sparkly i could actually cry he is literally the prettiest man in the whole entire universe. the universe itself lives in his eyes

#[💒] — june.txt #no like u dont get it im not joking rn there are literally tears in my eyes #i love love loooove dark dark brown eyes like theyre so dark they look almost black. theyre so so so fucking pretty theyre my favorite #im literally gonna throw myself into the ocean and drown in the sea of my tears #june opened pinterest and went down an emotional rabbit hole sorry guys #look at how beautiful he is. iam going to kill myself with a rock #everyone leave my blog i need a moment alone with him #i am going to stare into his eyes for eons. for all of eternity #sitting at my laptop tears rolling down my cheeks 468 pinterest tabs oepn #hes so stunning i am going to commit an atrocious crime #hes so gorgeous do u see him. do u see him. look at him right now #dont even ask me about his moles i dont have the emotional stability to start like please i cant. only one facial feature per day #so. unfortunately i Do have to go die now .goodbye #[🐈] — jun visuals

[paellegere]

it is utterly miserable for a mediocre show to have a really good plot or make god tier parallels or connections because you're like well this show isn't good and the writing is flimsy and there are so many holes and bland storylines, but they paralleled the season finale to an earlier season finale and then made the weight of that decision foundational to the next season so now my every waking thought is consumed by it

#liveblogging: supernatural #i'm shaking and trembling as the horrors consume me #season 9 was so lacking for it to have been so significant and insane #sam's CHOICE he CHOSE dean. he CHOSE codependency. he CHOSE love for his brother above ALL ELSE #and then season 10 kicks off with all of that CRASHING DOWN AROUND HIM #1. he can't save his brother 2. his brother hates him 3. he's having all his shortcomings thrown in his face #he gave up EVERYTHING for dean in the s9 finale. and then dean TURNS INTO A DEMON #this show is not good. the writing isn't good. technically speaking. there are so many plot holes. senseless retcons. underexplored ideas #it's flimsy and weak and poorly paced and developed #and then they throw THIS SHIT into it #like WHAT am i supposed to do. WHAT am i supposed to feel #season 9 sucked but it changed the trajectory of my life forever. HOW do i cope with that #i wish demon dean would kill ME with a hammer so i didn't have to sit here and stew in my feelings. over this season 8-10 insanity #supernatural goes TOO HARD for having such mediocre writing. i'm going to light myself on fire #.txt

[grissomesque]

Academics of Tumblr, I am giving you a boop on the nose because the shit is really real out there. Godspeed.

#If I throw myself into a black hole will they let me out of my contract? #And other questions I'm Not emailing my chair #I had such a bad daaaaaaaaaaaaay #academia

[pepprs]

discovered miah_pie on t*ktok (<- i don’t have one btw i just stumbled upon her bc someone i follow on ig talked abt her) and her videos make me want to cry so bad. 24 year old dependent moment

#purrs #i went to a clothing store today to try to get new work shoes and pants bc the one pair i have of each literally have holes in them and are #falling the fuck apart on my body and it was a HORRIBLE experience largely bc i think everybody in town was out shopping for back to school #so it was super crowded and there were lots of screaming kids and it was extremely stressful + my dad got into a mini car accident while i w #was in the store (he was / is completely fine thankfully but the car is not which is so awesome 😍😍😍😍😍) and i was just so stressed and #overstimulated but also like… nothing fits me bc im so short lol. but anyway it was so horrible i was on the verge of starting to cry in the #store and then i came home empty handed and my mom got super pissed at me for… needing to go to the store / being the reason we were out lol #and then finding miah pie and her videos are all about making trips to the store SO much fun and buying little treats and saying yessir and #OHHHHHH MYYYYY and just finding the joy in smth that can be so stressful and unpleasant… it makes me want to cry happy and sad tears at the #same time like i want that soooo bad and i can’t do it fully yet but i want it. need it. fuck my stupid baka life #anyways im gonna start saying the stuff she says just to make myself feel better even when im not at a store. yessir! OHHHHHH MYYYYYY. #acquired. don’t mind if i diddly dooooo! #also btw i am not a dependent except for the ways i am a dependent. hope that helps 🫶🏻 #the problem is really that i don’t have a car or a license and also that my mom throws a fit every time i need / want to get driving #practice bc it’s never a good time so. lol 😍😍😍😍😍😍😍 me doing drivers ed this summer was a fucking joke i forget literally everything i #learned and have only been behind the wheel 3 times and none of them have actually counted bc im just developing basic motor skills #(literally). fmlllll im never getting out of here who am i kidding 🤪 #delete later

[youssefguedira]

hm. well.

#i maintain that it's not sad and there are large swathes of the movie that are genuinely really comforting to me. something about the #atmosphere and the slow pace of it all makes it feel very much like you're just going to live in that world for a while #but my god there's something to be said for the simplicity of the last line (lost a friend) because it really hits like a freight train #what's that poem. i loved my friend he went away from me. it's like that #very quiet very simple but so so emotionally intense #again the shot of the dead tree. screaming crying throwing up etc etc #there's also so much about pietro's description of friendship as a place / the house with a hole in its roof that is no longer of use #also the way pietro's life away from bruno / the mountains is told in short almost montages. the story IS centered around bruno and it is #heavily subjective. bruno is the center of the story / there is one mountain at the center of the eight #truly. cinema. i am going to go make myself some food and then watch the making of because why the hell not #neon has thoughts