#thank you for the opportunity to ramble hehehe

[lipglossanon]

HI IM BACK!! and tysm to the other anon who complimented me ily 😭😭 just the ending to the previous puppyboy + dogman leon ramble.. poor puppyboy cant help but cry out when he shoves dogman leon out of the way to cum in ur cunt... hes just soso desperate to breed his mommy! you almost forget about your surroundings until you hear a loud growl and the snap of teeth behind you. you turn your head around to see dogman leon looking like hes fr abt to kill puppyboy leon, claws out as he leans down right to puppyboy's fucked out face, growling. "l-leon. don't-" too late. dogman leon goes ham, tearing puppyboy away from you right before his knot goes in, then causing puppyboy to get pissed too. dogman leon takes the opportunity to drag you closer to him with a single hand. you think he's just gonna take you there as puppyboy did, but he suddenly reaches down and curls his arm around your torso, pulling your back up against his front as he sits on his haunches, jerking your legs apart in a full nelson. you squeal as he manhandles you, quickly shoving his leaking cock back into you as quickly as possible, groaning when he slides in back home. though he's just as desperate as puppyboy was, theres a level of struggle there as you can sense leon wanting to remain the strong, dominant one even though his rut is breaking through this desire. through his rough grunts and groans, you can hear him whine occasionally, moaning "mommy" under his breath so little puppyboy can't hear him cracking. "g-gonna breed this cunt, mommy," he growls as you feel his cock jump in you a couple times. he suddenly glances over at puppyboy leon, who's hunched a couple feet away, glaring but still visibly aroused at the whole spectacle. "and my seed's going to be the one to take," he threatens. "not- not some overgrown, overexcited pup," he groans slightly at the end as he suddenly pistons in quick successions before slipping his knot in, keening as he cums. he still tries to occassionally hump into you for the 15 minutes the knot keeps for until dogman leon finally lets you go from his grip. you collapse in the grass before your two boys, seemingly momentarily satiated, nuzzle up against you. this was going to be a long week. hope u guys liked hehehe have a good weekend lipgloss >_> - 🎐

Hi 🎐 anon!! 👋

And what an ending!! 😵‍💫 🥴

Dogman and Puppy Leon being so jealous of each other is super cute!! And then for Dogman Leon to just totally take over is 🥵 🥵

Thank you for sending this in!! 💜 I loved it 🤭

#ask box #🎐 anon #lipglossanon #lipglossanswers #dogman!leon s kennedy #puppy!leon s kennedy #hybrid au #hybrid!leon s kennedy

[neet-elite]

I'm here to annoy and dribble and ramble nonsense

SebxSam Body swap

After a weird mishap with a Wizard, a Sebastian and a Sneeze muddling up the words of a spell, Sebastian wakes up to find himself in an initially unfamiliar room. Green carpet? A drum set? Sam's room?

He looks down at himself tangled up in the covers, seeing large, unfamiliar hands with a teeny speckled mole next to his thumb. With a thump he falls from the bed, scrambling over to Sam's computer set up, staring at himself through the blackened monitor- except, he wasn't himself >v>

The yelp that comes from his throat is all but uncanny- the voice of his best friend rattled in his skull hehehehe

Man I'm inspiring myself-

But you knooowwwww hehe scrambling up the mountain and down the stairs to his own room, bypassing his own mother as she calls a polite "Good Morning, Sam!" With a wave.

And and and yk the usual body swap shenanigans >v>

Touching "Themselves" in private, feeling just how different their bodies react - Why do Sam's balls feel so tight and heavy when he's horny? Why are Sebastian's nipples so sensitive? And since when were they pierced?? Maybe they even stare at themselves in the mirror, moaning out their own name to hear it in their voices hehehe

Maybe they even come together to do a few things 👉👈

Anyway- hope you've slept well

I wish I could spam that one cat emoji i use >v>

There we go

BESTIE thank you so much for the good thoughts MWAH

i can imagine them getting all blushy and giggly with each other after the initial shock of the body swap. sam would jokingly suggest he's gonna jerk off using sebs body later, and seb is the first to take it seriously.

why not seb would say to himself, already taking his shirt off despite the tremble in his actions. he's deceptively nervous, unsure and not used to sams gangly limbs, but eager to explore his best friends body regardless. maybe they'd be better jerking each other off, right? seeing as they know their own bodys much better, it only makes sense... but for now, he settles into sams somewhat familiar bed for the night after a stressful day of keeping up appearances. how sam manages to be so positive all day is beyond him!!!!

but now that he's alone in bed, he lets his imagination run. always has thought about messing around with sam, and the body swap incident has only offered him the perfect opportunity to do so. brushing his thumb across his new nipples, shivering into the cold air of the night from the sheer perversion he's exhibiting; wondering is sam is doing the exact same thing to his body right now. hoping that his body is getting explored too.

omg... what if seb called sam right then and there. initially just to check up on things, but he's all breathy and shaky, asking sam how his body is treating him. picking up on the tell tale gasps sam lets out when replying w-well, sebs (or was it sams?) cock throbbing when he can hear a barely there slick sound in the background. jerking off together to each others voices, using each others bodies for selfish gain. neither one of them would outright admit to their bad behaviour, intrinsically understanding that it's only to be expected of them.

#💌mail #🎀moots #🗣️ramble #making a new tag for yall <3 #also thank you for always wishing me a good sleep... MWAH

[ddarker-dreams]

Ahhhh what’s piece. I would say it is one of my favorites but I think that every time you write.

Chrollo if lancery is what you find confortable, why don’t you give it a try for the rest of the ride?

As alway I love how you give personality to darling. It makes me understand better the Yandere obsession.

AA thank you so much 💖💖 i felt for a story like this, darling being more audacious would work best. there's also something funny to me about the dynamic of a feral darling and chrollo trying to keep them somewhat under wraps, while still enjoying their unhinged nature. he's just radiating amusement. he takes so much with a grain of salt. some yanderes have a zero nonsense policy but not chrollo. some nonsense is allowed (and even encouraged).

LMAOOOO if you were curious about the thought process behind this question that seemingly came out of left field, i was thinking that chrollo wanted to completely throw darling for a loop. hit her with something she wasn't expecting in the slightest. that way, he'd get the most bang for his buck (heheh) because darling would be bound to ramble away, due to how unexpected the question was. so there's that conniving part but also . yeah he's down bad for darling. don't be fooled. he might be quoting the odyssey or whatever like it's what he does for a living, but he's still a man who goes brrr darling hot brrr

currently sweating bullets because this actually didn’t occur to me when i was writing the story... but it’d seem so cool if it was intentional ... so i’m gonna. say that it was. i’ll roll with it. i really love that observation though!!! at the time, i was thinking about eros/storge/agape, so this does actually line up in a way??? i love that... thank you for sharing this thought <333 

IT’S ALWAYS ON THE BACK BURNER OF HIS MIND ... 

personally, i think chrollo is the type to hold a grudge over a long period of time, he might not do anything in the immediate aftermath but the bitterness lingers. it’s likely to come back and bite her months later. hell, he’ll even bring it up years later if he’s so inclined. he waits for the most opportune moment to get his payback tenfold. it’d probably be more of a reaction to something reader does or says, he’ll bring up her exact wording from the interaction and challenge her with it. he likes to provoke with a calm smile. 

and thank you so much for enjoying the story <333

i feel chrollo has the capacity to experience hurt! we see him genuinely emote in the manga/anime when there was nothing for him to gain by acting manipulative. he undoubtedly has super thick skin, but depending on the situation, some of what darling says or does can penetrate that. he wouldn’t be obvious about it though. he’ll either write it off by acting sulky to hide how truly upset he is, or just cover it up completely. you’d have to have a hawk’s eye to realize the extent of it. 

AAA thank you so much for giving it a shot!! chrollo is my favorite character of all time, across everything i’ve ever watched/read, so i’ve made it my personal mission to introduce him to more people. i can never recommend hxh enough to anyone who might be the slightest bit interested. there’s literally nothing like it. i would give anything to experience the series again for the first time. it’s a masterpiece. 

#not sfw #sweet asks #answered #cecii22me #Anonymous

[rose-red-ink]

24 and freya/aika?

25 and teria?

10 and natori?

5 and everyone? (except aika i guess heheh)

Thanks for the ask!!!

24. "Did they take a cookie from the cookie jar? What kind of cookie was it?" Freya: Yes, absolutely. I think she'd like oatmeal chocolate chip, she's a big texture person. Chomp those teeth on whatever she can. Aika: Yeah, sure! She'll nab a snickerdoodle, bc she's sugar and spice hehe

25. "What subject / topic do they know a lot about that’s completely useless to the direct plot?" Teria: Teria is a botanist, but she does use that for background plot stuff as a healer. So instead, I'd say she ends up learning a lot about vintage wine from her husband, since it's one of his special interests and she tends to latch onto any knowledge that comes her way.

10. "What fact do they excitedly tell everyone about at every opportunity?" (Natori) Honestly, just the fact that she's a teacher. She loves her job, she loves to educate and interact with students. If you let her ramble about her students, she simply Will Not Stop.

5. "Can they cry on command? If so, what do they think about to make it happen?" (Everyone)

Aika: Yes, she can do it instantly. I think it's mostly out of force of will, but if she needs an extra push, she'll think about the loneliness she felt after the death of her mentor and parents, and it'll give her a good kick in the chest.

Teria: Nope. She's not a dishonest person and she doesn't like being emotionally vulnerable in front of people.

Freya: No, but she does cry very easily and could probably work herself up into crying over the course of a couple minutes.

Natori: No, and she hardly ever cries.

---- Star Wars Folks--

Rey: Absolutely not, crying is a waste of water and pointless and (please someone hold her while she has a good cry, she needs it)

Ben: He could, but he doesn't. He does cry more than Rey, he just hides it well.

Poe: Yes. He is a dramatic king and both can and would for a plan or just for a bit.

Finn: Probably not? He's got plenty to be sad about but he doesn't like how icky crying in front of others makes him feel.

Thanks for the questions!!! <3 <3 <3

#force mandated bottle episode #my ocs #my writing #asks and answers

[kagejima]

raeee hello!!! i just saw it’s your birthday so came to wish you the absolute happiest of birthdays, i hope you get to spend it with the people you love and you get to eat lots of yummy food! you deserve to get pampered today!!

i always get excited seeing you on my feed, even it it’s just you rambling about things that i don’t know anything about (i particularly enjoy your nanami rambling and i will definitely watch jjk when i have time just to be able to appreciate them properly)!! so i’d like to use this opportunity to thank you for sharing your works and thoughts with us!

i’m glad to know someone out there is as obsessed with mr. ushijima wakatoshi as i am and you truly feed us fellow wakatoshi enjoyers so well! please keep up the great work, even if tumblr doesn’t show your pieces nearly as much appreciation as they deserve. i know it’s difficult to find motivation in the way you post your pieces you worked hard on here and don’t get a whole lot back but i, for one, appreciate your presence on this site immensely!

enjoy your birthday, rae! you deserve it 🫂💗💗

VILEEEE! im always so excited to see you when you get to come by ☺️ i hope your exams (? i think thats what was happening when we last talked heh) are going well and you're taking care of yourself!

And thank you baby!! This year unfortunately my birthday fell on a work day, but my vacation starts tomorrow so my partner and I are going to have a belated celebration this weekend heheh. 🥳

DBAKFNWKAMFNWN omg that warms my heart so fucking much that you're like "idk this nanami dude but ill read it!" with my lil goblin writings 🙇🏻‍♀️ thank you so much! 💗

AHHHHH thank you!!!!! your words mean so much to me, i think im gonna cry! 🥺🥺 im glad im not annoying with mostly only wakatoshi stories hehehhe. when i was on my personal blog before i started up a writing blog again, i was like "damn, ushi is only part of compilation lists, huh?? guess i gotta start writing again" 😂😂 but omg you're so sweet, i dont deserve you 😭 like i dont want anyone thinking im ungrateful for anything - just like hefnskcje just reblog / leave tags if you can please, thats all we ask for in return 🥲

ANYWAYS I hope you're doing well Vile baby and im on the edge of my seat for whatever you're gonna bless us with when you can start writing again!!! heheheh

#🎤: vilevvords is recording vocals #🎂: rae's birthday 2022

[hermespie]

ehehe i wanna send in a silly matchup req for your valentines event!!! could you give me a genshin impact boy pleeeaaase? :)

my pronouns are she/her and im a silly little enfp.

personality wise im a huge extrovert who loves making friends everywhere I go.. lol people tell me that I could befriend a tree if i wanted. im always drawn to introverted people because i hate seeing someone quiet and lonely lol. i also tend to be a bit of a goof. i like making people laugh. i get really invested and interested in other people's interests and i pick up a bunch of different things to be able to bond with people i meet.

im very much a talker, i can talk people's heads off if it's about something im interested in. I'm basically very energetic at all times. I can never take things seriously and most of the time i really need someone to reel me back in and tell me if i need to be serious or not.

despite all thattt, under certain extreme conditions, my social battery can run dangerously low, and sometimes i need to sit in silence to chill out for a bit. im also the type of person to speak up for others but never myself lol. im a little bit of a pushover in that regard.

my hobbies, i love singing and music and dance with my entire soul. poetry is also something that i love reading, as well as photography. i do a little doodling on the side too!!!! i love writing and history and sometimes i even enjoy a little math.

but..thats all I can think offfff! have funnnn with this oneeee hehehe >:)

HIII omg I'm so excited to see another fellow ENFP! It's like looking myself in the mirror while reading your description ( nah cuz fr)

Thank you for participating in my Valentines Day event and taking your time to write this! Let's see what we can deal with here <33

#GENSHIN IMPACT MATCHUP

I match you up with......

SHIKANOIN HEIZOU

Credit: Official art

I took a long time thinking about it, and this is the result I had!

Heizou is not an easy person to easily get along with, so I could see that your first encounter with him would be quite awkward at some point. I could see him purposely avoiding you when you're in your extreme extrovert mood as you keep on finding ways to bother him.

But I think after days after days 'trying' to avoid you, instead of completely neglecting you and mind his own business, he starts to find out interesting parts about you and got to know you better.

Like how you suddenly drain out of energy and just sits down below a tree and mind your own business. It's really interesting for Heizou to see you out of your extrovert mood. And we all know Heizou loves random mysteries he discovered.

Having a relationship with Heizou would actually be very entertaining. The two of you would have an absolute fun with each other joking around and pranking people. Probably something like run up to a random person and yell "tag, you're it!" and create confusion.

Something also tells me that Heizou's love language is quality time. He likes to look at you when you're both just doing nothing and stares at your eyes. He also likes to hear your rambles as if it was an opportunity for him to get to know you better, kinda similar like getting clues for a detective case or some sort.

Heizou is a person that is fun, but doesn't lack intelligence. So you don't have to worry if you can't read the room sometimes, cause Heizou would remind you about it respectfully. He is quite reliable on serious times, so it's fine to be yourself around him.

For him, you're his endless mystery and he just loves to spend time with you, no matter if its just a normal night having dinner with you or a grand event. And I think the two of you could actually get along pretty well!

Thank you for reading till this far! I hope you enjoyed it <33 likes and reblogs are appreciated!

#Event #Valentines day #Match up #Genshin impact #shikanoin heizou #Heizou

[sungracd]

Since Adrian lives in Mondstadt, do they have any thoughts/opinions on notable people from there? (doesn't have to be everyone--just anyone who piques your muse's interest!)

hehehe *rubs my hands together* first off, thank you for the question! it always warms my heart when someone is interested in my ramblings. ♡ and secondly, this might get long because yes! adrian has been in mondstadt for over 500 years so they have a lot of opinions about a lot of people. these are just basic and general descriptions since they can change based on portrayals and plots but here are a few characters that stick out:

varka - a strong and caring leader. he’s got big daddy vibes which is kinda their thing so they’ve probably flirted with him multiple times, lol.

jean - a strong and caring leader who is much more reliable with the day-to-day activities required of grand master. adrian only has respect for her tireless resolve but wishes she knew how to relax every now and again. tries to help out by sending away as many low-priority requests as possible for someone else to deal with.

kaeya - he is indeed as handsome and clever as his reputation perceives him to be, however adrian doesn’t fall prey to his charms like others do. he’s good at his job, all things considered, and he’s good at drinking large amounts of wine. the latter of which adrian finds worrisome. they tend to keep their distance due to the fact his star-shaped pupils are a painful reminder of the past.

lisa - every rose has its thorns. adrian admires her beauty and brains and, like everyone else, would rather stay on her good side. they have a few things in common such as their warm, flirtatious nature and a fondness for tea, knowledge, vegetarian dishes, etc. so, naturally, adrian finds her company enjoyable.

eula - she is ... an acquired taste, but it’s understandable given how she’s been treated by the people of mondstadt. as someone who chose to cut ties with their fellow gods, adrian is perhaps the most sympathetic to her situation, seeing eula as her own person rather than an extension of her family’s wrongdoings. she puts her life on the line like any other knight; she deserves just as much respect.

albedo - he remains a mystery. as a creation of rhinedottir, adrian is naturally cautious of albedo. as a synthetic human, however, adrian is fascinated by him. he clearly has an interest in the pursuit of knowledge, but does he feel emotion? does he have likes, dislikes? quirks that are unique to him and only him that make one ‘human’?

diluc - he’s so distant and guarded and stubborn, he’s one of the few people adrian doesn’t really know how to talk to. most likely pieced together the fact that he’s the darknight hero and would be willing to offer a helping hand if the opportunity ever arose.

mona - an excellent astrologist. in fact, too excellent. adrian hopes to stay out of her sights so that she’s never tempted to read their own fate which, considering their origins, is likely nonexistent. the less she or anyone knows, the better.

fischl - a valuable member of the adventurer’s guild and quite the colorful character. as a lover of the creative arts, adrian is one of the few people who entertains her roleplaying. also, they find oz to be a rather fascinating ... individual.

rosaria - rough around the edges and a little too serious, but she means well. adrian actually finds her blunt nature a refreshing change of pace and admires her strength and resilience.

venti - a very talented musician who is as cute as he is troublesome. adrian is probably familiar with all the archons who were present during the cataclysm and recognized venti when he reappeared. likely tried to keep their distance but offers their home to him, like anyone else, if he ever needs a place to rest.

#anonymous #✧ · ˚ . answered prayers . asks. #✧ · ˚ . jasmine flower emoji when? . out.

[berryunho]

omfg I loved ur answer!! honestly looking back at reading The Answer, I can really see how you were able to portray all of the influences in the way that Hongjoong runs his cult and also carries himself as the leader in it all. I also love the reasoning for mullet joong 🫡 I also like that you did choose a really intimate setting by making it a smaller group of people compared to hundreds. I feel like it really goes especially with the way that you’ve set up the community in this group, and how everybody has a different role so that they can contribute. I also just really enjoy the way you’ve introduced everybody and the description of what everything looks like, I feel like I can imagine what the cafeteria looks like and you set the tone really well in each part of the story. ALSO thank you for the recommendations omfg,,honestly I’m always looking for new reads so now I can’t wait to get into of the recs :’) but also wowow I also really enjoyed getting to see the genre of writing ur interested in bc I just really love your writing style so I was so curious as to what genres you read/enjoy!! thank u again for answering my questions and the recommendations, i hope ur having a good weekend!!<33

literally screaming over this thank you so much for all of the kind words !!! eek im so happy to hear that what i said makes sense and that you can see what ive been going for!! and that you like the decisions that ive made!! ehehe definitely let me know if you check out any of those books :] i think the long walk is the shortest one that i recommended (it is shorter than the answer as it stands rn LMAO) but it packs sooooo much into it alkdj;faksdj all of those books are good but i especially love that one :] hehehe thank you so much for sharing your thoughts and giving me the opportunity to ramble <3 mwah

#answered #anon #feedback

[lampmeeting]

3 and 26 for Hammertooth!!

my boys!! ;~; thank you!

3. Are they open about their relationship? How do they feel about public displays of affection?

at first? nooooooooo no no nooooo nonoonooooonnoo nooo not open at all. they were both painfully aware of how their relationship would come across (magnus moreso than toki), and neither of them wanted to deal with the backlash from the band and others. eventually (after like a year or so) they’re finally in a position there they feel more comfortable, and they finally come clean (it’s not pretty for a while though). as for PDA, of course they’re very reserved when they’re still being private about themselves (as hard as this is for toki), but once they go public they make up for lost time. magnus definitely has more tact about it and knows when it is and isn’t appropriate, but if toki had his way he’d be smashed up against magnus with hands and lips on him 24/7.

26. How do their friends feel about their relationship? Their families? 

OH NO LMAO... well... the band does not understand, to put it gently. neither does charles. abigail... yikes, poor abigail. her feelings are so complex about it because she loves toki dearly and the two of them went through such an ordeal so she wants him to be able to find happiness, but... with him? really?? pickles is the first person to sorta “come around” (and because he and charles are together, charles sorta has to “come around” as well, though he isn’t pleased about it). skwisgaar and murderface tolerate the relationship, though they don’t agree with it and think it’s weird. nathan and abigail take years to even remotely be okay with it.

toki’s mother, strangely, accepts magnus right away. magnus makes her son happy, and that’s all she wants now. she also feels a complicated kinship with him, and while toki never explains to his mother about the kidnapping/stabbing, anja still gets this sense that magnus has wronged toki in the past but was forgiven and is still loved, just as she is. meanwhile, magnus’ older half sister katerina adores toki when she meets him and loves to tell him stories about when magnus was a kiddo. :3

#ahhhh i appreciate this thank you for the opportunity to ramble about them hehehe #someday i'll write something about kat i love her #federfleisch #my writing

[lxstfulbeans]

JUST CURIOUS OR NOOOOT....if you’re open or not, that’s cool~....

*slides a hundred your way*

I must know, what would it be like for Levi, Erwin, and lastly HANGE *clears throat* to be with a Black S/O, but here’s the catch. They’re the only black person behind the wall..well atleast what’s his name comes around..

Also, Drink plenty of water, stay hydrated, sleep well, relax, breathe, happy Valentine’s Day ❤️

Aight I gotchu babes, lemme get that hunnid up outcha 😏. And thank you so much 🥺 same to you!!

I feel like I gave more to Erwin and Hange than Levi, but I love these three equally 😭✋🏽. But, hope you enjoy this!

Headcanons: what it’s like with the only black s/o behind the walls.

Levi Ackerman:

When he first met you, he’s like “what in the fuck-“

He never meant it in bad way, oh no ma’am. It’s just that NO ONE has ever seen anyone like you before, let alone thought there were people of a different race.

But knowing Levi, and seeing his resting bitch face.. how could you ever know 💀.

My guy literally lived in the UNDERGROUND, on some “City of Ember” type shit, and has never seen someone like you before.

When you decided to join the Survery Corps. then eventually choosing the Scouts after being top of your class. He took it as an opportunity to observe you (well, him and like twenty, thirty other people 💀), whenever y’all sat and talked about expedition plans with Hange and the Commander, he enjoyed listening to you speak your mind and blast your opinions.

And don’t get me started on how strong and open-minded you are.

Eventually, he’ll start catching feelings. He’ll talk to you more, occasionally praise you for a job well done more than he’s done ANYONE else. He’ll even fucking compliment you and pick up on little things you’ve done.

Of course, when the other brats get outta hand when it comes to awful flirting and tryna see what that thang do. He shuts that shit down before it can even start.

“Oi. Get the fuck outta here before I use you as live bait for the Titans.”

Best believe they skedaddled.

He asks if you’re okay, and to tell him that if anyone else makes you uncomfortable like that again so he could properly whoop they ass.

Y’all get to talking and.. somehow talk most of the day away.

When he heard you laugh, he was struck. His heart pounding, though he couldn’t help but feel a smile tug at his lips.

Then, he asks you to be his. Which you accept with pride.

He’s always there to help you with wash days if you need it. He loves helping you, even if he doesn’t really show it.

Oh, and that discrimination shit? Y’all can cut that shit out right now cuz Levi don’t play.

Teamwork makes the dream work when it comes to cleaning. He’s impressed at how much better you are at it than he others.

Oh and your COOKING babyyy

He be stingy with it for sure. He was big mad when everybody else wanted some, at least you saved some pie for him.

And y’all are partners in fucking crime. Y’all be bodying Titans left and right bruh. Don’t nobody want the smoke.

Erwin Smith:

Oh my lawd, why is he so fine and RESPECTFUL 😔✊🏽.

Okay, okay this ain’t about me rn heheh.

Honestly, he’ll be flabbergasted to be in your presence. He’s never seen someone of a different race before, he wondered were there more of you on the outside?

When he saw you the first time on the return from another expedition outside the walls. His eyes met you and he was just.. amazed. He was sure that he wasn’t seeing things but, he had to see you again.

When he couldn’t find you, he had to come to the conclusion that you were a hallucination. I mean, he was exhausted, sleep deprived, and hungry.

But, eventually he found you by yourself at the bridge. He was amazed at how the morning sun made you glow, reflecting off of your brown skin.

When you caught him staring, he choked on his words as he rambled with apologies. This made you smile, inviting him to sit and enjoy the morning with you.

Y’all started talking and you just.. clicked. When he heard your laugh for the first time, he had it bad.

He tried visiting you as much as he could, even if it was only a simple “hello, how are you?” or the slightest of small talk.

When the Walls were invaded, you were helpless. No one bothered to help you, either saving their own asses or being eaten alive. You couldn’t count the times where you were so close to meeting death. You refused to become a victim and have fear control you.

When you joined the Scouts, he was shocked to you standing here before him. Your fist over your heart as you announce yourself. He never thought you would be here about to risk your life everyday.

But, he saw that fire in your eyes and smiled.

He couldn’t guarantee your safety but would do everything in his power to make sure nothing happens to you.

He’s a busy man. No matter how much he wanted to, he couldn’t sit and talk with you all of the time. If you were lucky, he’d send a smile or even a wink your way.

Though, he’s often caught you by yourself again, watching the sunset or gazing into the night sky. The way you skin would glow made him look back on old times.

He sits with you, talking the night away and making you smile again.

Overtime, you eventually get closer. When you originally closed yourself of because of the events of “That Day”, but opened up more and more when you both were together.

Whenever somebody tries to snitch on you to him, you’re literally not phased by this shit.

“Tell him then, I don’t give no fuck! Matter of fact, I’ll tell him for you!”

He honestly adores how you don’t take shit from anybody, but he lets you get away with a little bit of things. He won’t reprimand you but will give you a slap on the wrist if you went too far with something.

Whenever he says something unintentionally funny, you just crack up laughing. Like, you are wheezing so silently and rolling on the floor in tears. He couldn’t help but chuckle and shake his head at how silly you were.

He adored everything about you. Your laugh, how your skin glows in the light, your captivating smile, and how you weren’t playing games with nobody.

This time, he realizes his growing feelings for you.

Eventually, he confesses his feelings to you. Like this man is poetic as hell, he’s listing off everything he loves about you, even the little things made his heart soar. You were honestly shocked that your Commander felt this way about you.. but you couldn’t lie and say you didn’t feel the same.

After y’all get boo’d up, you’re basically a power couple.

Somebody got one time to talk shit about you, on god he is on them like white on rice.

“If you say one more word about them, I will personally make sure that on the next expedition, I will leave you behind...”

Ah, don’t you just love it when it he gets serious and protective?

And both y’all side-eye the fuck outta people when they don’t rub you the right way.

Wash days? He’s all for it. Once he sees your arms drooping, clearly worn out from washing your hair, he’ll happily roll up his sleeves and get up in there.

Bruh, have you seen his hands?? You KNOW his massages are bomb af, like you damn near fall asleep everytime he massages and scratches your scalp.

Don’t get him started on your cooking, he’d do anything for it. He gets so happy when you save extra plates for him to eat later.

When push comes to shove and everyone’s losing their shit, you have to be strong. Erwin’s always motivated you and inspired you, if humanity had any chance to survive, you had to show it.

“Y’all need to get yo shit together PERIODT! It’s okay to be scared, but we won’t make it out of this if you keep actin’ like this! Y’all signed up to protect humanity right?! Well, show these Titans who they fuckin’ with!”

After hearing that.. he wanted to marry you.

(bonus: let’s say that he’s alive 💀 cuz I literally cried when he got clapped like how-)

When you were finally able to go outside the walls without any fear of the Titans, you felt free.

When you came across the ocean, he couldn’t take his eye off of how amazed you looked at the clear blue waters, the sun making it shine towards its horizon.

“It’s everything Cadet Arlelt said, right? Where there’s an ocean.. there’s other lands, eventually other enemies.”

“I know. We made it this far, it’s only right that we keep goin’.”

Hange Zoë:

Hange can GET IT MM- 🤧 they are literally so fine.

oh, and it’s kinda canon that they’re non-binary so 😃.

This’ll be after you first join the Scouts and baby they was on you like white on rice INSTANTLY.

They’ve never seen anyone like you before. It was almost forbidden to learn or talk about anything beyond the walls, were there more of you?? Where did you come from?

Though, they’re outta pocket questions and lack of knowledge of something called, “personal space” kinda made you nervous so they brought down a couple notches.

When they got to know you more, they were just ecstatic to see you.

When Hange caught you alone, basking in the warm embrace of the sun, they couldn’t take the throbbing of their heart as your dark skin was shining.

When you eventually start dating, they had no problem putting folks in their place when they try you.

“Alright, I see that you have quite a lot to say about my s/o! I bet you won’t be spouting a word when you come face to face with Titan. I’ll happily let you see them up close..”

They’d absolutely kill for your cooking. Deadass. If they’re not the first and last one to get a plate, they’ll be big mad for a hot minute.

I’m sure they observe you a lot, especially when it comes to your routines and how you try your best not to smell like a hunnid cans of bounce dat ass 💀. So when wash day comes and you’re kinda tired after training, they’ll happily wash your hair for you.

They’ll praise you for all the hard work you’ve done, giving you little forehead kisses, massaging and giving light scratches to your scalp.

OOH WEE- you are in absolute heaven with them.

Both of y’all share that chaotic energy, bugging the hell outta Levi when you get the chance.

When it comes to fighting Titans, y’all don’t play! When it’s time to put the moves on ‘em you do it!

- - END SCENE - -

#poc writers #anime headcanons #black reader #attack on titan #aot x black!reader #anime x black!reader #poc reader #erwin headcanons #hange headcanons #levi headcanons #attack on titan headcanons

[egg-emperor]

I literally love watching you talk about eggman so what's your favorite headcanon for him? :)

Thank you so much! I always have so much fun talking about him here and I'm really happy that you like to see it! :'D

It's difficult to pick just one when I have an endless amount involving every aspect of himself and his life! It's easier to decide on a favorite theme, such as the way I enjoy making hcs about his personal life and what he gets up to behind the scenes. I really wish we got to see more in official media so I'm constantly coming up with ideas.

But I suppose I could take this opportunity to discuss one of my many favorites!

I love to imagine that Eggman is always delighted to talk about his interests. He's most enthusiastic about engaging in conversations about him and/or his interests lol. Tons of true love and enthusiasm show through the way he expresses his deepest passions, the most notable being robots and theme parks as his biggest interests. They go way back to when he was a child but he never got the chance to talk about them nearly as much as he'd like to.

His father never had the time, just like he never had much time for him in general. He at least got to do something he was interested in alongside him when he'd help out with his mechanic side work and learn from him as a teenager, but his father would say he needed to focus instead of talking. And he never had the time to listen to him talk about his favorite interests in robots and theme parks but Ivo knew it was because he didn't care. He could never find anyone else willing to listen either.

He's always been an attention seeker from the moment he discovered how admirable and important his grandfather was and wanted to be like him, so his father isn't solely to blame for why he demands all the attention, importance, and spotlight. But it certainly further influenced his already existing desire to get the attention he craves and also intensified his great urge to talk about his interests and accomplishments. So he jumps at every small chance he gets now, whether people actually ask or not.

With his 300 IQ, he can be a fast learner on any subject, even when it comes to things he doesn't really care for. But it seems there's a part of his brain that's seriously dedicated to storing all the knowledge of his favorite subjects and he goes out of his way to learn absolutely everything about them. His knowledge in robots and theme parks especially are endless and always growing, and he loves to talk about his very own creations on top of that. He never runs out of information to share!

This was also one of the things that initially made him interested in getting a teaching degree. It was more about showing off his knowledge, rather than caring trying to help others learn. Also because he loves telling people what to do, of course. XD

He enjoys sharing his knowledge and correcting people when they're wrong. He'll often butt into conversations about subjects he's interested in (well even ones that he isn't but especially when he is) to share thoughts and facts. Some find it rude but it's a case where he doesn't realize because he just wants the right information to be acknowledged and to correct misconceptions. He also likes to bring his related experiences and creations into the conversation so they know his sources, and because he wants to show off and make them jealous and impressed!

Some get annoyed while others find it impressive or even helpful. But the negative reactions don't matter to him because he's delighted when someone will listen to his endless rambling and let him boast, giving him full attention and no complaints. It's even better if they're enthusiastic, supportive, and praise him for his knowledge! If someone encourages him to keep going, he'll actually appreciate it but definitely won't know how to say it. Still, they can tell by the way he lights up and explains it with a big beautiful smile on his face that he can't hide!

Basically, I like to imagine that he's just as passionate when talking about his brilliance and the things he loves as I am when I'm talking about him! He still has that same child-like wonder when learning new information about the things he's interested in and excitement when he shares facts and stories and shows off his discoveries, creations, and accomplishments. They're the feelings he didn't really get to express freely as a child and it feels great to finally get to do something that he wanted all along.

I love men that are really passionate and unashamed to be, especially when it shows through the way they're extremely knowledgeable about their favorite subjects and eager to talk about it. One of the many things that make Eggman so attractive to me is how bold, passionate, and unapologetically himself he is! It's really admirable and inspiring too. And I'd be sure to let him know that and encourage him to express his love for his passions and support him in following his dreams related to them.

I could listen to all he has to say and observe all he has to show off for hours! Then I'd ask questions to give him the opportunity to talk and show off even more as he answers and elaborates even further. Once he gets going, he just can't stop talking until he wears himself out and needs a nap. XD I'm genuinely interested as we have fascinations in common and it's even better when I'm learning from him. There's no better, more handsome source of interesting and valuable information heheh!

But the best part is getting to see how happy he is as he lights up, jumps for joy, and shakes his fists in excitement. He shares his plans with great confidence and presents his creations with pride. The excitement can be heard in his voice and there's a bright wide smile on his gorgeous face all the while. I would watch with total adoration as it warms my heart! I wish he could feel that kind of happiness much more often. I'd always make sure he feels deeply loved, cared for, and listened to. :') 💜

While it is canon that he's a deeply passionate person as there's evidently a lot of hard work and care put into his plans/creations and determination put into his goals, this is how I headcanon him feeling about expressing it outside of what we see in the games.

I imagine that he'd love to passionately monologue to someone that isn't just programmed to care like his robots. He can ramble to Orbot and Cubot about his upcoming plans but they always talk back and he knows they're often judging, so it pleases him when he knows someone's interest is genuine.

And his urge to talk about what he's excited and proud of is probably part of why he often says too much and reveals important details of his plans to his enemies! It might happen less often if he has someone to lend an ear, so he can tell them all about it beforehand. I'd love to be the one there for him! :D 💜💕💘💖💗💜💓💗

#asks #dr eggman #eggman #dr robotnik #dr. eggman #self ship #headcanons #my post

[elizabeethan]

Steal Away: 2 / 5

When a bank robbery with his brother goes horribly wrong, Killian Jones learns to heal with the help of a fiery blonde who happened to get caught in the crosshairs.

A Modern AU

Based loosely on the movie Hell Or High Water (and so I tag @captainswanmoviemarathon)

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A/N: So this was supposed to be a one shot, but it’s, like, 24k words so I thought it would be best to split it up. I’m probably going to post one part a night for the next week or so, though.

This part is rated T as well, mostly for language and car sickness :) (I’ll let you know when we get to M hehehe)

thank you as usual to @the-darkdragonfly​, @donteattheappleshook​ and @xhookswenchx for letting me ramble about this for weeks, and to Kay for beta-ing <3

~~~~ 

It happens quickly. 

 Her sense of humor, her taste in music, the adorable way she snorts when he hits a pothole while she’s sleeping… it’s impossible for him to avoid the feelings that stir in him. It’s almost embarrassing, the speed at which he begins to recognize his feelings, but it’s not as if he plans on sharing them at any point. 

 The fact is… he likes her. She’s cute, and funny, and undeniably sexy, and he knows that if she wasn’t here, he probably wouldn’t be either. He would’ve been arrested right off the bat, or shot in the bank himself, or drowning in a bottle of rum beside his brother’s grave. If it wasn’t for Emma Swan and her insistence to stay in his life, he wouldn’t be on his way to Maine to pick up the only remaining person in his life who means something.  

 Although, perhaps that isn’t true, because after a day on the road, he’s discovered that she’s starting to mean something, too. 

 He doesn’t know enough about her to dignify a crush, but he also isn’t stupid. He knows that he’s infatuated with her. He knows that he’s finding it hard to keep his gaze off of her. He knows that her stunning green eyes play off of the gold of her skin and her hair in such a way that makes his heart race. He knows that, based solely on what she’s told him so far, he’s desperate to know more. 

 She doesn't have a family. She spent much of her childhood homeless and running away from abusive foster placements. She was abandoned as an infant, left in the woods at only a few hours old. She’s been through hell and back, and she still manages a blinding smile.

 Her ex boyfriend is the reason she’s here with him, he thinks. She says that he screwed her over and that she wants nothing more than to get away from him and from the place that reminds her of him, and Killian thinks this all happened at a rather convenient time for her. She told him yesterday, when he was panicking over his brother’s demise, that she could tell that he was there in that bank for a good reason, and he’s taken to assuming that she has a good reason to assume that. 

 They hardly know each other, and yet he feels as though he’s known her his whole life. He knows so little about her, and yet, he can read her like she’s an open book. The term kindred spirits feels naive, and yet, that’s exactly what they are. 

 “Are we gonna stop in Chicago?” she asks excitedly as she watches the Welcome to Illinois sign pass them by. 

 “Definitely not,” he laughs. “It’s far too north for where we’re headed.” 

 “What, and Maine isn’t?” she snorts, shaking her head and pointing out a bird that flies by. “What’s up there, anyway?” 

Immediately, his heart starts racing and his palms start sweating at the thought of telling her the true reason for their trip. It dawns on him that, when they arrive, he would have to tell her anyway, lest he abandon her in town before he arrives at the lawyer’s office. 

 Of course, Emma has experienced her fair share of abandonment at this point in her life, and while he hardly knows her and shouldn’t care, he wouldn’t dare contribute to the trauma that comes with the feeling of being left behind and forgotten. 

 Bloody hell. 

 “You don’t have to tell me,” she says after a long moment of silence. 

 He clears his throat, drawing his focus back to the highway before him. “It’s alright, love. I just… it’s a sore subject, I suppose.” 

 “We share a lot of those,” she jokes, smirking at him and making his heart race. More gently, she reasons, “which means you should know by now that I won’t judge you.” 

 “Aye,” he agrees immediately, because he does know that. “Aye, you’re right. It’s, um… my child.” 

 He catches her balking, her jaw dropping and then snapping shut in quick succession before he needs to focus back on the road. “You have a kid?” 

 With a nod, his grip on the steering wheel tightens. This vehicle is better than the last, the clutch not sticking like the one in the truck had, but it’s so small and cramped that he doubts they’ll be able to sleep comfortably in these seats tonight. He’d best pull over soon so that they can find a place to sleep. “I do,” he confirms. “A daughter. She’s eight.” 

 “How old are you?” she asks in shock. 

 He narrows his eyes, shifting his gaze to her briefly and suspiciously asking, “how old are you?”

 “I asked you first,” she says seriously, as if she truly doesn't want to disclose her age, and he begins to panic. She looks old enough, but the potential that he’s just kidnapped a minor on top of everything else begins to assault his thoughts. 

 “Please just tell me I didn’t kidnap you,” he begs, his heart racing. 

 “No,” she rolls her eyes. “I’m 23, and much more mature than you.” 

 With a sound that’s somewhere between a snort and a sigh of relief, he nods. “Aye, love. I’m sure you are.”

 She sits in silence, staring at him expectantly, and he knows that it drives her mad when he smirks and begins to laugh. “Don’t be stupid! Just tell me how old you are!” 

 “I’m… I’m 31.”

 “Oh,” she says, chuckling beside him. “So you’re not that much of a cradle robber. Just a regular old bank robber.” 

 “Oy!” he shouts in offense, staring at her in shock. “Sensitive subject. And what makes you think I’m trying to rob your... cradle?”

 She snorts and shakes her head. “Please. I saw the way you were staring at my ass at that last rest stop.” 

 She could’ve chosen a more opportune time to say that, perhaps when he wasn’t taking a sip of coffee. It’s rather uncomfortable coming up his nose. “Love,” he says through a cough. “I’m not— that is, I meant not to—”

 “It’s fine, Killian,” she tells him, giggling softly and playfully. “A girl likes to feel flattered, especially a girl who feels like a—”

 Her jaw snaps shut and her eyes grow wide, the emerald catching the rays of the sun and throwing glints of gold. “Like a what, darling?”

 “Like… um, like I could eat everything on the menu at McDonalds. Is it time to stop yet?”

 “No,” he laughs, although he finds that he struggles to say no to her and mean it, even after such little time, and he indicates his intent to change lanes and moves towards an exit. “We only stopped for breakfast a few hours ago.”

 “Well, I’m starving,” she tells him, shooting him a soft smile. “And if I don’t stretch my legs in a minute, they’re gonna fall off.” 

 “You need to stretch your legs? Your feet are currently on top of my dashboard. Is that not enough of a stretch?”

 “Your dashboard? I’m pretty sure I witnessed you stealing this car.”

 “From a scrapyard,” he mumbles, giving her a shy smile as he exits the highway. “What do you want for lunch? Or should I say brunch? It’s barely eleven.”

 “We crossed time zones, you ass.”

 “What do you want?” he laughs. 

 She hums playfully, pretending to ponder his question seriously and says, “a prime rib, cooked medium rare, with a side of garlic mashed potatoes. Caramelized onion and mushroom sauce on the steak. And some green beans, for balance.” 

 Shaking his head and laughing along with her, he says, “chicken nuggets and fries it is, darling.”

 ~~~~

 “You need to pull over,” she says suddenly, breaking almost an hour of silence between them during which he was certain she was asleep. After their early lunch, he decided to keep driving, anticipating that she would take over in a few hours. 

 “Emma,” he sighs, “we only just stopped two hours ago.”

 “I’m not asking,” she demands. “I’m telling you that if you don’t pull over,” she puts her hand over her mouth, her retching and gagging preventing her from saying anything more. 

 “Jesus,” he mumbles as he pulls into the breakdown lane, barely stopped and still in gear when she thrusts the door open and loses her lunch all over the ground. He can’t ask her if she’s alright because she hasn’t stopped vomiting, so he checks his side mirror and opens his door, walking around the front of the car to meet her. He stands behind the door and places his hand in her hair, massaging her scalp as she shudders violently. “I didn’t realize you were prone to car sickness.” 

 She groans, shaking her head and resting it against the window at her side. “I think your driving has gotten worse.”

 He hums, continuing his ministrations on her scalp as she catches her breath. “Was it the chicken, love? I knew that stuff was crap.”

 “No, it’s your crap driving.”

 “Do you want to take over, then?”

 “No, I want to sleep.”

 “Come on out and get some fresh air, would you?” She whimpers as he pulls the door open a bit more, and he takes her hand to help her out and around her sick. “It’s alright, love, come here.”

 She breathes deeply as she stands, and only remains in front of him for a moment before she falls forward against his chest and into his arms. “Sorry,” she whispers into his sweatshirts wrapping her arms around his waist and holding herself close to him. “For delaying the trip.”

 “You needn’t worry about that, love,” he soothes, and he focuses on moving his hands along her back and hair in the same way she had his. “A few moments while you find your bearings won’t hurt. Are you alright?”

 She nods against him, a sound coming from her throat that makes him squeeze her tighter. He can’t stop himself from pressing a kiss to the crown of her head, the need to comfort her interrupting any reasonable thoughts in his head. She whispers, “yeah,” so softly that he kisses her again. 

 “During lunch I found a small campground that takes cash. It’s only another few hours; can you make it that far? We can use the tent and the camping mat instead of sleeping in the car.”

 “Luxurious,” she jokes softly, maintaining her firm embrace around his middle. “That sounds perfect.”

 ~~~~

 She’s relentless in her jokes at his expense as he struggles with the tent. It’s dusk, and there’s a decent canopy of trees above him, and, as she points out often, he’s getting old. He struggles to see the small pieces and determine what goes where, and she’s hardly any help as she sits in the car laughing at him as she claims to be recovering from another spell of car sickness. 

 “You could try helping me, you know,” he finally mumbles as the structure collapses again and he’s met with her symphonic laughter. 

 “Need a newer pair of eyes, Captain?” she asks in good humor, standing and bounding towards him confidently. It’s almost miraculous how quickly she’s recovered, and yet her nausea seems to keep coming back. 

 “Very funny, love. Come and tell me where E connects to G.”

 It’s impossible to ignore the way the full moon shines against her hair, almost white in the dim light of the night sky. The gentle waves flow freely as she releases the tie from around her locks, rubbing her palms over her face as she settles into the warm cocoon of the sleeping bag. She gives him a soft, gentle smile as he zips the tent’s opening securely shut, taking his place upon the ground between her and the door. “Where’s yours?” she asks, gesturing down at her sleeping bag and camping mat.

 He shrugs and then nods towards her. “Someone stole it.” 

 Her eyes widen in surprised embarrassment and she asks, “this is yours? What about-- weren’t you and… I mean…” 

 Smiling as he lies down on his back, he turns his head to face her and says, “I was meant to travel alone, actually.”

 Just as he thinks she’s about to match his position and lie back herself, she stirs and begins tugging on the sleeping bag until she’s out of it. She shakes it out in front of herself to straighten it and then feels around in the dark for the zipper, pulling it around the puffy fabric until it’s fully open before her. Turning towards him, she gives him another soft smile and dramatically opens it like a parachute, draping it over the both of them. “There you go,” she says with finality. “We can share.” 

 “You don’t have to do that, love. It’s summer anyway.” 

 “We’re sleeping outside, and you're taking a second, unexpected person on your trip across the country, who also happens to frequently demand pit stops. The least I can do is share your sleeping bag with you.” 

 “Well… thank you, lass. That’s very kind of you.” 

 “I just can’t part with the mat, sorry. The ground is way too hard.”

 He laughs as he turns to his side, silently agreeing with her that the ground is mighty firm as he grimaces. “You can’t spare it for an old man with old bones?” 

 She shrugs, laughing softly as well as she rolls to her side to face him head on. “You're not that old.” 

 “So I'm only young when it suits you?” 

 “I didn’t say you were young.”

 He hasn’t laughed this much in years. Before he met her, he hadn’t been so close to a woman in almost a decade. He’s forgotten how soothing the gentle touch of another can be, and he’s been hard pressed to ignore how especially soothing she is, in particular. “You do have quite the sense of humor, love.” 

 “All in good fun,” she smiles. He catches her gaze shooting down at the hem of the old sleeping bag, her fingers fiddling with some thread that has pulled away from its place. “Will you tell me something?” she asks in a whisper. 

 “What is it?” 

 She clears her throat nervously, continuing to avert her eyes from his, and asks, “will you tell me about your daughter?” 

 With a hum and a sad smile, he bites his bottom lip and nods, the memories of his love flooding back into his mind, as if he’s ever been able to prevent them. “Alice,” he says. “She’s just turned eight a few months ago. I missed her birthday.” 

 “Why? What happened?” 

 He notes the way that her fingers continue to play at the loose threads, and he matches her actions just beside her. “I was with my mother; she was dying and had no one else while Liam was in jail. I wanted to bring Alice with me, but… her mother wouldn’t allow it.” 

 “I’m sorry,” she says immediately. He hears a rustle against the mat her head lies on and lifts his own gaze to meet hers. 

 “Thank you.” 

 “When did you see her last, then?” 

 He gulps over the lump in his throat. “It’s been well over a year.”

 She sighs, and he doesn’t think he imagines the minute amount of space that she closes between them. “You must miss her terribly.”

 “Aye, I do. Everyday.”

 “Is there… I mean, is there a reason it’s been so long? I’m not trying to judge you, I’m sorry, I just—“

 “It’s alright, love,” he interrupts, noting the sudden shift in her demeanor as she realizes the nature of her question. “Her mother was rather… controlling, I suppose. I believe she used drugs and alcohol for much of Alice’s early life. I don’t have any reason to believe she used during her pregnancy, but I cared for Alice from birth when Eloise fell off the wagon. I even named her, after my ailing mother. But a few years later, she got clean and started to take over. She took Alice to live with her; became upset when I came around. And eventually, the way she would scream at me when I tried to visit made Alice upset, so I stopped coming around as much.” 

 She’s quiet for a moment, and he wonders if he’s taken things a bit too far. If he’s opened up to her too much. He fears this for what feels like an eternity as she lies beside him, her warm breath washing over his nose as he thinks the worst. That he’s upset her, that he’s offended her, that he’s made her think of the trauma of being abandoned herself as he describes the way he abandoned his own daughter. And his fears are confirmed when she sniffles softly before him and moves her fingers from the frayed threads to her eyes, wiping tears away. 

 “Emma,” he whispers into the darkness, “I’m sor--”

 “That’s so terrible,” she interrupts sadly, and he bows his head in shame, knowing already that his actions are deplorable. Until she whispers, “I’m so sorry.” 

 “Sorry… for what?” he asks in shock, speaking almost at full volume, a contrast to their whispering tones. 

 “You just--” she sniffs once more, “--it’s obvious how badly you want to be in your daughter’s life, and you haven’t been able to. That’s got to be the worst feeling�� I can’t even imagine not being allowed to…”

 Clearing his throat, he takes a risk by reaching before himself to wipe a tear from her soft cheek with his thumb, almost desperate to comfort her as she has him the entire time he’s known her. “It’s alright, love,” he whispers. “I’m going to get her back, with your help. I wouldn’t be here, on my way to her, if it weren’t for you.” 

 She sniffles and laughs at the same time, adorably embarrassed at the sound that escapes her, and asks, “what’s changed now? With you and her mom?” 

 “She died,” he answers simply. If she had begun to relax slightly into his hand, she stiffens at his words. “She relapsed, mixed drugs and alcohol… her body couldn’t handle it.” 

 “I’m sorry,” she whispers. “That must’ve been hard, too.” 

 “Not much,” he answers too quickly. She draws her brows together in question and he continues, “I’m sad for Alice; she’s lost her mother. But she never really had her much. Eloise was never a very devout mother. It always seemed like she was in it for the image, or only when it suited her. I don’t think she ever really wanted a child.” 

 Emma nods gently, the small gap between them getting smaller when a gust of wind shakes the tent and she slides closer to him. “Was she, I mean, was Alice a surprise?” 

 “Oh, aye, very much so,” he laughs softly. “El and I weren’t ever a couple, we just met at a bar and… well, we were only together once. It was sort of a low point for me.” 

 “I get that,” she nods again. “Sleeping with the wrong person, I mean. Not that… I mean, not that Alice was a mistake or anything, of course.” 

 “I know what you mean,” he consoles in a whisper as she again worries that she’s offended him. She should know that she couldn’t possibly say the wrong thing, because despite how short of a time he’s known her, he knows that she can do no wrong in his eyes. 

 “Will you tell me about her? Like… What was it like when she was a baby? Was it very hard?” 

 He hums and nods, agreeing, “it was hard, yes; I was mostly alone. But it was so worth it.” 

 “It was?” she asks softly, almost insecurely and making him narrow his eyes in thought. 

 She hasn’t told him anything, but he isn’t a fool. He means every word of what he says to her next, and says it in hopes that he can give her solace. “Aye. As hard as life has been, I wouldn't change anything because it’s how I got Alice.” 

 In a move that surprises him almost as much as it doesn’t, she moves as close to him as she can and tucks her head into his chest, just below his chin, and wraps her arm around his waist. “That’s a good point,” she murmurs into his sweatshirt.

 “Are you alright, love?” he asks, accepting her into his embrace and letting his hand run along the length of her spine over her own sweatshirt. He reminds himself that he doesn’t truly know her, so he can’t assume that this isn’t like her, but it feels profound. 

 She nods against his chest, pulling herself impossibly closer as she seems to seek more warmth and a firmer embrace. “It’s weird,” she starts, her voice muffled. “I barely know you, but it feels like you're my friend.” 

 “I am your friend,” he agrees with a smile. “And you’re mine. I told you I wouldn’t be here without you.” 

 “I wouldn’t either.” 

 “Of course not. I’ve been driving most of the way.” 

 She snorts, nuzzling her nose into the crook between his neck and his shoulder and squeezing around his waist. “Yeah, that’s why I’ve been puking nonstop.” 

 “Would you like to drive tomorrow, then?” he laughs. 

 “Sure.” 

 “Alright. We’ll need to leave quite early. Just another two days to go, I think.”

 “Okay,” she yawns, falling asleep in his arms feeling, he hopes, as safe as he does.

~~~~

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[moved-to-void-kissed]

💫 for Luna and her game? I Know she's from a fangame, so I'd like to learn more about the game & why you like it ✨💗

Clover @tex-treasures

Clover you have opened up a treasure trove (hehehe) of rambling here, I apologise profusely in advance, but also thank you very much for sending this in and giving me this opportunity!!

(source: this post by pandapup)

send me a 💫 and I’ll tell you something about my F/O’s source or character! - Okay, this got long, so let's go under a readmore.

So, you are indeed correct in saying that Luna is from a fanmade Pokémon game, specifically Pokémon Reborn. However, her character (and.. I think almost all the others, except some of Team Meteor?) actually originates from a real online league of Pokémon which was set up by Amethyst, the same person who went on to create the game version of Reborn after the online league ended! Many of the events and things in the game (for example, Shelly nicknaming her Pokémon after her friends) are actually based on interactions that were acted out by the people roleplaying as the various Gym Leaders in the online league. I think it's really neat that the stories and characters created in that kind of setting, which went on for a pretty long time (at least up to early 2014 because of Adrienn), were able to be retold in this new format!

But! Anyway! About the game itself now because that's what you're here to hear! Reborn is still technically in-development, and has been for a long time - it's currently at Episode 18, Void-Kissed (the updates have been called episodes, for.. some reason). However, the next update to come will be the last one, with Episode 19 adding everything that's left in the game (the 18th and final Gym Badge, the Elite "Four" and Champion, and apparently lots of postgame stuff) and making a fair few changes earlier on too. And if memory serves me correctly then that's coming in May of this year, which is very exciting!! It's a game set in the run-down Reborn City and its surroundings that all serve as the setting for the Reborn Pokémon League, featuring a gym for each type - as well as the evil Team Meteor who seem to be trying to destroy the city even moreso than it already is. You play as a Trainer who was just coming to the league to challenge it, but end up getting caught up in the story along the way as you try and collect all the Gym Badges. If you want to know more information (or even download the game itself!!), it has its own website here!

I really enjoy playing the game (even if I haven't actually played it for a while) because, although it is definitely difficult - many competitively powerful TMs and Pokémon are not available right away, or even at all yet in some cases, and many gyms and bosses have teams with near-perfect IVs and EVs - it's tricky in a very satisfying way. The way things are structured encourages a lot of strategy through the variety of Pokémon available at different points of the game, as well as the fields and terrains system in general (which is super well-thought-out and also adds a lot more immersion - if you're battling on water for example, it makes sense that Water- and Electric-type moves will be stronger because of that!). You can work with the environment, bringing Electric-types to light up abandoned factories for instance, or try and destroy or overwrite it, for example by breaking the mirror arena by using Magnitude or setting up Grassy Terrain to temporarily change the field in your favour.

There are also a lot of other small details that make the game really neat, like having it so all wild Pokémon have a chance of having their Hidden Abilities, or that all of the shiny colourations are custom and also much more common in Reborn compared to other regions, or that most of the music is GlitchxCity remixes and her stuff is really good. Plus, since the characters had a kind of real basis from being RPed as in the league, I feel like they all are very engaging in their own ways. Those are the reasons why I enjoy the game as much as I do.

..Oops, it's nearly half past midnight. I hope that all that was alright - thank you very much again for sending this in, as it was very fun to write!! ^-^

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[drethanramslay]

Hi!! Can you please do No. 14 and 49 from the prompt list for Ethan X MC? Thank you so much I love all of your fics ❤️❤️

Thanks for the ask anon and @squishywizardhq

You can find the prompt list here.

#14- "Are you okay?" (I wrote Bryce x mc on this prompt which you can find here)

#49- "Are you bleeding?"

#97- "Stop being so stubborn!"

I decided to merge both the prompts because it's seemed most logical and fit into the scenario perfectly hehehe

Word count: 2K words (yep that's pretty long compared to the usual requests so buckle up)

Warning: none

Author's note: I was gonna post this later but people were getting antsy so I decided to post this first so enjoy

forgive me for any mistakes

And trust me <3

Stay for Me

Leah stepped out of the subway on to the platform and started walking towards the familiar apartment complex where she had spent most of her time in Ethan's absence.

During the entire walk, her brain was racing and her heart beat had spiked up due to the anticipation and anxiety.

It's the most logical option Leah. It's okay, don't be scared. Feelings are fleeting. You will get over him eventually. Her conscience tried to comfort her, but it was of no help whatsoever.

She entered the lift and pressed the button which would take her to his apartment. Though the ride was short, her palms felt sweaty and her throat was parched.

She stepped out and knocked on the door and waited for him to open it as she wiped her palms on her tights.

He opened the door, and Leah looked up to meet his eyes.

"Leah?"

"I'm an absolute idiot. I'm so sorry." She rambled.

"What? First of all come in." Concern was etched in his beautiful eyes as he opened the door wider so that she could enter.

"I have made my decision."

He winced, bracing himself. "You are gonna stay with him, right?"

"What? No!" She grasped his hands in her and looked up at him.

"it's you Bryce... It's always been you."

There was pin drop silence. Leah's heart thundered as the silence continued to stretch between them.

"Bryce, what aren't you saying anything?" Leah's voice cracked which seemed to shake him out of his reverie.

"Leah... No matter how much that makes me happy... No."

"No?! What no?"

He sat on the sofa while Leah continued standing, her eyes following every step. "Come sit down. We are due for a chat."

She sat down on the seat next to him and turned towards him, completely bewildered. "No? But.. but I don't understand this?"

She started counting the pros on her fingers. "We are literally perfect for each other. You are the number one surgeon of your batch. I'm the number one diagnostician of my batch. We both like the same things and music. I like you... You like me.. so why not?"

Bryce chuckled and shook his head as he played with his fingers. "Leah we only look good on paper."

"Bu-"

"Leah what you described is external factors which can fluctuate with time. We literally are carbon copies of each other."

"So what's wrong with that? Isn't it better that way?"

"Leah, over time all these factors will cancel out each other and we would just be a boring couple who is a shadow of one another. This 'feelings' we have now will change into bitterness, sadness and distance. And I don't want that."

His eyes landed on hers and he gave a small smile. "The perfect relationship is when you complement one another. Like fire and water. Like Ying and Yang. And I have see that between you and Ethan."

Leah looked down, her throat choking up with emotions.

"But... I decided to go with my logic and this is the right option. No hurt, no pain-"

"-No love, No happiness. Leah, love is not a application of logic. It's what you feel. It want the heart wants." Bryce finished the statement and sighed.

"You may have never spoken about it but anyone can see how head over heels the both of you are for each other. I have noticed the way his eyes brighten when you entre the room. Or the way your smile illuminates a thousand times more when he calls your name."

"Wait... Everyone noticed it?"

Rolling his eyes, he subtly punched her shoulder lightly. "Everyone knew except the two of you. You both have your head so far up your asses that you didn't even notice a bet was going on around."

"A BET?!"" Leah exclaimed.

"Yap. Hell, 90% of the people put a bet that you would end up with Ramsey. But you chose me. Many people lost a lot of money."

Leah groaned as she face palmed. "I'm so embarrassed."

"Don't be. That's why they say love is blind."

Dragging her hands down her face she turned towards him. "But if you knew I had feelings for Ethan... Why did you still choose to date me?"

A small smile etched on his face. "Like I said love is blind. I chose to stay in denial and swooped in when you were hurting. I'm sorry."

"No, I'm sorry. I shouldn't have played you."

"Shut up. You didn't play me. In fact you were one of the best girlfriends I have had. I knew the risks and I still pursued you."

Leah let out a deep sigh as she leaned on her knees.

"So what now?"

"Well. I suggest we call quits because neither of us would be happy."

"But what about you?"

"What about me? It's been a privilege to have my heart broken by you."

Leah narrowed her eyes at the statement and Bryce guffawed. "You know I love to quote TFIOS and I saw the opportunity and I had to."

"Bryce."

"Yeah yeah... I will be fine... Not now, but eventually. You are my best friend first and seeing you happy is all I want. Not gonna lie, I hope that I can find the kind of love you share with Ethan."

"I know that the guy upstairs has a plan for an amazing guy like you."

"Fingers crossed."

They both got up, and Bryce walked her to the door. Leah was still in deep thought but it was relief and lightness in her step.

Turning towards him, she placed a hand on the door frame. "Are you sure you are gonna be okay? I'm so sorry-

"Leah Marianne Garcia. Get the fuck our if here and get your man."

Leah gave h a huge grin and wrapped her arms around him in gratitude. "I only wish the best for you, Queen B."

"Right back at ya, Lee Lee."

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Running.

She was running hard and fast down the empty streets of Boston. Her darned luck made her miss the last train to Ethan's place so she decided to take off running.

Her converse clad feet stomped on the wet slippery ground, never once slowing down.

Which tuned out to be bad idea because when she turned the corner to Ethan's street, she slipped and tripped, which resulted in her scraping her knees and her elbows on the rough pavement.

"Son of a bitch!!" Leah groaned as she painfully rose on her feet and tried to assess the damage.

Her tights were ripped at the knees, blood gushing down. There were tiny scratches on her palms and abrasions on her elbows.

I hope no one saw my epic fai-

"Sunshine?"

Great. Nice timing you got there god.

She turned around and saw Ethan standing there, with Jenner at his feet. Jenner immediately reached out to Leah, with an excited bark but was restrained by her leash.

He bent down and unclipped the leash from her collar. "Easy there girl. Now go."

Jenner excitedly rushed to her and stood on her hind paws and pressed her paws on Leah's waist, as if it were trying to give her a hug.

"Hello girl. how I have missed youuu. Who has been a good girl?" She asked to which Jenner barked. "That's right. You have been a good girl." She scratched the back of her ears and Jenner got back down on all fours, circling around her, sniffing.

"You came?" His voice wafted over to her.

Leah looked up, a soft smile on her face. "Yeah. I had to. We need to talk."

"Lets go up." he said, as he walked towards her.

She proceeded to walk, only to remember about her injured, bleeding knees. She stumbled and Ethan reached out to grasp her elbow, which was a bad idea because she yelped out in pain.

"Are you okay?" He asked as he surveyed her entire body, his eyes widening at the injuries on her knees and the elbows.

"Holy shit sunshine! You are bleeding. Why are you bleeding?"

"I was running and I slipped. Don't worry its just a scratch. It's not like I broke a leg or something." She said as she walked carefully.

Ethan wrapped an arm around her waist providing extra support, which Leah didn't have the heart to say no to. Together, with Jenner running circles around them, as if she was excited about the reunion, they walked to the lobby of the penthouse. They rode the elevator in silence, Ethan not once letting go of her which made her cheeks hot.

They reached the designated floor and walked towards the door. One entering, Ethan immediately rushed to the kitchen where he kept the first aid kit.  She sunk into the plush sofa and let out a sigh of relief.

As he poured antiseptic solution on the cotton, he gave instructions. "Take out your pants. I will just clean up these wounds and bandage them properly and then you can borrow something of mine because no matter how cool ripped jeans out this isn't going to wor-"

"Ethan you are overreacting. This is a small scratch-"

"God, sunshine! Will you stop being so stubborn?"

"Says Mr. I- will-walk- around- as-if- nothing's- happened- but- I- actually have a- ruptured- appendix." Leah scoffed which Ethan did not find funny. With an unamused expression he pressed the antiseptic on to the scratches on her elbow, which immediately burnt.

"Pinchewy!" She cried out.

"Yeah, right back at you. Didn't no one teach you as a child to not run on wet surfaces?"

Leah grumbled and looked the other way as he continued to work on her elbows.

After a moment of silence, Leah decided to speak about her reason to come here. "Bryce and I broke up."

She felt his piercing blue eyes land on her. "Sunshine I'm so sorry. It's all my fau-"

Interrupting him, she continued. "He decided to let me go because he knew that my stubborn ass won't date you without an incentive."

Sighing, she turned towards him, halting him in his work. "Ethan... You are a sarcastic son of a bitch, who is stubborn to a fault. Your head is so far up your ass that you don't even notice the subtle hints I send your way. You are arrogant but you also have the getaway pass because you are hot as fuck and are so damn intelligent."

"Thanks for the compliment?'

Leah chuckled as she placed her hand on his hand. "But... you are kind and you are passionate about saving lives. You may come across a harsh, but on the inside you are huge softie who cares about my success. You are a grump but, only I have been privileged to see your smile. There is so much good in you and you are such a great man. I could go on and on about the good in you but it would end up being a thesis report.

So in short, I just want to say that those are the many things I love about you."

Ethan's eyes widened, and hope and adoration poured into his eyes. He squeezed her hand as she continued. "Ethan, do you know why we work so well together? Its because we complement each other. Sure, those can lead to fights but, we always come out from those fights stronger. We are so strong and beautiful together."

She cupped his face and spoke. "So... Are you willing to give us another chance?"

Ethan's heart was bursting will joy and happiness. She wants me... She really wants me...

He cupped her cheek and brushed his thumb against her cheekbone. "Sunshine, I can be a hard-ass sometimes and let’s not get started on how emotionally challenged I am. I'm a dumbass for ignoring the lines of fate. Trying to resist the inevitable just caused us more pain and sadness.” 

“Sunshine, I can't promise that this relationship will be perfect. Hell, this is uncharted territory for me. We may have fights and times when I want to bang my head against the wall but there is one thing I promise you. I will fight for you always and I will love you unconditionally."

"So will you do me the honour of being my girlfriend?" He asked with a giddy smile.

"Hell yeah. You can't get rid of me that easily." They both reached forward and when their lips touched, sparks of happiness and love radiated between them. Ethan ran his hand against her soft cheeks while Leah ran her hand through his luscious brown hair. This wasn't any kiss.

This was a lover's kiss. A promise. A seal of fate.

But the moment didn't last that longed. Ethan's knees knocked against hers and she cried out in pain. "Ouch!"

The both of them laughed. "Lets get you fixed up before we move on to strenuous activities, okay?"

She smiled and kissed his cheek. “Yes doc.”

And finally, the two imperfect lovers were reunited.

bet y'all expressions would be like this

And then like this

and then hopefully like this? 

LOL im pushing my luck

Anyways I hope y'all liked it heheheh

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[lideria]

Rosebud. | Johnny

Request: Hi, could you maybe do an imagine of jaehyun or johnny on a reality show with the reader or “y/n” as their spouse and the audience sees how well they treat their child and how smart the child is for speaking multiple languages

Author’s Note: I’ve never ever written something like this before and it is way out of my usual writing style, so please excuse me if it feels a bit strange- it’s on me heheh 

Important for the sake of the piece: I try to write my pieces as gender neutrally as possible, so I pulled a quick headcanon when it came to the parent title. Basically, Johnny calls his spouse rose, and his daughter is naturally called rosebud, because the rosebud is dependent on the rose to grow. By the nature of their relationship, the parent title for the reader essentially becomes rose.

Warnings: None? I think? Please let me know if there is any? English is my second language, so there might be errors!

Word Count: 1719 I’m sorry it’s so short hhhhh

Genre: Pure fluff and nothing else.

Hope you all enjoy! Have a great morning/day/evening/night!! 💚

Out of all the things you would have thought parenthood would bring you, appearing on TV with your child and husband was never one of them.

Maybe, and probably, it should have felt like a given considering your husband was a well known person around the country— the whole world, really. That fact loses its significance once you decide to have a child together. The tours and recordings do not feel like a big deal anymore, because after years of being in a relationship you have already got them down, and being a family; welcoming a child into the world makes its way into the center of all the priorities. Then comes raising the child, spending time with them, getting to experience things with them for the first time.

This is one of them. And it feels all the more exciting since this is the first proper time your daughter would be experiencing something from her father’s world— the world all of you had been distanced from for a good while.

Plus, she seems to like it when you make your way into the set as they start recording, and the studio fills with applause after the hosts announce your names as guests. Johnny and you grab her hands from either side as you walk and lift her up a little, making her giggle.

The audience seems to adore the youngling, because you can see the fond smile on their faces. Left and right, women and men, young and old.

You make your way to the designated seats with your daughter in the middle with Johnny and you sitting on either side of her. The two of you hold the not-so-flimsy looking chair in place just in case because your daughter loves climbing on things, and her falling down and having a crying fit was not something you would want to happen.

“Look who we have here, everyone,” One of the hosts start. “It’s the Suh family!” He applauds, causing another wave of applause to ripple through the studio.

“We haven’t seen Johnny in a long time,” The other host states, prompting a smile from Johnny. After her statement, the first half of the hosts agrees to her words. “That’s true, we haven’t seen him in a studio for a long time now.” Your daughter seems to be lost in the conversation even though both Johnny and you had taken turns explaining her what would happen a few days ago. There are small signals of her starting to shy away a little from all the crowd around you, so you hold her hand and wink at her. This makes her smile a little, and you smile back.

“Actually, correction, we haven’t seen this couple in a long time,” The female host states with a warm smile on her face, her gaze directed at you. “Last time we saw you, you two were newlyweds.”

You nod your head. “Everything happened so quickly. It feels like 5 years have gone past in just a blink of my eyes.”

Johnny agrees in a heartbeat. “Exactly. After we had our daughter and especially after we went back to work it’s like we haven’t even gone through much time, but she’s so grown already.”

“Speaking of, how old is she exactly?” The male host asks, and when Johnny nods his head towards your daughter with a small smile, he smoothly turns to her instead. “How old are you, little lady?”

She takes her hand out of your grasp, and holds up four fingers. “I’m four years old!” Unlike who she had been looking, her answer is rather confident. You quickly add “International,” after she speaks, and the hosts nod in understanding, sounds of amazement leaving their mouths as they widen their eyes. “She’s almost in school!”

“I’m not sure if she’s excited for that yet,” You chuckle. “What do you mean?” A host asks, and before you can even speak, Johnny says the answer. “She’s been experiencing a lot of separation anxiety with kindergarten so we expect her to be less than eager with a full day at school.”

The hosts nod in understanding and give encouraging words to your daughter right after, making her laugh with the over exaggerated gestures and sweet mimics. Conversations are cut rather short after that point as the hosts get ready to reveal the real reason why you are on the show, and soon, Johnny’s Instagram stories come up to the big screen showing the three of you in front of a mirror, all in your pajamas.

“Ooh, look at us,” Johnny starts in English when he starts recording, showing off the pajamas. Your daughter seems to be distracted with whatever it is outside of the bathroom, where the mirror is, and where she is sitting on the countertop beside the sink. Johnny bumps her belly with his finger, making you chuckle. “Hey, rosebud, look here.” He points to the mirror and your daughter turns her head to look in the mirror with such an oblivious look on her face, it makes Johnny laugh at her cuteness. He turns his head to look at her, which she also does to look back at him, and he smiles. “What do we say before we go to sleep?”

“We say good night, and we say I love you, and we say goodbye to today, and we say thanks to today for making us happy,” She rambles, in English. The words get quieter as the sentence goes on, thanks to her running out of breath as she speaks. “And we say sleep tight.”

The shiniest, prettiest smile spreads across Johnny’s face at your daughter’s little grammar mistakes. He leans in to kiss her cheek, which is when the camera shuffles slightly. Steadying the camera immediately, he points at you, who is stood smiling at the ordeal. “Now what do we say to our rose before we go to bed?”

Your daughter looks at you, smiling wide. “We love you,” She says in a giddy voice, speaking in your mother language with a slight accent. Her arms hug your waist as tightly as they can muster before she mumbles.“Thanks for the new toys and the kisses. And the bedtime stories.”

And she continues to ramble and thank you for more things, in your opinion, completely sleep driven. Ice creams, delicious food, hugs, playing with her, and more. It makes you laugh fondly when she thanks you for not getting a kitten because now she wants a puppy, and you lift her up so she can lay her head on your shoulder before waving at the camera. “This little one needs sleep now, so good night everyone.”

The video ends right then. The coos of the audience had been clearly audible throughout the screening as they read the subtitles. “So she speaks 2 languages other than Korean?” The videos had gone viral, maybe because Johnny had not made an appearance on a social media platform for a rather long time, maybe because you knew the fans adored your daughter, or maybe really because of the talent she had shown.

Or, maybe all of the three.

“She does,” You confirm. “How did that work out with her being this young?” The female host asks, curiosity washing over her voice. Taking a deep breath, you answer.

“Both Johnny and I knew we wanted to raise her as bilingual, so we were using a mix of Korean and English at home— we still do,”

While you speak, one of the hosts come up to your daughter and offer her a small collection of snacks— some banana milk and a couple of chocolate mushrooms, before going back to his seat. She gasps at her favorite snack and gets to trying to open the bottle, which she fails at, and hands it to Johnny. He peels the cover off and puts the straw in before handing her the milk back, securing it in her hands.

“In my free time I spoke to her in my mother language, which is not much since we all tend to be at home at the same time, and I didn't want to sit her down and teach a language since she might get bored. But last year we visited my home country and relatives for the holidays, and I observed that she would respond to what they say with her actions but not words. So I realized she has a talent with languages, and started speaking to her more with my first language. Now I’d say she can speak around the same amount of words for all 3 languages, right?” You turn your head to Johnny for confirmation. He nods. “I think so too.”

“That is incredible,” The host claims in surprise. “She is so smart, your rosebud.”

At first your daughter seems to get embarrassed by the compliment, but then she grabs the couple of chocolate mushrooms she has and makes her way to the hosts, offering them the snacks. “For us?” The male host asks as if he was not the one that handed her the chocolates just moments ago, and she nods. “I want to share.”

The audience coos once again, and even the hosts hold onto their hearts briefly before they take the snacks out of her hand and thank her.

If there is one thing that embarrasses your daughter more than anything it is getting thanked for something, so it is not surprising when she skips to Johnny for refuge. He picks her up and makes her sit on his lap where she will have the opportunity to bury her face into the crook of his neck to hide, prompting lighthearted laughter from the audience.

“I don’t want to embarrass her further,” The female host whispers. “But she’s also really well-behaved. I think you two make great parents.”

Both Johnny and you turn your heads to look at each other, and he holds out the hand that is not supporting your daughter’s back. You bump your fist into his, not caring about the reaction from the audience or the hosts because wow, this was a compliment you always wanted to get and it felt good to finally get it from someone.

This experience would definitely be a memorable one after all. “Thank you.”

#nct imagines #nct scenarios #johnny imagines #nct 127 #nct johnny #johnny suh #johnny #this was so hard for me to write #bc i'm awkward with children #and i never really want to be a parent #so i was like #how do they operate #plus writing a bilingual/multilingual character is a bit difficult #so i didn't know how to make this piece longer with that kind of a character #especially since it's a child as well #UM YEAH THANKS FOR PUTTING UP WITH THIS #i truly hope you like this anon