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#guess who just finished s7 of agents of shield#i would lay me down on some fresh grass and weep if i didn't have a ton of things to move and plan#what a rollickin season what a show#also what a plot twist. i knew sousa was going to be here again but it didn't stop my heart from jumping like a mad frog in my throat#also WHAT A PLOT TWIST (weeping emojis!!) ALYA ALYA ALYAAAA#aos liveblog: my whole heart!!#LITERALLY!!! MY WHOLE WHOLE HEART#granted i didn't care much for s4 (sorry.... the story was just super compelling to me)#and was only a little bit more invested in s5#but YOWZA s6 and 7 were really something#the WRITING guys the WRITING WAS SO GOOD#all the timey wimey stuff hit the sweet spot (the doctor who sweet spot)#and the emphasis on Family?? on not giving up on people??? on forgiveness and redemption and coming home?????#cue mental breakdown#it was WONDERFUL#OKAY BACK TO WORK#technically i finished it a few days ago but it didn't hit me that i'm Done until like. today woops#what am i gonna do without the only good and compelling mcu characters to cheer on????#(is this shade? mayhaps. is this shade post-dr strange and like all the mcu disney plus shows? MAYHAPS)#(good and compelling mcu characters includes peggy carter too actually because she's simply amazing)#slings and arrows of outrageous fortune in year 21
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can you get burnout from doing nothing
#or am i going through a mental breakdown. based on the symptoms matching whatever the past week has had going on#unless it was caused by trying to socialise online#which i am so bad at and i guess seeing other people easily be all friends with each other kind of made my brain go 😨😱😖🤯#<- along with various other surrounding emojis#i'm stuck at uni rn bc my band has 2 gigs coming up + rehearsals so i have to be here. but there is nothing to do except Think#but yeah there was the alienated fandom feeling bc idk it always feels like everyone speaks to each other in dms and has all this like#lore with each other and i have no idea what's going on#and trying to actually interact is soooooooo exhausting and i always feel like i'm too slow or behind everyone else and yeah#and then camp weehawken began and i couldn't even deal with seeing everyone doing that and all knowing each other really well and idk#so i just left tumblr briefly. bc of everything. bc i'm irrational#basically the worst feeling is when you have friends in a fandom but then your hyperfixation starts to wear off and turns out they weren't#close friends they were fandom mutuals. btw this isn't about anyone in particular this has happened for most fandoms i've been in#it was more of a sudden realisation that's been creeping up on me for years. so to deal with the fading hyperfixation i just had to Go#and now i'm obsessed with threads. which has like no fandom. so at least the hyperfixation fadeout will be easier to deal with lol#but yeah it's that sort of feeling when you finish at some place and you make some friends but once you leave you never talk to them again#and knowing you didn't really leave a strong enough impact on them that they still wanna keep in contact with you#pretty much like that#at the same time though there's nothing to do atm so maybe i am just bored and overthinking#but still it's annoying to go through especially when it's happened for almost every experience in my life#also like I'd occasionally log back into tumblr to see what's going on but i'd see people liking posts on the swag archive and it's like#cool at least people like the archives :') but anyone could've done those#idk it's like i have to do something like that for people to actually care and as soon as i'm not contributing anything then i'm just#forgettable or something#i wanna come back to tumblr but idk if my brain is ready for that dsjkljf. i told myself i'd only come back when things feel stable#but also i'm impatient lol#again this isn't about anyone specific my brain just LOVES to malfunction it's actually its favourite pasttime <3#but either way if i seem really negative lately or just. weird. it's just my brain being its classic overdramatic self#i mean the thoughts are very real and based on vaguely true evidence but also my brain loves to exaggerate things to sabotage my life#i'm hitting tag limit so anyway. at least threads isn't happening rn so that's pretty good#ramble
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#anywho one of the funniest parts of the 50th anniversy episode for dw is the war doctor going 'thanks bad wolf lady :D'#and ten just fucking going '?????!!1??' and looking like he's about to have the mental breakdown of the century#anyways i always laugh whenever 10 remembers rose or whatever bc like he makes this really sad face like 😟#and it is literally just the exact look the emoji has on it face. and it looks so funny of tennant like someone just killed#evfery pet he has ever owned
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random and pointless head cannons
(i’m bored)
miles:
weirdly obsessed with iceberg videos on youtube like he will sit for 2 hours straight and watch an iceberg on a topic he knows nothing about
is terrified of getting sick because he got the flu for a week once
cant handle too much sugar/caffeine, he gets the shakes and stays up for hours. when he was 8, the day after halloween he got into his candy and ate a bunch, so he ran around the house for 30 minutes and rightfully crashed, knocked out cold and lightly snoring
listens to kendrick lamar religiously, he screamed when his parents got him tour tickets
gwen:
loves making lists. to-do lists, shopping lists, bucket list. if she can write it down she will
would have mental breakdowns when she was younger if her ponytail had bumps
music snob, and not in a bad way! she feels very strongly about her opinions of music/the industry and will info dump if you mention an artist she likes “did you know that she actually wrote this song for” despises new age radio and perfers physical music and streaming services
had a serious twilight phase. bought all the books and would ask people if they were team edward or team jacob
pavitr:
has a horrible fear of clowns, tenses up when he sees one and has nightmares for a week after
he loves making silly little tiktoks! keeps up with trends and has 100+ drafts of him messing with filters
he is a serious live tweeter like he would be in the middle of a war and be like “yoooo it’s getting tense over here guys”
gets homesick so easily, he was the type of kid who would leave the sleepover at 2 am because he was “sick”, in addition to that he gets super bad social burnout. it takes a while but if hes going out two days in a row he will shut down for a bit.
hobie:
has poked himself in the eye multiple times with his spikes
despises commercial holidays but loves valentines day for some reason??? he will go to a store and borrow some chocolates and cute cards, writes notes paragraphs to his friends about how much he appreciates them
very very smart! he’s quite literally the definition of this 🤓☝️ emoji
(kinda nsfw not really it’s just nipples) he lost a bet once and had to get nipple piercing but he actually really liked them so he kept them in, but he wears a classic barbell nun of ones with charms
#hobie brown#miles morales#pavitr prabhakar#gwen stacy#spider man: across the spider verse#across the spiderverse#spider punk#punkflower#atsv#across the spider verse hcs
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How about “desperately wanting to be angry, but they can't push past the hurt they're feeling with the trust being broken” from the prompt list? An angsty one with a really fluffy ending? <3
it's a little angsty, little fluffy *reader thinks peter's cheating
It always started with a ‘hey girlie,’ text.
Any girl in a relationship knew what that meant.
You thought Peter was a safe bet, there was no way Peter would ever cheat on you, right?
Two words sent you into panic, your heart was beating a million miles a minute, your vision felt dotty and the urge to throw up, cry and scream was running rampant, even if you were to have a mental breakdown you didn’t know where to start.
Actually, first things first, who is this chick? You clicked on her name, Cynthia Prescott, no mutual friends. There were only a few pictures, each smile she wore dug and pushed further and further into your gut, there would be no way Peter could ever cheat, unless it was with a girl like that. If you had big enough balls you would watch her story, but you already felt like you were shutting down.
You wanted to respond. Anything, “hey, sis.” or “wussup, girlie?” maybe even “please god don’t ruin anything for me, he’s all I have.” Instead you swallowed your tongue and closed out, if you didn’t ask then she wouldn’t tell, then you wouldn’t have to know. That was the best possible plan, you could pretend this never happened, you didn’t know a Cynthia Prescott, and by the looks of it none of your friends did.
‘Message me back, girlfriend! I have something to bring to your attention.’
A second message, emojis littered her words, it was like sprinkling glitter on an open wound. You wanted to scream, you kept telling yourself it wasn’t real, he couldn’t have done it. For a minute you think about deleting the app all together, but that would make you weak, wouldn’t it? Run away, play pretend that your boyfriend didn’t cheat?
You should be angry, seething, enraged. You should want to tear apart his dorm room, wipe his computer’s history, email his professors a list of curse words they remind him of, spill coffee on his returnable textbooks, anything to cause him a pinch of the hurt you were feeling.
It was hurt, wasn’t it? The way your stomach dropped, the way you feel frozen, the way you can’t stop thinking about it. ‘Not peter, not peter, not peter,’ a chant rattled your mind, you collapsed to his bed, ‘hey, girlie, not peter, hey, girlie, not peter,’ you couldn’t help to pick up your breath.
A full blown panic attack, when was Peter coming back? His class ended at four, what time was it? Where was your phone, the phone with the dm, the one with the text, the one that says he’s cheating.
“Woah, are you okay?”
Peter’s hands were held up, he was thrown off seeing you hyperventilate on his bed. Your hands shake, you should be angry, you should be screaming, you should hate him. So why do you want him to say sorry and hug you, kiss you softly, hold you until you feel whole again, why did it hurt so much?
His hands wrap around your shoulders, “baby, you okay?”
You stared at him in shock, “you’re cheating on me.” A fact, not to be questioned.
Peter pulls a face, “I am?”
You nod, “I got a text.”
“Oh.” He looks at the ground, you see guilty, you nearly break into tears. Your stomach hurts, your chest is tight, you feel lightheaded, nothing feels right and everything just hurts.
“Can I ask who with?”
A sick joke, he couldn’t even keep count, he wanted a number from his lineup. You shrug his hands off, wipe at your nose, “Cynthina Prescott,” Peter’s eyes widen, he nods, the name bouncing in his mind.
“Baby, who the fuck is Cynthia Prescott?”
“I don’t know! You’re the one fucking her, she told me!”
Okay, maybe she didn’t but you knew what that text meant.
“Baby, I don-”
“Don’t call me that! Liar!”
He sighs, “I don’t know a Cynthia, Y/N, I swear.”
Your eyes narrow, “then why did she tell me she did?”
“I don’t, I’m,” he’s pulling at straws, he feels like he’s the one being gaslighted, he looks for your phone on the bed.
“Did she tell you in person, or text you? Bab- Y/N, I don’t know who she is I promise.”
You hold a hand to your chest to settle your breath, “instagram dm,” Peter rested a hand on your head to calm you, his other hand finding your phone and opening up the app, and tapping on messages he saw the culprit immediately. He was ready to defend his honor to death, his next step is tracking them down. Until he blinked at the messages, “honey, did you delete something?” There was nothing that indicated anything of the sort, just a cryptic message, if anything he thought it was spam.
“No,” you whimper the words, his fingers massage at your head slightly, he seemed confused but you also never would’ve guessed he’d cheat.
“Baby, I don’t see anything about me here. I don’t know who she is and she isn’t following anyone I know.”
“It’s a hey girlie text, peter!”
Peter finally sat next to you, your phone in his grasp. “I don’t know what that is,” you groan, “it means like, hey girlie, your man is doing something sus.”
Peter scrunches his face, “but I don’t know her, look, just message her, ask her to show you.”
You shake your head fast, “I’d rather not see it, I don’t want to see you with someone else.”
He huffs, “I’m not cheating! I’m not skilled enough to do that, let alone have enough time in the day!” You sniffed, peter grunted, “fuck this, I’m asking.”
‘I’d love to see it, girlie!’
You wrinkle your nose, almost on automatic response it shoots a reply.
‘You’re so pretty, I’d love for you to promote our new product! Just add me and download our app, use my name for a free bottle!’
Relief fills you, it was a bot, a simple mlm, a pyramid scheme, no real threats.
“Oh my god, peter, I am so sorry, I didn’t-”
“Geez Louise, babe. I know I’m nerdy but fucking a robot? C’mon now.”
A joke, he wasn’t mad. Even after you accused him of the worst betrayal, he was trying to make you feel better. “I was so hurt and scared, I didn’t believe it, or didn’t wanna believe it, so I didn’t message her back but, like, i’m so sorry petey.”
Peter presses a kiss to your temple, “it’s okay, baby. It was very convincing, it said hey girlie.”
You groan and lean into him, “you don’t understand, you will never understand.”
“Is that a tone? Are you taking a tone up with me? Should I text Cynthia for a good time?”
You sock his arm, “too soon!”
#peter parker x reader#tasm! peter parker x reader#peter parker blurb#tasm!peter x reader#peter parker angst#my writing
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FIRST POST YAY - Outsiders modern au (pretty much modern day hcs)
In this au I am in fact delusional. Literally all of the boys are alive and well.
I'll eventually draw their designs for this au, also these are my personal hcs if they were in the modern day. I'll do two greasers per post + occasional ship hcs!
TW: SH, Suicide, ED
GREASER
- They all saw Barbie, all of them cried.
- All of them watch game theory, they cried when matpat announced his retirement.
- They’re all Sanrio boys no matter what
- THEY'RE SUCKERS FOR RHYTHM GAMES
- They all hate broccoli.
Johnny cade.
-Bisexual + nebularomatic
- C-PTSD ADHD combo , Possible autism as well
- He/Him
- Cis male
- 16
★ Genshin player (Scara, Layla, and alhaitham main screw you)
★ Pjsk player (Thumbs player, JP + EN server, Fav unit is Leo need, fav song is God-ish and N A A/Nh uh uh)
★ He wants the be astronomer when he grows up, speciality is stars
★ Literally can't stand going near a church because of what happened to him
★ He had to learn how to walk again but had a speedy recovery!!
He has a bunch of burns all over his body, Ponyboy thinks those are tuff
In places he was burn his skin like really tender and sensitive since it's still kind of healing (slowly)
★ Has a big fat crush on PB but he can't tell if he's hyperfixated on him or if it's something else
★ When texting PB he's an emoticon user but when texting the other greasers he uses emojis
He mainly uses ":3 , ^_^ , :D , :P" when texting pb
He mainly uses "😭, 💀, ‼️, 😨" when texting the other greasers
Ponyboy Curtis.
Bisexual
ED + ADHD
He/Him
Cis male
15
★ Genshin player 4 Johnny (Kazuha, Nilou, Kaveh main to match with Johnny)
Ponyboy has the worse attention span ever but Johnny wanted him to get into it so they could mess around with eachother + pretend to act like the characters they main.
★ Plays D4DJ occasionally
★ Wants to become a writer or poet
★ Still can't stand baloney
If he ever smells baloney, one of two things can happen
He can either feel sick to his stomach,
Or he'll have a mental breakdown because of what they went through during the summer. (The bob killing happened during summer vacation in this au)
★ He literally can't stand the thought of people sagging their pants, he will literally give you a wedgie if he catches you sagging near him
He'll either call you out
Slap you in the face and then call you out
Pull your pants up for you
Or all of the above and give you a wedgie before storming off and ranting to Johnny on how indecent people can be.
★ Has the most goofiest laughs (Two-bit is right behind him, bonus: he snorts)
★ His roots are growing in!!
TW'S AHEAD!!
JOHNNYBOY / PONYCADE
Ship dynamics (media wise): Suntan for the most part!!! (I have more but those are angsty….)
Ship dynamics: Warm hands x cold hands , Relapses x Comforts them, Orange cat x Black cat (Golden retriever x black cat too) , Moles/beauty marks x Freckles , Fluffy hair x crunchy hair (or in this case really greasy hair), talks x listens, yaps x yaps too
★ Everytime Johnny tries to attempt, Ponyboy rushes to Johnny's rescue because he can't bare to lose Johnny again.
★ Johnny tries to motivate Ponyboy to at least eat for 5 days before giving in, most of the time it works
Psst... Johnny's way of motivated Ponyboy is by spoiling him (buying him books, plushies, etc.) and even if Ponyboy messes up his streak Johnny will still buy him stuff
★ Johnny often picks his skin and cuts himself (poor thing has cuts all over his arms and legs) so what Ponyboy does is try to motivate him. Him and Johnny share an account on an app that tracks how long a person has been clean, whenever Johnny hits a milestone Ponyboy would give him kisses.
Ponyboy's kissing system:
1 month: A quick peck on the lips or on the cheek
6 months: A kiss on the lips
1 year: A loving kiss
It builds up so for 5 months Johnny would receive 5 quick pecks or kisses on the cheek!
Anyways I hope you enjoyed this: Take some rushed designs for those two!!!
#ponyboy curtis#sodapop curtis#johnny cade#the outsiders#headcanon#the outsiders headcanons#ponycade#johnnyboy#au#modern au#thesedesignsweresorushed#theoutsiders
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I want your neighbour scenario to be the new Adrienette AU. Marinette puts a winky face letter for her new neighbour Adrien, and then regrets it like 30 mins later.
OKAY I hate how it sounds sooo neighbour AU but for real though not to use my current very awkward neighbour story (more details about what this is about in the tags of this poll for those who've missed my latest misadventure) buuut:
Post Hawkmoth-defeat AU where they're in uni or something
Marinette lives in an apartment, number 7 (the number isn't relevant it's just my apartment number ok)
Adrien changed his last name a few years following his dad's arrest because being an Agreste is Not Cool At All and Marinette doesn't know it
Adrien is new in the apartment building and just so happens to move in apartment 6, right on the same floor as Marinette's. Adrien being an early bird on time and Marinette a disaster owl very much not on time in the mornings, they haven't crossed paths yet
On Adrien's mailbox, there's his new name but it's not like Marinette would know it's him, while she hasn't her name on her mailbox apart from her apartment number because she got too lazy to grab a piece of paper and write her name on it. So she's just. Appartement n°7, and so they're not recognising that it's Adrien and Marinette who are their neighbour.
And here comes my story, MLified: Adrien makes a poll in his neighbours' mailbox asking whether anyone would mind if he parked his bike in the building's corridor
Marinette answers his poll and says that of course it's not a problem for her :)
Adrien being nice and slightly too enthusiastic at getting a nice answer telling him he's not a problem coupled with an emoji smiling, decides that the best way to thank his neighbour in a not at all over exaggerated way is to buy her crispy m&ms with a note saying (and I'm quoting the note I got in my mailbox) "congratulations appartement 7, you picked the right answer! Here's a little gift to thank you, enjoy!"
Marinette who finds that waaayy too adorable (and who really needed a snack that day) gets a little too excited, and decides to leave back a note in Adrien's mailbox to thank him
She writes (and I have to quote myself on that): "THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR THE M&M'S!!! So nice!! Don't hesitate to knock if you ever need an egg or salt or something else ;)"
AFTER she dropped the note in his mailbox she realises that the winky face could be WIDELY MISINTERPRETED OH MY GOD YOU DUMB ASS, and promptly goes into "catastrophe" mode. She naturally and rationally considers moving out in a country far, far away.
(and here stops my story for now because I'm at the 'moving far away' part and I do not intend on having whatever lovesquare romance with my new neighbour thank you very much, but Adrinette would enjoy it)
Adrien, who's an oblivious and innocent baby doesn't notice anything wrong with the note and just thinks it's really sweet and friendly :). To thank his neighbour for being sweet, he buys her another pack of crispy m&m's
Marinette on her side start to think he misinterpreted her winky emoji, and is second guessing every new m&ms package coming in her mailbox
Anyway I don't have a follow up for this right now, I guess we could add some ladynoir bonding moments:
Like Ladybug talks to Chat Noir about her winky emoji note all panicked, and Chat Noir is just like "what of it, it just proves you're being nice, right?"
To which Ladybug explains that NO, WELL YES, but it could have other interpretations, and what if her neighbour thinks she's not only offering egg and salt??
To which Chat Noir proceeds to have a mental breakdown because "oh my god my Lady, my neighbour left me a note with a winky smiley the other day offering 'something else', do you think it means she's...implying something else???"
To which Ladybug is like "oh my GOD Chat Noir your neighbour is TOTALLY hitting on you 😱"
HENCE identity shenanigans because they DUMB.and don't notice that their stories are similar, and the notes exchange becomes a lot more confusing on Adrien and Marinette's sides but they keep sending some because heyyy, new friend and free food right?
I will stop this now because it's way too long and nonsensical for what it is, and it's late here fjzjfnzkfn but. Yeah I guess in my distress I. Can make every situations lovesquare-able 🥲
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last asker here wahoo weehee but yeah i dont mind the ramble !!! honestly i do feel a little similar sometimes ourgh . maybe not with being in specific fandoms but especially when it comes to like . the smaller things like self inserts . the like
but anyway !!!!!! now im curious and im not too sure if you've answered anything of the sort before but i do wonder what you thought of the difference in characterization with Nagito in the games and in the anime?
not that nagito in the games r even one for one the same- same goes for the anime-
but i do know there's a difference , and i've heard so many differing opinions on how Nagito's potrayed in both, especially discussion on how faithful Nagito in danganronpa 3's character is to danganronpa 2, so i'll admit now im very interested on hearing your thoughts on him when looking at game nagito and anime nagito side by side eyes emoji
YAYY!!!!! I love getting asked to talk about him it's so fun!!! No one has actually asked this before, and I've been planning to do something on this for a bit!
Personally I think anime Nagito is actually really good! Although I think side lining him for a little bit was a weird decision, even if I understand why. But enough of that! Let's talk more about his characterization! I'll talk about what I think about Nagito's characterization in the anime and some annoyances I have with the misinterpretations!
I will admit that some of the fandom's opinions on, "Anime Nagito vs Game Nagito," kind of bother be because a lot of it stems from people not understanding his character in it's entirety in the first place.
The thing about Nagito is that he works as an amazing antagonist because he isn't ill intentioned and is just mentally screwed up. In the killing game his coping mechanisms and absolute beliefs are on display and he is at his worst, he's practically having multiple mental breakdowns and losing it. And his beliefs and coping mechanisms happen to be morally gray because he believes Anything is okay if it's for hope. With his luck cycle, coping mechanisms, and absolute beliefs that stem from both of these things we get Nagito. And when you place Nagito who thinks being trapped on the island forever without the ultimates impacting the world in any way is worse than one person surviving and making an impact on the world, he feels like he has to do something.
Basically, how Nagito acts in the anime and before the first trial is who he is when he's not mentally crumbling and I get really irritated when people try to say that in the game he was a "malicious psychopath" but in the anime he turned into "baby boy" like, just, GRRRAGHHH!!!!! IT MAKES ME FEEL LIKE HE NEEDS TO BE GATEKEPT WHEN PEOPLE DO THAT!!! THEY'RE MISUNDERSTANDING HIM SO BAD IT HURTS ☹️☹️☹️
I believe the anime's characterization is pretty great and still keeps in tact his absolute beliefs that lead him to do morally gray things for the sake of hope! I think he's very well done characterization wise in the anime. I liked the episode where he ends up blowing up the gym because he wants to postpone the test for his classmates it made a lot sense with how he thinks and his luck cycle! I also really love his encounter with Junko and Izuru. He says several good lines in the anime that are accurate and completely in character for him, and I love it!
I think the addition that the class thought he was weird even before he was at his worst and didn't show much reciprocation is sad and adds to his tragic life. The fact that he isn't surprised when Chisa slaps him, but rather when he is shown affection gets me dude!!!
I think it is sweet though that, his time at hope's peak is probably one of the best experiences he had until everything went wrong. He isn't shown much reciprocation but he genuinely cares for his classmates beyond them being ultimates from hanging out and knowing them so long. He has some reciprocation from Chisa and the other classmates somewhat care about him to varying degrees. I believe his overall luck cycle went, get accepted into hope's peak, good luck, gets diagnosed, bad luck, gains people he cares about in his life and some who care about him too, good luck, all of them become despairs, bad luck!
The other thing I wanted to touch upon is Bryce Pappenbrook listening to criticism about how Nagito sounds more sarcastic than intended. For a lot of the english fanbase the misinterpretation that Nagito's not honest is beyond repair especially since he's hard to understand, but I really do appreciate the effort to change it slightly. Even if people who misunderstood think there's a huge difference or even retcon with his character, I think it's a nice change that he sounds more genuine like his Japanese voice in the anime.
I think the real difference with him in the Anime versus Ultra Despair Girls and Danganronpa 2 is his role in the story. I think he's very in character, we just don't see him having meltdowns and go through his self unaware freak outs. We still see him do morally gray things and impact the plot though! In the anime he's doing better compared to the spiraling we see in Danganronpa 2 and rock bottom even more extreme beliefs we see in Udg.
Also I think the anime solidifying the fact that Nagito usually doesn't go out of his way for the ultimate's attention because he thinks he's unworthy of their time actually makes Danganronpa 2 more impactful. Because, if he doesn't try to seek the ultimates attention, then that's further solidifying the fact Nagito was interested in Hajime, he felt a connection with him even when they first met. We see him do the opposite of what he usually would just because of Hajime, and I think that's really sweet.
Nagito barely mentioning hope in Danganronpa 2's prologue is for the plot twist mostly, however, there could be multiple actual reasons for it. My interpretation is that it's because he wanted to make a good impression so he focuses on that instead, that combined with it not really coming up leads to them not really knowing what he thinks. There are hints of it and he's not purposely "hiding it" at all. Nagito is an honest person who only lies when he feels it's necessary, to further prove that point when he gets the despair disease, personality inverting disease, he gets the Lying disease.
Nagito in the prologue and in the anime are the same because he's not losing it yet, the only difference is Nagito talks slightly less about hope and his beliefs because It's not very relevant, he's trying to make a good impression, and he's focusing on keeping Hajime's attention. My favorite little thing supporting this is that he doesn't complain about going swimming. In the Dangan Island events we see him worry about it, but when he's focusing on everything else he didn't really think about it. He asks what Hajime is planning to do instead.
In conclusion, I believe Nagito in the anime is pretty good. He serves his role well for it not being his usual one, info about what he was like adds a little more to Danganronpa 2 analyzing it, and it's nice that we get to see more of him when he's not at his worst. He's still absolutely the same person and I think his characterization is really good. I think they could have utilized him more or made him relevant to the plot sooner if they wanted, but I think the impact and scenes that he has still are great and work well since he, again, doesn't have his usual role in the anime.
One last thing while I'm here talking about the anime's Nagito, a lot of people like to make the joke that he's "hopesexual" because of the one fan service line of dialogue in Danganronpa 3 where he basically says, "Hope feels amazing," and I just. URAGGHHH!!!!!!!! I'm sorry but if someone unironically says "hopesexual" I hope that their pillow always remains warm on both sides because saying it Is ANNOYINGG!!! It's so easy to get I don't know why people do this, and I know I'm being a little over the top but it just bugs me sooo bad Like,
Hope = Absolute Good/Euphoric Feeling for him, Horny = Euphoric Feeling for him, CONCLUSION: GENERAL EUPHORIA DESCRIPTOR!! He doesn't have a hope kink and the people who make those jokes are weird especially since it's straight up wrong!! I know it's just a joke, but it still gets on my nerves regardless because some people take it seriously. Even one of his songs uses this comparison by allegorizing hope with sexual desires, conveying that both are euphoric emotions for him! >:(
Anyways!
Thank you for your ask and Hopefully I successfully got all of the points I wanted to across! <3
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hello chii yes tell me about your dysfunctional idol ocs
HI HELLO AND WELCOME TO MEGATHRUST:::: THE POST.
Ok i have no clue how the idol bit started but i think it was me mentioning a idol au for our friendgroup or something. And alas egg (@.eggpeeee) and i did our FIRST and INITIAL idol drafts!
Initially it was only the two of us. We were a duo. A insanely mentally fucking ill duo until we dragged others into this. The name megathrust was achieved through a fucking joke after one of our members tried to protest the megathrust name but we thought the bit was funny
We have basically no fucking lore for them besides the most insane color theory bullshit we did for their universe (i bullshited all my way through it) and the fact they all live together (with kira and exe invading kawas apartment and horux just appearing one day). SO LETS GET TO THE IDOLS!
(really old drawing from our producer @.kohku thank you kit for producing this hell. Most designs here r outdated and we r missing some members. THERES NO OTHER PRODUCER KIT DRAWING AND I THINK THID IS BAD :( )
so! Initially megathrust was in fact a duo produced by kit! Until eventually shit happened and kawa (kawa @.moonysadventureteam) and horux (no tumblr) joined this fucking hell. I don't know lore for basically any of the others besides kira because he's mine
We have exe, who's mentally ill. Has as its emoji the ☢️ as we can see there. Exe is like th second sanest member of megathrust but is still low-key insane. Fun facts include the fact their blood is radioactive and that microwaves explode if it gets too close to them. electronics also stop working if they're too close. its pathetic and probably would be the member being drawn as the dying in a glue trap meme. Some themes include radioactivity, glitches, and mental fucking breakdowns. They're like the jerma of megathrust
KAWA!!!!!!!!!! also mentally ill. Kawa is like the one braincell in the group and also the one who tried to stop us from calling the idol group megathrust (as we can see he failed). They're the one having his apartment constantly fucking invaded by three creatures and suffering with them having to buy a new microwave every week because exe exploded it by getting too close again. He deserves a break. Some themes include hospitals, stars and also crippling anxiety.
HORUX!!!! also mentally ill. bites people to show affection and is also low-key insane just like our next member. Bug was the latest addition to megathrust and has chronical conditions which is why they believed initially that it couldn't be an idol like the others, but alas here he is now. no one knows how bug invaded kawas apartment too. themes include chaos, fun, magic and 488374 undiagnosed illnesses.
My babygirl. Kira. Who's a boy btw and also has mental illness. Ngl they're the one w most stuff written here indeed just because they're mine so yeah. Canonically a convicted criminal for ?????? that ran away and now is a fucking idol. Canonically has charges of murder. Canonically owns and leads a cult which their fans are part of. Low-key fucking insane but i think the cute appearance excuses it ;3. Keeps this cute teehee x3 persona in public but is low-key scary in private and insanely bossy. No one has ever seen them frown and also they're obsessed with being the perfect idol for the public which is why his mental breakdowns in private may or may not end in explosions. Themes include mental illnesses, blood, ribcages, crosses, horror, ribbons, candy, fairytales, angels and princesses. No one is quite sure if they're human or not.
Remember that they are the normalest unit ever and never stop thrusting ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️ how can producer kit deal with these mfs.
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I can't do the little emoji but for the ask game, what do you do when you get stuck writing?
Thanks so much! :)
Depends on why I'm stuck, I think - usually if a chapter just isn't inspiring me enough to write it, I assume it's probably going to be boring to read, too (I don't actually know whether this is true, but it's definitely a feeling I can't shake!) So what I usually do is mess with the format and/or framing a little lol. For example, I knew the climax of 'Pretenders' was going to be the secret agent holoprogram but with Garak playing Agent Bashir and Julian playing the villain, and all those messy emotions coming out the more and more they got into the roles- but apart from the entertainment value of some of the "lol look how cheesy this program is" jokes, I remember feeling like my outline for this chapter's events just wasn't interesting enough. I also wanted to convey that outside of the "play", Garak was trying to slip back into his old familiar role as an interrogator to escape feeling vulnerable, to try and regain control over this massive dissociation of the self while slowly heading for a mental breakdown- but I didn't want to use words like "dissociation" or "breakdown", I just thought that felt too basic for him! Given his weird, twisted brand of self-awareness from canon. He's too good at lying to himself! It's too normal, Garak would find some way to spin this whole situation into a safely "unreal" story instead! - But once I decided to convey this stuff by alternating between a script format whenever he was in Interrogator Mode and regular prose whenever he's the one to crack and/or accidentally lose himself in the experience- which flips around by the end when he's caged himself in his own narrative (and more and more thoughts in brackets as he dissociates), the chapter just suddenly became sooo much fun to write. Like I had such a blast it turned out maybe six thousand words too long haha!
Conversely, if I get stuck while writing because I suddenly discovered a plot hole, well... 'The Trill with the Golden Gun' hasn't updated since last September, so what do I know really😂
#tysm for the ask friend! <3#my fics#I affectionately refer to 'Pretenders' as 'Pretentious' in my head & this chapter is a huge part of why lol. It's also one of my favs :D#my fics are very self indulgent & when I am self indulgent apparently I am a bit pretentious!
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I’m actually so glad I don’t really get hangovers cuz I can barely remember a thing from last night lmao. I wasn’t even out long but someone needs to cut me off cuz why was I chugging every drink
This is very embarrassing but according to my friends I was talking about how amazing you and Alora are and they were very confused cuz they have no idea who you are😭
I’m so glad I didn’t say anything that embarrassing on here but omg my typing, thing is that’s how I normally type but when I’m sober I go through and correct everything so I don’t embarrass myself but drunk me didn’t think of that. I’m also very surprised I remembered to put my emoji lol
One thing I am glad about is my dress didn’t get ruined!!!!! Only one drink got spilled but it’s come off in the wash so that’s a win
I hope you had a good evening and slept well my darling xxx
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my memory gets really spotty when i drink so i get it lmfaoaoaoao
stop that’s so cute omg 😭😭😭 i be talking to my friends about you and alora too and they’re like “😃. we don’t care” and im like “idc that you don’t care!! that’s why i like them more than you… 😒😒”
HAHAHAH wife’s disease gets to you too?? it gets me sometimes too nothing to be ashamed of!!
that’s good!! save the dress 🙏🏻🙏🏻
thank you baby — idk if you saw but me and twin were going THROUGH it so my evening was… interesting!! also i did NOT sleep well i slept like a brick because the bozo im sharing a hotel room with (my friend) decided to SNORE LIKE A HORNNN i was gonna have a mental breakdown
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For the truth or dare ask game: 🛼 🍬 🌿 🧩
(le meme)
describe your latest wip with five emojis
fffffffff--//goes to google emojis
in chronological order:
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post an unpopular opinion about a popular fandom character
I don't know if this is an unpopular opinion so much as it's just me disagreeing with a popular headcanon. a lot of people decided after the Hazbin pilot came out that Alastor is being genuine/sincere when his voice doesn't have any static/radio effects over it and have continued to pass that off as canon fact now that the series is out, despite the fact that as far as I'm aware this has never been confirmed even on the wiki, and I don't ascribe to that headcanon, largely because I think it is dumb.
for one thing, his voice is entirely static-free when he says 'if you wish' while summoning Cheap Booze for Husk, so, like, there's not really anything there to be sincere about. for another, if you are not Rosie, then this man is allergic to genuine human connection and makes a hobby out of obfuscating what he wants, feels, or plans. he felt genuinely vulnerable one (1) time in the season and spent most of the finale song having a mental breakdown about it in the break room. he would not allow himself to have that big of a tell about what he's feeling.
give some advice on writer's block and low creativity
I have what I call the Two Sentences System? if I wanna write but it's just not working, I pick a WIP and just write two sentences. if I feel like I can keep going after that, great. if not, it was still two more sentences than I had before, and eventually two sentences add together to make many sentences.
what will make you click away from a fanfiction immediately?
have you ever been to the roleplay boards on GaiaOnline? it's been several years since I was there, but at the time there was a ... very particular writing style that people were often expected to adopt in order to be considered "literate." I have stumbled over fics written in that style. I fled very quickly.
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also... i feel like writing it down and getting it out of my system but... i mean... i told my boyfriend and two best friends... and my new therapist. . .. (i'm finally getting help!!! and it turned out that i was right!! it is that i have been suffering from utmattningssyndrom [exhaustion disorder] for the past 2 years! and also! finally i accept the fact that i have been suffering from it and i feel less of an impostor and also!! for the past 3 months i have been recovering and feeling better and better with every week, i wanted to cry last week when i was able to cycle! every day!! it was impossible even a month ago, i felt so humiliated with how little energy i had all the time.. usch, don't wish that shit on anyone) said that we're gonna Look Into It.. TBC
ok but yes, the thing is that 3 months ago one thought struck me and that is that i may be autistic.. at first i did cry bc i felt overwhelmed and scared because i have this imagine in my head of prejudice and lack of understanding what autism really is and that people on SM are trying to be quirky or special or whatever, i don't even know! it just felt so overwhelming.. but after that i had conducted more research that has been ongoing and.. i think apart from the fact that i just feel like i'm an impostor and that if i would say it out loud - other people will think that i'm 'making it up' (hehe that hasn't happened and those 3 close ppl are supportive BUT!!!) ---- apart from that.. the more i read and think - it just becomes more apparent that i am on the spectrum! and once again it feels like a lot but on the other hand it would explain so many things!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! some silly things like me having to ask people if they're joking bc i really can't tell lol, same with irony, to not getting if someone is flirting with me, to people believing i'm being flirty while i'm just interested and excited about the topic and want to be nice lol, me losing my fucking everything and exploding internally while having to go for e.g. on tour - no matter how much i like someone - to be in the same space [car/venue/sleeping place] and to not have enough 'alone time' is just! i just fucking cant! mental breakdowns every 2nd day! i hate spending too much time with people (that doesn't apply to my boyfriend though but till exempel to my family/friends) in the same space! ----- and i mean... i have been diagnosed with ocd and social phobia while being a teenager but there were some things that have been.. puzzling me and now! it feels like i found the missing puzzle! and it feels both good and weird
and other things like being naive, an open book, shitload of thoughts, feeling intense feelings towards stuff - loving/hating, having hard time with 'not exploding' and att hantera emotions, seeing 'patterns', these whole stemming thing- whenever i listen to music that i love it's just.. i just cant NOT move fingers or hands or legs, getting stuck with some sayings/catchphrases that change every now and then, i guess i also overshare stuff but hard to tell hehe, always trying to learn how to navigate small talks and talking and social things, being called blunt, believing that i lack empathy because i just.. i cant imagine how it is to 'put myself in someone's shoes', loving 'shitposting' or wordplay bc they're either absurd and therefore funny or just easy to understand hehe, planning things, not being able to summarize things, doing lots of lists, i just f-ing love to research, getting sucked into things and having a very hard time to get out but also having a hard time to start doing shit and more things bla bl albla lbllalalal.. . .. writing it down so i can have it for future purposes
but yes.. it's scary but good i guess to realise that?
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n for the emoji asks errr,mmm
🤥👻💥🍰🍁💓(don’t have to do all of them lmao..) for ermmmm Evelyn, Sam, Lulu (and Thomas⁉️)
HERE I AM AGAIN WITH MY GAY PROPAGANDA 😹
tw: violence and obsessive behavior <3
🤥 - Are they a good liar? Do they have tells to show they’re lying?
Evelyn: British people never lie!! but seriously though, she hardly ever lies so it would be PAINFULLY obvious. I think she’d probably just look too intensely at their face and give it away but looking guilty asf.
Sam: YES. He is such a good liar that no one EVER suspects him of doing any wrong. He lies so gracefully without slipping up that the only way someone could catch him is if A.) They fact check him horrendously. B.) Someone else denies his alibi. C.) Riley is the one asking questions. cause let me tell you. HE’S ON HIS KNEES FOR RILEY. HE WILL FAIL TO LIE TO HER.
Lucian: eerrmm…he’s so painfully blunt that I can hardly imagine him ever lying but if he did, I think he’d give it away by giggling a lot. Like he won’t be able to take himself seriously and probably just give up 💀 - This doesn’t include the times he lies about his home life, he’s very shaky and obvious then too.
Thomas: You will NEVER know when he’s lying or telling the truth. NEVER. He’s so full of shit that it’s hard to decipher whenever he’s being honest even a little. This is because he ties his lies in with lots of truth and tricks people into believing his dumbass information. Seriously though, he’s scary good at it. The only teller I would say is if he has his hands tucked behind his back. Even then though, he might be saying some truthful shit combined with it.
👻 - Do they believe in ghosts? Why or why not? Ghostly experiences?
Evelyn: I’d like to believe she does. Not because she had any experience with the paranormal, but because she has hope that her family still lingers around her home to keep her company. :(
Sam: Yes. His mother talks about seeing ghosts way more often than he’s comfortable with. And of course, that’s his mama, he’ll always believe what she tells him. (Even if he cries afterwards.)
Lucian: Sadly, he gave up on that a long time ago. He used to believe in ghosts for the sole reason of wanting to pretend his papa was still with him, but nevertheless, he realized he was simply talking to walls every night.
Thomas: LMAO-no? He’s not sentimental at all. He personally likes to think that everyone who dies just disappears and never comes back. Because if they did, he’d have to fist fight at least 200 zombies.
💥 - What emotions do they have trouble dealing with?
Evelyn: Anxiety, anger, and disgust. Whenever these things combine, she has a mental breakdown and starts her way on a killing spree!! (Violet NEEDS to get her a leash for whenever that happens.)
Sam: Jealousy and obsession. When he feels his jealousy urges, someone will end up in his basement, never to see the light of day again. When he feels his obsessive urges, he’ll end up in Riley’s closet watching her every move. Mix them together and…haha. OFC SADNESS TOO BC HE’S CONSTANTLY CRYING BUT-
Lucian: Sadness. It’s almost impossible to have a deep conversation with Lucian without having him tear up just a little bit. Even if its far in the past, he won’t hesitate to shed a few tears for whoever he speaks to. Mention any of HIS past and he WILL cry. There’s no helping that.
Thomas: Rejection. Thomas. cannot. handle. rejection. Even if it’s not really an “emotion,” that’s the only thing I could think of that he can’t control his anger with. This rejection always leads to blackmail, to kidnapping, to torture, to arson, and it’ll keep going until whoever denied him begs for mercy.
🍰 - Favorite cake flavor? Are they specific about types of cakes?
Evelyn: Vanilla!! She loves any cake that Violet bakes for her! <3
Sam: Chocolate!! Preferably as much chocolate as possible.
Lucian: Strawberry!! He loves cheesecake and shortcake <3
Thomas: Chocolate!! He doesn’t care about desserts much but if anything, it has to be chocolate.
🍁 - What’s their favorite season? Why?
Evelyn: Spring. She hates winter and summer because they’re too extreme with the weather, so spring is a balanced season for her.
Sam: Fall. He loves Halloween, the pumpkins, the fallen leaves, the crisp air, all of it. Just the feel of fall makes him happier than anything else.
Lucian: SUMMER!! Not only is it nice outside, but he doesn’t have school!! Also, he gets to spend tons of time with Kai whenever Ryan is away for work. (and the amount of sleepovers they have is crazy.)
Thomas: Winter. He’s a firebug, so he wants everything to be warm and cozy in his house. Also, he loves throwing snowballs at the back of innocent bystanders heads with his lame friends.
💗 - What gets their heart racing?
Evelyn: Her girlfriend ofc…💚! She doesn’t let anyone else touch her except for Violet, so whenever they have skin contact, her heart races out of her chest. It’s the best feelings in the world for her to have. <3
Sam: RILEY MORGAN. Everything about her just makes him swoon. He particularly loves whenever she takes control of the situation and starts making him feel like the guy being stalked. Anything with her being as obsessed as he is, his heart is rattling. <3
Lucian: A lot of things Kai does makes his heart POUND. He loves it when Kai steals his clothes, he loves it when Kai kisses his knuckles, he loves it when Kai tries his hardest to impress him by writing/reading, he loves it when Kai-…he just loves Kai. <3
Thomas: women (optional) - but in all seriousness, when someone denies him. I KNOW I SAID HE DOESN’T LIKE REJECTION BUT THAT’S THE POINT. He loves it and hates it at the same time. Like, who’s gonna deny Mr. Valedictorian? Mr. Popular guy? Mr. Rich guy? Mr. Big dick-ok maybe that’s a bit MUCH but you get my point. So, yeah. He gets off to that. <3
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hi! could i get romantic male matchup for one piece?
my pronouns are she/her
i'm enfp 7w8, leo
i'm 6'0 and have amber eyes, long gold blond curly hair and hourglass figure
i'm positive and upbeat person, i try to see the bright side in most situations
i'm friendly, energetic, confident, sarcastic, responsible, maybe a bit chaotic, cheerful and bubbly
i care about my friends and family a lot, and go out of my way to show it
i enjoy having fun and living life to the fullest
i'm very competitive and passionate person
i really like puzzles, riddles and crosswords
i love making people smile
i have morbid, dark sense of humor
sometimes i randomly say a weird obscure fact in the middle of conversation
i can play on violin, cello, piano, guitar, saxophone, harp and drums, i'm currently learning how to play on trumpet
i like poetry and sometimes i write a poem or two, also i'm writing my book
i'm ballet dancer since i was a kid and i love performing
i'm working on my own cartoon
i never quite grew out of the fantasy phase, and i'm still enamored with tales of changelings and witches
i work as illustrator for fantasy books and books for kids
i'm kinda struggling with taking rest, doing nothing, because there is always something to do, something new to learn, etc.
i'm afraid of stagnation
i overuse this kind of emojis→(ㆁωㆁ)
my style is something between whimsigothic and cryptidcore
i love: collecting things, astronomy, tea, making and watching movies, forests, making jewelry, cooking, baking, d&d, horrors, animals, plants, gardening, traveling, art, history, world mythologies, learning new things, psychology, handicraft
sorry if it's too chaotic (*´ω｀*)
have a fantastic and wonderful day ( ˘ ³˘)♥
Hi. Oh goodness. I literally read this and knew right away. Sorry it took so long. I just wanted to find how to explain it well other than a gut feeling.
You got Sabo!!!! (I just loved this pick too much so I bring you kid Sabo having a mental breakdown)
You both would definitely write a book together. Like an amazing fantasy! I’d read it!
He’d love your sense of humor and your crazy facts
I feel like your dates would be crazy and random. You two would try anything and everything!
After a long day, Sabo would love to hear you play music. It would just relax him.
Your aesthetics would just go perfectly together!
Sabo can be a little focus and serious. With your happiness and charm, you’d not only balance the chief of staff out, you’d also bring him back to earth.
I hope you like it!
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Heyy ok so its been a week since I read POYT 5 but im still thinking about it!!
I really didn't expect for omega's mom to leave her, I felt so sorry for her when she was having flashbacks to the bullying Steve and his friends did to her. I feel like them bullying her for her financial situation was less focused on than the slut shaming, even though it could be arguably just as horrible. It's clear that she's still troubled by the extensive bullying she endured and the fact she was so ashamed of her house and finances was gut wrenching .
Omega's mental breakdown was really hard to read (I was tearing up), and when she told Steve that she wanted to die, I really felt that. Its like the build up of all those years of suffering and abandonment manifested themselves and was coming out uncontrollably. It was a super raw and vulnerable moment between omega and Steve.
can i also say how much I love Sarah and how she can admit that she fucked up a little in raising Steve to be so overbearing?? It's hard for a mother to own up to that. She was definitely the motherly figure omega desperately needed and it was so sweet to read.
Shower scene was also very intimate and I enjoyed it, especially at the fact that Omega was not ready to say 'I love you'. Steve owning up to it (after being momentarily angry) ultimately being his fault for treating her that way really highlighted his character development and self-consciousness.
I had a lot of parts that I loved, but the epilogue was literally everything it should've been and absolutely perfect. I also LOVED when Sam apologised again and gave omega a hug (ft Steve and his bombastic side eye).
Im happy omega had a little girl that looked just like her, I think it was cathartic for her to see how innocent and pure the little baby is, and how it was never, ever her fault that her dad, and mom, left her.
All in all, AMAZING
Hey! Thanks so much for reading and leaving feedback! I'm so glad you enjoyed it! Excuse my lack of emojis bc I am on my laptop!!
Yess, omega did feel self-conscious about her childhood house in front of Steve. Only because she's been so ruthlessly bullied by and surrounded by all these rich, privileged people that a part of her just braced herself for the worst instinctively.
And yep, I wanted the part where omega says that she wants to die to be super hard-hitting so i'm glad that it was for you! for someone to be pushed SO far that they actually verbalise wanting to die is just... very raw, very sad and that's what i wanted to capture. And that's what catalyses Steve's sudden desperation, bc he can't lose her!!
Also i want to add that i don't think Steve's mom "fucked up" in raising Steve, like that's not exactly what i intended to convey. She blames herself for how he turned out bc of course she does, she's his mum. But honestly, it's Steve's dad, as the alpha and head of the family, who took over and she couldn't really go against his word bc she's an omega after all and their family dynamic IS quite traditional at the end of the day! I'm sure she tried! Steve takes after his father in a lot of ways, including being bossy and overbearing. (Although i did also mention that Steve's dad has mellowed out now so he isn't THAT much like that anymore)
and YESSS, her having a baby that looked exactly like her was so cathartic for her. and 10000% i love how you put it, it was never her fault that her mom and dad left her :')
THANK YOU BESTIE
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