#she holds so many of my favorites

[evelyn-art-05]

would u believe me if I told u I took this picture with a regular phone in an area with lots of light pollution

#anyway #winter solstice #!!!!! #she holds so many of my favorites #orion #pleiades cluster #jupiter #space #espacio #estrellas #las estrellas #astrophotography

[umblrspectrum]

hello that one person in my askbox asking my about my opinion on cyn. I think this should answer your question.

#murder drones episode 5 spoilers #md ep 5 spoilers #murder drones ep 5 spoiler #md episode 5 spoiler #hopefully that covers my ass #friendship put on hold with N. Cyn is now my favorite character #i fucking LOVE body horror and she is ALL THAT #this art would go so fucking hard if i felt i could do it justice #unfortunately the image in my head does not match my artistic skill and therefore this will sit in my clip folder unfinished for years #anyways holy FUCK i loved episode 5 #i have. so many theories #what relation does cyn have to the disassembly drones? #the basement has a ton of MD parts and i dont think they were created yet #what is tessa's true motivation on copper 9? #why is the basement solver coming out of a tv? #why can't uzi change her username? #why is tessa the only human to have a noise when she blinks? #why is doll wearing a button over her eye? #what the FUCK is going on with the chair in the background of cyn blocking the stuff tessa throws at her? #so many questions and no answers #welp guys i will see you in 2 months for uzi and tessa teaming up #murder drones #murder drones cyn #art #murder drones absolute solver #murder drones abs #murder drones episode 5 #murder drones ep 5 #me and the sekaiju server were hoping n's name would be revealed to be nichael #not really related to this post but its funny as fuck so

[cinna-bunnie]

thinking about older women

#hey auntie 👉🏾👈🏾 #some of them b dancing on that line and i am looking respectfully (⁠´⁠ ⁠.⁠ ⁠.̫⁠ ⁠.⁠ ⁠`⁠) ♡⁠ #many such cases... giggling at how often w how many ppl aksjak family friends.. or it be ur own family 💀💕 #someone's mom would joke about snatching me up like 😭😶‍🌫️ ma'am first of all .. would #and the touchy prima (⁠〒⁠﹏⁠〒⁠) ♡⁠ yes please put ur hands on me i am so comfortable with physical contact (⁠ ⁠ꈍ⁠ᴗ⁠ꈍ⁠) let me hold ur hand ♡ #🚶🏾‍♀️ being hot is nice sometimes #the forbidden fruit... hey tía (⁠´⁠ ⁠.⁠ ⁠.̫⁠ ⁠.⁠ ⁠`⁠) 👉🏾👈🏾💕 #some of the exchanges I've had were so 😵‍💫😵‍💫 ma'am.. i got a lil crush on u. #← not my actual family. i do not have one. engaging in one from this perspective is a lil different yfm 🚶🏾‍♀️u don't have to get it #or maybe u do idk im zooted rn and feeling rly gay abt aunties and older women in general okay 😩💕 #i need to go sweet talk someone's tía i know she's looking beautiful tonight 🚶🏾‍♀️ i see u girl. i love ur hair your nails are beautiful #i love your color coordination you have such good fashion sense (⁠ ⁠ꈍ⁠ᴗ⁠ꈍ⁠) ♡⁠ #ur earrings are so pretty i love your necklace i love your bracelets (⁠｡⁠ﾉ⁠ω⁠＼⁠｡⁠) lemme go help y'all cook or I'll make the drinks whateve #let's talk.. ♡⁠ #Lupe... what are you up to these days 😩💕 my favorite. a family friend #i kinda see family friends as family too sorta bc my fam was p small when i did have one so a friend would be a basically auntie #but also not.. technically. so ╮⁠(⁠.⁠ ⁠❛⁠ ⁠ᴗ⁠ ⁠❛⁠.⁠)⁠╭ idk. they r tías 2 me though and i love them. #they r so nicey 2 me ｡⁠:ﾟ⁠(⁠;⁠´⁠∩⁠`⁠;⁠)ﾟ⁠:⁠｡ ♡⁠ #she wanted me to say her name n talk to her in Spanish a lil bit and she ate it up 😵‍💫 (⁠｡⁠ﾉ⁠ω⁠＼⁠｡⁠) ♡⁠ she loved the way i say her name #i had such a crush on her omfg. low-key but not but yeah but respectfully..

[captainlightbulbzz]

i just watched the new murder drones episode and im literally fucking crying /srs

#WHY DID IT HAVE TO BE SO DEPRESSING AAAAAAH 😭😭😭 #SOBBING CRYING WEEPING SO GARD ON THW FLOOR RN #IM NOT CRYING MY EYES ARE JUST SWRATING #IM NOT CRYING YOURW CRYING #AAUGHGOYJORHAOSHAIFHDOW #murder drones #murder drones episode 6 #fucking crying so hard rn #murder drones spoilers #spoiler alert #V NOOOOOOO 😭😭😭😭 #PLS SHE WAS MY FAVORITE CHARACTER #N AND UZI HOLDING HAMDS IM FICKING CRIYING SO HARD OH MY FOD #WHY AM I ADDING SO MANY TAGS HELP #SCREAMS SOBS AGGRESSIVELY #RAAAAAAAGHHH

[broke-on-books]

☕

The live action Scooby-Doo movies?

I did not see this ask until RIGHT now (first time on desktop since crab day, second time since Nov 5 2020 [which was DOUBLY experience since I got my phone taken the same day]) so I'm going to assume this ask got eaten on mobile because tumblr, HOWEVER you poked a bear with this ask anon (as I'm sure you knew when asking) SO without further ado: my Scooby Doo live action opinions

So when you say 'live action Scooby-Doo movies' I'm assuming you're talking about the James Gunn films, starting with Scooby-Doo (2002) followed by Scooby-Doo 2: Monsters Unleashed, just due to like, generally popularity and also the fact that I have actually seen those films. However shoot another ask if you wanted me to include Curse of the Lake Monster in this (because I will if anyone cares and turn this into a live-action scooby dissertation, i'd just need to like. watch the movie first) But anyways where I'm going with this is that this post is about the Gunn movies aka the ones with SMG, Freddie Prinze Jr., Linda Cardellini, and ofc our #1 man, Matthew Lilliard.

Okay so my take on these movies is... complicated. I wouldn't say it's as complicated as my feelings towards SDMI, because I watched the live actions way less as a kid and generally care less about them, but still no matter how much shit I throw at these two movies there are parts that I generally like (even love) that stops me from totally condemning them wholesale. Like the fact that these movies are FUNNY! There's so many moments from this duology that are just beyond iconic "like, that's one of my favorite names!" the whole thing with Scooby in the dress at the airport, ET. CETERA (like I can go on!)

The Gunn movies are genuinely SO fun and I can 100% see and understand how they've stood so well in the public view as a representation of Scooby. HOWEVER, this is where you start to see my problems with them. For the general American, (because that is the audience I'm familiar with) ESPECIALLY millennials and younger, who happen to make up the majority of both people on this site AND people I talk about Scooby with in real life, these movies, and the elements they introduced as "quintessential scooby tropes" are the base of their understanding of the Scooby franchise, along with likely some miscellaneous WAY episodes and maybe SDMI.

Which is where I get pissed off. In the pushing of the narrative of "breaking away" from the Scooby norm, Gunn basically invents (aka totally makes up) an idea of what classic era Scooby was like, cementing an idea of classic Scooby into the public mind that is totally disingenuous and just straight up false. For example, in attempting to portray Daphne as having taken strides to be seen more seriously in solving mysteries and defending herself, it pushes the narrative that in the classic era she WASN'T taken seriously, and only existed as a damsel-in-distress prop of a character, which is just not true??? Like yes, Daphne is clumsy, that's a part of her character, and her friends (because, fun fact, the gang ARE friends) joke about it sometimes because that's what friends DO. Framing that in some kind of sexist "that's all she does" lens is just total bull, especially as gang members fall into secret passageways/get lost etc. in WAY ALL THE DAMN TIME because that's how the plot functions! Like are we calling Velma ditzy for losing her glasses every other episode? Of course not, and Fred falls into passageways all the time, not to MENTION Shaggy and Scooby and all they get up to. Also one last thing on the topic of Daphne, like this idea of her mystery solving skills not being respected by the gang is just so supremely bullshit it amazes me sometimes, especially when she was the LEADER (or leader adjacent) through pretty much all of her appearances in the 1980s [Not that James Gunn could look at '80s era Scooby without spitting on it, but I digress]

AND THIS IS JUST DAPHNE! Like the perceptions pushed towards Fred (and Velma, but mostly Fred) through these movies are just as bad! Like okay, with Fred---In these movies Fred is just an asshole. I hate Gunn Movies!Fred. I mean yeah he can be funny but it's almost always so mean! Almost nothing makes me madder than a mean Fred by the way. If he's putting other gang members down (even halfway, like with his whole "dorky chicks like you turn me on too" line, which... ew) then to me something has gone very, very, VERY, wrong in your basic understanding of Frederick Herman Jones as a character. Like he's the cheerleader! He puts himself in between his friends and danger! He loves nets, and traps, and Elvis impressions, and wrestling, and the trapeze, and cars, and most of all he LOVES sharing the things he loves with his friends! (Sometimes to a bit of an extreme. No one wants to hear about your net facts, Fred) And the live action movies just don't understand that at all. And I know there's maybe something to say I suppose in that some of those aspects of his characterization hadn't been "established yet" by the time "Scooby-Doo" came out in 2002. But it's there if you look. For Fred Jones, being the leader means being the caretaker, (he's the Mom friend what can I say) and any version where he's cruel and arrogant and just DOESN'T CARE about his friends in the way he's shown to in the Gunn movies is just so far from Fred to me it's not even funny. And what makes it even worse for me is that this (or at least something similar) is the idea of Fred that has really spread to the popular culture. Just the "leader", the jock that makes the rules, the one that [insert X adaptation here] finally gave a personality and made interesting (something that has been said more times than I can count for pretty much every gang member, save Shaggy and Scooby).

And I haven't even touched on Velma, and how they gave her a bit of a early 2000s smart superiority girl complex against Daphne, plus the whole makeover thing and etc. etc. The Gunn Movies are pretty much what would happen if you took someone who hadn't seen Scooby since they were 7 years old (and honestly had a pretty negative outlook against it then) and tried to "fix" it, only his memory was so bad he just made up problems (and threw in a good helping of early 2000s style sexism with it) convincing pretty much the entirety of the popular culture that said problems exist and that Gunn was absolutely brilliant for fixing them (and then bringing up said "problems" whenever anyone wants to talk about Scooby) and this entire rant has been without even fucking MENTIONING what is probably the reason you, anonymous tumblr user sent this ask in the first place, to I, Swishy "Scrappy Doo Redemption Arc" Broke-on-books (dot tumblr dot com), which is his HIGHLY SUCESSFUL and utterly sadistic character assassination of my number one man, Scrappy Doo.

And I am going to try my damnedest here not to get totally into my highly passionate opinions over what James Gunn did to Scrappy in the first of his Scooby movies and how thoroughly it has pissed me the fuck off because I have been writing this post for over an hour now and if we start to really get into my feelings on this topic it will certainly be a couple of hours more but like. That Fucking Bitch. I give James Gunn personally a solid eighty-five percent of the blame for making my life as a Scrappy Doo fan UTTERLY unbearable with this stupid fucking movie alone, and just his Scrappy crimes would honestly be enough for me to say that I hate this movie, not even considering the numerous Scooby crimes I've been talking about here for the past million paragraphs, but the part about this movie that makes me the MOST mad the most pissed off is that it's actually a good fucking movie. James Gunn wrote two hilarious and entertaining movies that have become beloved in the popular culture for their successes in that arena, while at the same time pissing all over the core themes and messages of the franchise of which it was based, that of friendship.

TLDR; The Live Action Scooby Doo movies (written by James Gunn) are highly entertaining and fun pieces of media to watch, and are widely loved by the general public and looked at with fondness and nostalgia because of that. However, as a hardcore Scooby Doo fan (writing that phrase sounds so ridiculous but oh well) the existence of these movies and their impact on the popular culture can be extremely frustrating (despite any personal nostalgia said fan may have) due to their spreading of a misinformed picture of what "typical Scooby Doo" looks like. This picture is especially frustrating due to the fabrication or exaggeration of problems present in classic Scooby (such as sexism in regards to the girls), as well as giving more ammunition to other problems in Scooby fandom (such as oversexualization, and sexualization in general, which no one wants to see in regards to their children's cartoons, like HONESTLY.) Discussions of sexism and sexualization in Scooby (both of which ARE present and are issues, although not at their worst in WAY) can often lead to an overlooking of the issues that are very present and clear in WAY and have continued since then with far too little resistance (I'm 100% talking about the racism here) HOWEVER that topic deserves at least a dozen posts of its own that I am no way informed or qualified enough to even begin to think about writing. The Gunn Movies are frustrating to many longtime Scooby fans because of these reasons, but for me, and fellow Scrappy Doo fans there is also the added aspect of the demonization of Scrappy Doo in the live action movies and the affects that has had on the popular culture as well, making it uniquely inhospitable to like or enjoy the character of Scrappy. End post.

#that last sentence is such a weird tone jump btw but its because the topic flowed one way and i had to jump it back to a summary to actually #finish this monster of a post #SO anon i hope you're happy with this and this makes my opinion make some more sense. and you or anyone else is more than welcome to ask me #questions about anything i said here or my opinion on any and everything scooby related (and not) so if theres a specific aspect of this yo #would like expanded on i can definitely 100% do that for you or anyone who cares #also there are many complexities towards my feelings on these movies that i didnt get to hit on despite the monstrous size of this rant (il #check word count later but im not gonna fuck with it now because im terrified of deleting this post by accident) one of which is my lasting #fondness towards all of the actors in this movie. YES including freddie prinze jr. i may have major issues with his fred but hes also playe #characters i really really like. for example hes the va in this tv show i LOVE and havent watched in like 10 months despite the fact im on #the last season because freddie's character dies in like 7 episodes and i am NOT AT ALL emotionally prepared for that on any level because #that is my fictional father goddamnit!!!!! #also every buffy the vampire slayer gifset that crosses my dash gets me closer and closer to watching it because oh my god daphne!!!!! that #sarah michelle gellar thats daphne oh my god!!!! also i went and saw guardians of the galaxy 3 with my friend (despite not having seen a #marvel movie in 2+ years AND holding a grudge over james gunn's scooby doo crimes)[the things you do for {platonic} love amirite?] #and the title sequence SAID linda cardellini was in it and i got SO excited i was looking everywhere for her it was like wheres waldo in th #discount movie theatre FOR REAL and i just could NOT for the life of me find her (turns out she was VAing the ferret) so in a way linda mad #me cry with that role. whatever. istg i get so off topic i forget what i was even talking about but ANYWAYS <<<1 of my fave english words b #dubs (my favorite spanish word is el amanacer btw. it means sunrise. also burbujas because its bubbles and saying it sounds like bubbles #popping) BUT. AS I WAS SAYING. SEND ME ASKS IF YOU WANT SCOOBY DOO OPINIONS. DEAR GOD I GET SCATTERBRAINED SOMETIMES. #scooby doo #answered #anonymous #blah

[lucy-ghoul]

god please free me from the bad thg renaissance takes.......... i don't even particularly care about s.nowbaird or the prequel (i did read the book and found it quite mediocre overall. there were some intriguing points tho, and as a teen i loved the original series) but. my god. no wonder most of 2023 top tumblr ships were so fucking boring

#tbh the best thing about snow's backstory is knowing that #everytime he interacted with katniss/talked about district 12 and its victors/mockingjays/she and peeta's relationship etc. #he was secretly frothing at the mouth and having 60 year old ptsd flashbacks dhfjhfhf #i mean. it's so fucking funny i swear shfjjfhf #the whole 'they're holding hands. i want them dead' meme gets to a whole new level of hilarious lmao #now snow has officially become one of my favorite thg characters after katniss herself and maybe haymitch #i mean. i always considered him a ruthlessly efficient villain and donald sutherland is a great actor #but now he's even more entertaining to me dhhfhf #'but he became a dictator!! he killed children!!!' idc. many of my favorite villains are child murderers or even worse #he's fictional jan. he cannot hurt you lmao #val speaks #txt

[pippuns]

more tai sui doodles now that im done with book one :^)

#tai sui #xi ping #do i want to tag everyone??? no #zhou ying is my favorite character i think #i want to chew on him #what are your secrets #also duanrui is so cool #i wish i had more technical ability with art i would love to draw her holding the world still #that was so fucking cool #shes so fucking cool #and fucked up. i have many thoughts about the way cultivation functions in this setting and immortality #pippart #doodles #anyways. read tai sui

[crimeronan]

tbh the trc scene that affected me the most deeply is the one in the raven king where blue ambiguously dream-drags gansey into a tree with her and tells him "we could just stay here. we could just get away from it all and stay here and never let anything bad happen ever" and gansey tells her "i want that so much. but i know what i have to do. i love you, blue, but i know what i have to do"

#we'll sneak out while they sleep and sail off in the night we'll come clean and start over the rest of our lives.... #when we're gone we'll stay gone out of sight out of mind it's not too late we have the rest of our lives.... #this scene fucked me up. gansey calling her blue instead of jane. she held him 'just loving him and keeping him' #the scene that affected me second most deeply was ronan looking for gansey adam scrying after him and blue holding his hand to ground him #this is why it's mystifying to me that so many people find trk their least favorite book #rip to all of you who werent fucked up by the melancholy horror-tragedy and desperate love of it all but i'm different #is it any Wonder mi was my favorite dreamer trilogy book #trc

[yuriyuruandyuraart]

Hi, so uh i just found your posts recently and uh i really like your arts and artstyle! Its just look so beautiful and i want to give you an appreciate art to tell you how pretty you and your arts are.

Sorry that my English sound crappy- also since i dont really have Kross sooo uh i hope you dont mind me giving you Killer? ^^" sorry, im really nervous to talk to somebody as you cool as you are heh!

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HFRYYAHHRFY!!!! OMG!!!! thank you sO much oh my gosh?? you're so sweet :'Dc <3333

#submission #other's art #killer #ghqahzgf GUUUYS!!!! #YOU'RE ALL TOO KIND!!!! :'Dc <3333 #your art is so cuuuute just LOOK at those proportions!!! the shapes are so neat and well drawn hold on i gotta save this- #and look at him!!! the man the baby the boy himself is so confused guyjhufgjgajgg HIM!!!! it's killer<33333 #i'm serious though it's perfectly fine if you or anyone sends me asks or a doodle or really anything you wanna show me!! #and of course i don't mind if you send me killer art ghjgjugy omg!!! i would LOVE to see your works!!!! #and it's fine if you don't have kross (or even like it hhh) either! #you guys could probably send me a stick figure and i'd still value it like gold :'Dc <3333 #and omg since when do so many people think i'm cool?? i never thought anyone would associate me with that word before xD #it's like you guys see a baby drawing doodling and babbling about her favorite characters and go ''wow her art is so good she's too cool-'' #when YOU guys are the super amazing sweet beans!!! i'm sorry but next time you think I'M cool you probably should look in a mirror! #also it's been ages since i got a submission hhh i was almost too scared it was a bot xD but nope just regular old perfection :')c #i'm cherishing everything you all say to me/draw for me i swear- if i could dump all my love onto everyone i would >:'Dc #amazing art<3333

[corvidcall]

my manager wants to train me for the job above mine (Operations Specialist 4. right now im Ops 3) which is very fun and exciting. a few months ago during one of our one on one meetings she told me that she was briefly doing Ops 4 and hated it because she thought it was unbearably boring. but after the incredibly shit day I've had doing my Ops 3 work, i cant wait for some absolutely crushing monotony 😭

#anime life #today has been. bad. #too many people asking me for things and not enough resources to do them #and also a lot of technical issues and absurdly long hold times on necessary phone calls #southern California edison and duke energy. the companies. should both crawl up their own asses and die. just btw. #also i got stuck with my least favorite coworker on my task rotation this week and today she was really driving me up the wall #its not anything really bad. or even really her fault. but she is so inept at communicating over text #she'll message me over teams and ill have no fucking idea what shes trying to tell me #DONNA THEYRE NOT CHARGING YOU BY THE LETTER SO WHY ARE YOU SENDING ME A GODDAMN TELEGRAM

[your-fave-is-bi]

Stumbles out of a sw marathon weekend

Im alive

#personal tag #i had a good time n we had many fun little bits that have become inside jokes now #there were some less great bits in this weekend but. the good outweigh those #and now i have two days (unpaid) off and i am gonna recalibrate after. all that. hdhdh #i think my favorite moment of this weekend was my friend who is also very into star wars #asking if she could hold my hand as we got to the order 66 bit #and ofc i said yes and. we clutched hands so hard and so long that i had marks on my hands like. pressure markings #i. the shape of her fingers on mine #a very memorable moment that was good #smth smth enjoying smth with ur entire heart #anyway it was good i had much fun and ate many snack and feel like ive had. a bit of a breather from constant work #it may have been an escape; to be so invested in this fictional world. but it was nice #i didnt think abt work for most of the weekend except maybe like. twice #is good. good weekend.

[wixhing0nastar]

I don't know if I’ll ever actually write about them cause I know how people feel about kid fics, but I have a somewhat extensive outline of the next-gen kids and I ship one of my OC Bumbleby kids with my OC Renora kid so hard it’s kinda funny.

#Their names are Savi Xiao Long and Merrill Ren #Savi is sort of Beehaw personified #And Merrill’s... not as easy to sum up in a sentence #But she’s sort of like Ren if he had Blake’s relationship trauma #Ships involved in this AU are on combination of where I think the show’s going and my favorite ships #So like #Bumbleby and Renora are already happening #I think White Knight is going to happen eventually #And I’m holding out for Nuts and Dolts and Crosshares #There’s slso some SpringThyme and Seamonkeys #And I gave Winter an OC love interest cause I don't really ship her with anyone #Oh and I can’t forget my random RarePair: Loyal Followers (Emerald and Ilia) just cause I think it’s neat #I forgot how many ships there were in this lol #But I needed kids

[ssreeder]

heyy ssreedyy

soo this is my first time on tumblr so i have no idea how to use this buuut I JUST WANTED TO TELL YOU HOW MUCH I LOVE YOUR FICS AHHHH!!!! and i LOOVE long chapters!!! Don't you dare cut anything out when I'm absolutely obsessed with and living of of every single word of the new chapters for the 2 to 3 weeks of wating for the next chapter.

byebye love your writing!!

eventhough you`re a little cruel

and also are you going to write anything about azula? I reaally fcking need a redemption arc for her shes my favourite character and doesnt deserve what happened to her;(

You are beautiful for stopping by to tell me to keep writing long ass chapters!! I appreciate it because the next one is 18.3k HA HA HA…. Oops.

As for Azula, she will be introduced on the last chapter of this book we are in right now. I love her character & I think she is incredibly intelligent & very complex… but I also try to keep the characters as canon as I can unless I serve them up some trauma or changed events influence them.

I can’t say that Zuko’s death would or would not make her change her canon course… so I guess we will have to see.

But I will always love Azula, no matter what she chooses <3

#azula redemption #??? #don’t hold your breath #she is an incredible character #but one of my favorite things about her is that she picked her side and never swayed from it #I guess her possible redemption would be if you think she would care that Zuko was executed #because he kind of was a traitor lol #& he sort of did do a little treason #so was his execution justified?? #I mean….. yeah #so would azula change her course because her traitor failure brother got what he deserved? #iddkkkk….. probably not #but it doesn’t mean she isn’t an amazing character #but azula needs some long term therapy to work through her many many many issues #love you anon #thanks for stopping by!! #liab #ria #ask

[red-dragon-archfiend]

Not me thinking about Draconic Sorcerers again

#musings #dungeons and dragons #i'm already currently playing one but i have so many more ideas #even without multiclassing being involved #something about the flavor of them is just perfect #and it's specifically draconic sorcerers #like divine souls are neat and all but draconic ones hold my interest far more #i don't think i'd call sorcerer my favorite class if not for draconic sorcerers #xandala from tomb of annihilation is the only official draconic sorcerer i'm aware of and she looks so cool #i wanna play a red dragon sorcerer with a pseudodragon familiar someday #i've got a character planned and everything

[grantihare]

mother in law stole my fave pj pants cant have shit in this house

#i have to joke abt it bc if i dont ill have a break and the last straw being pj pants would b pathetic of me lol #vent post #i have been looking for them for over a month and just assumed they were in our laundry #and the only place she couldve gotten them is from our pile downstairs #so now im just. stuck thinking abt how many other of my favorite things have gone missing in the wash and wondering how many are just gone #like the matching shirt is missing. does she have that? did she take both? shes stretching the pants and im hoping theyll recover but the #shirt cant stretch that much so is it in the pile or did she take it or did she get rid of it or is it going to show up burned with holes #like most of my other shirts do #i cant even have fucking clothes in this house i cant eat i cant shower i cant exist downstairs for the majority of the day i cant make #noise i get yelled at and walked in on for using the bathroom i cant fucking exist without my partner or their brother as a chaperone #i fucking hate it here i cant fucking take it i wish shed tell me to kill myself again so i could get it on recording and get a fucking #restraining order and never see her again i want her to leave me alone i want to feel safe again i want to stop being terrified to breathe #too loudly i want to be able to leave my partners fucking room i want to have somewhere to call home i want to not be hated for existing #im so fucking tired i cant keep doing this fuck me #were supposed to move out in april or may and if we cant find a place that soon idk what im gonna do bc i cant hold out much longer here

[little-soldiers]

blog shadowbanned whatever. anyway gonna take this opportunity to ramble about my ocs in the tags without having to worry about it showing up

#aquilo about zenith: i want this twink obliterated #zenith about aquilo: i want this twink obliterated #ophira about aquilo: i want this twink obliterated #aquilo about aquilo: i am not a twink [gets obliterated] #anyway aquilo can be a lesbian and a twink if they want to be #also guys medieval alchemy is so interesting im glad im holding myself to research it instead of just lying #also fun fact. bones. #another fun fact/. ive been working on a wiki-equivalent for the universe #and if you dm my main [mimikyubic] i'll give you the link #provided you arent some fuckin random #anwyays vibiana my fucking beloved #i feel so bad about all of the mental and physical damage im gonna have to inflict upon her for plot reasons #but she is my absolute favorite to write #(see: her personality and motivations are perfect for driving the plot #vs aquilo ''if it sucks hit da bricks'' naritte #and ophira ''takes comfort in routine and operates on a literal different plane of existence'' pyrossia kraurel #also create s2 has been so helpful with the steampunk aspect #gives me so many good ideas #ok ramble over #delete later #<- for when im unshadowbanned