#ugh i CANT STOP THINKING ABOUT IT

[bastardlybonkers]

thinking about the parallels between dunmeshi and beastars. consumption as an act of love. to love is to consume and to be consumed. you cannot gorge yourself because if you take everything then there is nothing left to be loved, and you cannot let yourself be gorged completely because then you will be empty, gone. i could think about this forever

#dungeon meshi #beastars #dunmeshi #and you can see it in the relationships that span the mangas #laios and falin #falin and marcille #legoshi and haru #legoshi and louis #mithrun and his former love #sissel and delgal #riz and tem #like its. everywhere #especially in dunmeshi in the finale with laios asking everyone to eat falin to save her #ugh i CANT STOP THINKING ABOUT IT

[reallybadblackoutpoems]

not entirely legal (1977) - l.p. leary

"lost in a fugue of penis delirium"

#ugh #this might look like shit #this is based on the linked post #cant sotp thinking about it #much to think about #girl help i cant stop drinking lemonade #its so good #in a lemonade grind rn #blackout poem #blackout poetry #author #book #poetry

[clemleur]

woke up this morning thinking about long dick hobie absolutely digging your guts out.

coming home to your mutually shared apartment to him playing the guitar on his couch but he’s shirtless and he just looks so good.

one thing leads to another and cut to the two of you on the same couch but your pants are gone and he has you bent over with his huge hands pulling your hips back to meet his cock that might as well be abusing your insides.

#just long dick hobie ugh #i cant stop thinking about him i want his babies #hobie brown #hobie brown smut #hobie brown x black!reader #hobie brown x reader

[claiireluv]

my thoughts every time i draw this gayhog

#sonic the hedgehog #shadow the hedgehog #shadow the ultimate lifeform #sonic #shadow #shadow x sonic #sonic x shadow #sonadow #sonadow cannon?? #sonic prime #this is so gay⁉️ #bro is mesmerized #i cant stop thinking about it #these bitches gay #ugh i love them #they’re so stupid #sega fanart #sonic the hedghog fanart #shadow fanart #digital art #my hand hurts #sonadow cannon

[petricorah]

what if i got really into haikyuu again

#its back on netflix and ive been watching it #still as good as ever #i stopped watching it in high school when i stopped playing volleyball because it made me too sad but now im back... #back to my roots... #scared to draw oikawa again after so long #also cant focus on anything because of this fucking tinnitus that keeps getting worse wtf #anyway...oikawa drawing...hopefully...soon #notmyart #someone send me good oikawa screencaps to practice #god i should read the manga too... #also completely unrelated but i was thinking about learning a bit of japanese again but i think i gave away all my books...ugh #'again' i say like i didn't read a really good hq fanfic that changed the trajectory of my life

[transannabeth]

the thing about ice adolescence being cancelled is even if you don’t like yuri on ice we can all agree that spending this many years on a movie and then suddenly scrapping it is a bad precedent to set, especially from mappa with what we know about their poor treatment of animators, and especially in a world where more and more movies are being scrapped for tax cuts when they’re nearly finished or even done

#not pjo #chitter chatter #UGH I CANT STOP THINKING ABOUT IT… 7? 8 years??? #so many people so much time and money like. oh man. #I guess we don’t know what those circumstances that cancelled it were but it’s concerning #I’m sure this post has been made before I just also had to say it bc I hadn’t seen it and I keep thinking about this situation

[flowery-laser-blasts]

I'm sorry. I absolutely love the dude but that hat is so long I just... What is he hiding underneath there... His evil plans?? @miss-doodle-jester said booze. What if it's a chinchilla with an even pointier hat?

Mysteries that will never be answered (probably).

#now I go sleep for real for real man ugh I JUST CANT STOP THINKING ABOUT HOW LONG THAT HAT IS AND IT HAS TO BE LIKE IDK SORT OF STURDY?? #just flower thoughts #showdown at the crooked D #kim possible #kimpossible #drdrakken #dr drakken #drakken

[thebest-medicine]

“And just where do you think you’re going?”

Caleb feels a hand close around his ankle and he lets out an uncharacteristically giggly shout. Mirth nearly erupting from his chest, he heaves forward, clawing hopelessly at the ground. “No, no- you asshole, ah- MOLLY!”

The tiefling’s voice is low, laced with danger. “Hell of a thing to say right now.” He tows the wizard back in by the ankle with a laugh. 

Caleb, fighting off anticipatory giggles, kicks with the unclaimed leg and tries to wiggle and flip himself onto his back. “Noooo!” He whines as Molly’s finger starts dancing over the ball of his foot. A few more join in, they curl with a teasing lightness that Caleb knows is only the beginning.

Molly wraps both of the wizard’s ankles up with one arm and gets to work. His wiggling fingers jump more deliberately between all the worst spots (there are many) on Caleb’s feet, who starts squeaking out laughter between broken protests almost immediately.

“You are a peculiar one, Widogast.” Molly narrates as he draws squeals from Caleb by scribbling nails beneath his toes. “You’ve been buried in books, frowning and grumping about all day. For days! And here I am, trying to cheer you up.”

“I’m smiling now, you dick!” Caleb squeals.

Mollymauk tugs the rest of Caleb closer. “And you think I’m just going to get you to smile once and then let you go?”

Caleb eyes him and catches a dangerous smirk, and then a little bit of an exasperated fondness in Molly’s eyes as he tries in vain to wriggle free. A whine builds in Caleb’s throat and he tosses his head back, a bit defeated. “Why?”

“You deserve a little lightness, dear, don’t argue. All you need to do is laugh.”

#i want to make this into a longer fic and probably will but this is what i have so far. cant stop thinking about them. UGH #ticklish!caleb #widomauk #widomauk fluff #critickle role #critical role #mine #drabbles #tickling #fluff #caleb widogast #mollymauk tealeaf #eeeeeeeee #god theyre just so cute ok #i need a molly in my life lol #fics that are 300 words in reality but 3000 words in my mind

[haemosexuality]

petscop makes me sad bc while theres all the lore and weird stuff and mysteries ab it i csn never stop thinking about the (fictional) story of a girl who was kidnapped and kept locked in a schools basement by her dad for 5 months and then was never the same again. like its so obviously hinting that marvin sexually abused care and its. i hate it

#''youre on the bathtub thinking about her'' ugh. ew. ew. ew. ew. ew. ew. #petscop #tw csa #on the other hand i also cant stop thinking about the guy who dig up a grave. fuck you all and fuck me as well merry christmas #dug* up a grave

[professional-idiots]

AFTERSCHOOL HANAKO KUN CH 27—THOUGHTS AND FEELINGS

1. I love this panel sm 😭 they’re all so cute and it just makes me wish and wish and wish that they could all be normal together

LOOK AT KOU AND HIS FRIENDS IM GONNA CRY!!!

2. AGSKANSK THEYRE SO CUTE AND TEENY

Also Kou’s cardigan looks like Mitsuba’s cardigan and now I need official art of him in it

3. Uh… no comment

4. This is just a Mitsuba appreciation post now

*please note that both of Mitsuba’s hands are visible here…

5. I love so much about this—Yokoo being terrified is actually so real and also LOOK AT KOU LISTENING SO INTENTLY TO HIS BF

6. Okay ngl… I was a little spooked at Mitsubas story… well up till the end

7. Now this is an Aoi appreciation post

8. I WAS SPOOKED WHEN THE SECOND YASHIRO SHOWED UP!!!! SHE STARTS BANGING ON THE DOOR LIKE HELLO?????? ON THE EDGE OF MY SEAT

9. Everything about her starting to question her surroundings!!!! Like oh my god????? I had chills!! (Kou looks so cute with his little head tilt)

Edit: how tf did I not realize Kou didn’t have his lame ass earrings on here??!?! Like the head told literally like annunciates it

10. He’s so—

I actually love them so much 😭

11. AGSKANS THEYRE SO CUTE!!!!!!! LOOK AT HIM BLUSHINGGGGG

“The world I love” I know who you’re really talking about Yashiro Nene….

11. My good sir is THINKING about that shit

Okay I actually have a lot of theories for this chapter and it’s not even part of the main story.

So while I was reading it I went through a few different ideas. First I started drawing comparisons to the pilot chapters (Yashiro is in a long sleeved uniform and at first I saw Kou’s cardigan and thought that it was the same from the pilot BUT upon further research the jacket Mitsuba has on is closer to Kou’s original jacket. Which to me could still point to the pilot bc it could just be the old uniform for them but idrk) (and speaking of Mitsuba—like I said before his sweater isn’t over either of his hands…) but Teru being there kind of put a pin in this theory. Also I don’t know if the Mitsuba thing points any fingers to the pilot chapters but it’s just something I noticed and I think it must mean *something*. I also noticed that Aoi’s hair was back to being up which was really weird…

So then I started thinking about what exactly this could mean otherwise. Now, I’ve seen a lot of people calling this a nightmare, but was it?

The next place my mind jumped to was that Hanako wasn’t with them from the beginning and is not mentioned at all till he shows up at the end. Curious.

Sooo what could this meannnnn? Well I don’t think it was a nightmare at all. I think that this is a parallel universe (it’s still weird that in this universe Amane isn’t friends with Yashiro and Kou/is dead but Mitsuba isn’t, but who knows….) and our Yashiro is summoned into this parallel world by the stories her friends are telling. And so she is the doppelgänger as Teru and Natsuhiko say.

I think this is really plausible because Mitsuba’s story is very strange in that it doesn’t end normally and he says that he heard it from a friend of a friend then reiterates that same thing. In a way it almost seems like this really *was* just some real story he’d heard and maybe he’d mistaken it for fiction but it was actually true. And! These other versions of her friends that she’s with don’t recognize her versions of them (as we see with Kou), but really we can see this from the very opening because our Teru would NEVER participate in this normally. Especially not with such enthusiasm. And Hanako showing up and knowing what to do like that is very indicative of him hopping into this universe with her to protect her (like the consequences of the doppelgänger are real) (and obviously this is within Hanako’s power). Then when we cut back to the real world/the original universe Yashiro doesn’t tell us that she’d been sleeping, just that suddenly she found herself in the classroom. AND when she’s talking to Hanako later he doesn’t say he *didn’t* help her, he says “who knows” and I feel like that’s a classic Hanako deflection line!!! Meaning that he DID help her!!!!!!

Anywayyyyy I really liked this chapter. Like I feel like the afterschool chapters don’t normally feel so lore-heavy…. Part of me wants this to come back somehow. Like maybe later in the main series they travel between parallel universes for whatever reason (maybe that’s what it is when Yashiro sees past Amane—though I hope not because I really want that to have actually happened in Amane’s life in our timeline)

EDIT: OH MY GOD OH MY FUCKING GOD KOU DOESNT HAVE HIS EARRING IN!!!! HE DOESNT WEAR IT HERE!!!!!!!! THIS IS CRAZY ACTUALLY JESUS 😭 (I wonder if this can somehow be linked to Mitsuba being alive… cause traffic safety and whatnot… hmmmmm) (like he still has an earring but it’s not the traffic safety one arghhhhhhgg!!!!)

EDIT EDIT: I WENT BACK TO TRY AND FIGURE OUT WHY I DIDNT NOTICE AT FIRST AND ITS ALMOST LIKE ITS BEING HIDDEN TILL THE HEAD TILT PAGE!!!! THERES ALWAYS LIKE A SPEECH BUBBLE IN THE WAY OR LIKE YOKOOS HEAD OR SMTH!!! OHMYGODOHMYGODOHMYGODOHM—

Edit edit edit: I’m Stan and I was wrong. I’m singing the Stan wrong song. I shouldn’t have taken that chance. Now here’s my remorseful dance. (Translation: even though it can’t be seen in most panels and that does feel kind of purposeful to me still, there are like two or three panels where his right ear is in clear view)

#HOW DO AIDAIRO ALWAYS OUTDO THEMSELVES #UGH I CANT STOP THINKING ABOUT THIS #jibaku shoujo hanako kun #tbhk #ashk #tbhk manga #hanako kun #toilet bound hanako kun #after school hanako kun #ashk ch27

[forbiddennhoney]

would y'all still think I'm hot if i slammed my head into a wall repeatedly until i started bleeding?

#personal #the autism is autisming today (negative) #i am literally at a point of 1x/wk meltdowns #and ofc they keep happening around important times #and it doesn't help I'm having severe anxiety again about taking up too much space #and it doesn't help that i know exactly what's going on now bc i cant even go “idk what's happening the world is ending” #and it doesn't help that bc of that it's really hard to talk to ppl and feel heard #and it doesn't help that this feeling never will go away even with medication bc I've alr TRIED all that already #and it doesn't help people think i haven't or that i need to be told to talk to a doctor Abt these things even though i AM #and it doesn't help that the only thing that will help this stop is going home and crying my eyes out #and it doesn't help that i cant do that #and it doesn't help I'm busy for the next 3 days #i wholly and truly may bail on my plans tomorrow bc like i cant do this and i cant bail on today's #bc i already feel like a shitty friend to this person cause of a genuine mistake #ugh

[luvring]

OKAY so I’m not on lesson 40 myself, so idk the finer details, but from what I’ve seen people talking about, MC and Solomon finally make it back to their timeline…. and then the lesson ends. and since we don’t know how long it’ll be until the next arc, everyone’s upset we didn’t get a reunion (aside from hard mode, but it was one little chapter).

THAT and and solomare has seemed to forget about nightbringer as a whole (the character) so we’re a bit confused on that too. and also how they actually managed to get back doesn’t make a ton of sense.

(again tho my cards are not getting me past lesson 13, so everything I know about the current plot is stuff I’ve read on here!!)

WHAT THE FAWK. honestly...a very solmare move to leave it on a cliffhanger so i'm not surprised by that (annoying as it can be) (not usually annoying for me because i'm always behind anyway) but wtf do u mean we're back in the current timeline WHATTTT... myan. this is kind of crazy. of course they'd forget nightbringer The Chara In The Game Title. barbatos.... well. i hope the next arc comes soon so i can hear about the reunions... gonna be mad if mc doesn't get a beautiful welcome.

also u get me i hate om sometimes i was like. srsly hard locked in the original because i didn't have enough grimm to level up a card more than twice at a time. and now nb has the stupid fawking ranks locked behind pulling/skills MYANNNN

#🧾nia.answers #<3 rev #obey me spoilers #obey me nightbringer spoilers #I thought i replied last night but then i remembered i still cant edit answers on my phone and imagined doing that. hiii rev #solmare stop pissing me off challenge failed omfg #thinking about my underleveled cards is so agitating. maybe its good i uninstalled. ugh...mybrain... #stay strong rev. i hope u can lvl up ur cards soon... stupid game... grrrrr.....

[unicornsaures]

ill forever adore going through my old sketchbooks because its like going through memories i never knew i had

#dpdr my beloathed<3 #memory gaps i hate you !! #like what the fuck do you MEAN i cant tell when somethings real and somethings not #its ironic how my longest lasting memories are when i was drunk #like you would THINK that would be the most forgotten thing #but nope! #maybe because msot of the times i was drunk deeply affected me as a person #and i wont stop reminding myself about it #but! #brain if youre gonna fuck up my memories please let me forget the oens i want to forget pls n thanks #ugh #vent post #vent #dolirants #i love projecting onto laurens though if you couldnt tell #riddling that bitch with anxiety and paranoia and dpdr and rvery problem ive ever faced #honestly i think my mind starting blocking out just..everything #like everything ever #8th grade wasnt even bad ? #likr maam could i like #idk #remember that pls? #7th grade i understand #but like ? #can i remember the rest? #ughh #me ranting in the tags again

[resizura]

wrote a whole thing in my drafts but anyone who makes any sort of commentary about Ieon being a ‘good’ cop can just eat a sock. like no, its not likely he’s going to help grandmas! or rescue kittens! or whatever the fuck. hes not gonna help anyone because policing doesnt prevent crime, and the prison system is inherently abusive and is designed for punishment, not for rehabilitation. its an abusive system that relies on fear and force to work. there are no good cops. stop it.

#resizura rants #re2r critical #stop saying this about mr wonderbread #he is not the anti-establishment hero yall think he is #in fact he is the opposite!!!! ahah! #so many liberals are police-neutral and it makes me wanna tear my hair out #i hate cops #‘acab except for Ieon!!! 🤪’ STOP IT PLEASE FOR THE LOVE OF GOD #ugh i cant even say everything my mind is so scattered rn

[dv3whore]

ok newtmas who invited u

#jk it was me. i invited rhem #newtmas #newtmas flares coded #ugh i cant stop thinking about them #i love them so much #the maze runner #tmr #the maze runner trilogy #tmr newt #tmr thomas #newt x thomas

[skunkg1rll]

🦨

#ughhh someone pointed out the atrocity in my face. i hate thatfeature of me so bad #and now i cant stop thinking about it and i hate myself and my face and i got bad feelings #because throughout my entire life i've been so bullied for it #i feel so ugly ugh!!!!!! i am ugly i wanna cry who could ever love me when i look like this skksksks #the worst abt having a face deformity is that it is on your FACE!!!!! i cant hide it #it's out there for everyone to see #and i cant remove it. i can get plastic surgery etc but i cant afford that at all now. maybe when i have a job :((( #and it really is so big in my brain. i notice it constantly #i cant look at other ppl without checking their chins to see if it's smooth or not #and most ppl have normal chins. pretty much everyone has a normal chin!!!! #i wish i was normal too. i hate looking like this i hate it so bad #it is so unfair that i gotta be stuck w this ugly fkn feature but everyone else gets to look normal #so unfair so unfair it makes me so angry #why did i get the worst genes ever i cant stand having to live my life being this grotesquely ugly #anyway.... i try to suppress it nd not think abt it but earlier today someone made a comment abt it #nd now i just wnna cry because it is soooooooo ugly and i hate it #besides yeah it made me rmbr my school years bc ppl were sofkn mean to me abt it #like im sorry i know im ugly wtf do u want me to do?!?!