#sorry i yapped

[fishbloc]

hiiii friend (it’s birdie shhh didn’t want to send on my main blog) i fully support avoiding wips as i am doing the same so here is my question:

what, if you have any, are some of your favorite desert duo headcanons? can be scar or grian individually or them together

HIII BIRDIE sorry one of the wips is said yours related sigh . we're in this nightmare blunt rotation together

anyway. im gonna answer this in both for general and my WTLT!verse because theyre kinda different LOL sorry this gets long

general hcs 1) scar is a... very practical guy i would say. despite his strength lies in his words he would still favour showing care and affection. yknow stuff like cutting fruits for someone without asking. hes littered with small fleeting gestures and only someone who knows him well enough like grian could pick up on them 2) personally i always see grian as the loud annoying friend/partner/whatever you wanna call it. sure he sometimes uses it as an excuse to repress things he doesnt wanna talk about (this is where scar would usually coax him out of it) but his loudness can be really handy at times when an uneasy awkwardness fall between them. ALTHOUGH this doesnt mean grian won't 'shut down' when the situation arises (because i like quiet grian too) 3) not sure how to fit in one small paragraph about my dynamic hc for them but i can say with full conviction grian and scar would stick fruit labels onto each other's forehead when grocery shopping to piss the other off. hope this helps 😁😁

where the light touches hcs: 1) i really really like the hc that scar is so unphased by everything because hes jaded like that (whether a placid facade or no) like oh suddenly he managed to sign himself up for a death game. oh heres an immortal who wounded up in his path. oh suddenly he needs to start manipulating people to win. and hes like ok 👍 (he was first runner up in 3rd life for a reason) 2) for grian i like that hes kinda cunning in his own way. like yes hes not to full power with his watcher abilities stripped away and he can be kinda weak at times, but then he uses this front to trick people and when their guards are let down and turns the battle's tide with it. literally a small guy who packs a punch to those who underestimate him 3) for the both of them, my hc will always be that they have no choice but to trust each other wholeheartedly. because one small falter can cause their faction to fall and the only way they succeeded is because they dont second guess every time when the other will put a knife behind their back. sure this is not a popular hc but in 3rd life grian constantly stood by scar's side so. also its my storyverse and i get to pick the dynamics!!!!

#sorry i yapped #me when i dont play around with desertduo..... #have fun reading my nonsense LMAOO 😭😭😭 #邮箱

[scrunkalicious]

I JUST. I JUST REWATCHED ARCANE EPISODEZ 3 & 4 W MY BROTHER AND WHAT THE HEEELLLL ATRGARHJAJAAER HEEELPPP SILLY GANG HEELPP WHAT THE FOEUICIOCK

VITKOR VIKTO ROZVIKTOR HE HAD SO MANY CUTE LINEZ IN EPISODIE 3 THAT I KINDA FORGOR HAPPENED AND WHEN I HEARD HIM SPEAK I STAWERED TWEAAKINNNGG HEELPPPEKJEKJLAEGYT&YUTUO

WHEN HE HWHEN HHEE ARHGRGHGHHG

EPISODE 3 STUFF:

"Do you think it was my life's ambition to be an assistant? Scientists seek discoveries, ways to make the world a better place!" WHAT THE FREAAAKKKK HEZ SO PASSIONATE ABT HIS WORK WHAT THE FLIPPPPP I LOVE HIIIMMMMMM HEZ SO WANTING TO HELP PPL WITH HIS WORK OH MY BOG IM DYING

HIS LITTLE "EH"Z WHENEVER HE APEAKZ WHAT THE HEELLL HEZ SO CUTE WHTA THE FLIPPPKOGIYGIY& GOOOOODDAMNITG "Eh...on paper," HEEELPPP THE TEHASHDKJHARHJKAR

"No, we need more than promises. We need proof!" YES YOU TELL HIM (him being btw jayce ew) BABE ARHHJRGGH A MAN OF HIS WORK HELL YEAH!!!!!!

GOOODDD WHEN HEZ XHELPING JAYCE SNEEK INTO THE ACADEMY TO GET THEWUIR WORK BACK AND YOU CAN HEAR HIS CANE ON THE FLOOR TEEHEE ARGHJJGHAGA HEZ SO CUTE

HIS FREAKIN EXPRESSIONZ ARGRGHH MUY WAWAAAA,,,

THE WAY HE USED HIS CANE TO JAM THE DOOR SO PPL CANTR MESS UPO THEIR WORK???? GOODODOGIGDBKJADADBNNBAD

TF THEWY SO GOOFY FOR IM SOBBIBG "They're almost through [the door], no pressure!" "THAT SOUNDS LIKE PRESSURE!!!!!" daawwwg shut up jayce

why was jayce like,,, manifesting when stabilising the hextech stuff what the hell imi cryuibg

NOOOO VIKZ OG CANE BREAKZ WHEN THE DOOR IS SLAMMED OPEN I ARHRJGGHJ D:<

"I'm not sure how to do that, sir," IN RESPONSE TO WHEN THE LORAX (HEIMERDIGER) TELLZ EM TO STOP HOVERFINF IN THE AIR BC HEXTECH MAGIC I AHRJHADKJADKJGTU HYEZ SO CUUTE

why was jayce so dramatic in that ep bro was tweakibg so bad,,, AND THE PART WHERE MEL DISTRACCZ THE GAURD SO VIK & JAYC CAN WORK??? WHY WAS IT BUIOLT LIKE A JUMPSCARE W CAMERA SHAKE N EVERYTHING HELP

EPISODE FOUUURRRR

ARGHGHHGHG VIK USIN THE POWER TOOL TO SCREW IN SMTH AGHRJGJJGJH SAVE MEEE

BUUUHH HIM TELLING HEIMER ABT HEXTECH AND BEING SO SMILEY N HAPPY ABT IT YAAAYYYYY,,,,,,

HIM SHOWING OFF THE HEXCLAW (is. is that machine herald'z third arm.) AND USING TGHE LAZER TO DRAW HEIMER??? HE CAN DRAW?????????? W LAZER IMPRESSIVZW.....

"Imagine what our artificers could do with such a device!" ARTIFICERZ?? SKILLED & ARTISTIC WORKWERZ (i googled what an artificier is) MARLY MENNTIOONNN HEZ TALKING ABT HIS WIIIIFEEEEE (me) WOOOOWWWWW GUYZ CANON REAL MARLY MENTION

AWWWW HIM NOT WANTING to GO ONSTAGE AND GIVE THE SPEEC?? BUH....

ALSO??? EP 4 IS THE FIRST TIME WE HEAR/SEE VIK COUGHING WHICH IS A DIRECT SIGN OF HIS SICKNESS GETTING WORSE INM GONNA EXPLODE

BRO. BRO EHWN. WHEN. WHEN JAYCE SIPPED FROM HIS CUP AND SET IT DOWN SO THAT IT COVERED VIKTOR?? AND HIS CUP ONLY HAS HIM ON IT WHEN VIK ALSO DID WORK??? BOOO BOOOOOOOO EW EW THROWZ TOMAOTOOOOOO

WHAT THE FLIPPPPP WHEN JAYCE & VIK ARE LSTEIGZ TO THE COUNCIL TALK ABT HOW TO HANDLE THE UDERCITY AND THEYRE SHIT TALKING THE UNDERCITY AND VIK JUST HAS TO SIT THERE AND LISTEN??? WHEN HEZ FROM THERE???? EVERYONE IN THE COUNCUIL STFU ILL BEAT YO ASSEZ RN

AND THEM BEING ALL LIKE "We need a good scientist who worked on Hextech to join us on The Council" AND THEY PICK JAYFE??? WHEN. WHEN VIKGTOR IS LITERALLY RIGHT THERE???? AWWW HEEELLL NAHHHHH. MEL MEL MEL AS MUYCH ARE YOU ARE PRETTY AND ILY. GIRL,,,,,,, YIU WERE SO NUH UH,,, YOU GOIUN "Only Mr. Talis has the knowledge nessecary to secure the HexGates," HIM ONLY?????? ONLY HIM??? MEL MEL MEL GIIRL U ON MY LAST NERVEZ!!!!! !IM GONNE GET YOU WHAT THE FLIIPP ALSO WHY IS JAYCE SO FLAMBOYANT

BUT THAT EP SHOWED ONE OF MY FAVE VIK FRAMEZ SO YAAY

AAARRGHHHH I KLOVE VIKTOR SO MUCH,,, RUNNING UP TO HIM AND KISSING HIM BREATHLESS RN,,,,,

#guyz marly is actually canon in arcane she just has a short mention <3 #viktor managed to sneak a mention to heimerdinger #just so he can talk abt his girl #<3 #scrunkalicious #scrunkalicious?? more like yappalicious #💜martor💜 #sorry i yapped

[seullovesme]

5 (for the ask game)

5. are you in love?

ahh this is quite the question. i think loving someone and being in love with someone is two different things and it's really in the words. loving someone is just you giving them love, but in love means you're consumed by the love you have for them. i may love all my friends and would die for them, but they don't fill my every thought.

so i guess i am in love to answer the question

#seullovesme » replied! #SORRY I YAPPED #i like to talk about love #ask game #im bored

[attroxx]

❛ @metrictita said . . . [ death ] sender just died, receiver finds out / i apologize in advance but it has to happen . . . for mia, from zaya 😭 ❜

𝐒𝐔𝐏𝐄𝐑𝐒𝐓𝐈𝐓𝐈𝐎𝐍 𝐈𝐒 𝐍𝐎𝐍𝐒𝐄𝐍𝐒𝐄. at least, that's what mia always was told. but something was off. the flower seated on her window sill is slumped over, once colorful leaves now devoid of anything but grey and brown. last night she'd watered it before heading to bed. what had happened ? flowers don't just die overnight, she knew that much from her years of gardening. standing before the open window, the tiny flower pot in her hands mia feels . . . wrong. it's as if the world has been turned on its axis, making everything just slightly off. when zaya hadn't replied to her text mia didn't worry too much. they were supposed to meet today. being the overthinker she was the princess simply wanted to confirm the time once more. but when no response comes . . . her stomach dips as if she's coming up over the hill on a roller coaster.

the morning is uneventful and mia opts to get ready a bit sooner than she'd planned. something was nudging her, telling her to go to zaya's place now. not later. now. quickly she readies herself, applying some make up and making her skirt is wrinkle free mia snatches her purse before heading out of the castle in a hurry. the entire walk is dreadful. her stomach won't settle, thoughts threatening to spiral. no, everything is fine. once again, mia was overreacting. a dying plant is inconsequential. she'd burst through the doors of zaya's place and he'd probably scold her for showing up so early. that's what will happen.

shaky hands grip the strap of her purse. knock. nothing. mia is fighting the urge to throw open the door. breaking in wouldn't end well. knock knock. this time the door creaks and slowly opens for her as if an unseeable force is letting her inside. it had been unlocked this whole time. panic floods her system, pushing past the threshold and making her way inside.

❛ z - zaya ? the door was open and i - ❜ some things just aren't meant to be seen. some things can never be unseen. purse falling at her feet mia freezes. red coats the living room from top to bottom. it's gruesome and hateful. whatever had happened here was . . . never meant to be seen. not by her, at least. zaya's form is slumped against the back of his couch, sitting up at if he was just resting but . . . the blood. bile rising to her throat she covers her mouth, tears filling her vision at the scent but also . . .

❛ zaya !! ❜ without thinking, without even giving the blood a second thought she crosses the living room. red sinks into her shoes, creating footprints as she makes it to zaya's side. frantic hands press to his wrist. but nothing comes and mia stares in disbelief. it must be a nightmare. she must have not woken up this morning. ❛ z - zaya . . . ? ❜ he can't go. he can't leave. how was that fair ? how could someone do such a cruel and awful thing ?! zaya never . . . he didn't . . . now blood stained fingers press against her face as if an attempt to wake herself up. but everything feels real. gently, she scoots closer, arms wrapping around zaya's limp form, holding him tightly. maybe, maybe if she just . . . maybe he'd wake up.

pink is now stained crimson. but mia had forgotten about the blood, about the gruesome state of zaya's home. about how shy she always was around him. about everything. fingers curl around his shirt tightly, his head now laying against her chest. she shakes him but as gently as her shaking form can manage. ❛ zaya, wake up. r - right now. please . . . zaya . . . ❜ salty tears mix with blood as her eyes become forgotten faucets. forehead now resting against his hair her body shakes, holding onto him as if someone might rip him from her arms. whoever had done this would pay, and by her hand.

angst meme. ― accepting.

#metrictita #〈 answered ask. ★ 〉 #〈 mia reply. ★ 〉 #〈 castles crumbling / main verse. ★ 〉 #i knew if i didn't answer this now i never would #so....here ya go. #yeah lemme just ruin mias mental health even more #its long so its under readmore #sorry i yapped #i just

[martitheevans]

#the yapper yaps #i feel like this has been done before #if I accidently stole your meme sorry #saw #saw 2004 #lawrence gordon #dr lawrence gordon #adam saw #adam faulkner stanheight #adam stanheight #posts that went crazy viral lowkey

[hungriestheidi]

every so often i think about sebastian vettel going from the most hated driver -by the fans- to a driver who got such a massive goodbye, unseen to any other driver retirement in the modern era. the thousands of dedications from thousands of different media, the journalists speaking of his kindness, the mechanics talking about his dedication and his love to the sport, the teams talking about the end of the year gifts he'd made for all of them, without fault, otmar szafnauer and the bread seb made for him the first time they met. people like ruth buscombe who spoke about him in the highest terms (my f1 bradley cooper!), fernando alonso that was arguably the one with the most rights to feel wronged by seb (won everything in the years he was trying to win with ferrari) dedicated an entire helmet to him, pierre gasly, charles leclerc and carlos sainz spoke about him leaving such a mark in their personal careers even when they weren't in f1, pierre and the extremely long talk on the phone, carlos and his mark in milton keynes, charles and the letter for his simulator work in 2017, the shirts for their little track run in abu dhabi, the speeches and the memorabilia red bull and ferrari gave him, lewis hamilton refusing to accept he's leaving, talking about seb making him feel a little less lonely in f1, the way most fans keep bringing seb sings to suzuka and singapore, the excitement whenever he does the smallest thing that may indicate a return to f1. i think no other driver has been so loved in their farewell as seb was, i don't think any other driver will be as missed as he is.

#maybe michael is more missed but for other reasons #anyway #goose talks #sebastian vettel #sorry i was looking for pics for an edit and got sidetracked looking at abu dhabi 2022 things.... so loved so loved so loved.... #yapping about seb retirement? in 2024? that's the hungries the idi special

[absolutelydedinside]

this panel makes me go crazy. it gives me the same emotion as someone laying witness to a womans bare ankles in the victorian era. I turn into a rabid animal seeing Dottores exposed skin (and when I see Dottore)

ii GG fhhfhbcbc jcj k xnfbhfhhhfnfnnhhhhhhuguugngngnngn

AOOOOWOWOOWOWOWOOAHAGGAGAGAAAAAAAAAA

GRHRBRBR R NR J FININXIBISUBINSONONSONOMXONKNAWOOOOOOO AWOOOOOOO BARKBARKBAKRBA4KBARK BARK BARK BARK BARK AWOOOOOOOOO WOOOOOOOOOF WOOOOOOOOF

SKIN.... COLLARBONE *NOSEBLEEDS* TOO MUCH TOO MUCH NEURON ACTIVATION AUUUUUAUUA I HGGGGGAGGHHB

HIIIIIS NRCKK GGRRHHRHR I NEED TO BITE HIM I NEED TO BITE HIS NECK AND HIS HSNDS AND HIS SKIN EVEYRTHIGN I NEED TO CHEW ON HIM GGRHHHHHFHHFHHFHH I NEED T

help aahe d Hhhhgghhgghhhhhahna a ahhGbuIbibdbidininsubeyv6gh7din7hh7eg6sbdxuninsnisinubxububbdininsnubsdunnianoihe8y3y8y3868y4y88syihxibbkkb;*;*#<^$<%<:;<&÷^77^6÷%6%÷6//×^788<#>;>;> sbiibsih8hGkb jdottore

nghhhhs dbhduudiidoodowijahhahhd dotforoeeeeee dottooroooeeeee i loev youuuuu hghshh

CUTE AGGRESSION BEAM! CUTE AGGRESSION BEAM! CUTE AGGRESSION BEAM! BWWEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE

AUUUUUAUAAAAAA!!!!!!!!!!!!!! DOTTORE UR TOO CUTE 😭😭😭😭😭😭❤️❤️❤️❤️ UR SILLINESS TOO STRONG... OUR LOVE TOO AWESOME...

I LOVE U DOTTORE MY MIPPY BIPPY 💕 MY POOKIE....MY HONEY PIE...

Dottore: Come now Kitten, you're embarrassing me.. >/////>

Me: Sorry Dottore :3 I get so happy when I talk about you!!!!!!!

Dottore: Hmph, I'd say these fools are unworthy of witnessing our love. But do what makes you happy.

Me: Thank you!!!! I love you Dottore 😊😊😊❤️😊❤️😊💕😊😊❤️❤️

Dottore: I love you as well, Dear 💕❤️

YYAYAYYAYYAYAYYAAYYASVHUBXINNZUBOXOMSNSINSINNIDJIIDINSAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAABAUUGXUHIDH a*EXPLODES* i love dottore so much im gonna faintauuuuaggghhh a 😭😭😭 AAAAAGGAGGAAAAAAAGHHUUUAUUUGHHHH I LOVE YOU SO MUUUUUCHHHHHHHH AAAUAUUAUUUAGSYGVYDUGUDYUDUHIHXIHD AUUUGG ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️ so many hearts for dottore... SO MUCH LOVE FOR HIM..... I LOVE YOU DOTTORE

#absolposting #im going insanr again im sorry i have so much to say #long post #i cant stop yapping when it comes to him #love letters 2 dottore <3

[ttec777]

This blew up the other day in twitter after a month of it being posted, so I decided to post it here too

#luis serra #leon kennedy #re4 remake #serennedy #almost all my art disappeared from my computer idk why #I have my art stored in an external drive too but I'm still quite upset about it because some sketches I was working on disappeared #sorry for the yapping y'all just ignore it

[gaylenin]

"i have no spoons for sympathy for the palestinian cause" is so like... shockingly evil and bleak im truly not over it. it like perfectly encapsulates how zionists - specifically young 'progressive' zionists dress up how they talk about palestine in this extremely neutered way.

israeli settlers are just every day civillians completely divided away from the relation of colonialism they actively perpetuate, and palestinian resistance of any kind is practically coming out of nowhere and is Different and uniquely Violent. it doesnt matter that this is barely a fraction of what israel has perpetuated against palestine daily since its inception as a state

and to dress it all up in this language that transforms it from a coloniser refusing to show any sympathy for the people they benefit from colonising into just some poor victim minority is diabolical. the zionist victim complex is insane

#sorry im yapping again the the cloister of 'progressive' zionists on tumblr posting abt this shit made me so mad #like the sheer fucking audacity bro #for the record im also autistic and get burnout and i dont think they even tried doing it maliciously but like. idgaf. fuck em #my post

[morii-moth]

"this is me on day one of NO rendog !!"

#glad to know hes coping just as well as the rest of us #how in the world does martyn consistently stay the last few green/yellow lifes/ win and yet... #anyways i love the new series if only i could please have more than 2 episodes from martyn thatd be really great thanks #love to see a man get a good beating just kidding pleas #if he dies i will start sobbing trust me #already had me in tears from the first ep #but actually it was wonderful just please if he could make some friends thatd be swell #or not martyn lone wolf arc??? #im gonna post this before in hate it because it is 5am and i dont have time to start fixing what was supposed to be a sketch #i really love my yapping in the tags im so sorry #inthelittlewood #itlwart #trafficblr #mcyt #traffic life smp #life series #secret life #secret life smp #life smp #traffic spoilers #my art

[sadquickchristmassnowman]

“we can have a candlelight vigil like lesbians on the news!!!” episode 2 and annie “girlkisser” edison is already longing for bits of that wlw lifestyle. I know what you are

#currently taking a break from my hardcore analysis community rewatch #so that I can do a casual rewatch #been going through sitcom withdrawal recently #between my intense good omens hyperfixation and how busy I’ve been there’s been no time #but we are SO back baybee #once again I’ll get to the encyclopedia asks asap I’m so sorry they’re taking so long #community #nbc community #community nbc #annie edison #lesbian annie edison #lesbiannie #jeffannie shippers dni but I’d hope that goes without saying #alright do you guys think that’s enough yapping in the tags or nah

[luxbub]

The bond between a girl and the middle-aged actor she saw in a movie years ago and now coincidentally has a big fat crush on is unstoppable

#i’m just a girl #sorry not sorry #but it’s a cannon event #🎀 #lol 😝 #iscar issac x reader #jason mamoa x reader #remus lupin x reader #middle aged men #anakin skywalker x reader #poe dameron x reader #<- thats my man #the man i was talking about #finnick odair x reader #🫧​bubbles yaps #x-men x reader #this one too #miguel ohara x reader #oscar isaac x reader #i cant think of anymore actors but there is so much more

[awellposhmagazine]

a 10pm thought re: oral between friends

thinking about fucking around in the studio with the guys & making an offhand comment re: bringing back the blowjob lyrics & george hitting u back with can't do that cos healy's not getting them anymore. & matty just tells u guys to fuck off as usual but it sticks with u and u start scheming. 

it comes up again a week later on the floor of his living room, with you stretched out on his concrete floor flipping through one of his wanky coffee table books. he’s settled on the couch just above you, watching you laze about at his feet like a housecat in the sun. 

“y’ look nice down there.”

he means it innocently enough, but it’s the perfect opportunity to push him around a little.

“yeah? giving you some inspo for that new blowie song?”

he rolls his eyes hard, reaching out a socked foot to nudge you teasingly on the shoulder.“yeah haha very funny matty in his incel era.”

and maybe its the warmth of the sun making you delirious, or just the overwhelming domesticity of the moment, but the words leave your mouth before you can even think to stop them.

“'m being serious. i’d get you off, if you wanted.”

matty almost chokes to death on his own spit.

“don’t fuck me about.”

you might as well have socked him in the jaw for the look on his face. his mouth has fallen slack, just slightly, and his expression reads as vaguely pained. 

the silence between you carries on for a little longer, and you can see him disappearing further and further into his own head. its in moments like these that you realise perhaps he’s more of a sap than you’d thought. public image matty necks tequila and takes his coffee black, but yours would prefer a malbec and a cappuccino with two and a half sugars. public image matty gets off with groupies and regularly toes the line of public indecency, but yours is looking at you like he might keel over and die at the prospect of a blowjob. you’d been half joking really, but the intensity of his reaction has shelved any plans you'd been harboring to tease.

“‘i’m not,” you shake your head resolutely, suddenly developing a stomach ache at the consequences of your own actions. “i’d never.” despite attempting to maintain a flirty tone, you have to swallow down a lump in your throat the size of the texas.

“kiss me first?”

“huh?” your reply comes out as more of a breath than coherent speech.

“if we’re gonna do this, 'wanna kiss you first. will you do that for me?”

you're not sure what he's playing at, really. you're more than happy to oblige, of course; you'd dreamt of kissing matty loads of times. admittedly never as precursor to casual oral, but you'd take what you could get. you'll chalk it up to being another facet of his sentimental nature. that, or he just needs a minute to work himself up before you get him undressed.

either way, you huff and scramble up to meet his request only to be stopped by a gentle hand on your cheek. his hands are so big, so warm, and you can’t help but nuzzle further into his touch. you're playing all the right cards and he and he still doesn’t kiss you, just lets his eyes linger on your embarrassed face and presses a bruising thumb to your bottom lip. 

“fuck, matty - please.” he’s just teasing you now, he has to be. it's making you itchy.

“please what, darlin’?”

“thought you wanted a kiss. you’re being cruel.”

“don’t like me mean?”

“dirty, maybe. not mean.”

“jesus christ. alright, ok.”

he surges forward then, eyes squeezing shut in a uniquely sexy breed of anguish. if he weren't already holding you steady, the force of the kiss might’ve knocked you on your ass. his lips smear against yours messily; movements punctuated with gentle, bubbly gasps. it's hot and messy and charged with desperation - which reminds you abruptly of the task at hand.

he grunts when you draw back, but his disappointment is short-lived. 

“can i suck you off now?”

matty thinks he might actually die.

when you slide down and start messing with the zipper of his jeans, hes certain.

from the minute you get your mouth on him, matty’s floundering like he doesn't quite know where to put his hands; where he’s allowed to. he’s writhing around against the couch cushions, hands balled into tight fists atop his thighs. to your great satisfaction, he can't seem to look at you for longer than about five seconds at a time. every attempt only results in a littany of curses and his eyes flying to the ceiling instead. you figure he's trying to hold off on his orgasm, but you're greedy; you want him to look at you.

you intend it as a bit of a power move when you reach for his hand and bury it into your hair, but it backfires completely when he gives it a tug and you moan all slutty around the length of him. you’d been doing so well keeping your sounds to a minimum, but the dull ache sends a shock of pleasure up your spine. 

something about the action must’ve done it for matty too, because not a second later he’s spilling down your throat with garbled incoherence and choked groans. ‘fuck, ’m coming, fuck -”

you ride it out with your mouth flush to the hilt of him, eyes closed with concentration in committing the sounds of his climax to memory.

finally, his eyes drop down and burn right through you as pull off him and place a chaste kiss to his inner thigh.

“up,” he chokes out, bordering on frantic; “up - come here.”

you comply happily, dopey with pride at having caused the fucked out look on his face. he manhandles you easily despite his exhaustion, slotting you comfortably atop his thighs and squeezing your waist.

he looks lovely like this; lips bitten raw and sweat beading at his hairline. you want to eat him whole. 

it’s different when you kiss him for a second time, after the dust of his manic lust has settled. its quaint almost; clumsy and a bit unsure. like this is perhaps more intimate than any moment preceding it. every second movement of his lips is punctuated with weak, breathless thank yous.  his lips are still parted slightly when you pull back, as though you’ve cut him off early from his ministrations. your heart flutters wildly in your chest. 

“fuck, stop looking at me like that. you’re mental.”

he sounds pained again. you muffle laughter and continue toying with his fingers where your hands are gently intertwined.  “like what?”

“all sweet and that like you didn’t just have my cock down your throat.” 

“i think that was very sweet of me.’

“fuckin’ more than. gonna write a whole blowjob album now, honest.”

“can i do it again? later, i mean?”

for the third time today, matty's soul nearly vacates his body and ascends to the heavens.

"'f i ever turn you down for that, please smack me 'round the mouth."

you giggle breathlessly, and matty gives you disbelieving sort of smile and lets his forehead fall slack against your shoulder. it's only now in the afterglow of your determination to get him off that you settle into the discomfort of your own arousal. he's gone all warm and sleepy beneath you, tracing circles on the bare skin of your knee, and you suddenly feel like you might burst into tears. "sorry, uh- i gotta pee."

a flicker of panic flashes across matty's face, and you can tell hes back in that worried, overthinking place in his brain. that is, until he takes in the heaving of your chest and the way you can't quite keep your legs still.

"oh, lovely girl. need me to take care of you now too, 's that it?"

arguably nobody had ever needed anything more. you’ve soaked through since he’d first kissed you; itchy and sweating through your clothes. 

“please, matty.”

the desperation in your voice seems to knock the energy back into him tenfold. it’s forceful but never rough when he maneuvers you onto the couch beside him and drops to the floor. "i've got you, darlin'", he admonishes, hiking your skirt up past your thighs.

“tell me if i do anything you don’t like, yeah?”

you find it hard to imagine he’d be capable. you nod anyways. “yeah, yes - okay.”

promoted to his knees, matty edges between your legs and drapes an arm across your hips. the implication hits you like a train; you won’t be able to hold still. 

fuck.

#this is half baked and unedited sorry i just needed to yap #matty healy x reader #matty healy smut #matty healy fic

[mh2o29]

boys kissing sloppy style....IN COLOR🌈✨

i colored one of my scream'd stuilly kiss drawings from this post bc they are infecting my brain again someone save me!!!!

(pls click for better quality please and thank youuuuu)

this kiss has taken a hold on me once again (it never left) I cannot stop thinking about them

ive been coloring a lot more lately and actually liking the results guys why am I becoming a colorist hold on....

shoutout to @andromourir and @atitanbitch for helping me craft this Tumblr post in the debaser discord vc-2 chat..... which speaking of you guys wanna join sooooo bad join us please we have BOOK CLUB (we listen to atlas read fanfiction out loud) it is so fun

most importantly we have REMI so you GOTTA join now

#yap time! #I hope you guys appreciate my colorist era #im feeling pretty good a it recently #and ugh #was just thinking of the stuilly scream'd kiss again #still in disbelief that it actually happened #like WHAT #so fucking crazy #mans went in tongue first like BROOOOO #anyways #normal tag time #scream 1996 #billy loomis #stu macher #scream #stuilly #scream fanart #billy x stu #stu x billy #screamd #scream'd #scream'd stuilly kiss #my art #boys kissing #sloppy style #sorry I had to #BYEEEE

[squoobest]

i should be writing my paper rn

#sky children of the light #skyblr #sky cotl #sky cotl oc #(spongebob holding hands out image) no they are not kids. no children. do they still call them skadults still(?) i'm not sure #but they were skykids at one time! yknow like. sims life stages #ok imagine that but it was based on how much light one can carry. and further developed mimicry of ancestors like how you get emotes n gear #. and that i put actual game aspects and experiences into my headcanon/canon divergentish soup of oc stories. oops. sorry. #i promise i will yap about it further when my finals are over. i have so many assignments to do WAAAA #my ocs #oc: aurelia #oc: chrys #my art

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various personal references for funzies!

mockups refs for various war wound circumstances ^^

#do not look to these if you want accuracy! #i did my research and took my own creative liberties when illustrating the scarring patterns #analyzing john watson’s scars as an excuse to practice anatomy has been my best friend lately #not strictly brett and burke/hardwicke but they will always influence my victorian designs! #also used peter cushing!holmes as a reference this time around as an experiment:D #enough yapping sorry!!! #my art #the @ is my insta #didn’t include @s in some of these so just don’t use or steal you know the drill #art #fanart #fanartist #sherlock holmes #john watson #sherlock #johnlock #bbc sherlock #acd holmes #acd #victorian holmes #watsholmes #gen #martin freeman #sherlock fanart #sherlock holmes fanart #granada holmes #granada #scars #scar #scarring