#perfect hate of the world here

[sinvulkt]

Just—' I wanna scream this somewhere— but this face— these kind of beautifully sad but ironic smiles and expressions— those are what kept me into manga for so long.

(It’s d.gray man chap 219)

#dgm #it’s just— #the perfect embodiment of angst— #those expressions are why i loved #pandora hearts #so much as well #some author can just pull off those kind of drawing #those kind of faces #and i’m gone #(really though such perfect angst faces) #allen walker #mana walker #d gray man #d gray man chap 219 #manga #manga feels #such magnificent drawings #and feels #☆.☆ #perfect hate of the world here #irony and sarcastic and laughing at the end of the world~ #(i’ll stop there xd) #also i just noticed the author was apparently a woman and— un8uu8n #this officially makes 80% of my favorite mangas shonen / seinen written by women #it seems... #i have a taste #...

[betashift]

Dad has a very old fashioned idea of what a successful career looks like, what a fulfilling life looks like. And it just so happens that it looks like you.

James Tiberius and George Samuel Kirk in STAR TREK: STRANGE NEW WORLDS (2022- )

+ bonus :'(

#brothers....you love them you hate them #(<- spoken as the first pancake older sister of a perfect darling brother who is the favourite child in the family 👍) #trekedit #snwedit #snw #strange new worlds #startrekedit #snw spoilers #tvedit #jim kirk #sam kirk #did i go a little overboard here even tho it's possible that no one else cares about this? perhaps >:) I've been known to do that

[luck-of-the-drawings]

[<==PREV PAGES] [NEXT PAGE==>(not out yet.wait a year.or maybe more.imagine.]

saw alot of comments on prev pages; saying 'i HATE that mean teacher! im gonna FIGHT HIM!!' & i LOVE the energy!! it WOULD be nice. to have that catharsis. but the story of young tidestrider is Not one of catharsis. it is a story of being so small and so special and sucking so bad.

#jrwi fanart #jrwi show #jrwi riptide #gillion tidestrider #GONNA START FORMATTING MY COMICS BETTER. W THE PROPER 'PREV' 'NEXT' LINKS #REALLY DIDNT EXPECT TO CONTINUE THIS SERIES BUT AAAUUUHH MY BRRAAAIN MY BRAIN IS SO IDEASSS. I HAVE 3 OTHER PAGES SKETCHED OUT #NO PROMISES ILL FINISH EM ANY TIME SOON OR EVER. MY WHIMS ARE THEIR OWN BEAST AND I ONLY DRAW ON MY WHIMS #THAT BEING SAID IF U COMMISSIONED ME ILL GEEETT TO YOUUU IM SORRYYYY. ART IS AN EMOTIONAL RELEASE FOR ME N BABY I HAVE EMOTIONS. #ESPECIALLY ABOUT GILLION TIDESTRIDER CHAMPION OF THE UNDERSEA HERO OF THE DEEP.for the desc here i put smth that i typed up in the tags of #another thing i made. i gotta make a proper Baby Gillion tag or smth. eventually.. eventually...I LOVE DRAWIN THIS LIL BABY GUY.. #i also LOVE depicting the teachers as just being so fuckin mean. ofc theres variation in that. just like in all things.like the teacher her #idk if itll be mentioned but the octo lady is named Ms Octburn.an octopus pun based off the name of an actual councilor i had #when i was in elementary school i got bullied alot but teachers never did anything. i hated adults and didnt trust them. #but this councilor o mine was so genuinely sweet. i remember spending alot of time w her. she doesnt work there anymore. #but that one school adult that actually earns ur trust and is there for you when they can be.its SO important for a child i think #i hope she knows how much she helped me.youll see in the next page that ms octburn isnt perfect either.but she tries. they all try.somehow. #ALL these comics are gonna be inspired by somesorta experience o mine in the school system. school is so fucked up u ever thing abt that #AND GILLIOOOOONNN IN THE MOST FUCKED UP LITTLE SCHOOL OF ALL. MAINTAINED BY A CULT. CENTERED AROUND HIM. OUR CHOSEN ONE #I IMAGINE ALOT BANKS ON HIS SUCCESS. THIS IS THE WORLD. THE WHOLE WORLD. THE PROPHECY IS GOING TO COME TRUE N UR TELLIN ME #THAT ITS THIS LITTLE IDIOT THATS GONNA BE SAVING US? WHAT IF HE FAILS. IF HE CANT GET THIS RIGHT THEN HE WILL FAIL AND WE WILL DIE #WE NEED TO TRAIN HIM. WE NEED HIM TO LEARN. AND TO SUCCEED. OR ELSE WE'RE DEAD. WE'RE ALL FUCKING DEAD. I IMAGINE THAT MUST BE STRESSFUL #in other news i hope ppl actually giggle when they read these. they ARE intended to be comical. dark humor or whatever. like its also sad #this is intended to be a sad comic series. but a funny one too. does that make sense? god i hope so.saw some1 say they had flashbacks- #-reading this. like YES!! THE INTENDED EFFECT!! YOU GET ME!! i love seeing ppl get upset on this lil baby boys behalf. i LOVE seeing ppl- #-wail n weep n cry in the comments. i LOOOVE seeing ppl RELATE to baby gillion. and i love letting u all know that this wont be a happycomi #gillion gets his happiness arc in the actual show. this series is one of unfortunate events. teehehehe. do u guys remember that show #i keep listening to the lil songs from A Series of Unfortunate Events for inspiration. GOOD STUFF!! #anyway uuhh uhh thats all i got in my brain. for now. feed me ur comments give me ur input i NNEEEEEDD THHEEEMMMM

[kristoffs-lullaby]

Voy a navegar en tu puerto azul

Quisiera saber de donde vienes tu

Vamos a dejar que el tiempo pare

Ver nuestros recuerdos en los mares

#song is Soledad y el Mar by Natalia Lafourcade #theyve so terribly invaded my mind #Yes i took killian’s blue eyes #This usually happens to blue eyed characters i like LOL #he looked like that one blue eyes meme u know the one i did him a favor #ouat #captain swan #once upon a time #btw did u know killian is he/they nonbinary and emma is trans all pronouns haver #theyre t4 t if u think about it #dumping my captain swan hcs here for mo reason other than i must talk about them #in my perfect world killian is shorter than emma #killian taught emma to sword fight #emma taught killian to drive but he hates cars so she drives him everywhere #he WOULD however give motorcycles a chance #his love is his ship tho but u cant get everywhere via sea smh #emma would only call killian babe when shes quoting something btw i know this in my heart #the only contact killian has saved on their phone is emma’s every body else whos ever texted/called him has remained as Just A Phone Number

[anothermonikan]

Ponee (It is half 3 in the morning)

#hey she didn't actually come out too bad! #I didn't show the last time I tried to draw Sunny but it didn't look great ehe ^^; #I think Ponies are gonna have to be a digital art only thing for now cause I had the select and drag so many elements of this #to make this look right sahsdhdshsdh #Yeah despite liking ponies since I've became a conscious thing I never drew them a bunch #and well. that's because I didn't start drawing properly until I was like. 11 years old. and I was super into something else then ehe ^^; #Sorry to get personal in the tags of an mlp art thing but I do think about how I always wanted to draw but like. #I was such a chronic perfectionist as a little little kid??? I HATED everything I tried to make XD #It makes me a little sad yknow? cause like. most kids don't give a shit they just draw whatever and it's beautiful and amazing #it makes me sad that I didn't allow myself to have that! I worked backwards IG lmao #little 6 year old hating everything she tried to make for not being perfect to me now where I love when my art is full of imperfections #that's the point of art!!! Have fun!!! It doesn't need to be perfect or even “good”! #because art is about expression yknow? and drawing stuff you like! #sorry this only took like an hour this should be on a more high-effort drawing sdhdhdshsd #Also um hi to the person who followed me for MLP G5 art?? I mostly post about puters and Ultrakill and Rain World here #But I do really love ponies I need to draw them more often XD #this is my whatever blog. I post whatever interests me here hehe #MLP #MLP G5 #Android Arts #Android.txt

[junotter]

what i think is the reason I'm Just Ken is a good/as popular as it is is because the way it somehow explores both what its like to be a woman and man just through ken.

like the line "I'm just Ken. Anywhere else I'd be a ten." just feels very hitting as a woman in a social media world, especially if you've seen the truerateme subreddits and the ways they judge women.

and of course the fragility and inability to find meaning/self worth outside of a romantic relationship due to the strict boxes placed on men and male relationships (and even friendships between men and women).

theres more and i know im getting annoying with the barbie posts but i did really like the movie, regardless of how "bland" its feminism is. also just all the chronically online feminists complaining about how basic it is, like oh should we tell everyone? Should we throw a party? should we invite andrea dworkin.

like is it perfect? no. does it lack in intersectionality and have poc characters act as the support to white characters? yes. should ken probably of apologized? yeah. but many things can be true about one movie.

#barbie #barbie spoilers #tiktok feminists hate me cause i dont think this movie is “impossible for men to understand” or “not for men” #once again no gender will be free unless all genders are free #also the way r*dfems are instantly trying to make some gender critical gender essentialist take from this movie #once again i wanna state the movie is not perfect!!!!! but truly women cant do anything without someone barking at their ass #cause you know who was moved by this movie? the mothers who took their daughters because they both grew up playing with barbies #and ended up watching a movie that they saw themselves in more than they expected #also all the people being like “when it was the kendom the barbies were treated like objects but in barbie land the kens were just ignored” #and its like? yeah the kens were also treated like objects? half the kens jobs were just be at the beach #and they were really only there to fill the ken part of barbie and ken #also like either they all dressed the exact same and like half were just shirtless/had open shirts most the time #is it one to one #no #but cmon #r*dfems literally fully believe women are pure beings who can never do bad things while men are inherently evil like women can sexualize me #is the sexualizing of men the exact same as women? no. but barbieland is not the real world #no “you must hate waffles” shit under here you will get blocked

[keeps-ache]

i have my glasses now!! here are some things:

saw my mother clearly and almost cried

saw the parking lot and the sky and a tree and forgot to breath for a second

was so enamored with the Sky i tripped over a curb

the stars. oh my god the stars

#just me hi #HELLO #GOD BLESS THIS BEAUTIFUL PLANET WE ARE SO WONDERFULLY HERE #FORGOT TO MENTION THE MOON. SHE WAS STUNNING SHE WAS RED AND ORANGE AND YELLOW AND SHE WAS PERFECT #YOU DON'T UNDERSTAND HOW ENCHANTING A GROCERY STORE REALLY IS UNTIL..!!! #and i HATE the grocery store man!!! #/my mother was wondering how it looked to me before the glasses and i drew a quick thing to show her hfsvh #it suddenly hit me the utter power of a vision and any intent i'm. i'm going to be making art forever aren't i #//but the SKY let me tell you about the SKY #it was wispy with white and that shade of blue we know so well was so much more shocking i can't!! describe!!! #AND THE SUNSETTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT #THE SUNSET. YOU DON'T EVEN UNDERSTAND #it WAS. it was grey and blue and SUCH a vivid hot-pink it's seared into the backs of my eyes like a vision of something sacred #/TRY and tell me everything wasn't made deliberately. like everything wasn't woven with love and the intention of wild beauty. i'll bite yo #//MY MOTHER. SHE IS SO LOVELY #she looks so much older and she makes my throat hurt and i'll think about how she looked in that costco forever Lol #/my FACE HOLY LANDS #i didn't expect to look so textured!!! i need to look at myself more i felt so many things looking into that little mirror!!!! #/my DAD my SIBLINGS my HANDS our CAR i'm going to live forever in a world that is so much more rough and utterly bewitching #//today was beautiful and i could go on waxing forever but!! now i have energy to run off and thoughts to think so!! #toodles !! :DD

[lovinnelily]

Y'all do know you can't make Jason be NOT white without changing his whole character, right?

For other characters, yes, because their physical appearance are not that influential in their story, on how they are viewed by people, on their personality formation — you can have a black/asian/indigenous/arab/brown/latino/etc Nico and yes, the hate he gets will have a undertone of racism but at the same time nothing significant on his story, motivation or personality will need to change. This is also true for other characters: Clarisse risks repeating the "aggressive WoC" stereotype but the character itself doesn't change.

This isn't true for Jason, whose main character trait is how he is perceived by others and how he showcases himself to others based on that perception. (specially with how little effort Riordan put on him besides making him perfect-er Percy who's somehow also weaker and less important than him).

Let's not pretend a black, Arab, indigenous, Asian, Latin man, etc, in the USA would ever be treated with the universal reverence Jason gets from New Roma, you can't have the illusion of perfection and most of all, of invincibility they have about him when you see him suffering racism or xenophobia in the middle of a mission. Nothing in his life has ever gone wrong, that's his image, destined to be king, he is supposed to have no weakness on his peers eyes.

He is not trying to prove people wrong, he is trying to prove them right; he isn't worthy despite their prejudice, on the contrary, he only tried to make himself worthy to fulfill their expectations. He can't be a woman or an immigrant or have a visible disability or any other thing that strays him from a perfect ideal by western society standards, and be that same character.

#Different from the other white character in the series he was never questioned or doubted #There's a presumption of perfection with no exceptions that society doesn't give to us (women poc immigrants visible minorities in general) #His privilege (handsome white man with no visible disability son of Zeus etc) also prevented anyone from worrying for his well being #This illusion/expectation of him having no weakness/being untouchable pushes himself too far and clouds his judgment. #I headcanon he didn't even consider the possibility of myopia because that wouldn't fit Jason Grace Son of Jupiter so it wasn't an option #And you think it'd be the same character after facing racism? Because ain't no way he'd be praetor without going through racism #I think I'd love him nonetheless since I'm very weak to the whole golden boy tearing himself to save the world but it'd be a new character #jason grace #I know racism in USA is different from here but I know how different a “non-racist” white person treats me and treats my white friends #Also for him to not be an entirely different character if PoC would be incredibly disrespectful and racist on its own #It would fail to recognize the difference in how we are read (and written). I hate that a lot. #I remember that when Cody told Brandi “I see no color” she told him “then you don't see me” and that's so fucking striking #We ARE different. treated differently. if you act like you don't see it then you also turn a blind eye to the violence that comes from it #This is straying from my point I got a bit heated banalization of things I care about usually does that to me #Point is please don't change Jason on the very few things that man actually bothered writing about him #I actually think this is true about Octavian too. A lot of what he is allowed to do would not be possible if he weren't a white man. #Same for Rachel Elizabeth Dare. I mean you can work around making her poc but it will truly be pushing A LOT #Let's put it this way: a woc doing a street performance is perceived very differently from a white woman doing a street performance. #Specially in the eyes of cops #Pjo

[armoralor]

I love the same folks that cry over fictional lesbians being “toxic” and “abusive” buddy up with real life people that send actual homophobic hate. We see y’all laughing and having fun with the same losers that have been jumping on queer peoples posts saying we’re ruining Star Wars. You’re welcome to play the purity police and pretend to be the holiest & friendliest bunch on the internet, but we see you.

#the ahsoka tags have been FILLED with gross hate yet yall are chilling with those same people now #the queer & sapphic bubbles on here won’t hesitate to block a TERF or bigot #yet fans of cishet ships LOVE to excuse anything people do as long as they *also* like the ship #do whatever you want with your life but don’t pretend you are some perfect angel that rejects all “toxic” and “problematic” behaviour #when you are LITERALLY supporting real world examples of it #media consumption is NOT activism #enjoying fucked up characters and plots does NOT make you fucked up #but being comfortable with actual real people who do actual real bigotry is fucked #do you see the difference? #text #mine

[annymaght]

After answering someone's question (which was very fun by the way thank you), I have decided to invite people to ask questions if they want about Camp Cretaceous, Chaos Theory and the Jurassic Universe in general.

I have loved Jurassic Park since I first opened my eyes and Camp Cretaceous has only caused that passion to double (it's a proper hyperfixation and my family are worried about me).

I have lots of theories and stuff on Chaos Theory so please ask away.

#i won't be replying to hateful stuff especially those involving yasammy #they are perfect and you know it #so yeh #don't come here to start an argument #camp cretaceous #jwcc #jurassic world chaos theory #chaos theory #jurassic world camp cretaceous #jwct #jurassic park

[lovecolibri]

"Me at my angriest is not me at my most honest."

WOOF. As someone with emotional regulation issues (thanks ADHD/RSD! 🙃) needing space away to parce emotions and be able to come back and have a productive conversation is SO important.

#worlds beyond number #the wizard the witch and the wild one #fireside chat #brennan lee mulligan #also #i am once again reminded that the kind of person i assumed didn't exist so i should lower my standards and expectations #does actually exist 🙃🙃🙃 #i hate it here. i did not need this knowledge. #i could have been contented-ish being lonely forever rather than stuck in a relationship that didn't work for me #because my standards and ideals were too high and that was just on me for having unrealistic expectations #but apparently i just live in a shitty area with shitty people in a shitty society #ANYWAY #ask me how my brain is doing this fine weekend 🫠🫠🫠 #j/k don't ask you do NOT want to know #brb gotta go scream into the woods for an hour #he's perfect and i also hate having the knowledge that he exists

[firebuug]

honestly at this point id be fine with projmoon just axing limbus in general bc 1. how the fuck are you going to go on after you axed THE cg artist, the artist illustrating 99% of your visual novel gameplay and making it good, therefore giving the people attacking you what they WANTED and giving them the power to do this AGAIN in the future, 2. the gacha model is NOT IT and exploitative and just overall the shittiest possible way to make money from your community and 3. its going to take forever and it will Kill and strain the existing artists to have more work shoved onto them because of the mistake genius crowd control move of firing THE CG ARTIST, and its never going to look or feel the same 4. I Do Not Want To Play A Game Ran B People Who Bend And Give In To Incels And Misogynists And Essentially Career Murder A Woman For Private Tweets Made As A Teenager

#i stg the world is made of pudding. #i hate it here!!!!!!! #i KNOW they were faced with PHYSICAL THREATS (have people gone fucking insane???????? are you serious???) but there has HAVE to have been #another way to handle it that doesnt GIVE IN TO THEIR DEMANDS AND FIRE THE CG ARTIST ARE YOU INSANE !!!! #sorry. no more projmoon controversy posting . back to being normal and cat pics #txt #negative #im sorry ill never give into the 'all companies are bad but xyz is good becayse xyzyz!' no companies are good companies are not people #i can support a series because i love its content or its creations or its creator but a company is never going to be flawless and perfect #its just bound to happen at this point :( #and at this point im ok with supporting fan creators but even limbus itself has just kinda been. idk #the veil has been lifted. a gacha game is a gacha game no matter what you cover it with. a company is a company

[netripper]

a timeline of baby vic on the commune

16 - 17 - 18

#these are OLDDD but i never posted em #also yea upon replaying the game i remembered the bullet necklace was given to v post-prologue #but id forgotten that and just decided it was smth she always had LMAO #there’s a lot of backstory here but to make it short: #didn’t grow up with the bakkers - instead joined them after escaping her birth family #which was the leading family on this naturalist christian commune out in the badlands #they hated the state of the world and sequestered themselves away to live in gods image (lol) #vic rebelled in her early teens but her parents cracked down after some shit #and so she spent the next 2 years biding her time and pretending to be the perfect daughter so she could gather the resources to escape #there’s so much more to this but hey this is a start #cbp2077 #cp2077 #cyberpunk 2077 #oc: victory bell #fem v #vantavp #cw blood

[liquidstar]

all of the previously untranslated "dear society" suddenly got uploaded to mangakakalot a couple weeks ago out of no where so yes i DID read it and yes i DID cry doing so. several times in fact. i really liked it.

#(these tags contain spoilers) #a lot of the visuals were genuinely so cool too #like the way metaphorical immediacy was used to symbolize emotions was just perfect #i especially loved this one scene in the early chapters where hanakos telling kanesho who she likes #and is drawn as if shes stabbing him in the chest #and there isnt a cut back to ''reality'' for it- its fully depicted as if thats whats going on even though the audience clearly #just a metaphor #sometimes it was literally what was going on top of being a metaphor though. like when he just like #casually took out his old school uniform and burned it in some random ladys fire #the timeskip was also funny bc he was so ''damn. i hate society but i participate in it. curious.'' #also i like how hanako wasnt the wife foreshadowed at the start #like his initial crush on here was obvs pretty dependent but not in an unusual way for young teens lol #but it shows that that doesnt really matter passed highschool. like he said himself his world grew #i also really liked mizuho he was just a really cool guy #i fully expected him to be a bait and switch douchebag but he really wasnt. he was just cool and supportive #even when he got dumped! like #kanesho apologizing bc he likes girls and cant force himself to be in a relationship w a guy #(and mizuho at the time interpreters this to mean hes a lesbian) #his response is just. you have nothing to apologize for.... #ALSO a big fan of kino he was just such a great mentor for kanesho #obviously w different experiences like kino says. hes a gay man and kanesho is a trans guy so its different #but theres overlap and solidarity. they were both unfairly ostracized at school and kino was such a great support bc hes BEEN THERE #when he graduates and leaves his uniform for kanesho w the note ''now its your turn'' #dude. unreal. screaming crying throwuing up #loved the school nurse too she was just so supportive and nice. thank you school nurse for being cool. sorry i forgor your name

[carolinanadeau]

something I love about fiction is that you can have characters that are perfect for each other and soulmates and destined to be happily together for all time and have this be an objective fact

#idk the TTPD discussions have me feeling some type of way #fictional characters my beloved... I'm so happy you can always be happy #this is also why I don't understand people writing dark difficult things happening to characters who come from a happy idealistic canon #there's literally enough of that in the world why would you inflict it into this fictional world where everything is meant to be BETTER? #it's shitty to be a person... in OUR world. it doesn't have to be that way in fiction! everything can be perfect! #people always insinuated that I would grow out of this as I got older #well I'm over 30 now and actually I will just keep doubling and tripling down on this into infinity #(to make another TTPD reference... this post is very I Hate It Here isn't it) #my original post #fanfic #I'll tell you something right now! I'd rather burn my whole life down!...

[widevibratobitch]

sorry i cant hang out today, im looking at old photos of soviet actors and calling them ‘slut’, ‘whore’, ‘baby’ and ‘slay’ out loud and twirling my hair and giggling and kicking my feet. Yeah it’s gonna be all day.

#yes this is specifically about #igor starygin #and #margarita terekhova #it COULD have been about boyarsky but he doesnt deserve it no matter how much obsessed with him i would be in a perfect world #anyway ive started watching the soviet sherlock holmes too so maybe ill start soviet sherlock posting soon as well.... who knows #anyway. starygin had no right being this pretty. looking at his pictures from the 60s is a religious experience to me fr #he's so baby shaped #no one has ever been as baby as he was #and then the older he got the more he slayed #and terekhova. oh god. step on me queen #i am so mad. SO mad that sofia ruined boyarsky for me i know i keep saying it but its because i just. cant get over that. #you were the chosen one!!!!!!! #i hate it here #he's still hot as hell i cannot deny that #anyway #yeah