#sorry im feeling deranged today

[dreaminginmysoup]

#asi polls #sonic polls #polls #gerald robotnik #robotnik #big natties #sorry im feeling deranged today

[iphisesque]

cunt!!!

#sorry for posting so many selfies im feeling deranged today. also im hot. #my face

[the-furies]

everything is fuck everybody suck [<= can't sleep. The wires.]

#pk;m Electrochemistry🔴 #UHHHHH ON THE OTHER HAND THIUGH IT DOES FEEL LIKE A WEIGHT'S BEEN LIFTED OFF OUR SHOULDERS THAT'S COOL!!! #hitting our brajn with a stick. we r cringe but we r free etc. etc. repeat ad nauseam #it is funny how the paranoia just Stopped. in a few hours. outta sight outta mind!! I guess!!! #ANYWAYS THE NERVE PAIN UH OH! well. well‚ #ImSure eveyrtuing will be Fines tjis month about it :) <= will probably draw every day this month Litcherally #DW WE R DOING THE STRETCHING & ALL AND TAKING BREAKS N SHIT AUGH auth just overdid it a bit fhsjakxjcjc #goig 2 take Some pain meds abt it though it's not Bad bad anymore but still Noticably There . #OH FUCK WE HAVE DRAWTOBER TOMORROW /TECHNICALLY TODAY!!! FUCK DAMN #wlel. we have ideas 4 how to go abt finishing the sketches I thuink logic just wants 2 clean his sketch ip #& do some paintingy shit 2 it #WHicj is Not Difficult. easier than fuckin *cell shading* GOD #'Ol cell shade mine :3' guys how abotu I Die instead. #4 my drawtober day when we get 2 sketching it Draw me in the family guy death pose [JOKEwait that'd be so funny #hodl on...... hhHDJDJFJCKXK #sorry im deranged on main Im losing the fucking plot for realsies. oops. um. you see <= fuit gumnie aftermath

[revvywevvy]

yknow i've mentioned before that chelly is very capable of being violent and explosive. however the most ever angry i've ever drawn her is mildly upset. plus there was the memey-ish thing with chelly literally begging chip to let her bite maim kill people for him.

i kinda wanna draw chelly completely snapping. chelly getting a little too silly.

#cell screams #cw vent #//<- just incase lol #//fun fact that horse toon ive mentioned a few times? sam bucus? yeah he's based on my actual childhood bully #//this might start looking like a vent from here-on and will get violent so little warning if you keep reading these tags #//but yeah since my actual bully ruined my childhood and social development and never apologized i feel a lot of hatred as u can see. #//and since actually getting revenge on the real guy is both illegal and a total waste of my time im just going to take out said rage #//on the toon version of said guy. is that deranged? maybe. at least im self aware about it idk lol #//i am very close to just drawing chelly killing bucus or something idfk. #//but i am not wasting time trying to hunt down some asshole brat who definitely played a big part in me being so fucked up today #//bc like. he had a chance to apologize senior year. then when a friend told him to apologize he fuckin vanishes into thin air never to be #//seen again until graduation night. so in my opinion i think he didnt regret anything and wasnt sorry. #//which sucks bc in my traumatized rage i definitely said some fucked up shit to him too as a kid and would've apologized as well. #//but there was a chance for closure. i tried to find him too to try and get that closure but no. there never will be closure. its over now #//so instead im going to unleash a teeny tiny portion of my bottled up decades long rage and hatred #//on an anthropomorphic purple horse. :) #//besides sam bucus did more fucked up things to chelly than my irl bully since bucus is a culmination of EVERYTHING thats #//fucked me up in life whether it be mental machinations; intrusive thoughts or things that actually happened #//so while perhaps my real bully doesnt deserve death; SAM BUCUS SURE DOES AND HE'S GONNA GET IT!!!!!!!!!!!!!! #// :) #//sorry for my violent rambling i got it out of my system now thanks for reading my weird bullshit lmao

[citruscas]

#ash.txt #i wrote 2k today <33 after like a 2 week flop lol #gonna bring this out whenever i feel ever so slightly deranged and also attention seeking. sorry but also im not

[vcrnons]

the dk airport pictures are giving me butterflies

#help me im gonna fucking combust #the ones of him in the departures area on the chairs. AIRPORT CRUSH SEOK. INJECT IT INTO MY VEINS #feeling super deranged about him today. sorry everyone. #also did they fly him wizzair. #love that so much actually

[ragnviindrz]

I like your writing so much. Can I request a yandere!Kaveh x f!reader but its somnophilia and when reader wakes up he doesn't stop and keep non-conning her? Sorry if its sounds hard to understand, English isn't my first language.

I understand if you're uncomfy to write!

did you sleep well? // kaveh x f! reader

info: ever since you moved in with your cousin alhaitham, kaveh's had his eyes on you... but you seem to be oblivious to his advances and he takes you whilst youre a sleep instead.

this content includes: NONCON, somnophilia (unconscious people dont want tea), unprotected sex, piv, creampie, dacryphilia, spanking ig, p*rn without plot, drugging, panty stealing, hes cooch drunk, overstim (both parties), multiple orgasms

note: ive been CRAVING for kaveh stuff now, ever since ive started trying to build him and baizhu. tumblr stop flagging my posts pls :(

tysm for requesting, im glad you like my writing and ur english is perfect dont worry! <3

two more works coming in soon, sorry for inactivity as i'm so busy.

Ever since you moved in with Alhaitham, being introduced as his cousin (with Kaveh being surprised because how can you be related to him?!?), he's always had his eyes on you.

He cannot help but jerk his dick whilst imagining it was your hand. You were just so pretty. He's even stolen some of your panties from the wash, using it to jerk his cock off and having to shove it deep in the bag to stop anyone from seeing the thick gooey liquid on it. Hell, he's even taken on the laundry much to Alhaitham's surprise.

Today, he insisted on making dinner - which the scribe wasn't too bothered on, as he just nodded and went back to his own thing.

Little did the two of you know, Kaveh had slipped something in your food - a drug that'll help you fall asleep so he can do whatever he wants.

That's how he's in this position right now, his face buried between your legs as he flicked his tongue on your clit. You were wet, and let out tired moans and whimpers. You've already came twice, but he hasn't stopped yet.

Unconsciously, your hips bucked to meet his face - more reason why he thinks you're enjoying it. His trousers were tight, his erection wanting to be free. God, he was so hard already. Letting out groans of satisfaction as he dived in your wet slit, he unzipped his pants finally allowing his hard cock be free.

He wrapped his hands around it, jerking it slowly as he ate you out. For the third time, you squirted all over his face. He thought the sight was absolutely stunning, his mouth and face dripping with your juices as he came on your sheets. He'd have to clean that up later.

Kaveh wiped his mouth, and kissed you deeply, shoving his tongue in your mouth as he aimed his erect cock against your wet folds and slid in. He let out groans in the kiss, as he came once again - this time deep inside your pussy.

This doesn't stop him, of course - as he slowly thrust in and out of your wet folds. It was easy, since he had prepped you before.

He pulled away from the passionate kiss, a string of saliva connecting the two of you before it snapped. His thrusts got faster, as you start to stir - though he hasn't noticed yet.

Slowly, you opened your eyes - feeling filled up and extremely sore. Your pussy unexpectedly clenched around his cock, squirting once again. Looking up, you saw your cousin's roomate - seemingly deranged and absoloutely out of it.

"Kaveh.. What are y— Ah!~" Your sentence was abruptly stopped as he thrust inside, hitting a sweet spot.

"Shh... F*ck. That dose wasn't enough to knock you out. Whatever. This is better when you're awake anyways." He grabbed onto your arm, holding it against the bed as he practically pounded into you like a madman.

"Kaveh.. Stop~!" You groaned out when he hit that sweet spot inside you. He seemed to take notice of it, and continued his never ending pouding. Some of his cum, from the previous load has been bulldozed out of your tight pussy.

"You feel so good.. I can't... Please cum with me.." He whispers in your ears, placing a wet kiss on your cheek. He kept hitting that spot, making your eyes roll back. His thrusts, although sloppier - still made you feel good. He removed one of his hand from holding your arm, and started to rub your clit in a circle.

Clenching around his cock even more, making him almost unable to pull out as he let out gasps. He watches your tears, biting his lips and his thrust got even more sloppier.

After three more consecutive pounding, you two came together. Clenching hard against his hard dick, he finished inside you again. He teared up from the overstimulation, but he kept himself buried inside your wet pussy.

He hoped that his seed would take...

#genshin impact #genshin impact smut #genshin x reader #tw noncon #tw: dark content #yandere genshin #yandere genshin x reader #kaveh x reader #genshin kaveh #kaveh x you #kaveh x y/n #female reader #thank you for requesting!

[adamnsey]

abby (adamnsey)’s super-duper funky fresh adansey fic rec masterpost

Hello friends. i like to think of myself as a connoisseur of adansey fanfiction and so i thought i’d put some of my favs here in a list. no one asked for this but here it is. yippeeeee

this is what i live for by kitschlet

this is my favourrrite adansey fic EVVVERRRR. this fic has everything: adam as a vampire. gansey as a human. gansey desperately wanting adam to suck his blood. adam being to proud to suck gansey’s blood. gansey being a jealous little brat about this. SEXUAL VAMPIRE TENSION. THIS FIC IS A GODSENT.

A Complex Superiority by cloudsweater

is this my own fic? yes. do i feel a bit bad about including it? yes. do i also think it is a wonderful exploration of a pre-trc adansey kiss at an aglionby party? also yes. :)

With My Hands Open by HindsightHero

this one is just sooooo well written and i love the details and their dialogue is really good ummmm.... probs one of my fav kiss stories & it takes place in cabeswater so there’s that

forests / fields / seas by VioletSargent

have u ever wondered.... what would happen if after adam walked away from the gansey house in tdt... what if after they found adam they spent another night in D.C..... well this fic answers that!!

Twelve Days ‘Til Christmas by flitwickslittlebrotha

this fic is xmas themed but I! LOVE! IT!!!! it’s just a sweet au where gansey frequents the pub adam works at and its SO CUTEEEE

A Study of Living in Your Own Skin: A Presentation by Adam Parrish to Richard Campbell Gansey III by Kasket

i just LOVE a good au and this one delivers. they get paired up to do an assignment today and there’s tension and crushes and just AH. SO GOOD.

cowboyland by Ophelia Marina

gansey visits adam at harvard and things ENSUE......

BONUS ROUND !!! ADANSEY MOVIE AU LETS GOOOOOOO

The Raven Network by declantheelynch

SORRY MY PRADA’S AT THE CLEANERS, ALONG WITH MY POLO AND MY FUCK-YOU BOAT-SHOES, YOU PRETENTIOUS DOUCHE-BAG

where is my mind? by Fix9

the first rule of the adansey fight club au fic is that we must talk about the adansey fight club au

carcass for the vultures to colonize by robinsegg

UMMMM MY OWN PRIVATE IDAHO ADANSEY AU ANYONE?

Bleed All The Sweetness Away by Zee

(new addition!) HUNGER GAMES AUUU DFSHJKJDKSFJH. THIS WORKS SOOO WELL! GREAT FIC!

When the Fog Clears by cloudsweater

im sorrrryyyy yes this another one of mine im SORRRRYY its not my fault i love picturing them in Alternate Universe Scenarios!!! anyways this is a Lighthouse AU and i think it’s really deranged and good :)

if anyone has any adansey fic recs please send them my wayyyyyy. these r just some of my favs and i wanted to put them all in one spot. thank u to everyone for dealing with my brainrot ok have a nice day bye <3

#adansey #adam #gansey #adam parrish #richard campbell gansey iii #richard gansey iii #the raven cycle #trc #the raven boys #the dream thieves #blue lily lily blue #the raven king #fanfiction #fic #fics #fic recs #ao3 #mine

[comedicallyterriblemasky]

TEEHEE IM BACK (i hope me spamming you ((i know this isnt spamming but shh)) is okay) I WANNA SEE YOUR HEADCANNONS FOR TIM AND MASKY and also maybe eyeless jack? i don't remember if you write for him IM SORRY IF YOU DON'T, ONE OF MY FAVOURITE HEADCANONS FOR TIM RA|IGHT NOW: he would so paint, like it makes sense to me that he would, and i think he would be good at it too!!! he would at least be okay at it yknow?

Characters: Tim Wright, Masky and Eyeless Jack

S/O: No

CW: Semi realistic

Tags: SFW (Sexually)

A/N: IT'S OK DW!! AND OMFG... YOU'RE SO SMART ABOUT THAT HEADCANON RAH AND I DO WRITE FOR MR. EYELESS DW!!

Headcanons below!:

Tim Wright:

Ok expanding on that painting headcanon,, he would totally paint! And he would 100% be decent at it, though I can imagine it sorta being like Alex Kralie's pages, but like,, more deranged if that makes sense. Like to an average person who doesn't know what happened during canon/pre canon would probably find it drawings/paintings off an insane person. But I feel like the paintings would just be like, the operator and the events that happened but like, he has really terrible handwriting + I feel like he shakes a lot so it all combines into a mess. But I also can imagine him painting like really nice landscapes as well, of forests, swamps, mountains etc.

I have a feeling that he still visits Brian, Jays and even Alex's graves every month or so, even if it does bring up bad times and makes him emotional I feel like, he would still want to visit them and just update them about life

Remember how very shortly in early marble hornets how Alex mentioned his dog? (Not Seth's) I believe the dogs name was Rocky, yea, definitely adopted the dog after Alex died

I don't know how much he'd really be social after Marble Hornets, he'd probably stay mostly to himself and just try to stay alone

On a brighter note,I think he would try to quit smoking and I believe the medication has helped him a lot now.

----------

Masky:

Definitely doesn't even utter A single sound now, he mostly just wanders through the woods and occasionally kicks rocks. I don't see him being too murderous nowadays, if he does kill he tries to keep it short and painless, he doesn't want anyone to suffer and definitely sometimes has breakdowns after.

Finds the tapes sometimes, watches then on an almost broken player

Sometimes will try and apologize to Jessica but will run away before being able to

----------

Eyeless Jack:

Hobie Brown but cannibal basically

He definitely is a stalker-ish type, not a "One day and done type of guy" no, he'll stalk his victim for weeks, making sure they're perfect

Stalks from the trees and alleys type, once he figures out that it is the right person, he'll plan a,perfect time and date, he's already memorized their schedule and such

Scalpel? Yea, maybe usually just uses thought animalistic talons and teeth of his though, the police usually can't find any evidence of what had happened cause either he'd: 1 burn the place down, 2 kill the people investigating the crime or 3 hide the body somewhere it'll decompose fast enough for it to be hard to trace

Seedeater was merely an accident, just a random deer, dog and bison carcus merged together into the demonic entity today that Jack happened to meet

---------

A/N: Tim is my favorite, can you tell?

#comedically terrible masky #creepypasta headcanon #creepypasta headcanons #creepypasta #tim wright #tim wright headcanons #masky headcanons #masky #eyeless jack headcanon #eyeless jack

[riotlain]

Egos with a psychic s/o

im mentally ill

reader can read minds woah

short bc i need stuff outta my drafts

THIS IS A NWLNW BLOG!! WOMEN DNI

Iplier Egos

Darkiplier

Constantly reading his mind is an actual pain

He tries to keep calm around you and keep his thoughts at bay

He thinks of you alot tho

He usually asks what other egos are thinking about

Mainly Wilford

Hes concerned that Wilford may have killed another person today-

Wilford

Annoying ass

“What am I thinking of now, Dear?” “The body you buried yesterday…”

Also asks what everyone else is thinking

He’s interested in whatever Googles thinking

“Wilford, I cant read an AI’s mind-”

Worth a shot

Illinois

Horny ass

His mind is like everywhere ig??

‘Adventures, cool artifacts, hows Y/n doing, sex-‘

Ig your power handy when adventuring

“Can you uh, hear anyone close by?”

Host

My fucking lord

He knows whats always happening so ig you do too

Always apologizes for it

“The Host sincerely apologizes for his loud thoughts, Y/n..”

Yall get to both be omniscient ig??

Eric

His thoughts are always loud and racing

Constant what ifs and shit from his dad

And he also feels bad you have to hear it all

“I-Im so sorry you um- have to uh.. h-hear my t-thoughts??”

He tries to stay calm around you

Which turns his thoughts incomprehensible at that point

‘Uhmydadwaity/nsheresoishouldntbethinkingthatnajdjjgkf’

The Jims

They all think in unison/j

But like they all think generally similar thoughts

Its usually about the news and such

Im convinced they speak telepathically

‘Jim, do you think this will be good for viewing?’ ‘Why of course Jim! Why wouldn’t it be?’

How? Idk either

Google

You cant read AI

If you could it would be generally boring

‘Main objective: Date night with Y/n. Secondary Objective: Destroy Humanity.’

He does often ask what everyone else is thinking

He wants to know what the human mind is like

Septiceye Egos

Anti

Jit mind is wack

Like he be thinkin the most deranged things and then think ‘Im hungry’

He thinks of you alot surprisingly

Thinks of how attractive he thinks you are

and

Idk sex

Robbie the Zombie

He thinks pretty slow thoughts

Honestly its like static in there

He does have his lil thoughts

'Y/n's pretty' or 'I'm hungry'

Stuff like that

Battle Egos

Phantom

Def wanted your silly lil soul at first

You literally read his mind and just stared at him blankly

“Bro why you want my soul🤨🤨”

Bro was like “Shit man-“

Now that yall datin his mind is usually business, plannin date nights, makin sure Mare isnt up to funny business

The usual

#markiplier egos #markiplier egos x reader #markiplier egos x male reader #jameson jackson x male reader #jacksepticeye egos #jameson jackson x reader #septiceye egos x male reader #septiceye egos x reader #antisepticeye x male reader #antisepticeye x reader #robbie the zombie x reader #robbie the zombie #nwtb phantom x reader #phantom nwtb #darkiplier x reader #darkiplier x male reader #wilford warfstache x male reader #wilford x male reader #wilford warfstache x reader #the host x male reader #the host x reader

[carlplsrailme]

HII DAISY (with intention of making you witness my undying love for Carl) 🐈‍⬛🦈 ANON HERE I HAD THR MOST SEVERE BRAINROT YOU NEED TO HEAR THIS LMFOAOAOOO im so sorry in advance ily shawty 😕💗

♡♡♡

warnings: perv!carl, innocent!reader, fluffy carl, deranged ramblings, slight dubcon? (nothing too dark hes just a grabby lil guy), sort of ddlg-ish, corruption kink, horrible humor, female masturbation, carl helps out reader, mutual pining + "strictly friends" plot because i love that shit, nicknames like princess/baby/doll

(Carl is 18+ here, think S8/9) (he is alive in my mind 😻😻)

♡♡♡

perv!carl would 100% fr ong randomly grab you, like you'd be standing next to his chair at the table rambling about the first issue of some comic you found and wanting him to help you find the rest, and he keeps peeking at the hem of the tiny skirt you're wearing that keeps jumping up and down as you move excitedly, you're like "pleasepleaseplease you have to come with me and get the rest it ended on such a massive cliff- AAH" and hes looking at you like "ended on such a what?" with such an innocent face as if he didn't just shove his hand up your skirt and grab your upper thigh and ass in his big hand 😭 and you're just like "-hanger uh Carl what are you doing" and he starts groping at the flesh and so casually says "touching you princess, friends do that right?" knowing damn well you're thinking about stuff like holding hands or hugging

♡♡♡

perv!carl not letting you read the 18+ comics he has because "you're too sweet for this, its got naked people baby, can't let stuff like that pollute your pretty little head" 1, 2, 3...bingo  "please? just wan see a little?" and he can't say no to your doe eyes- well i mean thats the reaction he wanted from you anyway- knew he was going to get. i think it goes without saying that you were swirming in his lap the whole time you read as he held the book and turned the pages for you, hot breath on the back of your neck and between your legs

♡♡♡

sitting on perv♡carls leg one day as you watch tv and hes writing down stuff you guys need at home and he absentmindedly starts bouncing the leg you're sitting on, you didn't really notice anything other than a tingly feeling at first and now you're gently rubbing your soaked pussy onto his jeans thanking God he wore black ones today struggling to not move too much so he doesn't see you acting like a bunny in heat. You're up off his lap as everything starts to feel warmer and fuzzy, too scared to know whats going to happen next, a little "'m sleepy, gonna go upstairs" as you wobbly at first walk run  away into the shared bedroom and sit on the edge of your bed trying to will the feeling away. It doesn't help that Mr Eddie bear (EDDIE MUNSON REFERENCE???!??!?!?111!!11😱😱 *GONE WRONG* *POLICE CALLED*) your most beloved teddy is staring at you with his beady little eyes saying "hump me! hump me!" he wasn't doing that at all he was just looking at you and you thought of recreating your little activity with Carl onto him, he was right about the comics polluting your pretty head 😕

Carl didn't really hear your soft whimpers coming from upstairs, the hem of your tshirt you hapharzedly bit on muffling the sounds, but as he neared the door - he didn't mean to hear them, he just wanted his gun so he could get your comics for you - he hears your soft sobs coming through the tiny crack in the door which you didn't fully close. This man thinks your crying at first, goes over every single thing he did that day incase he was the cause of it but all of a sudden snapping out of that once he hears your aah and then a frustrated whine. He likes to think he didn't start palming himself over his jeans at the sight of you in your blush underwear with a little red bow and lace edges, white teeshirt soaking at the hem from your spit, messy hair framing your flushed face covered with a thin sheen of sweat. Small hands gripping into the comforter as you grinded your hips down onto Mr Eddie Bears poor, now soaked face, eyes squeezed shut under your furrowed eyebrows. He whimpers a little thinking hes never seen anything prettier, even in your feral state which he unknowingly caused, you're the most beautiful thing hes ever laid his eye(s) on. He then fingered you till you bit him and cried and then fell asleep on him afterward ☺☺

♡♡♡

perv!carl cumming in your underwear and making you wear it, loooooves watching you turn pink everytime you sit down and squirm feeling his warm fluids under you.

♡♡♡

Not perv!carl idk what to call thsi one😞 but Carl letting you shave his face, you're sitting on the bathroom counter with your tongue poked out and eyes squinting narrow as you drag the razor gently up his jaw. Hes holding your waist and watching you do this with so much concentration, loves your little whine and then giggle when he boops you, getting shaving cream onto your nose (sobbing qnd weeping)

♡♡♡

Sitting on Carls lap as he fingers you and you jerk him off, then lick his cum off your fingers while he looks at you flabbergasted, "tastes like ice cream" you say softly with a little giggle - you're gonna have to use your hands again -

♡♡♡

SLEEPING WITH HIM RAAAAHHHH hes the biggest softest warmest cuddlyest big perfect boy to cuddle with or just sleep on, I like to imagine lying on him like a ducking koala bear - legs on either side of his hips, arms around his neck and your face squished into his, hes got his arms around your waist holding you tight so you don't slip off (like thats even possible)

every now and then you rub your nose into his cheek like a cat, long gone into dreamland whispering his name among some other incoherent words

♡♡♡

Carl. Just Carl yes thats all, Carl

♡♡♡

Carl Monstercock Grimes fucking you missionary, your legs are hiked up and wrapped around his hips, one arm around his neck and the other lying limp like the rest of your body. Hes lying on top of you, keeping you down with his weight as he fucks in and out of you, hitting that one spot which makes you go all stupid over and over and over again, you're not even sure how long its been or how many times you've cum at this point. You can feel him so deep inside of you, literally no thoughts just Carl♡Carl♡Carl♡

♡♡♡

Carl making you suck his dick out in the open, your bare knees are on the rough pebbles getting rubbed raw as he fucks your face. He cums and you swallow it all and he picks you up off the ground to your feet like a little doll. Feelsbadman when he sees your cut up red and pink knees, makes you back against the wall as he gets onto his knees and kisses yours better - Now in his defense you shouldn't have worn a skirt he got a peak up of so easily - so technically he isn't to blame for your trembling thighs around his shoulders as you cum on his mouth and fingers 😊

---

sorry if this is much or you don't like these asks, i wont share if you dont wish to see these <33

OK BYEBYE SWEETIE, THANK YOU FOR DOING GODS WORK WITH THIS ACCOUNT HAVE A LOVELY DAY ILY BYEBYE 💗💗💗🐈‍⬛🦈🐈‍⬛🦈🐈‍⬛🦈

omg..why way i CACKELED AT THAT DUMBASS YOUTUBE TITLE OF EDDIE OAIRGOIERHGOEIRHGAERHG i fr needed a moment.

but DAMN cat shark, girl you really just wrote a whole ass book and dipped. I KNOW this has been in your head for a while LMAWEIFA

but this is amazing omg <3 thank you for taking the time to write this babes!! <3

#absolutely amazing queen #fanning myself rn #like omg bro BROOO that was so hawttttt #hehe ilysm <3 #🐈🦈anon

[stormyoceans]

How are we feeling about the postponement bestie? I'm honestly quite offended because I don't think they've ever postponed the trailer for any series. And the news arrived in a span of 6 hours. Why even announce the trailer if you're gonna postpone it??

But like on the bright side maybe we'll get the special episode? And I'd take that reality over any other

I AIN'T DOING TOO WELL FRIEND IM NOT GONNA LIE

like on one hand next wednesday is a holiday here in italy so if i had to find one positive thing in this whole mess is that i'll be able to freak out and be as deranged as i want at home without having to worry about my coworkers calling a mental healthy crisis intervention team on me, but at the same time i hate this situation and resent GMMTV so much, not only for how hurtful and unprofessional it's been, but also because now part of me is gonna spend this next week being afraid. like how am i supposed to get excited if there's a tiny voice in my brain going 'what if they postpone it AGAIN?'

i know im probably being overdramatic rn, but i've been told letting out our feelings is good sfjksgfj and i do feel very lucky to have you guys to talk about this and process the whole thing, so thank you for dealing with my sorry ass 💜

BUT YEAH AFTER WHAT HAPPENED TODAY THEY BETTER FUCKING GIVE US THAT SPECIAL EPISODE AS EMOTIONAL COMPENSATION OR IM NARUTO RUNNING TO THE GMMTV BUILDING AND COMMITTING GRAND SCALE LARCENY TO COPE

#WHAT WOULD I DO WITHOUT Y'ALL SRSLY 🥺💜💙 #also not to sound pathetic on top of being overdramatic but. on sunday it's my birthday and is gonna be a shit day for different reasons #and i was hoping to at least have the trailer to watch #BUT OH WELL #IF WE DON'T GET THAT SPECIAL EPISODE I MIGHT START TO GET VIOLENT THO #cryingoverweiying #btw i've never get the chance to say it but i love your username #because i too cry over wei ying every single day #m: ask

[endious]

im sorry but this is the one of the things ive been keeping inside of me (pun not intended) and that is that i NEED jeff to like. put his knife handle in my ushy yk........ tmi but ive cut my kitty so many times shaving and i dont feel shit so if i get a scratch on it while fucking myself on that sweet sweet knife i wouldnt feel anything ... ive told some of my friends but they just go "😰". LIKE YOU GUYS JUST DONT UNDERSTAND ME. I HAVE CERTAIN NEEDS TO BE MET AND ONE OF THEM IS GETTING JEFFS KNIFE HANDLE PUSHED UP MY COOCHIE...... 😓😓

had to search through the depths of my dms with a friend to find where i made a terrible thirst about this bcus anon… this is the only thing in my head all the time i literally have a draft i need to finish over this shit. and if im honest with you nonnie i have considered buying a goddamn hunting knife over this fantasy in my head so thank you for provoking my deranged thoughts today ily 🙏

hes not just like marking you up n shit. he isnt only leaving little cuts that make you all teary eyed. he also gets the sick twisted idea to see you cream all over the handle of his knife. he holds you down by your waist, his arm thrown over it while you cry all prettily and beg him to not do it. “relax, doll ‘s not the sharp end.” he says but you still dont want that thing anywhere near you. but he’s persistent and so he pushes it into you without much effort, mocking and teasing you for how easy it was to slide it in. “poor slut, wants to get fucked by my knife huh? oh, you say no but your cunt is so wet what else could it be?” and slowly he sees the way your pupils dilate and your hips jerk just the slightest against him. “c’mon be a good painslut and take it, yeah? keep telling me no it’s only gonna make me fuck you harder my little rapedoll.” and hes sooo gross, encouraging you to resist and fight against him while he thrusts the handle of his knife into you. “do you know how many i’ve killed with this knife, doll? how many lives i’ve taken? how much blood has gotten on it? and here you are making such a mess on it.. what a nasty thing you are.” i i i i i 🤕🤒 im sick im losing myself in this thought LMFAOODAKVMEOC

#— cadie answers #— nonnies

[boxwinebaddie]

i was thinking about you today and hoping that youre doing well! sorry if thats weirdhfjfk. anyways i wanted to wish you well and remind you that self imposed deadlines are not real and i think everyone on here is more than happy to wait as long as needed <3

d'awww!!!! <333 :'}}} nonono! this is so sweet and kind! i'm so...omg

( this touches my heart in a way i cannot explain coherently rn ily )

if i'm honest, i'm finding that going fully into writing and not being able to answer my asks is sort of isolating and makes me sad because i feel like the same way that you all can't really check in on my ( unless you privately dm me ) i can't really check on you either!

( i think i'm gonna sneak back & answer some for stress relief shhh )

so it means a lot to me every time you guys write in and keep me company in the box, haha! i know it's kyle-piling up in there, but i swear i'm getting to them, i have read/enjoyed every single one and all of your deranged thoughts, big or small, make my day so lovely :)

also as we know i am working on my self confidence, so when you guys pop in, it's exciting for me because i'm glad you still care rip!!!

i know that its been a while, but i'm glad it's worth it for...ncu!style?

( i chatted a lot abt how i'm feeling abt writing rn! you don't have to peak if you don't want to hear me squeak on forever! but i'm processing a lot which is nice <3 )

you are all seriously so sweet and kind to me; i could not ask for better readers and human beings scattered around the world. <3 for all of you, i promise to be gentler to myself...i think i will feel much better when rm6 ( or, idk, sigh, part of it...ig ) comes out.

( btw no deadlines i promise!!! just ansty to post bc i'm v tired

and excited!!! more excited than tired!!!! )

BUT--

what i fear is happening ( and what i'm understanding ), is that because it all plays in my head like a movie which goes by way quicker than writing, i over-estimate how much can plausibly fit in a chapter upload...it becomes a list of things/scenes/dialogue so long that it's almost impossible for me to finish...and then i get stressed out/panic/get burnt out and never finish.

( aka something i assumed would fit into like 11k bc it's just blank lines of dialogue...actually ends up being 20k-30k with words fml )

so for my sake ( and possibly all of yours ), i'm thinking of maybe writing smaller updates...which will be more manageable for me than committing to months worth of work. they might flow less well, but that way you guys get content, i feel happy that i could post something/share stuff with you, my chest feels lighter. which is not to say the quality will be worse...it'll just be less daunting for me?

a lot of my stress unfortunately comes to sitting on all this writing and lore and not being able to post it until im Done...so i'm hoping that shorter chaps plus the relaxed formatting...and doing nice ask memes w/ breaks will really make me less stressed!

and i hope you too! ajhashdlsd thank you for checking on me! i also want to get something for pep out soon...even if its just posting a weird snippet of...whatever i have and spoonfeeding you all your cherry nyquil slowly but in pieces i can manage...seems better?

but tldr: thank you for checking! i'm okay! i just want to post my update/s because seeing them in my drafts is daunting. i think i'm going to post smaller chapters, so if they look weird! you get content/progression, i can relax and vibe with you all! peace on earth!

and of course, thank you for waiting and supporting me. i dearly miss doing my memes, it's lonely and boring in writer girl jail.

-uncle nina, who loves you all so so so so

p.s. slowing down in the sense of understanding plot is good for me tho! i think deep comprehension, but shorter, surer posts are in the near future <33333

#MWAHMWAHMWAHMWAHMWAAAAH #thank you for sending this seriously #this just like briefly freed me from writer girl jail #i needed air and to see the light #thank you for checking on me #I HOPE YOURE WELL I LOVE YOU YOU ARE SO SWEET #over the last few days i started processing a lot of stuff and i think im understanding a lot more abt what is reasonable #and what is just putting myself thru crazy amounts of horrifying stress for no reason #so im just gonna...do what i want i guess #whatever that means #we just kinda get what we get bc if i do not post something soon im gonna yell im sick of looking at my drafts #i want to vibe again #let me know what u think if u would like but i hope #this makes sense help hsadlksahd #LAST THING I THINK BC OF STANS TOOL POWER #HE CAN KIND OF FUCK W GEARS OR MACHINERY #so when they test him or check people for mutations he makes the machines malfunction #RANDY IS SUPER RACIST AGAINST MUTATED PPL AND ALIENS BTW HES EVIL #so if he found out stan would be dead lmao #so stan just is a secretly mutated person he fucks up a lot tho

[jeanmoreaux]

MICHELLE PLEASE LMK UR THOTS ON THE SHOW WHEN U FINISH (IM ON EP 7 ATM)

LYS I PROMISE I'LL ANNOY YOU IN THE DMS GDHSDSDJKJKSD i finished episode 3 earlier today and my ambivalent feelings are still very much a thing. here are some of my thought i had while watching the first three episodes to give you a taste of some (hastily scribbled down) thoughts i had so far.

MALINA KISS 🥺🥹😭

i'd die for inej 🥰 she can do no wrong in my eyes

the editing of the fight scenes is.......weird??? i hate the slow mo stuff. like pls just don't.

the editing between scenes is a little disjointed but PARTICULARLY the editing when returning from one storyline to an ongoing one is often a little jarring. the feeling of the continuity is a little wonky imo.

having people go "CRIMINALS!" not once but TWICE when dealing with kaz and jesper 🥴 very much made me cringe in context. who thought that was good dialogue??? why have these people say that as if they have no idea who they're dealing with????? it's just bad, i'm so sorry.

the dialogue in general is a little stiff and inorganic at times.... the chemistry between characters truly is doing some heavy lifting, saving some scenes. the cast is doing A LOT (all of them, especially the crows—though i have to admit the scenes with the darkling and crew are a little 'meh' at times).

talking about cast, freddy is very enjoyable to watch. i am also beyond ready for kaz to enter his deranged bastard era 🫶 patrick's nikolai is really working for me too so far. i think he strikes the right balance. archie's performances have been great as well! that scene between alina and mal after nikolai proposes marriage in ep3???? SO GOOD OMGGGG <33333

not sure how i feel about a lot of soc plot points playing out already. i honestly don't want stuff from that storyline happening NOW. i thought this season was gonna be more buildup, but like even in these first couple of episodes they already went strong with the wesper & kanej stuff for example so idk i can see them going there this season already (not with kanej, but maybe with wesper) even though internally i beg them to NOT. it would be enough to create some tension imo. having these characters prematurely stuck in these soc/ck dynamics will inevitable change the ice court storyline and everything beyond that.

the scene with the crows on the roof watching the crow club go up in flames???? love it. peak cinema.

also i really can't tell what route they'll go with wylan (ultimately). but if they’re gonna go the uwu innocent little baby boy with no badassery behind it i’m gonna throw fists. he has a moral compass he mostly adheres to and is generally a kind guy, sure, but he's also a little cunning shit at times and i hope they'll lean in to that over time.

always love seeing the darkling doing horribly. love that we get to see him being his fucked up guy. i hope people can stop romanticising him now that they saw him cut off his mother's finger. if not i hope they'll get well soon <3

there is something bugging me about the pacing but i can't yet put my finger on what exactly isn't working for me. maybe because after 3 episodes it still feels like we're in the "set up" stage of the story. REALLY hoping ep4 will pick up a little.

#i'm gonna go watch ep4 now #excited and a little scared—especially what they'll do with the crows bc i don't like the direction i think they're taking them....... #anywaaaaay prepare for me to annoy you some more later on <3 #lys tag #answer #mish watches sab

[pulzerizedpeaches]

Tag Nine (9) People You Want to Know Better!

I have been grabbed by @vivakriredbark

Last song: Eat babies?- The tender surrender, its a moment of derange feeling i need. I come back to i every few months, reminds me of that tik tok song it went like “i wanna put you in my mouth” if you know that one and like it you would enjoy eat babies

Currently Watching: I haven’t been watching shows other than Monkie kid but i listen to a few podcasts! and no one can stop me from listing them

-Penumbra Podcast, Juno steel, i have been listening to this for years and its finally in its last season. i am excited but so sad it is gonna end - dungeon and daddies, i think they are funny and get me giggling on the bus like an insane man

-Mayfair watchers Society, i only just started this today on the bus but god i love creepy podcasts!!!

-Taz, Steeple chase, i love th blades system and that they have decided to use their own world Currently Reading: Nona the ninith, i have been reading since december... i am so slow im so sorry. in fanfiction i am ready a few Moriarty the patriot fanfics where William is a vampire..

Current Obsession: healthy ones are Monkie kid and Artfight, they both have me kicking my legs in excitement. also ow2 but i play that for hate it makes me feel Moicy art fuels me- these will change in like 3 months lol

now to list all the roleplay games im in c:<-jokes but I do love playing these games with friends or doing my own stupid one shots that don’t matter in the long run and are just for a goof. It takes alot of work on peoples ends to run the games and I am always excited to listen to others story and be apart of it c:

Tagging:  I have three mutuals.. uh and two of em i know. Now three i am forcing u to be tagged @mossumbrella

#i live a closed life #how do i tag stuff #not usual conetn