"Someone has to leave first. This is a very old story. There is no other version of this story."
fleabag (2016-2019), user starpeace, larissa pham, richard siken, taylor swift, boygenius, richard siken, nicole homer, mitski, sarah kay and phil kaye, sue zhao
My brain actually cannot focus on what it wants to hyperfixate on so now I have ramble about dragon ball until I'm sick of it!
Here are three of my OCs I've been working on for some time :) You might see me talk about them/draw them whenever I got my dragon ball phase! Thinking of redrawing the Omni-Queen soon but idk!
I was thinking the other day that man, kokuto neji is such a character and I haven't liked a writer character like this since... shang qinghua?
which naturally led me to this thought: jj fic with svsss-style au where neji transmigrates/gets isekai'd into the world of havenna. as domina, of course.
it's extra fucked up imo because at least when sqh transmigrated in his book, he made up all of those characters and they mostly stayed in the realm of fantasy. like, sure, lbh was kinda based on himself in some ways and mbj was his ideal fantasy, but they still mostly stayed fictional, you know? sqq (sy) had to fix his plots because the characters sqh wrote strayed too far from their original plotlines
but theater makes a fictional world a bit too real and personal, especially when you use real people as inspirations for your writing. with neji, he'd be looking at rukiora and see three different people (mitsuki acting as rukiora; rukiora who was written based on a younger version of neji; rukiora who is her own person in this weirdly real world of havenna). neji would see fugio and to him that is both sou acting as fugio and the fugio who grew up with poison flowers. miguel is both fumi and the guy who ran away from his neshiromi fields. the only constant would probably be chicchi. she is too much like kisa in that... well. neji didn't really have a backstory for chicchi. chicchi is a blank canvas just like kisa is as an actor.
anyway. yeah, very sv-style character arc where neji, much like shen yuan in sv, is forced to humanize the villain. except this villain was his creation and is also tied to a bunch of personal issues for neji that he Doesn't Want To Think About and also he doesn't? really understand the character he wrote tbh?
isn't art supposed to process your emotions for you!! why must he process these himself!!
can you imagine neji, who always casts himself as a seer of some sort (fortune teller, ushinoko) or someone who generally has some control over his future or his "creation" (who is mary if not just another side of neji anyway; she's takihime redux, and takihime is also. neji). imagine this dude being transported inside the play he wrote but he doesn't understand it and he has no control over it and everyone's acting both in character and out of character. he both knows and doesn't know these people. they're fictional but also... real? does he treat them as real people? is domina real? he wanted his actors to imbue parts of themselves into his characters. are these people really just characters from a script? are they his quartz classmates? is he allowed to even hope that that's the case?
it's both THE improv exercise of his dreams and also. a nightmare
What do you think about Winn's golden Kai robes vs Opaka's robes?
i hadn't even thought about the comparison until you pointed it out and honestly what a great insight. i love the designs of both and the thought that was put into them--where kai opaka is in noble purple yet unadorned and winn is in gold, intricately embroidered, somewhat reminiscent of an elizabeth portrait, and gold. which could mean anything (strength, garishness, reflection, light, wealth, materialism, hope, dawn, destructive fire....)
blood kink with vampire bakugou who promises not to drink too much from you but ends up losing control as soon as the sweet taste of your blood pours down his throat, sinking his teeth deeper into you, greedily drinking you up.
or teasing your explosive vampire lover as you accidentally cut your finger while chopping vegetables for dinner. sucking on your digit as you smear blood against your soft lips, making him feral.
corruption is specially hard on my mind right now. fallen angel katsuki falling for the pretty human he swore to protect. his wings slowly turning black as he buries himself deeper inside you.
priest bakugou exorcizing demon reader. drinking holy water from his flask and spitting it down your awaiting mouth, the burning in your throat just making your aching cunt spill more of your juices onto the old wooden floor of the church.
nun reader begging demon king bakugou to spare their life after slaughtering the entire church, making you worship him as your new god until his name is engraved into your skin, just above your uterus as you give yourself to him. corrupting you softly until you make a contract with him, engraving the seal right on your cervix to remind you of who you belong to now, who your real god is.
fear kink and breeding kink with werewolves kiribaku fighting over who gets to breed you first after tormenting you for hours inside the dark forest. eventually shoving both of their swollen knots inside you, stuffing your holes and filling you with cum.