#she dowsnt NEED to

[spitinsideme]

can and does ragatha hunt like a cat

does pomni wake up to a dead deer chilling on the bed and demon ragatha just standing there like " good morning dear I brought you breakfast!"

yes !!! she used to do this more when she first met pomni, and pomni was always fteaked the fuck out but now she kust knows (luckily ragatha does ir less, bur soemtimes the urge to hunt takes over)

#pomni x ragatha #buttonblossom #ragapom #jesterdoll #tadc fanart #tadc pomni #the amazing digital circus #pomni #pomni fanart #tadc ragatha #ragatha x pomni #ragatha tadc #the amazing digital circus ragatha #ragatha #the amazing digital circus pomni #pomatha #demon x nun au #demon ragatha #nun pomni #ragathas like to hunt for fun #she dowsnt NEED to #she gets her food from pomni and she can eat normal foood #but she likes hunting she like the stalking and the fighting and everythinf #she will occasionally hunt bears necause she enjoys taking down somwthing that big #pomni willsometimes wake up with a whole ass bear on the floor and ragatba beong like #“look look !!!! i got this for you babygirl” #and pomni os juat like jesus fucking christ a bear ? hpw did you get yhat throifh the door ? stop killing animals for fucks sake

[rudy-redd]

#oc #myart #i need 2 make a unique tag 4 art #also ahoutout to this oc i love them so much she dowsnt even have a name #RudysArt

[lovesickbrat]

hey Ive been following you for awhile so first hiiiiiii ♥️⭐😤 secondly do you have any powdery/ baby powder scent recs?? appreciate it if/when you answer this!!

MY FAV TYPES OF PERFUMES aka the “sexy baby” perfumes lololol

the reigning queen of sexy baby shes THEE original sexy baby perfume and you can get her for a crisp $15 at any walmart or walgreens! doesnt last long but she doesnt need to i wore this while babysitting this summer and i sprayed it on my 5 yr old cousin lol the smell of girlhood and innocence

elevated sexy baby shes muskier and sweeter like freshly powdered skin after a bubble bath lasts longer and tbh? good for layering!

demeter baby powder may be the cheapest along woth LBS but shes also v good for layering and dowsnt last long but again doesnt need to

the most expensive sexy baby i associate this one with Clotilde from bambina its so soft and sweet and powdery its almost vulgar i love it

tous tous is more soapy than powdery BUT its still got that freshly powdered after a bath scent its sooo good and clean

#ask.pdf

[most-tragic-character-tournament]

RYOU BAKURA PROPAGANDA BECAUSE WHOEVER WROTE THE STUFF ADDED DOWSNT EVEN BEGIN TO COVER IT ALL.

his younger sister and mother die in a car crash when he was a kid. He writes letters to his sister in heaven updating her on things that have happened and asking her how shes been.

(before the main story) everyone he makes friends with loses their souls and falls into never ending comas because of the evil spirit in his ancient relic necklace thing. He has no idea why. it causes him to avoid making friends and getting too close to people. he doesnt want them to get hurt.

because his friends keep "coincidentally" getting into comas, awful rumors spread about him which get so bad he needs to switch schools. cycle repeats until he meets the main character.

said evil spirit that posesses him stabs him 1- In the arm, 2- straight through his hand, and 3- in five different spots in his chest!!

(later in the series) without even knowing it, he gets sent to what is sort of an equivalent of hell for people who are still alive (the shadow realm) because his evil spirit loses a bet he couldnt win. This is barely brought up by the other characters, instead they keep talking about a different character who was also sent to the shadow realm because they were closer, and ryou was just kind of.. there. whereas the other characters who got sent there (but still have their empty soulless bodies left behind) have people at their bedsides always looking over them, ryou doesnt have anything of the sort.

he gets his soul stolen and noone barely cares or mentions it!! its only when the villain who did it brings it up a long time after that people are like "!!"

the spirit has taken on ryous identity so much that at times people cannot figure out when it is posessing ryou, which you can also take as People not caring enough to tell the difference from two VERY different people (when one of them is supposed to be their friend.)

he is in a sense a parallel to the main character except everything went wrong.

[Propaganda]

#Propaganda #tw death #bakura ryou

[rabidkoalasinmybloodstream]

how the golden era slytherins would text:

Draco:

he uses all lowercase, but with perfect punctuation. it annoys him when people use acronyms and abbreviations, and he often corrects peoples’ grammar. always responds quickly-ish.

Blaise:

Uses uppercase letters when he’s supposed to. Uses too many periods. Sends lots of small texts instead of just one that says everything he needs to say. Usually responds within seconds.

Pansy:

her texts are all lowercased and short. don’t expect her to respond quickly. she doesn’t care about punctuation or spelling and doesn’t correct herself if she spells something wrong.

Theo:

he literally responds right away and uSES UPPERCASE WHEN HES EVEN A LITTLE BIT EXCITED!! uses at least two punctuation marks when he needs to,, annoys draco very much

Daphne:

her txts r like tgis. she dowsnt care if u can read them or not thats ur problm not hers. itll take her weeks 2 get back 2 u and dont expect anythign she says 2 b heloful bc, like, she has things to do. (u prob just shouldnt txt her)

Astoria:

She! Is! So! Happy! She texts the way she talks, and she is very chatty :]]] She is glad to talk, and always answers right away. She sometimes forgets a comma here and there but she still has pretty good punctuation :D

#slytherin headcanons #blaise x draco #astoria greengrass #astoria #daphne greengrass #draco malfoy #blaise zabini #theodore nott #theo nott #slytherin headcanon #hp headcanon

[ellabsprincess]

trying to be mature but UGH

before i found out i said we need to have a games night and she should come round and we can play tlou cause she doesnt have a playstation AND I HOPED SHE FORGOT but we were texting today and she said we need to do it and IM TRYING TO MAKE SURE SHE DOWSNT FIND OUT SO IM LIKE “omgggg yeahhh totallyyy!!!!” ACTUALLY WHAT THE FUCK IS GOING ON

-autistic loser anon

OH NO THATS SO AWKWARD IM SORRY BABES :(( if you do end up having a game night, i would just make the best of it and have a good time with her as friends <3 but i’m sorry it’s awkward and uncomfy babes i wish this didn’t happen :(

#my lovelies °•. ✿ .•° #autistic loser anon

[ars0nism]

listen im all for caiatl lore but please... she has enough trauma... she dowsnt need more...

#destiny 2 spoilers #season of the haunted #CALSU KILLED HER DOG ???? #im not a calus enjoyer anymore folks

[lucyslovelies]

TTI Review

Omg guys... well... I finally finished it

So I'm not wholly happy about how my character was presented but I feel like she has the potential for a great arc! She reminded me a lot of Heather, who's one of my favorite characters, so maybe there's room for a world tour arc where natalie would be Alejandro and mal realizes she's not so bad after all. I just hope she doesn't live up to her td namesake and turn comically evil! She's too nuanced of a character for that, Ithink!

My personal favorite ending was mclovins, I did not like Michael as a character AT ALL and her "arc" with max was so heteronormative and felt very forced. On the other hand, shalovin was great! :D should've been the campfire couple imo. I totally understand the maxfrollo shippers, maxchael was so underwhelming and again super heteronormative! Straight pairings are just so boring

My hopes for future seasons:

Give staci more to do (maybe a villain arc?)

Flesh out mals character

Do something new with ass!

Courtney had an arc and tbh dowsnt need to be in another season

Neither does Michael

I'd love to see the more yaoiful characters (Peter, frollo, fren, etc) get better representation, the all-female (besides mclovin) final 4 was unnecessary and felt like woke-mongering

Id love to see mal get an enemies to lovers arc with someone! I'm impartial to malfrollo but it'd be more fun to have an Alejandro character step in for her

ass needs to go bald next, or do something nowen-like with someone else. Just give them something to do

Give scary a proper name! (My hc name is sarah)

Otherwise it was a very well written series and I definitely recommend!

#Tti #Total takes island #Awesome #Tdi #Total drama island

[boygirlctommy]

hhhhh

#my post #ignore this post i just need to talk #okay #so during church today #i got more insight into just how honophobic my mother us #she says she dowsnt support gay marriage but shes ok w her friends that r gay #and shes like ‘ohh you see everything as so black and white! theres a gray area!’ #like.. no mother. youre wither homophobic or youre not. and you are #shes the embodiment of ‘i cant be homophobic i have gay friends’ #HHHHHHH #also she was loke ‘the government is stealing pur gender’ #and internally i was like ‘promise?’

[love-a-little-less-archived]

I wanna go watch more sense8 but my mom would actually murder me so I've decided I'm just gonna wait a few hours and pirate it off the internet :)

#love.babble #listen I need new comfort characters #I'm a horrible child I know #but fuck whaf if it has ssx scenes I've written sex scenes you think I give a fuck #actially my kom dowsnt know yhat and she doesnt need yo #:))(( #what mom no ofc I havent written sex scenes what dobyou mean 👀👀👀 #I'm innocent I swear 👀👀👀👀

[erythristicbones]

everyday when no one else is home my gf's cat comes over and tries to smother me with love

#nori is a needy cat and she wont take no for an answer #doesnt matter how many times you throw her off the couch or off of you #she will come back and she will lick your face raw with her sandpaper tongue #ive never met a cat with a tongue so painful before #and of course she's the one who wants to lick your skin 24/7 #i love her but nori pls let me live #my cheek hurts i swear it dowsnt need to be cleaned anymore

[nestable]

Feminism in ACOTAR

(This is a bit long so bare with me)

As a politics student and general member of the public who's curious about feminist themes, I've read a lot of feminist writings which have informed my opinion in saying that none of the acotar books can be described as feminist.

I've noticed that the big motivator behind describing the books as feminist is feyres appointment of High lady. Though that may be pivotal in prythian history, we cant ignore the fact that it is still a fairly patriachal society. Having a few women in places of power like mor, amren, feyre etc. Is not enough because women don't grow up on an island and are also influenced by patriachal views or mindsets. In short, just because someone is a woman and is in a position of power, doesnt mean that they will cater to the needs of women or are feminist. Women, especially white women(this is important because sjms writes white feminism) have often gotten into positions of power and actually ignored women and done the same that their male predecessors have done and often threw other women under the bus in order to retain their tokenism status. And the main flaw of white feminism which is the reason why it coined the term 'white feminism' is that it doesnt encompass all the intersectionalities that women reside in and only focus on a western model of what it means to be a woman and anything outside of that is backward and 'barbaric. We see this in the judgement and disregarding of POC's experiences and outlooks on life because they are different to theirs. There are more than enough examples of the white women in the series judging the illyrians which are seen by the fandom as POC's and how they maliciously drag their customs through the mud. Instead of getting these views from illyrian women themselves, we get them from white women who arent connected to that culture whatsoever and who have nothing to say except judgement and critique instead of actually helping.

We see this with the white characters views of illyrian cultures and their conclusion of the condition of women without even having a single conversation with illyrian women. Illyrian women in this set up have no agency and no voice and that leaves the women of the IC to speak for them which is counterproductive. This is wrong in that many western cultures have misinterpreted different cultures and ignored the women in those societies as being disenfranchised and have used this as an excuse to invade and colonize under the guise of liberating women when in actual fact they dont care about the women at all, and are only concerned in reaping the benefits of that culture and keeping them under their control. An example of this is rhys ignoring the treatment of illyrian women but reaping the benefit of having illyrians fight in his wars.

Feyre as high lady

It's unfair to judge feyres actions as high lady as yet because we've barely seen her act, but from the little that we know, she follows Rhys' every action and decision without question. And rhys hasn't done anything for the improvement of women's position socially or economically at all (we all know the state of the illyrian camps) in all the 500 yrs he's been high lord. Apart from Rhys, the inner circle has 2 women in the highest leadership positions and even they havent done anything and have even ignored the plight of women under their jurisdiction, (mor with Hewn city) I dont even think amren cares about anything besides her jewels tbh. So it's fair to assume that feyre will follow in those very footsteps. She already has biased and low views on the illyrians and people who reside in hewn city to the point where she participates in the 'pimp and whore' act that she puts on t deal with them. And we've never seen her speak to illyrian women so to her their voices and autonomy dont matter.

Male feminism in the IC

The only male who can be seen as being feminist in the series is Cassian because aside from simply declaring that wing clipping is illegal, he actually does the ground work to ensure it doesn't happen by offering the women to train with him. Though this is a weak cure for the issues the women face in Illyria, it's a start and far more work than anything the other characters have done in the name of women empowerment.

Another so called feminist figure in the series is rhysand. Why he's described as such defeats me, but I'll go through some points to prove that hes nothing of the sort.

1. He created a library for sexual assault survivors.

Though this is a nice effort, it can't be described as feminism because he doesnt extend the same courtesy to the other women in his territory and is only concerned with women in Velaris. Supporting women who worship you isnt feminism isnt feminism either and we know that the entirety of Velaris see the IC as blameless gods. Based on mors history, its obvious that the women in hewn city are suffering just as much if not more but hes forsaken them to live under mors parents/abusers rule. And creating a safe house for sexual assault survivors isnt as much feminism as it is human decency. Especially considering how much money hes got.

2. Banning illyrian wing clipping

Wing clipping is still a pandemic in the illyrian camps meaning that he didnt put enough provisions to ensure that it stops. Passing a law and ensuring that it is followed are two different things and rhys clearly dowsnt know the distinction. An additional point regarding illyrian women is that it was mentioned in acofas that they were joining the men in rebelling, and if that doesnt say anything about their feelings with him being high lord and how he doesnt cater to them, then I dont know what does. This also speaks to the point of the assumption that women of color dont have agency in their own societies. He said something like the men 'manipulated' the women into joining their rebellion, which insinuates that they can't think for themselves and are completely voiceless and this is a factor of whit feminism, the belief that WOC colour cant speak for themselves and are meek and susetable to being controlled or manipulated. It is a huge possibility that the women can't really express their opinions because they are suppressed by their men, however we dont see rhys interacting with any women and getting their opinion on things. He assumes that they are forced into everything and though we havent gotten the book yet I'm gonna say this is false. The reason being if rhys was such a good high lord and cared for women's issues, why would the women side with their 'abusive' men instead of their so called benevolent high lord?

3. Rhys appointed women in his IC

First of all, appointing women based on merit and qualifications is feminism, not appointing family members and you underaged bride just because 'you love her'. Though mor and amren may be qualified, and that's a massive 'maybe', they haven't done anything to improve the lives of women. Like their high lord they are complacent and Hewn city and illyria are more than enough to prove this. What rhys has essentially done is nepotism and corruption and no one can convince me otherwise.

Going further on the inner circle women, rhys was willing to sacrifice these very women to achieve his goal and this is self serving and anti feminist. The first being abusing feyre UTM and then using her as bait for the attor, then later making a deal with eris even though he knows his history with mor. If anyone believes that these actions are remotely feminist or excusable, then feminism is not for you and need help because its abusive and patriachal.

In conclusion rhys isnt feminist, mor isnt feminist, amren isnt feminist, feyre isnt feminist, azriel isnt even in the conversation and cassian is the only one scratching the surface. Also, white feminism is an exclusive and limited way to portray and execute feminism, women getting leadership positions based on their proximity to men just advances the false notion that women can only succeed if they 'sleep' their way to the top and just because a woman is in a leadership space, thag doesnt make that state of affairs inherently feminist because women are also carriers of patriarchy.

I tried to sum up my points but for more on white feminism, feminist intersectionalites and how being female doesnt make a person feminist, I advice you read Bell Hooks' writings because she touches on these topics in far better ways than I can.

#acotar #acowar #acomaf #anti inner circle #anti rhysand #anti feyre #my take on feminism #stop caling female representation feminism #anti sjm #sjm critical

[hello-yue-here]

Maiko and Sukka?

maiko

I LOVE THEM. they are imo a very good respresentation of childhood crushes to first teen romance. they love each other it is so obvious. they care so much for each other and mai and zuko are both rarely seen smiling but they are seen smiling with or because of each other a fairly decent amount. i think they are adorable and i love their little classic childhood crushes to first loves w an edgy twist vibes. my least favorite thing about maiko isnt even about maiko. its about how people who dont like maiko claim that it is toxic. HONEY. they are teenagers. teenagers SUCK at expressing emotions. i should know im literally still in high school. and when one of those teenagers was abused and has anger issues and is very over dramatic and the other is repressed and never learned how to express her emotions in a healthy way because she was never allowed to and most likely emotionally abused THEYRE GONNA HAVE SOME COMMUNICATION ISSUES. every couple has fights. every couple has bumps and obstacles to overcome and maiko is no exception. and the thing is: they DO work on their issues and try to be better for each other. when people say mai was toxic to zuko i wanna slap them. are you serious? like no. she was not toxic at all. she cared for him so much and just because she wasnt as outwardly emotional as him or other characters dowsnt mean its false. she literally committed treason, went against everything she was ever taught, finally decided to do what she wanted instead of being who she had always been expected to be in order to save his life at boiling rock because. she. loved. him. she gave up so much for zuko and if you think she didnt love him you are dead wrong. zuko wasnt a perfect boyfriend either. he got jealous very easily and while its normal to be jealous sometimes especially as a teenage boy he still needed to work on controlling that jealousy and trusting mai and when they had their fight at ember island and made up they. got. better. he also dumped her through a letter which was like v sucky of him. zuko is not perfect in this pairing so dont act like he is. but he tries. he tries to do nice things for mai, particularly through gift giving and trying to impress her with food because that seems to be the best way he knows how to show his love and appreciation which is frankly adorable. and when mai came back in the finale he looked SO HAPPY. HE SMILED SO WIDE. THEIR HUG?? SO TENDER. maiko is not toxic. maiko is top tier. maiko is love. maiko is so good yall. so good. damn i think i just convinced myself to like maiko even more than i already did. its jusg a very realistic relationship to me because it isnt perfect. and because its not perfect it makes it so much better when they make up and have their sweet moments and try hard to be good for one another because that is caring and that is love. if you think maiko is toxic get out. i will not tolerate maiko slander on this blog.

sukka

ONCE AGAIN. I LOVE THEM. they bring out the best in each other. suki helps him grow as a person and shows him how wrong he was about women and he doesnt fight her on it. he admits he was wrong and sexist and immediately changes his perspective. she helped him grow and thats very important in a relationship as well. and we all know sokka is a big protector as well. and we all know suki can handle herself just fine thank you very much. when he tries too hard to keep her safe and she tells him that she can handle herself he respects her wishes and lays off a little, but its so obvious that hes doing it because he cares so much and is scared to lose her. and when she wants to kiss him and he says no she doesnt push him. the level of respect and care they have for one another is *chefs kiss* and that scene where sokka says no is so important because no means no applies to guys as well. and in book three they are able to joke around with each other and be all cutesy in their honeymoon phase and just be teenagers for the first time in their life. they understand each other theough their roles of protector and nonbender and leader and they can relate to each ither on that and they can relate to each other on the level of responsibility they have and the weight on their shoulders, but when theyre together and theyre allowed to just be teenagers and be youthful and have fun its so refreshing becUse they deserve to just be kids and i love that they get to have that with each other. so yeah. sukka<3

#tag game #i love these ships SO MUCH #easily two of my top ships #my top in canon ships for sure plus yuekka #yuekka maiko and sukka are the best canon avatar ships HANDS DOWN

[dykendireckt]

CAN EVERYBODY ON INSTAGRAM SHUT THE FUCK UP ABOUT LOCK DOWN J JUST SAW A REALLY SAD CHCIKEN FROM MELB AND THE CALTION WAS ABOUT TELLING HER THE NEWS LEAVE HER ALINE SHES DOWSNT NEED TO KNOW

#it speaks

[hecksee]

ITS THE COVER FROM THE MUSICAL

THE MONTAGE

THE FLASHBACKS.

OH MY GOD THEY DID ALL OF THE INTROS

OH MY GOD THE FIRST EPISODE

GOD IM IN LOVE

THE KEYS

THEY LOOK LIKE BABIES

THE WENDIGO

THE YELLOW EYED DEMONS

THE TRUNK

I LIVE FOR JENSEN MAKING FUN OF JAREDS HAIR

GABRIEL DYING HURTS SO MUCH MORE

THE CAR

PIGNAPOKE

FUCK I LOVE THIS

BOBBY BABY

BOBBY

JOHN IS A DUMBASS

THE FLASKS

HE IS THEIR FUCKING REAL FATHER

FUCK I NEED TO REWATCH THIS

SEASON 4 HOLY SHIT

HOW AM I ONLY 8 MINUTES IN AND DYING

OH MY GOD JIM'S HAT

ALEX

BECAUSE THEY ARE MY FUCKING FAMILY

YES

I CANT WITH THE INTRO MONTAGES

FUCKK I LOVE THESE SO MUCH

GUYS I CANT

THERE ARE SO MANY ADS

IVE NEVER WATCHED LIVE BEFORE

ANNA

NO ANGELS, THAT WORKED WELL

YOU CAN HAVE ANGELS JUST MAKE THEM DICKS I CANT

FIRST MEG I CANT

GOD I MISS CROWLEY

OH MY GOD THE HOMOPHOBIA YES I LOVE CROWLEYS OPENING SCENE

ALL THE FUCKING FLASHBACKS

WE LOVE CROWLEY

LONG,,,,, DRAWN OUT,,,,,,, SENTENCES

WE LOVE CROWLEY

CAS

WE STAN CAS

DEATH HAD A PRETTY FUCKING DOPE ENTRENCE TOO

HES DEAN'S LOVE BITCHES

OH MY GOD HIS WINGS

GOD I LOVE CAS SO MUCH

CAS IS A BIG AUTISTIC EXPERIENCE

OH MY GOD HIS SHOTS RIGHT

HE IS NOT THE THIRD BROTHER

HE IS DEANS HUSBAND

OH MY GOD AND THE SHOTGUN

HEY ASSBUTT

FIND LOVE WE STAN MISHA

YES ITS ABOUT FAMILY

DONT FUCKING SHOW JOHN HES A FUCKING DOUCHE

CAS IS FAMILY

HES DEANS HUSBAND

DONT PLAY THE BS WITH ALL OF YOU

EXCEPT FOR ADAM

BABY WE LOVE BABY

IM STILL FEELING ROBBED WE DIDNT GET HUMAN BABY

BABY IS NOT UGLY

YOU CAN PUT CROWLEY IN IT

WE LOVE BABY

OH MY GOD JODY WHEN SHE WAS STILL A SHERIFF

MARK IS SATAN

WE LOVE HIM

DEATH WE LOVE DEATH SO MUCH

OLD DEATH NOT BILLY

BILLY IS SHIT

EW CHUCK IS A FUCKING BITCH

WE SHOULD HAVE LET HIM DIE IN SEASON 11

WE LOVE ROWENA

HER DEATH WAS BEAUTIFUL

BILLY IS A BITCH WE HATE HER HERE

OKAY ISTG IF CAS DOESNT COME BACK

YES THAT IS MY FUCKING MENTALITY

JACK BABY

WE LOVE JACK

BITCH HE STILL FUCKING SOMETIMES DOWSNT LIKE JACK

THE HANDWAVE

WE STAN THE HANDWAVE

FUCK THE ANALYSIS

THE COLT DOESNT WORK

ALISTAIR IS A BITCH

HES SUCH A BABY RN DEAN

DEANS SO SMOL

THE QUALITY IMPROVES SO MUCH OVER THE YEARS

NOBODY LIKES YOU MARY

I DONT LIKE YOU

EW NOBODY LIKES YOU JOHN

WE HATE LEBANON

NOBODY LIKES YOU JOHN

WE HATE JOHN

STOP MAKING JOHN SEEM LIKE A GOOD GUY

HE ISNT

HES A FUCKING ABUSIVE DICK

THIS IS LIKE THE GOD DAMN JOHN SYMPATHISTS

JOHN ISNT JOHN IN LEBANON

NOBODY LIKES JOHN

SHUT UP

YOU ARENT PROUS YOU ABUSIVE DICK

#spn #spn spoilers #spoilers #15.20 #reaction to 15.20 #supernatural #supernatural spoilers #supernatural 15x20 #spn 15x20 #the long road home #raw reaction to long road home #spn long road home #supernatural long road home #long road home spoilers

[stuff-i-like-to-share]

Fanfics i would Love to read but not talented enough to write them myself...

.... fanfics... or even better if that was actual scenes in season 4!

1. Gilbert seating on the train writing a draft of his letter to Anne, getting emotional, passionate not noticing old lad seating next to him with his wife looking at eachother smiling at young love. Telling him a short story of their love and how they have been separated and how they would suprise eachother by visiting every now and then.

2. Anne talking to Diana and deciding not to tell anyone about her and Gilbert before she actually speak with him... which later on will pay of in girls faces when they see them kissing lol

3. Anne receiving her first letter from Gilbert and being over the moon, sending her own letter straight away and meeting young intelligent boy at the post office which turnes out is at queens aswel.

4. Gilbert and Anne meeting new people, having their lessons and studies and writing little notes to add their letters, collecting little flowers, making it very personal.

5. Gilbert being jealous over this new boy which Anne mentioned in 3 letters already. Doing extra work to finish his studies few days earlier to travel to Charlottetown and see Anne.

6. All girls seating outside, learning, talking romance, Anne and Diana giving eachother side looks because nobody knows about Gilbert yet... Anne getting very emotional she havent seen Gilbert in 2months while Ruby talking about daily walks with Moody.. her eyes tear up, girls are like ohh r you ok Anne when one of them look up from their blanket and bw like: oh, Gilbert whatever you doing here...

Anne jumped up straight into his arms, he swings her around in a massive hug, then they about to kiss, tios of their lips about to touch when Diananotice Girls faces and goes like: uhmm

Gilbert and Anne look at all the suprised girls, get a bit shy, Gilbert let's Anne out of his tight hug and they stand there looking at eachother for short while, Gilbert is like: ladies... if you dont mind I would like to steal Anne for a... looks at Anne not knowing what to say, but she finish his sentence for him: tea! There's certain matters we need to discuss with Gil... with Mr. Blythe... she says while looking at Gilbert's dreamy eyes... Girls being so confused and shocked by whole situation just nods while they walk out through back gate.

7. The moment they are away enough from girls and the boarding house Gilbert swing Anne in the air again with the cutest smile, she laughs, then they step to the side of little quiet road and he kiss like theres no tomorrow...

Talk about their studies... then walk past tea house and Gilbert is like, oh we are here and Anne look at him with a cheeky smile... shes like oh we are not really going to have a tea are we.. its dull and full of boring people.. Gilbert laughs at memory of being awkward with Winfred at one of them tea houses.

Anne takes Gilbert to one of her favourite parks, they walk by the water.. theres a small patch of grass surrounded by trees, Sun sneaking through the branches, they are finally alone and kissing and cuddling... they sat on the grass talking, laughing, simply staring into eachothers eyes... they lie down cloud gazing playing with each hands, hair...

8. Gilbert walking Anne back to her house, talking about leaving to Avonlea and telling everyone, both but stressed about their families reaction... they stop by the gate to avoid Anne getting kn trouble, hold eachothers hands. Gilbert's is like: so... we are... courting? Its official! Anne gives him a shy smile: I still cant belive it... Gilbert gives her a soft kiss and tells her he will come and see her at queens next day so the can travel together back to Avonlea.

9. Anne back to her room where she is immediately flooded by questions from all the girls... You kissed him, he kissed you in public, oh that's nothing like Gilbert we knows.. Anne stands there waiting for them to calm down and simply just say: I'm in love with Gilbert Blythe for a while now, and what I recently been informed about, hes been (she srops realising he never actually said he loves her...) ... having feeling for me aswel, for a while... we will be seeing our families tomorrow as we are offering courting.. girls get all hyped, asking questions if hes a good kisser Ruby throws a little comment that she actually always was confused when she thought hes looking at her but it was more like he was staring at Anne and that shes happy for her...

(Sorry... long list... I didint realised km so needy and desperate for fanfics 🙈)

10. All Anne can think if at school is fact that she is going to see Gilbert very soon and they will travel together back home...

She bumped into her friend, Roy which btw also have feeling for her and jokingly often admits he thinks Anne's is the most beautiful girl at queens etc... which Anne is ignoring as all she thinks of Gilbert and studies.

They walk out of school together, Roy lean and whisper somwthkng into Anne's ear, she laughs and notice Gilbert, wave at him, theyvwalk towards eachother. Gilbert's jaw is pulsing, hes jealous. Anne introduces them to each other and Gilbert have a little flashback to when he was introducing Winnie to Anne and disint know how to refer to Winfred, Anne did almost the same thing as it's actually first time she have to introduce Gilbert as her bou. Boys shake their hands bit stronger than they should, Anne says goodbye to Roy and her friends, Gilbert then offers her his arm to hold on to while looking at Roy standing and watching them walk away.

11. Gilbert is bit confused and worried, he isnt talking much on the way back, Anne is so excited shes doing most of the talking.. she noticed Gilbert acting wierd and asks, he then have tiny emotional tantrum and tells her he doesnt like the way this Roy guy is into her... she laughs and tells him theres nothing there, beside the only person she cares about... she ... loves its Gilbert.. he smiles, hold her hand... she then get a bit worried because its been 3 times when she said it out loud she loves him and Gilbert didint say it back.

12. They decided to invite Gilbert's family for dinner to Green Gables and then tell them together so when they get out of the train and see Matthew they being careful not to look to excited. Matthew offer Gilbert a ride back home and noticed little looks between Anne and Gilbert.

13. The dinner ready, Gilbert, Bash and Deli arrives at Green Gables, all the way Bash was giving Gilbert side looks with a cheeky smile and asking what so important they have to go to dinner tonight and not some other day... Gilbert just smiles and says its was Anne's idea on their way back from train station.. Marila opens the door calling for Matthew and Anne..

Anne come downstairs, Gilbert gets up with the most hearty eyes, theyblook at eachother for a while, and everyone e in the room glance at Anne then Gilbert, Marila and Bash look at eachother with a smile, Matthew looks a little bit concerned...

14. Anne stand in the middle of the room, Gilbert walks to her with a smile, turn around and stand by her side, they look at each other with a shy smile, he then pick up Anne's hand and while holding it dearly in his both hands he say something like: Marila, Matthew, Sebastian... Delphine (with a little smile as she giggle at he uncle)

We have some news, I mean... I would like to ask your permission first, ofcourse... uhmm

I would like to ask your permission to court with Anne... uhm... we recently discovered we both... have feelings for eachother... (Anne give him a concerned side look as again he wont say he loves her)

I needs to know if you Marila and Mathew gives us your... blessing..

They look at each other, Marila stands up, walked to them, hold their hands with tears in her eyes saying that shes so happy for them and their happiness and love is what matters... Bash alsongwts up and hug Gilbert with biggest smile saying he knew it and that he is so happy for them.. Anne then looks at Matthew which looks a bit sad.. gilbert then says: Matthew?

And hes like: if Anne's happy I am aswel, gets up and shakes Gilbert's hand, Anne hugs him.

15. They all seating alntalking, laughingnover the dinner table, Anne playing with Deli and Gilbert joining her, Matthew and Marila getting emotional as this is another big step towards losing their precious Anne.

16. Bash joking around, quietly saying to Marila about them behaving like perfect parents. Matthew then walking out but emotional.. Both Anne and Gilbert looking at eachother, Anne wanted Ringo but Gilbert telling her to stay and walking out behind Matthew. Then having a heartwarming conversation, telling Matthew how much he cares for Anne.

17. Anne kissing Gilbert goodbye and Bash seeing it, making comments about it on their way back home.

18. Anne and Gilbert going for walk... Gilbert being cheeky and keep touching Anne's hands, hair, face... talking about feeling when Anne suddenly tear up and tells him she wants to go back home, take a turn thru the woods, Gilbert all confused ran after her asking what's wrong, She then have a little go at him that shes scared he dowsnt really love her because it's been months and he never actually said he loves her... he then loom into her eyes, hold her face in his hands and tells her: I am in love with you Anne, my Anne with an e, I'm in love with you since i remember, it's always been you Anne...

He kiss her then and after the kiss shes all like: but why dont you say it..

He looked at her with sad eyes: I'm afraid of losing you Anne, most of people I ever loved are gone... I cant lose you Anne, I... love you to much, it hurts just thinking about losing you...

He seats on fallen tree, tell her a story of his mothers death while giving him birth, of his brothers dieing one after another to illness... then his father.. and dear Mary... he opens up and cry while she listens and hold his hand.

She then tells him how much sorry she is for being selfish and forcing him to say it, but he wont mind as it's been a while since he could open up like this and it feels so right to talk to his Anne.

They hug and talk about how Mary would be happy for them, Anne recalls his father and fact he said he herd alot about her and Gilbert getting all shy saying he told him alot abt Anne because even then he would not stop caring about her, back then he wasnt sure what it was, it was pulling him towards Anne, only recently he realised it's always been love...

Then they say it together and laugh...

19. As they are walking out of the forest Anne tripped and fall into a ditch, Gilbert laughs recalling the day Marila was talking about Anne in the ditch, asking her if that's how her adventures looks like and as shes a bit upset with him at first she also laughs saying he is her biggest adventure now...

20. Then as he helps her out, they stand and laughs, he gives her a soft kiss, Rachel Lynde watches it from nearby as she was just walking back from ms. Stacy's...

All shocked she rushed to Green Gables to talk to Marila... Markla gives he a little talk about being young and in love and maybe if she would listen to her heart she would be married now... as they talk Anne and Gilbert walks into the kitchen laughing... they both look ar Rachel bit scared of her comments.. but she gaze at Marile for short while thinking, then she gets up, walkes to them and congratulate them with a little cheeky comment about kissing...

21. They are back to their schools, emotional and full of love goodbyes, girls sneakily watching them and giggling...

22. Series of letters, Roy finding one of Anne's letters she left in one of her books he borrowed... then making a declaration.. Anne feeling overwhelmed as she does like Roy alot and woildnt want to ruin their friendship... bit of an argument between Anne and Gilbert, Roy trying to kiss her and she slapping his face...

23. Christmas back in Avonlea, together one big happy family... Anne and Gilbert sneaking out at night to spend time together... kissing and rolling in the barn...

24. Anne having a flashback from orphanage and Gilbert asking what's wrong, atvfitstvshe doesn't want to tell him but one night they talk and she opens up and tells him everything, about being bullied and treated like trash... about her imagination helping her get trough... about how broken she always felt and never couldn't even imagine being loved, and having so many loving people in her life... she would tell him about how worried she was her parents have her away because they disint love her as she was an ugly redheaded baby... Gilbert then kisses her single messy braid and tells her how much he loves her red hair and how much he Hope's their children will have same hair as her.. she then freaks out a little because she never actually thought about children and the way Gilbert talks it sounds so natural for him... she then look at him with a smile: out babies?

And gilbert is like: oh gosh, I I didint meant to scare you... but.. dont you think about... our future Anne? Coz I do.. alot he admits with a bit shy face..

She then say she only imagine their future together but she never actually thought about children... he get a bit stressed but then she adds that now he mentioned it, she also is looking forward to having a child, maybe two... they laugh and joke about it a little ... Bash and Ms. Stacy get married which course outbreak but after several years of secretly meeting and falling more in love they decided to go against the system. She ends up losing her job as a teacher but she writes books and articles to newspapers instead while pregnant with their first child. She also moves in with Bash his mother and Deli as Gilbert told Bash that after school he wont be living with them anymore. Elijah moves out as he met lovely girl himself, got married and lives outside Charlottetown, visiting them often and always helping with the harvest.

25. New years eve, theres a ball, dancing, beautiful scenes of them having fun together... Gilbert taking Anne back to green Gables.. he turn towards the cliffs... they walk together to the cliffs end, stand there looking into stars, he then drop on his knee, holding a ring, a beautiful ring and ask her to marry him, which she obviously say yes to.

26. Time skip with a bit of letters between them and their lives at school etc... suprised visits and going back home..

Matthew having another heart attack, being bed stuck, Jerry rushing to get a doctor but it's to far and they wouldn't make it, Matthew dieing with Anne and Marila by his bed... Gilbert coming to Avonlea back from his practice next day, Bash tells him what happened,bhe rush to Green Gables and Fojnd Anne in awful state.. Jerry explain to him he went to fetch the doctor from other town but it was to late... he apologise to Anne for not being here, she tells him it's not his fault... but he feels responsible for not being close to his family... he decides to come back and be a town doctor after all his school and practice is finished...

28. Anne after getting approval from mrs lacroix (stacy) applied and got the job as a teacher in Avonlea school, helping Marila as shes still very unstable after losing Matthew.

29. Then beautiful wedding in Avonlea... Marila crying.. Anne missing Matthew dearly.. lots of memories, laughs and dancing...

30. When Anne got the job as a teacher she also got the house ms Stacy useto lived in, she decided to stay at green Gables until theh get married but she got the house already for them week before the wedding.

They get back home, to their very own home, Anne is so happy it's in the woods as she always felt special connection to nature...

They have wonderful night and sweet love making, both happy in eachothers arms, enjoying the rest of their life together...

Gilbert suggest to Anne that she could write a book same as ms Stacy which she starts very next day...

31. Another skip in time... Anne giving birth, Gilbert doing his best, baby is breached, hes scared of losing Anne, of losing them both. Marila is there aswel... Baby is finally born but it isnt crying... Gilbert pass the baby to Marila and take care of Anne... she walks out quickly to check on the baby as therws still not a single cry in the house, Anne is bleeding alot, but asking for her baby... he walked in to the kitchen Marila standing there crying, he take baby if her hands and wrap aswel, their very first baby, product of their undying love didint survive the labour... he hugged his child pressing him to his chest, kissed his head... he then walked back to Anne's room... Marilenherd loud moan and deep desperate cry, shes crying herself... Gilbert asked if Anne wants to say her goodbyes. She said yes and hold her baby in her arms crying... they gold a little funeral two days after... Anne is devastated... her and Gilbert having a breakdown together crying...

32. Two years later Gilbert find himself worrying for his wife's life once agin... it was hard for them to decide tontryvfor another baby... Anne wanted it and now Gilbert is scared to death about his Anne and baby to come. Luckily this time everything went smoothly with mo single complication, baby cries and they both hold it together crying of happiness.

Then years later Anne writing another book, while their children are playing together outside of green Gables... Marilas dying wish was for Anne ro have Green Gables, it was her home and she wanted Anne and her family to live happy life in there...

Gilbert is backnfeom work, they seat on the porch, drinking tea, looking at eachother with hearty eyes, talking about their achievements kids keep running up to them, hugging and kissing them. They smile, stand up watching their 6 children being cheeky.

I love you Carrots...

I love you to Gil...

Then they kiss with even more passion than ever...

The end...

Gosh that possibly the longest post I ever wrote... when I started I had only abt 15 ideas... but as I wrote more and more... even more ideas came to my head... sorry for a long bit messy read... just wanted to share some of things that kept me awake since we found out about s4 being cancelled...

Anyway.... hope you enjoyed it... sorry for any mistakes... will proofread tomorrows as today its been a while since I started writing this...

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