thinking about the parallels between dunmeshi and beastars. consumption as an act of love. to love is to consume and to be consumed. you cannot gorge yourself because if you take everything then there is nothing left to be loved, and you cannot let yourself be gorged completely because then you will be empty, gone. i could think about this forever
reading tem's thoughts during this situation is devastating , especially knowing that riz viewed it in an entirely different way ... tem was running for his life , shaking in fear , getting furious at him and at carnivores in general because this did not happen because of a mistake he made , this is not an accident . this is happening to him because carnivores can not control themselves , they "are nothing but monsters" , and tem knows he is not the first nor the last victim of a carnivore , he knew "this would happen" . but what truly is heartbreaking is the fact that his last feeling was regret ... he did not think about his friends , nor about his crush , not even about his family , but about all the things he wanted to do .
and i feel like this part is usually overlooked because it is the very beginning of beastars . you do not know who tem is , you do not know what happened before this moment . to someone who is reading it for the first time this is just another victim , but after finding out his killer's thoughts , his twisted memories and feelings regarding this moment , i personally feel an insane amount of empathy for tem . is it his fault that he saw right through riz's facade ? is it his fault that riz decided to stop taking his medication ? is it his fault that riz got attached to an untrue , made up version of tem ? would the situation have been different if tem had been a carnivore ?
if i were tem , i would have said that carnivores , slaves to their instincts , are the inferior species too .
human reader (not uncomfortable. just can’t seem to work with it…)
nsfw.
non-con.
abusive reader / character(s).
self-harm • eating disorders.
pedophilia.
incest / stepcest / twincest.
teacher / student relationships (romantically).
age gap (a large one).
yandere.
ships.
original characters (oc).
OTHER INFO.
slow updates. yes, I could get writers block from time to time. but that doesn’t mean I don’t see it, I do and I try to get to it as fast I can.
requests details. please be a little detailed with your request, it’ll be a lot of help. I’ve worked with short descriptive requests before, but it could be a little difficult.
humans in beastars. not uncomfortable, just not for me, it’s a little weird in my opinion, not bashing anyone who enjoys it, but I can’t seem to write for it. I’m sorry. :(
requesting more than twice. honestly, it doesn’t bother me, you are free to request as many times as you want to, but please don’t spam me.
denying requests. I don’t really deny requests, however I would only deny it if you didn’t read my rules throughly or made me uncomfortable.
I’m re-reading the manga as of right now, so, we’re going to stick with the anime until I’m finished with it. :) [edited — I’m finished.]
Absolutely looking forward to a potential return of the Tem lives AU! It was a lot of fun!
HEHEH THAT MAKES ME SO HAPPY TO KNOW PEOPLE LIKED IT DJXJXJXJXJX
I found all the pages! And 2 I have to finish drawing and others I have to finish the lineart in general but!!! Have a Riz from one of the pages that I still love his face