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yellowloid · 10 months

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hey! i was sort of reading “something to rely on” lyrics, and i remembered that you analyse some of miles, monkeys and tlsp songs. so, i just wanted to ask what are your thoughts on this song, cause i particularly think it’s about alex or some of it. anyway, other songs from cdg can be fully about alex, but barely no one talks about this one, so i thought it’d be great to discuss about it.

there’s also “adios tara tara” that i also think it’s about alex, as other songs from change the show, but that’s for another time! i also love your blog, your fanfics and song analysis, they’re always really good! 🫶

sooo first of all sorry for being this late lmao this is kinda embarrassing because this ask was sent MONTHS ago maybe almost a year ago it was so long ago i literally don't remember. i'm only just answering now BUT better late than never i guess skgshdfh

(as usual don't take this too seriously lmao this is just a silly theory, i'm in no way implying it's the truth. it's just delusion o'clock)

now, if you follow me you know what i think of coup de grace as an album - and that is, the fact that it's soooo about alex it's crazy like. bro was so angry and in love and heartbroken????? and he wrote a literal masterpiece of an album????? that's iconic if you ask me

so to no one's surprise, let's follow the usual theory - them having some sort of falling out after eycte because of miles getting serious and alex consequently chickening out, which led to Peak Gay Drama Year, also known as 2018, when they both release albums that - more or less explicitly - contain images that could easily be interpreted as references to each other. something to rely on is no exception:

"crescent moon, left in my drive / all too soon, you made your point"

the reference to the moon creates a pattern, since the semantic field of astral entities is also present in songs such as killing the joke, with "interstellar, dressed in leather, drinking bitter boy" - which as we all know is one of miles' most direct lines when it comes to referencing alex, and it can easily be linked to am's own space-themed album, which miles definitely got to listen before its official release date.

opening the song with a reference to the moon could be a way of @ a certain someone, letting him know that yes, this song *is* in fact about him, if he didn't get the other billion hints in the whole album. (however, for the sake of keeping it vague, i won't be referring to him directly but rather to a ~mysterious person~) (i'm sure you get my point tho *wink wink*) [gunshots]

mentioning the moon could also be a way of referencing the ever-present theme of nighttime encounters in the entirety of mk/am/tlsp's discography: sometimes those encounters are described as fun, sometimes they mean trouble; sometimes, they leave the people involved with a sense of guilt and/or shame, on which we'll come back later and which often leads to bad decisions ("all too soon, you made your point"). in this particular case, the first image that comes to my mind is someone leaving sneakily after a (series of) one-night stands, with the song obviously being from the pov of the person being left, who also gives us a reason why they think the other person left:

"keeping off the radar, how does that make you feel? / keeping it clean, through all the things you wanted me to be / out of touch, with all the rumors i keep hearing of you / keeping off the radar, how does that make you feel?"

this person doesn't seem to want other people to know about their affair, and that's why they keep it secret; it seems that they want miles to be something he's not, or something he can't be - or maybe they ask all these things of themselves, which would maybe make it easier for them to accept the relationship going public. this person wants to keep it neat and clean, picture-perfect and fitting to everything everyone expects from them; but as much as they try to stay lowkey and not attract attention, the narrator informs us that no matter how much this person tries to hide, there's still rumors going around about them, as an individual as well as their relationship(s) with other people, most likely with the narrator too.

"all aboard the guilt train / last call before we leave / last call before we learn to love / the last call before we leave"

the line referring to guilt is insanely queer-coded and i will die on this hill because it just SCREAMS internalised homophobia, with which the other person might be struggling. it wouldn't make sense otherwise - because what would that person feel guilty about, if it were a straight-passing relationship? unless it was a cheating situation, of course... but it could be a cheating situation AND also a queer one, with this person being in another (het) relationship while having a same-sex lover (the narrator), which would give that line a double explanation. also every time i listen to this song i just can't help but think about 'all aboard the kane train' WHAT WHO SAID THAT

however, the narrator tells us that this is the "last call before we leave" - meaning, he's giving this person an ultimatum to make up their mind and decide if they want to be with him for real or not, since the latter possibility would result in him leaving - not necessarily for good, but... just trying to get over that person once and for all. at the same time, though, it's also the "last call before we learn to love" - which is incredibly soft imo, because it's him still putting trust and hope into that person and a positive decision on their part. he believes they will eventually choose to be with him, he hopes for it and trusts the other person to make the right decision, which would lead to them being together and learning how to love each other without limits nor second-guesses. the repetition of the leaving line could also be seen as a way for him to give it a new meaning compared to the first one: if they ended up together, they could leave that world based on nasty rumors and appearances, ignoring them all to just be happy together. because, after all, miles declares it openly:

"you're all that i wanted / all that i need / you're all that i wanted / you're all that i need"

i mean. does this even need an explanation. bro is down BAD

"something to rely on / something to get high on / i don't want to beg or steal, i don't want to borrow hearts / i just want to make it real / something to rely on / the making of a mystery, wishing on a falling star / i don't want to let this sadness rule my heart / your actions from the start / in spite of me insightfully inviting me to fall apart"

i left the chorus last because imo it captures perfectly the whole vibe of the song and what i think is miles' outlook on life in general: the narrator wants something stable and secure, an established relationship with the other person; he doesn't want to have to beg and argue and make it more complicated than it probably already is, he doesn't want to be a pastime or just some lover. he wants something thrilling and intense, almost addictive - but most importantly, he wants something real. this complicated situation with the other person is making them both suffer, and the other person's behaviour doesn't make it any easier; but in spite of everything, and in spite of his sense of self-preservation, he still finds himself unable and unwilling to resist them, to let them go for good. and no matter how self-destructive this might be, he doesn't want to be ruled by negative emotions; he's already fallen for them, too deep to even consider letting them go. he just keeps falling, and yeah, the outcome of their situationship might still be a mystery, but he chooses to be hopeful - "wishing on a falling star", bringing the song to a circular end by mentioning other astral entities that inevitably remind us of the "crescent moon" that opens the song. which also evokes the idea of circularity that is typical of situationships like the one described here, where the moment he seems to have made up his mind (or maybe the other person finally did?) it's like rinse and repeat, and once again they're back to square one.

#there is an underlying sense of masochism running through the whole album #him coming back to that person no matter how much they're hurting him #but there's also so much love there - he keeps coming back bc he knows that person is suffering just as much as he is #and he wants to put a stop to this useless arguments and tears and complicated feelings and just. get to be with them #because he loves them and he knows they love him just as viscerally and he wants nothing but for them to finally be happy together #which is also the exact message that comes from 'wrong side of life' and that is one of the many reasons why i adore that song #THE best miles song!#but the whole album is literally amazing i love it so much he's such a king #anyway sorry again for being so late ajxjsjfkskf and thank u for all the lovely things you said about my blog/theories/fics 🥺💖💖#miles kane #coup de grace #am i tagging this as you know what. am i #...............mmmmmyeah i think i will #milex #something to rely on #my theories #once again don't take this too seriously it's just a theory i know nothing about them #all i know is they're obsessed with each other AND they were fucking raw xx #somebody sedate me!#answered

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morgutio-benvolio · 1 year

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#my face #my post #thank you so so so so so so so so so much to the person who gave me these it was SO so so fun and felt so good!!!!!!#feel so pretty and special and nice with all these marks seriously thank you it feels so good 💖🖤💕

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livingincolorsagain · 26 days

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Hello dear! I'm guessing from some of your recent posts that you're working on a new chapter, and it's being really difficult. I just wanted to remind you to take a break if you need to, make sure you've got water and a snack, and remember not to stress about it too hard. You'll figure this out, and you will write the chapter. I believe in you <3

Oh honey, you’re so sweet. Thank you, this means so much to me :’) 💖💖💖

#questinwitchface #asks #i finished writing the chapter then was hmmmm nah #so now im rewriting #this happens way too often #seriously tho thank you so much for this #💖💖💖💖💖

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boracynth · 8 days

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Not an ask but I have to say that your fanart of princess tutu is scrumptious (extremely beautiful). Keep drawing because I can see the effort that you put into your artwork.

oh my gosh, thank you so much! 😭😭💖 that means a lot! i love this fandom and everyone is super nice, you included! and i very much enjoy drawing princess tutu fanart, so i will stay the course! 🫡 thank you so much for this sweet comment--i hope you have a lovely week! 💖💖

#asks #ealyserose #thank you so much seriously #this made my day #i was at the post office and i just started smiling out of nowhere #💖💖💖💖

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mspaint-flower · 24 days

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Haii!! I just came to say i freaking love love love your art!!! Actually me and a few of my silly alters (we have DID) really love your art! Its soooo prettyyy!! :3

I hope you never loose motivation and keep drawing forever and ever because your so good!

HJSDGKJEHGKJEHH THANK YOU SO MUCH??????🥹🥹🥹 i'm so so glad you like it, it means the world to me thank you!! ;w; 💖

#asks #seriously it means so much to me i wish i could explain how thankful i am 🥹#i'll never lose motivation with you guys and the support so i'm extremely thankful #every single bit of support mean the world to me.....🥹💖

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thelaundrybitch · 14 days

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Hello!! Ive been wanting to draw something for you for while and i am glad that i finally did it <333 (its a traditional one.. But maybe once i get a new phone i will make another one for you ⸜(｡0 ᵕ 0 )⸝♡) but i hope you like it!! Sunny is such a beloved character and i love her sm 🥰🥰💛💛💗💗💗💗💫

AHHHHHH!!!!

OMG!!!

I let out an audible squeal when I opened this ask and saw my beloved Sunshine staring back at me!

@melody-starlight you have absolutely made my whole month!

This was such a sweet and amazing thing for you to do!

She's absolutely gorgeous! Thank you so so much!💖

#seriously #i yelled with my real human mouth #and scared the CRAP out of my sleeping cat #i love her so much thank you #melody starlight #oc sunshine #my oc #thelaundrybitch oc #oc sunny #thelaundrybitch #thelaundrybitch answers #fun asks #fanart #oc fanart #OMG IM STILL SCREAMING ABOUT THIS #😍🥰💕#💖🫶🏼🫵🏼

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awakenthebeing · 11 months

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I feel like Keppino is that type of character where even though they try their hardest to be edgy and brooding and Totally A Lone Wolf Bad Boy™ it is impossible to take them seriously. Their so goofy that all tries to be edgy fall flat on their face.

BEHQHHAHAH no honestly tho you're right for the ending part. I cannot take her too serious bc she is a Fake Peppino Critter and like, the og is so goofy and shaped that Keppino also falls onto this line of goofy and shaped. But that is something I'm glad about! I wouldn't want Keppino to be too serious or edgy anyways ^^

The truth about Keppino tho is that it doesn't really try to be the edgy thing that you'd expect them to be! They're actually simply quiet and, due to how they were created to look, give off that aura. I'm sure this was what was wanted of him but he kinda just does what he needs to do and moves on! While this does give it that aura of bad boy, trust me Keppino is just. A silly and kind fella. Quiet, but willing to like pick flowers with others and make cupcakes and listen to cute/upbeat sounding music, etc etc!! (Later in lore of course !)

#tho it also makes it fun when she DOES get serious bc it combines both goofy with an odd coolness that makes me smile!!#will i ever show off this seriousness from them? maybe! who knows...!!#but thank you for this message!!! ive gotten Keppino somewhat developed so these help a ton with building it!#make sure to rest and eat food and drink water ok? be safe out there and thank you again!! sending so much love!!#💖💘💘💓💘💖💖💘💓💘💖💘💓💘💘💓💓💘💓💘💓💘💓💘💖💓💘💓💘💓‼️#Keppino arts

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dewitty1 · 2 months

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Saturday Six (Stuff)

Cats woke me up too dang early. It was mostly Reggie, of course, so I chucked him out (don't @ me about it - he's and indoor/outdoor Boi) because that's what he wanted anyway. I didn't realize it was that cold until later, when I actually got up, thanks to Leeloo. So, I went out and called Reggie several times, with no luck. He decided to wait to come back after three + hours of being outside (not too unusual, but random enough) and I give him the Molly Weasley "Where *HAVE* you been?!" he just looks at me and gives a "maow" like "Whassup mom? Wassall the hubbub?" Crazy damn cat. Gotta love em. (^・ω・^ )

I'm really getting upset about the business situation. Idk what to do. It's bad, bad. And I've looked at jobs. Nothing much but nursing really. Ugh.(;*´Д`)ﾉ

I find it funny that I identify as aromantic, but I love reading romance novels (not as much as I used to, but I have some old faves), Drarry fic of course, and I love RomComs, and shows like Love is Blind and Indian Matchmaking lolololololol. I guess I just don't feel it for myself. Idk, it's weird, to me anyway.（*´▽｀*）

I really hate asking people for help. It really feels like failing to me. I guess I have my parents to thank for that one. But I've been asking people to share my business posts. Mostly on Fb because that's where the old people with money are. I don't love it, but this is the world we live in.(o;TωT)o

As if things weren't bad enough, I also got a jury duty summons in the mail for my birth month. But at least it wasn't for my actual birthday.

Anyway, I'm just trying breathe. And I keep hoping that something will come through. I'm still swimming, even though life is trying to drown me. p(*＾-＾*)q

BONUS - Mom tested positive for covid! So life keeps giving! (•̀o•́)ง

#Saturday Six #About me #Personal #February 17 2024 #Please do not rebloggle #Carey rambles about life and stuff and things and being really effing depressed rn #Like ya I don't want to HAVE to work but I need to because of the shit crapitalist system we live in rn #And it sucks but I'd rather work for myself than any other place #I honestly think I will wither and die if I have to work for a corporation #Like I might be OK if it's another small place like the ski hill I worked at but I can't go back to fast food or some random cashier job tb #Like I seriously think the depression would kill me #And I'm not even joking #My parents don't get it but I might have to tell them...#Ughhhh I really am over fighting them #I wish they would just be cool and supportive but they're silent/boomer Gen and don't know how #Anyway I'm done rambling for now lol #Thank you so much for for reading my nonsensical rambles whenever I post them #I appreciate y'all so much #I hope you have a great day or night wherever you are #Hugsss from mom or just a friend whatever you need right now because I know I need hugsss too٩(๑•◡-๑)۶ⒽⓤⒼ❤💜💙💚💛❤️💗💕💖#Now back to your regularly scheduled scrolling #Whooowhoooo now I might have covid again!!!! Happy happy joy joy

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anadorablekiwi · 11 months

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Okaey i need sleep so good night yall

Thank you for all the UNNECESSARY love 💜💖💙

Sleep well, happy timezone, love you all! /plat

#kiwi rambles #in all seriousness this was a good night for yall to lovebomb me #didn’t even give my depression a chance to sneak in #which it very much would have and worse since I essentially didnt take my meds today (i did but it did not stay in stomach :/ )#so yeh thank you 🫂💜💖

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mymarifae · 5 months

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hi ur akty fic changed my life btw. i cried multiple times reading it (talking ab what’s a little kiss btwn bros)

followed it when it was starting, thought it’d be goofy., it was goofy but it was also so much more Ough i love shinonome akito ……. was rereading it and got reminded of how utterly insane it made me feel (a good thing. that is a good thing)

so, from the bottom of my heart, THANK YOU!! please do not stop writing. you make wonderful things

AAAHHHH i'm so happy you enjoyed it !!!! :') thank you so, so much 💖💖💖💖💖💖💖 and i don't plan on stopping writing any time soon, don't worry! >:) i have lots and lots of stories up in my brain... and i can't wait to tell them. i hope they'll continue to make everyone smile

#this ask made me so happy i didn't know what to say for a couple days My Bad #thank you sooo so so so much anon 💖💖💖💖💖 it really means a lot...#like seriously all i want to do with my writing is make people smile so... yeah :'))))#i gotta finish that damn shinonome sibs fic already..#and chapter 1 of the polysquad fic i'm desperate to talk about but can't until chapter 1 is out #because no one can know what i'm doing until they read the end of that first chapter and everything comes together.#the whole thing gets ruined otherwise... >:(#unfortunately i am currently incapacitated by the wretched common cold and will have to spend the next 24 hours suffering. Sad #mailbox

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celestial-mean-girls · 2 years

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Hiya! I was scrolling through the Moondrop tag when I saw your post about lining/coloring your sketches with credit. I’ve been in a bit of art block so I thought why not try it. Because the sketch is yours I won’t post this to my own account but thought I’d at least share it with you.

This was a lot of fun! Though I can safely say our art styles are very different lol.

THAT IS SO CUTE SHUT UP

OMG

LITERALLY SAID "THAT IS SO CUTE SHUT UP" OUT LOUD AND GRASPED MY CHEST IN REAL TIME.

OMG

THAT IS INCREDIBLE!! dlkldkg OMG THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR SHARING THIS WITH ME!! holy SHIT that looks SO GOOD!! holy CRAP!! LINELESS???? FOR REAL?? ARE YOU FOR REAL RIGHT NOW??

HOLY SHIT!!!!

THAT IS PHENOMENAL!!! oh my god the finesse in here; the shading, the CLEANLINESS of your lines?? the lighting, the vibrancy of the colors and patterns? this is SPOTLESS. SMOOTH AND GORGEOUS!! the gradients on Moon's hands, sleeves, pants, just. his CLOTHES in general?? (i REALLY fucking love your Moon, i LOVE this design holy crap. i'm gonna have to go raid your art tag later, i want to see MORE of him!!) he's got the CUTEST fucking mischievous eyes, and the overall MOOD in this pic?? FLAWLESS. HOW JOYOUS AND EXCITING this is just--!! it's so PLAYFUL and it's PERFECT!! just PRECISELY what i was originally going for!!

WOW holY CRAP and you got EXACTLY what i had planned for Freddy's hands, PERFECTLY!!! omg. o m G. just PHENOMENAL

and i REALLY love that you went and put your own little twist on it by having Moon pick up Freddy's hat and hold it aloft like that. this is just. fucking superb, OUTSTANDING content op, this is REALLY inspirational to me!! wow. i seriously can't get over this. the LINELESS!! the way you shaded and shaped with colors!! i'm. i'm floored. i'm awestruck. i'm absolutely over the MOON (ha ha)

(also i gotta say: up top high five for another Moon based in purple!! my original design for Moon (aka, Moony, who you can find in tags; he's the one with the hood) is based in purple for Color Psychology reasons, and it's ALWAYS so much fun to see another Purple Moon. absolutely STELLAR stuff, what a guy!!!)

this is SO beautiful and vibrant, op. i'm FLOORED and TOTALLY humbled that you chose my sketch to practice with, i hope it got you out of your art block!! this means SO much to me that it grabbed your interest and that you shared your finished work with me, THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR ETERNITY AND BACK!! wow. WOW. i'll be riding high on this one for a GOOD while, LOL!! it seriously inspires ME, too!!

and i think it would inspire many many more, as well!! so while i REALLY thank you for your considerate, respectful thought - you have no idea how much that means to me, and how important that is, so thank you forever again - i think that this deserves to be on your blog, too. PLEASE by all means post it, just give credit back to me at this blog for providing the base sketch, and that'll be enough. i really, REALLY think you deserve recognition for this on its own. PLEASE post it to your blog and i'll be MORE THAN HAPPY to reblog it again!!

just. holy shit. holy SHIT. WOW. you really made my day. holy crap. what a fucking inspiration. WOW. this is some seriously smooth and beautiful, detailed work. the fucking finesse you've got going, here. wow.

fucking gorgeous. absolutely beautiful, top tier content OP 1000/10 A+, PLEASE DO IT AGAIN!!! DEFINITELY gonna be on the lookout for more of your work, THANK YOU FOREVER TO THE UNIVERSE AND MORE, and stay healthy and safe out there!!! 🥺🥺🙏💖💖🥚😭😭🙏🙏🙏⭐️🌙⭐️

#moon #holy crap i don't know what to tag this LOL uhh #gift art #?????#anyway. WOW. HOLY CRAP DLKADGFLKADGLHKDFGLKGDF #I'M NEVER GONNA GET OVER THIS. WOWWOWOWOW. FUCKING STELLAR STUFF #i'm not gonna tag it for the main tags bc i want YOU to be able to have that exposure #for real. not joking. please post this to the tags it super deserves to be seen Immediately. Post-Haste #thank you SO. MUCH. you SERIOUSLY inspire me. holy crap. wow. wowowowow. goodbye i need to go lie down in my grave with a smile #THANK YOU!!!!!!! 🙏🙏🥺🥺🥺🥺🙏🙏💖💖💖💖💖💖💖🥚🥚🥚#(the 🥚 btw is my way of saying you're a 'good egg' and/or expressing fond joy. it's a positive thing!! dw!! LOL)#(EEEEEEE!!!!! oh my god. brb afk gotta go Die Now)#btw this is a side blog so i had to follow from my main which is partyinthemysterymachine!#just so ur aware and not so deign why this blog didn’t follow LOL #moony #<— only cuz i mentioned him lol

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