So I’ve been gradually watching Buffy the Vampire Slayer over the past many months, which has been fun, but I haven’t had much to say about it... until now... Somehow I got super invested in Spike’s arc in season 5 and then season 6 happened and now I’m on season 7 (I’m still early in the season so no spoilers please) and I just keep thinking about it... How, if only, after the musical episode in season 6, Buffy had said outright that she couldn’t trust Spike because he didn’t have a soul, so then he went out and got one (when he was doing so well, I had this idea for a gag that he gets his soul back except basically nothing changes because he had become good already). And then Buffy helps him work through his remorse trauma while he helps her with her whole coming back “wrong” thing (and if we’re going to smush seasons 6 and 7 together, the evil from below could be what poisons Willow’s magic rather than it just suddenly being addictive for inadequately explained reasons and Tara doesn’t have to die). I don’t quite feel up to writing it myself (writing in general has been a bit of a struggle lately) and I don’t want spoilers so I can’t read fic until I finish watching the series, but when I do, someone must have written a fix-it (or a zillion of them), right?
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something interesting i noticed while reading the goldfinch, that im sure many people have pointed out but is new to me, is his idolization of pippa.
also, quick note, i have NOT finished the book yet, so if i’ve missed anything or gotten something wrong, that would be why.
like it’s not news that he idolizes her, obviously, but just like. a really strong,,, theme, i suppose, in the goldfinch is that in one way or another, all of them are somewhat bad or unlikable people. his dad is exploitive, an angry drunk, and at some points, abusive. kitsey is a cheater and spoiled. xandra is cheap, trashy, and irresponsible.
the only exceptions to this theme are pippa and his mother (one could argue hobie as well, but in my opinion, hobie is still written with flaws, and theo doesn’t view him as perfect, he simply admires him).
i think that having pippa and his mother be the only two “morally pure” characters was a very intentional choice, and in my eyes, is further evidence towards theo being gay with a truckload of repression, internalized homophobia, and comphet.
sure, what he feels for pippa is painted to be love, but think about one of most common experiences in compulsory heterosexuality- your so called ‘crushes’ on the opposite sex are a combination of that mentioned idolization as well as only “falling” for unattainable people because you subconsciously know that it’s safe, that you’d never have a chance with them so you don’t have to worry about questioning your sexuality.
this is also not to mention that he is likely VERY trauma bonded to pippa because of the horrific trauma and loss they both experienced at the museum bombing. i mean, theo is a very unreliable narrator, because we’re seeing everything through the lens of severe unprocessed trauma and drug addiction. it wouldn’t be unthinkable to say that he’s interpreting this trauma bond and compulsive heterosexuality as love or romantic affection- it’s incredibly common.
i believe that this connection between pippa and his mother is a VERY intentional choice made to tell the reader that there’s more to it than it seems.
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so how does kenny feel abt kyle in rm?? like did kenny go to southpark? were they friends? is kenny cool with jersey and raven with their hate???? SO MANYY QUESTIONS!!! ily u and ur writing omg
ooooh! these are...very interesting questions, darling. and your perception is marvelous. but in risk of spoiling my entire fanfic, which i would gladly do even though i'm not supposed to ( just say the word ), i will strategically answer as much of this question as i can. xx
so kyle, unabashedly, is an abrasive, abhorrent argumentative a-hole.
he is unfriendly and unpleasant and unnerving, harsh and hard, cold and cruel, fierce and freezing. tldr; evil stalks where kyle walks.
or so it would seem.
because...we know that behind the harsh glare of kyle's glasses, his eyes are soft, green and inquisitive and so lovely. he's nice. on the DL. he's our ornery but secretly nice law student slenderman asshole.
and i would say this is agreed upon by all the RM side characters.
...except one.
kenny mccormick does NOT like kyle broflovski. AT ALL.
which, makes sense, of course. again, kyle broflovski is a wicked son of a bitch. he's a self-righteous bastard, an accused licker of law boots and, as such, is the mor(t)al enemy of kenny-style chaotics.
but kenny not liking kyle goes way deeper than their ideologies clashing or them personally thinking kyle is a bootlicking dickhead.
kenny...doesn't trust kyle.
in general, around their inner circle ( cd ), but specifically,
around ravenstan.
now, in a poor attempt to answer your second question, kenny did not live in south park...per say, dear nonnie. their family's trailer moved around pretty much bi-weekly their entire childhood, so nowhere was really home to kenny...except...you guessed it...
ravenstan. ;)
so for context, i would say that the events preceding rm/raven povs can be split into about three sections which i will define by location:
part one is south park before the fire,
part two is in another location after the fire,
and part three is in los angeles where the punkrock avengers assemble, and four broke hooligans with butterfly tramp stamp tattoos become OG Crimson Dawn
*** ( there's kind of two LA parts. LA SIDE A: where they are poor, working shitty jobs and playing music on the side, and LA SIDE B: where they are shot into stardom and grappling with all that glitters.
both are very fun and stressful, in different ways. xx )
kenny comes into play around part two in the undisclosed location. they become essentially what kyle was to stan during part one and kenny is ravenstan's best friend, number two, right hand person, and is fiercely loyal/blindly and unconditionally devoted to him.
ken is also usually a rough and tumble, balls2thewall, caution to the wind spitfire, but their reckless, uncommitted barbed wire heart grew up in steed with stan's sweet, tender, wildflower boy heart and so kenny spent the bulk of their teen years onwards chasin after stan w/ tissues, knocking people out for making him cry, defending him etc.
so kenny is SUPER overprotective of raven. with everyone
....but especially with Boys.
tbh there is a lot i can't talk about, but as we have gathered, sultry, seductive superstar sensation raven of crimson dawn is really just sweet stan who...has been through a lot. every1 say we love u, raven.
and that alone warrants an undercurrent of overprotection but i'd be lying if i said it was all purely...
platonic.
because i will say...kenny does have a little...secret passionate ~something~...for ravenstan. been slowburnin since after the fire. i would say kenny, our king of deception, is very good at being aloof about it, but if you look close enough you can see it...lots of dawn spawn theories and edits about it. lots of painful longing eye contact.
....raven has...no fkin idea tho. smh.
beautiful oblivious king. rip ken.
but to answer your last question: kenny was very...Very Unchill with the raven and jersey hate-date and did NOT think it was a good idea.
kenny was, for lack of a better word, severely pissed the Fuck off by the news. and ( okay, i did delete rm6, i'll explain later ) if you can remember their phone call, kenny was giving ravenstan a lot of shit, being very overprotective, acting like a huge, raging asshole on the phone...and it was because they were worried about raven getting hurt ( amongst other complex things ) but also bc...they were Hurt.
i will say, kenny did still cover him. loyal legend and icon. but they did also...do...a lot of shots, several lines of coke and a couple of people in the coat closet to cope. one of them had an eyebrow piercing.
-uncle nina, releaser of the secret, steamy stenny romantic second lead subplot and curator of chaos and drama in the rmverse
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