#so they started to hang out properly

[sysig]

A very normal scientist doing very normal gene splicing experiments (Patreon)

#Doodles #UT #Handplates #Gaster #Wobbledogs #Sometimes media flooding bleeds over into other interests at the same time and yes that is my only justification for this lol #I'm always most amused by the sequence of things lol - I'd already started in on Handplates again but then got very diverted by Wobbledogs #Which is especially weird to me because I was introduced to the game like half a year ago and it didn't really grab me #It's cute but eh it's fine - and then I watched a proper lightly edited playlist not like jumpcut-jumpcut-jumpcut #That can make for a very punchy one-off but it doesn't really reflect the gameplay loop #So actually getting to see it properly made the difference and I kinda Get It now and also kinda want to own the game lol #MeanWhile - Ghoster's been hanging out as my desktop buddy literally /while/ watching and I was getting new ideas on that front #They smushed together lol #Having him onscreen is just a good excuse to do a quick once-over style of study and follow some silly ideas haha #What would Gaster think of a progressive mutation type game ♪ Watching them grow watching them struggle to walk #Only uses the scold feature - or the worse option that he treats the dogs better than the skelebros noooo haha #Pretty much all of the creatures in Undertale are sentient to some degree aren't they :0 Wobbledogs are just dogs #They're not monsters but they're not humans but they're not exactly just dogs either - just little creachurs haha #It's fun to imagine him nurturing anyone or anything haha ♪ Goes from ''???'' to ''How can I help this reach their full potential'' #Whatever ''potential'' means in his own context hehe #It's cute in its own way

[squeakadeeks]

moodboard for this past week ❤️

#they should invent a grad school thats not fucking insane #i'm hanging in there but im the most unwell i've been in AWhile #this week was just horrible #there was already the freezer food incident but it also started off with a very severe pain episode thats putting me in constant woe #even mundane motion has been agonizing which is McAwesome bc we had a lab inspection which involved moving hundreds of pounds of equipment #during which we found a blackwidow and rats which we had to deal with and was a whole thing psychologically on top of the physical toll #the new class fiasco is still popping off and i had to respond to at this point over 400 emails in the fleeting moments outside of lab #AND A STUDENT TRIED TO FINANCIALLY BRIBE THEIR WAY INTO THE CLASS ? ?? ?? ????? #then the instructor wanted to use me as a guinea pig and i had to test new circuit boards but I wasnt given any time to do so properly #i had to test them plus get them operational and deal with my incoming students all in a frantic 10 minute window #im in charge of running our meetings too but the instructor was interrupting and having side conversations that made it really hard- #to train the other people on the new equipment in a smooth manner #which meant that a bunch of people had to keep me after to ask questions which made me late for my drs appointment #where i found out i cant get the new covid vaccine bc my heart and blood levels arnt stable enough #and joanns lost an expensive+critical fabric order of mine+i had to give a big presentation this week on my research that was stressful #and my inbox is still blowing up from being needed all over the place between teaching lab and classes and yall i am. so so tired. #im in so much pain and so stressed out #debating the ethics of turning into a pile of lint to escape my responsibilities and mortal frame

[ai-higurashi]

I think. All things considered. They should have gotten an ep.

Bonus points if Heron was also there because she'd be having the time of her life.

#ai's random art #bentina beakley #ducktales 2017 #scrooge mcduck #agent 22 #bradford buzzard #rotating them in my mind #so many thoughts about them so little coherency to word them properly #idk what's funnier Bradford gradually hating Scrooge more and more the more he knows him or him meeting him once and going #'actually fuck this guy in particular' #hnggggg 22 and Bradford being more alike at the start and then she starts hanging out with this one guy #and starts being more open to chaos herself and rolling with it #i just think they're very interesting

[melchinafan]

Guess why I woke up with the Secret World Legends barbershop music stuck in my head!

[Image ID: Comparing Devinder with a SWL player character, there are some differences in 3d style and color, like his scarf being red instead of orange. But the PC overall has a similar scarf, shirt, hairstyle, and physical appearance. His hair is parted in the opposite direction to the screenshot above, though it matches the direction from his promotional trailer, which is not pictured here.

/End ID]

#swl #secret world legends #tsw #the secret world #the music is still looping in my brain #this feels too small and silly to properly tag Redfall #also that'll be his Egypt outfit #he'll start with his fancy yellow jacket for Solomon Island #then I have to pick one from a thousand different ways to do his dapper outfit for Transylvania #maybe repeat dapper in a different way for Kaidan #...then figure out how he'd dress to infiltrate a cult. again. #I forgot SWL only has 8 character slots (and I've already used all mine) but LUCKILY #I had a bay-bee Dragon alt that I hadn't done much with #I know Dev's British as hell but I hate the Templar #and I've played SO many Lumies #plus Dragon might let him keep streaming AND he gets to hang out with more crytpid(-adjacent) folks #I've also waffled all this time over which character to focus on the Museum with (because most are just necromancer-adjacent oops) #and this massively nerdy cryptozoologist is fucking IT

[eeunwoo]

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#actually also #I was thinking abt this bc I can’t sleep and like. #u guys prolly remember my bestie m///ika and I’ve never talked abt it properly but like #we were best friends for abt 6y before she ghosted me bc of a new boyfriend (army guy which is already 🤢 but yeah) #and like before she ghosted officially she basically met another group of girls and a guy online and they all have regular meet-ups and #hang out. which is fine. but it’s such a slap in the face bc they’re like. all rich lol #like they say they’re not but if u can afford regular trips across the country. hotels and restaurants and parties. u are rich #and I already know she’s rich but yeah I thot our friendship kinda looked over class status lmao #but to see her make friends strictly w rich people and suddenly forget all her morals re other stuff has been. hard on me to deal w frankly #I unfollowed her on all socials bc it makes me sick to my stomach knowing that she ghosted me even tho I asked her a few times to just tell #me if she doesn’t want to be my friend anymore. bc I saw it coming bc when she made other friends and got the new bf she started pulling #away. and I know ppl grow apart but we never really did. she just decided I wasn’t good enough. completely out of the blue decided to stop #answering my messages. idk #my trust issues skyrocketed since then #we were so close I was supposed to teach in the usa and we were gna move in together like it was that deep #and yeah idk. I think abt it every so often bc. it’s upsetting #like #I thought she cared abt me lmao but #I guess I’m basically only good to make ppl feel good abt themselves and then if anyone else comes along I immediately get ditched #it’s an awful existence to have #mrow.org

[nagitoedit]

there are things abt me that i dont talk about not because im being secretive i either just forget to mention it or think no one wants to hear about it but i think it gives like important context to whats wrong with me 💖

#me when im a child of a messy divorce because my dad has crazy issues that he never got help for so he started self medicating #and dealt with addiction and got to the point of stealing money or trying to return items he never bought to walmart for a refund #and got arrested many times and eventually spent 5 years in prison which literally didnt help at all just gave him more trauma and #caused relationship issues between him and his family which left him without healthy connections and support and #then he got accused of a crime even my mom doesnt believe he did and she'd experienced horrible things from him while they were together #and so he disappeared to run from the police and hes been legally considered a missing person for many years now and it is unknown to #us or any of his family members if hes even still alive out there somewhere and ive had dreams that he comes back and #i wonder if theres something that could be done something that could help him maybe we could never truly be on good terms again but #maybe at least he could have a chance at a decent life even if its away from us #i used to sit on the couch with him and watch nascar and monster trucks when i was little #and i still have some of his nascar novelty items in my desk drawer and the pocket tool that used to be his. #the scars of his tantrums are still in our house the holes he punches in walls covered up with copy paper taped over the wall #and im sure i have the same anger issues or whatever disorders he never got properly diagnosed for because i seem to have inherited everyth #ng from him his eyes his face his hair his anger issues even his handwriting somehow #and he is why im scared of ever doing any drugs because i just know im probably genetically predisposed to addiction just like him #and i dont want that to happen to me #recently i cut my hair and i looked in the mirror and i looked just like him #when i visit my paternal grandparents and aunts and uncles i see the family photos with him hanging on the walls #and i see that large painting that used to be in our house #👍

[sistermp3]

can't believe im leaving barcelona tomorrow :'(

#im not gonna see my little catalan lady i live with anymore im not gonna hang out w my friends every other day im not gonna speak spanish #fully realising that ive started to like this place like properly? #and my little lady has been annoying me so bad this past week cause she kept getting in my business but now i just do not care #im gonna miss so fucking much #things im also gonna miss: people being shorter and therefore i can actually see at concerts #hanging out w friends in a bar or restaurant without bankrupting myself #ugh #the people #ughhhh i dont wanna #how has it already been 5 months #im sorry but that's insane

[dreamertrilogys]

hate hate hate when i realize/discover that one of my friends is hot. like can you (me) get out of here with your confusing & unwanted feelings….

#personally i don’t think i’d be able to have a crush on a friend without being too embarrassed to let my feelings fester like i’d just be #like [bland voice] oh they’re hot. whatever. fact of life #ALTHOUGH that’s the issue i think. like whenever i notice that a friend is objectively hot i can never tell if i like. actually like them #or not. ​whenever i’ve had a crush on anyone it’s always been someone i’m not already friends with or it doesn’t work. THAT DOESN’T MEAN I #ONLY LIKE UNATTAINABLE PEOPLE THO IS THE THING. because i used to sort of like this guy i only saw in the halls and then a little while ago #our respective friend groups merged and so now we’re friends and hang out and stuff but i still very much have a crush on him #but like the other day i noticed that my irl was actually like really hot but i don’t think i’d ever be able to #(allow myself to???) like her romantically bc we were friends first??? bro idk. and yet ideally conceptually i think trc was right #wait actually. maybe i’m sort of in love with all of my friends who knows. anyway #.txt #i know it’s only 1 am but i haven’t slept properly all week so that’s why i’m posting this btw #probably this belongs in the journal (private) not journal (public) #upon further consideration that irl was a bad example because i’m starting to remember that i noticed she was hot (in an objective way not a #crush way) before we became friends. HOWEVER there’s this other irl who i knew and didn’t think was particularly attractive and then we #became friends (before i just knew him from class) and i still thought the same way about him but THEN he got a really good haircut and i #realized he was actually sort of attractive and developed a crush on him for about. 12 hours before i was like what the hell #this is [REDACTED (<- his name in all caps)] we’re talking about and promptly fell out of love with him. which is weird because if the #situation (like the fact that we were friends) was different he’d probably be exactly my type personality wise and all too #irls tag #crushposting #ish?? #diary #gender diary #<- only diary tag i use

[fakeoutbf]

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#hi you’re getting a rant from me today bc i’m still so pissed off ajejfjke #might delete this later idk #so i went out to dinner with friends and then we were gonna go out to a club but it was kinda late and we didn’t know where to go #so this one friend suggested we just go to his house #now this friend and i have a little history and ngl i may have gone with him in his car bc 1) i don’t drive and 2) i’ve gone with him before #nvm that once we made out in his car right (but i fully use that to my slight advantage) #we hadn’t seen each other since like november and haven’t properly talked waaaay before that so we caught up in between car rides #and once we got to his place and a couple of other friends left we started bantering and lowkey flirting #which led to him sitting like right next to me pressed up against me and we were really close and then with consent he starts to like #pull me close and touch my legs and ngl it’s a little embarrassing bc there were three other friends there #and he goes on to compliment my outfit several times and saying i have great style blah blah blah #but bc there’s other ppl we don’t kiss and i’m BARKING SO FUCKING MAD BC I KNOW IT COULDVE LED THERE #he always brings up this weird conversation talking about really liking to get acquainted with someone else’s smell and how intimate it is #and we even fucking smelled each other and he said i smelled good/great i don’t remember his exact words #y’all i just wanna be KISSED like #he’s a fuck boy and i know that but i’m not looking for a relationship i just wanna be KISSED FUCKING AJEJFJSKEK #anyway i deserved kisses last night and fuck hanging out with other ppl bc i would’ve definitely gotten some last night if not for the crowd #WAIT I FORGOT THE BEST PART #he literally showed me shirtless pics of himself and dude’s fucking ripped which is not necessary but a definite plus #y’all if that wasn’t a fucking opening shoot me bc idk what is

[nyatawia]

Komi can’t communicate hits a little bit too close to home

#im watching the kyoto trip episode and god did i feel like that every single day of my life #im not even a second choice ik for a fact ppl were disappointed to be paired with me #I remember clear as day when one of my classmates asked the teacher why she was stuck with the weirdo #in my case its not just my imagination i faced sm rejection without even trying to approach ppl #when i was a scout girl i was always with the other girls of my age group and one day they asked me why im following them #i couldnt even cry bc there was no place where i could have privacy on that day #and these are my most vivid memories from my middle school years! #i started hating myself and life as soon as i stepped into that school #before that some ppl would dislike me bc i was a foreigner but then i had other friends i could count on #in middle school I literally had no one #i was weird chubby ugly had extreme social anxiety and didnt even answer ppls questions #life was torture #only two very sweet girls accepted me into their group and i would hang out with them sometimes i was so glad i could hang out with someone #during lunch break or whatever #idk why i went on this tangent!!! but yeah this show is bringing back some stuff man #every scene im like same komi same!!! #now im not super popular or anything but im surrounded by nice ppl who care about me and i love spending time with them even though #sometime i still feel that i cant communicate properly😭 #anyways #social anxiety girlies it does get better at some point #i even have the best bf in the world now! before I thought id die alone fr #im not trying to make 100 friends like komi tho i feel like the ones i have are good for now #hfkskg

[sysig]

The most fun you can have, barring the pain and torture (Patreon)

#Doodles #SCII #Helix #ZEX #Teisel #Max Vyer #Zack Fair #Vlad Masters #Weird fun fact??? The last time I posted Vlad was also in the same set as ZEX so uh????? Lol #I could not have possibly planned that so please just enjoy the serendipity - I certainly am lol #Anyway <3 Mostly leftover doodles for now! There's still more especially planned/in my notes but we're at a lull #And it's time for some silliness! :D Love silliness! #Starting with a very cute tiny ZEX ??ing at slippers - he really didn't wear footwear much - or at least it wasn't mentioned so lol #Max has barefoot energy too it's fine lol #And ZEX only wears shoes in his VUX form sometimes! Surely it's just as unnecessary for humans! Hehe #After I doodled him holding a pencil like half-properly I realized oh yeah - he wouldn't do that unless directed would he haha #Much more natural to curl - or at least as close as possible with fingers - around his writing implement :D #I do wonder what he'd think of human calligraphy brushes hmm - more natural? Less? He'd certainly enjoy watching but when doesn't he <3 #Oh I loved him sitting and enjoying the rain ♥ Reminded me of Gaster :D Though this came well-first hehe <3 #Just a very pleasant detail - amphibious lad loving precipitation hehe #Another simple one of hanging out with Teisel ugh he kicked his legs in the absence of his tail he's so cute weh ;;♥ #Hey Max is actually here for a change!! I want to give him more attention he deserves it - especially with everyone being so mean to him :') #He just wants friends! He's barely here be nice to him while he is! At least Peter was nice to him haha #You only think he's creepy because you think he's fake and ZEX is real - they're both real don't be mean #Max's clinginess is so sad here haha :') Protect him pls <3 #I love ZEX's asides with Vlad lol ♪ Man I really haven't drawn him in ages too long! #Okay but the image of ZEX in a nurse costume? Amazing he'd rock it - Max even moreso since he'd understand the context <3 #Get this man in a skirt and heels stat he'll look So pretty ♫

[transs3xualmagg0t]

i dreamt i was hangin out with you except you were just a creepy 3D version of your icon (kindof like the painting in It idk if u saw that movie). anyways i didnt point it out and didnt seem to find that weird in the least

I'm so normal about this

#maggot answers #xxriotgrrrlb0yxx #no because i had a dream #with you in ! #like months ago and i forgot to send u an ask about it i am so sorry #but we were also hanging out ! #it was a while ago so i can't remember properly but #i remember being rlly nice #till the normal fucked up brain dream shit started happening #y'know the murder the torment #my brain spared you tho! #y'know what that's called? #love <3 #remember it being*

[emometalhead]

Got to see my best friend today, and it was so healing 💕

#like I was starting to feel down earlier and realized I haven't like properly socialized in a little while #so I texted a couple friends and my best friend was able to drive down to hang out!! #we spent 4 hours together and it was so much fun! I already miss her again 😭 #she is back in my hometown indefinitely though so I'll actually be able to hang out with her beyond this summer!! #we're planning to go to concerts even!! #ashley rambles

[sttoru]

your boyfriend sleeps on the couch after an argument you both had earlier that day. after calming your nerves and taking time for yourself, you realise that you might have been a bit too harsh on him.

☀︎｜tags. older bf!gojo satoru x female reader. fluff / angst / hurt + comfort. age gap (reader early 20’s & satoru early 30’s). nicknames used; ‘(little) baby’. he’s honestly just the perfect combination of gentle and teasing. subtle mentions of size difference.

satoru shifts on the couch whilst letting out an inaudible yawn. he was tired after an entire day at work and finally had the chance to settle down in the comfort of his apartment.

though, he couldn’t really relax just yet. the reason why being the undeniable tension hanging in the air. he was in fact home, but it didn’t feel like it. not when you were missing.

you had holed yourself up in the master bedroom after an earlier argument the two of you had. it wasn’t a big fight — just a little squabble between lovers. satoru didn’t rush after you when you had decided to walk away midst argument. you clearly weren’t in the right headspace to properly articulate nor communicate your feelings.

he figured that you just needed some time alone and thus decided to leave you be. he didn’t want to risk losing you by annoying you any further.

satoru scrolls on his phone out of boredom. the light radiating off the screen starts to bother his already sensitive eyes. with a sigh, he shuts off the device and puts it down on the coffee table.

it was dead silent in the apartment that was usually filled with your lively chatter. the sorcerer wants nothing more than to cuddle up with you under the covers and fall asleep. but, you needed space and he wasn’t going to disturb you.

he drapes an arm over his eyes and pulls the thin blanket over his chest. his breaths were steady and his thoughts were surprisingly calm. satoru almost drifts off to sleep, however his body lightly jolts awake once he hears the creaking of a door.

careful footsteps echo throughout the hallway and stop right at the doorstep of the living room.

satoru moves his arm to the side so his vision wouldn’t be obstructed. his eyes land on the figure standing at the doorframe — one he could recognise instantly.

it was you, standing there with your head held low and your fingers curled around the hem of your nightgown. you didn’t take another step forwards and just lingered in your spot for a few seconds without saying anything.

“hey, baby.” satoru breaks the silence. his voice was as soft as it could be, not an ounce of annoyance or frustration in it. even if he had all the reason to be upset according to you.

you remember just how childish you acted earlier; you had lost all rationality, shouted at your boyfriend out of frustration and ran off mid sentence instead of properly addressing the issue at hand. the way you handled that situation was wrong and immature.

in contrast to your immature behaviour, satoru had stayed calm and collected throughout the entirety of your argument. he hadn’t raised his voice at you even once nor did he blame you for anything. you felt bad for acting like a bratty kid who didn’t get her way.

you eventually move towards the couch, still not making eye contact with your boyfriend. he sits up and simply watches you with a raised eyebrow—curious as to what you were about to do.

you knew you had to apologise for your behaviour, but what you needed first was his validation. you wordlessly climb onto the couch and under the blanket satoru was using.

your arms wrap around his torso and you hug him tightly to your body, face buried in his shirt to cover your embarrassed and remorseful expression.

satoru’s eyes widen a bit at the sudden show of affection, though he wasn’t complaining. he reciprocates the gesture and nuzzles his cheek against the top of your head.

“my little baby.” he chuckles, hands rubbing your back in attempt to reassure you that everything was and will be fine, “i’m happy you decided to come back to me — thank you.”

again. that tender tone satoru uses only with you and for you. the guilt from earlier hits you like a truck and your eyes well up with tears before you could stop the process.

“sorry,” your voice cracks once you finally muster out an apology. the warmth engulfing your cold body was enough to make you sob in his comforting embrace. satoru sighs and closes his eyes. he rests his chin on top of your head whilst holding you like his life depended on it.

no words were exchanged between you two for a good minute. satoru silently encourages you to cry it out and so you do. after calming down, you sniffle and pull your head away from his chest. your eyes were watery and a bit red.

the pad of his thumb sweeps the stray tears away from your cheeks, his touch precise and careful. he smiles softly at the sight of his teary-eyed girlfriend. you were so adorable and precious to him. even when you looked like a mess — a pretty mess.

“i just..” you start off, small hiccups interrupting your sentence, “i wanted to apologise for acting so childish. i shouldn’t have said nor did any of those hurtful things. i apologise for that as well.”

your lover nods along to your words. he hums in delight and kisses your forehead, his lips lingering there for longer than intended, “don’t worry, baby. i understand. thank you for apologising, though.”

you mutter a small ‘of course’ in-between sniffles. that was all the reassurance you had needed to hear from your boyfriend. though, you still felt bad and the guilt of your immature actions seemed to linger in the back of your mind.

you lay your head back on satoru’s chest and listen to his heartbeat — hoping that the constant sound would drown out any other thoughts. your lover lays on his back and pulls you down on top of him. his hands rub your sides, slender fingers toying with the silky material of your nightgown.

“i’m sorry for being immature sometimes. i’m sure it must be troubling to deal with.” you whisper as you enjoy the feeling of being back in satoru’s arms.

he grins and shakes his head in response. he loves every side of yours — even your immature one. if he didn’t, he wouldn’t be here right now. he truly loves all of you.

the older man places another soft kiss on top of your head and closes his eyes afterwards, “heh, i’d be lying if i said that you trying to act all tough earlier wasn’t cute.”

satoru snickers at the memory. he remembers how you pointed that little finger of yours in front of his face and how you tried to subtly stand on the tips of your toes so you could look him in the eyes properly. your attempts at looking intimidating were quite endearing.

it’s not like he was invalidating your feelings with that comment — he was genuinely trying to lighten your mood. and it wasn’t like it didn’t work.

“whatever.” you huff, playfully swatting his biceps and gaining an over exaggerated ‘ow!’ in response. you’re glad that things have gone back to normal between you two. if the situation had continued for any longer, you’d have lost your mind.

you aren’t the only one who is extremely relieved. satoru is beaming with joy because he gets to hold and talk to you again. that small period of silence between the both of you felt like an eternity to him.

no matter how many times you have those little arguments, satoru will still love you all the same.

#sttoru writes. #jjk x reader #gojo x reader #gojo satoru x reader #jjk x you #jjk fluff #gojo x you #jjk x y/n #gojo x y/n #jjk fanfic #jjk fic #jjk angst

[arolesbianism]

Congrats to unit swap Kohane and An for both getting a new song on the playlist and also apologies for all the doomed toxic yuri I'm gonna dump on y'all (is not sorry)

#rat rambles #unit swap au #sekai posting #girlies when their self esteem relies entirely on eachother in a way that leads to both sides enabling eachother horrifically #also they're both depressed and are desperately clinging to the small momentary bouts of serotonin they give each other #with was ofc incredibly unstable and it didnt take long for it to fall apart and for kohane to start spiraling pretty bad #this mostly started after an first recruited touya but it rly started going bad once an started becoming more distant from the group #they two became a lot more distant after their intial story and they both hate it so much #but kohane manages to find an actual healthy friendship in akito while an continues to spiral for a while longer #not because the others arent trying to be there for her but because of that actually (along with a whole other host of issues) #eventually the others finally noticed how much worse an has been doing too late as they find out no one has seen her for a day or two #its ok they find her but yeah she did have a bit of a breakdown #she and kohane post inital story just generally have this air of discomfort and regret as they both wish they could just go back to before #neither of them are at the time properly aware that they were in an incredibly unhealthy relationship #its the kind of thing they only notice like a year later when theyre doing a bit better and have the hindsight to go oh god jesus christ #but yeah of everyone in the group it takes them the longest to become like. real friends. #they still spend a lot of time together but thats mostly for group work and group hang outs #they both were just. so burnt out from everything. so burnt out from eachother.

[quarterprioritymidnight]

decided to look up the setlist for my first bas gig and i- 🥲

#personal #its such an elite setlist why didnt i focus more or take videos or anything come on girlie #it was reorchestrated btw no i didnt go to wild world i didnt realise concerts were a thing you could just go to until i was like 17 #and didnt start properly going til i moved out at 18 so #including but not limited to warmth no angels glory snakes laughter lines #blame my beloved #annie oakley hanging??? #the only song i remember clearly was wolp1 and that's because it was the encore (which first of all batshit) #and second cause they fully shone the lights right into the audience in the bridge 😭 #like i was up in the balcony and i remember that #anyway i also remember crying when it was announced and honestly i was so real for that #(continues to gaslight myself into thinking im a recent bas fan) #this is also why i get weird about no angels like ive seen them 12 times and seen them perform it like 5 💀